Skitzocow Forsaken Wanderer / Forsaken Wanderer Project / ThyForsakenWanderer / Degeneratemooty2389 / @100% VIRGIN MOOTY / @Mooty Mooty Mooty - 34 Year-Old 5'4 Schizophrenic Autistic VIRGIN Halal'd User with over 400 YouTube Videos: Black-pilled Alcohol abuser, thinks kiwi farms was taken over by the leftists, is the last white Kiwifarmer, thinks women are all children & it's the JEWS fault

[Hitchhiker]

The fact that Mario has to keep saving the girl is quite black pilling when you think about it. No matter what he does, she will always leave with Chad.

When you finally get a date @Marvin is going to show up in a Bowser costume instead of a pickle suit to steal your girl.

 

[Mound Dweller]

I'm talking specifically about the hero male saving the woman from the villainous male. This story has been around since the dawn of time and it never changes.

The fact that Mario has to keep saving the girl is quite black pilling when you think about it. No matter what he does, she will always leave with Chad.

Ah but you see that's the cyclical part of it; the eternal struggle if you will, without which there can be no true strength.
By failing to compete you're failing entirely, and it's wholly by choice, you choose death, it is rather contemptable to most strains of morality would you not agree?

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

When you finally get a date @Marvin is going to show up in a Bowser costume instead of a pickle suit to steal your girl.

Jokes on him, I'll never get a date.

Ah but you see that's the cyclical part of it; the eternal struggle if you will, without which there can be no true strength.
By failing to compete you're failing entirely, and it's wholly by choice, you choose death, it is rather contemptable to most strains of morality would you not agree?

So we really are just meant to push the boulder up the hill, only for it to roll down the other side, for all eternity? Never making any progress? Nothing changing? What is the point?

Maybe a computer could do this, but if you have sentience then you eventually are worn out and cannot do it any longer.

 

[Mound Dweller]

Jokes on him, I'll never get a date.



So we really are just meant to push the boulder up the hill, only for it to roll down the other side, for all eternity? Never making any progress? Nothing changing? What is the point?

Maybe a computer could do this, but if you have sentience then you eventually are worn out and cannot do it any longer.

Real life isn't some Greek myth, it isn't an allegory, eternal struggle is the metaphor for what we push through to achieve some sort of end.
What you are doing is embracing demoralization because it is easier to your mind than actual struggle, you do not suffer at all, you do not know suffering, all you know is your own weakness.

 

[Hey Johnny Bravo]

What you are doing is embracing demoralization because it is easier to your mind than actual struggle, you do not suffer at all, you do not know suffering, all you know is your own weakness.

He is, as the song goes, comfortably numb.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Real life isn't some Greek myth, it isn't an allegory, eternal struggle is the metaphor for what we push through to achieve some sort of end.
What you are doing is embracing demoralization because it is easier to your mind than actual struggle, you do not suffer at all, you do not know suffering, all you know is your own weakness.

Real life doesn't feel so real anymore does it. Everything is so topsy turvy, everyone is atomized and lost in the liminal void of nostalgia.

What would you call it if I became a NEET then? If this current life is not suffering? From my perspective every year has been hell.

He is, as the song goes, comfortably numb.

I like that song, and that is what I call the songs that aren't too depressing but more of a familiar sadness. Like Pianoman and Cat's in the cradle, I'm a big star now, etc. You could call the this type of song "just another day in limbo".


But it seems things are changing, everything is degrading rapidly, my health is very poor, an end may well be approaching fast.

 

[Mound Dweller]

Real life doesn't feel so real anymore does it. Everything is so topsy turvy, everyone is atomized and lost in the liminal void of nostalgia.

What would you call it if I became a NEET then? If this current life is not suffering? From my perspective every year has been hell.

Whatever is real is what you deign it as so, to deny what you may not not as anything other than what it is, is merely another cope, atomization means nothing without motion.
If you were to NEET you would probably suffer less from what you've told us I reckon, I might even recommend it, if you could explain how you somehow spend hours a day meal prepping that'd be great too.

 

[Hey Johnny Bravo]

But it seems things are changing, everything is degrading rapidly, my health is very poor, an end may well be approaching fast.

You've said this many times over the past several weeks/months and you're still the same miserable fuck. I don't think you realize how long it takes for alcohol and misery to kill a man.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Whatever is real is what you deign it as so, to deny what you may not not as anything other than what it is, is merely another cope, atomization means nothing without motion.
If you were to NEET you would probably suffer less from what you've told us I reckon, I might even recommend it, if you could explain how you somehow spend hours a day meal prepping that'd be great too.

As I've said before, a lot of autists aren't built for the wage cage loop. We are most happy just left alone to do whatever niche interest we have in peace and that will keep us occupied for the rest of our lives.

I don't do any meal prepping, I'm just slow at doing everything in general.

There is no reason to do anything. As a white male I have no culture, racial group, mythology, faith, nation, history, community, anything that would provide a purpose. I am an individual worker unit in the globohomo-punk nightmare world. Working doesn't help anyone but the Jewish masters at the top of the food chain.

You've said this many times over the past several weeks/months and you're still the same miserable fuck. I don't think you realize how long it takes for alcohol and misery to kill a man.

Right now though things are far worse than they were at the start of the year. I have an inner ear infection. I have all sorts of other ailments. I no longer have any vitamins and I feel much more tired. Things are falling to bits like my dryer and car. I don't have much in the way of warm clothes and it's now winter proper. Work is killing me physically and mentally, I booked Friday off this week 5am on Monday as I just couldn't face another 5 days, I'm so sick of it. I've lost all enjoyment in anything, don't even look forward to alcohol anymore. Time is more uncontrollable than ever before, I can't find time to do any chores or do anything at all. I'm struggling to think clearly.

Gradually I have been getting worse over the years, but this year everything has been in freefall. Without a miracle, the wage cage loop will no longer be possible very shortly.

 

[Mister Fister]

Well tarnation, commence the jigglin'

 

[twentyZeroOne]

You've said this many times over the past several weeks/months and you're still the same miserable fuck. I don't think you realize how long it takes for alcohol and misery to kill a man.

You may as well be taking to a wall, he’s not gonna listen

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

As a white male I have no culture, racial group, mythology, faith, nation, history, community, anything that would provide a purpose.

Holy shit, kill yourself. You're more jewed than any retard you look down on. I'll lose it if I hear one more blackpilled loser say that white people have no culture because Israel exists or something equally retarded. You have a culture, shared mythology and faith, nation, history, and community. Go outside and experience it. You should have enough money saved up for a vacation unless you spent it all on vodka. It's summer in Europe and the Mediterranean is pretty great since the vacation wave hasn't started yet. Fuck around in Albania or Bulgaria and get shitfaced with the locals on rakija or something. It should be well within your budget. If not, there's always Thailand and Bali.

 

[Second Alter Ego]

Holy shit, kill yourself. You're more jewed than any retard you look down on. I'll lose it if I hear one more blackpilled loser say that white people have no culture because Israel exists or something equally retarded. You have a culture, shared mythology and faith, nation, history, and community. Go outside and experience it. You should have enough money saved up for a vacation unless you spent it all on vodka. It's summer in Europe and the Mediterranean is pretty great since the vacation wave hasn't started yet. Fuck around in Albania or Bulgaria and get shitfaced with the locals on rakija or something. It should be well within your budget. If not, there's always Thailand and Bali.

@Forsaken Wanderer
Minus the kill yourself part he's right mooty don't swallow kike lies you're not some barcoded goy dog you're a member of the greatest race on earth, we have to act like it, take pride, embrace your history and your kin, don't even call yourself "white" that's a disgusting marxist slur, blackpills are rotting you from the inside spit them out man they're making you so sick it's become physical
Fucking hell dude don't let that shit take hold in your mind no wonder you're miserable
Don't touch the kike on a stick book but you need to meet god in your life

 

[Drip Torch]

@Forsaken Wanderer
you need to meet god in your life

Homeboy isn't going to find God staring at a computer screen.

 

[niggercattle]

I have not taken B3 before but I do eat a lot of peanut butter so that might help? How the hell would it cure alcoholism anyway?

"Curing" alcoholism was a poor choice of words on my part. What I meant to say is that B3 helps you overcome the addiction to alcohol. See The Vitamin Cure for Alcoholism by Hoffer and Saul.

Drinking alcohol exacerbates your condition. Schizophrenia is a B3 dependency disease. Alcoholism depletes B3. You should quit drinking as soon as you can. As for dietary intake of B3, it is completely irrelevant because the quantities contained in food are in the range of milligrams and as a schizophrenic you probably around need 3 - 12 grams a day, which can only be obtained by supplementation. See Orthomolecular Treatment for Schizophrenia by Hoffer and Orthomolecular Psychiatry: Treatment for Schizophrenia by Hawkins and Pauling (eds).

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Alcohol won't help sure, but I was put in the slow and truculent class in high school because of my hand writing and dyslexia, I've always spelt things wrong, and I left that place after 3 years because it was useless.

Europa the final battle is good so far, I know a lot of it because of being a Judy Tester lvl 99 but there are some details I didn't know. It's so frustrating that the actual Russian holocaust survivors they interview never mention the Jews, where as the Germans masses after WWI seemed to know the Jews were destroying their country, so the question I have is why do the Russians seem to be so unaware of who genocided them?

You may as well be taking to a wall, he’s not gonna listen

They are displaying woman behavior "I WANT YOU TO USE POSITIVITY TO CLIMB THESE STAIRS" "I've been in a wheelchair my entire life, my legs don't work, I can't" "I GAVE YOU ADVICE THAT YOU DIDN'T IMMEDIATELY FOLLOW, I CAN'T HELP YOU ANYMORE, FUCK YOU".

Holy shit, kill yourself. You're more jewed than any retard you look down on. I'll lose it if I hear one more blackpilled loser say that white people have no culture because Israel exists or something equally retarded. You have a culture, shared mythology and faith, nation, history, and community. Go outside and experience it. You should have enough money saved up for a vacation unless you spent it all on vodka. It's summer in Europe and the Mediterranean is pretty great since the vacation wave hasn't started yet. Fuck around in Albania or Bulgaria and get shitfaced with the locals on rakija or something. It should be well within your budget. If not, there's always Thailand and Bali.

I myself know that isn't true. I know I am part of a group. But the rest of the people in my group think they are individualists.

I can't go anywhere because I am barely able to bring in enough money to live on noodles, and I have no key to the wage cage door and I must scream.

You have done so much to help the Jews yourself, I'll lose if it I hear one more golem say that white genocide isn't happening.

@Forsaken Wanderer
Minus the kill yourself part he's right mooty don't swallow kike lies you're not some barcoded goy dog you're a member of the greatest race on earth, we have to act like it, take pride, embrace your history and your kin, don't even call yourself "white" that's a disgusting marxist slur, blackpills are rotting you from the inside spit them out man they're making you so sick it's become physical
Fucking hell dude don't let that shit take hold in your mind no wonder you're miserable
Don't touch the kike on a stick book but you need to meet god in your life

Mr Ego, I know that I am an Anglo-Saxon, and I take pride in that. What I mean is that my fellow Anglo's are atomized. It does not matter what I think, my people are zombies and I can't fix them. And so we all die alone. We are all getting sick on the mental and physical kike poisons.

We suffer every day like all other victim of the jewish demons.

Homeboy isn't going to find God staring at a computer screen.

Abrahamic gods, it's for those with no dick skin. What faith is not tainted in this age?

"Curing" alcoholism was a poor choice of words on my part. What I meant to say is that B3 helps you overcome the addiction to alcohol. See The Vitamin Cure for Alcoholism by Hoffer and Saul.

Drinking alcohol exacerbates your condition. Schizophrenia is a B3 dependency disease. Alcoholism depletes B3. You should quit drinking as soon as you can. As for dietary intake of B3, it is completely irrelevant because the quantities contained in food are in the range of milligrams and as a schizophrenic you probably around need 3 - 12 grams a day, which can only be obtained by supplementation. See Orthomolecular Treatment for Schizophrenia by Hoffer and Orthomolecular Psychiatry: Treatment for Schizophrenia by Hawkins and Pauling (eds).

Thanks for the info niggercattle. They be fucking whipping them nigger cattle and them cattle be easy to control.

The vitamin cure, it's so vital that we get the natural ingredients to life. As animals we used to get sun and exercise and fresh air and proper nutrients every day. Now we grow fat under kike neon lights in cold depressing boxes.

I don't know if I even have schizoprenia. People say I do because I speak of the Jews, yet Jews have killed at least 60 million people so should we not all hate them. I have a wish to find a way to make lice spray chambers a reality. All good aligned beings do.

The multi vitamins I was taking had no B3 in them. So I'll have to specifically get something for B3. Is this the time of vitamin that makes you feel sick?



I was thinking about Jews and gold. Jews come from the underworld. Gold comes from underground. It all makes sense really doesn't it.



I had to deal with no balance and the feeling of needing to vomit all day at work. Every day the challenge grows. The wage cage doesn't just sit idle, it pushes you to the limit.

 

[Second Alter Ego]

I don't know if I even have schizoprenia. People say I do because I speak of the Jews, yet Jews have killed at least 60 million people so should we not all hate them.

They're wrong. Schizophrenia for one is a developmental disease that starts in gestation and the actual florid psychosis with hallucinations and severe aphasia starts in mid adolescence and deteriorates into dementia very rapidly, hence why its original name was "hebephrenia" (hebe referring to adolescence) and later called "dementia praecox" (precocious or early onset dementia)
Deviant thought (unpopular political opinions or appraisals of the world) does not equal or imply delusional process (a brain illness impairing the logical production and reality testing of beliefs)
It's a very common kike tactic to claim disagreements with their disgusting shit (faggotry, multiculti, feminism, etc) is caused solely by mental illness and either defective personality traits like "internalized homophobia" (you secretly want to fuck spiders) or "insecurity" (you actually think niggers are le good, goy), or straight up psychosis (the only reason you disagree with me is because you are completely delusional, go to a psych ward you fucking schizo, you are so wrong you're insane, meds now)
Typical fucking kike tactics

Mr Ego, I know that I am an Anglo-Saxon, and I take pride in that. What I mean is that my fellow Anglo's are atomized. It does not matter what I think, my people are zombies and I can't fix them. And so we all die alone. We are all getting sick on the mental and physical kike poisons.

Oh sorry I misread you. I have just come across so many who actually do fully believe that trash when they say it at face value it is hard to distinguish. The only way to fight psyops is psyops and you can tell what works because it instantly gets shut down and anons get arrested if something's too powerful. Poster/sticker campaigns and socially contagious ops are still one of the most effective small ways to enter the consciousness of normalniggers against the will of kikes, it's why they stamp them out so hard and disproportionately, people aren't unreachable there are just obstacles in the way of their minds

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

I can't go anywhere because I am barely able to bring in enough money to live on noodles, and I have no key to the wage cage door and I must scream.

Why do you work then?

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Why do you work then?

That is the million dollar question. I have searched for a reason to work for years and I've not been able to find one.

Boomers wonder why their children won't get a job. Maybe if they stopped following the investment lines for a moment they could see that there is no incentive for a white person to work in this Jewish hell.


@Second Alter Ego
I'm about to lose all energy and fall to sleep so I may not be able to articulate things very well. I've been called a skitzo so many times yet most of the time it's because I am noticing the truth about the Jews.

It is a typical Jewish/Jewish golem tactic to label any noticer as insane. They came up with the idea of calling white in-group preference as a pathologic virus or mental illness, so of course they label common sense as insanity.

Also autism gets mixed up with schitzo traits far too often. Just because someone doesn't behave exactly like every else doesn't mean they are schitzo.

I feel so alone as a non-npc. My tribe are all soulless zombies. I don't know how to fix them, there is a good chance they can't be fixed. It may take generations to heal this wound yet we have just a few years left.

 

[Second Alter Ego]

I've been called a skitzo so many times yet most of the time it's because I am noticing the truth about the Jews.

It is a typical Jewish/Jewish golem tactic to label any noticer as insane. They came up with the idea of calling white in-group preference as a pathologic virus or mental illness, so of course they label common sense as insanity.

Also autism gets mixed up with schitzo traits far too often. Just because someone doesn't behave exactly like every else doesn't mean they are schitzo.

I know it's just internet slang for eccentricity but it doesn't stop it from being ungodly fucking obnoxious especially when someone actually takes it seriously as a "diagnosis" like the vitamin B3 retard who keeps posting his screed in threads anytime schizophrenia is mentioned
Autism is another way overused colloquial bludgeon which again just means "some annoying weirdo I don't agree with" and not literally the developmental disorder with IQ and expressive and language abnormalities, but again retards who cannot understand that distinction begin to think that they can apply that label literally in situations where it applies colloquially
I could go on all fucking day about this shit it is my biggest pet peeve ever I'm just saying don't take the colloqualisms to heart as some sort of actual mental evaluation with any grain of truth, you're fine
I mean like actually looking at and interacting with you a lot of this name calling is really baseless and exaggerated slang

• schizo - you have no psychosis or other major dysfunction blocking you from functioning in society, people just think you're weird
• autist - you said you've never been diagnosed (right?), you get diagnosed as a kid and you don't display any instantly obvious signs like inability to modulate your cadence or other shit, again people just think you're weird
• alcoholic - you said it takes you a week to go through a third of a handle lol thats nothing dangerous to your health, and you don't even know what shakes are so you have never had withdrawals, at most you get drunk a lot but you're not clinically an addict, people just think you get drunk too much for their liking
• whatever other shit I'm not reading the OP again I'm just saying like this shit does not apply literally it's just exaggerated opinions of internet retards on other internet retards

Puzzle piece me mother fuckers

Yeah you would you handrubbing fucking kike