Skitzocow Forsaken Wanderer / Forsaken Wanderer Project / ThyForsakenWanderer / Degeneratemooty2389 / @100% VIRGIN MOOTY / @Mooty Mooty Mooty - 34 Year-Old 5'4 Schizophrenic Autistic VIRGIN Halal'd User with over 400 YouTube Videos: Black-pilled Alcohol abuser, thinks kiwi farms was taken over by the leftists, is the last white Kiwifarmer, thinks women are all children & it's the JEWS fault

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Have you considered thriving to spite the jews? Living to collect retirement and pension if for no reason other than to rob them of money they expected to have,

Learning to collect retirement and pension???

I have decades to go until the current retirement age is met.

Even if I could make it (I can't), not only would I have wasted my entire life working, there will not be such a thing as retirement or pension at that stage because the west will be nothing but a wasteland.

They are robbing me and my people of our productivity right now, this means the more we work the more we fuel the Jewish engine that is designed to kill us.

I am a fool for not having left the wage cage long ago. But then I will be on the streets. And my cat friend will be homeless again.

 

[Cheesy Beavy]

I am a fool for not having left the wage cage long ago. But then I will be on the streets. And my cat friend will be homeless again.

Have you considered van life?

 

[clara red bottoms]

Learning to collect retirement and pension???

Yes, living to spite the jews ruling the world. Thriving despite the odds.

I have decades to go until the current retirement age is met.

65. But every day between now and then is one where you might discover something you love or meet a person that completes you. It happens all over the world, to people in all walks of life and your number could come up any day if you keep going.

Even if I could make it (I can't),

https://worldofwork.io/2019/07/drowning-rats-psychology-experiments/

Tldr: “after elimination of hopelessness the rats do not die.”

not only would I have wasted my entire life working, there will not be such a thing as retirement or pension at that stage because the west will be nothing but a wasteland.

Defeatist propaganda to discourage people from trying. Same as raising on the flop. Be the change you want to see in the west.

They are robbing me and my people of our productivity right now, this means the more we work the more we fuel the Jewish engine that is designed to kill us.

This one is tricky to spin. Have you considered using your money to establish financial security and independence? That way you wouldn't have to care about external forces. Investments, property, independent business. I think you share many libertarian views accidentally and they have a playbook for building wealth outside of the systems you hate.

I am a fool for not having left the wage cage long ago.

The strength to persevere despite all odds is heroic.

And my cat friend will be homeless again.

Supporting loved ones is a man's duty, but also a great way to determine a man's worth. Nothing wrong with sticking it out for the sake of others, even if only to shield them from life. Many people here are doing exactly that.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Have you considered van life?

Van life was a trend for a while... it's not a very pleasant life, you live in a cold damp van with no way of paying for fuel. Maybe if I lived somewhere that wasn't cold in winter.

@clara Are you a woman? You have a woman's view of the world.

It's not that simple. There is no way I'm making it to 2026, how would I ever make it to decades more, it's insanity.

It's not propaganda, there really won't be a pension when we are old. The west is barely functioning now, it won't exist by 2030. It's over unless a miracle happens.

The Jews hate animals - that is why they still experiment on them. Adolf banned animal experimentation, the National Socialists liked animals and wanted to live in harmony with them...

...The Jews and their golems hate all life. They want everything that isn't an infernal demon to suffer.

I will make sure the Jews feel the pain of every animal they experimented on and more, that is my goal in life. If it takes a nuke to close shut the gates to hell then that is what we will need to use.

Money is fake. Until we get rid of Jewish bankers then we are not allowed to get rich. Ever see what happened to those autists that made money on the Gamespot stocks? The Jews destroyed them for trying to make money they way they do.

I want to dedicate my life to eradicating the Jewish menace from this world. I want to personally deliver them into the ovens.

But I am dying and I don't have long left. I'm afraid someone else is going to have to take up this task.

 

[Meiwaku]

@clara Are you a woman? You have a woman's view of the world.

Optimistic? That you have self agency and can choose to be happy?

Happiness IS a choice. You have to want it tho. I understand the slog. It's a pain especially when you're not doing well.

I'm curious, do you believe anyone can be happy? Or what about any white man? Or is it mostly just you?

But anyways. You should just Livestream stuff. You're good at art and are good at explaining your views visually (you have made multiple depictions of life) and your art is actually endearing. Computer draw for us or something. We all liked the image of you being chased by the Kong.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Optimistic? That you have self agency and can choose to be happy?

Happiness IS a choice. You have to want it tho. I understand the slog. It's a pain especially when you're not doing well.

I'm curious, do you believe anyone can be happy? Or what about any white man? Or is it mostly just you?

But anyways. You should just Livestream stuff. You're good at art and are good at explaining your views visually (you have made multiple depictions of life) and your art is actually endearing. Computer draw for us or something. We all liked the image of you being chased by the Kong.

You have been absent for a long time haven't you?

You can't just choose to be happy. You either defeat the challenges or you fall to them. Right now it's not possible to succeed.

I think there is the possibility of anyone being happy but they need the right circumstances. Living in a Jewish global homo world is going to cause pain and sadness.

Livestream stuff? I like to create things but I don't have a chance. I have the energy of a 90 year old and every day is a struggle just to finish the work day and to do basic chores. I now only do the dishes once a week, I used to do them every day.

Finding the energy to draw or make videos would take something extreme like adrenaline or speed, something that pushes my body to the limit and makes me feel alive.

I am dead, there is no way out and i'll be buried in an unmarked grave and nobody will know I ever lived.

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

I am dead, there is no way out and i'll be buried in an unmarked grave and nobody will know I ever lived.

Pre-buy a grave and share the address here. I am sure that at least one farmer will find the time and energy to visit your grave.

Also, RIP @Second Alter Ego

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Pre-buy a grave and share the address here. I am sure that at least one farmer will find the time and energy to visit your grave.

Also, RIP @Second Alter Ego

Nobody gives a damn about me.

I hope second alter ego isn't dead but there is a chance it's another white soul destroyed by the Jewish evil that has taken control of Earth.

@Second Alter Ego If you still are in this layer of limbo, I hope you are looking after yourself.

I'd like to make the Jews pay for this. Sadly I am also destined for the same fate. @fat_rat_on_the_grass Perhaps you will have better luck finding the gateway to hell and locking the Jews out of the mortal realm forever.

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

I'd like to make the Jews pay for this. Sadly I am also destined for the same fate.

See? You're entering the violent phase like most severe schizophrenics. Told you at the start, this is how letting mental illnesses run your life ends. Mind you, you'd need to travel outside of NZ to find any Jews since you only have like 5000 of them. Guess it's easy to hate a group of people that you never come into contact with from your little forest shack.

Anyways, I'll say a prayer for you. Hope you appreciate it, goy.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

See? You're entering the violent phase like most severe schizophrenics. Told you at the start, this is how letting mental illnesses run your life ends. Mind you, you'd need to travel outside of NZ to find any Jews since you only have like 5000 of them. Guess it's easy to hate a group of people that you never come into contact with from your little forest shack.

Anyways, I'll say a prayer for you. Hope you appreciate it, goy.

According to you there are no whites that displays any conviction or emotion that isn't mentally ill. Nobody believes this scam anymore.

They killed 30 million people in Russia alone, and in horrific ways too. They just can't stop killing. They were kicked out of over 100 countries for a reason. The only reason you would like them is if you happen to be a small hat yourself.

But by all means, continue to pretend you don't understand what I'm saying.

The final solution to the Jewish question is to end the global financial system.

 

[Meiwaku]

Nobody gives a damn about me.

You have an entire thread, sir.

 

[clara red bottoms]

Nobody

Given the choice, I would rather you quit drinking and survive. Wouldn't be trying to convince you otherwise

 

[Jack Hoffman]

Isn’t it Friday night for you? I thought you were meant to be happy for a day or two a week, but you’re squandering it with this depressing bullshit.
Also, why don’t you just do meth?
Fuck it all right?
You’re being a real bitch made nigga today.

 

[grimacefetishist]

Any chance pf us seeing this cat friend of yours?

 

[Stan]

point of return at this point, I think this is the end of the line for me. I am very unwell. I hope this island sinks into the briny cold depths where it belongs, the land is too corrupted to save now.

IIRC you're pretty young to doompost like this.
How'd you fuck up your hands? Bad ergonomics? Excessive game playing?
I'm sorry you're in such a bad place with the depression, the job you don't like, financial stress and so on. You do have the materials at hand to make things better for yourself.

There are a lot of Jewish demons on this site, and they are using their golems (non-whites and women) to corrupt and destroy this place thread by thread.

Well I hope we can still be friends despite all that.

Right now though things are far worse than they were at the start of the year. I have an inner ear infection. I have all sorts of other ailments. I no longer have any vitamins and I feel much more tired. Things are falling to bits like my dryer and car.

Ouch. I wonder if your outlook on life might improve if your health did. And I guess you can use a clothes horse to dry your clothes? Idk how humid it is in Christchurch NZ but that's what I used to do when I was too Jewish to pay 1.50 per dry cycle, quarters only. Just hang all that stuff up on the rack, over chair backs and radiators and it dries.

I don't have much in the way of warm clothes and it's now winter proper.

You're activating my mom instincts. DM me your addy and size I'll send you a coat and boots, gratis.

 

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[clara red bottoms]

@Forsaken Wanderer what do you think about all that outpouring of support directed at you specifically? Gotta feel pretty good that people want your life to improve, right? Should definitely carry that positive energy into the weekend

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

There is no time to do anything, it's hard to keep up with replying to people and all that. Most of my life I've never tried to talk to people and I gave up making anything a long time ago so it's hard to adjust to this in the short 24 hour day framework. It takes me a week to respond sometimes as I can't sit down very often.

I am a couple of hours into the Europa the final battle now and I recommend it if you want to learn about the Jews, it's really good. Also, they are using video game music from Medal of Honor, Call of Duty and Halo while talking about Jewish world domination plans, clearly based minds think alike. (I know Medal of Honor has Jewish finger prints on it but the music is great).

This is one of my least favourite OSTs, the only thing worse is the entire Resident Evil directors cut dual shock OSTs. It's like the sound of madness isn't it?

You have an entire thread, sir.

A lolcow thread. I am just a low level cow to be used for brief entertainment.

Given the choice, I would rather you quit drinking and survive. Wouldn't be trying to convince you otherwise

Why would you rather that? Just basic human decency? That is a rare thing these days.

Maybe I should of never lived. Nothing has ever worked out in my life and I've never enjoyed it. It's just been a pointless miserable experience.

Isn’t it Friday night for you? I thought you were meant to be happy for a day or two a week, but you’re squandering it with this depressing bullshit.
Also, why don’t you just do meth?
Fuck it all right?
You’re being a real bitch made nigga today.

It's now Saturday lunchtime. I'm depressed every day.

I don't know where to get meth. The weekends are too short to enjoy. They are over in the blink of an eye.

Any chance pf us seeing this cat friend of yours?

I can't find a photo but this is Kirby.

IIRC you're pretty young to doompost like this.
How'd you fuck up your hands? Bad ergonomics? Excessive game playing?
I'm sorry you're in such a bad place with the depression, the job you don't like, financial stress and so on. You do have the materials at hand to make things better for yourself.


Well I hope we can still be friends despite all that.


Ouch. I wonder if your outlook on life might improve if your health did. And I guess you can use a clothes horse to dry your clothes? Idk how humid it is in Christchurch NZ but that's what I used to do when I was too Jewish to pay 1.50 per dry cycle, quarters only. Just hang all that stuff up on the rack, over chair backs and radiators and it dries.


You're activating my mom instincts. DM me your addy and size I'll send you a coat and boots, gratis.

You are Jewish?

I was doom posting back when I was a teenager as well. Even when I was a child I knew something wasn't right.

My hands are fucked because I've been in IT for 15 years. My ergonomics were probably bad, but 15 years of using mice and keyboards all day is not natural. I sometimes use the mouse in my left hand to give my right hand a break.

You should get a dryer, you can get a cheap one for a couple hundred dollars. I have been using a clothes horse to dry my clothes but that is a lot of extra moisture in the house that can't be good for the room. I've just got a second hand dryer that was very cheap, but sadly it seems to have something wrong with the moisture sensor and it usually only runs for a short time, so I have to keep starting the cycle to get things to dry.

That is sweet of you to offer but you don't need to do that. I hate winter, spend so much time being cold. Winter takes so long to go away as well.

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Fuck bro, that is creepy. Looks like something from Evil Dead.

@Forsaken Wanderer what do you think about all that outpouring of support directed at you specifically? Gotta feel pretty good that people want your life to improve, right? Should definitely carry that positive energy into the weekend

I am never positive. I just want to die. I cannot do another 5 day week of work. It has become too taxing on the soul. My body is too weak.

I appreciate those that want my life to improve but I am a lost cause.

Purgatory is designed to keep you trapped there.


There is no move I can make to get out of this nightmare

Life is just awful and I can't stand a single moment of it. There is nothing for me in this world.

I've never accomplished anything, everything I do sucks, nobody wants to talk to me, I exist only to suffer endlessly in the wage cage.

Can someone please just shoot me and end it all, can it just be over, i've wasted my time living this long

 

[Circus peanut]

Pretty selfish to ask someone to go through that.

I searched this thread for “religion” and “Jesus” and that’s the extent of my research capacity right now, so I’ll just ask—are you religious at all? Many people turn to religion to find deeper meaning in their otherwise seemingly empty lives. It would help you interact with the world in a healthier way. @Forsaken Wanderer

 

[Hey Johnny Bravo]

Life is just awful and I can't stand a single moment of it. There is nothing for me in this world.

I've never accomplished anything, everything I do sucks, nobody wants to talk to me, I exist only to suffer endlessly in the wage cage.

Can someone please just shoot me and end it all, can it just be over, i've wasted my time living this long

Do a flip.