hello, i’m toxikais victim, the one that was groomed and sexted as a 12 year old.
recently he sent this ask to my strawpage, originally i had no interest in talking to him but a friend of mine said i should add him back. i understand i could’ve handled this better and i shouldn’t be posting on this forum given my age- but it’s important to note that julian is the one who got toxikai back online. it’d be one thing if toxikai came back on his own, but julian being in contact and encouraging somebody who’s a KNOWN child groomer to come back online is really indicative of the type of person they are.
i understand that coming out about this is opening me up for harassment from general weirdos, but i think it’s important to show what the group of people surrounding hating on birdie is like. these people are demented- more demented than birdie. i do hope that toxikai has gotten better, not for his sake; but because i know when shitty people are in shitty situations, they do shitty things to other people. i also understand that i come across as an idiot in the majority of these screenshots, i really shouldn’t have added him back to begin with. i wasn’t prepared for this and this entire situation has taken a toll on my wellbeing. i’d rather not have any of my issues mentioned in the big block of text discussed because a lot of it is personal (ironic since i’m posting it here, but it’s why i’ve decided to censor out my name.) i’m not involved in birdie drama, i find the entire culture surrounding it quite upsetting . i don’t want to be involved in this, i probably won’t be responding unless it’s absolutely necessary and will probably just log out of this account forever, have a nice day kiwi people <33
also sorry for all the typos in these, i literally JUST woke up and texted this guy- you can tell from the time and battery. i know i come across as a retard in this screenshots, please be patient with me because i was very anxious during this.
(coping)
