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- Apr 11, 2022
fuck the only day of the week worth a damn, Saturday, is about to end and I'm only now sitting down at the computer. I can't do anything I want to do.
I've pulled a muscle in my back so I don't know if I will be able to sleep. i'm gettin very old. when can I wake up from this endless nightmare I just want to be free.
purgatory is very lonely
I have peanut butter toast and a banana for breakfast. And I have noodles or cold white bread with dinner often.
I'm not able to sit down and eat during the work day so I only eat morning and night. Yes what I eat is not good, I wish I could eat better but it needs to be quick and microwavable.
I don't think any work day will ever be appreciated. I don't look back at any day at work with fondness.
We are endlessly climbing a mountain with no peak. Why can't we all stop and see that it's pointless
I',m just going to rapidly decline in health now. I don't want to suffer more, I just want it to be over. Maybe if anyone gave a damn about me earlier in my life I wouldn't be in a dire situation but it's just how it goes when you are a white male.
oh great, even breathing is aggravating my back. I'm going to drink gin until I can hopefully sleep at the table
I've pulled a muscle in my back so I don't know if I will be able to sleep. i'm gettin very old. when can I wake up from this endless nightmare I just want to be free.
purgatory is very lonely
Throw some bread loaves/bagels and bananas in there if you're able, little carb boosts can go a long way
Holy shit, stop living life a fucking hermit. You're not an Ethiopian, eat like a person living in the 1st world. You have access to a wide variety of food from around the world and you choose to starve. You have no energy because you don't eat and when you do, it's microwaves pies laden with soy and microplastics.
I have peanut butter toast and a banana for breakfast. And I have noodles or cold white bread with dinner often.
I'm not able to sit down and eat during the work day so I only eat morning and night. Yes what I eat is not good, I wish I could eat better but it needs to be quick and microwavable.
Some people find climbing hills energizing. And some mountains are molehills.
But that aside, when you have fewer days ahead of you actuarily than you do behind, you might appreciate each one a bit more.
I'll see what I can find.
Can confirm.
I don't think any work day will ever be appreciated. I don't look back at any day at work with fondness.
We are endlessly climbing a mountain with no peak. Why can't we all stop and see that it's pointless
I',m just going to rapidly decline in health now. I don't want to suffer more, I just want it to be over. Maybe if anyone gave a damn about me earlier in my life I wouldn't be in a dire situation but it's just how it goes when you are a white male.
oh great, even breathing is aggravating my back. I'm going to drink gin until I can hopefully sleep at the table