Skitzocow Forsaken Wanderer / Forsaken Wanderer Project / ThyForsakenWanderer / Degeneratemooty2389 / @100% VIRGIN MOOTY / @Mooty Mooty Mooty - 34 Year-Old 5'4 Schizophrenic Autistic VIRGIN Halal'd User with over 400 YouTube Videos: Black-pilled Alcohol abuser, thinks kiwi farms was taken over by the leftists, is the last white Kiwifarmer, thinks women are all children & it's the JEWS fault

[Ol' Slag]

I will give this nigga points on one thing. If you put on the medallion you get possessed. Just look at Reiketa and Ralph.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

There is no point in me saying anything, nobody has ever bothered to listen to anything I have said, you are intentionally trying to drive me insane

No one has ever said this about anyone smoking pot recreationally

You all have to be Jewish

Nobody said that goy! No goy, it's called antifa, so that means you are fascist if you are against it. No goy, it's called a minor attracted person, nobody said pedophile. No goy, nobody is saying a great replacement is happening, but it is a good thing that it is.

You know exactly what I mean

If I said I was eating grapefruits you would tell me grapefruit addiction is my problem

You faggots have made me so much more miserable with your horrible attempts to fuck with me. I don't even know what you would call it other than gaslighting

 

[Jack Hoffman]

Log off man, come back next week.

 

[clara red bottoms]

You all have to be Jewish

Nope. Just agnostic. Or atheist maybe.

You'd rather kill yourself than attempt to quit drinking. Sad

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Log off man, come back next week.

every week is the same but slightly worse. you'd think it was the exact same week being lived through again but it's always a tiny bit worse, things are a smidge more decayed, you feel slightly worse. How many years has it been? A thousand?

Nope. Just agnostic. Or atheist maybe.

You'd rather kill yourself than attempt to quit drinking. Sad

Please tell me what you would tell me to do if I never mentioned alcohol

I'd rather kill myself because I've always hated being alive

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

Maybe let's start simpler. How about you take a week of vacation and call your parents or anyone in extended family? Ask them if you could visit for dinner.

 

[clara red bottoms]

Please tell me what you would tell me to do if I never mentioned alcohol

I'd rather kill myself because I've always hated being alive

I want to be crystal clear. You have a problem with your brain. It's likely the cause of your persecution complex. This thing is not caused by alcohol, but it is worsened by it.
Let's say that you never drank ever, you would still benefit from seeking psychiatric help. This help could be therapy or medication or both.
No one reasonable is suggesting quitting drinking would fix you or that it is the root of your issues, you silly nut. It would improve your health though and hopefully your quality of life.
also, quit being mean to people that are helping you. It's pretty gay and ungrateful.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Maybe let's start simpler. How about you take a week of vacation and call your parents or anyone in extended family? Ask them if you could visit for dinner.

It's very hard to get time off of work. There is no redundancy for me not being there, and I have a lot of things I've got deadlines for going at once at all times, there is never a quiet period that I could take off. They expect constant IT support at all hours.

I want to be crystal clear. You have a problem with your brain. It's likely the cause of your persecution complex. This thing is not caused by alcohol, but it is worsened by it.
Let's say that you never drank ever, you would still benefit from seeking psychiatric help. This help could be therapy or medication or both.
No one reasonable is suggesting quitting drinking would fix you or that it is the root of your issues, you silly nut. It would improve your health though and hopefully your quality of life.
also, quit being mean to people that are helping you. It's pretty gay and ungrateful.

I don't have a persecution complex. I have autism, depression, anxiety, OCD, dyslexia, and a lack of energy.

Yes I am sure I would be 5% more energetic if I didn't drink any alcohol but it doesn't mean anything when I've always been tired.

All everyone talks about is alcohol and nothing else.

I'm very frustrated at the constant intentional contrarianism to absolutely anything I say, and nobody ever addressing anything I say

 

[clara red bottoms]

I don't have a persecution complex

I can absolutely, irrevocably assure you that you do.
And people tend to dismiss your arguments because they're generally weak. Can't quit drinking because it wouldn't help anway(not that you'll ever admit it would help), can't see a doctor because they don't listen(not that you've told them your absolutely insane ramblings and system of belief), can't expend the effort to see friends of relatives because you work too hard(dispite being in a regular 9-5 40 hour week job), etc. You're not being ignored, you just have weak arguments

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

It's very hard to get time off of work. There is no redundancy for me not being there, and I have a lot of things I've got deadlines for going at once at all times, there is never a quiet period that I could take off. They expect constant IT support at all hours.

Who gives a shit? Tell them someone died and you're absolutely unavailable for the next week. Turn off your work phone. The biggest Jewish trick is being played on you by your boss. They sold you the lie that you're irreplaceable and the entire factory will collapse unless you're there. In all actuality, they'll do what every single place does by just hiring a temporary replacement.

Take that one fucking week off. You deserve it.

 

[Burekbossman]

Please tell me what you would tell me to do if I never mentioned alcohol

Stop feeding the doom/paranoia machine you've built for yourself. Nigger you've got at least half a dozen forum users yelling at you cause we've talked to you and seen you make a massive shift. There's shit you can change and shit you can't; stop it with the "no one's had it as hard as I have" bullshit, it's just pissing off the few of us that don't want to see a deceased tag next to your username.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

I can absolutely, irrevocably assure you that you do.
And people tend to dismiss your arguments because they're generally weak. Can't quit drinking because it wouldn't help anway(not that you'll ever admit it would help), can't see a doctor because they don't listen(not that you've told them your absolutely insane ramblings and system of belief), can't expend the effort to see friends of relatives because you work too hard(dispite being in a regular 9-5 40 hour week job), etc. You're not being ignored, you just have weak arguments

I don't have any friends. I have had any friends since I left primary school. Despite being on the farms for 10 years under different accounts I've never made any friends, I've never made any friends on any sites, I've never been part of any community, I've never been acknowledged.

I am a literal greyman, I'm invisible.

The most helpful thing I learned is that autists are terrible at getting help and at selling people on the fact that they are desperately needing support, and it does explain a lot.

My arguments are not weak, you just can't see things from my perspective.

Who gives a shit? Tell them someone died and you're absolutely unavailable for the next week. Turn off your work phone. The biggest Jewish trick is being played on you is by your boss. They sold you the lie that you're irreplaceable and the entire factory will collapse unless you're there. In all actuality, they'll do what every single place does by just hiring a temporary replacement.

Take that one fucking week off. You deserve it.

A week is not long enough to feel rested anyway.

It's not like that. You can't just get a temp. IT takes forever to learn. Every single place is different. You can't just replace a printer physically, you have to know how to configure it, how to get the labels to print, all the various issues that can occur, that is just to give an example of one of hundreds of things you have to know to be able to do anything.

To make a label print may require going into the label file and looking at the print code and changing a C to a D in a random string of characters. Otherwise it won't work and you are stuck, could spend a week on it and get nowhere.

Stop feeding the doom/paranoia machine you've built for yourself. Nigger you've got at least half a dozen forum users yelling at you cause we've talked to you and seen you make a massive shift. There's shit you can change and shit you can't; stop it with the "no one's had it as hard as I have" bullshit, it's just pissing off the few of us that don't want to see a deceased tag next to your username.

I've been saying this entire time that I am struggling and that I can't go on much longer. I have been saying the same thing for 3 years on this account alone. I would like to see a deceased tag next to my username.

The massive shift is just things gradually getting worse over time. It's only massive if you zoom out enough.

I have nothing positive to say about life without lying.

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

A week is not long enough to feel rested anyway.

It's not like that. You can't just get a temp. IT takes forever to learn. Every single place is different. You can't just replace a printer physically, you have to know how to configure it, how to get the labels to print, all the various issues that can occur, that is just to give an example of one of hundreds of things you have to know to be able to do anything.

To make a label print may require going into the label file and looking at the print code and changing a C to a D in a random string of characters. Otherwise it won't work and you are stuck, could spend a week on it and get nowhere.

I'd like to believe you, but I can't. I've worked across many sectors (of white collar work) and without fail, the IT guys could be replaced at a moment's notice by either a temporary worker or by hiring services to address specific issues. It didn't matter how sensitive the data was on the devices in question or what level of security clearance was needed for the job. You can always solve a problem by throwing money at it.

Again, the factory existed before you worked there and will most likely exist after. I am unsure why you are so committed to printing labels, but even IT monkeys deserve vacations. If you want to be practical about it, it would be a greater issue for your employer if you just keeled over and died (death is permanent) instead of just taking a small vacay. A week is plenty of time to rest and some of my most relaxing "vacations" consisted of just a single day of fucking around. Also, the point is not to completely cure whatever tiredness that you're afflicted with. I would be happy enough if you just spent a day with family and hopefully did not want to die after the week's end.

Edit: Cute PFP btw

 

[Meiwaku]

There is no point in me saying anything, nobody has ever bothered to listen to anything I have said, you are intentionally trying to drive me insane

You have a thread dedicated to you, sir.

Sometimes I feel bad for making a thread on you then I see your posts.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

I'd like to believe you, but I can't. I've worked across many sectors (of white collar work) and without fail, the IT guys could be replaced at a moment's notice by either a temporary worker or by hiring services to address specific issues. It didn't matter how sensitive the data was on the devices in question or what level of security clearance was needed for the job. You can always solve a problem by throwing money at it.

Again, the factory existed before you worked there and will most likely exist after. I am unsure why you are so committed to printing labels, but even IT monkeys deserve vacations. If you want to be practical about it, it would be a greater issue for your employer if you just keeled over and died (death is permanent) instead of just taking a small vacay. A week is plenty of time to rest and some of my most relaxing "vacations" consisted of just a single day of fucking around. Also, the point is not to completely cure whatever tiredness that you're afflicted with. I would be happy enough if you just spent a day with family and hopefully did not want to die after the week's end.

Edit: Cute PFP btw

They can't be replaced at a moments notice though. You need the passwords, you need the knowledge of how everything is set up and how things run, you can't just take someone that has done IT before and expect them to automatically know how a particular system works.

I have worked at this horrid place for two years and I still have so much I don't know.

I'm not committed to printing labels. I am committed to never working again.

I know that it takes me weeks to get energy back and I'm never given that, so I can never feel refreshed.

A day is too short, it's over in the blink of an eye. And then it's back to hell.

It's a doodle I did in 2022

You have a thread dedicated to you, sir.

Sometimes I feel bad for making a thread on you then I see your posts.

It's the one day from caring motif again. A very common theme around here.

And you don't feel bad anymore?



This is the one night I can try to enjoy myself and I can't enjoy anything. Nothing interests me. I'm just lost. And it's already very late.

 

[Meiwaku]

I don't have a persecution complex

You have the biggest persecution complex on this entire fucking website and that's saying a lot.

Nobody here hates you. Not anyone whose documented you. Not me, the thread maker. Not even the openly Jewish openly left-leaning moderator. If anything, we all have a mild softspot for you.

But I cannot fucking stand you talking about dying and wanting to die while having 0 balls to either just do a flip or make your life better. Sitting and bitching and moaning about everything while doing nothing is the most insufferable and JEWISH trait you have.

You whine worse than any Jew Yorker or Jewjerseyan. You whine more than the most Jewish mother in laws. You whine more than the ADL. You whine worse than when Jew millionaires have to pay taxes. You whine worse than being kicked out of 120 countries. You whine more than Israel when they ask for help bombing schools and hospitals in the middle east. Your only redeeming trait in your incessant kvetching and complaining is you haven't done anything wrong other than be an autistic schizo.

Stop being a fucking Jew.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

You have the biggest persecution complex on this entire fucking website and that's saying a lot.

Nobody here hates you. Not anyone whose documented you. Not me, the thread maker. Not even the openly Jewish openly left-leaning moderator. If anything, we all have a mild softspot for you.

But I cannot fucking stand you talking about dying and wanting to die while having 0 balls to either just do a flip or make your life better. Sitting and bitching and moaning about everything while doing nothing is the most insufferable and JEWISH trait you have.

You whine worse than any Jew Yorker or Jewjerseyan. You whine more than the most Jewish mother in laws. You whine more than the ADL. You whine worse than when Jew millionaires have to pay taxes. You whine worse than being kicked out of 120 countries. You whine more than Israel when they ask for help bombing schools and hospitals in the middle east. Your only redeeming trait in your incessant kvetching and complaining is you haven't done anything wrong other than be an autistic schizo.

Stop being a fucking Jew.

I don't know why anyone would have a mild softspot for me.

I don't have any redeeming traits you are right, I'm ugly, I'm stupid, I'm negative, I bring nothing to the table.

I hope I am not behaving jewish. I don't know if it's fair to compare me to the ADL or kvetching/ that is quite out there.

I don't know what to do. I can't pretend to be happy and that I'm having a good time which is what people gravitate towards. I can't find a way to fix the sinking ship that is my life and I'm almost completely under water. I can't stand the life that I've been living for 15 years now (at least).

I am so lost and tired

I need so many things at once oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

dnt narcs have more persicution

 

[draggs]

I have autism, depression, anxiety, OCD, dyslexia, and a lack of energy.

Those are all moderate to serious medical problems and you should get help for them. It's not a failure on someone's part that they have medical problems unless they stuff their faces into diabetes or smoke themselves into lung cancer or something. You didn't give yourself any of those conditions, so what is the problem with getting help for them?

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

I don't know why anyone would have a mild softspot for me.

Because we all have a bit of FW in us. If I didn't go on vacations or did work that I genuinely liked, I'd hate my fucking life too. To be perfectly honest, it's difficult to not see you as the worst possible version of me.

 

[Meiwaku]

And you don't feel bad anymore?

You're a lolcow. You belong here.

I don't know what to do. I can't pretend to be happy and that I'm having a good time which is what people gravitate towards. I can't find a way to fix the sinking ship that is my life and I'm almost completely under water. I can't stand the life that I've been living for 15 years now (at least).

You refuse to be is why. You will never fix yourself. Your cycle is this:

>Sadposts
>Gets solid, genuine advice and empathy from 2-15 posters.
>Reeeeee No its over.jpg
>People say "don't give up!".
>You blackpill again
>People either give up or continue trying to roll the boulder up the hill
>Repeat for 41 pages.

You're right. You are the problem. You cannot fix anything because you've tried nothing and are all out of ideas.

Everytime you complain about your life without trying to do something better, you become the Jew. You have become what you fear the most.