Skitzocow Forsaken Wanderer / Forsaken Wanderer Project / ThyForsakenWanderer / Degeneratemooty2389 / @100% VIRGIN MOOTY / @Mooty Mooty Mooty - 34 Year-Old 5'4 Schizophrenic Autistic VIRGIN Halal'd User with over 400 YouTube Videos: Black-pilled Alcohol abuser, thinks kiwi farms was taken over by the leftists, is the last white Kiwifarmer, thinks women are all children & it's the JEWS fault

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Those are all moderate to serious medical problems and you should get help for them. It's not a failure on someone's part that they have medical problems unless they stuff their faces into diabetes or smoke themselves into lung cancer or something. You didn't give yourself any of those conditions, so what is the problem with getting help for them?

I need help but there is no cure for any of them. The only thing on offer are endless pills. I just have to be this way sadly : (

Because we all have a bit of FW in us. If I didn't go on vacations or did work that I genuinely liked, I'd hate my fucking life too. To be perfectly honest, it's difficult to not see you as the worst possible version of me.

Nobody is designed to work constantly, it's the worst part of everyone's life. But there is no option to leave and not be homeless, we are trapped in a loop.

You're a lolcow. You belong here.

You refuse to be is why. You will never fix yourself. Your cycle is this:

>Sadposts
>Gets solid, genuine advice and empathy from 2-15 posters.
>Reeeeee No its over.jpg
>People say "don't give up!".
>You blackpill again
>People either give up or continue trying to roll the boulder up the hill
>Repeat for 41 pages.

You're right. You are the problem. You cannot fix anything because you've tried nothing and are all out of ideas.

Everytime you complain about your life without trying to do something better, you become the Jew. You have become what you fear the most.

I wasn't a lolcow for most of the years I've been here...

I don't want to be a jew : (

There is nothing I can do.

It's either -

- work forever

- be homeless


Those are the two options. I'd love to say there is an out of the box option but I can't find one.

If I didn't work I wouldn't be 90% happier with life.

The problem is that I am trapped with no option but endless work or freezing in an alley.

There is nothing I can do, I am autistic and I'm in too deep into what I was told I was meant to do.

please i don't want to back to 5 more days of work

i've got to get a lot of clothes somehow and 1000s of chores and everything is falling to bits, my car is not sounding well

i am s overy cold and tired i need bed i hope i don't wake up

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

I wasn't a lolcow for most of the years I've been here...

You've been a lolcow since the moment that you stubbornly refused to fix your issues (which is 2019 at least). Doing the same stupid shit over and over again is the quintessential lolcow trait.

Stop doing the same stupid shit and you won't be a lolcow anymore.

 

[grimacefetishist]

Okay tell me what to do.

I've told you what to do, but you aggressively poopoo'd it, because you think 10c is unbearably cold. You probably have some kind of easily treatable medical condition that you refuse to seek help for. Several people have offered to buy warm clothing for you, did you take them up on that?

Why is your own well being and comfort second to your hatred for your neighbors?

 

[draggs]

I need help but there is no cure for any of them. The only thing on offer are endless pills. I just have to be this way sadly : (

If your laundry list of diagnoses is true and honest then there is no reason not to take medication for them. There are also methods that don't use pills to help alleviate the symptoms of those multiple conditions, but they require motivation and discipline. Which you don't have because of the symptoms of those conditions. You have to lessen the acuteness of the symptoms first and in your case that means some degree of medication. You think and feel the way you do because of things that by their very nature are extremely difficult or impossible to handle without help. If you are afraid pills will make you feel miserable physically, mentally, and emotionally, so what. Endless pills might make you miserable but you're already endlessly miserable without them. There are people who need a little chemical tweaking to make their brains stop tormenting them. You're one of those people. There's no reason to not get evaluated again and try the treatment offered

Despite your catastrophizing (a symptom of very acute anxiety) about everything, you maintain a steady job and have your own place. I know I know you hate it and don't feel good about it. That's a symptom of at least moderate depression. But objectively speaking they demonstrate that you can successfully do things for yourself. Try doing some more things for yourself. Getting professional help in your condition is a high-reward, even if you think it's high-risk (it isn't, you thinking that way is your symptoms fucking you over again) thing to do for yourself

If I didn't work I wouldn't be 90% happier with life.

This is unrealistic fantasizing which is also a symptom of depression tbh. You've already correctly identified the alternative which would put way more stress on you than you feel now

 

[Drip Torch]

Why is your own well being and comfort second to your hatred for your neighbors?

Hatred is easy. Love and compassion takes effort and self sacrifice.

 

[Mound Dweller]

I don't know why anyone would have a mild softspot for me.

You are a very personable frothing retard, very Sméagol coded, you're currently in a Gollum phase though, did somebody mess with your "precious"?

 

[Trombonista]

"Clara, the jews ruling the world won't let me fix my life. I am doomed forever."
The people running the world, Jewish or not, couldn't care enough to stop for a moment and piss on your grave. Why do you believe yourself important enough for them to hinder? It's nonsensical.

This Onion article is always relevant.

 

[clara red bottoms]

This Onion article is always relevant.

I was mentally prepared for a kosher reprimand.

 

[Hey Johnny Bravo]

In AA, we give guys like this space. You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it fuck.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

i feel no rest from the sleep

it's 5am i don't know how i'll get chores done by 8pm i usually get up earlier but i was too tired

i need to lay down but must not

not work again tomorrow : ( I just completed a week now another one will start ...

You've been a lolcow since the moment that you stubbornly refused to fix your issues (which is 2019 at least). Doing the same stupid shit over and over again is the quintessential lolcow trait.

Stop doing the same stupid shit and you won't be a lolcow anymore.

What do I stop doing. What is killing me is working. If I stop doing it then where will I end up

I've told you what to do, but you aggressively poopoo'd it, because you think 10c is unbearably cold. You probably have some kind of easily treatable medical condition that you refuse to seek help for. Several people have offered to buy warm clothing for you, did you take them up on that?

Why is your own well being and comfort second to your hatred for your neighbors?

it's 0 degrees or colder most mornings.

i can't take them up on that i don't have a PO box

i need to stop working for well being

I got "help" years ago and it did nothing

Hatred is easy. Love and compassion takes effort and self sacrifice.

I would love to see the sun again one day

You are a very personable frothing retard, very Sméagol coded, you're currently in a Gollum phase though, did somebody mess with your "precious"?

i'm personable? Maybe i'm more than sadness. life is messing with me hard, i need to do what the guy in it's a wonderful life did

This Onion article is always relevant.

the jews see us as insects to be stepped on without thought

I was mentally prepared for a kosher reprimand.

kosher clot shots

In AA, we give guys like this space. You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it fuck.

no alcohol is not work, work is the problem, there is no workaholics anonymous



@draggs I tried different pills a long time ago and they didn't help. I just got bad side effects.

The alternative method of help is to not work and to get some things that I want in life.

Anxiety is very difficult to deal with, I never go out other than to go to work

I need to go out to get clothes and things and see sunshine. But I also have no time. I'm never able to do anything because every hour of every day is used up, every moment of my life is already book in, there is never time when I could go outside anyway.

I think the dust is annoying my tonsils

Thanks I appreciate you listening and giving advice. I think I could deal with being depressed and anxious if I wasn't working. My health and mood increases considerably when I get a break.


It's not unrealistic to need to leave the cage. I cannot keep doing this. I just can't. If there really is no other options than working then I need to kill myself. There is no way I am working decades more. I can't do it anymore. I'm done with working. It was never something I can do. It needs to end. I need to be free even if it means death. I need to be free. I need to stop working. I need to stop this life. It doesn't work for me. It's killing me. There is no way I can keep doing this any longer. I've reached my limit. I'm at the end. This is what happens when you force us to work for nothing.

I am reacting normally to a horrible situation. I am reacting sensibly to a horrible situation. I am in a horrible situation that I have explained in so many different ways you could give one explanation to every person on earth and there would still be alternate explanations left to give out.

I am in literal hell. There is no difference to my life and hell. I am in a situation that would make all people miserable. I am in a situation that would make everyone want to kill themselves. I am in the worst of situations. I need to die and to finally rest

I need it to end I need it to end i ned it to end

I need it to end okay it needs to end it needs to end i'm not accepting working forever as an answer

I know nobody will watch it but this guy explains the alcoholic death of this Youtuber very well and why it happened

wrong video, right video there now ^


i just can't go on and just can't okay, i can't accept that i have to work forever

i can't accept that everyone around me is non-white and society has gone to shit

i can't accept that i have to live with no meaning in life, just consuuuumming and working, because everything was taken away from me, no culture, no ethnicity, no faith, no mythology, no history, no wife, no kids, nothing to work towards, just endless work and consuuuuuming

ii can't accept that i have to work for decades more in the hopes that pension still exists if i can make it that far, just to be old and broken (pension won't exist)

i can't accept that the best i have in life is working endless and coming home miserable to watch slop on youtube and repeat until the end of time

i can't accept that i'm meant to be sad and not get to do anything i want to do


how did ullililila manage to get in his situation. why does he get to not work and do what he wants to do all day every day.


why do i never get anything i want. i just want to be able to lay outside in the sun. i don't ask for much and i get nothing

fuck life fuck life fuck life

 

[Mound Dweller]

i'm personable? Maybe i'm more than sadness. life is messing with me hard, i need to do what the guy in it's a wonderful life did

You have a personality, it's is wretched and foul mayhaps, but it's very much you and if we didn't all appreciate it so we wouldn't be here, with you.
Have you considered SSRIs?

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

You have a personality, it's is wretched and foul mayhaps, but it's very much you and if we didn't all appreciate it so we wouldn't be here, with you.
Have you considered SSRIs?

You are just here because you want to laugh at a lolcow, that is just the simple fact of how the site operates.

SSRIs and birth control is what has made the west a fucked up weak place. It will just make me worse. You can't cover up a pointless shit existence in a meaningless alien world with any amount of cope and drugs.

I need to consider getting a gun and blowing my brains out

 

[grimacefetishist]

ullililila

Because he was more sympathetic than you.

it's 0 degrees or colder most mornings.

In freshwater units. You aren't freshwater. You need to get that issue addressed if you expect people to accommodate you and give useful, personalized advice. Otherwise all I can tell you is to suck it up, maybe get wool socks or long johns?

How long does it take for you to go into your yard, poke the earth, and look at what's there?

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

If I stop doing it then where will I end up

On a vacation or in a new (better) job? Your current job gives you no considerable income and has no vacations or even breaks during the workday. You're always on call, surrounded by insufferable faggots, and hate everything related to your current job. Maybe it's time to use all the vacation days that you've accumulated and to start searching for a new job. You don't even need the balls to quit right now. Just start looking.

It will just make me worse.

I need to consider getting a gun and blowing my brains out

How can it even get worse?

 

[Mound Dweller]

You are just here because you want to laugh at a lolcow, that is just the simple fact of how the site operates.

SSRIs and birth control is what has made the west a fucked up weak place. It will just make me worse. You can't cover up a pointless shit existence in a meaningless alien world with any amount of cope and drugs.

I need to consider getting a gun and blowing my brains out

I am here because I enjoy being here and that reason is you
Have you taken/considered taking mind substances other than ?

 

[Illuminati Order Official]

I'm very frustrated at the constant intentional contrarianism to absolutely anything I say, and nobody ever addressing anything I say

I addressed many things you said. I simply don't agree that every bad thing in human history was secretly orchestrated by Jews and that every bad person in human history was secretly Jewish. Which leads me to believe that you don't just want people to read what you say, you want them to agree with you.

I am a literal greyman, I'm invisible.

You are at least forum-famous.

>Sadposts
>Gets solid, genuine advice and empathy from 2-15 posters.
>Reeeeee No its over.jpg
>People say "don't give up!".
>You blackpill again
>People either give up or continue trying to roll the boulder up the hill
>Repeat for 41 pages.

Maybe he was trying to follow The Plan?
If you know, you know.

You are just here because you want to laugh at a lolcow, that is just the simple fact of how the site operates.

There are many types of lolcows. I put you in the same category as Pam Swain or Cherie Hapney (harmless, somewhat endearing weirdos), not as Liz Fong-Jones or Million Pity people (actual monsters).

 

[Friend of Dorothy Parker]

i'm personable? Maybe i'm more than sadness. life is messing with me hard, i need to do what the guy in it's a wonderful life did

He realized he had a wonderful life that he just wasn't seeing, and that he was wrong to despair, you know.

 

[grimacefetishist]

He realized he had a wonderful life that he just wasn't seeing, and that he was wrong to despair, you know.

He remembered that no man is a failure who has friends.

@Forsaken Wanderer reach out to those Canterbury region gardening groups and say that you're working through a medical journey with suspected heart problems and need some friends to help. And don't mention jews or chemtrails.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Because he was more sympathetic than you.



In freshwater units. You aren't freshwater. You need to get that issue addressed if you expect people to accommodate you and give useful, personalized advice. Otherwise all I can tell you is to suck it up, maybe get wool socks or long johns?

How long does it take for you to go into your yard, poke the earth, and look at what's there?

Why is he more sympathetic? He just managed to sell himself as a tard that is unable to work, unlike me, and my parents are boomers obsessed in work.

What does a freshwater unit mean?

There is nothing but dirt under the Earth.

On a vacation or in a new (better) job? Your current job gives you no considerable income and has no vacations or even breaks during the workday. You're always on call, surrounded by insufferable faggots, and hate everything related to your current job. Maybe it's time to use all the vacation days that you've accumulated and to start searching for a new job. You don't even need the balls to quit right now. Just start looking.


How can it even get worse?

Thank you for your understanding, that is rare from you.

The problem is that I am a push over and I find it hard to advocate for myself because I have social anxiety and I don't know what I am doing in social situations. It's hard enough to just exist in such a situation. I think anyone else would have quit. A lot of people are quitting lately. I know the place would be fucked without me as well.

It can get worse by entropy. What happens when more things start to fail like the dryer. What happens when my body fails. It's just going to get worse.

I am here because I enjoy being here and that reason is you
Have you taken/considered taking mind substances other than ?

No because I don't like losing control of my mind or body, it's a disturbing thought.

I addressed many things you said. I simply don't agree that every bad thing in human history was secretly orchestrated by Jews and that every bad person in human history was secretly Jewish. Which leads me to believe that you don't just want people to read what you say, you want them to agree with you.


You are at least forum-famous.


Maybe he was trying to follow The Plan?
If you know, you know.


There are many types of lolcows. I put you in the same category as Pam Swain or Cherie Hapney (harmless, somewhat endearing weirdos), not as Liz Fong-Jones or Million Pity people (actual monsters).

Fuck brick face tranny

Forum hated more like. And it's all because one woman reported me because they wanted me to get a pink sticker.

Here is the thing, I know people are sick of the jew talk, but the ENTIRE world we know, that we grew up in, was created by the mythos of WWII, that Germany bad, and western liberal democracy is good. This has shaped every little thing we know about life and our experiences. All based on a lie.

isn't that just a little bit important?

He realized he had a wonderful life that he just wasn't seeing, and that he was wrong to despair, you know.

No, he got tired of the grind of work and jumped off a bridge.

He remembered that no man is a failure who has friends.

@Forsaken Wanderer reach out to those Canterbury region gardening groups and say that you're working through a medical journey with suspected heart problems and need some friends to help. And don't mention jews or chemtrails.

He was worn down by work and tried to kill himself, it was only divine intervention that changed that.

It's like Weird Science or Welcome to the NHK, no NEET is ever going to have a random girl show up and push them to go outside. And nobody blowing their brains out is going to have an angel come and help them.

You really like your gardening. It would all be old boomers at a gardening group.


Like right now my dish washer is getting worse, it's not washing the cups very well unless I put it on twice, and even then. Cups taste of dishwashing powder. So I'm trying to use paper cups more but they are not as nice as a regular cup.


There is no divine intervention coming to save me. Not everyone will have a happy life. Many people fail and die unknown and forgotten. I am one of those people. And the truth is, we are all happier in death.

Life is not for everyone

 

[grimacefetishist]

a random girl show up and push them to go outside

Weird how you describe exactly what is happening to you as something totally implausible.