Skitzocow Forsaken Wanderer / Forsaken Wanderer Project / ThyForsakenWanderer / Degeneratemooty2389 / @100% VIRGIN MOOTY / @Mooty Mooty Mooty - 34 Year-Old 5'4 Schizophrenic Autistic VIRGIN Halal'd User with over 400 YouTube Videos: Black-pilled Alcohol abuser, thinks kiwi farms was taken over by the leftists, is the last white Kiwifarmer, thinks women are all children & it's the JEWS fault

[Friend of Dorothy Parker]

He remembered that no man is a failure who has friends.

@Forsaken Wanderer reach out to those Canterbury region gardening groups and say that you're working through a medical journey with suspected heart problems and need some friends to help. And don't mention jews or chemtrails.

OK, but I think a larger interpretation is also fair. The angel helped George see that he had been a good man and could be a better one, despite how he was feeling, and that people cared about him and life was worth living, even if he absolutely believed and perceived that it wasn't. The angel also helped him to remove the film from his mind so that he could value and feel worthy of those who cared about him. It shows the power of depression and fear, and how those things can cloud and even outright lie about reality. It shows that sometimes what is necessary is reframing (to use modern lingo) things just when it is hardest - when we most believe the lies that self-doubt or feeling aggrieved can tell. George was lucky to have it shown and demonstrated to him in black & white in a way he couldn't refute.

I can understand that being told what you believe actually isn't real or is being construed in catastrophic and therefore poor ways is stressful and aggravating, but the problem is that there truly are times when we truly can't see or value things accurately.

Spoiler: Meds

(And @draggs had a nice explanation above of how meds can (often) help lift those clouds, even just enough to get a toehold and be able to take some self-directed (meaning likely with support and guidance of some sort) steps away from the abyss. I 100% believe that in many cases (depression, anxiety, OCD, similar; can't speak to other types of concerns or disorders) that that is exactly what meds can help with. It is possible to take them for a short period while you develop or rediscover some grit or see things you hadn't been able to...but it is also no shame if ongoing medical support that does some of the lifting is needed or preferred. But that's not a step-one decision. Step one is accepting and allowing that maybe you're not the one and only person with the possibility of saying something worth listening to, and considering taking a small risk, even if for what you wholeheartedly believe is a near-zero chance of being useful (and perhaps even, in your current state, believe harmful). I'd also add that there is such a thing as being in love with your problems. And that can be as much of an addiction, as well as being a fear-based cope and crutch as anything.)

But FW has at least one friend, as well as a family who, whatever the larger dynamic/ relationship, care enough about him to, as he has mentioned here, show caring by making good food and inviting him to share it. I'm not saying that is or should be enough to bring complete solace to despair (I know for a fact it is not always; IAWL was unrealistic, but it's a Hollywood movie), but FW is not wholly alone in the world, even if he is acutely focused on the types of relationships he feels are lacking and has knitted a theory of larger forces at work with micro implications.

No, he got tired of the grind of work and jumped off a bridge.

No, that's incorrect. Maybe re-watch it.

Like right now my dish washer is getting worse, it's not washing the cups very well unless I put it on twice, and even then. Cups taste of dishwashing powder. So I'm trying to use paper cups more but they are not as nice as a regular cup.

Does your dishwasher take rinse aid? You may be out or low. Also, pull out the screen/ filter (usually on the floor of the machine) and clean it. Food (which turns to slime) gets stuck in it (that's the purpose), and when it does, the dw won't clean as well.

 

[Drip Torch]

There is nothing but dirt under the Earth.

I know geology is not your thing, much less any form of natural science. So let me give you a quick run down of earth (regolith) structure.
From top to bottom.

leaf litter
duff
topsoil
subsoil
rock

You talk alot of shit about things you have no idea about. You can fix this (and educate yourself) by poking dirt and touching grass.

 

[Illuminati Order Official]

Forum hated more like.

People are genuinely polite to you. It is you who was calling everybody names yesterday.

And it's all because one woman reported me because they wanted me to get a pink sticker.

I thought your thread was a grassroots initiative, not some conspiracy by one woman.

Here is the thing, I know people are sick of the jew talk, but the ENTIRE world we know, that we grew up in, was created by the mythos of WWII, that Germany bad, and western liberal democracy is good. This has shaped every little thing we know about life and our experiences. All based on a lie.

I mean, Nazi Germany was bad. Their doctrine combined some of the worst elements of right-wing and left-wing policies, with very few redeeming qualities aside from cool aesthetics. Then nobody really had any problem with Germany. Germany was invited to be one of the founding members of the EU. Everybody cheered when Eastern and Western parts were united (lol, I'm old enough to remember seeing it on TV). Now some people are rightfully pissed at them for their part in enabling influx of Asian and African migrants but they are still doing rather well.

isn't that just a little bit important?

Even if everything you said was true, I'm team Ozymandias (I assume you are team Rorschach).

 

[grimacefetishist]

what meds can help with.

Why does it all have to mean psych meds? What if he has hypothyroidism or Addison disease or something. Maybe its something as mundane as irritable bowel disease.

His complaints and his circumstances just don't add up but asking for more information to solve for the variables doesn't get anything insightful.

 

[Forsaken Wanderer]

Weird how you describe exactly what is happening to you as something totally implausible.

When has that happened?

I know geology is not your thing, much less any form of natural science. So let me give you a quick run down of earth (regolith) structure.
From top to bottom.

leaf litter
duff
topsoil
subsoil
rock

You talk alot of shit about things you have no idea about. You can fix this (and educate yourself) by poking dirt and touching grass.

I don't know anything about science. So basically it is dirt. You want me to dig down until I hit rock? And then what? Take rock samples to see what neolithic era it comes from?

I don't have anything to dig soil with

Do you regularly bore into the Earth to test your rock samples?

People are genuinely polite to you. It is you who was calling everybody names yesterday.


I thought your thread was a grassroots initiative, not some conspiracy by one woman.


I mean, Nazi Germany was bad. Their doctrine combined some of the worst elements of right-wing and left-wing policies, with very few redeeming qualities aside from cool aesthetics. Then nobody really had any problem with Germany. Germany was invited to be one of the founding members of the EU. Everybody cheered when Eastern and Western parts were united (lol, I'm old enough to remember seeing it on TV). Now some people are rightfully pissed at them for their part in enabling influx of Asian and African migrants but they are still doing rather well.


Even if everything you said was true, I'm team Ozymandias (I assume you are team Rorschach).

I mean I posted my own videos to my profile page and used the same name everywhere and the only reason people found out two years later is because one women reported me in the foid thread.

How do you know Germany was bad? 99% of what you read about them was written by the people who hated them and had them destroyed.

For a start, did you know "Nazi" was not a term that was used by the Nationalist Socialists, yet everything thinks that is what they were called. If we don't even know that we are using made up language for them, what else is made up about them? How do you know that the German peoples weren't very happy under this new government?

Why wouldn't the German peoples be happy to see trans clinics and gay bars banned. That is what Adolf did.

Watchmen??

Why does it all have to mean psych meds? What if he has hypothyroidism or Addison disease or something. His complaints and his circumstances just don't add up but asking for more information to solve for the variables doesn't get anything insightful.

Exactly, it could be anything, I don't know why I am this way. All I remember is that I had brain scans and things like that when I was young. It's probably because there were two fetuses and I have an extra chromosome or two


@Friend of Dorothy Parker

But he was tired of work. He wished to see the world, to go on holidays, to know what was outside his home town.

Work prevented this. He was kept so busy that it just wore him down year and year. He never got that holiday, never got what he desired.

To top it all off some fat Jew steals his money and puts a debt weight around his neck (a situation we are all in).

If he just got to go on a holiday now and then he probably wouldn't have jumped off the bridge. Everyone has their limits.


If I take medication it could spell the end. You know that Simpsons meme with the doctor showing Burns that all the bugs are stuck in the doorframe so no one thing can take over and kill him. If I change anything, then I may fall of the thread tip perch I am on.


It's just my mum that makes me food or gives me left overs, and I eat it alone. Well, with Kirby.


There is a filter at the bottom of the dishwasher, I do clean it, I think it's more that the water isn't spraying upwards at the cups as well as it used to. What is rinse aid?

 

[Stan]

The alcoholic that had shakes and downed a bottle of vodka a day said I'm not an alcoholic, I think he knew what he was talking about. The poor guy deserved better. I'd have every one of you killed to bring him back.

Not that it matters one way or another if X person thinks you're an alcoholic, but someone who's super dependent on alcohol isn't going to give you a real accurate assessment of your use. It's like asking Chantal if you're fat, ofc she'll say no, if she said yes, what would that mean for her?

If you are going to lie about what is being done to whites then go fuck yourself. Kill yourself faggots. Just fucking put a shotgun in your mouth and do it already.

Just go to some libshit shrink and go on pills!!! that is what you need!!!! will fix all your problems!!!! then you won't care that your neighborhood is mostly indians and niggers, you won't care that your workplace is awful, you will be too fucked up on drugs to notice!!!!!! wouldn't it be great!!!! big pharma woooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE FIX FOR EVERYTHING DRUGS DRUGS DRUGS

OK I need to be real here.
Taking a once-daily SSRI isn't nearly as bad as you're making it out to be. It's not going to change your beliefs, or numb you up so much you no longer care about things that are meaningful to you. It's going to give your brain sufficient serotonin and other neurotransmitters so you can actually heal and start to think about these problems you have in less dire and absolute terms. Your thinking is distorted by depression; and I do know what that's like. I remember crying my eyes out on New Year's Eve 2020 while petting my dog because another year was over and knowing his lifespan was finite and eventually in like 8 years he will die and it'll probably be me who has to make that call about euthanizing him. I was actually having intrusive thoughts regularly about my dog dying when he was a healthy 7 months old puppy. Thinking people who are happy are stupid and blinded because they're able to enjoy their lives despite knowing they will die and so will everyone they care about. Believing that maybe suicide is better because I'd be able to take matters into my own hands (? why does that matter if you're dead ? ) and have agency over my death (? ditto) and not continue to suffer (??? is being dead better than suffering? I don't think so...) This is seriously what I wrote down, it makes no sense at all now.

Letting depression dictate the steps to the dance and teach me all these dire "truths" and "enlightenments" was a dark pill indeed. It's like getting life advice from a Sith Lord. It was all me just making my life excessively hard on myself, and while improving my outlook was difficult (it required weekly therapy for a couple years running now, several medication trials, and more than one hospitalization) it has to be better than living in under that self-created cloud of darkness.

You're telling yourself this really dark, upsetting and dire story about how life is and you're letting that story ruin your life, which has some good things in it (a house of your own! A cat! a job that according to your performance review, you are good at!) and more importantly, YOUR LIFE HAS THE POTENTIAL TO IMPROVE FROM WHERE IT CURRENTLY IS. You could find a relationship, you could get promoted so that you are no longer the guy who has to drag HP Printers all over campus, or you can go find a job you don't hate with the intensity of a thousand blazing suns!! you could start making your own life better in small ways that add up! That's what you have lost sight of!

Honestly the Jew thing is a red herring. A shrink would say it's an "externalizing narrative" by which you make your problems the fault of an outgroup other that you mostly have never dealt with IRL. (I can tell by how you talk about them that you don't really know that much about Jews.)

Why does it all have to mean psych meds? What if he has hypothyroidism or Addison disease or something. Maybe its something as mundane as irritable bowel disease.

His complaints and his circumstances just don't add up but asking for more information to solve for the variables doesn't get anything insightful.

There's a medfag saying "if you hear hoofbeats, think horses, not zebras." That's not to say he doesn't have Addison's or whatever, that isn't impossible, but it's way more likely he's got MDD that has never been treated appropriately.

When has that happened?

**AHEM**

 

[grimacefetishist]

I don't have anything to dig soil with

Hands.

Do you regularly bore into the Earth to test your rock samples?

... yeah? Kinda. Once or twice a year.

Why not schedule this in your calender when the ground warms up a bit and do something simple.

Got any ramekins or small cups? Two or three?

Fill one with straight water. In another one fill it with water and baking soda. In the last one fill it with pickling vinegar. Add it to separate samples of your soil.

 

[Stan]

If I take medication it could spell the end. You know that Simpsons meme with the doctor showing Burns that all the bugs are stuck in the doorframe so no one thing can take over and kill him. If I change anything, then I may fall of the thread tip perch I am on.

That... that was a joke, my friend.
I am pretty sure that fixing at least some of your health problems (with better ergonomics, a visit to your GP where you're open about how much psychological pain you're in, not to mention the physical pain that may be related to repetitive computer use or other occupational tasks) is not going to make your life worse. Hell, I'll guarantee it. If you follow thread advice and you're meaningfully worse off a year from now I'll send you 1 ETH.

It's just my mum that makes me food or gives me left overs, and I eat it alone. Well, with Kirby.

See, you have a mum who loves you too. There are good things in your life worth hanging around for!

There is a filter at the bottom of the dishwasher, I do clean it, I think it's more that the water isn't spraying upwards at the cups as well as it used to. What is rinse aid?

Rinse aid is a chemical that mostly helps the dishes dry faster with fewer water spots. It's sold under names like Cascade and Jet-Dry in the US. It may also aid in clearing the drain below the dishwasher. But TBH I don't think your problem is aging appliances - though this may be a medium-grade problem in your house that needs fixing - it's your state of mind. Most people do not get this angry and upset because their dryer and dishwasher is on the blink. This is like me getting suicidally angry when two of my drake ducks murdered the third and I was flailing its carcass around in my husband's face telling him "this is what existence is really like!!! You just can't see the truth!!!" When really the answer was I had too many drake ducks, this one was aggro and didn't respect pecking order, went after a hen that wasn't his to have, and this is nature doing its thing in the form of jail-style beatdowns.

 

[Illuminati Order Official]

I mean I posted my own videos to my profile page and used the same name everywhere and the only reason people found out two years later is because one women reported me in the foid thread.

Your posts were referenced in the Spiderman thread long before this.

For a start, did you know "Nazi" was not a term that was used by the Nationalist Socialists, yet everything thinks that is what they were called. If we don't even know that we are using made up language for them, what else is made up about them? How do you know that the German peoples weren't very happy under this new government?

I mean, it's short from Nationalsozialisten, which is a mouthful. Originally there was nothing offensive in this name.

Why wouldn't the German peoples be happy to see trans clinics and gay bars banned. That is what Adolf did.

I know I wouldn't be. I wouldn't be a fan of state-mandated brand of patriotism or centrally controlled economy or warmongering (I know you justify it but I'm not buying it). I wouldn't like people being persecuted for their descent, or some government faggot measuring proportions of my face to determine my descent. While I wouldn't go to a gay bar, I have no reason to want them banned.

Watchmen??

Yeah.

 

[Drip Torch]

I don't know anything about science. So basically it is dirt. You want me to dig down until I hit rock? And then what? Take rock samples to see what neolithic era it comes from?

I don't have anything to dig soil with

Do you regularly bore into the Earth to test your rock samples?

Yes, usually with a stick thats within arms reach. Thats it. A stick, the most manliest, unpozzed tool in existence. Free too.
Neolithic? Yes, I collect indigenous artifacts that I find, like arrowheads and scrapers.

The difference between soil and dirt is this. Soil is alive, with microorganisms, bugs, leaf litter, etc. Dirt is what you scrape off your boot. Soil is alive, dirt is dead.

My point is this, doing something outside is good for you. Boosts your mood, helps creativity, lowers blood pressure etc.
Plus the outdoors is free from the influence of this mysterious "jew" you speak of. I spent alot of time in the outdoors and havent seen a single jew creeping around the bushes. Alot of snakes, but no jews.
If you are trying to evade this jew creature, which I assume is some sort of cryptid, the forest is an excellent place to be unseen and regain a sense of freedom.

 

[grimacefetishist]

@Stan I wish this was like when I was first digging my garden bed and found a sassafrass stump in it that had just been mown down into submission. I dug four feet into the earth with just my hands, and ripped it out, with my bare hands. While it was raining! Because I wanted something better in my life.

Of course I couldn't have done it without opening up to my doctor about health problems that I doubted were relevant, but turned out to be keeping me down all along.

34 years old is too young to be fainting from barely even freezing. He needs to see a doctor else he's as good as glassing himself, and letting (((them))) win.

 

[Stan]

My point is this, doing something outside is good for you. Boosts your mood, helps creativity, lowers blood pressure etc.
Plus the outdoors is free from the influence of this mysterious "jew" you speak of. I spent alot of time in the outdoors and havent seen a single jew creeping around the bushes. Alot of snakes, but no jews.
If you are trying to evade this jew creature, which I assume is some sort of cryptid, the forest is an excellent place to be unseen and regain a sense of freedom.

Jews are endemic to cities and they like to stay in their own little ghettoes within the eruv and walking distance of the shul and kosher store. Despite the trailing houseplant named "Wandering Jew" they're very rarely found outside their little urban citadels. Jews are, to quote a rabbinical student I loved, "a city people. We don't want to go too far from a port in case we need to leave in a hurry." They cluster up like bacteria or uh, fungus.

@Stan I wish this was like when I was first digging my garden bed and found a sassafrass stump in it that had just been mown down into submission. I dug four feet into the earth with just my hands, and ripped it out, with my bare hands. While it was raining! Because I wanted something better in my life.

I'm not even sure what you mean. The drive to fix what you want fixed (even if you could've done it faster and better with tools) has to be better than what Mooty is going through now.

 

[YHWH's Strongest Soldier]

If you are trying to evade this jew creature, which I assume is some sort of cryptid, the forest is an excellent place to be unseen and regain a sense of freedom.

I can confirm that Jews hate trees and disintegrate upon entering a forest. It's why the number of Jews in the world grew as deforestation increased and why our homeland is a desert. Also, it's the reason that Lebanon put a tree on its flag. They're taunting us.

FW, you'll be safe taking soil samples in the forest. It's most anti-Jew activity in the world. Invite your parents for a walk if you really want to piss off the Jew World Order.

Edit: About people leaving the company that you're working for, it's an indication that your employer is very shitty. If other people are leaving, you should consider it too or use it as an opportunity to renegotiate your hours/salary.

 

[Friend of Dorothy Parker]

It's just my mum that makes me food or gives me left overs, and I eat it alone. Well, with Kirby.

What does Kirby like to eat? My nutso cat will eat almost anything - cat food ofc, but also dog food (when we had a dog), but he loves chicken (duh), yogurt, cheese, broccoli, watermelon juice, mashed/ scalloped potatoes, bread, even salsa. I can't leave anything around or unprotected. Does not like guacamole or berries, though. Or mice.

There is a filter at the bottom of the dishwasher, I do clean it, I think it's more that the water isn't spraying upwards at the cups as well as it used to. What is rinse aid?

Oh, spraying up from the thing under the top rack that spins? That can also get clogged. If you haven't, take that off and run hot water through the top hole until each hole will spew water.

Rinse aid is a liquid that improves the dw getting the soap off/ out. In the US it looks like this:


There's usually a place to add it right near where you put the detergent. Not all dw have them, but most do.

You also might be using more detergent than you need.

 

[fat_rat_on_the_grass]

@Stan I wish this was like when I was first digging my garden bed and found a sassafrass stump in it that had just been mown down into submission. I dug four feet into the earth with just my hands, and ripped it out, with my bare hands. While it was raining! Because I wanted something better in my life.

Of course I couldn't have done it without opening up to my doctor about health problems that I doubted were relevant, but turned out to be keeping me down all along.

34 years old is too young to be fainting from barely even freezing. He needs to see a doctor else he's as good as glassing himself, and letting (((them))) win.

This is good advice (the part about health not uprooting trees in the rain). Many people truly have no idea they are sick let alone sometimes dying until it is either too late or its progressed far enough to hinder them to the point of work/social life/life detriment. Even then if its a rare disease it can take fighting for results to actually get heard. People do not want problems and they see anything to do with health as too terrifying to deal with so they like to pretend out of sight out of mind. Unfortunately someone in my family was this way to the point that when he was admitted into hospital, they diagnosed him with cancer and he was dead five days later because he never chose to confront those issues. It was very sad for everybody involved. Our work culture almost encourages this.

 

[Drip Torch]

@Stan I wish this was like when I was first digging my garden bed and found a sassafrass stump in it that mown down into submission.

Agressively digging a hole is a great anger release. Clearing brush with a machete is my preferred stress release. Bonus its an invasive weedy species, upon with I take out my rage and eradicate swathes of undesirables and still feel ethically and ecologically justified.

@Forsaken Wanderer , you need a new hobby, mate. One that doesn't involve computers.

 

[Illuminati Order Official]

Despite the trailing houseplant named "Wandering Jew" they're very rarely found outside their little urban citadels.

It's in reference to a legend. If you like vidya, this mythical being makes an appearance in Gabriel Knight 3.

 

[grimacefetishist]

I'm not even sure what you mean. The drive to fix what you want fixed (even if you could've done it faster and better with tools) has to be better than what Mooty is going through now.

Hey, things weren't easy for me either. My power level was over 9000, too. That's why I am physically unable to use standard landscaping equipment.

Jewish people have way more control over my places than they've ever had in new zealand but they never stopped me.

 

[Drip Torch]

Jews are endemic to cities and they like to stay in their own little ghettoes within the eruv and walking distance of the shul and kosher store. Despite the trailing houseplant named "Wandering Jew" they're very rarely found outside their little urban citadels. Jews are, to quote a rabbinical student I loved, "a city people. We don't want to go too far from a port in case we need to leave in a hurry." They cluster up like bacteria or uh, fungus.

Fungus can spread effectively through rootlike structures called mycelium. Preferring dark, damp environments to spread and consume resources. This explains the "tunnel jew" subspecies then, and how the population navigates its habitat to minimize detection. Maybe to provide secure nesting sites for egg clutches?

 

[Stan]

Fungus can spread effectively through rootlike structures called mycelium. Preferring dark, damp environments to spread and consume resources. This explains the "tunnel jew" subspecies then, and how the population navigates its habitat to minimize detection. Maybe to provide secure nesting sites for egg clutches?

It would be mean to further mislead FW about Jews because he's willing to believe almost anything you say about them. I seriously think his Jewish anger is a red herring for like, capitalism and the illuminati and globalism. But I am also concerned if I made a joke about Jews controlling the weather, he would believe that's true and that's why Adam Sandler won the gold title in Happy Gilmore.