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- Nov 25, 2024
Hi lads, could you spare a moment to hear a fellow autist out?
Silent Hill has been one of those series I've heard about, I've always been enamored with the music, and people tend to hallmark it as "one of the greats" in terms of quality. I hadn't really felt the urge to play them though until recently but trying to play it is just a headache and a half, or at least a headache and a half because I'm making it one. Unfortunately for my wallet I've recently come around to the whole idea of physical media over digital, so now an emulator or PC port is to me an inadequate way to experience the series.
I would seek the games out but the prices are just egregious, no game is surely worth 250 dollars, and all of these are around that same price tag? Adding up the 5 titles in the series I wanted to play that's about 1000 dollars, just insane. I've usually stopped by a game store if there's one in an area I'm traveling in, but no dice on those, well, unless you count the post Team Silent games like Downpour. I've yet to check my local store but I doubt it will be a different story. I know that you guys have probably heard this song and dance before, I know there's no way I'm the only one whos thought all this. Is this because of some legitimate scarcity on the titles US versions or is it all fabricated and its just a matter of them all being held by scalpers? Sorry but I refuse to pay such insane amounts for these games, no matter how good they are. Valve already felted me with the Index, I shan't have it happen again.

Anyways, despite my yammering I am willing to play them via things like the Enhanced Version of SH2 or GOG release of SH4, I also think I have that image from /v/ about playing the games on modern systems on my HD somewhere. No idea about SH3 though. I'm sure most of this comes off as ramblings but I just needed to scream into the void for this headache its caused me.
Silent Hill has been one of those series I've heard about, I've always been enamored with the music, and people tend to hallmark it as "one of the greats" in terms of quality. I hadn't really felt the urge to play them though until recently but trying to play it is just a headache and a half, or at least a headache and a half because I'm making it one. Unfortunately for my wallet I've recently come around to the whole idea of physical media over digital, so now an emulator or PC port is to me an inadequate way to experience the series.
To go into more depth I'm talking mostly about video games, I was playing GZDoom like 2 years ago and I just couldn't get this voice out of the back of my head that I wasn't really playing Doom since it was via a source port and not a true vanilla-esque port like Chocolate Doom, obviously you might say "well just play that then" and I did! I then promptly got the same feeling as before because it wasn't an official means of play (think like playing the game via the old DOSbox official Doom 1&2 steam pages before they got delisted)
Then the Doom 1+2 release came out back in August, I played that and that feeling of "fraud" I guess just wasn't there anymore, because it was an official port. Something like GZDoom just lacks the authenticity in a way I can't explain. Its even weirder since I know in my head that something like Chocolate Doom is a probably more "official" experience than the 25th Anni port since its closer to 1993 than that but I dunno. Is that incredibly autistic? probably, I wish I wasn't effected by it. But I am.
I dunno, I just can't really play an emulated game without going "this isn't right" even though the game I'm playing looks better emulated, probably runs better, and maybe even plays better. Its just one of those tendencies I have.
(I'm not one to apply to this to other people nor am I saying anything against emulation/ROMs. If emulation is your preferred way to play than by all means carry on, Lord knows your wallet is probably more full than mine because of it)
Then the Doom 1+2 release came out back in August, I played that and that feeling of "fraud" I guess just wasn't there anymore, because it was an official port. Something like GZDoom just lacks the authenticity in a way I can't explain. Its even weirder since I know in my head that something like Chocolate Doom is a probably more "official" experience than the 25th Anni port since its closer to 1993 than that but I dunno. Is that incredibly autistic? probably, I wish I wasn't effected by it. But I am.
I dunno, I just can't really play an emulated game without going "this isn't right" even though the game I'm playing looks better emulated, probably runs better, and maybe even plays better. Its just one of those tendencies I have.
(I'm not one to apply to this to other people nor am I saying anything against emulation/ROMs. If emulation is your preferred way to play than by all means carry on, Lord knows your wallet is probably more full than mine because of it)
I would seek the games out but the prices are just egregious, no game is surely worth 250 dollars, and all of these are around that same price tag? Adding up the 5 titles in the series I wanted to play that's about 1000 dollars, just insane. I've usually stopped by a game store if there's one in an area I'm traveling in, but no dice on those, well, unless you count the post Team Silent games like Downpour. I've yet to check my local store but I doubt it will be a different story. I know that you guys have probably heard this song and dance before, I know there's no way I'm the only one whos thought all this. Is this because of some legitimate scarcity on the titles US versions or is it all fabricated and its just a matter of them all being held by scalpers? Sorry but I refuse to pay such insane amounts for these games, no matter how good they are. Valve already felted me with the Index, I shan't have it happen again.

Anyways, despite my yammering I am willing to play them via things like the Enhanced Version of SH2 or GOG release of SH4, I also think I have that image from /v/ about playing the games on modern systems on my HD somewhere. No idea about SH3 though. I'm sure most of this comes off as ramblings but I just needed to scream into the void for this headache its caused me.