Jude’s crash is going to be so hard, and she won’t realize it until it’s too late.
Yeah, and, like Chantal, it's what keeps me watching this shitshow, even through "seasons" that are boring and repetitive.
"this magic can be yours, too 
each session with me is an opportunity to know yourself deeper, softer, more intimately.
an opportunity to kneel at the altar of your own divinity.
sovereign. sacred. blessed.
sl*tty. hedonistic. depraved.
you keep saying you’re gonna do it, is it time? 
️"
There are words here, but all I can think while moving my eyes over them is, "Constant attention-seeking; the need to be the center of attention; the use of vague, "impressionistic" language, and displaying oneself in an inappropriate, sexually provocative way are all hallmarks of Histrionic Petsonality Disorder."
How many times is she going to take pictures in that SAME lingerie top?
She'd have to find another one that not only fit het (given a loose definition of "fit"), and that didn't self-destruct the first time she wore it. That this one has held up as long as it has is, frankly, impressive.
Something must be seriously wrong with her girlfriend other than o my being a dumb uggo with no rhythm.
I think Judy could end up being an abuser. Or worse.
Judy is incredibly manipulative, and from the stories she once told about her childhood, she honed that craft from a very early age. And she's in a perfect place and time and social milieu in which to be this particular variety of manipulative leech.
Her GF is thoroughly indoctrinated into deferring to anybody less "privileged" than her. At even the slightest hint that she's racist, classist, ableist, or cisheteronormative, she will scramble to "do better." Like a lot of privileged young white women, she's adopted being "nonbinary" and embraced body positivity because those grant the easiest access to marginalized identities (but I don't think she's done it consciously; she's just a dumb, fat, fuggo pushed along by the social tide).
So she has Jude as a GF, and Jude is fat, brown, and from a much lower SES, while also claiming disability (muh fibro), neurodivergence (ADHD, which she does not have), and "queerness." And you just know that when disagreements pop up, or there is blame to be placed, Jude's going to lean hard on any or all of those to get her way.
Jude's a fucking terrible person. But one thing about Cluster Bs is that they can be extraordinarily charming, fun, affectionate, and generous when they need to be, in order to reel you in or keep you on the hook. So there's an ongoing tenion where they're constantly finding small and large ways to tear you down and maintain control in the relationship—and then they unexpectedly love bomb you back into wondering why you questioned them.
Jude couldn't hope to manipulate a black girl, or another Boricua, in the way she can a priveleged white girl whose entire education and socialization has made her a self-hating, neurotic mess ready to acquiesce to anybody whose ancestors were more oppressed than her own.
