It’s so crazy to me that the vast majority are incredibly mentally ill and then are somehow expected to bounce back from this massive butchering. I don’t think I’ve heard or seen a single story of a routine/expected recovery. There’s always complications. It’s always protracted.
If you compare this to say hip replacement or hell even organ donation, there’s this assumption of if things go to plan, this is the estimated recovery time, this is how long you’ll need to rehabilitate/recover, you’ll be back to your usual by around this date. Even so, most people who have surgery will have good and bad days but overall the surgery is an improvement on your baseline.
Trans people have these surgeries have absolutely no inkling of what is to come. Even when they’ve “researched” and clearly seen all negative outcomes too.
I almost made a post commenting, but here or one of the threads, someone linked to someone who had recently had one. The OP and a bunch of the comments were all the same cult format.
"I am *incredibly short time frame* after surgery. I don't regret it all, but I am in pain and utterly depressed. I haven't told my family yet. I know it will be worth it in the long run, I just want to know when I will feel the joy. It is the best decision I have ever made."
A new surgery subreddit has just dropped: r/POSTOPtransmanPORN, which has the stated goal of focusing on phalloplasties and metoidioplasties in sexual and erotic contexts. Spearheaded by Tavis_XXX1, it's a privatized sub that requires permission to enter, so archival links will not work when it comes to linking to this Reddit.
However, Tavis is apparently a resoundingly dumb sack of shit, so getting in is incredibly easy and straightforward and there is no real way to verify that users are not rubberneckin' transphobes like yours truly. So please enjoy some shots of her content that she's deemed appropriate to bless the sub with to start things out as my present to all of you!
We talk insane amounts of shit about phalloplasties constructed by American and European surgeons, but let it be known that Asian surgeons are also laughably horrible. Take this one for example, which bears a strong resemblance to the Stanley cups of TikTok fame! fromjane2jay (Dr. Hwan Ngamcherd Sitpahul; phalloplasty) Link | Archive
Phallo in Thailand Hey everyone
I’m currently 4 days post-op from Stage 1 (FTM bottom surgery), done at Siamese Hospital in Thailand with Dr. Hwan Ngamcherd Sitpahul.
Honestly, things are going better than I expected. There’s some tightness and soreness, but the pain’s been manageable, and the medical team has been super kind and attentive.
By day two, I was already sitting up and walking slowly. Now that it’s day four, I feel a little more like myself again—physically and mentally. I’m really glad I made this decision.
I’ve attached one photo below (marked NSFW and Spoiler) showing how healing is going so far. It’s nothing graphic—just a bit of swelling. I figured it might be helpful for anyone currently researching or considering this step.
I know a lot of people are either in the planning stage or feeling anxious about what to expect.So if you have any questions—about the travel, recovery, or just general prep—feel free to drop them here.I’m happy to share whatever I can. You’re not alone in this
A tale of two titties: as is standard r/topsurgery fare, two different lassies ask the eternal question, one which has practically been seared into my meddled, muddled mind for all of antiquity: Does This Look Infected? ephemeral_ist(double incision bilateral cosmetic mastectomy) Link | Archive
Part of my scab fell off and theres a yellow almost white puss under it. It doesnt hurt and I've shown no signs of infection (No fever, no redness or pain, etc), and the nipple under the fluid looks pink and healthy. Should I be concerned? (Yes I have contacted my surgeon)
Is this pus orrr? I sent a picture to my surgeon yesterday and she said it just looked irritated but now today there’s this fluid coming out so should I go to a clinic?
Another pooner of Veinscrawlian nature, this TiF has been neurotically obsessing about her top surgery results for the past six fucking months! Admittedly, her de-breasting made her chest look goofy as all hell, but it's worthwhile to note that troons 'n' poons rarely ever seem to be truly, completelly and totally happy with themselves after their time under the knife. I have a feeling OP is going to be one of those types to 41%, but only time will tell... CompetitiveMuscle176 (double incision bilateral cosmetic mastectomy) Link | Archive
So i had top surgery 6 months ago already but unfortunately it didn’t go very well. the results don’t look very good and im very insecure about it. ever since 1 year in T (im 2 years on T now) im pretty much stealth. i pass with no problem. i go to the gym, dress masculine etc. but the problem is that my surgeon messed up my nipple position and size. the nipples are kinda see through even when i have a shirt on and it makes me incredibly insecure and dysphoric because of the bad placement and bigger than average areolas.
my question is, can that impact my passing? can i just pass as a dude with weird nipples or could that clock me?
I posted here before but i decided to use a burner account for better privacy. I wanted to ask if my results look okay/male enough? I feel like my nipples are too big and therefore i look feminine… (or just not typically male).i was urging my surgeons to make them smaller but i feel like they just didn’t care. i’m also worried about the placement of my scars. i noticed they span across my chest and not under my pecs (i can see the little bit of my lower pec under my scars) and im worried about it impacting my gym results (im a big gym bro)
i’m only 17 days post op but im really bummed out about my results so far because i was looking forward building my chest in the gym but im worried that my results wont look natural
hi guys, i’ve had a long and pretty difficult healing journey so far. my body rejected most of the dissolvable stitches and i’ve had a necrosis in my left nipple… so it’s been tough mentally and physically. i’ve been having a hard time with accepting my chest. i’m pretty satisfied with my right side (even tho my scars are bit hypertropic). but i’m not so happy with my left side. like i said, i’ve had a partial necrosis of my left nipple, so my nipple bud died (there is a hole/scar in the middle of my areola).
how does my chest look? i know it’s not the typical top surgery results… but im trying to be kind to myself and tell myself that it does look male enough. I probably wont get a revision because my body had a hard time the first time… i was thinking that a tattoo could do the trick, but sadly id have to wait a while to get that done. will i pass with my chest like this? (especially in the gym). also, are my nipples too visible through my shirt? i’m very paranoid about people seeing them and then being too abnormal.
hi guys, i’m 2.5 months post op and i’m so excited to finally wear stuff that i couldn’t pre op. i’m just very self conscious about my nipples. i’m worried they make me too clocky. i know scars are clocky too but im more worried about my nipples looking too weird and that whey are too visible through my clothes.
do i pass? are my nipples too clocky even through my clothes?
I know that my results aren’t ideal and i’ve come to terms with that. i’ve got used to them and im trying to be happy with the functionality rather than the aesthetic side.
but i was wondering that if my scars fade enough, if ill still be clocked or ill just look like a dude with weird nipples? especially because i like to go to the gym and i don’t want to get clocked as trans in the locker rooms.
Hello!! so i’m posting here in hopes of getting some second thoughts and opinions about possible nipple revision. I’m 5 months post op and i’m very disappointed with my results, mainly how my nipples turned out… i’m in the process of getting revision but i don’t really know what to do since i have a few options in mind. And of course i know that this is ultimately my decision but i just wanted to see more opinions and maybe hear from people who have experience with this kind of revision. At first i was thinking about just getting a tattoo over everything but unfortunately the ridge of my right nipple is raised which means that the whole areola can be see. through any shirt which makes me incredibly dysphoric…So i went to see some surgeons and they gave me basically two options: resizing nipples or just removing them. Now i’m on the fence because i don’t know what option would ultimately be better.
Is it even worth resizing the nipples if they’re in the wrong place? The surgeons said that they wouldn’t reposition them. Would removing them all together just ruin the aesthetic of my chest completely? When i wanted to get top surgery i was hoping to finally look good shirtless because i work out but i feel so betrayed because my surgeon didn’t do a good job and i basically lost hope of looking good shirtless…
id appreciate any feedback, thank you
[in reply to another Redditor]: thank you for your honesty. i’m not gonna lie im feeling really really bad because of how the nipples turned. i’ve been really depressed for weeks now.. it was my biggest fear coming into this surgery and it became true and i really don’t know what to do.
im really not happy with the place/surgeon that did my surgery. but there’s nothing i can do about it now. i’m very hesitant about getting revision because of how my bad dealt with the surgery and that it’ll just look worse. i’m just stuck now because i hate my chest even after the surgery that was supposed to make me the happiest ever…
A freshly immigrated Indian pooner gets her chest mutilated American-style and despite saying she is positively euphoric (read: ... bonerific?) about her results, she still expresses some concern about her surgeon's handiwork. che_sanwal (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy) Link | Archive
It feels like my body has a Frankenstein-ish mask… though the doc says it’ll heal soon… Can’t wait to start working out and have a body of my dream.. when do you think I can start working out? Also, would want to hear your opinion on the neatness of the job done by my surgeon.
A queen that can't handle any size: a HSTS (i.e., a homosexual man) wants to hear some feedback about switching his stinkditch up because he's not able to take the gigantic megadicks he was dreaming of. Link | Archive
Hey everyone,
I’m scheduled for a revision surgery with Dr. Stiller in Spokane later this year, and I’m starting to feel really anxious. I would love to hear from other trans women who’ve had colon vaginoplasty (sigmoid) and who have sex with men — especially if you enjoy rougher sex.
Right now, I have the peritoneal flap method (which itself was a revision from PPV), but I’m still dealing with a lot of pain during sex and only have about 4 inches of depth. It’s disheartening. After everything I’ve gone through — multiple surgeries, recovery, the emotional rollercoaster — I still feel like I can’t enjoy sex in the way I hoped I would.
I’m not looking for sugar-coated stories. I’m begging for real, lived experiences — the good, the bad, the complications, the breakthroughs. Did colon vaginoplasty help with pain? Depth? Sexual satisfaction? What changed for you?
Anything you feel comfortable sharing would mean so much. Thank you.
I know that troons lose their chasers/online porn-buyers when they lose the penis, but I wonder if repeated exposure will ever change that.
The same way incest has been eased in as a nearly-vanilla porn category; is there a crop of preteens being exposed to the glut of postop troon amateur porn now, in hopes of it becoming a profitable fetish in 5-10 years?
The same way incest has been eased in as a nearly-vanilla porn category; is there a crop of preteens being exposed to the glut of postop troon amateur porn now, in hopes of it becoming a profitable fetish in 5-10 years?
I'm not sure if I'm understanding your question properly but as to the "are there a ton of preteens being exposed to troon porn now" part? Fuckin, yes. Just go search the catalog on 4chan.org/gif on any given day.
I know I'm outing myself a bit here as a weirdo but seriously, count the number of fucking troon/"tranny"/weird fuckin' "cocks-in-cages" shit that hits that board on any given day (yes, I know it mostly consists of strange shit). Or look at the top searches on "normal" porn sites. It's 100% happening.
Edit: sorry, I have a bunch of kiwifarms tabs open right now and wouldn't usually nearly-double-post
I'm not sure if I'm understanding your question properly but as to the "are there a ton of preteens being exposed to troon porn now" part? Fuckin, yes. Just go search the catalog on 4chan.org/gif on any given day.
I know there's tons of troon porn out there, and anyone searching "innocently" for porn is going to come across some barring Scientology-level web restriction.
What I meant is, is this part of a plan (or an organic happenstance) where the kids stumbling across Frankenstein crotches now are going to actually desire post-op MtFs in a decade or so?
Right now once a troon loses the penis, he loses most of his porn appeal; there's a market for "chicks with dicks," but none for "weird-looking feminine guys with weird fake vulvas." Troons with penises doing weird amateur porn shoots and wearing cages is different; they're selling a fetish, but they're not trying to make the post-op crotch desirable to the masturbating viewer.
I guess the tabloid phrasing would be "is early neovagina porn introduction the post-op MtF's plan to stay relevant."
Hah, I should hope not, for their own sakes. From what little I've witnessed that kind of video is a barebones horrorshow. Much more likely to end in wincing and bleeding than even the fake moans of pleasure as you'd find in any "normal" industrialized porno. As you say, chicks with dicks and "cissy" men in cages rule the roost, not "true and honest MTF postop wimmen"
Anyone who would like an introduction to this I would tell to visit the Kevin "Kathryn" Gibes/Transsalamander kiwifarms page where they get "fucked" in a very awful and sad fashion by Wedge-dick on video. https://kiwifarms.st/threads/kevin-...lamander-ragetreb-the-green-salamander.65259/ Can't be assed to remember the page but I'm sure the intrepid can find it with a search or two.
I can imagine post-ops being of interest in extreme sissification pornography- feminizing males to the extent that they get their most masculine organ turned into a “female” one, and then get fucked in it. It has appeal for similar reasons as cock cages or micropenises- humiliation.
And maybe, rarely, FTMs will be fetishized for the same reason porn addicts like watching rape so much. The appeal is corrupting and destroying a woman- sewing up her vagina and turning her into an abomination that no one who’s sane would want to be or have sex with.
Just the scar tissue, which is bad. I only recently found out that too many surgeries or if you have terrible luck with healing, scarring can go into overdrive and fuse pieces of your guts together (usually intestines). So the only thing I can imagine holding these things in is scar tissue all over his intestines.
Yes, those are called adhesions and are a risk that come even with the simplest forms of surgery, like appendicitis. Sometimes they don't cause any trouble at all, but all (good) surgeons know that they can form in really unexpected ways and that the chances of trouble go up every time you open up a patient. Most people have surgery on their abdominal and pelvic organs because they have to, i.e. they would die or risk debilitating illness if they didn't. We now have two new groups that hog time and resources from the "regular" patients: troons and fatties who've had bariatric surgery.
I can imagine post-ops being of interest in extreme sissification pornography- feminizing males to the extent that they get their most masculine organ turned into a “female” one, and then get fucked in it. It has appeal for similar reasons as cock cages or micropenises- humiliation.
This makes sense, but SRS humiliation has the same problem as castration fetish: what do you do for an encore?
I was thinking about it and wondering if a close comparison to neovaginas would be rectal prolapse porn trend/normalization. I'm sorry; I don't know if this is still common. A medical condition that should come across as unpleasant, but with enough exposure you have guys tagging #rosebud and performers making it a trademark.
Unlike all the other times when a headline is a question and the answer is no, the answer here is always ‘yes!’ Further proof that they are an inversion of the natural order
Unlike all the other times when a headline is a question and the answer is no, the answer here is always ‘yes!’ Further proof that they are an inversion of the natural order
A Spanish tranny gets his cock chop and feels "very happy" with his results, even though it honestly looks like he had The Scream installed into his pelvis. No, really, why does it look like it's yawning open? He also has a creepy butthole, so he was definitely left in a hot car by God himself during gestation. icanflipurdad2 (Dr. Ana Rodríguez Vega at Clínica Mi Tres Torres; vaginoplasty) Link | Archive
A TiF is concerned that she'll be left with a great big scar as her stitches begin to tear apart, not even realizing that the area splitting open is hardly the worst part about her results. Sea_Ability6609 (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy) Link | Archive
Im 17 days post op and just had my 2 weeks appointment. Until now, there was a bandage over the incision but there was some fluid coming out of the open spot in the picture which caused it not to stick, leaving a gap between my skin and the bandage/ plaster. Also, the bandage didn't cover the skin above the incision because of the low placement. I think the pulling of the bandage on only the underside of the incision caused this wilde gap.
How can i prevent this gap from being a huge wilde scar in the future?
*the red is from pulling the bandage of the skin
A FTM with self-admitted "massive knockers" is eager and beaming about her results, which honestly make her look like she has droopy boobs - but in a 2-dimensional sense. I suppose as long as you're happy, OP... Funny-Subject-6434 (Mr. El Gammal at Cadogan Clinic; bilateral cosmetic mastectomy) Link | Archive
Looking good? Can you tell I had massive knockers before LOL. Anyway I’m over the moon. The nursing team have been SO nice and healing has been pretty smooth so far.
Big ups: a li'l dood with dermatillomania asks for advice on her revision surgery as she has a cleft at the center of her chest that makes her scar look like an upward arrow. Call me crazy, but I think doing more unnecessary medical procedures on a patient prone to picking at scabs may not be the wisest call to make. Junel_Fe (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy without free nipple grafts) Link | Archive
I'll keep this simple. There's a dimple in the middle of my chest (pictured above) and I'm hopefully getting a revision done fairly soon. No date is set quite yet, but while I wait, I'm wondering what I might be able to expect? My surgeon wants to smooth out the dimple to allow for easier cleaning and whatnot. She said recovery time would be maybe two weeks and that she could do it in her office as opposed to that big surgical center I got my initial surgery done at on May 6th, almost three months ago! My scars look even better now, by the way, I just chose a recent-ish picture from 2 months post-op.
Anyways, she said she could do it with local anesthesia and I'd have a 2 week recovery time before going back to work. When getting revisions for things like this, what can you expect? Will I just be able to watch as the doctor removes stuff or smooths it out? I wouldn't mind watching (in fact I think I might want to watch), I'm just sheerly curious lol. And if asking about the speckles on my upper chest, I am a chronic skin-picker (dermatillomania) and am doing my best to stop. But I love my body anyways and that's what matters. <3
Another TiF who got her breasts amputated shows off her results, and I swear to God, the ones without nipples may legitimately be spookier than the ones even with nipples rotting off. Top surgery is not given enough recognition for how fucking barbaric it can be. Silent-Algae-9105 (Dr. Freet at University of Iowa; bilateral cosmetic mastectomy without free nipple grafts) Link | Archive
I will be four weeks out on 07/23/25! These are my results so far! I have not started scar care yet as I am waiting on my follow up on 08/01/25 like they suggested.
And now, the grand finale to my post: please allow me to fully recount the tragic ballad of Legal-Ad4972, which may soon draw to a close as he threatens suicide on Reddit.
His saga began December 12, 2023, when he went under the knife with Dr. Jennifer Hyer of Denver Health, but Kiwis did not take notice of him until February 2024... or so we'd thought.
Because he is a retarded tranny, Danny Boy has learned nothing about embarrassing his wife and children (of whom also all allegedly received death threats) and, as you've all witnessed, utilizes the false sense of anonymity on Reddit to talk about how much he regrets the surgery nobody fucking made him get.
I've also gone to the trouble to archive everything possible, so please find enclosed underneath this spoiler all of the posts I felt may be relevant to the telling of his sorry story.
Now with nothing left to lose (and clearly no qualms about abandoning his wife and young children), Danny has decided that the time has come for the curtains to fall. Indeed, this truly was a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.
"I stopped taking progesterone 6 months ago. I have no sensation and my genitals are so gross no one is going to touch me or go near me.I’ve also already had two revisions. Why would a 3rd one be able to fix anything? Where do I come up with more money for a 4th surgeon? How do I find a surgeon to work on my butchered body? How do I take off more time from work for surgeries?
I’ve called the crisis line so many times. I go to therapy. No one can help. My surgeon still performs these surgeries. Three surgeons profited off of doing this to my body. I don’t see a way to keep living. It’s been 20 months of this. I’m butchered for life. Seriously, how could I even find someone for a 4th surgery? The difference between the above two photos cost me $20,000 and left me no closer to solutions."
"The last surgery tried to fix peeing too, and it made it worse. Every surgery hasn’t helped. I’m $50,000 into my 3-surgeries. I have no more money. No anything. My life is/was stupid. I appreciate you trying to care. I’m just here to tell people to avoid Dr Hyer."
I had a full-depth Vaginoplasty by Dr Hyer in 2023. She left me with 2” depth. No labia minora. A detached vaginal canal from the vulva….Among other things. I’ve been trying to have surgeries to fix anything. Mind you, Dr Hyer will still look me dead in the eyes and tell me my vulva looks good. She doesn’t know what happened to the depth during surgery. She’s never been able to explain why the canal is separate from the vulva either. I am attaching pics before the most recent revision, and a photo as of yesterday. I have less than 2” depth, petite dilator width, and I pee all over the place. I also have a non-sensate clitoris and no means of sexual function outside of stimulating the 1.5” canal.
And that's the biggest reason why it's good that this nasty bastard will 41% himself. He let an innocent child drink his hormone infested manboob gunk. He will never harm children again.
Note that when he says this, it doesn't mean he's had $50k of surgeries. Like other narcissistic fetishists, he only counts the personal cost to himself, and if that's at $50k he's likely spent 10x that in your tax dollars & insurance premiums on his fantasy.
You could give heroine addicts government-issued debit cards for their habits and it would probably be cheaper and less destructive (guess I shouldn't joke since places like Seattle & Portland probably aren't far from doing just that).
All he cares about is orgasms and the sunk cost of his out of pocket expenses is what I take from all that. At least his wife I assume is young, could re-marry. I’d love to hear her side of this horror show. She might be too scared to date a man again in case he troons.
