tl;dw: When chat informed her he used to go IRL, the mood shifted.
He had been chatting with the sock account illustriouslightskinbadguy5423 ("Bad Guy") for a while now. Beeing cheeky. Being very visible. Demanding attention, lots of it. Which he got.
Some mods warned her about him, others were defending her choice while he kept talking and talking and talking on panel.
Usually Rosie depends on keeping her chat happy: "I'm not ignoring anybody".
She has tried to be single for four years to work on not being dependent on outside validation, she said.
Monitoring the mood in a chat of 10-30 people to give her positive validation and no negative feedback and managing her own mood with food and meds.
Today there was a clear disconnect, chat was busy warning Rosie about the stranger danger or trying to calm things down.
She didn't really get to satisfy her addiction while on panel and she hadn't "consumed any food today" before that she said.
Rosie doesn't eat, she consumes food. A few times she muted to answer something important, which Drag then ridiculed, she was answering to Jeff and the attention was on Jeff, not Drag. And also not on chat.
Dragnauct is aware that he has a problem with communication, that even his mom told him every sentence of his drips with condescension. He said he is veerry judgemental (displays an overly critical point of view). It doesn't keep him from doing so.
In the end all that was a bit much. Dragnauct realized that too and dropped out. Rosie cried.
Rosie was informed, that 3 people were sniping her. She said that she knows the focus of GW is shifting towards her.
She doesn't want to stop streaming. She doesn't want to adjust her behavior because ALR or Chantal did this or that.
She knows the game. She just wants to do what she wants to do.
While some mods threatened to abandon ship, Simply Christa was simply saying over and over that she thinks, that Drag has no bad intentions for her. There is layers and layers to unpack in this stream.
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