Bradley "Brad" Lehmann / Brad Taste in Music / Big Baller B / B Dizzle - Fantano-lite, former(??) drug abuser, picks fights with fans, cried on stream, leads fans to brigade, complains about brigading, chronic Twitter warrior, wigger

[Stocking Anarchy]

The rest of the nuke has been dropped on Auxcord, as Spaceashes was told by Tina to release the full audio of everything else.

If anyone else can transcript, that would be appreciated very highly by me. This is just too disturbing by my standards to even write a transcript for.

 

[Ulric of Astora]

I feel awful for Tina now tbh. That audio of Brad is horrifying and it's no wonder she went to the police with it. Just like @Stein Eleven said, if it wasn't for Pirate Software or Anisa, Brad would take the cake for lolcow of the year. Also, Brad's subreddit is glorious. No one is giving him sympathy anymore. Thank fucking god.

 

[Smith & Wesson h8's Colt]

If anyone else can transcript, that would be appreciated very highly by me. This is just too disturbing by my standards to even write a transcript for.

Lord above, that is bad. Not the worst thing I've ever heard but that's up there. I'm going to have a smoke and when I come back I'll try and start to transcribe it in an edit.

 

[Belegar Ironhammer]

Lazy generated transcript that I cleaned up a little bit Updated transcript with timestamps for part 1 by @Smith & Wesson h8's Colt :

Spoiler: Part 1

[Start]TINA
I'm in my own head head.
I'm just thinking.

[0:03]BRAD
Yeah.

[0:04]TINA
Literally.
Well, I'm brushing my dogs.
I'm just thinking.
And you are asking me what I'm thinking about and not letting me not tell you.
You are not letting me have privacy in my own-.

[0:16]Brad
(Cutting Tina off) You're so full of shit.

[0:18]TINA
So, like, that's literally what just happened.
Like, I'm sitting here brushing my dog.

[0:21]BRAD
I'm going to fill up a bowl.
You do whatever it is you usually do.
And, uhh, we'll take it from there.

[0:30]TINA
I'm brushing my dogs.
And you think that you are entitled to know what is happening in my brain.

[0:37]BRAD
No, I'm just right and you're lying. But go on.

[0:42]TINA
What am I lying about?
Can you tell me, if you're going to accuse me of lying?
Can you tell me what am I lying about?
What am I lying about?

[0:48]BRAD
What you are thinking about.

[0:49]TINA
I'm lying about what I'm thinking about.
And you know that how.

[0:54]BRAD
Because I just know. Because I've been with you for five years.

[0:57]TINA
Because you just know that I'm lying about what I'm thinking about.

[1:00]BRAD
You've been with me for five years.
That's an important detail.
You've been with me for five years.
I've actually had to deal with your shit.

[1:05]TINA
So, you got to deal with my shit for five years.
So, you know exactly what I'm thinking about.

[1:08]BRAD
(Speaking over the end of Tina's latest sentence)I know you're going to throw it on me.
No, but I've had to deal with your shit and look at you and your foolish shit.

[1:13]TINA
Okay, so, I'm sorry.
So, wait, excuse me, I'm lying.
What am I lying about?
You still haven't, like, outright said what I'm lying about.
You're going to call me a liar.

[1:22]BRAD
I mean, you tell me, Tina, there's so much.

[1:25]TINA
So, what I'm going to tell you is that I'm not lying about anything.
I'm sitting here.

[1:28]BRAD
Lets start by telling me everything you have lied about Tina.

[1:32]TINA
What have I lied to you about?

[1:39]BRAD
Because I think of times where you have mistakenly lied.

[1:44]TINA
Yeah.

[1:44]BRAD
And you've said you've lied and no matter what I've said, you wouldn't accept that you lied to me.
So, you're a liar and you can't accept this.

[1:53]TINA
So, if someone-

[1:54]BRAD
Which is the worst combination, I think I've ever witnessed in a partner.

[1:59]TINA
So, if someone unknowingly says something that isn't true, or they don't know.

[2:02]BRAD
And they can't accept when somebody corrects them, then they're full of shit.

[2:06]TINA
So, it's-

[2:06]BRAD
And when somebody can't listen, when their partner tells them, and actually just deflects it and makes their life hell, then that's fucked up.
And then you're a terrible lying partner who's emotionally abusive.

[2:19]TINA
So, if you say something to me, if I say something-

[2:24]BRAD
No, if you want to be combative, we can continue being combative because clearly you're not paying enough attention to this conversation.
How about you stop doing what you're doing with the dogs, look them in the eyes and just tell me the truth, Tina?

[2:36]TINA
That's the truth about what?

[2:40]BRAD
You tell me.

[2:41]TINA
Okay.
So, if I...

[2:45]BRAD
Without being a sarcastic bitch, look at me in the fucking eyes and tell me the truth.

[2:52]TINA
So, I have-

[2:56]BRAD
In the eyes, Tina!

[2:57]TINA
So, I have accidentally lied to you, before.
Well, I have, like, mistakenly given you-

[3:00]BRAD
Tina.

[3:02]TINA
Sorry, I have mistakenly given you incorrect information, and I...
Don't...
So, mistakenly given, giving incorrect information is not lying, and I am certain...

[3:12]BRAD
So, if that's not an example, then, try again.
An example where you lied to me.

[3:18]TINA
I don't know, that I took the dogs out, and I hadn't yet.
I don't know, sometimes, at some point, I was like, yeah, I'm doing it right now, and then I didn't do it for another half an hour or something.

[3:28]BRAD
So, you lied to me, and you didn't even remember it.
You don't even remember any details.

[3:32]TINA (overlapping BRAD)
A white lie about the dogs that I took care of.

[3:33]BRAD
So, it meant nothing. Just a little white lie about the dogs.

[3:37]TINA
I'm saying I'm sure that it's happening.

[3:38]BRAD
You're just, like, so used to throwing white lies at me, you don't even recognize this.

[3:41]TINA
No, that's not true. I just don't know.

[3:43]BRAD
God there's just, there's so many white lies, Tina.
It's like, if they're all white lies, then none of them are, right?

[3:54]TINA
I don't... What am I lying to you about?
I wanted, like, I don't know what you were telling me in line to you about.
What's happening in my own brain?
That's not fair.
It's my own brain. You're not entitled to know that.
I'm an individual. If I don't have a safe place within my own head...

[4:09]BRAD
Okay, Tina. I'm your partner of five years, and if you don't respect me as an individual,
then you can, honest to God, get the fuck out of my house.

[4:19]TINA
Both of our names are on the lease.
So, that's not gonna happen. And also, you are not entitled...

[4:27]BRAD
I'm gonna call the police.
I will get you out of here. I will make a story of. I will get you out of here.

[4:35]TINA
Both of our names are on the lease, so you won't be doing that.
And...

[4:40]BRAD
I will say my partner has been emotionally abusive, and I have asked her to leave many times.
And despite the fact that I have no support system, she has refused to leave and has continued to emotionally abuse me.
I need her to get out for at least a day I need space, and she refuses.
Can you please escort my partner somewhere else so that I can have some mental peace?
That's what I'm going to tell them.

[5:003]TINA(overlapping)
That's so...

[5:03]BRAD
I'm gonna call.
Okay.
You done?

[5:10]TINA
Am I not allowed...

[5:11]BRAD
You fucking done.

[5:12]TINA
Can I... I actually know...
I'll give you peace if I'm allowed to be quiet, and I'm allowed to be quiet.
Or do I have to share what's going on in my brain?

[5:18]BRAD
Wow!
So, now that you actually know that you need to be quiet, it's also my fault.

[5:27]TINA
Can I be quiet?

[5:28]BRAD
Can you stop blaming me for shit?

[5:30]TINA
Can I be quiet without you prying about what's going on, right?

[5:34]BRAD
Can you stop being a horrific partner?
Can you look at me in the eyes?
Can you treat me like a person?
Can you treat me like someone who's at your level and not someone who you can manipulate?

[5:44]TINA
I...
I don't know if that's right.

[5:56]BRAD
You... are evil.

[6:03]TINA (Brad interjects here once or twice)
I just want to be able to think quietly while I brush my dogs.
I just want to be able to quietly...
I just want to be able to think quietly while I brush my dogs.
I just want to be able to quietly reflect on my life while I brush my dogs without you asking what I'm thinking about and prying it out of me
and taking your title to know what I'm thinking about.
You're not.

[6:20]BRAD
I'm not even your partner, Tina.

[6:23]TINA
You're not treating me like a partner.

[6:26]BRAD
You're looking around looking for excuses, Tina.
I'm literally watching your body language.

[6:30]TINA
I can't look in your eyes!

[6:32]BRAD
You look like one of those freaks on the fucking interrogation videos.
Every single thing you're doing is full of shit.
You're literally acting like the fucking criminals there, Tina.
Like, every action I could record it.
And it would be like, Tina's looking to the left while immediately, oh, he asked a question.
Her eyes are moving around and she's looking quickly by answering.
Because she has no... Oh, no, you don't, Tina.
You are a lying, manipulative person.

[7:01]TINA
You have trouble.

[7:02]Brad
And you need to get out of my house.

[7:04]TINA
I have trouble with eye contact.
I do.

[7:08]BRAD
I am going to call the cops.
If you don't stop lying to me, Tina, right now.
This is it!
I'm going to...
[At 7:18 there is no more audio]

Spoiler: Part 2

BRAD
You are one of my abusers, so I can damn fucking right do that to you, I can kick you the fuck out of here for what the fuck you've done to me!
You've destroyed me!
Stop lying to me for once, look at me in the eyes and stop lying to me!
Stop being such a wimp!
Look at me and accept what you have done to me!
Do you see what I've become!
You've killed me!
You promised me everything!
You lied to be!
Look at me in the fucking eyes and say that again!
Look at me!

Tell me what the fuck you've just said!
Tell me!
Get out of my house!
Get out of my fucking house!

TINA
Don't do it! Don't do it!

BRAD
Don't you're... I'm... You're drawn to my...
Don't you are evil!
But you're evil!

*Crying and then silence for the remaining minute and a half.

Basically Brad keeps escalating the argument to the point where he's screaming and shouting, sounding almost psychotic. It sounded like he was going to get violent, at one point, but thankfully that didn't happen. He tries to gaslight Tina into thinking he's the victim and threatens to call the cops.

I take back what I said about getting help. Neck yourself Brad.

 

[Ulric of Astora]

Lord above, that is bad. Not the worst thing I've ever heard but that's up there. I'm going to have a smoke and when I come back I'll try and start to transcribe it in an edit.

Good luck.

 

[Hit Squad]

The rest of the nuke has been dropped on Auxcord, as Spaceashes was told by Tina to release the full audio of everything else.
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If anyone else can transcript, that would be appreciated very highly by me. This is just too disturbing by my standards to even write a transcript for.

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While listening to the second audio, where Brad goes mental, there are two sounds that caught my attention.

00:48 - when Brad says 'tell me what the fuck you...' in the background there is a faint slapping sound.

0057 - Brad is screaming 'get out of my fucking house...' there is a more distinct slapping sound.

Without video I can't say who or what is being struck or by whom. Though the likely bet would be Brad doing the slapping on something (hell. maybe even slapping himself, for all I know) since he's the one Schitzoing out.

Can anyone with good audio software check to see if I'm right or if my hearing needs checking?

 

[Ulric of Astora]

While listening to the second audio, where Brad goes mental, there are two sounds that caught my attention.

00:48 - when Brad says 'tell me what the fuck you...' in the background there is a faint slapping sound.

0057 - Brad is screaming 'get out of my fucking house...' there is a more distinct slapping sound.

Without video I can't say who or what is being struck or by whom. Though the likely bet would be Brad doing the slapping on something (hell. maybe even slapping himself, for all I know) since he's the one Schitzoing out.

Can anyone with good audio software check to see if I'm right or if my hearing needs checking?

No, you're not alone. I heard that too. Tina claims he wasn't physically abusive so we'll have to take her word on that for now, but it's likely it could be Brad taking out his schizo anger on himself to scare Tina or to convince himself that he's the victim.

 

[supremeautismo]

I never liked Tina and even though I understand her choice and it's ultimately her choice to release the audio or not, I don't understand why she made it so fucking public in the first place about doing a "nuke" on Brad while making vague threats at first. She's being way too damn lenient with her. She needs to release it because that will no doubt keep him offline and prevents anyone from continuing to enable or defend him. Absolutely ridiculous of her.

While listening to the second audio, where Brad goes mental, there are two sounds that caught my attention.

00:48 - when Brad says 'tell me what the fuck you...' in the background there is a faint slapping sound.

0057 - Brad is screaming 'get out of my fucking house...' there is a more distinct slapping sound.

Without video I can't say who or what is being struck or by whom. Though the likely bet would be Brad doing the slapping on something (hell. maybe even slapping himself, for all I know) since he's the one Schitzoing out.

Can anyone with good audio software check to see if I'm right or if my hearing needs checking?

On that dogshit bro podcast that released it, they (or she?) confirms he was shoving stuff out of the way to reach her.

I’d believe to a point he never hit her, but shoving, arm grabbing, pushing— considering how she’s downplayed this, I wouldn’t put it past this sped.

This is the way a man walking in on his wife balls deep in the milkman screams, not a loser “weed” addicted smelly rat man to his wife, who was still defending his retardation at this point. Brad Taste in Beating.

 

[BowsersRectum]

While listening to the second audio, where Brad goes mental, there are two sounds that caught my attention.

00:48 - when Brad says 'tell me what the fuck you...' in the background there is a faint slapping sound.

0057 - Brad is screaming 'get out of my fucking house...' there is a more distinct slapping sound.

Without video I can't say who or what is being struck or by whom. Though the likely bet would be Brad doing the slapping on something (hell. maybe even slapping himself, for all I know) since he's the one Schitzoing out.

Can anyone with good audio software check to see if I'm right or if my hearing needs checking?

Skin is definitely being slapped here and Tina is saying “don’t do it” like she has been there before. Something is definitely happening but I’m not sure what it is.

This is genuinely one of the worst recordings of abuse I’ve heard, but I don’t exactly go looking for this stuff

 

[Balanced Boomer]

My wife follows this drama, but I barely do myself. After hearing the audio, the lady sounds like she's baiting him to get pissed off and he fucking bites the hook. He might be an absolute nigger, but she comes off like she's trying to provoke him into making content. They both sound like equally miserable fucks that deserve each other.

 

[Ulric of Astora]

My wife follows this drama, but I barely do myself. After hearing the audio, the lady sounds like she's baiting him to get pissed off and he fucking bites the hook. He might be an absolute nigger, but she comes off like she's trying to provoke him into making content. They both sound like equally miserable fucks that deserve each other.

Absolutely not. That's just retarded. This is textbook emotional abuse and manipulation on Brad's part. The audio is horrific and I don't even need to explain why. I was never a fan of Tina, but that doesn't mean she's "baiting" him into having an explosive reaction.

 

[Mussolini’s Merkin]

The rest of the nuke has been dropped on Auxcord, as Spaceashes was told by Tina to release the full audio of everything else.
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If anyone else can transcript, that would be appreciated very highly by me. This is just too disturbing by my standards to even write a transcript for.

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Thread tourist here, so I am sure I am missing some of the background/nuance to this exchange, but Brad sounds utterly unhinged in that second audio clip.

 

[Ulric of Astora]

Thread tourist here, so I am sure I am missing some of the background/nuance to this exchange, but Brad sounds utterly unhinged in that second audio clip.

I've been following this whole thread for over a year and you'd be right. You're not missing any important context. The audio is as raw as it can get. It's utterly unhinged and horrific.

 

[Smith & Wesson h8's Colt]

Good luck.

So I missed the edit window duration for my own post but I did the timestamps for the first part that Belegar Ironhammer had done. I need a drink and another smoke. Part two is going to have to be someone else's legwork because it's just rough.

 

[Ulric of Astora]

I can probably do it.

So I missed the edit window duration for my own post but I did the timestamps for the first part that Belegar Ironhammer had done. I need a drink and another smoke. Part two is going to have to be someone else's legwork because it's just rough.

 

[curbside2]

Fix your audio next time, lmao.

Local archive with actual audio:
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There's apparently another clip I can't find that's described on Auxcord.
In this one, the abuse goes even further: Brad continues screaming at Tina, demanding and screaming at her to look him in the eyes and stop lying. She says next to nothing and continues crying, and he continues screaming at her and blaming her for ruining his life and calling Tina evil. She runs into another room and shuts+locks the door. The last few minutes of audio are Tina crying.

Either way, this is nothing short of a Tsar Bomba to Brad's quickly waning career. He's finished. Dunzo. There's no chance for him to ever come back after this. And he deserves all of this and probably more. I thought he hit rock bottom a year ago, little did I know that last year was just the beginning. He's officially dug to the point where he's past the bedrock and into the magma where he's effectively burned up any last hope for his career.
He's not a lolcow, but a full-on horrorcow at this point. Holy shit.

That was far more brutal than I ever expected. Here’s your bread tube friendly music reviewer guys! Why are they always secretly like this?

 

[supremeautismo]

My wife follows this drama, but I barely do myself. After hearing the audio, the lady sounds like she's baiting him to get pissed off and he fucking bites the hook. He might be an absolute nigger, but she comes off like she's trying to provoke him into making content. They both sound like equally miserable fucks that deserve each other.

Absolutely not. That's just retarded. This is textbook emotional abuse and manipulation on Brad's part. The audio is horrific and I don't even need to explain why. I was never a fan of Tina, but that doesn't mean she's "baiting" him into having an explosive reaction.

She is baiting him, to a point, but not in the “I’m pushing your buttons intentionally way,” but in the “You made me abuse you!” way, the “If you just let me scream it out, it’ll stop!” way.

In an abusive relationship, you learn their “triggers,” every movement that could piss them off; usually these are learned in childhood having an abusive parent, so you seek out those who mirror it. (This is where BPD crazy bitches come from, fyi. That and the good ol’ Bad Touch.) She didn’t know her not speaking at all was a new trigger, and she should have known, ‘cause it’s all her fault, right?

I read a Reddit comment about someone stating this was his psychosis, but no one in psychosis is this cogent, and many take it out on themselves, if not most. This was premeditated abuse, pure and simple.

 

[_______________________-]

My wife follows this drama, but I barely do myself. (we're both trans btw if it matters)

Well well well what a surprise...

 

[curbside2]

She is baiting him, to a point, but not in the “I’m pushing your buttons intentionally way,” but in the “You made me abuse you!” way, the “If you just let me scream it out, it’ll stop!” way.

In an abusive relationship, you learn their “triggers,” every movement that could piss them off; usually these are learned in childhood having an abusive parent, so you seek out those who mirror it. (This is where BPD crazy bitches come from, fyi. That and the good ol’ Bad Touch.) She didn’t know her not speaking at all was a new trigger, and she should have known, ‘cause it’s all her fault, right?

I read a Reddit comment about someone stating this was his psychosis, but no one in psychosis is this cogent, and many take it out on themselves, if not most. This was premeditated abuse, pure and simple.

The line of thought doesn’t matter though does it? Hit me with rainbows, but I think it’s fair to say that the majority of people on this board couldn’t be baited with words to behaving that way. It shows that Brad is a particularly intense version of crazy.

 

[Ulric of Astora]

She is baiting him, to a point, but not in the “I’m pushing your buttons intentionally way,” but in the “You made me abuse you!” way, the “If you just let me scream it out, it’ll stop!” way.

In an abusive relationship, you learn their “triggers,” every movement that could piss them off; usually these are learned in childhood having an abusive parent, so you seek out those who mirror it. (This is where BPD crazy bitches come from, fyi. That and the good ol’ Bad Touch.) She didn’t know her not speaking at all was a new trigger, and she should have known, ‘cause it’s all her fault, right?

I read a Reddit comment about someone stating this was his psychosis, but no one in psychosis is this cogent, and many take it out on themselves, if not most. This was premeditated abuse, pure and simple.

Sorry, but the wording in your post is really confusing. Can you clarify some more? Brad is clearly the abuser here and I don't see how you could think Tina is baiting him.