📚 Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[Peaches Demure]

As a tragicomically male male, would women not want to trade labia minora for vaginal depth? Honest question

Trust me, the amount of women who even know their "vaginal depth" are so rare they're basically statistically invisible. There's absolutely zero practical utility in knowing, let alone caring about that.

 

[KiwiFuzz2]

Trust me, the amount of women who even know their "vaginal depth" are so rare they're basically statistically invisible. There's absolutely zero practical utility in knowing, let alone caring about that.

Realistically, the only way you're going to find out is by fucking Mr. Too Big.

 

[Dancing Axolotl]

Been a while since I've shared horrors. This specimen reminded me of the goblin kid from Halloweentown and the Six Flags bald guy all in one.

I feel sorry for this one though because genetics were entirely to blame and also for the powers that be for dropping her into the current world we live in. It was the perfect recipe. I'm sure she got mistaken for a man a lot and decided fuck it, I guess I am one.

This was her 11 years ago....



Edit: Found the GoFundMe & mom's Instagram with lots of videos of the specimen.

 

[Peaches Demure]

Been a while since I've shared horrors. This specimen reminded me of the goblin kid from Halloweentown and the Six Flags bald guy all in one.

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I feel sorry for this one though because genetics were entirely to blame and also for the powers that be for dropping her into the current world we live in. It was the perfect recipe. I'm sure she got mistaken for a man a lot and decided fuck it, I guess I am one.

This was her 11 years ago....

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Edit: Found the GoFundMe

It hurts me to say this, but this woman basically represents the extreme end of the bell curve regarding ugliness that is not syndromic, i.e. something that cannot be explained by a congenital malformation or genetic/medical disorder.

 

[Apustajan apustaja]

As a tragicomically male male, would women not want to trade labia minora for vaginal depth? Honest question

If I were to mansplain this to another man, if you finger someone about 2,5 knuckles deep, you will feel her cervix, and if you want to go deeper you can go a bit below that and find her cul de sac, and that is a flexibel dead end, but bear in mind that I have never fingered someone that is not aroused, and hence the cervix is going to be deeper than normal anyway. If you back up a bit and and go up you might find her G-spot. There are no 8 inch deep vaginas other than in the minds of trannies.

If you are trying to get someone pregnant, try to cum at around 2,5 knuckles deep, and not any deeper.

(Give me my TMI and puzzle pieces now)

 

[Ash's_Chainsaw_Hand]

Been a while since I've shared horrors. This specimen reminded me of the goblin kid from Halloweentown and the Six Flags bald guy all in one.

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I feel sorry for this one though because genetics were entirely to blame and also for the powers that be for dropping her into the current world we live in. It was the perfect recipe. I'm sure she got mistaken for a man a lot and decided fuck it, I guess I am one.

This was her 11 years ago....

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Edit: Found the GoFundMe & mom's Instagram with lots of videos of the specimen.

Poor thing looks like hatchet face.

 

[Magic Pickle]

Maternal glow: a TiF describes her fauxnis in ways so specifically motherly, it actually nearly gave me goosebumps. Even those frogs that have their babies bubble out of their backs are less eerie than this shit!
RomeoHesTaken (Dr. Rachel Bluebond-Langner; anterolateral (ALT) phalloplasty)
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Last day I’ll ever see Jr this way​

I love my dick. It’s been a dream these past five months. It’s bittersweet because it’ll never look like this again and I loved it so much from the first pic I saw of him but there’s more work to be done to reach the end goal. I think I’ll only love him more when he gets his top hat and some medical tattooing. Onward!

Spoiler: He has his mother's eyes!

Like with the hurricanes of Louisiana, the blistering droughts of Death Valley and the incredible deadliness of just about every fucking animal in Australia, humans are often not very good at realizing when Mother Nature is telling you to knock shit off - and this pooner is a fantastic example, as she has had staph infections, sepsis and her rotdog is literally bulging open at the seams after FIVE YEARS and NEARLY TWENTY SURGERIES. I think your li'l dood is ready to meet the big man upstairs, OP; they say if you love something, set it free...
Acrobatic_Move882 (phalloplasty)
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5 years of complications​

I started my phalloplasty journey in May of 2020. I have had complications almost every step of the way. I've been told by multiple surgeons "this is the first time I've ever had a patient with this issue" and I still have quite a ways to go. I was supposed to be done with my surgeries 3 years ago but with all of the complications I've had a total of 19 surgeries just for bottom surgery. My complications have been:

• multiple (6) fistulas that have required surgery for closure-wound separation from graft site on abdomen resulting in staph infection
• wound separation of my scrotum resulting in sepsis
• massive internal bleeding from perforation of uterus during vaginectomy resulting in sepsis-perforation of Coloplast inflatable device into urethra resulting in sepsis, removal of ED and testicular implants
• severe stricture from ED urethral perforation
• erosion of phallus from catheter resulting in fistula
• 2 stricture repair surgeries resulting in subincision on underside of phallus and another to lengthen the incision because the stricture was not cleared by the first surgery

The list could go on but those are the major highlights. Most recently has been the subincision that has left me devastated. I have a 2.5 inch incision on the underside of my penis that opens up my urethra. After every other complication I still felt some type of hope for a fix but after this, I'm ready to give up. I'm sharing because I'm trying to find some support and reassurance that this will turn out ok.
I started the process of getting my penis tattooed and I was so happy with the progress we were making and all of it has been ruined by my last 2 surgeries. Has anyone had similar complications and came out on the other end happy with their results?
My surgeons have been phenomenal every step of the way but unfortunately my primary surgeon is in another state and it's a 16 hour drive to get to him. I have spent so much money on travel, rooms during recovery, deductibles and out of pocket maxes annually. I just want to be done. I'm so tired and so ready to give up. Any encouragement would be greatly appreciated.

Spoiler: Sincerely looks xenomorphic.

Genital darwinism: remember numb_anxiety and her monstrous Mexican meat mound? She's given us a more comprehensive update, which is just fantastic if you're in the market to never want to fucking eat again!
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11 weeks post op update. Evolution of my weenie​

For anyone that's been followiing me. I had bilateral conjoined groin flap phalloplasty on May 26th. No UL. Last 5 photos are today. Everything before is from a few days post op leading up.
I ended up having complications with a nasty infection and necrosis on the top half of the left side, which had to be removed.
This didn't happen until I had already got home and I couldn't get back to my original surgeon. I 100% believe things wouldn't have turned out as bad if I had been near my surgeon.
Anyway. Physically, I feel 80% back to normal. Balls are still tender and sore sometimes. The general area gets sore after working all day.
Mentally I'm doing better. Everything is almost completely closed up. Still depressed about it being ugly. Mostly very upset that it doesn't hang DOWN like a natal penis. It creates a nice bulge but it's just doesn't look natural to me because it doesn't point down like it should. Very self conscious of the bulge being higher than it should be because of it point more up.
Trying to be hopeful that once everything is healed enough I can massage the scars to loosen them up so it will hand more naturally, and hopefully get a revision.
All in all, as ugly as it is, I still don't regret it. I just regret not staying near my surgeon for longer.

Spoiler: (with dying breath) "No... re... grets...!" (gasp)

Baggedy Andy: due to his surgeon's technique, a MTF has an unusual amount of extra skin surrounding the cavern he calls a vaginal canal and worries about the aesthetics of it, which is very sensible to be concerned about instead of his oddly gaping asshole.
Agreeable_Rhubarb_76 (vaginoplasty)
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Please honest is this a bad surgery????​

Getting a revision soon but I have one question I wonder if the canal was not done by the Dr but by one of the students where the red arrow is I have a question for other girls that have gotten SRS is there any type of muscle more firm there ? Because for me is just skin like flaccid lose skin is not firm and I wonder if is normal also hate how it looks from the black arrow I have so much lose skin and supposedly my Dr works based on the amount of skin you had but I think there is so much lose skin on the canal that’s could of been used to make my small labia more better in general I am as Not Please with the results thankfully sensation is good but just how it looks not so happy about it I’ll really appreciate if you take the time to replay and clear my head a lil about what I should bring to my Dr when I get my revision thank you so much

Spoiler: You could do skate tricks on that perineal raphe.

Georgia "Oh, No" Keefe: a German troon's stinkditch has his psuedolabia arranged in such a way that it looks almost floral. I can see why he's asking for a psuedovaginal vibe check, though - his Hell's gates are positioned directly underneath aforementioned psuedolabia. Very fucking weird looking!
Pretty-Contest-8872 (Dr. Morat; vaginoplasty)
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what do u think about my vag? post op 10 months dr morat Munich​

A lot of tissue was lost because of complications… functionality is good. I can have vagina and clitoral orgasms.
I’m having revision surgery soon
How can I make everything more pretty? Looking for some advice
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Spoiler: Call 1-800-How's-My-Vagiving?

A pooner is so determined to have her breasts chopped off at any cost she's even willing to risk surgical complications arising from her idiopathic intracranial hypertension (IIH), a non-fatal - but serious - condition that can lead to permanent vision loss if left unmonitored and untreated. Which would you pick, Kiwis? A flat chest, or your eyesight?
lemoncheeeesecake
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Idiopathic Intracranial Hypertension and Top Surgery​

Hi guys, I'm kind of in the pits right now. So I was working with a private care team for top surgery (bilateral mastectomy), as NHS wait lists are insane and I just need these things OFF.
Yesterday I was contacted by them, a senior anaesthetiologist there says they refuse to have me as a patient because I have idiopathic intracranial hypertension. The other anaesthesiologist was reluctant but to a lesser degree.
My IIH is well controlled with medication (acetazolamide 250mg twice daily), and my pressure has been improving. I had a very mild case anyway, almost completely asymptomatic, it was only picked up by chance. There was some mild swelling on my optic nerves, but this has been significantly reduced. In theory, with the medication at a long term dose, no symptoms, and reduced signs of pressure, I shouldn't be much of a risk.
I've now had to book for a private neurologist which has cost me a lot out of pocket, I'm on UC and am only able to get private top surgery because of inheritance which is being fully spent on the costs. Even if the neurologist clears me for anaesthesia and surgery, I might still be refused.
I'm now spiralling because I'm worried every UK private practice will be like this. I could consider going abroad for surgery, but this isn't as ideal. I've been feeling s**cidal, angry, upset. I've even considered coming off T and just girlmoding if I need to wait for the NHS surgery instead. I'm getting strong effects from T which I love, but it's making it difficult to get a job, and I'm a target of transphobia. If I can't pass with my chest, then at least I know I can be somewhat attractive and safer femme-presenting.
Binding doesn't work for me, tape doesn't work, I'm 38HH. I regularly get comments on my chest no matter what I do to hide it and it's making me insanely dysphoric.
This is a bit of a ramble, but has anyone here had top surgery with IIH or a similar condition?

Monkey's paw turned inward: three years ago, a tranny let Dr. RBL snip up his dick in the hopes of having a pornstar pussy; now in the aftermath, he finds himself on the edge of suicide over a sorely lacking sex life. He sends out a pitiful letter in a bottle into the sea of Reddit, writing that "(my) life feels so completely over and meaningless" and, most cuttingly, "someone please give (me) some advice or something that worked for them, because (i) know this experience isnt singularly rare." Better hope RBL isn't as litigious as other troon butchers, OP!
nyu1000days (Dr. Rachel Bluebond-Langner; peritoneal pull-through (PPT) vaginoplasty)
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losing my mind due to sexual frustration​

am a post op trans woman. obviously i cant get my dick back so im stuck like this, and am looking for any advice because this has me very often passively suicidal lol. i tend to ramble so im going to try to keep it shorter.
-sex is not fun in any way
-i dont have any known way to experience physical pleasure, whether alone or with a partner
-i can force myself to orgasm but its very mechanical and not actually enjoyable or satisfying enough to curb my libido
-possibly too much erectile tissue removed, my body has no physical response to arousal
-vaginal sex is off the table due to complications, feels like anal anyway which i never enjoyed
-direct clitoral stimulation is incredibly uncomfortable and dysphoric even, but i felt this way about my glans already pre op so its likely worsened since then because i was circumcised before
-im horny all the time and mentally crave sex, but physically feel nothing, and dont even get excited or look forward to sexy times anymore. i think the wikipedia page for female sexual arousal disorder mentioned this happens in around ~1/3 post op women
-i can very easily picture how things used to feel and the difference is jarring and depressing. my best sexual experiences now are in my dreams
whereas preop:
-much of the best sex i ever had didnt even have to involve being touched because of severe dysphoria surrounding my dick, let alone orgasm. just being aroused already felt amazing, plus rubbing against my underwear or grinding on smth
-sexy times were such a thrill, felt incredibly alive and super connected with my partner who im still deeply in love with but miss the connection to
-mainly preferred stimulation with vibrators of the shaft and perineum, both of which are now just gone
-otherwise had lots of physical pleasure and was able to get there with hand stuff, oral, vaginal, etc even just grinding through clothes. ironically due to dysphoria couldnt enjoy them to the fullest but better than not at all
things ive tried:
therapy, sex therapy, pelvic floor therapy, like 100 different sex toys, viagra, getting off ssris, talking to my surgeon, etc
someone please give me some advice or something that worked for them, because i know this experience isnt singularly rare. despite being over 3 years post op its not gotten any better and my life feels so completely over and meaningless. i was/am on the asexual spectrum so i know sex isnt everything in life but for fucks sake i cant help having a libido and desire for intimacy. i used to be totally happy with having sex once a month if even and not even orgasming, now i could orgasm twice a day or have my partner spend 5 hours doing whatever they like to my genitals and id feel zero enjoyment or relief its absurd. sex has become a trigger more than it ever was before, and considering i got surgery in my early 20s i feel like i got cheated out of the rest of my life and probably would give up if i didnt have people i need to live for. id do anything to go back but that clearly isnt possible so here i am asking once again for anything at all that can help, because ive been failing to hold myself together for a long time now and really cant take this anymore and cry all the time but have no choice but to live so might as well keep trying to find anything to ease the pain lol. thanks if you somehow read this far and have any suggestions

A "man" divided: a FTM with dreams of going stealth is alarming herself with the potential that her future phalloplasty scars may make her more readily clockable. The hugbox naturally descends to silence all fears of the hesitant believer, but they seem unaware that there are people - like yours truly - who make a game out of making troons 'n' poons easier to clock to normies. Trust me, if I see a 4'11" Keebler elf with an arm that rivals jerky in its leatheriness, I'm elbowing the shit out of all my friends. (Also, OP, you're from fucking Canada. You really think out of everywhere on the planet, Canadians are least likely to clock you? It's practically a time honored Canadian tradition to troon out.)
Famous_Two_1114
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How recognizable is a forearm scar from phallo really is?​

I’m meeting my doctor to start the process of phalloplasty as I feel that’s something I really need. However, I most likely wouldn’t be a good candidate for ALT especially as I also want UL, I have really thick thighs. Abdominal phalloplasty is only offered in my country under very exceptional circumstances so that’s probably out as well. So my only real option is RFF.
Having such a visible scar that can out me all the time is something I’m having a very difficult time with, though. The idea makes me sick. I’m not really sure how recognizable the scar is among the general public, and I’m afraid it’ll continue to get popularized on social media even if it may not be very widely known now, becoming like DI top surgery scars eventually.
For some context I don’t interact with LGBTQ people much but live in a really liberal medium sized city in Canada. I think if I have to choose between not having a penis or constantly being outed a lot, then I can’t say I will confidently choose the latter. Honestly I’ve considered moving to a smaller town once I’m done with everything. The program my partner studies in will give her lots of rural work opportunities so it’s actually something we discussed before. Guess I’ll cross that bridge when it comes but I really hope I could be safely stealth everywhere.

 

[Apustajan apustaja]

Quick poll among cis men on yhe farms: Does your dick have he/him pronouns or it/its? Because I find it creepy that pooners call them he/him. Does it have a mind of its own? Or is it a body part?

 

[Mary Lee Harvey osWalsh]

A pooner is so determined to have her breasts chopped off at any cost she's even willing to risk surgical complications arising from her idiopathic intracranial hypertension (IIH), a non-fatal - but serious - condition that can lead to permanent vision loss if left unmonitored and untreated. Which would you pick, Kiwis? A flat chest, or your eyesight?

This pooner also claims to have 38HH boobs. Now, I am actually quite familiar with IIH (also called pseudotumor cerebri - as it mimics the symptoms of brain tumors) and in 95% of cases, the cure is very simple: lose weight, fatass. I don't think 38HH boobs are that common among normal or slightly overweight individuals, so I am guessing that this pooner is very large and that is probably one of the reasons why surgeons are hesitant to operate on her.

I actually don't know of any specific issues that surgery with IIH can cause. All it is is basically an elevated level of cerebrospinal fluid with an unknown (hence idiopathic) origin. However, again, there is an extremely high correlation with obesity and in most cases, losing even just 10% of your bodyweight can have a drastic effect on it.

i was/am on the asexual spectrum so i know sex isnt everything in life but for fucks sake i cant help having a libido and desire for intimacy.

Complaining about how horny you are and yet you claim to be asexual and have a partner. Ah yes, another one for the "I only feel like fucking 23 hours out of the day instead of 24 so that must mean I'm ace" crowd.

 

[LonesomeDud]

Quick poll among cis men on yhe farms: Does your dick have he/him pronouns or it/its? Because I find it creepy that pooners call them he/him. Does it have a mind of its own? Or is it a body part?

It's my dick. I have never used pronouns for my dick. It would be like separate pronouns for any other important body part like my head or my heart. I guess it, maybe?

 

[farmer andy]

If you are trying to get someone pregnant, try to cum at around 2,5 knuckles deep, and not any deeper.

I’ve been cumming at 2.5 knuckles deep every night for years and no one has gotten pregnant yet. I can’t help but think someone else needs to actually be present in the room at the same time for this to work, but your instructions are unclear.

 

[Iron Jaguar]

I'm sure she got mistaken for a man a lot and decided fuck it, I guess I am one.

No-one ever mistook her for a man. A troll, maybe.

 

[Sinner's Sandwich]

Quick poll among cis men on yhe farms: Does your dick have he/him pronouns or it/its?

zim/dib/gir pronouns

Does it have a mind of its own?

It's currently at work, I'll ask when it comes home. We have very traditional relationship.

Or is it a body part?

How bigoted of you to call it that! Dickcist bigot!

 

[Positron]

she has had staph infections, sepsis

This bitch had three episodes of sepsis, each time they had to treat her with high-power, broad-spectrum antibiotics thus contributed to the developing of antibiotics resistance. And each of the sepsis was entirely self-induced. She is no different from the munchie who injects water from the toilet bowl in her veins.

Indulging in their delusions makes bacterial infections harder to treat. Troons and poons claim that their "gender" is nobody else's business; turns out it is the business of everybody on the planet.

 

[booklover]

Trust me, the amount of women who even know their "vaginal depth" are so rare they're basically statistically invisible. There's absolutely zero practical utility in knowing, let alone caring about that.

Anecdote: Many years ago, I was a 20-something working at a pizza place with some teenage boys who got to talking about their penis sizes. I said, "You guys are gross!" and one of them asked me how, ahem, "LONG" I was. I told him, "I don't know; I've never stuck a ruler up there" and then a customer came in and we all changed the subject.

(Was the conversation inappropriate? Yeah, it was. Was it sexual harassment? No, it wasn't. I know; I was there.)

 

[Hatecraft]

Fair point. I was coming at it from the male perspective of not having a vagina and sacrificing some skin to have one. But this would be such a rare case for females that it's basically moot point.

Unless you're an insecure and inexperienced teenager, the majority of women derive pleasure from stimulation of the clitoris where penetration isn't needed, and hitting the g-spot, where you need to be very horny for the penetration to feel good at all and not just kinda awkward.
Basically, penetration is a nice-to-have for sexual enjoyment, but not a necessity. Of course, there might be other factors why a woman wants to have penetrative sex (feeling closer to her partner, wanting it to be mutually enjoyable, variety etc.).

But knowing this why would a woman care how long of a dick she can stuff into herself for her own sake?
Most size queens are faking that fetish for onlyfans coin.

 

[Marigold_Souci]

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Poor thing looks like hatchet face.

If you want an ugly woman who really looks like Hatchet Face do check out this thread for a real treat

 

[Marigold_Souci]

Been a while since I've shared horrors. This specimen reminded me of the goblin kid from Halloweentown and the Six Flags bald guy all in one.

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I feel sorry for this one though because genetics were entirely to blame and also for the powers that be for dropping her into the current world we live in. It was the perfect recipe. I'm sure she got mistaken for a man a lot and decided fuck it, I guess I am one.

This was her 11 years ago....

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Edit: Found the GoFundMe & mom's Instagram with lots of videos of the specimen.

This is who facial feminization surgery should be for. Give her a rhinoplasty, some well-placed facial fat grafting, reshape that jawline, and she would at least look like a woman. She'd never be a beauty but it's a better conclusion then the sad way she ended up.

Her level of unattractiveness reminds me of Elizabeth Green who, unlike her co-stars in the 1932 Tod Browning film Freaks, had no syndromes or disabilities. She was literally just an ugly lady who was weird-looking enough to make a sideshow career out of it. They dressed her up like The Bird Girl who had Virchow-Seckel syndrome, referred to her as "The Other Bird Girl," and called it a day.

 

[JohnnyG]

Quick poll among cis men on yhe farms: Does your dick have he/him pronouns or it/its? Because I find it creepy that pooners call them he/him. Does it have a mind of its own? Or is it a body part?

It's my dick. I have never used pronouns for my dick. It would be like separate pronouns for any other important body part like my head or my heart. I guess it, maybe?

It's like asking what pronouns my elbow uses...any scenario where it plays a role more active than "ow I banged my elbow and it hurts" is just hard to imagine.

Call me sexist (guilty), but I find the female versions of this phenomenon much more fascinating. With lady-LARPing men, it's easy to see the "hay girls, what cute names are we using for our Totally Real lady parts today?" as them acting out their uncontrolled fetish and chasing the "euphoria" high.

When women do the "sup bros, where do you dudes go to bro out and show off your brotastic bulges?" (real reddit post btw), it seems like they're seeking social validation, despite LARPing as Totally Masculine Valid Alpha Men. (Treating rotdogs like ersatz babies is easier to understand, for obvious reasons).

 

[Mellow Malevolent]

It's like asking what pronouns my elbow uses...any scenario where it plays a role more active than "ow I banged my elbow and it hurts" is just hard to imagine.

Call me sexist (guilty), but I find the female versions of this phenomenon much more fascinating. With lady-LARPing men, it's easy to see the "hay girls, what cute names are we using for our Totally Real lady parts today?" as them acting out their uncontrolled fetish and chasing the "euphoria" high.

When women do the "sup bros, where do you dudes go to bro out and show off your brotastic bulges?" (real reddit post btw), it seems like they're seeking social validation, despite LARPing as Totally Masculine Valid Alpha Men. (Treating rotdogs like ersatz babies is easier to understand, for obvious reasons).

The true proof men and women aren't interchangeable: they get pornsick identity disturbance in very different way.

Troons are like cuckoo birds, desperately trying to shove real women out of the nest (and being 3 times the size of what they're trying to imitate).

Pooners are like those toads that swell up to look bigger and more dangerous then they are. Always basically trying to hide their vulnerability. Biggest victory is not getting eaten by predators