Today marks
50 days post-op from my SRS with a jejunum graft performed by Dr. Marcio Littleton. Everything is now
fully healed, all wounds are closed and there’s nothing raw anymore. At this stage, it’s mostly about giving the tissues time to
fully consolidate and still being careful with the different scars.
As for
dilations, things are going well. Yesterday, I tried the #5 dilator for the very first time and managed to reach
8 cm in depth right away, which honestly surprised me in a good way. With the other dilators, for example #4, I currently reach
12.5 cm depth. That’s my maximum depth for now, but of course, when moving up to a thicker dilator, the depth decreases a bit. It’s just a matter of time and consistent work to get the depth used to the larger sizes.
I’m still strictly following
my surgeon’s post-op restrictions: I’m not allowed to sit normally yet, and I have to keep moving slowly and carefully. That said, each day I can feel my mobility and comfort improving.
This morning, I reached a personal milestone:
I inserted my fingers inside for the first time. I noticed that I
lubricate a lot as soon as I touch myself, which is definitely a big positive for me. I tried exploring a little, but I haven’t found any particularly sensitive spots yet. I can feel the contact, but I haven’t located a precise erogenous zone. I’m still trying to pinpoint exactly where my clitoris is so I can try to give myself pleasure, but for now, it’s not happening yet.
For me,
sensation is the most important part of this surgery, even more than functionality or aesthetics, so I’ll admit it worries me a little. But I know it’s still early, and nerve reconnection can take months. I hope it will improve over the coming weeks. If any of you have been through this, I’d really love
your tips and advice: how did you manage in the beginning to find pleasure? Any specific techniques or ways to stimulate the clitoral area that worked for you?
I also tried to
find my prostate inside the vaginal canal with my finger, but I didn’t locate any specific area that could give me pleasure. For now, the clear positive sexually is this very abundant natural lubrication when I touch myself and that’s already encouraging.
Visually, I’m actually quite happy at this stage. The two inner labia are clearly visible, they extend all the way down, and they have an appearance I really like. They’re still swollen, but I know the swelling will go down a lot over the next month. I’m really looking forward to seeing what the final aesthetic result will look like once the swelling is completely gone.
Overall, things are progressing slowly but steadily, and I’m staying patient and optimistic for the next steps.