📚 Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[Po's Cootah]

I'm sure it's a mix of trying to find the super secret cheat code that will fix the massive cognitive dissonance between what they see in the mirror and what they imagine in their delusion/fetish, and trying to one-up each other with the most custom accessorized Starbucks order.

The foot ones that have been shared here are similar: pay some butcher to smash your size 13s with a hammer, leaving you gimped & arthritic for life, and if you squint hard the result is size 12.5 man feet. I've actually seen it called a "Cinderella procedure".

Spoiler: This is what surgeons highlight as a success, ie as good as it gets

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Isn't that footbinding but modern and western?

 

[Coldsteel the Hedgehog]

Isn't that footbinding but modern and western?

I've actually seen trannies talk about real footbinding to get smaller feet, lmao.

 

[Apustajan apustaja]

Look who I found commenting on this one:
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"IT SAVED MY LIFE DOOD! I CAN BARELY FEEL ANYTHING AND I KEEP GETTING UTIS BUT I HAVE NO REGRETS DOOD! IT'S SO SUCCESFUL! I TOTALLY ORGASM! SOME PEEPS SAY THEY ACTUALLY GET FULL PP-ESQUE SENSATION! IT WAS THAT OR 41%!"

Uh... just how common is this "split open the rotdog for... reasons" thing?
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No regrets! Totes worth it!

I'm less impressed that she is able to acheive penetration with her taped up numb rotdog and more impressed that she got someone to consent to said penetration with that thing. Natal males sometimes have trouble just putting on a condom without ruining the mood, but this girl can just go get the surgical tape and start doing origami and her partner is still in the mood when she is done. I would like to know what it is like being on the receiving end of a rotdog, it does not sound very romantic or fantastic.

 

[Stan]

Often times, one of the elements that guides TiFs in choosing thighs, arms, backs or abdomens for tissue harvest is due to a lack of tissue or proper blood supply. What has Dr. Del Corral started considering? Tissue expanders! And it looks just as fucking disgusting as you think it does!
the_dapper_minion (Dr. Del Corral; radial forearm flap (RFF) phalloplasty with tissue expanders)

It's a good thing these people are shut ins who hardly ever leave the house, because could you imagine the concerned staring and bewilderment of everyone around you if you open carried guns like THAT?!

As part of the theme of this post, this is a top surgery result that has manifested very nicely for this li'l dood, and she has helped herself in terms of passibility by working out her upper body to develop a more traditionally masculine shape. Still, her traps are more impressive than the size of her shoulders neck and head, and her scars - while subtle - still exist as ghosts of breasts that once existed.
MushiiPea (Dr. Alexander Armstrong; bilateral cosmetic mastectomy with double incision)
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This is the ideal best case outcome for TiF double mastectomy, and FTM HRT regimen, bar none. And she still looks like a midget and has the weird pink T face thing going on. Just, any TiFs lurking, I want you to know, that's as good as it gets, and most outcomes are worse than this one.

After a year awaiting for his fabled nerves to reawaken, a troon reports that his cock chop has forced him to use the jackhammer equivalent of vibrators to get remotely close to sexual satisfaction, finding that anything lesser like fingers and tongue simply can't get the job done. But surely there are solutions for this, right? He didn't just take a weed whacker to his nerves and screw himself permanently, right? There's hope for him, right? Right? Right?!

Weed can get you to accept a lot of things and may increase your subjective sexual sensitivity, but the effect wears off with repeat use.

A virgin Mary wants to get her manger mangled in the hopes of reaffirming her identity, but worries that the distended macroclitoris she'll get after a metoidioplasty will be off-putting to men who have desires for other a regular looking vulva or just a straight up penis.

My advice, to the trannies and doods out there: don't mess with your downstairs bits. You're going to be more attractive to the people who want you if you don't, they will function better than whatever abomination the surgeon can make, yes the dysphoria is dysphoric but maybe that's your little cross to bear. The alternative of SRS is a false promise, and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

Before you go to the bathroom, just take a minute to center yourself. Accept that something might hurt or feel uncomfortable, but that it's a normal part of the process. My first few times I had to take some deep breaths before I started pushing and it helped me a lot.

The only time this would make sense is maybe peeing right after childbirth (for like, a couple days tops) or you got bad hemorrhoids or the clap or something. It's not normal to have tons of discomfort and anxiety about peeing.

The discomfort didn't last long for me, however for a while (maybe a month or two?) my first pee of the day burned and I also had some debris in my urine. My surgeons said both were normal. When you use foreign tissue to create a neourethra it will still do things like sweat and shed skin for a while. Eventually the tissue basically converts to urethral tissue.

Horrifying and not how this works. Your body's cells aren't like workers you can reassign to different jobs at a company, who might have a learning curve but get it eventually. Once they differentiate down a certain path they can't go in reverse and adapt to being a totally different kind of cell. What's happening here is that the old tissue is giving way to scar tissue and that's (very) marginally better at being a jury rigged urethra.

I'm sure it's a mix of trying to find the super secret cheat code that will fix the massive cognitive dissonance between what they see in the mirror and what they imagine in their delusion/fetish, and trying to one-up each other with the most custom accessorized Starbucks order.

The foot ones that have been shared here are similar: pay some butcher to smash your size 13s with a hammer, leaving you gimped & arthritic for life, and if you squint hard the result is size 12.5 man feet. I've actually seen it called a "Cinderella procedure".

Spoiler: This is what surgeons highlight as a success, ie as good as it gets

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Wait. They literally made Chinese foot binding an option for gender reassignment surgery? I thought humanity had universally binned the concept circa 1935 because it's horrifying and crippling and absurdly sexist. But knowing troons will operate on their clavicles and femurs to get that small stature of women, I should not be that surprised.

Uh... just how common is this "split open the rotdog for... reasons" thing?

It's pretty common. It's sometimes called the "hot dog bun method". Basically they give you a flat-ish flap, like fleshy beaver tail sewed on the groin, and wait for the bottom side (not the skin side) to scar over all the way. Then they trim the margin, roll that sucker up like a tortilla, and stitch it together seam side down for aesthetics. And hopefully that scar tissue epidermis works as a urethra.

If AGPs weren't so useless at life skills I'm sure one would have Ron Swanson'd up a pair of wooden breasts by now.

Sounds like a project for the future Troonabomber, out there in the middle of nowhere in a primitive cabin with his savant math, HRT, and artisanal explosives.

 

[Brain Power]

I'm less impressed that she is able to acheive penetration with her taped up numb rotdog and more impressed that she got someone to consent to said penetration with that thing. Natal males sometimes have trouble just putting on a condom without ruining the mood, but this girl can just go get the surgical tape and start doing origami and her partner is still in the mood when she is done. I would like to know what it is like being on the receiving end of a rotdog, it does not sound very romantic or fantastic.

I'm pretty sure her "partner" is another pooner, and she's just as delusional (or virgin) as dollsteak if she thinks a meat roll is just as good as an actual dick. Here she describes having trouble with the giant coke can rotdog.
And if you're REALLY curious, here's a post of mine that has pooner-on-pooner sex. Click here to regret everything.

 

[Mary Lee Harvey osWalsh]

This is what surgeons highlight as a success, ie as good as it gets
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Well... it's a success in that it looks like they got rid of his bunion?

 

[NJPoonerPatrol]

Lol someone's sending this pooner's prostitute ad pics to ppl on campus with her dox (bc Rutgers . The 'before' photo of her pussy is the usual hairy boydyke pussy. But the 'after'... that shit looks like those tube toys lmao!

Spoiler: 'preop' (pussy) to 'postop' (idk wtf to call that tbh)

Shahrazad (wants everyone to call her "Eugene") Matthews.

Law student at Rutgers School of Law, Newark 123 Washington St, Newark, NJ 07102 (definitely DEI). Works at Urban Justice Center Free To Be Youth Project hiding illegals and defending kid mutilators/groomers.

ematthews@urbanjustice.org, 917-794-7242, eem151@scarletmail.rutgers.edu, telescopegoldfish1@gmail.com, genematthews1898@gmail.com,

 

[Po's Cootah]

I've actually seen trannies talk about real footbinding to get smaller feet, lmao.

Again with beauty standards and gender stereotypes, but woke. If only they realized how many cis women have big feet.
Sure, gender dimorphism is a thing within humans, but not every trait men have is inherently masculine because women have them too, such as hooded eyes and big noses.

 

[Aunt Carol]

If only they realized how many cis women have big feet.

But they don't want to be women. They want to be little girls. At very best they want to be imaginary bimbo prostitutes.

 

[DSHK]

Thanks for helping me with my diet, guys. When I get hungry I just spend a few minutes lurking here and I instantly lose my appetite.

 

[farmer andy]

Free To Be Youth Project

Never before has the world seen a group of people so indignantly asserting that they’re not groomers while simultaneously doing everything possible to be involved in every aspect of minors/young people’s lives.

 

[Magic Pickle]

Come one, come all, and have yourself a gasp, a giggle and a gawk at M.P. Barnum's Circus of Surgeries, an awe-inspiring, sense-defying, puke-inducing, self-abusing affair to be enjoyed by the whole family! (Please find enclosed the appropriate soundtrack to listen to as you view this post.)

Crowning gore-y: after getting his scalp torn forward to disguise the advancement of his male pattern baldness, a tranny now sports a cranial scar across the forehead that makes him look like he had his brain removed, and his empty, vacant eyes are not helping.
_The-Amber-Show_ (Dr. Artur Fahradyan; facial feminization surgery (FFS))
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Sooooo… how exactly do you do that first post FFS Hair Wash?​

Had my FFS done on 9/3. Doctors removed all the bandages a week later, told me I’m clear to take showers again and I should wash my hair. Not only am I squimish around my own incisions, but I also don’t want to F anything up. And I can’t really see around to the sides and the back of my head where those incisions curve around to. Made an appointment with my hair dresser that’s seen me through my entire transition for Tuesday so I guess I’m asking for her as well. Is there a special shampoo that’s easy on delicate skin I should be bringing her? Anything I should be thinking about before just diving right in? My hair is VERY matted and crunchy almost like they must have used a hair spray or gel when I went under as it’s some of the hardest hold I’ve ever encountered on the top of my head. Thoughts? Tips? Pointers?

Spoiler: Just missing a green pallor and some neck bolts.

Anchor babe: three years ago, a TiF set out to get herself a breast reduction only to encounter complications when her scars burst open and revisions left her nipples uneven. Frustrated by the outcome, she sought out a different surgeon to do away with them entirely and now has two scars that look like ship's anchors carved into her flesh.
No_Pressure9838 (breast reduction + bilateral cosmetic mastectomy without nipple grafts)
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Rant and my full top surgery story :’) now finally happy 3 weeks post-op!​

I am now 3 weeks post op, no-nips top surgery, and have never been happier!!! I can’t believe my incisions are healing this good this fast
Here is my full story of 3 years how i got here, from first surgery to today. Please share your thoughts or your own experiences if you want <3
So, it’s been a long journey getting here. I first got a reduction 2023, I wasn’t sure i wanted to go completely flat but definitely smaller so this was a great option, which relieved my chest dysphoria a LOT. The smaller chest was a big relief, and I no where regret getting it, I believe it saved my life, but it wasn’t all happy… I was not satisfied with what my first surgeon did, it took a long time healing since he did not fully take consideration my (H)EDS and I got holes that wouldn’t heal, which left me with a lot of unnecessary scarring. My right breast also turned out droopy… 1 year later I got a revision, the surgeon said that it was an easy fix, didn’t give me any heads up about the risk of not having enough skin for my nipple not to stretch out (but i read that he noter this in his post-op notes that i ordered a while afterwards). As you can see in the pictures it barely did any good, he just took away more of my skin, but my right nipple is double the size and oval compared to the other...After all of this, my chest sure was smaller than before which eased the dysphoria, but only with clothes on… the uneven botched ones almost made it worse actually seeing them, than before any surgery.
Fast forward to a year later, 2025, about three weeks ago, I finally got top surgery to completely remove everything (literally everything lol). This was with another surgeon at another clinic, which also was in my city this time - compared to last when I had to drive 5hrs to another city to get it. My new surgeon was awesome, I already knew it at the first consult, she was honest about what I should expect and what she could/couldn’t offer me based on my current situation with a lot of scar tissue etc. The biggest issue wasn’t getting me flat, it was the nipples. Since I not only went through one, but two surgeries, my right nipple had been moved higher up than necessary. This meant my nipple wouldn’t be able to sit lower than it’s highest point, and it would also probably not been possible to make it as small as I would’ve preferred, at least not without making unnecessary incisions and then a free nipple graft next to the lateral incisions. I would have done what would’ve been best, as far as I got flat, but then it got me thinking… who tf needs nipples? not me! So we agreed on going no nips to completely avoid the issue, which also makes healing easier! I’ve never enjoyed nipple stimulation too much, it has rather been a sensory issue for me (autistic, ADD) and I’m pretty sure i won’t be carrying a child nor breastfeeding :’) It also wasn’t my top priority to make it look exactly like a cis males chest, since I’m nonbinary and I don’t really have a preference tbf. If I want nipples in the future, it’s not like I’m not tattooed already then I can put them wherever I want, in any size and make them however I want! Win-win situation really, or I could just use the blank canvas for other tattoos, the options are endless! (it can’t only be me who thinks it’s SO AKWARD with chest tattoos leaving the pink nipple just peeking out from the surrounding black ink )
ANYWAYS the surgery went very well, no complications, just the regular post-op pain (not too bad tho tbh), constipation (still not great..) etc. Just had a rough time after quitting oxy (didn’t even take a lot and was sooo cautious since I knew I had a bad reaction withdrawing last surgery) with horrible anxiety and panic attacks in the middle of the night… And as a pretty active guy I’m having a hard time not being able to move as usual, I just wanna be back in the gym lifting weights long walks are doing the job for me in the meantime, but it’s not the same! Soon I’m able to get back and do some cardio and simple stuff, but as an upper body dominated person who loves to bench, it’s gonna be hard not being able to do stuff as usual at the gym for a few months…
However, now I’m done complaining! Everything else is so great, everything in my life is working out perfectly right now and i’ve never felt this good in my own body or mind! The energy I have is crazy, I didn’t think i could feel this light and happy?! Everything with Uni and jobs are working out great aswell, and today I just got offered an acting job this monday (obviously taking it!) for a major film company in my country?! One of my favorite actors is in the lead role and I really hope to meet him! Ahhh!!!!
Lastly, I just want to say that I’m so grateful that I had the opportunity to get top surgery, which wouldn’t have been possible without the financial and emotional support of my amazing parents that always support me, and my fantastic fiancée by my side every step, since before my transition 5+ years ago. I believe everything happens for a reason, and sometimes we have to go through a lot to get where we’re dreaming of going or being. I’m so thankful for how great my chest has turned out so far, and for my life that just keeps getting better every day <3 Trans healthcare saves lives!
(I did not plan for this to turn out to be a long kind of rant like this haha, just to tell my story, but if you read all your way here, thank you for your time, you matter, you’re amazing, the world is better with you in it, there is people who loves and cares for you, and I’m here for you!)
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Spoiler: Why do they go so high on her chest?

Fridge horror, now on a horrible fridge: a troon isn't happy with the stinkditch that Dr. Genoway punched into his pelvis, reporting that it's pretty numb and looks unnatural, among other things. Then he says that when spreading his legs, one does not see his neovaginal canal, but his fucking urethra. Please keep that in mind when you take a look at his results!
pussificationn (Dr. Genoway; penile inversion vaginoplasty with scrotal skin graft)
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6 months post-op vaginoplasty - Dr. Genoway - NSFW​

Had penile inversion with scrotal skin graft 6 months ago with Dr. Genoway through the BC Gender Surgery Program.

Absolutely hate my results. Zero resemblance to a vulva, little to no sensation, very ‘forward oriented’ (my anogenital distance is about 3”) and my urethra is a mess. That hole? That’s my urethra. You can’t see my vaginal opening in these photos.

Sharing this for those of you on the two year long waitlist so that you can make an informed decision. Hopefully you can afford to pay out of pocket and go to a surgeon abroad, otherwise just go to Montreal.

Spoiler: Praying for the inevitable destruction of your kidneys via constant UTIs.

TiF, or trans-identified fungus: the comical, conical shape that this pooner's rotdog has taken is so oddly flared and pointy, it looks like an exotic mushroom blossoming from the sparse, exhausted foliage of her pubic hair.
Elijah-1823 (Dr. Rados Djinovic; musculocutaneous latissimus dorsi flap (MLD) phalloplasty)
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Post Op Day 342 MLD phalloplasty with Dr Rados Djinovic​

Hey guys,
I thought I would share some post-op photos to help folks gauge how healing is like over the span of 1.5 years. This is post-op MLD stage 1 and stage 3 coloplast titan, testicular implant with glans revision (No UL)
https://preview.redd.it/kk7uymw35kof1.jpg?width=1437&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=639c929b4cdc97a848e6f39ec2bdc33b33b09d04
https://preview.redd.it/g67f6iw35kof1.jpg?width=2048&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=502e466edc46edbf26f3ea45762ef93e4683f49e
Stage 1 - 6 months post-op
Lying down
Head of penis 16cm or 4.3 inches in circumference
Base of penis 13cm or 4.3 inches in circumference
Length is 14 cm or 5.7 inches
Stage 2 is for UL. No UL for me.
Stage 3 - 10 days post-op
Girth 14.5cm x 14.8cm length
Or 5.7 inches x 5.83 inches
(60% inflated)
Stage 3 - 10 months post-op
Girth 14cm x 16cm length
or 5.51 inches x 6.3 inches
(standing while deflated)
For comparison, check out posts below:
- Day 10 - Glansplasty reveal
- Week 1 - Glansplasty update
- Glansplasty revision 3rd month update
IMO glans healed perfectly for the first month until, I wore compression underwear which likely contributed to it flattening all around. Currently, I'm using tape to bring the top downwards to close up the gap to maintain the depth of the glans. Healing goes a long way.
Through these photos, I realised how interesting surgery scars could heal. Scars on my chest, hip and underside of the phallus remains visibly raised and not stretched. Scars on my back and glans looked stretched overtime. From what it seems, tension and compression would affect the outcome of the healing.
AMA or share!
Curious. How does your glans heal and what do you think helped in healing?

Spoiler: Either way, do NOT put that in your mouth.

Another back-flap psuedopenis (as MLD takes flesh from the back to craft the neonoodle), however this one looks vastly less like a bizarre member of the fungus kingdom and more like graffiti left behind by immature schoolchildren on brick walls. I like how it hangs helplessly on her pelvis, too - very rock hard and sexy, stud!
beepbeepyoyo (Dr. Miroslav; musculocutaneous latissimus dorsi flap (MLD) phalloplasty)
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Norfolk glansplasty without skin graft, pictures​

Sharing pictures of my glansplasty at 5 months post op, one month post op and two weeks post op. It was done by Dr Miro and his team in Belgrade, using Norfolk technique without an additional skin graft underneath the rolled ridge. I asked for the shape of the glansplasty ridge and didn’t know if I would also have the skin graft underneath, but when i saw it I was actually really happy as I felt i would have less sites of healing to recover from. I’m still happy with it overall, the glans shape has helped me connect much more with my penis but I am also looking forward to my medical tattooing next year to enhance the shape more.
You can check out my post history to find out more about my experience of MLD, happy to answer any questions not already covered in my posts.
https://www.reddit.com/r/phallo/s/v5AvBWsj9u

Spoiler: Impoontence.

Every time I see a vaginoplasty, I feel it merits renting out a billboard for a weekend so that every woman passing by can take one look at these surgically-crafted monstrosities and never feel shame for however her privates appear naturally ever again. This one, for example, is merely missing the white goo of a roiling infection to complement the uncooked meat-pink and the turd-brown colors to make it truly Neapolitan.
transthrow2025 (vaginoplasty)
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What do I have to ask for to make it look normal? I’ve been having revisions for years and still hate it​

Spoiler: Nothing will ever make that look normal, dude.

A TiM shows off the cock chop he got with Dr. Kamol and is so far pleased despite Kamol's less than stellar reputation, instead asking about a very specific concern: the further he crams his rods up his hellhole, the more pressure he feels anally, which scares him out of maintaining the dilation schedule prescribed. What are we betting on the odds of recto"vaginal" fistula in the upcoming future?
ShoddyDeer1741 (Dr. Kamol; sigmoid colon vaginoplasty)
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Help with dilation/ sharing my result with Kamol Hospital​

Hello everyone, this group is so helpful, i have been reading posts here way before i went for my surgery. Posting first time as i need feedback from my trans sisters. I did my srs sigmoid colon with Dr Kamol on 27 of August. My experience with hospital is all good, opposite of what i was reading online. I will share detailed post about it later.

However, my concern is dilation. I am asked to dilate twice for 1 hour each. Dilators are 7 sizes. Size 0 to size 6. All same in length, with 6 inch marker but actually goes by 8 inch. All dilators differ in width only. With no 6 most thick.

My problem is i cant take my dilator deep enough, maximum 6. By 6 it goes smoothly then if i push its max 6.5 Nurses told me your depth is atleast 8 and i am just scared. But after 6 inch i feel too much pressure on my anal area even if i try to relax myself. I moved from dilator 0 to 1, and still i can take it to maximum 6.5

I am scared i will loose my depth. What advice will you all give me to take it all inside.

Maybe it’s the water based gel as before for anal i always used oil or silicon based gel. How can i lower the pressure that i feel when i go beyond 6 inch, its like i am in deep swimming pool and pressure is building. Maybe i should go back to dilator 0.

Below are my results after 4 days, 8 days and yesterday which is 15 days.

Spoiler: I guess at least it's not actively bleeding?

Back in April, Nightshade714 claimed to be making posts on the behalf of a tranny he was friends with, and it seems things have not improved for their crossdressing comrade. If you thought the posts from several months ago were bad, these actually made me a bit queasy to look at, and I'm a pickle of quite strong constitution when it comes to medical gore! Maybe it's because these look like photos you can fucking smell?
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Mtf full-depth penile inversion 5 months post op potential hole​

Hey all, making this on behalf of my friend again, having issues months later. We're concerned about a hole developing deep in the surgery site, and we are having difficulties getting the GP to inspect on account of him not being knowledgeable. We've sent a message to GRS Montreal through monarch, but once again they're closed during the weekends so it is unlikely we'll get any sort of guidance or advice on their end until Monday. It's difficult to get a good picture of the pocket/hole, but it's towards the very back "behind the U-shape" according to my friend. Is this at all alarming? If it is what are some steps we can take either to get help or mitigate any development assuming that's something we can do.

Spoiler: I don't even know what I'm looking at.

Creature from the black la-poon: nearly two weeks ago, a Dutch TiF got a metoidioplasty done to take her macroclit to a micro"dick." Now it's literally burst open at the seams and has withering dead flesh that's so green, it looks like it was dredged up from the bottom of a particularly gnarly lake.
Saampje47 (M. Bouman; metoidioplasty)
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10 days post-op​

Here’s another update, 10 days post-op from my metoidioplasty surgery, writing from the Netherlands. As you can see in the photo, the swelling is already going down, but unfortunately the wound underneath the penis has widened. Somehow, the stitches there have come undone… I was told this actually happens more often.
I’m already in contact with my surgeon. I sent him new pictures today and will hear back later today about what the next steps are. I’ll also make a post about that, of course.
As for pain, it’s not too bad. Every now and then I get some sharp stings, usually about 3–6 in a row, and then it passes again.
The amount of wound fluid has pretty much stayed the same. As for the wound under the penis—it smells a bit unpleasant, but there’s no clear sign of infection yet. So, all in all, it’s still manageable.
If you have any questions, feel free to ask.

Spoiler: Even naegleria fowleri would find this icky.

An update from justa-random-persen shows that Lady Luck continues to have the last laugh as her vaginectomy scar sprang open from the trauma of her procedures, now forming a fistula on top of her other myriad of problems. Our heroine, however, looks on the bright side: if she develops a stricture, she can use the toilet again, because she really doesn't know how realistic it is to pee in cups for the foreseeable future. Truly a modern day Pollyanna, that Persen!
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Stupid wound wouldn't close and now it's a fistula​

Still not entirely sure why, but while I was in the hospital my old vaginectomy scar opened up and kept closing and reopening. Last night I thought there might be drips but couldn't tell, now today more pee comes from there than my urethra. Not really sure what I'm looking for since I literally can't get it fixed, but here's an update on the hell I'm going through I guess. Anybody got any ideas for how to pee? I've been peeing in one of those urinals that kinda looks like a calf bottle, but the opening isn't wide enough to cover my urethra and this fistula. Do I have a chance at this healing on its own or am I cooked?
Edit: actually now that I think about it, if I get a stricture too ill be able to use a toilet again, and maybe that isn't a bad thing considering I really don't know how viable peeing in a cup for the next couple years is. Is it bad if I almost hope I do?

Though this guy tried his best to be faithful to the vigilant crotch-stretching routine assigned to him upon stinkditch installation, he's still rapidly losing depth even to this day much to his distress. He notes that both pelvic floor therapists and surgeons alike are dismissive towards his concerns; bitterly, he - a man dumb enough to chop off his dick - writes that it seems that "providers care little about sexual satisfaction."
NoConcept1510 (Dr. Jonathon Keith; vaginoplasty)
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Significant depth loss through strict dilation schedule, advice needed!​

Hello, I'm sorry if this is a repeat, it feels like a crisis to me even though it doesn't seem to to most others. I had SRS with Dr Jonathon Keith early in december 2024. The first dilation when I was instructed, I got to the last dot on the soulsource dilator. From then forward, I kept up well with the regimen, usually going more than 15 minutes three times a day, going from purple to blue to teal, and settled on teal being the regular dilator with orange sometimes mixed in. I was very strict on this point up until ~7 months in, where, some days I did 2 sessions instead of three because of an outing. Through the first 7 months I slowly lost depth from 1 dot, to 2 dots, to 3, even through keeping up with the schedule and going longer than instructed. I was concerned about this, I went to pelvic floor ppt on many occasions and visited the surgeon's office. No one seemed too concerned and the attitude was to keep up with what I was doing and a promise I could "gain back" the depth. There were some instructions for different positions or techniques but nothing seemed to halt the loss. For some reason it seems both the surgeon's office and phys therapy places seemed to think it had to do with muscle relaxation instead of loss of surface area of the internal tissue, which is really what it seems like when I can press with massive force and not be able to make any progress.
Anyway, the main prompt for this post is that, alarmingly quickly, over the last few weeks, without any significant change in what I'm doing, I've dropped to dots 4 and 5 -- the last ones. I am very concerned at this and have been getting really depressed. I feel like if I don't change something about what I'm doing I'm going to be unable to have intimate times by next year. Depth has already been a problem with some partners before this most recent issue. I'm very sad and I don't know what I've done wrong. Has anyone here ever recovered depth? Are there certain kinds of ways to stretch out over much longer dilation periods or something? Sort of running out of ideas. I got an appointment with a different phys therapy provider on the surgeon's recommendation but that's still many weeks out and I feel like I need to do something TODAY to change my outcome, if that's even still possible.
Thanks for reading, I hope anyone has ideas since it seems like the providers care little about sexual satisfaction..

Another incident in which common sense ain't so common no more, a tranny gets his penis removed and now urinates himself with reckless impunity, relieving himself when he so much as stands on his own two feet. Nobody on the surgical team expresses concern, yet none of his peers report similar issues, so he hopes against hope that pelvic floor therapy may lead to solutions.
Spicymayoshi (peritoneal pull-through (PPT) vaginoplasty)
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Incontinence right after surgery​

Hey y'all! So last week Wednesday I underwent robotic PPT vaginoplasty and while for the most part things went well, I've been left with occasional incontinence that I never had prior to surgery. Like, I don't mean like I'll get a sudden, frequent urge to go to the bathroom, I mean I'll just be standing there and it just comes out without any warning I brought this up before I got discharged, and my surgeon and medical staff said that happens, but no one else I've apoken to has had that happen. Is this normal? Does it go away? Is this going to be fixed with pelvic floor therapy in a few weeks?

During the surgery in which her thigh was mutilated to make a meat-bat, a pooner reports that since she's left the operating theater, her hand has been partially - yet severely - numb. Yet again, the doctor remains unconcerned about this outcome and benignly states that they'll operate on it in the future if necessary, thus proving that gender surgeons have blood that runs the coldest of all the reptilians in their genus.
Latter-Bus4528 (anterolateral thigh (ALT) phalloplasty)
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Numb Hands??​

I’m currently 3 days post op ALT stage 1 shaft creation. The surgery went great and the phallus is looking good.
The only issue is that since I’ve woke up from the surgery, my middle, pointer, and thumb on each hand are completely numb. It’s gotten slightly better in my right over the past day or so (today is the first day I’ve been able to use it).
I’ve been working w PT and they think it could have been the way my arms were positioned in surgery leading to pinched nerves and severe carpal tunnel. Today, Dr Peters said he will monitor it but that i might need to have additional surgery in my arm to release the nerves.
Has anyone else experienced this? Did it get better over time/with physical therapy?

Coban Casanova: when it comes to hookups, a TiF feels heat in her cheeks and shame in her belly whenever she tries to put the moves on a fine foxy mama only to have her rotdog flop unceremoniously around during their romp in the hay. While she debates utilizing the condom + Coban method to achieve desired stiffness, she finds the notion of it properly embarrassing and is having trouble getting past the mental block of actually utilizing it in the bedroom.
WolfMan275 (phalloplasty)
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For those who have/had casual hookups/sex Pre-ED​

Currently mostly interested in continuing to explore/pursue casual hookups with people rather than a relationship. So far, I’ve just told the women I’ve hooked up with beforehand that I’m trans but have a penis that just functions differently and we’ve just worked with my flaccid penis.
But penetrative sex is very important to me, and that’s been difficult to accomplish obviously in my flaccid state, and I’m not able to receive an ED for awhile, so I’m looking into the Condom + Coban and Penis Sleeve options.
Honestly though… part of me feels ashamed, anxious, and embarrassed about whipping out a penis sleeve or having to do the other method for a one night stand, and I guess I’m looking for reassurance around this. I don’t feel this way currently when I have casual sex because even though I’m flaccid, it’s still a penis- nothing ‘extra’ there. I feel like bringing in either of these methods makes things complicated and a big deal rather than two strangers who find each other attractive just having a night of casual fun. And because I’m not crazy about these options, I don’t feel confident using them.
I’d love to hear other perspectives around this topic. I also am aware I know it’s not a particularly easy route to have hookups in general as a trans person not exclusively sleeping with queer people, but I refuse to let that stop me in regards to doing what I want with my life.It’d be a game changer sexually to get comfortable around using one of these methods though and be able to actually enjoy penetrative sex for the first time ever.

After playing too much with her closed-up coin slot, a pooner's faux-nuts start to brew an infection - which is not good news, given that her providers are out of state and a potential outcome is straight up having the fake balls taken out. If you can't even wait several weeks for your crotch to heal up before you start jerking off, you don't seem responsible enough for this kind of surgery, but I suppose it's true that fools and their money are easily parted.
Unusual-Name7773 (testicular implant)
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My right testicle implant might be infected​

I have nobody but myself to blame. Did things i shouldn’t have done a week post op. Thought i was in the clear but now 3.5 weeks later i wake up and it’s red and swollen and warm. No pain and my doc prescribed antibiotics so. Fingers crossed.
Absolute worst case scenario, i have to fly back to have my surgeon remove them. They’re out of state obviously so its super expensive and devastating. I just want to curl up and cry.
My gf says i shouldn’t beat myself up so much but it is really difficult not to. I feel like an absolute tool. Couldn’t control myself and now its come back around to bite me. Lesson learned.
Please send positive vibes. I need them real bad. This was supposed to be the “easy” surgery, just balls, nothing else. I let my guard down.
Surgery is never easy. Be better than me.

Our girl falloutcatboy returns to Reddit to give us an update on her situation, which apparently involves getting a Foley catheter set up so that she can recover from her stricture repair. Unfortunately she's now enduring bladder spasms that force urine out through the tip of her rotdog, and the color - a vague, watery pink - makes her wonder if there's cause for concern.
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Foley cath after stricture repair​

Hey yall! I had a stricture repair Wednesday. It ended up being single stage after i was so certain it was gunna be a two stage, so thats good!
I'm recovering now and I have a few questions as I've never had a Foley before (had sp cath my entire phallo journey).
I noticed I get bladder spasms when i stand up that cause me to push a bit against my will. It makes a pink fluid (blood and urine?) come out of the tip of my dick even though the foley is there. (It seems some of the pee goes in the foley when this happens, and some just out of the dick tip). This only happens when I go from laying to standing, and not every time.
Is this something to worry about? Or is this a standard issue with foley caths/ stricture repair recovery?
Besides the weird pee/blood thing, i think everything else is fine? I dont feel any wetness anywhere it shouldn't be coming from, and my pain is low. And the rest of the time everything goes in the foley.

When debating what kind of method she should use to send her pussy to the fucking Shadow Realm, a TiF considers her options when it comes to having casual, anonymous sex wtih strange men who could be brewing the next variant of monkeypox at any given moment, nervous that she'll have to explain to a man expecting a penis why she has a mutilated vulva instead. By the time they're in a dark room so blitzed out of their minds every sexual act could be classified as 'chemsex,' I don't think they're really going to care, dear.
questionable_phallo (pre-surgery)
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Darkrooms / Sex Parties​

I’m still undecided on full meta / RFF phallo, and hoping my upcoming consult can help determine what’s right for me, but one of my main hangups is around casual sex.
I’m gay, primarily like to top, and enjoy cruising / parties with darkrooms. These spaces involve little to no talking, consent and direction is given largely non-verbally which is something I’m comfortable with and adept at navigating.
For guys who aren’t into being penetrated, and play in spaces like this: do you find that people understand your anatomy in an intuitive way, or does it require explanation? Any experiences or thoughts to share?
To be clear, I understand that my anatomy isn’t going to pass as a cis man’s dick, I’m just nervous about how my body might be received in those spaces with an even less common genital configuration than I already have.
(I’ve looked for other threads about this but most threads about sex seem to be the experiences of folks relationships, and “hookup” brings up a lot of threads about UL.)

Fallen soldier: things go awry for a TiF when she gets testicular implants inserted into her labia majora in an attempt to mimic a ballsack only for the placement of it to be so off that it begins to wear upon the flesh itself. At the surgeon's office, the doctor - upon inspection - squeezes the implant out of her and then asks if she wants to take it home. OP is pretty upset about this and has very little hope for the future as "due to a lack of natal material" she may not be a candidate for anything but the teensy-weensiest of testicles. What a weird world we live in.
Vikram_Narmad (bifid scrotoplasty)
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Lost one implant today...​

I had scrotoplasty (bifid) last year around this time, developed an unexpected fistula after that, had a fistula repair with colpocleisis in february 25 and finally got my implants (12 ml) 10 weeks ago and was happy because I thought I was done with trans surgeries.
Unfortunately, the left implant was sitting too far behind. So the left leg pushed against it the whole time no matter how I walked. The result was a stretched scar that developed one big hole, then another etc.
I had my appointment at the hospital just a few hours ago. My doctor took a look at it, then did a hard push on the implant, resulting in a sharp pain.
Seconds later, she held the implant in her hand asking me if I want to take it home with me...
The wound was plastered and I was instructed to take a sitz bath every day until my next appointment in 2 weeks. And I have to wait for 6 months until we can try to put an implant back in again.
Due to lack of a lot of natal material there seems to be no real solution to the scrotoplasty problem. Maybe a smaller implant but that was the only option I was given...

 

[Aunt Carol]

the doctor - upon inspection - squeezes the implant out of her and then asks if she wants to take it home.

Since she's a pooner, and I'm not male either, I have to ask the thread: wouldn't the average man think this was kind of funny? Obviously it'd be horrifying if someone did that to your real testicle, but fake ball escaping and the doctor hands it to you--that seems like comedy gold.

Only tangentially related: neuticles.com still has a robust merchandise section.

 

[Constellationzero]

Never before has the world seen a group of people so indignantly asserting that they’re not groomers while simultaneously doing everything possible to be involved in every aspect of minors/young people’s lives.
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Why is it only gay books?

How come you don't read Little Bear, or Little Critter, or Richard Scarry?

WHY

IS IT

ONLY

GAY

BOOKS?

 

[Apustajan apustaja]

Since she's a pooner, and I'm not male either, I have to ask the thread: wouldn't the average man think this was kind of funny? Obviously it'd be horrifying if someone did that to your real testicle, but fake ball escaping and the doctor hands it to you--that seems like comedy gold.

Only tangentially related: neuticles.com still has a robust merchandise section.

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A testicle so big it does not fit your scrotum? That is something you would put in your bookshelf and show off. For a cis-man that would be bigger than a baseball.

Not enough natural material is what always looks so wrong with pooner scrotoplasties, they are not elastic like the real thing. Every one I've seen in the SRS thread reminds me more of my cats testicles than my own. If combined with metodioplasty it looks like my cats whole package.

 

[2mm and 99 others]

Another back-flap psuedopenis (as MLD takes flesh from the back to craft the neonoodle), however this one looks vastly less like a bizarre member of the fungus kingdom and more like graffiti left behind by immature schoolchildren on brick walls. I like how it hangs helplessly on her pelvis, too - very rock hard and sexy, stud!
beepbeepyoyo (Dr. Miroslav; musculocutaneous latissimus dorsi flap (MLD) phalloplasty)

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Gotta leave to this pooner, unlike many ''designers'' and ''engineers'', she understands that to convey a design of a product, one shall provide a sketch or a drawing of several comprehensible views with a description of what I am looking at. A section view is sometimes required too; guess that it will happen eventually when the rotdog dies up to its name.

 

[Baba Curly Nanda]

Here’s another horrific rotdog on page 673 of this thread. The troon, Yucca, had already been through 3 butcherings through the first 6 weeks of her “bottom surgery” at the time she posted these pics. She’s probably gone through another dozen since, as she was already planning to further mutliate herself in stage 2 over the course of several more planned butcherings.

Anyway, this is one of the most gruesome looking flesh tubes I’ve seen over the first 800 pages. The pics speak for themselves.

Spoiler: NSFW: Rotdog gone wrong

What I see…

Spoiler: NSFW: Sad soldier with his face blown off

 

[x3firehexx]

Oooof, how does it get THAT bad?? Like, that's necrosed, is it not? How does it even?? like?? how???

Here’s another horrific rotdog on page 673 of this thread. The troon, Yucca, had already been through 3 butcherings through the first 6 weeks of her “bottom surgery” at the time she posted these pics. She’s probably gone through another dozen since, as she was already planning to further mutliate herself in stage 2 over the course of several more planned butcherings.

Anyway, this is one of the most gruesome looking flesh tubes I’ve seen over the first 800 pages. The pics speak for themselves.

Spoiler: NSFW: Rotdog gone wrong

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[Cun75p4rkl35]

Oooof, how does it get THAT bad?? Like, that's necrosed, is it not? How does it even?? like?? how???

Lack of circulation it looks like. Like beetus foot. It's weirdly pale even by white people standards and kind of blue.

 

[Ericson]

Hey guys... you probably never would have guessed it... but Lamprey Dick is back with photographic evidence of *drumroll* PHASE 3!

Considering this was the last sign of life from Lamprey Dick, we were justified in our beliefs that she was no longer amongst the living. But she's proven us wrong once again; she's not only alive but still actively chasing the dragon.

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Let's start with picture #1, shall we? It somehow reminds me of a fucked up, horror movie cupcake:

Spoiler: I wonder if she sings "Happy Birthday" to her baby?

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The "glans" looks like it's already showing superficial necrosis. Considering how she's healed in the past, why the hell would she push for more surgeries??

Spoiler: Read the description above before clicking

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And next we have her "balls". They still look like stretched out labia skin, but it's amazing how "good" the work here is compared to her rotdog.

Spoiler: Tubes everywhere... literally

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She had the abdominal flap phalloplasty, right? I'm not sure what they've done with her leg, but wasn't the whole point of that method not having any "telltale" scars on your limbs?

https://www.reddit.com/r/phallo/comments/1mm062u/phase_3/

Jesus Fuck that's nasty.