📚 Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[Cun75p4rkl35]

It's been nearly a year since we last heard from Hydroplanet in this thread, and she's one of the rare few who seems to be doing quite well for herself as a member of the mutilation menagerie. She's doing so well, in fact, she's been trading sexy selfies of her fauxnis to prospective paramours and was even kind enough to show off her heinously ashy psuedodick for everyone on Reddit - and by extension, everyone on the Farms.

Don't you just hate it when your dick gets goosebumps, fellow doods
Looks better than some, but now gives that uncanny valley "there's something deeply wrong here but I can't quite place it" til I zoomed in.

 

[Shakira Flabbergasted]

Trials and tribulations for tranny No_Bodybuilder5256 continue as he struggles to be fe-line fine with his rotpussy due to supposed "clitoral burial," and the medical staff responsible for his complete and total dickballectomy repeatedly put off seeing him for at least a year to give his crotch a chance to heal fully before they take another surgical sledgehammer to it. Now he is in the trenches of despair as the rarest tranny emotion of all, so rare it may not even exist, begins to slither into his mind: regret.

I'm sorry if I'm on this one, since I'm not familiar with this particular stinkditch owner, but does anyone know why it's that color? It looks like his hand and his rot pocket are different races.

 

[Mellow Malevolent]

I'm sorry if I'm on this one, since I'm not familiar with this particular stinkditch owner, but does anyone know why it's that color? It looks like his hand and his rot pocket are different races.

Scar tissue can have different coloring and melanation levels since the regeneration process can affect melanocytes in weird ways, but given how stark and uniform the difference is, my guess is someone else is helping him get pictures of his new hole.

 

[farmer andy]

It looks like his hand and his rot pocket are different races.

transracial transgenders are the next frontier in the oppression hierarchy

 

[Magic Pickle]

I'm sorry if I'm on this one, since I'm not familiar with this particular stinkditch owner, but does anyone know why it's that color? It looks like his hand and his rot pocket are different races.

Our buddy No_body has had speculation about his puzzling complexion in the past - check out Peaches' post featuring an earlier shot of his loathsome lacuna over here. To avoid repeating myself, I personally wrote about my own suspicion over here that his corpse-like pallor is a result of ethnic heritage and unforgiving lighting going toe-to-toe, but none of it is for certain. Who knows? Maybe No_body is about to have no body at this rate, which would be very seasonally appropriate.

Quick thread tax.
The Ripper of the Turkish Republic: a tranny recounts the sorry tale in which he was mutilated by Dr. MFO, a relatively popular Turkish doctor who specializes in quick and affordable FFS - among other procedures - making him a great choice for troons with moth-eaten wallets. However, it seems that to go with MFO is to FAFO, as more than just troon blood stains his hands: this article from The Sunday Times explores the sad case of Jack Castell, a young autistic guy who killed himself over the chronic pain left behind by MFO's butchery. (The article goes into more detail and I definitely recommend giving it a read.)
eartheaten (Dr. Mehmet Fatih Okyay AKA Dr. MFO; forehead reduction, brow lift, tracheal shave and breast augmentation)
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Mehmet Fatih Okyay Botched me​

Mehmet Fatih Okyay in Antalya Turkey botched me. I had gotten a forehead reduction and brow lift, as well as tracheal shave and breast augmentation. I am not pleased with any of the results. I have lost all happiness in life and it’s made me really suicidal tbh. When I first stepped into the office, I immediately felt rushed into decision making on implant size and surgery details. I was in his office going back and forth with him until about 9pm and I had my surgery early the next morning. I almost cancelled it all because he was not listening initially and I should have just trusted my gut and not gone through with it but I was already there I thought how bad can it be. I was in for a rude awakening. They even lied on the surgery report saying they put incisions along my entire hairline, but they never cut my hairline open. I only have two small incisions on my temples. Then when I confronted them they came back and said their surgery report was a translation mistake.. I was told that I was getting my brow bone shaved down. Then when I discovered a hole in my forehead he said he patched the area with a bone graft.

I now have a hole in my forehead which has grown a tumor and a cyst since the surgery. Anytime I cry, my eye stays black for days. I can feel air behind the back of my eye when I breathe. Everything smells burnt always. I cannot blow my nose or my forehead will swell with air, sometimes I even feel the air travel to the back of my head and I have to push it back towards the hole to release the pressure. I constantly have a headache from this pressure.

The nurses were so rude and transphobic right after surgery I needed to pee so badly and asked the nurse to help me up off the bed she said “no I’m working.” And walked out the room. I was screaming in pain asking for medicine and they wouldn’t let me have any until the ice melted off my forehead out the plastic hand glove. The massages were also so painful and rough. The nurse dropped me and I slipped on the road while walking to the car and it hurt my boobs so much. The driver in their Tesla was driving so bad and hitting every bump right after my surgery it hurt my boobs so bad each time and she was just in the front seat smiling staring at me in the rear view mirror, like so evil.

He would not even let me leave the office to drive me to the airport for my flight until I wrote a 5 star review……… He is very shady and NOT an ally to the trans community. He is actively harming trans women and we are allowing it by signing away. Do not trust him. I know many girls forever damaged now by him and I have backing evidence. Do not let him give you a revision or start any work. I am drowning in medical debt due to this idiots malpractices.

Spoiler: He has a video of himself poking the cyst!

 

[Coldsteel the Hedgehog]

I'm sorry if I'm on this one, since I'm not familiar with this particular stinkditch owner, but does anyone know why it's that color? It looks like his hand and his rot pocket are different races.

Mellow already answered, but it's also not uncommon for genitals to be substantially darker (MUCH darker) than the surrounding skin, especially in men. Some races are worse about this than others.

 

[Meat Grinder]

I now have a hole in my forehead which has grown a tumor and a cyst since the surgery. Anytime I cry, my eye stays black for days. I can feel air behind the back of my eye when I breathe. Everything smells burnt always. I cannot blow my nose or my forehead will swell with air, sometimes I even feel the air travel to the back of my head and I have to push it back towards the hole to release the pressure. I constantly have a headache from this pressure.

That's fucking disgusting, but what was expecting letting a cheap Turkish doctor chisel into his forehead? That bone is exactly as thick as it needs to be. You cannot reduce it. This is the kind of insane medical horror you invite into your life when you "Reject His Design".

 

[JohnnyG]

a tranny recounts the sorry tale in which he was mutilated by Dr. MFO, a relatively popular Turkish doctor who specializes in quick and affordable FFS - among other procedures

This is the kind of insane medical horror you invite into your life when you "Reject His Design".

Sometimes when reading these firsthand accounts of horrible complications and clear regret, I feel sympathy of the "maybe they really were deceived" variety (vs. the usual "addict chased his fetish to the logical conclusion")...

He is actively harming trans women and we are allowing it by signing away. Do not trust him. I know many girls forever damaged now by him

But then they inevitably turn it into "Dr. Shekelstein is ackchyually a troonsphobic sexist who's targeting Us Poor Girls" and I roll my eyes. You aren't helpless girlies being targeted by some sinister right wing plot to slowly torture you through mediocre surgery. You're men with fetishes demanding the impossible, which some Frankenstein doctors go along with.

 

[Mellow Malevolent]

But then they inevitably turn it into "Dr. Shekelstein is ackchyually a troonsphobic sexist who's targeting Us Poor Girls" and I roll my eyes. You aren't helpless girlies being targeted by some sinister right wing plot to slowly torture you through mediocre surgery. You're men with fetishes demanding the impossible, which some Frankenstein doctors go along with.

Especially when they are going to known discount surgeons. It's like buying value brand meat on last day discount and saying the store is conspiring against you when you get sick

 

[Two Frogs]

Sometimes when reading these firsthand accounts of horrible complications and clear regret, I feel sympathy of the "maybe they really were deceived" variety

In my opinion everyone with a positive take on unnecessary genital surgery has been, to some level, deceived. The people who support and encourage the behavior often outright lie about expected outcomes, minimizing the possibility of complications, saying it will "save your life" and stuff like that. People who don't or aren't allowed to look at the reality of these surgeries often go into it completely blind with their head packed full of fantasies that have been sown and tended by the "community" that's grooming them.

This applies to both trans-identified people and their supporters. Many have been conditioned to think that even acknowledging a bad outcome as a possibility is "harmful" as it may persuade someone not to get the "lifesaving surgery" that they "need".

Honestly it sickens me how the medical industry has kowtowed to this attitude of "give me XYZ or I'm killing myself". It used to be that if you said that, you'd get mental health care for the suicidality and threatening behavior. Now that's just seen as an acceptable stance to take?

People are being brainwashed on a huge scale with regard to trans surgery. Many actually believe they are putting real vaginas and penises onto people, that function and look natal - specifically because they are being lied to about the reality and gaslit into thinking they need to agree with their party to not be unpersoned. Same thing with people who insist that destroyed breast tissue can be reconstructed and it's "just fine". People are not looking or not being allowed to look (by their peers) at the reality.

 

[Otterly]

People are being brainwashed

Literally, if he tilts his head back in the shower. I’m amazed at how ffs is trivialised, all that bone is necessary and not only is it preventing shit from getting into your cranium, it’s packed with nerves and sir spaces and blood/lymph vessels. They just shave it like a bit of Parmesan

 

[UselessRubberKeyboard]

Ah, a perfect opportunity to post this banger from Goldie Lookin’ Chain: the old Turkey Teeth.

 

[Chieftain Coke Peanut]

Don't you just hate it when your dick gets goosebumps, fellow doods

Ribbed for her pleasure dood.

 

[Imp]

I came across u/falloutcatboy's latest post and checked in here to see if anyone like @Magic Pickle had documented it. However while I was fooling around I looked to check her post history and she had DFE'd everything. Luckily I still had her post up and I did manage to get an archive

https://archive.ph/0E1cL

and some screenshots that I will try to post here with my bumbly boomer fingers.





I'm sorry for the mess. I was so excited to read this update (heaven smite me for my callousness) and to share with the class. Too bad our heroic ladies of phallo won't take catboy's situation to heart. I'm not sure how to highlight or bold but notice she says she's a million dollars US into this charade and it's only been since June of this year.

 

[Magic Pickle]

I came across u/falloutcatboy's latest post and checked in here to see if anyone like @Magic Pickle had documented it.

I actually caught it earlier - I simply hadn't posted it yet! Great catch. Also, she didn't DFE, she just has a retarded Reddit profile that calls for third-party app access to take a peek. Here are some other posts where she's been malding malingerously. (Might not be a word, but I propose we make it one.)

To be polite to mobile users or anyone having attachment issues as Null works on the site, here is a text post version of the post @Imp generously provided; it's identical to the screencaps, but for anyone who wants to quote parts of it, enjoy. (As I usually do, I highlighted my favorite parts.)
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Spoiler: Now in text form!

I don't think I can recover from this medical trauma.​

I want to believe everything will be ok in the end but I can't. I'm too traumatized from everything that has happened on my phallo journey.
I deeply wish I didn't have dysphoria, because I wouldn't wish the suffering I endured on my worst enemy.
I started my journey in June and it's been nothing but hell the entire time. Stage one went horribly wrong. My dick is so scarred and twisted. On top of that I had a stricture.
I had the stricture repair early September and the only risk was supposed to be the stricture coming back.
The foley erroded my dick and gave me two fistulas. So if I thought my dick was ugly before, you should see it now.
I got the foley removed and was able to pee. I was finally feeling like things were going right. The fistulas even healed.
But then I stopped being able to pee the same day I had a xray showing my urethra was fine with no blockage.
How can I lose my ability to pee with no stricture? As I said in my other post, this led to a series of ER visits that have left me traumatized. I was in the ER for three hours screaming and seizing until a pediatric foley was placed. The ER had left me having a seizure, my arms and legs going numb, slurred speech, drooling before they did the foley. The even had to give me something to bite down on to help me muffle the screams. Imagine the worst pain of your life, screaming at the top of your lungs and sobbing, begging for them to kill you, while they did nothing for three hours.
Three hours.
Even when they did get the foley in, nothing but blood came out for the longest time.
I am pretty sure I have permeant bladder damage. Not to mention, the foley was later replaced with the wrong type of sp catheter at a different hospital that has been causing me extreme pain.
I went to several ERs and NONE of them will replace it. They always call my surgeon and he tells them not to. I'm supposed to suffer for 5 more weeks like this, in physical pain and a piss bag with blood in it because my sp cath hole is 'too new' for a replacement so soon.
Well it wont fucking matter when I'm dead will it? I'm not able to eat or drink. Im too scared to drink in fear of somehow not being able to pee and having to relive that horror again. I don't eat because the pain makes me depressed.
I've lost so much weight and its only been a handful of days.
I'm trying not to resent my surgeon but I'm so angry. I'm angry I keep getting these 'rare' complications. I have still not been told why I can't pee. I want answers and no one is giving me any.
I used to see hospitals as somewhere safe to go when you need help or are in pain. I'm now so afraid of hospitals I don't think I would go to one even if I was actively bleeding to death.
Everytime I try to drink water I start to hyperventilate. My body is still sore from the seizure from when I was forced to lay there with no help when my bladder was full and I couldn't pee.
I feel weak and scared. I feel like a animal looking for a dark spot to crawl and die.
I fled the state I was staying in for surgery and went home. I'm still in pain but I was in that fucking state since August.
I don't understand why these things are happening to me. Everyone sings praises for my doctor, yet all I've experienced is severe trauma. I feel like when I say I'm in pain I'm ignored, both from him and the ER.
And, since I'm stuck with a painful catheter and no way to pee again, I'm forced to rely on a medical system that scares me. I keep being told it's my anxiety's fault. I feel like I'm being gas lit to ignore medical incompetence.
I just wanted to have what everyone else here has. I keep seeing all these success stories from everyone here, even others who went to my surgeon.
Yet here I am, almost a million dollars later with nothing to show for it but severe trauma, a eating disorder, and a dick I actively hate.
I hate how it looks, I hate how it doesn't work, and I hate how much I suffered for something like this.
I want to believe things will get better. Please, someone tell me that it can. Someone tell me I'll be able to pee soon, and that I will have a dick that looks like everyone else's here.
My surgeon casually mentioned the only other case he heard of someone not being able to pee and it wasn't a fistula or stricture it was a 'functional issue'. He never elaborated what that means. He told me it took this guy 5 years to get to pee and he made it sound like it wasn't even a good spot after 5 years.
I don't have 5 years. I won't be in a catheter five years. I'm already so traumatized I keep getting super, super dark thoughts. I need some hope more than ever right now, anything to help me believe it's worth it to wake up tomorrow. A reason to not be afraid to drink or eat. The belief the pain and suffering won't be forever. I already have to live in a transphobic horrible country (usa), I need any hope that there is light at the end of this.
Anything.

And here's the suprapubic catheter issue she's complaining about.
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In case anyone thinks I'm exaggerating about how poorly this SP Catheter was placed​

This is how the hospital stitched it on me. Basically a wire that pulls my skin up extremely painfully on a cath tube that is unbendable.
I ended up cutting the wire because of how bad this hurt. I've been trying to keep the cath in place with medical tape for now, Until I can find someone to replace this painful cath.
Just wanted to show you that I'm not complaining for nothing. This has been extremely painful .

Spoiler: It's not as gory as you expect it'd be from her whining.

And this is the post where she recounts in more detail the terrible ER visit she had that left her drooling, seizing and screaming.
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Sometimes it's not a stricture, it's something worse​

Hey y'all, I could use some support right now. I'm dealing with some of the worst medical trauma right now and really want some good vibes.
So if anyone read my previous posts, you will know I got stricture repair a month ago and last week had signs of it returning. My stream weakened, lots of pressure to pee, constant dripping, and then finaly peeing was mostly drops.
I had my xray yesterday morning and my urethra looked great. This confused me because if my urethra was so clear why was I having so much trouble? But with nothing wrong me and my surgeon just assumed it was my body adjusting.
A few hours later while I'm at my friend's house, I go to pee and nothing was coming out. I couldn't pee at all. And I am not a bladder shy person. I called my surgeon and he was confused by this as well, and told me to go to the ER.
When I went to the ER my bladder had filled so fast I was now in the worst pain of my life. The ER took me in but refused to do anything until their urologist was available. I was screaming in pain and sobbing. I ended up having a seizure from the pain, my arms and legs went numb, and at one point I lost my ability to form clear speech and could only drool.
Despite all this suffering and signs of severe damage, The ER made me suffer for THREE HOURS and almost die before they finally put a pediatric foley in. My bladder was so damaged at this point it took 30 more minutes for pee to come out instead of just blood. My bladder continued to have spasms the rest of the night.
I went home with an exhausted body from the pain and the seizure. I almost vomited a few times.
My surgeon says I have a very rare complication he has only ever seen in one other ftm guy in his life. It's some functional issue he will have to consult with a specialist over.
I'm so traumatized by what happened. Those were the worst three hours of my life. I fully expected to die. The next day I had to go in to get the foley changed to a SP catheter by a different hospital.
Well this other hospital gave me the worst sp catheter I've ever seen. It is very stiff, short, and has a luer lock as its connection point which I have never seen before. I cannot find bags online for this type of catheter. I especially can't find flip valves for it. After everything I've went through, I can not handle having this horrible sp cath in.
What I want to know is, can I go to a different hospital and have them immediately replace a freshly inserted sp cath for a NORMAL sp cath? This one will effect my quality of life if I don't. I'm already so scared after what happened the other day. This is now the second "this never happens/extremely rare" complication I've had. I feel I'll never make it to stage two at this point, and now the thought of peeing scares me.
How can I overcome what happened to me, and does anyone know if I can get that sp cath replaced so soon? If not, if ANYONE knows of a flip valve that will fit over a luer lock sp cath please, please send me the link to buy it.

Depending on how things fare for her, I have a feeling falloutcatboy may be eligible for an entry in the SRS Hall of Shame. What do you think, @toilet_rainbow?

 

[Mellow Malevolent]

I never want to be in a position where I know that much about catheters. Just think that this woman was otherwise healthy, at least physically, just a few months ago, and now she is medicalized to the point where she needs to know the different types of catheters she needs to put in herself, all to get a lump of skin attached to loosely imitate an actual functional organ. Reading these actual experiences that puts the lie to discussions of the beautiful trans journey. Where is the beauty in this?

Edit: I have more to say on this. I'm going to power level a bit here and say that I have had several family members die in a medical setting due to lingering illness, cancer and heart disease in particular. Now these people were older but not ancient, in their 60s. Seeing them in hospital degenerating, seeing how their brains started malfunctioning as their body shut down, and hearing stories from my cousins and other relatives about things like being raving and incoherent because of things like chemical imbalances and pain, is a kind of horror that I do think lingers with you. And that is sort of what I feel when I read these descriptions. This woman has something fundamentally wrong with her body, if she's lucky it'll just be something that cripples her, and not something that leads to a slow lingering death. There's something so evil about the fact that this was done as part of surgery to someone, that it didn't just not restore function but actively took it away and put the body into a state where it is breaking down.

Assuming this isn't some malingering munchausen's thing.

 

[Aunt Carol]

And here's the suprapubic catheter issue she's complaining about.

Suture is there to keep the catheter in place. Suture is getting taut = catheter position moved. This happens easily because it's attached to a heavy bag of pee and a deranged pooner.

Removing the suture entirely is like taping down a circuit breaker so it stops tripping. Clean the catheter, scootch it back in so it's not taut, reassess what you're using to secure the tubing and bag further down.

 

[KiwiFuzz2]

Punks: Everything is dark and shitty. I'm going to take my anger and depression out on myself with questionable piercings, bad tattoos, and low-key self-harm while eating a shitty diet, smoking, drinking, and doing drugs.

Goths: Everything is dark and shitty. I'm going to take my anger and depression out on myself with questionable piercings, bad tattoos, and low-key self-harm while eating a shitty diet, smoking, drinking, and doing drugs.

Emos: Everything is dark and shitty. I'm going to take my anger and depression out on myself with questionable piercings, bad tattoos, and low-key self-harm while eating a shitty diet, smoking, drinking, and doing drugs.

Pooners: Hold my catheter bag full of cherry lemonade while I have a seizure from the pain.

A while back on here I saw someone say that a cow was "munching too close to the sun." This one seems to be in a situation that might actually kill her.

And they say it's not a mental illness.

 

[neverendingmidi]

I came across u/falloutcatboy's latest post and checked in here to see if anyone like @Magic Pickle had documented it. However while I was fooling around I looked to check her post history and she had DFE'd everything. Luckily I still had her post up and I did manage to get an archive

https://archive.ph/0E1cL

and some screenshots that I will try to post here with my bumbly boomer fingers.

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I'm sorry for the mess. I was so excited to read this update (heaven smite me for my callousness) and to share with the class. Too bad our heroic ladies of phallo won't take catboy's situation to heart. I'm not sure how to highlight or bold but notice she says she's a million dollars US into this charade and it's only been since June of this year.

Honestly sounds like falloutcatboy is following Gruffin's trajectory. Issues with peeing, damage to the bladder, all she needs is the infection fucking up her kidneys and by the way she's fucking with her catheter she is well on her way to starting a bladder infection.

 

[Imp]

actually caught it earlier - I simply hadn't posted it yet! Great catch. Also, she didn't DFE, she just has a retarded Reddit profile that calls for third-party app access to take a peek. Here are some other posts where she's been malding malingerously. (Might not be a word, but I propose we make it one.)

Our catboy has been through her history today deleting posts and comments. I was able to see her posts just fine this morning without a 3rd party app but now the posts you have quoted above are (contents) deleted. Maybe she's been tipped off that the ebil notsees on kiwifarms are holding her up as a cautionary tale to other pooners. She had commented that 'terfs' on tiktok had been making fun of her.

I hate when the cows start hiding their output when I've just gotten hooked on their stories. I'd like her to live happily ever after but the odds aren't great of that happening. Who was our dead pooner (Gruffin) from earlier? She had so many issues from her urinary tract alone and I can see catboy percolating her own end run to death.