DO we have this motherfuckers dox, like, why is he such a foolhardy cunt? Motherfucker is acting like both a martyr and a saint, but more saint than martyr. Who does that? Dude, the guy who told you to end it, that nobody cares about you, that you would be doing the world a favor in every way; the dude was right, playing good cop on your pedophile buddies doesn't absolve your own shit. Do you think anybody's gonna come for you? If you put a bullet in your head tonight, how long would it take for people to notice, to care? You'd probably be a rotting corpse, you'd have missed a few "didn't pay rent, won't respond" court dates before they even send the police out to check on your dumb ass, do you really want to pretend?
I know that's why you dont do it. Because you know nobody will care, so why bother, you'll get more attention, more sympathy, more people saying "Oh it's so sad," here, being ridiculed and made fun of, than if you just went ahead and deepthroated that .38 or whatever, I get it. But dude, stop acting like youre the puppetmaster. You arent. We see you. We see the fucking strings dude.