Check out this page of this thread:
https://kiwifarms.net/threads/jan-harmond-dacion-yoshi-jan_d3.25227/page-30
Note that multiple KF members are telling this guy to seek psychiatric help, get medication and therapy as stipulated under the supervision of a qualified pdoc, and log off KF and stop posting here for his own good. I even pointed him in the right direction to unfuck his life and have a good chance of getting a job in spite of his online history. It took persistence on the part of people here, but eventually the guy even seems to have followed the advice given to an extent (he still logs in from time to time but appears to have stopped posting in the thread).
Also note that several of the people genuinely trying to be helpful to that guy are the same people who post in your thread with contempt, ridicule and hostility.
Do you know why this is? Because that guy was fucked in the head but actually pitiable and seemingly not that bad a person, and most people here decided they didn't want to make his crappy life and mental illness even worse. By contrast, you are a complete and utter irredeemable asshole who seems totally incapable of civility, decency, or even any semblance of humanity.
A number of people have waded in here just out of curiosity, with no preexisting animosity towards you, and with a willingness to have a dialogue with you. And without fail and nearly without exception (
@GethN7 possibly being the one person who seemingly can't be brought to this level) you manage to convert these people completely against you to the point where they make jokes encouraging you to commit suicide or hoping for your death. And those comments never end up being rated a-log by anyone, because you are so contemptible you are basically impossible to a-log. Many of the same people directing these comments at you are pretty universally nice to everyone else, including other cows.
I know I, and others, have already attempted to explain this to you multiple times, but if you are under the impression that everyone you interact with is an asshole, you might actually be the asshole. You are the common denominator in that equation, you know.