📚 Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[batteredpancakes]

Affectionate_Quail75 (Dr. Santucci; anterolateral thigh (ALT) phalloplasty)

There's fucking hair coming out of it

Spoiler: Close up

 

[Hooked on phobics]

There's fucking hair coming out of it

Spoiler: Close up

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God that made me laugh. Looked like the cyclops version of a giga Jew nose with 1 nostril stapled to her crotch.

That was also a sentence I just typed

 

[Hepativore]

There's fucking hair coming out of it

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It's like somebody put a miniature ass-crack on a stalk!

 

[The Taco Santo!]

“In the wild, wild west of cosmetic surgery, sometimes ethics — doing the right thing for your patients — takes a backseat,” said C. Bob Basu, president of the American Society of Plastic Surgeons, an advocacy and educational organization representing over 10,000 board-certified plastic surgeons.

That's pretty mask-off, Bob. You sure that's the quote you want people to run with?

Spangler, the former front desk supervisor, said on multiple occasions while she worked there, untrained employees were given the chance to deal with their anger toward men by cutting off penises during surgical procedures.

“You know, a joke,” Spangler said. “A freaking joke.”

Pretty funny, actually.

I was living in Pamela Anderson-ville for 6 mos.

Yes, seeing his picture I was immediately struck by his resemblance to Pamela Anderson. Tranny delusions have no limits.

 

[Toxic BRAAAAP Mask]

And where's the scar? That's what tipped me off that someone may have posted the wrong photo.

Do we think this is a false advertising grift to get more gullible, foreigners with deeper pockets?

 

[Magic Pickle]

Do we think this is a false advertising grift to get more gullible, foreigners with deeper pockets?

It's possible, though I haven't seen this kind of false advertising in the transgender surgery subs before, so if that's the case then we're in on the ground floor on a new kind of scam specifically targeting troons 'n' poons. Which - and I speak only for myself here - would be a bit exciting, if this were to become an established phenomenon. It would also be a sign of surgeons evolving in their methods of snake oil sales which is pretty creepy to think about too deeply.

(Also, I did do more investigation on this user in particular and found 3 things worth noting: 1) the user claims to have had keyhole surgery, which is considered one of the most "passable" kinds of top surgery available (typically what I showcase is double incision, which is the standard for most actual female recipients); 2) the account itself is only 3 months old and has only ever posted to r/topsurgery, and 3) through secret Pickle back channels I found a post made by this user roughly around the time of account creation that has since been deleted. There are no pictures nor comments, but it seemed worthy of recording.)

Thread tax.
Now here's one where there's no debate about the birth sex of this titchop: this is absolutely an old lady who seems to be running so far from the realm of womanhood that she's transitioning into a leather couch.
beyondtranslation7 (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy without nipple grafts)
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Today is the 1 year anniversary of my Top Surgery! Pics are 1 week post surgery and 1 year post surgery​

I’m a trans/nonbinary human and had surgery as I approached my 64th birthday. Now I’m headed to 65. It’s never too late! I am grateful every single day that I had the courage and the support to take care of myself in such a profound way. Life changing! Celebrating!!

Spoiler: She looks downright Floridian.

The Vaguyna Manologues: an update from olivier2266, who was last seen back in July of this year complaining about the not-so-lovely lady hump he'd developed below the belt. Now he's forsaken his French butcher for a Thai one instead, sliding underneath the knife of Dr. Kamol to have his kitty corrected. Since he's literally asking us what we think, please feel free to let him know precisely your thoughts on the matter...
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Vaginoplasty revision ​

I had a revision surgery last night in Thailand to correct a terrible bump caused by a French doctor that he was unable to correct himself. Here are pictures of my vulva before (with the problem) and today (12 hours after the operation) following Dr. Kamol's correction. The photos with the probe are the new ones. What do you think?

Spoiler: Why is it brown like a butthole, bro?

A tranny barely able to spell or identify female anatomy has some concerns that his stinkpit is a bit too ribbed for his pleasure. Freaks in the comments reassure him that his "cleatoris" is just fine as it is, however; one even goes as far as to tell him "when I do my consultation I’m gonna tell them that I want it big." Good luck with that one, buddy roe.
Just-Car906 (vaginoplasty)
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There are too many grains at the entrance of the vagina. I'm nervous​

It's been six weeks The doctor says it's swelling But I've never seen a swelling like this before. The cleatoris is also too big. I'm so nervous

Spoiler: Even calling it a "cleatoris" is disrespectful to women's anatomy.

In the arms of an angel: two weeks ago, a li'l dood survived the laborious process of bringing her li'l doodling into the world, and all seemed right for a moment; only three days later and, after an emergency exploratory surgery, her little guy was called home to heaven leaving her only with a pair of fakenuts to remember him by. Now she worries about a second attempt, as this one would involve use of her dominant arm. (User Readbooks_, who also suffered total dong death, can be found in the comments subtly urging OP to go forward with using her other arm. Talk about mutually assured destruction!)
Such-Movie4884 (radial forearm flap (RFF) phalloplasty with testicular implants)
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Lost phallus​

So I had rff phallo surgery on 12/3 and everything had seemed to go well but on 12/5 blisters started developing on the phallus. The residents took photos for the surgeon and the determination was to wait and see since the blisters were clear and Doppler checks were still good. 12/6 the blisters were larger and Doppler check weren’t as strong. Surgeon decided they should do urgent exploratory surgery to open up the phallus and see inside to make sure everything is good. Did that surgery and no findings, hours later phallus is completely purple and they do another emergency surgery and find a vein developed a hole and they had to remove the phallus as the flap was failing. Stayed at the hospital a few more days and have now been home for a week. So I’ve got balls and no phallus and have to determine what I want to do next. They left the Foley catheter in case I still wanted to do urethra lengthening in the future and Supra pubic catheter.
Has anyone else dealt with the loss of the phallus and what did you do? It has been just so much mentally to have had the phallus looking good and then take such a dramatic turn and loss.

 

[Constellationzero]

There's fucking hair coming out of it

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It came from Enceladus.

 

[Scream Tail]

What are pooners left with once they suffer TDD, especially the fresh ones? Just a hole for the urethra and a newly burned shut vagina scar and skinned clitoris? Are there any pics?

 

[Hanging Tree]

A tranny barely able to spell or identify female anatomy has some concerns that his stinkpit is a bit too ribbed for his pleasure.

And of course the comments in that post are telling him to seek treatment by going to a gynecologist. Sure a gyno can administer silver nitrate, but damn they should get hazard pay for treating stinkditches.

There's fucking hair coming out of it

Don't you know, real men have hair coming out of their dick. Very affirming. I wonder if she's tried tweezing the hairs out of it or if she just pounds into her wife with a hairy meat tube. She's definitely destined for some horrific complication down the line, seeing as she claims to pee with the furry thing.

 

[Magic Pickle]

What are pooners left with once they suffer TDD, especially the fresh ones? Just a hole for the urethra and a newly burned shut vagina scar and skinned clitoris? Are there any pics?

The remnants of their crotches seems to depend on exactly how much tissue failure took place. For a noteworthy example, justa-random-persen comes to mind as she's provided photographic evidence of TDD - you can find an example of her calamitous cuntastrophe here, but if you search her username and look for me as the post author, you'll find I've tried very hard to keep meticulous records of her story.

But it's a worthwhile topic because for the most part, poons seem even more evasive about admitting to TDD than troons are to unsatisfactory results. Curious, I tried to do some digging on r/phallo (the main hub for all things rotted and dogged) to see if I could find more examples for you. A lot of these are reposts (and I've tried to cite the original posts where possible), so this collection is really just for the sake of having them all in one place.

Without further fanfare, I present to you all:

The Total Dong Death Diaries​

Fine-Article-264 ( Dr. Cripps; radial forearm flap (RFF) phalloplasty)
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My RFF failed. I'm one month post-op from my initial surgery. Reflecting and calling out for anyone who's been through similar and (especially) eventually got their penis.​

I'd initially written a much longer post, but I thought better of posting such a deeply personal story to a public forum, even on a throwaway account. The tl;dr version of the worst experience of my life is this: I got phallo with Dr. Cripps at UChicago (highly recommend her and the hospital btw, despite everything that happened to me). Surgery went well initially, and then I had some bad swelling, so they put me back in the OR for exploration and found a couple disparate blood clots on day 4 (they were able to save it then). Then we took healing very slowly and carefully, and I was looking up, but a major clot suddenly appeared in my thigh on day 11, and my penis died so quickly that there was really no saving it. So instead of the planned 5-day inpatient stay, 9-day stay in an AirBnB, and adjusting to a new penis; I got a 14-day inpatient stay, a lot of trauma, and no penis.
Preliminary testing suggests that I have APLS/APS/antiphospholipid syndrome, though we'll need further testing to confirm. Definitely some kind of heretofore undiagnosed clotting disorder, though.
I'm heartbroken, obviously. Bitter, angry, sad, hopeless, alone. Afraid that the doors will close on my access before I'll be able to do this again, or that whatever mystery condition I have may make it impossible, or that I might just not have it in me. And useless, too, because I'm still healing and even putting on jeans is a daunting task. I find myself close to tears, but not quite able to cry, a lot.
I'm not suicidal - my mental health at baseline is actually pretty good these days, almost like transition saved my life or something, wow, who'd've thunk - but I almost wish I was bad off enough to be suicidal, because then maybe I'd be dead, and the thing about being dead is that if you're dead, then you aren't hurting anymore. And I really don't want to hurt anymore.
I'm going to keep moving forward, though. I've been through too much bullshit to let this kill me. As long as I keep moving, there's still hope, right?
I'll heal from this, and we can figure out what happened and why, and we can determine where to go from there. My thighs are thick, so that might mean double RFF for me, and I've at least heard of that happening, though the idea of bilateral RFF scars is really daunting right now, with me having one that's still healing and that therefore feels godawful.
I'd love to hear from anyone else who's been through this or knows someone who has, especially if they went through with double RFF, or did ALT despite large thighs, or have the same clotting disorder we're thinking I have.

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RFF failure/redo update - 3.5 months post​

Hey all -
Back in April I made a post about my RFF failure. It's weird to read how... almost upbeat I was. Like I was trying so hard to downplay how much this hurts. Truthfully, I'm in the midst of a deep depression and have come very very close to ending it all on multiple occasions. I keep blaming myself for the failure in ways that don't hold up to logic, but the logic doesn't hold up to my self-loathing. My healthy habits have largely fallen by the wayside. I drink frequently, I'm phoning it in at work, I don't even have it in me to do things I enjoy, I can't focus on anything, and therapy isn't helping like it used to. My therapists are talking residential hospital programs, and I'm not unwilling exactly, but I'm afraid that it won't help or of all the other things that could go wrong.
Anyway, repeat testing three weeks ago confirmed I don't have APLS as we initially thought. The results being normal were kind of devastating to me - it made me afraid that maybe my body just can't handle this surgery, or maybe my surgeon wouldn't treat me, or maybe we'd need more and more tests and if we found nothing I'd just. I don't know? Die? Like what if my surgeon refused to work on me if there wasn't an "answer"? What does that say about my body? About me, as a man?
I have yet to see a hematologist in-person - I have an appointment later this month - but my insurance offered a second-opinion service and I spoke with one through that service yesterday. She was very kind and also confirmed what I suspected/hoped, which is that even without a specific underlying diagnosis it's certainly possible to come up with a surgical plan to manage the clotting risk. Which... duh, I guess? No reason that wouldn't be the case, but it's hard to think logically about anything right now. Of course she was limited as far as a surgical plan goes, being not a phallo surgeon, but it was something, I guess... even if it was kind of nothing.
I also have a consult with the Crane Center next week - they were very quick to get me scheduled, thank god. I was told that surgeons often will prioritize failure/redo cases. I feel a little guilty about this, but also, if I had to wait for a consult for a year or more like is typical for an initial consult, I think I'd literally just off myself. Not that anyone should have to wait that long, even though people often do, but I just... can't.
And I'm not even excited about the consultation. Part of it is I'm not excited about anything anymore, but I'm honestly terrified. Every step of this is terrifying. I'm terrified that something is going to go wrong again and it'll be my fault for, I don't know, going too fast, being too desperate? Like... I know I have to do it. During the 10 days I had my penis, I was a lot of things - exhausted in the hospital mostly - but I wasn't dysphoric. I know it works. But the process, which used to have some excitement and joy, is now all drudgery and dread.
I obviously don't come here often - glad as I am that others are making progress and have penises and aren't going through what I am, it's also just too upsetting for me to look at. But I thought I'd write an update on how I'm doing, for posterity if nothing else.

Spoiler: Her post history after her last entry.

kristuskristuss (procedure and surgeon unknown)
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Phallo in Finland ruined my life​

I got my phalloplasty on 11.09.2022 and it went well. However my surgeon said after one week to go home. Nurses tried to say to them that it is too soon. They didin’t care. Downhill came quickly as i moved much more at home, which is obvious. Stiches came loose. I got my second surgery on November, it went badly. They removed the testicles and i lost half of my phallo. It has been really painful to even go to have my wounds look at, the nurses there are really mean and disrespectful.After that it has been one fucking hell to even talk to my surgeons. They don’t have time and even if i book calling appointment they don’t call. I had to cancel my tomorrows surgery because of the numbers of times i asked them to call me and they didin’t. I don’t feel comfortable to someone cut me open if i don’t know what is going to happen. If you live in Finland don’t do phallo here! They are going to ruin your body and mental health.I am now seeing psychiatrist because i am suicidal. Just wanted to rant. Sorry for typos.

46289374839 (OP refuses to name surgeon due to "legal reasons"; abdominal phalloplasty)
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Complete phallo redo - options for making use of the first penis​

I had an abdominal phallo which turned out to be a total failure. I decided on not pursuing a fix for that - it won't make my situation better, and would cost a shit load of money. I'm set on either ALT or RFF with UL and nerve hook-up in the future.
I want to minimise the scarring, of course. And since I have a tube of excess skin available (3.5x5 inches more or less), I may as well make use of it.
My question is: would the skin my dick is made of be usable as a skin graft covering the donor site or for the urethra?
I will of course ask the doctor in a consultation, but it'll take multiple years to happen. I'm open to a discussion, your experiences and ideas.

justa-random-persen (Dr. Gallegos and Dr. Goldstein; radial forearm flap (RFF) phalloplasty)
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Guys what am I missing? How do I get help?​

There's a dead phallo stitched to me,if I ask about it I'm the bad guy because two surgeons (not the micro) talked to me thismorning(right alongside a bag and a half of ketamine, I'm confused and scared and asking wtf getting me yelled at more, apparently thet ktch I scratched was me pulling the ketmine and idk if that was a good thing or bad thing
BIG EDIT : YALL MY COCK IS DEAD. I DONT APPRECIATE YALL ARGUING THAT FACT

Own_Cheesecake4686 (Dr. Del Corral; radial forearm flap (RFF) phalloplasty)
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Failed phalloplasty​

Hi everyone, Last September I had phalloplasty RFF. In October my phallo had to be fully removed due to tissue death (necrosis). April of this year I got full metoidioplasty. I don’t think I’ll be happy with it because I’ve always wanted phalloplasty. It was disappointing to me when I lost something I waited so long for. I want to try the surgery again but my surrounding circle says to not try because it will fail again. I have hope it will be successful this time but I am not certain. And I have the scar from RFF. The surgeon I saw Dr Del corral said it’s the first time that someone was so out of recovery that happened to him before. And that he could maybe do the back skin removal since I am not a candidate’s for ALT. I do heal very slowly (sadly) I don’t know if there’s a way he can assure me or suggest to not do it but it seems like he’s willing to. I am just afraid it will fail again. I know people can’t make decisions for me exactly, but it would be good to hear different inputs.

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There are definitely more victims than this, but I don't have access to private Facebooks, Discord servers or transbucket to see who else has suffered beyond the waters of r/phallo. From my cursory search, however, it appears that total dong death is less common than partial dong death; while phallos are exceptionally susceptible to necrosis and infection, to lose every single inch gained by the procedure is either quite rare or - more likely - those who experience TDD aren't keen to admit to it publicly. As with all gender-loon statistics, we will never have fully accurate numbers, so this is the best we've got.

But I'll keep my eyes peeled for the future, and I may consider attempting to compile a similar record of failed vaginoplasties if I've got the spare time. Since it seems that these wretched surgeons have little interest in tracking poor outcomes, it must then fall to us humble laymen to do what we can - for if not us, then who?

 

[Anasa Tristis]

As with all gender-loon statistics, we will never have fully accurate numbers, so this is the best we've got.

I asked my local AI bot about US hospitals compiling surgery failure data and got this answer:

Requirements for hospitals to compile surgery failure data vary by state. Some states have stringent reporting requirements, while others do not mandate hospitals to report such incidents at all, leading to inconsistencies in data collection and transparency across the U.S

Federal Oversight​

• Lack of Comprehensive Data: At the federal level, there is no standardized requirement for hospitals to compile and report surgery failure data. Medicare's Hospital Compare website provides data on hospital performance but lacks similar data for surgical centers.
• Reporting Limitations: Even when data is collected, such as complications leading to hospital transfers, the reporting can be limited. For instance, surgical centers may only report data for half of their Medicare patients, which can skew the results.

Well that's retarded. Especially when you consider how much slicing and dicing of human bodies is going on out there.

Maybe countries with socialized healthcare do better? But then there's probably data sharing and other issues.

I suspect that individual health insurance companies maintain meticulous records and have an accurate tally of failed rotdogs and other SRS/GRS disasters. It's their business to know current healthcare trends (and disasters) to spread the costs out for all their customers to pay a percentage. It's not as if those costs will come out of their profit column.

 

[hey god it's me again]

So instead of the planned 5-day inpatient stay, 9-day stay in an AirBnB, and adjusting to a new penis; I got a 14-day inpatient stay, a lot of trauma, and no penis.

Sorry to hear about your TOTAL DONG DEATH, Ms. Fine-Article-264. Luckily, we have just the validating merchandise to match your looks outside to how you feel inside:



OK, jokes aside, I don't understand how someone supposedly went through the most traumatic thing in their life and decided to phrase their experience like that. I couldn't even move on to read the rest of the post because I was in fucking stitches

EDIT: I just read the rest of the post, LMFAO. Holy total tranny death
This is awkward. Err, free t-shirt, anyone?

 

[line drying]

Fucking hell, the thread here reads EXACTLY like miscarriage or baby loss support threads.

"I don't know if I can face trying again."
"I can't imagine the pain you are experiencing."
"A virtual flap/phallo loss support group"??!!

In the arms of an angel: two weeks ago, a li'l dood survived the laborious process of bringing her li'l doodling into the world, and all seemed right for a moment; only three days later and, after an emergency exploratory surgery, her little guy was called home to heaven leaving her only with a pair of fakenuts to remember him by. Now she worries about a second attempt, as this one would involve use of her dominant arm. (User Readbooks_, who also suffered total dong death, can be found in the comments subtly urging OP to go forward with using her other arm. Talk about mutually assured destruction!)
Such-Movie4884 (radial forearm flap (RFF) phalloplasty with testicular implants)
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Lost phallus​

So I had rff phallo surgery on 12/3 and everything had seemed to go well but on 12/5 blisters started developing on the phallus. The residents took photos for the surgeon and the determination was to wait and see since the blisters were clear and Doppler checks were still good. 12/6 the blisters were larger and Doppler check weren’t as strong. Surgeon decided they should do urgent exploratory surgery to open up the phallus and see inside to make sure everything is good. Did that surgery and no findings, hours later phallus is completely purple and they do another emergency surgery and find a vein developed a hole and they had to remove the phallus as the flap was failing. Stayed at the hospital a few more days and have now been home for a week. So I’ve got balls and no phallus and have to determine what I want to do next. They left the Foley catheter in case I still wanted to do urethra lengthening in the future and Supra pubic catheter.
Has anyone else dealt with the loss of the phallus and what did you do? It has been just so much mentally to have had the phallus looking good and then take such a dramatic turn and loss.

 

[UselessRubberKeyboard]

Alexa, play ‘I Will Always Love You’ by Whitney Houston.

 

[Myrtle the Turtle]

There's fucking hair coming out of it

Tranny surgeries have hit their peak. They won't get any better than this until theres a breakthrough in scalable tissue engineering for regenerative medicine.

Once someone can regenerate urothelium cells, then urethra lengthening can take place instead of grafts of skin from inside the mouth. Now its just frankensteins monster. We will look back on this genre of medicine with horror in the next 10 years.

 

[Hepativore]

Tranny surgeries have hit their peak. They won't get any better than this until theres a breakthrough in scalable tissue engineering for regenerative medicine.

Once someone can regenerate urothelium cells, then urethra lengthening can take place instead of grafts of skin from inside the mouth. Now its just frankensteins monster. We will look back on this genre of medicine with horror in the next 10 years.

Instead of doing the latter, we can get people competent mental help and figure out the underlying causes of this sort of thing in the first place.

 

[Coo Coo Bird]

This FTM with enough disabilities to render her stuck in a wheelchair and homebound is considering getting a fake dick sewn to her already beleagured, weary anatomy because... um, it's just validating, you know? But first she must consult her fellow Sisters of the Cavetown Playlist before she can proceed comfortably instead of doing the rational thing like talking to anyone who actually went to medical school.
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I have diagnosed: functional neurological disorder, hyper reflexia, thoracic outlet syndrome, hyper mobility, venous stasis, migraines, and some mental health stuff.
I have suspected (by medical professionals): hypermobile Ehlers Danlos syndrome, postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome, chiari malformation, cranial cervical instability, myalgic encephalomyelitis, gastroparisis, and probably other comorbid conditions to hEDs.
I am almost completely home bound outside of appointments, and am a full time manual wheelchair user. When I had top surgery, I wasn’t allowed to push myself for 6 weeks.

>HEDS
>POTS
>migraines
She's not actually sick, she's just a munchie. If you ever read the munchie thread, these are all popular diseases with illness fakers because the symptoms are vague and self-reported:

• Functional Neurological Symptom Disorder (FNSD): A condition where the patient experiences weakness and convulsions caused by stress, not by physical disease. So you can easily claim that people calling you the wrong pronouns gave you seizures.
• Hypermobile Ehlers Danlos Syndrome (HEDS): Insanely popular with munchies right now, the condition is characterized by loose skin, unstable joints, and chronic pain. However, pretty much anyone saying they have it online is self-diagnosed or doctor shopped until they find a physician willing to diagnose them. They claim their joints are too floppy and hard to control to work, yet the condition mysteriously disappears when they want to do something fun.
• Thoracic Outlet Syndrome: Pressure on the nerves of neck and shoulder, generally near the armpit. This can be caused by strain from work, or sports, or using a manual wheelchair that you don't need so you can get attention.
• Venous Stasis: Swelling in the legs, caused by poor circulation. This is frequently caused by...sitting down for long periods of time, in a wheelchair, for instance.
• Migraines: You already know what this is. That's a problem for munchies, sure migraines are a pain condition that's easy to play up for sympathy, but it's just not exotic enough to get real attention. They'll tack on migraines on a long list of other disorders, but never alone.
• Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS): This is the fancy medical term for "Sometimes I get dizzy when I stand up too fast." This is frequently caused by being out of shape, possibly because you refuse to use your perfectly functional legs.
• Chiari Malformation: A condition where you have an abnormally shaped skull that doesn't contain your brain properly, causing brain tissue to poke into your spinal cord. So she's complaining about her neck hurting, but it needs to be some special super rare condition causing it, so she will badger and switch doctors until she finds the one that says " I guess that x-ray looks kinda funny."
• Myalgic Encephalomyelitis aka Chronic Fatigue Syndrome: A condition of fatigue and brain fog that doesn't seem to have any actual medical cause, but patients claim it to be a post-viral condition of mono or Covid. Basically, it's the new fibromyalgia now that fibro isn't cool anymore.
• Cranial Cervical Instability: Overly flexible neck, leading to pain. Munchies claiming some flavor of Ehlers-Danlos will frequently claim this too.
• Gastroparesis: Food remaining in the stomach for a long time, leading discomfort and bloating. This is a very common medication side effect, especially from opioid painkillers and antidepressants.

So in other words, these are pretty much all self-reported pains in the neck and getting out of shape due to sitting on her ass all day.

Her family doctor told her she didn't actually need a wheelchair, so she shopped around until she found a doctor that was willing to agree with everything she said:

I’m in Canada so idk how helpful it’ll be, but I also have POTs, hEDs, FND, and unexplained neurological issues. My family doctor was against me using a wheelchair because “she’s known me my whole life and she would’ve known if I needed a wheelchair”, but my adolescence medicine specialist (doctor with additional training in the unique physical, psychological, and social health needs of adolescents and young adults) told me to listen to my body and use whatever feels best and keeps me the most active in my day to day life. My family doctor didn’t really comment on it after I told her I was told by a different specialist to use one, and stoped mentioning it (outside of something actually relevant to the wheelchair) all together after I started seeing a PT who told me I need to be using it a lot more than I was at the time.

I’ve been using a wheelchair since 2021, and new medical professionals don’t usually ask about my wheelchair outside of asking my access needs, unless it’s relevant to why I’m seeing them. I’ve had some make odd comments, but you’re going to get those types of people in life no matter what, it’s best to just ignore them.

My new family doctor has only asks genuine questions about why I use a wheelchair and brings it up when relevant.

TLDR; I’d listen to your PT/OT over other doctors since they’re the ones who actually went to school for this type of thing, but most of all listen to your body

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She manages to overcome her disabilities when it comes to doing fun stuff:

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And she very obviously doesn't have the atrophied legs of someone who can't walk:

Hell, might as well do a profile while I'm at it:

Madeline Papais / Achilles Elliot Papais / Achilles_elliot_003 / liamreee

Spoiler: Socials

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Her real name's still on her Soundcloud.

Fujo confirmed:

She's played with a wheelchair rugby team, the London Annihilators, even though she absolutely does not fit the disability requirements:

Wheelchair rugby is a team sport for male and female athletes with a mobility-related disability in at least three limbs. It is a unique sport created by athletes with a disability that combines some elements of basketball, handball, and ice hockey. The object of the game is to carry the ball across the opposing team’s goal line. Two wheels must cross the goal line for a goal to count, and the player must have firm control of the ball when he or she crosses the line. All wheelchair rugby players compete in manual wheelchairs. Players must meet the minimum disability criteria of the sport and must be classifiable under the sport classification rules.

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In spite of claiming a malformed skull and unstable neck, she has no need for a neck brace:

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Although it apparently gives her migraines that don't actually affect her ability to play.

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Of course, she's surrounded by real cripples that have the gall to be more disabled than her. Those quadriplegic bastards!

Disabilities belittled by teammates​

This is more of a rant than anything, but also an “am I the asshole” lowkey.

I play wheelchair rugby, and most of my teammates are quadriplegics. There’s also some with CP, TBIs, and other disabilities, but no one with the same disabilities as me.

We talk about things we deal with due to our disabilities regularly, as it’s just something that normally come up in conversation.

Almost every time I talk about a symptom, or struggle, or basically anything related to my disability disabling me, one teammate (a quadriplegic) always says some shit like “you think that’s bad? Try being a quadriplegic” or something along those lines. And not in a joking way, he seriously tells me that I shouldn’t be “complaining” (literally just talking about my daily life) because I’m not actually that disabled.

It’s really been starting to make me question being on the team. Rugby is supposed to be somewhere I feel comfortable, safe, and supported, especially in the context of disabilities considering it’s a disabled sport. Rugby has been the best thing I’ve done for my physical and mental health, and I don’t want to lose that, but idk how much more I can take. There also isn’t another rugby team near me, the closest is a 2-3 hour drive away and I can’t drive due to my disability. So not only would it be unfair to ask someone to take me, but it’s just not feasible to travel that far multiple times a week.

I understand (as much as someone who isn’t a quadriplegic can) that being a quadriplegic would be difficult, but I have never said it wouldn’t be!

I’ve never once compared my disability experience with his, I have never said anything like “my disability is worse than yours” or anything like that.
We have completely different disabilities, they aren’t comparable.

And not only does he say that stuff when I’m talking about symptoms/struggles (not even to him, to other people), but he also says stuff about how I have no reason to “feel bad” about my disability because his disability was ACTUALLY life changing.

I’m mostly frustrated because this is a grown man, I am barely 20. And he is a very successful man.

He is a multi-time paralympion, he has a custom built/designed fully accessible house, he has a long-term stable job, other than a SCI he is in perfect health (says so himself) and overall is a very capable, functional, successful man.

He knows I have had to drop out of school, quit work, stop socializing, had long-term hospitalizations every year, am mostly housebound, in severe pain daily, essentially starving, and so much more due to my disabilities.

I’m not saying I have it worse, because our disabilities just aren’t comparable. But I am saying this is a grown and successful man belittling me for speaking openly and realistically about my disability when he should know better.

ANYWAYS… I’m sorry about the rant, I just have no one to talk to about this and it’s starting to really affect me.

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She is currently e-begging for a power attachment for her wheelchair. She claims she was hit by a car, yet the police won't investigate, and she apparently doesn't have a photo of the damaged chair.

My name is Achilles, im 19, and im a gay trans man.
a few weeks ago i was hit by a car in a crosswalk, and my companion plus was damaged. The police will not look for the person who hit me, and my power attachment is past its warranty.
I am a disabled college student and without this power attachment I cannot independently leave my house.

A few years ago I was diagnosed with Functional Neurological Disorder, hypermobile Ehlers Danlos syndrome, and have been collecting comorbid conditions since.
I'm a full time ambulatory user, which for me means that while I can technically take a few steps it's been deemed unsafe/
unsustainable to do so outside of a therapy environment by my medical team
I currently play wheelchair rugby, and do adaptive rock climbing. But I've played volt hockey, and sledge hockey as well.

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In addition to phalloplasty, she's also inquiring about metoidioplasty:

Im interested in a metodioplasty eventually (need to medically stabilize and get hysterectomy), but I’m concerned how my disabilities would impact surgery and healing.

I have diagnosed: functional neurological disorder, hyper reflexia, thoracic outlet syndrome, hyper mobility, venous stasis, migraines, and some mental health stuff.

I have suspected (by medical professionals): hypermobile Ehlers Danlos syndrome, postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome, chiari malformation, cranial cervical instability, myalgic encephalomyelitis, gastroparisis, and probably other comorbid conditions to hEDs.

I am almost completely home bound outside of appointments, and am a full time manual wheelchair user. When I had top surgery, I wasn’t allowed to push myself for 6 weeks.

I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed (2022) with no complications, and had top surgery (2024) with minor complications.

Top surgery itself went fine, healing was the problem. It worsened my MECFS symptoms, and made me go from mild to moderate-moderately severe. I’m still not back to what I was before top surgery. I also had issues getting parts of my incisions to close, which left thick, hard scars in some spots. I also have “cigarette paper scarring” where the scars wrap around my sides, under both arms.

I am possibly having 2 medically necessary surgeries in the next year or two, so that’ll give me more information to go off of.

I guess I’m just looking for a little hope?

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And also getting some ribs removed:

Removal of Bilateral cervical ribs?​

I have the clinical presentation of TOS, likely neurogenic, but no nerve damage yet according to my EMG. I also have bilateral cervical ribs, and hypermobile Ehlers Danlos. I’m also a full time wheelchair user, which apparently makes TOS worse due to the motions of pushing myself, and my elbows being bent for the majority of the day.

When I’m playing rugby, pushing myself and having my arms overhead to pass/catch the ball, my arms and hands will start to go numb and completely claw up. It happens if I have my arms in certain positions, or above my head for any longer than 15 seconds.

The doctor that did my EMG suggested removing the extra ribs to possibly relieve some symptoms, but also to prevent nerve damage. Has anyone had this done with hEDs?

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This from a girl who claims to have been too lazy to do scar care. Although pooners love having scars, so she obviously did it on purpose.

I did scar tape for maybe a week and gave up. I have recently started using silicone gel, but it’s only been a few days. I’m almost 1 year post-op. I do have Ehlers Danlos syndrome though, so that does effect my healing and scaring

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She says she has abnormal scarring, but she has better results than most pooners:

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After she gets her disability affirming surgeries, she'll be able to achieve her dream of being a real helpless cripple.

I'm not sure what the motivation behind pretending to be the Adonis of pooners would be since it's not as if it nets you mountains of pussy, so my only theory is it being some sort of misogynistic game to humiliate women. The joke is on them, however, because nothing is more humiliating than the reality of being a pooner already. Try harder, laddies!

Trolling trannies is easy and fun.

 

[Toxic BRAAAAP Mask]

Everytime I open a spoiler on this thread it's literally this:

Spoiler: Totally Affirming

Chiari Malformation: A condition where you have an abnormally shaped skull that doesn't contain your brain properly, causing brain tissue to poke into your spinal cord. So she's complaining about her neck hurting, but it needs to be some special super rare condition causing it, so she will badger and switch doctors until she finds the one that says " I guess that x-ray looks kinda funny."

Fuck this bitch, fuck her to hell.

PLing here but my younger brother actually had one of the chiari types and had to have surgery for it in junior high school or risk paralysis due to spinal cord compression. It was a long recovery and he still has some issues from it but he exercises and cooks and gardens, basically lives a full life, finally got his license, and wants to go to college despite it all. I'm so proud of him and bitches like this co-opting his expriences for her own attention make me so damn MATI. I hope her rotdog falls off.

 

[RonRiot]

I know it’s ableist to find cripples inspiring, but god bless the highly successful quadriplegic Paralympic athlete for boolying the lil’ dude whose hobby is pretending to be sick and special. His existence as a real man with a disability would have had her seething in and of itself, so he really went the extra mile.
Achilles is the pinnacle of pooner names. I’m sure she got it from the Greek myth where Achilles cried because his fellow warriors didn’t acknowledge how brave he was about his ouchie heel, and not from the cringe fujo novel.

 

[Iron Jaguar]

There's fucking hair coming out of it

Spoiler: Close up

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