Aunt Bibby has a 2 minute video on how to do this better without having to pay a surgeon or avoid talking for several weeks and he never gets misgendered at the drive thru.
“Do you want to know how I got these scars???”
What scares me is that the bottom hole I think is supposed to be the vagina hole and that top hole is just a giant flayed urethra hole so the piss can rain down like a sprinkler fire suppression system.
Aunt Bibby has a 2 minute video on how to do this better without having to pay a surgeon or avoid talking for several weeks and he never gets misgendered at the drive thru.
“Do you want to know how I got these scars???”
What scares me is that the bottom hole I think is supposed to be the vagina hole and that top hole is just a giant flayed urethra hole so the piss can rain down like a sprinkler fire suppression system.
"Flayed urethra hole" just sounds like its an open invitation for bacteria to have the equivalent of a non-stop block party inside the remnants of the urinary tract. In fact, I would not be surprised if the urethra becomes so fenestrated by repeated infections that the whole mess of amhole/urethral orifice just becomes a cavity of never-ending purulence.
"Flayed urethra hole" just sounds like its an open invitation for bacteria to have the equivalent of a non-stop block party inside the remnants of the urinary tract. In fact, I would not be surprised if the urethra becomes so fenestrated by repeated infections that the whole mess of amhole/urethral orifice just becomes a cavity of never-ending purulence.
"Flayed urethra hole" just sounds like its an open invitation for bacteria to have the equivalent of a non-stop block party inside the remnants of the urinary tract. In fact, I would not be surprised if the urethra becomes so fenestrated by repeated infections that the whole mess of amhole/urethral orifice just becomes a cavity of never-ending purulence.
My prediction for the end of humanity is moving away from nuclear destruction (so 80s!) and towards ‘multidrug resistant bacteria cooked up in the urethra of a tranny or pooner’
My prediction for the end of humanity is moving away from nuclear destruction (so 80s!) and towards ‘multidrug resistant bacteria cooked up in the urethra of a tranny or pooner’
I think that makes financial sense - more surgeries means more payouts. On the other hand, that may make it cost prohibitive and end up reducing sales. Some FTMs may be so desperate to “yeet the teets” that multiple stage surgery is deliberately avoided.
I’m not a surgeon, so maybe I am misunderstanding the bureaucratic process, but multiple stages means multiple IRL interactions. Dr. Gallagher can meet a girl for ten minutes on the phone and another ten before surgery. That’s not the same as meeting someone several times over the course of weeks and continuing to slice them up. I think the former mitigates the risk of remorse, and the latter could encourage it. Assuming these people are motivated by profit and not sadosexual fixations… the former might make sense to a cynical and covetous physician.
Basically, Thomas Harris said it best when…
LADY SENATOR: My daughter is Catherine.
CLARICE STARLING; Boy, that's smart. Jesus, that's really smart.
CLARICE’S BLACK FRIEND: She keeps repeating the name.
CLARICE: If he sees Catherine as a person and not just an object, it's harder to tear her up.
Maybe if you replace “an object” with “10k” or whatever the amount is, we’ll get our answer. This movie and book were so prophetic.
"Flayed urethra hole" just sounds like its an open invitation for bacteria to have the equivalent of a non-stop block party inside the remnants of the urinary tract. In fact, I would not be surprised if the urethra becomes so fenestrated by repeated infections that the whole mess of amhole/urethral orifice just becomes a cavity of never-ending purulence.
Imagine one of those wheel of fortune wheels but the outcomes are just “BV”, “yeast infection” “UTI”, “retention”, “meatal stenosis”, “irritation”, "loss of depth", "neurological pain", "vaginismus", “skin slough” and “bezoar”.
I don't mean to shit up your guys' thread but dear fucking god looking at these pictures almost made me vomit. I had to have my hip repaired once after a big accident and it still hurts time to time when working out, I can't imagine having my dick exploded and folded into itself like it's Rorschach at the end of watchmen. When I see this stuff and see those doctors I don't see medical professionals I see people that look like Charles Ponzi. They don't care about the medical or moral efficacy of what they're doing and may even know the results will never be satisfactory but they just don't care. They're here to make money and if a few troons and pooners get hacked apart? Who cares! What matters is how much they can squeeze out of these deluded people before the surgery becomes unpopular. When some guy in a dress enters their office they smile. Not because they love helping people, if they did they wouldn't do this. No they smile because a fat pay check just showed up. Anyways thats my sperging done.
Last time we saw poor Eve Panzarino, his 'ditch had miraculously not killed him yet despite looking like it was ready to help him meet his maker. But that doesn't mean things haven't stayed dire for him as his surgeon, Dr. Whitehead, has allegedly now fired Panzarino as a patient, leaving him with no one to follow up with who had a hand in the original procedure. But don't worry, Panzykins is a top-shelf developer and will absolutely destroy Whitehead's reputation through SEO manipulation, so trust that this butcher messed with the wrong baddie! Last Post (c/o crab hole) Link | Archive
I had srs on 12/16 they said it went great but i smelt like a dead body, and posted before about how i had an infection then i went to the hospital. Doctor denied that i had an infection. It got to the point where they were denying me pain meds that I sent this text: "Again with not offering solutions. If you cannot help, then i need help elsewhere because being dimmisive to pain is not a solution. Saying i cannot recieve outside help when i am certain i had an infection makes me feel like this was attempted murder and it is hard to trust" To which they said they cannot be my doctor but i did not accuse them of anything. I stated my feelings and thats how it feels. Now they are denying me care to my follow up appointments. What should i do?
Dr. John Whitehead & Dr. Alain Ramirez Restore med center
Speaking of updates on horrorshows, trans-identified French Fry Alfiehar is actually looking far better than she did before, though her rotdog is more akin to a pig-in-a-blanket than a proper foot-long. Though she should be grateful that she didn't nearly die of fucking sepsis, she still finds something to complain about, saying that she "[didnt] really sign up for [a] almost [potatoe] shaped phallus." I think potato is actually pushing it, what with how tiny it is - unless we're talking baby Yukons, perhaps? Last Post Link | Archive
Healing update, mostly healed now aside from a few spots of wound separation
And im going to be honest, I absolutely loathe how this has come out. I didnt really sign up for a almost potatoe shaped phallus.
I dont think very much can be done revision wise to correct anything and I dont even know how glansplasty is actually going to work as the underside is almost completely flat from the wound separation.
Non-binary_prince can now finally rest easy knowing that her "rapehole" is obscured by a big pair of trucknuts attached to her body, forever protecting her from being reminded that she bears the mark-- er, the chromosome of the beast. As usual, I find the priority of these patients puzzling and perturbing because when I look at NBP's crotch, the presence of pussy since passed is not really the first thing that leaps out to me, you know? Last Post Link | Archive
Had stage two on Monday, it’s now Wednesday morning. They did a monsplasty, urethral repair, and testicular prosthesis. Pic shows where they marked on my preop. The circles were for fat grafting if they couldn’t find me testicular implants, but they found em, so I’m those areas should look the same.
Well, my dick is definitely buried inside my scrotum, but I am hoping that some of that is swelling. That said, I have balls! I definitely don’t have a vulva anymore, even if my dick stays gone, there’s no looking at my junk and thinking there’s a vagina there. I love my balls, I’m just laying here holding them in my hand and it feels amazing, and my scrotum isn’t numb or anything so I can feel my hand on my balls.
I can’t describe how much I dislike that having testicles makes me feel like a man, that I needed every bit of surgery I have had in order to feel like a man. My brain knows that I didn’t need male genitalia to be a man, but fuck if I didn’t need it to be me.
Has anyone else’s penis looked like this and did the swelling going down make it better? I was already starting to plan on phalloplasty, so I’m not really worried about LBJ and the boys not fully cooperating.
I'm 1 month post-op today and got my catheter out! It's been such a relief even though it burns when I pee. Unfortunately, I do have a fistula on the underside of my penis so urine comes out of there when I void. It's in a tricky spot to plug with my finger but I'm gonna try to be consistent with it. I'm also still quite swollen. I know that can take a while to settle though. Hope things continue to get easier!
Sometimes I wish troon surgeons would actually sit down and explain, in layman's terms, some of their trade secrets, because I'd love to know why some stinkditches look like proper ditches while others have the corpulent swelling of inflatable bouncy castles - like this one, for example. OP doesn't look particularly heavyset, so I don't believe it to be a body type thing, but man, his "labia" look fit to burst. rosietherioter_ (Dr. Dy and Dr. Peters; peritoneal pull-through vaginoplasty (PPV)) Link | Archive
I am currently 8 weeks post from getting peritoneal pull through surgery with Dr Dy and Dr Peters and I am very satisfied with results and the care received. Things are still swollen but im able to go out and live life again. Dilation is going well but definitely still a chore and can be very demoralizing to have to live my life around for these first 3 months, I have only lost about 1 cm of depth (still cover all the numbers though) I had some wound separation at the entrance of the vaginal canal in ththe first 5 weeks thays starting to close and only minor granulation. Every week feels like a major improvement from the last though. I will keep updating as I continue to heal. Feel free to ask questions
Now let's take a look at some mastectomies, since they are arguably the least invasive/damaging procedure one can get on their journey into gender jimjams. As you can tell by the abhorrent borderline red jelly oozing out of this next one, this patient isn't actually a pooner, but probably some sort of mutant Uncrustable brought to life through the wish of a lonesome child. Fit-Introduction-427 (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy) Link | Archive
I got DI a little less than 4 weeks ago, and my incisions are opening up on my sides. I have been putting petroleum and gauze over it, changing every 8 hours. I'm looking into getting a compression binder that may cause less friction in that area, and am starting antibiotic on it tonight.
Has anyone else experienced this? What helped you? I will see my surgeon in 1.5 weeks, but can't really go in sooner due to transportation issues.
No hugbox for this box: a TiF with a rather rectangular surgical outcome asks for honest feedback on her results, neurotically circling over different parts of her photos to try and narrow down exactly what makes her chest so unnatural in its appearance. Because TiFs seem determined to establish HOAs in crab buckets, they naturally start assuring OP that her results, in fact, are "totally normal" - in fact, numerous people report that shelooksabsolutelynormal, which leads me to believe many of them haven't seen a naked man in person... ever. BlueUntilDawn (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy) Link | Archive
I'm on a throwaway account as I don't want this tied to my main account.
I'm almost 7 months post-op and will be having my follow-up with my surgeon in a couple of weeks. I want to go in there armed with info as I find it very difficult to advocate for myself.
The scars themselves have healed really well and I feel that, given time, once the pinkness and the remaining puckering has faded there will be barely anything left of them. I feel super lucky with that.
I have obvious dog-ears (ringed with black) at the sides which my surgeon did warn me would likely occur. I have also been getting alot of numbness/painful tingling in my right arm/hand since my surgery. It happens multiple times through the night whether I'm sleeping on my back or either side. The only way to get it to subside in bed is to turn onto my left side, stretch out my left arm and then lay my right arm over it so I'm propping up my hand. It quickly goes away when I do that. It also happens when I'm standing up and doing things like washing dishes. I feel that it's the dog-ears being compressed that's causing it.
I've tried to include a couple of angles as the triangular area I'm particularly unhappy with doesn't show up well in a head-on image. The last 2 pics are from 12 days and 6 weeks post-op.
The long red lines mark where there is a very noticeable "dip", and then within those same lines is a large raised trianglular area of flesh. I'm not sure how to describe it other than that there is no "line" between the two sides of the chest like you see in most men. I feel that even if the triangular area was evened out, it would still look weird because of the "dip".
The white line surrounds an area where there have been blue/purple veins clearly showing since day 1. When touched, they fade away, then immediately come back into view when the pressure is released.
I have been told by a friend that the triangle area is perfectly normal and every man has it exactly like I have it. I feel that she's just saying that to make me feel better about it. I've scoured the internet looking at pictures of other mens' chests and not found any that look like mine.
As I said, I want to go into that appointment in 2 weeks, armed with the right info. If my chest is not "normal-looking" I want to go in there and be able to say that without worrying that my surgeon might not take me seriously.
So... honest and open thoughts please? I don't want hugboxing, but also please don't be unnecessarily rude. Thank you
(Also, I'm autistic and really struggled to find the right words for this post. So please bear in mind that I am talking about my own chest and results, and not anybody else's.)
Update: Thank you so much to everyone who has replied, I truly appreciate it!
I think with my own harshness towards myself, and my friend's worry of saying something that may upset me, it was difficult to see the middle ground. I'd been debating whether to post here for weeks, as any kind of socialising is really difficult, but I'm glad I did. A fresh perspective can be very helpful, and it certainly has been here.
I was working out before my surgery and had actually JUST progressed to doing my first successful pull-up the week before surgery. I have not resumed that yet but I have started stretches and light VR Beat Saber sessions to try to slowly get my body back to it's pre-surgery state. It's good to see that most of you think developing the muscles will help with the dip issue, so that further encourages me to continue with that progression!
My friend will be going with me to the follow-up, so I'll show her this thread in case I forget to ask anything, but I will absolutely be mentioning everything to my surgeon (UK, NHS). And I will definitely be requesting the revision on the dog ears. Honestly, he seemed really lovely so I have no worry that he'd do anything wrong. It's more my own lack of advocacy skills and assertivenessthat I've been worried about there.
In the meantime, I will continue with massaging my scars, as I have seen alot of improvement in the puckering over the last few weeks.
I'm sorry that I'm unable to respond to everyone individually right now, I'm feeling quite overwhelmed as I was not expecting so many replies and support! hopefully this update will be ok
This is one of those titchops that make me think the surgeon was honestly just fucking around with the patient under anesthesia because you can hardly call this top surgery (as most TiFs understand it as). It just looks like they took a comical cartoon vacuum to her breasts, pressed "SUCK" (in bold red letters) and emphatically tapped their foot as it took .5 seconds to slurp up all her boob-meat. cipherscripture (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy) Link | Archive
While overall I’m really happy, I still get sad looking at my chest because I see so many great 1-2 month post op photo and I think “why can’t I look like that”. I still have a seroma on my left side that’s fighting and won’t go away, and my right side has developed this weird hard swelling. My doctor tells me not to worry, and that this is all a part of healing (considering they took 7.5 pounds away from my chest), but I feel gross. I don’t like the swelling. Or the seroma.
I’ve started to work out in an attempt to build muscle so I’m hopeful that will make me more confident. Just wondering if y’all had similar post op experiences like this? Did the swelling go away? I haven’t heard of a seroma lasting for nearly 6 weeks like this.
Now for some text posts.
This troon got the dream outcome for his enditchening when he was able to take massive silicone rods up his horror-hole pretty much straight from the get-go - until tragedy struck and half his canal mysteriously closed up. Then when his surgeon brings him back in for a revision, matters are made even worse, forcing OP to declare that "sex is pretty much impossible." The healing trajectory of stinkditches seems to vary pretty widely, but to go from pornstar depth to barely a pinky finger on a dwarf is unusual even among the stories I've read... perhaps something else is at play? lesbian_phrog (Dr. Shubham Gupta; peritoneal pull-through vaginoplasty (PPV)) Link | Archive
I got a PPT Vaginoplasty on Jan 10, 2025. My first few months were great I got all the way down on my soul source dilators and went up the biggest sized ones too. Suddenly in July for some reason I lost half of my depth. My doctor thought it was due to my very steep entrance (my perineum healed pretty much over my opening) so we scheduled a perineoplasty for Nov 12, 2025. Since that was a few months away I started physical therapy. Eventually I had the perineoplasty and my depth got so much worse. I can barely get past the first dot. Sex is pretty much impossible. I have an appointment with my doctor to try silver nitrate in hopes something helps. I'm also going back to physical therapy. I'm not doing well at all I don't know what I expect out of this post I just felt the need to vent and maybe someone has a magical solution to fix my depth
This MTF got his dick ripped off and got titty implants put in all in one surgery, which Lady Luck probably saw as a wicked snot-rocket to her face - that'd explain why his luck turned rotten the second he left the operating theater, leading to two extra revision surgeries that have left him inorgasmic and in constant chronic pain. While he avoids naming his surgeon in the comments of this post, I dug around in his history and have uncovered his surgeon as Dr. Littleton, who is widely renowned for his extremely "passing" results. Guess even the MVPs have bad games some days, huh? PrincessPreassure (Dr. Marcio Littleton; vaginoplasty, breast augmentation) Link | Archive
I’ve tried making this post long ago but my publication got deleted without even being posted wich led me to believe the surgeon I had a bad experience with definitely has someone here backing him up from any bad reviews, maybe that’s why it seems like all his results are perfect. I had my surgery with one of the most popular surgeons at the moment, and despite having two revisions with him, my surgery remains botched.
I took a long time to realize I was botched…. I was always holding on to the hope that it could be fixed, and also the calmness of the surgeon all along made me be sure that my problem wasn’t gonna be a big deal to fix it. Turns out I was incredibly wrong.
In my first surgery I did with him I did a BA and SRS all in one ( I wanted to, and he said it was possible so I trusted him) coming out the surgery my first big red flag should’ve been how little time the two surgeries took, very different from all his other patients I knew of, he basically spent less time doing both my surgeries than he does doing SRS ALONE in other girls.
My vagina looked BAD and nothing close to natural looking, tha anatomy, everything…. But as I said he was the dream surgeon, so why would I be worried? I mean , it looked awful, but he was going to fix it right?
Fast forward to my first follow up (that he did in the clinic, not in the hospital, which was again something he said it was okay, and advised me in doing it) he also advised me to spent a very short amount of time at the city the surgery was performed at. But again , he studied for this right? I mean he’s one of the best in the world, so as much as I thought it was weird, how would I except anything to go south if I was following everything he said?….
Ima give props where props is due, he did fix it a bit this first attempt. It did looked slightly better, but again (and with the vision I have today) he didn’t took the right approach in fixing it, he highly downplayed the mess the surgery actually looked like.
Fast forward again, he booked me for a second revision ( and I was like okay third time it’s the charm, ain’t no way this ain’t lookin okay after this)
He at least had me go to the actual hospital this time around, but again, he advised staying in the hospital ONE DAY. U didn’t read that wrong, a single day at the hospital, and a couple days more at the city ( very little time to ) but again, I was young, in high mental and emotional distress so if he told me that would be it and enough, who could I be to think he was misleading me… I thought it was gonna be fine, that he knew exactly what he was doing, “maybe he’s using different stronger stitches this time around” idk ….
Results are : it turned out worst than the last time. The thing that was bothering me came out slightly worse (yes) and that was when I finally truly realized that man don’t give a fuck if I kill myself tomorrow he just wanted the money for the revisions.
He complete didn’t care how my day to day life was going to be after going trough all that process and still being unhappy.
I could talk about the money spent but honestly I feel more for all the emotional, spiritual and physiological damage that made me.
Not only still looks very unnatural and unfinished.It caused a big impact on my physical part, I’m never able to do exercise as good with one leg as I can do with the other, it’s simply impossible.
Sometimes I feel burning sensation to pee or while in showering, as if something was truly wrong with it…
I’m completely unable to have a romantic or sexual life do to how I feel about my body because of this.
My sensation in the genital got a bit messed up too from the first to the second revision. It’s like I almost get there a lot of times but now I rarely really can get there.
The canal function it’s okay, funny and ironically enough I think it was the best part of the whole surgery …. If I could only feel okay about using it… maybe that would have any value.
I completely stopped the dilations because it became highly triggering to me. Why would I keep taking care of something that was so expensive and I don’t like it or use it.
I can barely look at the flaws, and at the surgery.I try looking at it the least I can cause it sents me on an awful spiral of really bad feelings and thoughts.
Even thinking they’re not going to allow me to make this post. But I just wanted to say, if u went to one of the top surgeons and had a bad experience you’re not alone, please try to be strong… I’m trying for now, since it’s all I can do.
Xoxo, The Princess
fucklimpbizkitt inches closer to the brink of 41% as he learns that the revision surgery he was banking on to fix his foxhole likely won't be scheduled this year, but perhaps in a year or two, which has him despairing that the entirety of his 20s will be wasted on being a have-not when he should be a fun, freewheeling filly having fun with friends. Every post this guy makes should be seen as evidence against pediatric transition, honestly, because it's only ever made him a dour little eunuch. Last Post Link | Archive
i feel like my life is ruined. i had srs 4 years ago when i was 20, i’m 24 now and i’ve been majorly depressed for the best part of those 4 years due to bad surgery results. i’ve fallen more and more into a depression pit and the one thing i was clinging on to was that i could possibly get a revision on the NHS. i was told they’d be able to offer me an appointment early this year. however i had a call from my surgeons PA today and was told it would actually be 1-2 years. i’ve already been waiting around 5 months and going more and more insane, checking my emails daily.
i still can’t and haven’t had sex 4 years post op, i have horrible discharge that smells bad, i can feel it in my vagina when i get gassy, my vagina and my clit hurt and are constantly irritated, and i can’t really dilate due to these issues. i’m so incredibly disappointed and now i can’t even get my revision. i really feel like my life is ruined and i’m just going to fall more and more into depression pit. i have no hope anymore i just want to cry. the fact i could be like 7 years post op before this even gets sorted is such ropefuel. i just want to live my life the NHS is beyond awful atp.
Finally, a teenage girl is thinking of seeking out a metoidioplasty - which is insane enough as a statement as it is - but asks older pooners if there's any possibility that her surgen can fucking lie to her about the names of her body parts so that she can get through the "consolation" without flipping her shit due to "terrible dysphoria." That only one commenter even advises OP to focus on other things as a minor is almost enough to fit me with an entire suit made of tophats. Jesus Christ, what a terrible world we live in. Link | Archive
i can’t anytime soon (minor) but for the future i want surgery for certain but i have terrible dysphoria and i’m afraid they’ll refer to me/my genitalia with female descriptors and i don’t think i’ll be able to get through consolation and surgery without freaking out unless if they’d be able to use male/post-op descriptors for me (sorry if this is unreadable i’m really nervous LOL)
Every time these girls get the fake balls it reminds me of two massive bartholins cysts. (A cyst formed by a blockage in the lubrication duct of the pussay afaik) Any kiwisisters that know what that is sorry for the memories and pain. What a euphoric experience to feel my labia swell to the size of a small orange and feel like I have a ballsack, I should have remembered that transmen wish they could have my fat fucking pussy problems and been grateful. Jfc powerleveling whatever idc
This one literally looks like cysts, even has the weird nipple like thing some bartholins cysts get. Not balls. Still obviously labia skin just stretched and swollen. LIKE A FUCKING CYST. FUCKING DELUSIONAL.
This one literally looks like cysts, even has the weird nipple like thing some bartholins cysts get. Not balls. Still obviously labia skin just stretched and swollen. LIKE A FUCKING CYST. FUCKING DELUSIONAL.
Non-binary_prince can now finally rest easy knowing that her "rapehole" is obscured by a big pair of trucknuts attached to her body, forever protecting her from being reminded that she bears the mark-- er, the chromosome of the beast. As usual, I find the priority of these patients puzzling and perturbing because when I look at NBP's crotch, the presence of pussy since passed is not really the first thing that leaps out to me, you know?
Her body is a glaring warning sign alone. Why does it look calloused? WHY DOES HER STOMACH LOOK CALLOUSED? What the everloving fuck? I guess it's weird-ass hair growth (seriously no man has hair grow like that) on top of weird-ass fat growth (why does it look like elephant skin? Why? Why? Whywhywhwhywhywhywhy?)
The only person who would willingly fuck this is an utter degenerate who would also fuck an 80 year old, a knothole in a tree, and a pool water intake.
This one literally looks like cysts, even has the weird nipple like thing some bartholins cysts get. Not balls. Still obviously labia skin just stretched and swollen. LIKE A FUCKING CYST. FUCKING DELUSIONAL.
As a Bartholin's gland-haver, she needs draw a hot bath, throw in about two cups of epsom salts, and sit in there with a glass of wine and a good book. Do that every day and it should resolve quickly.
Frankly, everyone in this thread should do that, cows and kiwis alike.