Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

[Anaiah Carlson]

Would you encourage people to stop taking medication even if it would kill them? Why do you dislike medicine, anyways? Are you saying that if you had a very ill five year old who didn't want to take medication you would let him die?

What crazy things have you gone through?

I've been exposed to all kinds of people, and i have suffered a lot of painful rejection from friends both men and women for stupid reasons. I have been verbally abused by many different people and attacked and made fun of on various occasions. I've had people threaten to kill me or come beat me up. The whole fiasco with Tamar is pretty tramautizing to me. I've also traveled around the country and visited people from all over the place who I didn't know very well. Some good experiences, some less pleasant, but all was fine for the most part.

Don't think so but I'll double check. I like to keep to factual dox.

This is your previous address correct? 90 N Brandywine Ave, Schenectady, NY 12307

Yeah where our house formerly stood is a parking lot now to a pharmacy (ha!)

 

[Cthulu]

Yeah where our house formerly stood is a parking lot now to a pharmacy (ha!)

and this is your dad's FB? https://www.facebook.com/dcarlso

Your rite they are all pretty normal but what about emilie?

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

Would you encourage people to stop taking medication even if it would kill them? Why do you dislike medicine, anyways? Are you saying that if you had a very ill five year old who didn't want to take medication you would let him die?

What crazy things have you gone through?

I dislike drugs because of their side effects. fine a drug that doesn't have toxic side effects, then I'm ok with it. Also i only approve of natural drugs in a healthy dosage and taken in a healthy way. So i shouldn't have said all medicine. I just mean the medicine with toxic side effects. I would encourage people to stop taking toxic drugs even if there was a good chance it would kill them. The way i see it, death is not the end of the world. Death is sometimes a good thing. If the person is going to die unless they take toxic drugs, that's their time then and they shouldn't interfere with nature's course. That's living in rebellion. I don't intend to go to the doctor ever again unless I feel really really ill and can't figure out what's going on, and then i'll probably see what the doctor says. Otherwise, i'm not going to the doctor's. i haven't gone to a doctor in over 7 years. I believe in just living life and if you die you die. If you can do something about it without going against natural course then good. But if you can't its better if you just die.

So you honestly think that she wants someone who can't provide for her? Because that's the idea I'm getting from you. You acknowledge that you need money to impress her, yet you don't seem to be interested in actually getting out of the house and getting any or getting the experiences that worldly people know are important to learning how to build a career.

Andrew, have you noticed that all your plans seem to be far off in the future?

I'll get a job when...
I'll finish my bible when...
I'll start my work as a politician when...
I'll form my commune when...
I'll start pursuing Tamar again when...

I think you create grandiose plans and fantasies that you know you'll never complete as a way to continue doing nothing. Why aren't you just doing these things now?

I chose not to have a job. This entire thing with Tamar has inspired me to start looking for work to save up money to be with her. But I don't want to get a job while this lawsuit is going on and the threat of me going to jail is serious. As for the bible thing, this is a HUGE project you have no idea how huge. Its going to take decades. 300 books, doing critical editions recording the various manuscript readings, translating, commentary, reconstruction work, learning the languages necessary for the project. so i'm taking my time with the project. I really need to learn the languages before I can start the bible project. I find it very difficult to learn languages but I am trying. But i am waiting to put more time on learning languages because i don't want to start learning a language then have that interuppted by going to jail.

I bought the land for the commune with my own money six years ago. I haven't gotten enough interest in other people for it, so I've just been putting it off waiting for more interest. it appears people don't want to help me with this and i'll have to do it on my own which is making it take longer.

the stuff with Tamar is still ongoing. I get to respond to her stuff soon and i'll get to say what i want to say to her in the legal response. This legal stuff is part of my pursuit of her it seems.

 

[Cthulu]

I dislike drugs because of their side effects. fine a drug that doesn't have toxic side effects, then I'm ok with it. Also i only approve of natural drugs in a healthy dosage and taken in a healthy way. So i shouldn't have said all medicine. I just mean the medicine with toxic side effects. I would encourage people to stop taking toxic drugs even if there was a good chance it would kill them. The way i see it, death is not the end of the world. Death is sometimes a good thing. If the person is going to die unless they take toxic drugs, that's their time then and they shouldn't interfere with nature's course. That's living in rebellion. I don't intend to go to the doctor ever again unless I feel really really ill and can't figure out what's going on, and then i'll probably see what the doctor says. Otherwise, i'm not going to the doctor's. i haven't gone to a doctor in over 7 years. I believe in just living life and if you die you die. If you can do something about it without going against natural course then good. But if you can't its better if you just die.

Quit attention whoring.
Interests
Likes to Travel
Property Details
HOME VALUE
$129 K
LAST SOLD PRICE (AUG 1996)
$74.9 K
YEAR BUILT
1977
LIVING AREA
1,060 Sqft
LOT SIZE
6,300 Sqft
BEDROOMS
3

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

So you honestly think that she wants someone who can't provide for her? Because that's the idea I'm getting from you. You acknowledge that you need money to impress her, yet you don't seem to be interested in actually getting out of the house and getting any or getting the experiences that worldly people know are important to learning how to build a career.

Andrew, have you noticed that all your plans seem to be far off in the future?

I'll get a job when...
I'll finish my bible when...
I'll start my work as a politician when...
I'll form my commune when...
I'll start pursuing Tamar again when...

I think you create grandiose plans and fantasies that you know you'll never complete as a way to continue doing nothing. Why aren't you just doing these things now?

I'm comfortable enough in not doing anything that I can just say i am not doing anything because i don't want to do anything. i don't make up grandiose plans to justify doing nothing. I make plans to try to get myself out of doing nothing and trying to work towards something rather than continuing to remain in nothing. I've been making great progress in my personal development. But now its time to start trying to help other people, so I need to work on making that a reality.

Quit attention whoring.
Interests
Likes to Travel
Property Details
HOME VALUE
$129 K
LAST SOLD PRICE (AUG 1996)
$74.9 K
YEAR BUILT
1977
LIVING AREA
1,060 Sqft
LOT SIZE
6,300 Sqft
BEDROOMS
3

Looks like you are being the attention whore, dear

 

[Cthulu]

I'm comfortable enough in not doing anything that I can just say i am not doing anything because i don't want to do anything. i don't make up grandiose plans to justify doing nothing. I make plans to try to get myself out of doing nothing and trying to work towards something rather than continuing to remain in nothing. I've been making great progress in my personal development. But now its time to start trying to help other people, so I need to work on making that a reality.

Is Michael the cousin she fucked?

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

Is Michael the cousin she fucked?

I said Tamar was with her mother's cousin. Michael is my relative, not Tamar's relative, genius.

you're an idiot.

 

[Cthulu]

I said Tamar was with her mother's cousin. Michael is my relative, not Tamar's relative, genius.

you're an idiot.

Sorry fam got to dox out her family line then got ya. I got your dox right it seems.

 

[Yellow Yam Scam]

I chose not to have a job. This entire thing with Tamar has inspired me to start looking for work to save up money to be with her. But I don't want to get a job while this lawsuit is going on and the threat of me going to jail is serious. As for the bible thing, this is a HUGE project you have no idea how huge. Its going to take decades. 300 books, doing critical editions recording the various manuscript readings, translating, commentary, reconstruction work, learning the languages necessary for the project. so i'm taking my time with the project. I really need to learn the languages before I can start the bible project. I find it very difficult to learn languages but I am trying. But i am waiting to put more time on learning languages because i don't want to start learning a language then have that interuppted by going to jail.

I bought the land for the commune with my own money six years ago. I haven't gotten enough interest in other people for it, so I've just been putting it off waiting for more interest. it appears people don't want to help me with this and i'll have to do it on my own which is making it take longer.

the stuff with Tamar is still ongoing. I get to respond to her stuff soon and i'll get to say what i want to say to her in the legal response. This legal stuff is part of my pursuit of her it seems.

No, I get how huge of a project is, but that's my point. It's a stupidly massive project that you'll never accomplish but it allows you to spend 2 hours a day on duolingo to "learn languages" and then feel accomplished afterwards.

The idea of not getting a job because of current legal issues is just dumb. That's one of the best reasons TO get a job. What, you think that if you have to quit your job bagging groceries to go to jail (prison, actually) that you won't be able to get another minimum wage job?

If you cared about being a politician you wouldn't be writing on a website where everyone knows your real name and saying shit like "I WANT TO BRING BACK SLAVERY."

You're good at pursuing Tamar though, since your plans to get her to break up with her men seem to work most of the time, so you should probably just keep doing that. Everything else is just a weirdo jerkoff fantasy fueled by a messiah complex. But seriously, stop wasting all this time and get back to Tamar, I think there's some real hope for you with her.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

Right, so your plan is to dox a stalking victim, why exactly? Oh right because you actually care about her feelings (not). You don't care about her. You obviously don't care she if she is being stalked or not. You might pretend to be outraged by my actions, but obviously you're not based on your lack of concern you demonstrate in your assertion you are going to dox her family relatives.

 

[Boxy Brown]

Doesn't it get tiring obsessing over religion constantly? It seems like most of the problems in your life come from your religious beliefs acting as a wedge between you and everyone you've loved. The guy friend, ex, Tamar and your dad. What about just live and let live. Maybe if you gave less thought to how many lashes an offense deserves etc you could focus on the positive aspects of religion. Maybe just chill and listen to my nigga George.

 

[Cthulu]

Right, so your plan is to dox a stalking victim, why exactly? Oh right because you actually care about her feelings (not). You don't care about her. You obviously don't care she if she is being stalked or not. You might pretend to be outraged by my actions, but obviously you're not based on your lack of concern you demonstrate in your assertion you are going to dox her family relatives.

No idgaf. I'm doxing the cousin your waifu fucked just to satisfy my curiosity. I'm a dick like that. Don't start me digging by attention whoring out here.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

No, I get how huge of a project is, but that's my point. It's a stupidly massive project that you'll never accomplish but it allows you to spend 2 hours a day on duolingo to "learn languages" and then feel accomplished afterwards.

The idea of not getting a job because of current legal issues is just dumb. That's one of the best reasons TO get a job. What, you think that if you have to quit your job bagging groceries to go to jail (prison, actually) that you won't be able to get another minimum wage job?

If you cared about being a politician you wouldn't be writing on a website where everyone knows your real name and saying shit like "I WANT TO BRING BACK SLAVERY."

You're good at pursuing Tamar though, since your plans to get her to break up with her men seem to work most of the time, so you should probably just keep doing that. Everything else is just a weirdo jerkoff fantasy fueled by a messiah complex. But seriously, stop wasting all this time and get back to Tamar, I think there's some real hope for you with her.

I don't use duolingo. I want to actually learn the languages so I need something superior to duolingo.

I feel likes its selfish to get a job and then shortly after you get hired you have to go to jail. someone else is depending on you for that job and you didn't follow through with what you said you'd do.

My political views are unpopular anyways. I'm not going to lie to get elected. So i have to be open about my views. Its a very different type of slavery so bringing "back" slavery implies something very different than what i have in mind. anyways i know i probably wont be president but it doesn't hurt to try someday.

I'm doing all I can to get Tamar right now. Now I just have to wait until the judge tells me its my turn to respond. I'm waiting eagerly. I am indeed making Tamar my primary focus in life as of right now. We'll see what happens.

 

[ICametoLurk]

@tamarlover

What is the official Orthodox Essene Judaism viewpoint on anime?

Are having waifus (Having emotions such as love towards a character) allowed in your religion?

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

No idgaf. I'm doxing the cousin your waifu fucked just to satisfy my curiosity.

Its literally impossible for you to figure out who it is. I only found out because the guy told me himself. I never would have found out otherwise. You've got nothing and you'll never have anything on Tamar.

 

[Cthulu]

Its literally impossible for you to figure out who it is. I only found out because the guy told me himself. I never would have found out otherwise. You've got nothing and you'll never have anything on Tamar.

lmao. If you say so fam. (770) 438-6834

Yeap don't have nothing.
PO Box 1133, Richmond, VA 23218
plus what she filed on nool we got everything

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

Doesn't it get tiring obsessing over religion constantly? It seems like most of the problems in your life come from your religious beliefs acting as a wedge between you and everyone you've loved. The guy friend, ex, Tamar and your dad. What about just live and let live. Maybe if you gave less thought to how many lashes an offense deserves etc you could focus on the positive aspects of religion. Maybe just chill and listen to my nigga George.

Its exhausting but thats my purpose in life to exhaust myself for the sake of the greater good. i do agree that i wouldn't have my problems if it weren't for religious differences.

 

[💗Freddie Freaker💗]

Its literally impossible for you to figure out who it is. I only found out because the guy told me himself. I never would have found out otherwise. You've got nothing and you'll never have anything on Tamar.

What made him decide to tell you?

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

@tamarlover

What is the official Orthodox Essene Judaism viewpoint on anime?

Are having waifus (Having emotions such as love towards a character) allowed in your religion?

anime in theory is not wrong, but anime often conveys wrong things.

Having a waifu is evidence you are demon-possessed, mentally ill, and bat-shit crazy in my opinion.

What made him decide to tell you?

We were talking about her and I asked him about how he knew what he was saying and he explained how he was initimately familiar with her.

 

[Yellow Yam Scam]

I don't use duolingo. I want to actually learn the languages so I need something superior to duolingo.

I feel likes its selfish to get a job and then shortly after you get hired you have to go to jail. someone else is depending on you for that job and you didn't follow through with what you said you'd do.

My political views are unpopular anyways. I'm not going to lie to get elected. So i have to be open about my views. Its a very different type of slavery so bringing "back" slavery implies something very different than what i have in mind. anyways i know i probably wont be president but it doesn't hurt to try someday.

I'm doing all I can to get Tamar right now. Now I just have to wait until the judge tells me its my turn to respond. I'm waiting eagerly. I am indeed making Tamar my primary focus in life as of right now. We'll see what happens.

"Blah blah, I'm gonna let the law get in the way of true love."

If it's meant to be then surely she won't report you to the police or whatever if you contact her. You're just looking for excuses not to contact her obviously. You probably have her phone number, address, Facebook, e-mail and you're sitting there acting like you can't communicate with her. Typical lazy shit that got you where you are now.