Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

Had she done drugs? What kind of crazy beliefs do you think kickstart schizophrenia?

She did drugs years before I met her.

I think my experience with her was a catalyst for a downward spiral. Over the years I've noticed her getting increasingly worse. She seemed to be getting better. But she started becoming increasingly paranoid and unreasonable in her thought process and actions. Now some of her statuses are crazy. I think her desire to remove me from her heart and to deny responsibility for what happened has resulted in her losing sense of reality. She was tolerably sane back in 2010. As of now, she is crazy.
 
She did drugs years before I met her.

I think my experience with her was a catalyst for a downward spiral. Over the years I've noticed her getting increasingly worse. She seemed to be getting better. But she started becoming increasingly paranoid and unreasonable in her thought process and actions. Now some of her statuses are crazy. I think her desire to remove me from her heart and to deny responsibility for what happened has resulted in her losing sense of reality. She was tolerably sane back in 2010. As of now, she is crazy.
Can you post some of her crazy statuses for us?
 
Except that the entire field of knowledge for basically every branch of science is based in Academia. Trying to divorce college education from science is like trying to keep a person alive without a heart.

"A variety of ancient higher-learning institutions were developed in many cultures to provide institutional frameworks for scholarly activities. These ancient centres were sponsored and overseen by courts; by religious institutions, which sponsored cathedral schools, monastic schools, and madrasas; by scientific institutions, such as museums, hospitals, and observatories; and by individual scholars. They are to be distinguished from the Western-style university, an autonomous organization of scholars that originated in medieval Europe[1] and has been adopted in other regions in modern times (see list of oldest universities in continuous operation).[2]"

The "academia" you speak of is not the foundation for all scientific knowledge. it is a modern phenomenon, and it is not necessary for scientific progress and accomplishments to be made. Furthermore, academia has consistently been in error on many things it teaches. You can trace over history all the many times they've admitted they were wrong and changed accordingly.

Also psychology is a relatively modern science. and as such, it is still greatly in its infancy in many ways. It was only a few decades ago that there was a medical consensus that homosexuality was a mental illness. If i had disagreed with the consensus a few decades ago, you would have used that same insane argument that the medical establishment says so therefore i am wrong. Everything the scientific community says is subject to criticism and analysis in favor of actual evidence.

Can you post some of her crazy statuses for us?

she hid most of her past statuses unfortunately. I might have a screenshot backup of some of them but i'm not sure. Recently some of my files got deleted when I messed up my desktop accidentally.

I recall though in multiple statuses she was speaking about how people were coming after her and she said it in a comically paranoid manner.
 
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Furthermore, academia has consistently been in error on many things it teaches. You can trace over history all the many times they've admitted they were wrong and changed accordingly.

Yes, that is the entire point of the scientific process.

The fact that science can change its mind in the face of new and more compelling evidence, is not a weakness its a strength.
 
she hid most of her past statuses unfortunately. I might have a screenshot backup of some of them but i'm not sure. Recently some of my files got deleted when I messed up my desktop accidentally.

I recall though in multiple statuses she was speaking about how people were coming after her and she said it in a comically paranoid manner.

She has at least one criminally insane stalker.
 
Yes, that is the entire point of the scientific process.

The fact that science can change its mind in the face of new and more compelling evidence, is not a weakness its a strength.

Exactly. So saying if you don't go under the wing of college education you are wrong, is not valid

She has at least one criminally insane stalker.

Wrong.
 
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Exactly. So saying if you don't go under the wing of college education you are wrong, is not valid

I didn't imply that just because I have a college education that you're wrong.

I said that your information on the definition and function of mental illness was wrong and used my experience and education in Psychology as a source.
 
Did i ever say I would wreck up the police? No. Court is completely different than having the ability to kill someone if necessary. I'm not a cry baby nor am I pisser. My family will always care for me. I have many friends who also won't judge me for being in jail but they will give me moral support. I am a loner and isolationist. Being in jail would not be extremely out of my comfort zone mentally. the hardest part would be being without computer and internet, but I'd manage fine.
Did you deliberately misunderstand what I was saying or are you actually that stupid?
Nevermind. That question was rhetorical. Reading your posts has made me dumber.
 
>tfw you claim moral and intellectual superiority, but spend all of your waking hours arguing with autists.
He's a lazy spoiled and narcissistic shit who prefers trying to defend himself for over one day straight with pretty much no sleep than doing any of his dreams (ie delusions) but stalking a person who in no uncertain terms told him to go kill himself and never darken her door again.
 
He's a lazy spoiled and narcissistic shit who prefers trying to defend himself for over one day straight with pretty much no sleep than doing any of his dreams (ie delusions) but stalking a person who in no uncertain terms told him to go kill himself and never darken her door again.
Don't get me wrong, his life is utter shit and is only going to get worse, but can you imagine being this oblivious and autistic that you see yourself as a righteous, powerful religious icon?
 
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Don't get me wrong, his life is utter shit and is only going to get worse, but can you imagine being this oblivious and autistic that you see yourself as a righteous, powerful religious icon?
I'd take my stalking victim's advice and just drink bleach if I ever realized it myself, since that would probably be my only moment of clarity ever if I was as broken as Andy.
 
He's a lazy spoiled and narcissistic shit who prefers trying to defend himself for over one day straight with pretty much no sleep than doing any of his dreams (ie delusions) but stalking a person who in no uncertain terms told him to go kill himself and never darken her door again.

She never told me to go kill myself, actually.

Don't get me wrong, his life is utter shit and is only going to get worse, but can you imagine being this oblivious and autistic that you see yourself as a righteous, powerful religious icon?

I don't see myself as a powerful religious icon. I see myself as having extreme potential more than almost anyone else.
 
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She never told me to go kill myself, actually.
She did tell you to fuck off forever though. Not that you give a shit since you're a self-centered sperg who only cares for himself and finding ways to rationalize that shitty personality with religion.

And you have no potential given you never do anything except talk about what you're going to do.
 
um no. I wouldn't have stalked her if i didn't care for her. If i had cared only for myself I would have LONG ago cut her off from my life.

Fuck off forever except she wants my money. So looks like i'm staying.
You're a spoiled brat who is only stalking her because she didn't give you what you wanted; da nookie. And she's a dumb suit-happy bitch anyway, so your dream to get out of the friendzone is pathetic and lame.
 
I want her friendship or a conversation with her for closure as a bare minimum. If i can't be with her thats fine. I never ever demanded her to be with me and its not a basis for what I've done. I want to be with her, but the demands i have made do not require her to be with me. It only requires her to either be my friend or to have a fair discussion with me about why she is unwilling to change her mind.
 
I want her friendship or a conversation with her for closure as a bare minimum. If i can't be with her thats fine. I never ever demanded her to be with me and its not a basis for what I've done. I want to be with her, but the demands i have made do not require her to be with me. It only requires her to either be my friend or to have a fair discussion with me about why she is unwilling to change her mind.
but what about the times you destroyed her other marriages? all 9 of them?
 
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