🐮 Lolcow Krista Harada / Krista Gibbons / Meiwaku / Sodom_Mei / splitpeach / onemorehkfan / Onnabugeisha_cowgirl / and more! - Former BP queen, DM gooner, foot-fetishist, muzzie simp, bondage art degenerate, revenge pornographer, fake lesbian, lolicon enthusiast

Generic Anime Girl said:
Thank you so much for posting this. I’m planning to write a doc/statement/whatever
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(If you're gonna take anything out of this, stay sober. If you're gonna drink, which I personally disagree with for a multitude of reasons, keep your laptop or phone out of reach till the alcohol out of your system. I wasn't even legal when the inciting incident happened, and I felt myself going down a bad path. My family is genetically predisposed to alcohol, sadly, and as a result it's messed up my family a lot. I've watched people become monsters and have had relatives ripped away from me whether by rehab or jail, all trying to heal physical and mental wounds the generation before had inflicted on them. Please don't drink to cope with pain. Please don't drink in general.)

I had forgotten this incident even happened. I thought it was a year and a half ago, but it was actually last May. Time flies. When I had gotten a message from the mods, I remember I was confused and scared. Why Mei of all people? She'd never do such a thing? stuff like that. I had thought JAB was just making things up to stir drama, which I told myself because he'd often make fun of me. I get made fun of a lot due to my past actions, but Mei wasn't too mean to me. She'd compliment my writing skills and stuff like that. I guess I kinda looked up to her? She wasn't calling me a retard all the time, which was the absolute bare minimum after the (first) welper incident. I trusted her.

So because of that I tried to brush it off. I think I told the mods it was probably just JAB making things up. I had gone back to college full time at this time and was going through finals, this was the absolute last thing I wanted to deal with. Someone brought up legal action and I thought it was ridiculous.

I do not want legal action. I made a mistake while impaired, yes, and I know Mei was intentionally showing a side of me that should only have been saved for a boyfriend or husband-- but I don't like escalating things. There was no extortion or blackmailing. I am not defending Mei at all, but I wanted to highlight that things could be worse.

I just want to forget it ever happened. I don't recall sending a picture of my breasts, and perhaps I suppressed the memory how I felt when the mods sent me a message. Internet stuff is risky and your boomer parents/grandparents were right about it before they got sucked into Facebook AI slop
I will say again I do not want legal action. I will scream from the hill tops that I do not want to take legal action.

I kind of realized now why women stay silent against celebrities and epstein-adjacent types doing the things they did to them before one person would come out and it would domino against the attacker. They are scared, they want to forget, or they just had no idea what they had gotten themselves into or even what happened. I feel as if Mei has more people she screwed over. She works as a tutor and is into loli and ryona, etc. so I am concerned more about the minors she has access to.

I also learned, personally, how evil can win. While I believe goodness will prevail, in the long run, we as humans possess a thing called free agency. I won't get too far into it but you have a choice to be an asshole and do terrible things. Mei did a terrible thing. I do not see myself forgiving her although any decent Christian should. But going back to evil, for the sake of my future, I want to exercise my agency and move on. I will not take legal action. I am striving to be a better kf user, a better student, a wiser spender, an active and more sociable person, a better woman in general. I'm 21 and don't wanna ruin myself before I even move out of my parents' place. My head space isn't too well due to a multitude of irl things, people around me have noticed, but this is not a time to seek pity for myself. Part of being a better person is knowing when to fight your battles, or knowing when not to fight at all.

I see this more as a lesson for myself than anything else. Blessed with the gift of hindsight and input, Mei does have this weird personality cult thing going on. It's weird for a woman to obsess over feet and pretend to be a lesbian whilst e-dating men, and going after a muslim man of all religions. You don't realize that when you're deep into that. Please be more aware of your surroundings.

I know I'm quite impulsive, and autistic, and weird. I know that. I know it's hard for people to realize victims aren't perfect either. The world has a lot of nuance, and so did this situation as it pertains to me.

Thank you @WelperHelper99 and @dcss for the halal and for helping me sift through screenshots. Instead of mockery, I was met with patience and empathy.
Thank you to the mod team and thanks to whoever read this all the way. I want to move on now, as far as I can. I still need to process what happened all the way. God bless and have a nice night.
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Devious Dave said:
Never trust anyone who hangs out in gen chat.....
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Be like me and constantly shit it up because gen chatters are subhuman fags except for @Benzo Samurai
dcss said:
Keep in mind that several forum users knew Meiwaku had spread revenge pornography and did absolutely nothing but cry "IT'S A GAYOP!!". The only clean person here is @Anti Snigger for reporting it.
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I can't remember it properly tbh but I was on the fence about it. Didn't help i didn't pay attention to the whole ordeal proper.
Stocking Anarchy said:
I remember Meiwaku helping me out by heavily contributing to the Brad Taste thread after I broke the news out about him abusing his ex; holy fuck this is bad.

What a fucking degenerate. I have no other words for this shit to describe her. God damn, this is just straight up horrifying.
I need to bleach my eyes after learning that there are actual Kiwi Farms gooner chats, I'll read the rest of this thread later.

There's no chance in fixing her, fellas. Don't even think about it.
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@Ged just call it quits bucko. She ain't getting fixed.
Axiom. said:
It was an open secret, lol.
This is genuinely the first time I've found out about this.
Anyways, Mormons won, Quebec won, Telegroomers lost.
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Hey don't forgot i vouched to get you unbanned! You also introduced me to some good stuff. So you have my respect man.
Miragestallio said:
The shit she pulled with GAG and how she puppeteered everyone in her telegram to build a defense for her is fucking insane. That alone should have earned her a ban all those years ago.
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I'm willing to eat my hat and say I was a total dumbass for always seeing the best in her.
Hillary Clinton's Ass said:
Yeah, it's fucking brown.
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IM WHITE 🇮🇷🇮🇷🇮🇷🇮🇷🇮🇷🇮🇷🇮🇷🇮🇷 IM LITERALLY A ZOROASTRIAN PRINCE! ITS THE ARABS CONTROLLING YOUR EYES AND MAKING MY FEET LOOK WRONG AND BROWN! MY FEET IS THE BEST. MAYBE THE BESTEST AS TRUMP WOULD SAY!
Red flaming panda said:
I was just looking to chat with people off site.
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All I will say is 1000095010.jpg
 
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