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- Sep 2, 2025
What is Ren doing at this point?





Holy shit she's mentally deranged. She is not even hiding it at this point.
Also this was left out in this thread.

Her current goal is to keep her army of White Knights and turn the server to her own personal hugbox that reaffirms her BPD needs. She should never be in another relationship again, she should also never be complimented under any circumstances.





(Linked YouTube post) (Archive)@everyone Again a reminder my document will not be that different from the original. I’m not rly changing anything I’m just trying to be more straight forward as I’ve realized I struggled to explain my side too well as it was clouded by anger and sadness and fear over what happened to me, naturally so. The document is not some weapon or smthn to fuel hatred. It is me, trying my best to open up, after struggling with not.
Remember the difference between Gianni’s statement and drama channels, is that they want to monetize my pain, and cash off you getting angry and riled up, even if it means going after and killing someone. They know many of these people are teenagers, who are upset.
my main issues with them is that they are
Do you genuinely want to help, or do you just want to relieve your anger from your day to day life? Because you are genuinely hurting others by that. There’s may other ways to deal with your internal anger than to go after someone like me speaking about my nightmare experience.
- dismissive
- dehumanizing
- harassment enabling
- tonedeaf
- cruel
- pathologizing
- invalidating
- antagonistic
- exploitative
- abliest
- mysogenistic
- So on and on and on.
You were never meant to fucking “slime” anyone. You were never meant to be some pawn in some drama telling someone to die. Not me. Not Zeal. I never asked for anyone to do anything but to support me and be there for me, in my times of healing. To know the guy they are supporting, as they have a right to know.
The man fucking assaulted me, and despite that I never wished for all this bullshit you people threw at him. I needed support, I needed people to be there for me. You went ahead and attacked me, you ignored what I initially said in my document. I desperately needed him to get help. To stop hurting others around him.
I know ur mad at me for speaking. For not going to the police. For doing the “right thing” in your eyes, but this is not how it works. Life isn’t this fucking easy. I did the right thing.
I know ur mad ur fav game is ruined, but it was not me to ruined your game. Zeal should’ve known better. You can’t go put the blame on me for his fucking actions. He ruined his own game. This could’ve been any other person, and not me, and you would’ve still went after them.
Just because in Zeal’s testimony and in his brain it was all sunshine and rainbows and the best experience in his eyes, does not mean I wasn’t terrified out of my mind, and didn’t suffer. It was at the cost of me as a human fucking being.
This world is horrid. There’s enough bad people in this world, so please be mindful. Be. Mindful. Be self aware. I am not some big goofy villain trying to manipulate anyone by all means, man. I was severely hurt, damaged and violated, and I talked about it publicly. If you can’t show anyone kindness in these times, then please, try to reflect and work on yourself.
I’ve been working so hard on myself. I’m trying so hard to be the best version of myself, and if you’re here to harass, and hurt me, of course I won’t welcome you with open arm. I do not do that anymore. I did the mistake of opening my arms to Zeal, and I won’t make this same mistake with any of you. You are not allowed to cross my boundaries.
Please take care of yourself, and do all you can to be the best version of you, too. Thank you for your time.
Posted on YouTube community as well for non server members,,
@everyone
If I annoyed you with my pings, uhhhmmm welcome to my server………. I ping everyone a lot usually
Holy shit she's mentally deranged. She is not even hiding it at this point.
Also this was left out in this thread.

I want to take the time to note that she has succeeded in her motive, that being to discredit Zeal as much as possible and to have a large fanbase. She has accomplish both things.At this point, don’t really owe anyone this much anyway. People will keep calling me and anyone who cares about me a liar, and asking for more and more and more and it’s endlss, so take care of urself first, and fuck em.
Everything makes them mad. Everything makes them skeptical. Not even my document could suffice, and I’m aware some are just dedicated for hatred, and spreading rumors and lies. They think they’re ‘genius detectives’ for some reason when they do that too. Watch them screenshot me saying this for Twitter and dissecting it for secret lore and hidden Easter eggs or some fkn bs
Her current goal is to keep her army of White Knights and turn the server to her own personal hugbox that reaffirms her BPD needs. She should never be in another relationship again, she should also never be complimented under any circumstances.































