Skitzocow Chris Gillon / Autphag and Spergchan / Sophie Y’Israeli - Autistic North Koreaboo, Also a Man

[Autphag]

I'm not even riled or maddened. I'm genuinely tearful. I can barely control my crying, trying to withhold it, and I'm about to break in some of the most mortified mourning I've had in the last month or so. It's okay for Sophie to be a genuine inverse-paedophiliac, but not for me to be an infantilistic regressionist with genuine, probably Borderline-rooted, need for self-compassion investment to replace an emotionally errant childhood. My mortification comes from the confirmation of the demonization of "Asperger pathology" whilst elevating on a pedastal transsexual neurofeminines simply due to their personality's charm over my more carefully conducted style. Do you wonder, now, why I see the DPRK as my only choice to have a dignified life?

Of course you don't. You can't relate to my emotional world at all. You had to lampoon, caricature, and strawman it instead. I'm not of the BDSM aspect the AB;DL relation at all, I'm of the REGRESSIONIST aspect which is, rather, connected to emotional disturbance from poor parental emotional investment.

LagoonaBlue, can I ask you a question: did you do psychology at school and to what level? If not, I suggest a few crash-courses and maybe to familiarize yourself with the Freudian, Jungian, and other schools; Chac had mostly supplanted me with psychological knowledge beyond this (he took the American equivalent, AP, and got the highest score in his class, whereas I barely got a C mostly because references weren't my strength even if the theory itself was; it's rare for autistics to be interested in the workings of the minds of others and most of my enjoyment in our discussions came from how we could prove our understandings of the workings of neurotypical minds). Stop being so psychoanalytically oblivious, PLEASE.

He hasn't posted a proof yet.



Dude, you have no real identity and your Sophie-shtick is still a shtick.

You never worked a single day in your life, you fucked all your former school/college/university courses up, you're constantly shitting on your working parents and siblings. You are a disgrace. And now you're thinking about entering a democratic parliament, despite your obvious fondness for autocracy and fascism.



Lol, you have no idea about academia or philosophy, you sperglord. "Fallacies", my ass. Everybody is laughing at you and you're too dumb to see it.

Prior to the age of 17 I was a lower-A average/upper-2 average student, don't you DARE suggest my fuck-up was inherent to me and not due to familial instability caused by my father's drink, haranguing, and my mother's financial abuse serving a drain on my confidence.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

LagoonaBlue, can I ask you a question: did you do psychology at school and to what level? If not, I suggest a few crash-courses and maybe to familiarize yourself with the Freudian, Jungian, and other schools; Chac had mostly supplanted me with psychological knowledge beyond this (he took the American equivalent, AP, and got the highest score in his class, whereas I barely got a C mostly because references weren't my strength even if the theory itself was; it's rare for autistics to be interested in the workings of the minds of others and most of my enjoyment in our discussions came from how we could prove our understandings of the workings of neurotypical minds). Stop being so psychoanalytically oblivious, PLEASE.

You already know the answer, I fucking told you last year.

 

[Miss Hortensia]

Prior to the age of 17 I was a lower-A average/upper-2 average student, don't you DARE suggest my fuck-up was inherent to me and not due to familial instability caused by my father's drink, haranguing, and my mother's financial abuse serving a drain on my confidence.

Cry me a river, Chris. I don't care for it any longer. You haven't chosen your birth circumstances, but you've chosen to stay a sociopathic, narcisstic asshole till this very day.

 

[Autphag]

You already know the answer, I fucking told you last year.

I CAN'T REMEMBER.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

I CAN'T REMEMBER.

Lay off the pills.

 

[Autphag]

Lay off the pills.

Answer my simple question. It's not to humiliate you; I want to understand, if you did study it at school, why you're so hopelessly bad at analytically gauging other's motivations.

Because, you know, it's as my special ed tutor registration teacher said: the brighter autistics use their intelligence in leui of social talent to figure people out. Keeping this in mind -- and I mean, my fond memories of mean I know most of the things she ever said to me -- I was inspired to do that as crash Higher.

Now, I don't have that relationship with you; you tried to shrug off a conspiracy as a joke. Please, one simple goddamn answer.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

Answer my simple question. It's not to humiliate you; I want to understand, if you did study it at school, why you're so hopelessly bad at analytically gauging other's motivations.

Because, you know, it's as my special ed tutor registration teacher said: the brighter autistics use their intelligence in leui of social talent to figure people out. Keeping this in mind -- and I mean, my fond memories of mean I know most of the things she ever said to me -- I was inspired to do that as crash Higher.

Now, I don't have that relationship with you; you tried to shrug off a conspiracy as a joke. Please, one simple goddamn answer.

And I said, you already know the answer, I told you it privately, now please leave me be.

 

[Autphag]

And I said, you already know the answer, I told you it privately, now please leave me be.

1. It was public, as I've just now searched, so stop lying.
2. "Modules at University in 1st and 2nd year"; great, but depending on the curriculum I doubt they imparted much of anything. Assuming those had no entry requirements like a secondary school qualification in psychology, then you probably didn't.

So much for the feminine mind you don't have. Fucking pathetic.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

1. It was public, as I've just now searched, so stop lying.
2. "Modules at University in 1st and 2nd year"; great, but depending on the curriculum I doubt they imparted much of anything. Assuming those had no entry requirements like a secondary school qualification in psychology, then you probably didn't.

So much for the feminine mind you don't have. Fucking pathetic.

1. I forgot I posted it publicly, sorry for ragging on you about your shite memory.
2. It was one module in second year which was taken as an optional module on top of the two compulsory literature ones I had. Ergo, it wasn't part of my degree course.

I'm a cis woman so fuck off. I told you to stop ragging on me and leave me alone but no, you really fucking like poking people until they lose their temper. You're a bully, you know that? People don't have to answer your stupid questions if they don't want to. I don't give a shit how many negative ratings I get for this, I'm mortified at your conduct (or lack of).

 

[Miss Hortensia]

Wow, at first you were sniveling like a little bitch and now you're back to your usual insufferable self, Chris. Who's really pathetic here? I give you a little hint: The one, who's shitting himself and never enrolled at university.

 

[Autphag]

1. I forgot I posted it publicly, sorry for ragging on you about your shite memory.
2. It was one module in second year which was taken as an optional module on top of the two compulsory literature ones I had. Ergo, it wasn't part of my degree course.

I'm a cis woman so fuck off. I told you to stop ragging on me and leave me alone but no, you really fucking like poking people until they lose their temper. You're a bully, you know that? People don't have to answer your stupid questions if they don't want to. I don't give a shit how many negative ratings I get for this, I'm mortified at your conduct (or lack of).

The feeling is mutual, and no, I don't have a "shite memory". You have been doing what my step-father has also mistakenly done in ignorance of how I work: humour and I simply don't work. These weren't stupid questions, you're the stupid one for regarding these sorts of queries to be imbecilic seeing as you have this neuromasculine trait of intellectual self-reliance to a degree which actually, even by my standards, is pathological, and for which you, had they held you to the same standards as me, should have been rejected from a degree course.

Had you done it at a slightly lower level, you'd've understood the multifaceted workings of models of memory, and in particular, how semantic memories are highly emotionally interconnected; not remember factoids about you is honestly fair enough given how antagonistic you've been, whereas I seem to remember my English lectures, my spcial ed teacher's encouragement, Juche ideology, and other things for which I had passonate recollction or reminiscences, without too much of a failure.

I keep to my suspicions regardless. I know it's typical in the Scottish practice of Gender Identity Clinicianship to encourage people to phrase their predicament as a cisgenderism-of-a-sort/cisgenderism-of-a-technicality no matter how false that honestly is, mostly for protection. I don't see why need protection from somebody so ineffectual as me.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

The feeling is mutual, and no, I don't have a "shite memory". You have been doing what my step-father has also mistakenly done in ignorance of how I work: humour and I simply don't work. These weren't stupid questions, you're the stupid one for regarding these sorts of queries to be imbecilic seeing as you have this neuromasculine trait of intellectual self-reliance to a degree which actually, even by my standards, is pathological, and for which you, had they held you to the same standards as me, should have been rejected from a degree course.

Had you done it at a slightly lower level, you'd've understood the multifaceted workings of models of memory, and in particular, how semantic memories are highly emotionally interconnected; not remember factoids about you is honestly fair enough given how antagonistic you've been, whereas I seem to remember my English lectures, my spcial ed teacher's encouragement, Juche ideology, and other things for which I had passonate recollction or reminiscences, without too much of a failure.

I keep to my suspicions regardless. I know it's typical in the Scottish practice of Gender Identity Clinicianship to encourage people to phrase their predicament as a cisgenderism-of-a-sort/cisgenderism-of-a-technicality no matter how false that honestly is, mostly for protection. I don't see why need protection from somebody so ineffectual as me.

Fuck off and listen to some Shitty Korea music

 

[Autphag]

Fuck off and listen to some Shitty Korea music

I won't be fucking off merely because you had commanded it in the ironically bully-esque way with which you have conducted yourelf and have multiple exhibitions, now, of your manipulatively pseudofeminine behaviour, which can't be taken with any grace -- thank GOD some of your Aspergic qualities (even if I do find a wholescale diagnosis to be dubious for you) leaves you without some nuance to call you out on your shit when need be.

I honestly just have you down as a Borderline mixed intensive-impulsive type, hence projection of bullying, misinterpreting my behaviours as bullying, etc., and this is based primarily on analysis of the Skype logs, which I gave due consideration to on the personality checklist -- not the symptomal crteria, one Wildchild gave me with about 300-or-so items, and you fall strongly in Cluster-B (dramatic disorders) of the Borderline subtype, particularly with respect to your aomebic alterations of identity, impulsive anger, inability to control emotions, and subconscious manipulation you seem to be in denial of.

An Asperger diagnosis does nothing for women. Asperger's in women typically has a manifestation more like Emma's -- no-life rote-automato who cram it through school and University for the prestige, a sort of "Asian woman" personality. You have none of that, you're a stereotypically Celtic unstable, for which no Asperger qualia can be ascribed apart from ones incidental to your Borderline characteristics.

With these analyses in mind, I'm off to bed.

 

[Fareal]

Thanks to Freedom of Information I have the call between Haselgrove and Rona MacKinnon. Rona disparages autists, continuously asks to have me put on the anti-obsessive MAOI chlopromazine, virtue signals about the non-existent threat to safety to staff simply because I sent a few letters asking why banked hour were never re-applied, and she clandestinely changed the region of my provider with no prior consultation; Haselgrove's insult, although probably retroactively something she regrets, is quite evident in the call, telling Rona to fuck off in polite terms and that she isn't the psychiatrst here, SHE is.

That'll be in the appendix of this letter.

The most interesting revelation here is that despite your vituperative hatred of Angela, which led you to make threats to kill her, you apparently have in your possession proof that she actively worked to defend and protect your interests and your recovery from mental health crisis.

It's almost like she was carrying out her professional responsibility to you in good faith in what she believed were your best interests.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

I won't be fucking off merely because you had commanded it in the ironically bully-esque way with which you have conducted yourelf and have multiple exhibitions, now, of your manipulatively pseudofeminine behaviour, which can't be taken with any grace -- thank GOD some of your Aspergic qualities (even if I do find a wholescale diagnosis to be dubious for you) leaves you without some nuance to call you out on your shit when need be.

I honestly just have you down as a Borderline mixed intensive-impulsive type, hence projection of bullying, misinterpreting my behaviours as bullying, etc., and this is based primarily on analysis of the Skype logs, which I gave due consideration to on the personality checklist -- not the symptomal crteria, one Wildchild gave me with about 300-or-so items, and you fall strongly in Cluster-B (dramatic disorders) of the Borderline subtype, particularly with respect to your aomebic alterations of identity, impulsive anger, inability to control emotions, and subconscious manipulation you seem to be in denial of.

An Asperger diagnosis does nothing for women. Asperger's in women typically has a manifestation more like Emma's -- no-life rote-automato who cram it through school and University for the prestige, a sort of "Asian woman" personality. You have none of that, you're a stereotypically Celtic unstable, for which no Asperger qualia can be ascribed apart from ones incidental to your Borderline characteristics.

With these analyses in mind, I'm off to bed.

I'm not Celtic.

How is manipulating someone into giving you attention not bullying?

 

[Miss Hortensia]

An Asperger diagnosis does nothing for women.

Gods, Chris, we know you're batshit jealous of women and girls with Asperger's, 'cause you'll never be one. Better save your time than posting textwalls with information we already know.

 

[Autphag]

The most interesting revelation here is that despite your vituperative hatred of Angela, which led you to make threats to kill her, you apparently have in your possession proof that she actively worked to defend and protect your interests and your recovery from mental health crisis.

It's almost like she was carrying out her professional responsibility to you in good faith in what she believed were your best interests.

The longitudinal aspect needs to be considered here in that these were her feelings in 2015. To what extent she'd now want revenge this year? That's far more highly likely than, as you proclaim, "...carrying out her professional responsibility to you in good faith in what she believed were your best interests." Of course, that's how her upcoming plan, partially detailed in the FAQ of the Aspergian Worker Media Group, will be phrased for protective purposes, in the close-rank style all NHS professionals operate to the inclusion of your former place of employment's position, Kenneth.

I'm not Celtic.

How is manipulating someone into giving you attention not bullying?

I was crying my heart out and you were ignoring me. Occam's razor. Instead, you've decided to misinterpret it as bullying; D.A.R.V.O., the habituation of females to swing things to bolster a persecution complex, my psychological-sociological piece FR details it all in detail, including debunking the myth of "empathy". Honestly, I should be rewarded a doctorate for expositing how women actually work.

Gods, Chris, we know you're batshit jealous of women and girls with Asperger's, 'cause you'll never be one. Better save your time than posting textwalls with information we already know.

Again with the misdirection of motivation: I'm far more interested in exposition, in analysis, in the scrutiny Cuntster had misspoken to disguise his motivations for vengeance, but which I've actually applied consistently, in intention if with not as much estrogen-overstimulated detail.

The thing writes obfuscatorily in the presumption of my capacity for things like regret and remorse at its highest, i.e. when it's received a script from daddy, and is also similarly fed shit from daddy; I know who this father-"daughter" team are, having had a recent epiphanous connection of a memory to the intensive care unit. I've no idea if "he appears to be a fair bit brighter than I thought" was just appeasement of the most sardonic kind when reading my gender blog, but they had me down as an honest r'tard thanks to Mel's pontifications about the true sigificance of my class background and Labour's over-education policies disguising my seeming imbecility. She also went on about how Mel had a bad first impression when first being introduced, not in a gender clinician setting, but at a police cell for the 2012 case now since removed from file about racist remarks on Facebook alleged to distress the complainant Akinlami, but for whom that was just an excuse; I posted racialist realism primarily to pontificate with Chac, not really 100% concerned about the ramifications on other students, especially in a malicious way.

I said to my lawyer at the time, "it's a pseudointellectual dumping ground; this has to be appreciated." Everyone has one of these, your Lindsays, your Hufschmids, I bet even Haselgrove does the same elsewhere anonymously, and of course you have Amber's vicious little "Transgender Research" blog.

Yeah, I couldn't get to sleep, this place worries me far, far too much about what potential it has in my destruction; I know for certain that Angela Haselgrove has a revenge-fantasy planned and I'll be interrogating Fionbarr, sectioning or not. I'd rather be sectioned there than in Ward 17 for a variety of reasons.

 

[Chosen Undead]

Fucking hell, every time I leave and come back it seems like Aut is getting more unhinged...

I only mkae clear that you've verbally established the threat to my autonomy.

I know it is common in psychopathic disorder to have Eric Cartman-esque revenge schemes but one of the most morally vagabond you've done is have me additionally 'tard wrangled. If such measure does happen, unlike those other autists you abuse, I can write, and I can diplomatize to a degree; I'm not sure whether this may fall under remits of Healthcare or Social Work ministries, but I shall be writing to both.

"Dear Healthcare and Social ministry,
There is this person on a forum and I don't like her but I think she knows a person that I used to know and that I'm sure is scheming to ruin my life. Pls ban her, ok?"

Rona MacKinnon has a typically narcissistic internet presence; she doxxes herself, practically.

This is like the online equivalent of "She was wearing a short dress, she WANTED it!"

It helped me come to terms with a dignified working class identity, as opposed to the chav-ra divide we see today, which is simply horrendously depressing.

As a member of an academic socialist family who has engaged in pro-socialist activities and has a lot of friends and comrades who are actual working class, sincerely fuck yourself. Have you ever even worked for a single day in your life?

LagoonaBlue, can I ask you a question: did you do psychology at school and to what level? If not, I suggest a few crash-courses and maybe to familiarize yourself with the Freudian, Jungian, and other schools; Chac had mostly supplanted me with psychological knowledge beyond this (he took the American equivalent, AP, and got the highest score in his class, whereas I barely got a C mostly because references weren't my strength even if the theory itself was; it's rare for autistics to be interested in the workings of the minds of others and most of my enjoyment in our discussions came from how we could prove our understandings of the workings of neurotypical minds). Stop being so psychoanalytically oblivious, PLEASE.

Jung, Freud and most of their fellows from the early days of modern psychology are almost entirely irrelevant for any kind of therapeutic work nowadays. Only some schools of psychoanalysis still rely on their works and even then it's modern interpretations of old concepts.

Prior to the age of 17 I was a lower-A average/upper-2 average student, don't you DARE suggest my fuck-up was inherent to me and not due to familial instability caused by my father's drink, haranguing, and my mother's financial abuse serving a drain on my confidence.

I'm not going to call your childhood into question or make fun of you for growing p with an alcoholic. That's unfair and dishonest. Instead I'll give you some honest and personal advice: As someone who's also had a less than pleasant time growing up and has had to deal with a parents mental illness, letting that define who you are or using it as a shield to deflect criticism is unhealthy. Get help about it if you need to, but don't use it as a justification to not improve yourself.

 

[introman]

I'm not Celtic.

How is manipulating someone into giving you attention not bullying?

Chrissy the sissy is a domestic abuser to all women in his life. This comes naturally to him; he doesn't like when women aren't subservient to him. Look at the harrassment he does to you and imagine how much he deals to mummy. Abusers tend to pick their target of abuse and Chris predates on women and children. Ask old Kim's brethren! That's why the state forbids him from seeing children, and why the adults look at him funny when around kids

 

[Fareal]

The longitudinal aspect needs to be considered here in that these were her feelings in 2015. To what extent she'd now want revenge this year? That's far more highly likely than, as you proclaim, "...carrying out her professional responsibility to you in good faith in what she believed were your best interests." Of course, that's how her upcoming plan, partially detailed in the FAQ of the Aspergian Worker Media Group, will be phrased for protective purposes, in the close-rank style all NHS professionals operate to the inclusion of your former place of employment's position, Kenneth.


I was crying my heart out and you were ignoring me. Occam's razor. Instead, you've decided to misinterpret it as bullying; D.A.R.V.O., the habituation of females to swing things to bolster a persecution complex, my psychological-sociological piece FR details it all in detail, including debunking the myth of "empathy". Honestly, I should be rewarded a doctorate for expositing how women actually work.


Again with the misdirection of motivation: I'm far more interested in exposition, in analysis, in the scrutiny Cuntster had misspoken to disguise his motivations for vengeance, but which I've actually applied consistently, in intention if with not as much estrogen-overstimulated detail.

The thing writes obfuscatorily in the presumption of my capacity for things like regret and remorse at its highest, i.e. when it's received a script from daddy, and is also similarly fed shit from daddy; I know who this father-"daughter" team are, having had a recent epiphanous connection of a memory to the intensive care unit. I've no idea if "he appears to be a fair bit brighter than I thought" was just appeasement of the most sardonic kind when reading my gender blog, but they had me down as an honest r'tard thanks to Mel's pontifications about the true sigificance of my class background and Labour's over-education policies disguising my seeming imbecility. She also went on about how Mel had a bad first impression when first being introduced, not in a gender clinician setting, but at a police cell for the 2012 case now since removed from file about racist remarks on Facebook alleged to distress the complainant Akinlami, but for whom that was just an excuse; I posted racialist realism primarily to pontificate with Chac, not really 100% concerned about the ramifications on other students, especially in a malicious way.

I said to my lawyer at the time, "it's a pseudointellectual dumping ground; this has to be appreciated." Everyone has one of these, your Lindsays, your Hufschmids, I bet even Haselgrove does the same elsewhere anonymously, and of course you have Amber's vicious little "Transgender Research" blog.

My dear, I can say with confidence you would shit the bed if you knew my true former places of employment, and the current public roles I hold, and the roles held by those very close to me.

I thought noting I know Angela socially would be a sufficient cue; also my service on the panel of the Mental Health Tribunal, but that, dear heart, is the least of it.

You would be much, much better off troubling whoever this Kenneth is than me.