Skitzocow Chris Gillon / Autphag and Spergchan / Sophie Y’Israeli - Autistic North Koreaboo, Also a Man

[LagoonaBlue]

You have no genuine opinion. When you're finally diagnosed with type-2 ASPD by someone competent, say in an inadvertent psych hold despite avoiding them in your Black, manipulative life, you're banned from our support group.

You sound like a small child.

 

[Autphag]

You sound like a small child.

Likewise.

Robert Lindsay had a special category for Borderlines like you: just let them kill themselves. You have this toxic tendency to manipulate everyone into adulating self-sympathy towards your gang-centre whilst redirecting the subconscious resentment they hold over your domineeringness onto your victims, i.e. myself.

 

[introman]

You have no genuine opinion. When you're finally diagnosed with type-2 ASPD by someone competent, say in an inadvertent psych hold despite avoiding them in your Black, manipulative life, you're banned from our support group.

AHahahaha.The snitchin' rat with violent impulses and drug addiction proclivities really thinks that I have psychiatric problems like he does. Solipsistic cow - go back to your pasture(flat) filled with junk-food, drugs and dirty clothes. I'll call up mummy to do your laundry and iron your comically huge suit as well.

 

[ash_and_stone]

Likewise.

Robert Lindsay had a special category for Borderlines like you: just let them kill themselves. You have this toxic tendency to manipulate everyone into adulating self-sympathy towards your gang-centre whilst redirecting the subconscious resentment they hold over your domineeringness onto your victims, i.e. myself.

NO U.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

Likewise.

Robert Lindsay had a special category for Borderlines like you: just let them kill themselves. You have this toxic tendency to manipulate everyone into adulating self-sympathy towards your gang-centre whilst redirecting the subconscious resentment they hold over your domineeringness onto your victims, i.e. myself.

No, people genuinely like me because I make myself presentable and likeable.

 

[Autphag]

AHahahaha.The snitchin' rat with violent impulses and drug addiction proclivities really thinks that I have psychiatric problems like he does. Solipsistic cow - go back to your pasture(flat) filled with junk-food, drugs and dirty clothes. I'll call up mummy to do your laundry and iron your comically huge suit as well.

Personality disorders aren't bona fide psychiatric disorders in any Kraeplinean or even neurodevelopmental sense. In your case, I'd attribute environment (as most PDs are triggered by, regardless of the supposed genetically ingrained predispositional correlates): I think you grew sociopathic tendencies as soon as you drove through Chris-chan's lawn for pictures/videos or whatever it was and let the narcissistic supply of the 'introman' persona get to your head.

No, people genuinely like me because I make myself presentable and likeable.

Not that you are, of course, when the mask of sanity slips.

So, that's an ASPD trait, but no more coincidental than to your Borderline ones.

A bona-fide autistic woman -- having dated one, Emma -- wouldn't give two shits; her appearance was all over the place and she sought no appeasement of anyone. A good, solid, personality-solidifed character of Asperger self-reliant prestige. A "dress to impress" Histrionic Borderline is, frankly, disconcertingly un-Aspergic.

 

[introman]

Personality disorders aren't bona fide psychiatric disorders in any Kraeplinean or even neurodevelopmental sense. In your case, I'd attribute environment (as most PDs are triggered by, regardless of the supposed genetically ingrained predispositional correlates): I think you grew sociopathic tendencies as soon as you drove through Chris-chan's lawn for pictures/videos or whatever it was and let the narcissistic supply of the 'introman' persona get to your head.

Hahahaha. Trying to use my logic against me. Dog, your whole "sophie" persona was an excuse for your failing as a man and thinking because you're not a typical "celtonegroidan" man, that you're a woman. You're like the rest of the aspergians that think because they were raised around women and most of the educational staff that works with little tards like you are surrogate mommies - that makes you a bitch. Just not any woman though, you're a divine goddess that is the only TRUE woman. When that was "threatened" in your mind, you IMMEDIATELY gave it up to be a NK defector at the first glance. A place that would never let you be a woman - no matter how much they butter your dumbass up about it.


Why do you talk about me to Finn? Why did you talk about me to Haselgrove? Do you really think of me in the middle of the night?

[Hook]
Now who is it you think of in the middle of the night?
Now who?
Now who is it you think of in the middle of the night?
When your eyes low and your head hits your pillow

 

[LagoonaBlue]

Not that you are, of course, when the mask of sanity slips.

So, that's an ASPD trait, but no more coincidental than to your Borderline ones.

A bona-fide autistic woman -- having dated one, Emma -- wouldn't give two shits; her appearance was all over the place and she sought no appeasement of anyone. A good, solid, personality-solidifed character of Asperger self-reliant prestige. A "dress to impress" Histrionic Borderline is, frankly, disconcertingly un-Aspergic.

No, you aren't born nice. Everyone has evil within them.

Also I'm perfectly sane.

 

[NobleGreyHorse]

Apparently you didn't bother reading my delineation regarding receptive-vs-expressive compassion but fuck it, you just want to monologue me into a ramble about why Cluster Bs are so bad when your PTSD could've easily been misdiagnosed.

Yes, I'm sure it was... wait, that is statistically unlikely, given the number of different (because I moved) health care personnel I have seen for it in the years since the trauma that caused it, whose date I remember and the events of which day I could recount in the same detail I did for the police, were this that kind of forum, which it is not.

You are projecting so much right now I hereby rename you IMAX. IMAX Choi, if you like.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

You know I'm just gonna shitpost music to diffuse the tension.

@NobleGreyHorse, have you heard this one yet?

 

[Autphag]

Hahahaha. Trying to use my logic against me. Dog, your whole "sophie" persona was an excuse for your failing as a man and thinking because you're not a typical "celtonegroidan" man, that you're a woman. You're like the rest of the aspergians that think because they were raised around women and most of the educational staff that works with little tards like you are surrogate mommies - that makes you a bitch. Just not any woman though, you're a divine goddess that is the only TRUE woman. When that was "threatened" in your mind, you IMMEDIATELY gave it up to be a NK defector at the first glance. A place that would never let you be a woman - no matter how much they butter your dumbass up about it.


Why do you talk about me to Finn? Why did you talk about me to Haselgrove? Do you really think of me in the middle of the night?

Don't adulate yourself, it's not your logic, it's basic personality disorder theory. Ever since receiving the diagnosis I've read about 4 books on Borderline Personality Disorder, a classification and personality matrix index manual, 2 books covering generally all the Personality Disorders, and a used post-grad Clinical Psychology textbook Leonard donated to me wherein he highlighted his own notes about Borderline in particular; he wishes to specialize in such treatment. Yes, apparently in south Korea they don't care if autistics become psychiatrists whilst it's a horrendously neurofeminized-monopoly here.

So no, don't condescend me, these are very independent observations, I enjoy this as part of my free time activities and I'm a fairly fast reader, giving me plenty of time to hop back here once I'm done.

Anywho, there's a problem with that hypothesis: I cn believe what you say about AMERICAN special education teachers. British ones are exceptionally jobsworthy, but, Ms. Stevenson was a rare case of "bleeding-heart consrvative"; she was centrally integral about the familial values and noticed I came from a broken one, but saw my talent in some for-fun essay writing Idid about neurodiversity issues at the time and fought for my place in the highest set English class in 2nd year. One of the few who gave me that sort of compassion in my life; she tried to have me mainstreamed after my primary school shoved me back in sped for misbehaviours the likes of your Kelly Anderson Cuntsters had tried to conspire out of me, but that was only for a brief period in mid-S1 to mid-S2.

She even had my CAT regraded; my verbal score was impossibly low and it was found Dr. Steele, the corrupt bastard who without qualification diagnosed me with "learning difficulties", marked it. I resat it, and that ended up in the opposite end of the distribution, performance score mostly unchanged (V: 130, P: 95, wholescale: 112). Even in the previous version, remarkings had only brought my 70 score up to about a 90-or-so; Steele was deliberately marking me down on purpose to ruin my life.

I have traumatic notions about that bitch to this day, but it was also thanks to Ms. Stevenson that my "High-Functioning Autism" was reclassified as "Asperger's" based on the old IQg>100 requirement, annoyingly removed from recent psychiatric editorials.

She didn't mother me in any sense of the word. She treated me with dignity and respect, and showed an adulthood in the treatment of my character, reforming me from bad boy to good girl-inside; I approached her HealthUnlocked account recently to PM her if she was surprised to learn I wished to be a woman, she responded, "not at all, I'd always suspected your 'asexualism' was an excuse."

 

[Anonymus Fluhre]

Woke up to find that Christopher is still alive. How sad.

 

[Fareal]

I antagonize only responsively. I just hope upcoming psychotherapy -- which my psych did urge was upcoming -- manages to change this. Anti-psychotics have done little to make me less responsive to externally induced emotional states even if they have managed to stabilize my emotional state internally a bit -- at the cost of appearing a little more "cold" (which I don't like at all; it fits me more to convey warmth where possible and to whom I can trust). They've also clarified my thinking and removed the "future visions". I was being stupidly plagued by those to no end.

So, no more time-travelling transsexuals, but do I believe the transsexual community has it out for me for reasons ultimately rooted in wrong perceptions about who I am? Of course, Cuntster demonstrates this througut the thread.

I wonder - don't answer here; your treatment is confidential - if he has discussed with you whether you would try DBT.

It is much more difficult than conventional CBT, but it was developed specifically for borderlines and first degree relatives of borderlines.

It is available on the NHS. It has both a one to one and a groupwork component, usually.

You may find it useful to look into it and discuss it with Dr Lenihan. It is profoundly helpful for most people who complete the course, although it does involve a lot of reflective work.

I'm glad to hear the medication change is stabilising some of your symptoms. The time thing sounded particularly distressing.

 

[introman]

She didn't mother me in any sense of the word. She treated me with dignity and respect, and showed an adulthood in the treatment of my character, reforming me from bad boy to good girl-inside;

Hahahaha. My god, you can't make this shit up. You're still a badboy and there's nothing your delusional brain can do to reify this "good girl BS". You're a drug addicted man with violent proclivities. You threaten everybody who isn't subserviant to you, try to word-salad defense the horrid treatment of the common people in North Korea, and threw a COKE bottle at your mom because she told you to do something with your kindle. You've threatend to harm multiple medical staff as well. No matter how superior you portray yourself as some sort of blue-stocking juwanna-man, you're just another street thug who thinks regurgitating complicated words polishes the turd that you're, and turns in to a golden sinuous wand. You're the Scottish version of some brotha's who commit heinous crimes, become a "fruit of islam", and then try to use 3 dollar words to make themselves seem like some highfalutin savior, when they're just using black supremacist doggerel mixed with a cult-of-personality to a swindler with light skin and a name that starts with an "f".

 

[Autphag]

Hahahaha. My god, you can't make this shit up. You're still a badboy and there's nothing your delusional brain can do to reify this "good girl BS". You're a drug addicted man with violent proclivities. You threaten everybody who isn't subserviant to you, try to word-salad defense the horrid treatment of the common people in North Korea, and threw a COKE bottle at your mom because she told you to do something with your kindle. You've threatend to harm multiple medical staff as well. No matter how superior you portray yourself as some sort of blue-stocking juwanna-man, you're just another street thug who thinks regurgitating complicated words polishes the turd that you're, and turns in to a golden sinuous wand. You're the Scottish version of some brotha's who commit heinous crimes, become a "fruit of islam", and then try to use 3 dollar words to make themselves seem like some highfalutin savior, when they're just using black supremacist doggerel mixed with a cult-of-personality to a swindler with light skin and a name that starts with an "f".

You have no genuine opinion. It saddens me that you're incapable of listening to women, but I take that PM I received from my adolescent inspiration about a week or two ago and I'll cherish it forever at all costs.
Sorry we had to part ways like this. None of your wildly exaggerated caricature means anything to me.

 

[Anonymus Fluhre]

You have no genuine opinion. It saddens me that you're incapable of listening to women, but I take that PM I received from my adolescent inspiration about a week or two ago and I'll cherish it forever at all costs.
Sorry we had to part ways like this. None of your wildly exaggerated caricature means anything to me.

You're not a woman Chris. You never were and never will be. If what Introman said had no affect on you, why did bother to respond? Clearly it bothers you what we have to say about your idiocy.

 

[Autphag]

I wonder - don't answer here; your treatment is confidential - if he has discussed with you whether you would try DBT.

It is much more difficult than conventional CBT, but it was developed specifically for borderlines and first degree relatives of borderlines.

It is available on the NHS. It has both a one to one and a groupwork component, usually.

You may find it useful to look into it and discuss it with Dr Lenihan. It is profoundly helpful for most people who complete the course, although it does involve a lot of reflective work.

I'm glad to hear the medication change is stabilising some of your symptoms. The time thing sounded particularly distressing.

I know what DBT is. Wildchild practically gave me a lecture on it whilst I was still in contact with them. The main problem would be getting the rest of my family to give a shit enough to participate.

 

[introman]

I know what DBT is. Wildchild practically gave me a lecture on it whilst I was still in contact with them. The main problem would be getting the rest of my family to give a shit enough to participate.

You have to be willing to change without a whole cadre of people. Self-introspection is a powerful tool, can't expect everybody to hold your hand.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

I know what DBT is. Wildchild practically gave me a lecture on it whilst I was still in contact with them. The main problem would be getting the rest of my family to give a shit enough to participate.

Well be nice to them.

 

[Autphag]

You have to be willing to change without a whole cadre of people. Self-introspection is a powerful tool, can't expect everybody to hold your hand.

It's not that I have an issue with; Fareal made it sound like a pre-requisite and I was wondering "would my mother even entertain coming to sessions with me? What if petty arguments over past events she misremembers ensues?". Those sorts of things.

Introman, I don't hate you, believe it or not; you've taught me a lot of things yourself, during the trolling days when everything was about maintaining cool, self-control and image so that our shticks would accord and we could orchestrate "plans", such as they were, on IRC to fuck with randomers, mostly (I was never privvy to Robb but you'll remember I sparred with Tex and the White Nationalist Brit Brutalis quite a number of times, to which I'd emerge victorious with my impenetrable circular logic). I even enjoyed our brief discussion on Skype in 2014 when you showed me that "Moorish diplomat" and we sperged about all sort of random shit whilst I was semi-tippled. Although I do think you've become a sociopath -- half this board has -- that doesn't mean you're a cunt in my book; I was fully fledged friends with a diagnosed sociopath for a while (I think I spoke about David Sherridan recently). Reformed ones are good people, if a bit intimidating and room-dominating in their air.

I just wish we could see eye to eye, but Cuntster evidently has you rhetorically swayed, and I've no interest in dealing with somebody who had cheated their way to superhumanity using their father's prescription pad, so I'll pass until such a time as you see through their own fraudulence.