Skitzocow Chris Gillon / Autphag and Spergchan / Sophie Y’Israeli - Autistic North Koreaboo, Also a Man

[ICametoLurk]

• You shit yourself and live on welfare, and yet you hold yourself above a man who does the same thing. Clearly Christine is the one who lacks introspection.

You know, Christine has had successful ventures in business. Successfully selling stuff to her fans.

 

[Autphag]

Drop it all now if you want. I've ceased caring. It doesn't define any of me.

 

[Fareal]

Since destruction of my life is inevitable seeing as my time constraint has decreased from a fortnight to a week, right, just answer me one last question:

Why do you want to ruin my life?

I told you not to fuck with me.

You didn't listen.

You should listen now. And keep your eyes peeled, too.

 

[GethN7]

Your mother must be so ashamed of you, and that says a lot considering she has lower-than-average expectations. You're a mess, sweetie. You've accomplished nothing and will continue to accomplish nothing because you don't have the capacity to grow as a person. You will never transtition, you will never become a woman like you so desperately want. You will never set foot on North Korean soil. You will remain a ward of the state and leech from the taxes of neurotypical people superior to you.

You're sad and unfortunate, but mildly entertaining. Does "mommy" call you "Sophie" yet? No, you're Christopher, a Scottish nedkin male with a hard on for wanting to be a pretty North Korean girly. You're an uneducated simpleton who jacks off to Kim Jong-Un the same way most autists jack off to Sonic The Hedgehog. So sad. Read any good Thesauruses lately, rote automaton?

Actually, I've got a better idea why he idolizes NK so much, and it's both very sad and human and very pathetic and delusional.

North Korea is the closest thing to Aspergia that will ever happen IRL, and it has the one key thing to it his fantasy dictatorship doesn't: a leader who is believed to be in control of the fates of everyone around him, a leader who is loved because of fear if not genuine adoration, and one who is never told the word "no" by anyone under his dominion.

Chris Gillion is a case study in fear. Not fear of others, per se, but more a fear he's not in control of his own fate. This is ordinarily a very human and natural concern, and many find various ways to deal with it, either through belief in a higher power, self assurance their existence means something, living by dedicating their efforts towards helping others, or some other means of asserting their self worth and dignity.

Chris, on the other hand, has none of those options available to him because of his own paranoia. Because of his stunted social contact, he can't live for others. Because of his fears external forces are trying to destroy him constantly, he can't feel assured his existence means something, and because of his stunted ability to comprehend complex concepts (hence the word salads and pretentious knowledge of things he's actually ignorant of), he can't find any peace in anything that doesn't reduce the world to a perfectly understandable construct which can make sense at every level.

His Aspergia world is a world where he has absolute power, especially over others, because it means he has nothing to fear and that his existence has value because there is no one to challenge his worth as a person. North Korea appeals to him because it's basically his fantasy IRL, and since even Chris seems to understand he doesn't have power over life and death (unless he'd like to correct me on that), he wants absolute power over his fellow man, which is admittedly more obtainable and would allay all of his internal fears, at least as he sees it.

And that's why he fantasizes about the death, torture and humiliation of his enemies, because the ability to make others suffer means he has power over them and thus they don't have it over him. Honestly, he doesn't so much love North Korea as much as he loves how it's leaders have the kind of power that would give him a massive boner and would make him feel like his existence is no longer under constant threat. And most of all, he wants to not only have that power, but to have the respect that comes with it, whether by love or even fear, because he feels that would secure the meaning of his existence and give it value.

His other fantasies are other manifestations of his fears. He wants to be a girl because he feels useless as a man, he wants to score a "win' over us here and prove himself right to vindicate his own delusions of competence, and it's why he attacked Haselgrove, because she managed to make him doubt the very madness that he finds more comforting than the cold, pitiless bitch we call reality, and because he's too chickenshit to deal with a world where he's one cog in a gigantic machine we call the human race, he was willing to hurt and possibly kill her to preserve his own delusions, which he retreats to because a world where he isn't in control frightens the hell out of him.

It's quite pitiable, really, but in many ways it's quite pathetic, and the first genuine step he has to make to cast aside these delusions is to reject them as the true path towards finding peace with himself and his role on this plane of reality.

 

[Miss Hortensia]

Why do you want to ruin my life?

Eh, dude, you doxxed the shit out of you yourself, remember? Besides, are you really asking for sympathy after posting this whole nasty shit about "NUKE 'EM!!!"?

It doesn't define any of me.

You'll chimp out nonetheless.

Hold on a minute, Fareal's going full renegade on Chris' ass. That's kinda terrifying.

 

[Autphag]

Eh, dude, you doxxed the shit out of you yourself, remember? Besides, are you really asking for sympathy after posting this whole nasty shit about "NUKE 'EM!!!"?





You'll chimp out nonetheless.

Hold on a minute, Fareal's going full renegade on Chris' ass. That's kinda terrifying.

Nah, believe me, they're out for my life's ruination.

And they have imposed a guardianship such that I can't change my name so I do wonder if it's now time just to commit myself voluntarily with these evidences in mind.

The reason I've ceased caring? It's simple. They've planned this for years, with intention for my future to be pre-destinedly thwarted; why would someone of status take this degree of interest for so many years otherwise?

I told you not to fuck with me.

You didn't listen.

You should listen now. And keep your eyes peeled, too.

You're a sociopath. You went from 6/40 to 40/40 on Hare scale simply because I dared to challenge your inability not to cross my personal boundaries.

 

[GethN7]

You're a sociopath. You went from 6/40 to 40/40 on Hare scale simply because I dared to challenge your inability not to cross my personal boundaries.

You're actually scared, Chris.

And now you are lashing out.

 

[Autphag]

You're actually scared, Chris.

And now you are lashing out.

They, whomever they are, have a private query to answer.

I'll depart the board thereafter, but I'm still going to make it, academic record decimated or not.

My poor mother's naivete when she doesn't believe it's quite easily possible to use something as mere as a part-time invigilation position, such that Cuntster does hold to wit, to abuse privileges and gradually erode at academic achievements to clear them off.

My poor, simple, politically uninitiated mother; British psychiatry is the very reflection of GethN7's psychoanalysis lent to my admiration for the DPRK when you substitute myself with themselves.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

@Fareal you fucking legend.

 

[Fareal]

No one is going to commit you.

You have cried wolf so many times about conspiracies against you that don't exist, and it has been carefully documented each time that you were making this nonsense up for attention.

No one is going to believe you this time. Dr Lenihan knows your modus operandi, and this latest attempt to shed your responsibility for your actions by a pathetic attempt to get committed isn't going to work. You will be patted on the head and sent home yet again to 67 Beechwood Road.

And you and I will keep playing tag, until it's time to play hide and seek.

No one who might be willing to help you is going to believe this is actually, finally, happening to you. And you will never be able to prove that it is, because you can't even take the elementary step of working out who I am.

Isn't that hilarious?

 

[Miss Hortensia]

You're a sociopath

You're another one. I hope you enjoy the effects of nuclear-force blast disintegration on your skin, bones, bodily parts and fluids;

 

[Autphag]

No one is going to commit you.

You have cried wolf so many times about conspiracies against you that don't exist, and it has been carefully documented each time that you were making this nonsense up for attention.

No one is going to believe you this time. Dr Lenihan knows your modus operandi, and this latest attempt to shed your responsibility for your actions by a pathetic attempt to get committed isn't going to work. You will be patted on the head and sent home yet again to 67 Beechwood Road.

And you and I will keep playing tag, until it's time to play hide and seek.

No one who might be willing to help you is going to believe this is actually, finally, happening to you. And you will never be able to prove that it is, because you can't even take the elementary step of working out who I am.

Isn't that hilarious?

I have a screencapture of this, dimwit, and a print out of the list in question. If he does nothing, if that entire department does nothing, then I'll bring it to higher levels to the immediate attention, presented in best decorum and dress, of course.

But answer my questions via. PM, please. They're an attempt to get to the root of the motive, not this theatre happening here; and indeed, these conspiracies being "made up for attention" were your own lie given what I did hear at the college foyer.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

I have a screencapture of this, dimwit, and a print out of the list in question. If he does nothing, if that entire department does nothing, then I'll bring it to higher levels to the immediate attention, presented in best decorum and dress, of course.

But answer my questions via. PM, please. They're an attempt to get to the root of the motive, not this theatre happening here; and indeed, these conspiracies being "made up for attention" were your own lie given what I did hear at the college foyer.

I suggest you reply to my PMs.

 

[Autphag]

I suggest you reply to my PMs.

I appear to have received none?

 

[Fareal]

You have a screencap of a thread full of your rantings, claims about conspiracies, and on a pseudonomous internet forum.

And you are going to show this to your psychiatrist and scream about "the Ministry of Health" in your ill fitting hand me down suit.

Tell me exactly how, since you clearly have no idea who I am, who I know, what I know and what I have already done with it, that the little floor show you plan to put on is going to do anything other than reinforce the role you have now: the shrieking, unstable, personality disordered retarded criminal.

You realise by now, surely, that I have your prison records. You were a mite too free with that information.

I wonder if you will like the jail so much the next time you are in it.

 

[Autphag]

You have a screencap of a thread full of your rantings, claims about conspiracies, and on a pseudonomous internet forum.

And you are going to show this to your psychiatrist and scream about "the Ministry of Health" in your ill fitting hand me down suit.

Tell me exactly how, since you clearly have no idea who I am, who I know, what I know and what I have already done with it, that the little floor show you plan to put on is going to do anything other than reinforce the role you have now: the shrieking, unstable, personality disordered exceptional criminal.

You realise by now, surely, that I have your prison records. You were a mite too free with that information.

I wonder if you will like the jail so much the next time you are in it.

Answer my PMs.

You have a screencap of a thread full of your rantings, claims about conspiracies, and on a pseudonomous internet forum.

And you are going to show this to your psychiatrist and scream about "the Ministry of Health" in your ill fitting hand me down suit.

Tell me exactly how, since you clearly have no idea who I am, who I know, what I know and what I have already done with it, that the little floor show you plan to put on is going to do anything other than reinforce the role you have now: the shrieking, unstable, personality disordered exceptional criminal.

You realise by now, surely, that I have your prison records. You were a mite too free with that information.

I wonder if you will like the jail so much the next time you are in it.

Also I'm focusing on your posts in-particular. I don't need screencaptures of the entire thread. I wouldn't have all the time on Earth for that.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

I appear to have received none?

I sent you one yesterday entitled "fuck off".

 

[Autphag]

I sent you one yesterday entitled "fuck off".

Never got it.

But I have screencaptured your and this thing's posts for emphasis. You were the personality disordered fuck who had tried to stage the appearance of someone stalking you when the opposite was true. Now you've gotten some high-Songbun nutjob to do your dirty work.

I'll have none of it. Actions will be taken in accordance with my ability and Lennihan will be interrogated as to what he knows of an "agenda" falsely stated of mine on my end.

If he answers in the way I expect, I'll contact other officials, possibly outwith the Scottish jurisdiction, just to clamp down on this parochial celtonegroid's power and idiocy. The Anglos should've never made this colony even remotely independent.

It thinks it's a big wig because "oogabooga I'M A PICTOID". We'll see what happens when his fully-fledged, White, Anglo-Saxon counterparts get involved in tracking him.

 

[Fareal]

I suggest you answer Lagoona.

I'm fond of her. She is probably your best hope right now of salvaging.... something from your current predicament.

You needn't waste your time sending PMs to me. There isn't anything you need secrecy for now.

 

[LagoonaBlue]

Never got it.

But I have screencaptured your and this thing's posts for emphasis. You were the personality disordered fuck who had tried to stage the appearance of someone stalking you when the opposite was true. Now you've gotten some high-Songbun nutjob to do your dirty work.

I'll have none of it. Actions will be taken in accordance with my ability and Lennihan will be interrogated as to what he knows of an "agenda" falsely stated of mine on my end.

If he answers in the way I expect, I'll contact other officials, possibly outwith the Scottish jurisdiction, just to clamp down on this parochial celtonegroid's power and idiocy. The Anglos should've never made this colony even remotely independent.

It thinks it's a big wig because "oogabooga I'M A PICTOID". We'll see what happens when his fully-fledged, White, Anglo-Saxon counterparts get involved in tracking him.

I'm laughing so hard I'm gonna vomit.