For someone who hates having a penis you sure spent an awful lot of time pleasuring yourself.
That is a hunk of pretty rock. Since I doubt you have neither the skills or resources to ever reach the truest potential of a precious stone all you have is raw material; people buy your shitty, uncut and impure clarity stones because in the hands of a professional that 'three bill' rock can turn into three grand. You don't cut your stones though, do you? You don't heat out the impurities and even have a record of you selling fake turquoise. You insist you make good money off your stones but we all know you're lying. Anyone with a pair of eyes can tell you're a conman out for a quick buck. You just hide behind a bubble of eccentric burned out hippie to fool people that don't know any better. Someone who pulls in a couple of grand, like you insist you can do, would not need to subside on dumpster diving, living in a shitty little hovel or shitting on newspapers and tossing them in the trash.