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With having a few days to really get some good night's sleep and with a little motivation from Junia's blatant gloating about pubic knoweggs, I've decided to reserve myself to continue my adventure, starting with this gem. https://archive.is/m0FmF
Will keep digging deeper into this hole.
EDIT: I'm actually going to use this post specifically for dumps that may be relatable as well, keep shit clean.
so um
yeah i've sort of been letting my messages sit and rot haven't i
i apologize for that, i'll probably just delete the bulk of the journals and submissions without sifting through them u.u
well uh mental illness is sort of destroying my life -_-
as some of you may know i suffer from severe depression and anxiety, and have for the full duration of my teenage and preteen years, plus some of my childhood. the first time i ever tried to end my life, i was 12 or 13, and i've been living with panic attacks since i was 9 years old.
i really don't know what i can do about it
my mom pretty much blames me for it, i heard her trash-talking me when we went to see my therapist on Monday. she was like "Nicole doesn't do things to make herself happy, she just sits around and sulks" and "she needs to try and care about other people if she wants to make more friends".
my mom means well, but she's utterly clueless about the situation :/
i really try to make myself happy. the other day i went out with friends and we got pizza, it was actually pretty nice for a couple hours. then i got home and things deteriorated as per usual, i just can't hold onto whatever happiness i make for myself.
my therapist has pretty much said that her hands are tied and she can't do much for me in this situation. she's stated that it's highly likely that i have a chemical imbalance in my brain and that's why it's imperative that i seek psychiatric help. unfortunately, my dad's insurance barely covers anything in the neighborhood of mental health and my family does not have much money. so we found the cheapest available option that our insurance would work with us on, and waited and waited for an appointment. we've been waiting about 2 months and the appointment is this coming Tuesday. and my dad keeps making me guilty about how much it's costing us... i was pretty crushed to hear that he was going to buy himself an android tablet but now that money has to go to my appointment. my dad works really really hard and i think he deserves to get himself nice things, i feel pretty awful about disrupting that. x.x
the last 2 or 3 months have not been kind to me. it all started when school started, really, everything has been going to hell since.
so far i've been put on suicide watch twice (and my mom ignored it both times, at one point i believe she left me alone for 4 hours), my school tried to force my parents to take me to a psychiatric hospital but they just brought me home because they didn't have money to pay for it, i've been sacrificing my happiness and sanity for the sake of good grades, my friendships and ties with family have been deteriorating severely, i haven't talked to my girlfriend in like a week, i've been crying almost nonstop, i'm fairly sure i've gained weight from emotional overeating and poor sleep, all food except junk food tastes like cardboard to me and nothing is as funny as it used to be, and i can't stop thinking about suicide and self harm. it's a 24/7 mental loop, it never really stops, from when i wake up to when i fall asleep it's the central thing on my mind. today i'm about 100% sure i would have cut myself if my mom didn't hide my knife, and i'm still intent on finding it.
i used to say i wouldn't kill myself before college. then i said i wouldn't kill myself before i got my driver's license. then i said i wouldn't kill myself before anthrocon 2013. then i said i wouldn't kill myself before Evangelion Rebuild 3.0 came out in the states. but now i think all bets are off.
right now i think my main source of anxiety and mental anguish is honors chemistry. i have a fucking 95 in the class, but it's costing me my health and sanity to maintain it and i lie awake at night anxious and terrified over the class. i have a quiz and 2 assignments due in honors chemistry on Monday, both assignments were assigned today. she literally gave us homework over Thanksgiving break, a big visual project and a terrible amount of textbook questions at that. i feel like the material is zipping past me and i'm impressing it into my head as fast as possible just to pass. i'm learning nothing and i'm bound to fail the midterm, and i can just FEEL the condescending "haha you're an idiot" glances from everyone in the class when the teacher introduces a new concept and i'm just sitting there shaking in terror and dabbing at my eyes with the fabric of my shirt. i'm just desperate not to let any of them see me cry.
but i can't bring myself to drop the class. my grade is so good, and i worked so hard to get here. it's living hell every day, the entire rest of my classes are manageable but that one class destroys EVERYTHING, but i just CAN'T drop the class. if i drop it all i'll have left is honors English. no college wants a kid who's dropped out of 3 different honors classes (i dropped honors history at the beginning of this year and the beginning of last year, god i fucking hate myself). plus i feel like i'm not successful unless i'm suffering for it.
all i know is that right now, dying seems like the only option, and it looks merciful as hell compared to the alternatives.
"Tinker, tailor, soldier, sailor, my bullet punishes all without distinction!" -Rip Van Winkle (Hellsing character)
"Wer mit Ungeheuern kämpft, mag zusehn, dass er nicht dabei zum Ungeheuer wird. Und wenn du lange in einen Abgrund blickst, blickt der Abgrund auch in dich hinein." (Nietzsche, _Jenseits von Gut und Böse_, section 146, entire.)
yeah i've sort of been letting my messages sit and rot haven't i
i apologize for that, i'll probably just delete the bulk of the journals and submissions without sifting through them u.u
well uh mental illness is sort of destroying my life -_-
as some of you may know i suffer from severe depression and anxiety, and have for the full duration of my teenage and preteen years, plus some of my childhood. the first time i ever tried to end my life, i was 12 or 13, and i've been living with panic attacks since i was 9 years old.
i really don't know what i can do about it
my mom pretty much blames me for it, i heard her trash-talking me when we went to see my therapist on Monday. she was like "Nicole doesn't do things to make herself happy, she just sits around and sulks" and "she needs to try and care about other people if she wants to make more friends".
my mom means well, but she's utterly clueless about the situation :/
i really try to make myself happy. the other day i went out with friends and we got pizza, it was actually pretty nice for a couple hours. then i got home and things deteriorated as per usual, i just can't hold onto whatever happiness i make for myself.
my therapist has pretty much said that her hands are tied and she can't do much for me in this situation. she's stated that it's highly likely that i have a chemical imbalance in my brain and that's why it's imperative that i seek psychiatric help. unfortunately, my dad's insurance barely covers anything in the neighborhood of mental health and my family does not have much money. so we found the cheapest available option that our insurance would work with us on, and waited and waited for an appointment. we've been waiting about 2 months and the appointment is this coming Tuesday. and my dad keeps making me guilty about how much it's costing us... i was pretty crushed to hear that he was going to buy himself an android tablet but now that money has to go to my appointment. my dad works really really hard and i think he deserves to get himself nice things, i feel pretty awful about disrupting that. x.x
the last 2 or 3 months have not been kind to me. it all started when school started, really, everything has been going to hell since.
so far i've been put on suicide watch twice (and my mom ignored it both times, at one point i believe she left me alone for 4 hours), my school tried to force my parents to take me to a psychiatric hospital but they just brought me home because they didn't have money to pay for it, i've been sacrificing my happiness and sanity for the sake of good grades, my friendships and ties with family have been deteriorating severely, i haven't talked to my girlfriend in like a week, i've been crying almost nonstop, i'm fairly sure i've gained weight from emotional overeating and poor sleep, all food except junk food tastes like cardboard to me and nothing is as funny as it used to be, and i can't stop thinking about suicide and self harm. it's a 24/7 mental loop, it never really stops, from when i wake up to when i fall asleep it's the central thing on my mind. today i'm about 100% sure i would have cut myself if my mom didn't hide my knife, and i'm still intent on finding it.
i used to say i wouldn't kill myself before college. then i said i wouldn't kill myself before i got my driver's license. then i said i wouldn't kill myself before anthrocon 2013. then i said i wouldn't kill myself before Evangelion Rebuild 3.0 came out in the states. but now i think all bets are off.
right now i think my main source of anxiety and mental anguish is honors chemistry. i have a fucking 95 in the class, but it's costing me my health and sanity to maintain it and i lie awake at night anxious and terrified over the class. i have a quiz and 2 assignments due in honors chemistry on Monday, both assignments were assigned today. she literally gave us homework over Thanksgiving break, a big visual project and a terrible amount of textbook questions at that. i feel like the material is zipping past me and i'm impressing it into my head as fast as possible just to pass. i'm learning nothing and i'm bound to fail the midterm, and i can just FEEL the condescending "haha you're an idiot" glances from everyone in the class when the teacher introduces a new concept and i'm just sitting there shaking in terror and dabbing at my eyes with the fabric of my shirt. i'm just desperate not to let any of them see me cry.
but i can't bring myself to drop the class. my grade is so good, and i worked so hard to get here. it's living hell every day, the entire rest of my classes are manageable but that one class destroys EVERYTHING, but i just CAN'T drop the class. if i drop it all i'll have left is honors English. no college wants a kid who's dropped out of 3 different honors classes (i dropped honors history at the beginning of this year and the beginning of last year, god i fucking hate myself). plus i feel like i'm not successful unless i'm suffering for it.
all i know is that right now, dying seems like the only option, and it looks merciful as hell compared to the alternatives.
"Tinker, tailor, soldier, sailor, my bullet punishes all without distinction!" -Rip Van Winkle (Hellsing character)
"Wer mit Ungeheuern kämpft, mag zusehn, dass er nicht dabei zum Ungeheuer wird. Und wenn du lange in einen Abgrund blickst, blickt der Abgrund auch in dich hinein." (Nietzsche, _Jenseits von Gut und Böse_, section 146, entire.)
EDIT: I'm actually going to use this post specifically for dumps that may be relatable as well, keep shit clean.
https://fluffypegasus.deviantart.com/art/Mond-Sonne-und-Sterne-294158688
http://db.fursuit.me/?c=viewsuit&id=2347
https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20120203192202AABYcIt <-- Questionable source, not even sure if worth posting.
https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1734751/DragonDreams845 <-- Will be digging on said name soon.
http://knowyourmeme.com/users/junia
https://juniapapillox.deviantart.com/ <-- another account, connected by images in fursuitdb
Currently resides somewhere in Mercer county, this may be outdated. https://pastebin.com/VjaxFKf2
Would like confirmation.
Ex-""""mate"""": Aurastar Taijiya <-- Digging some info might prove useful but I doubt it.
http://db.fursuit.me/?c=viewsuit&id=2347
https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20120203192202AABYcIt <-- Questionable source, not even sure if worth posting.
https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1734751/DragonDreams845 <-- Will be digging on said name soon.
http://knowyourmeme.com/users/junia
https://juniapapillox.deviantart.com/ <-- another account, connected by images in fursuitdb
Currently resides somewhere in Mercer county, this may be outdated. https://pastebin.com/VjaxFKf2
Would like confirmation.
Ex-""""mate"""": Aurastar Taijiya <-- Digging some info might prove useful but I doubt it.
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I was reluctant to bother with this person's background because of the lack of anything interesting that separates him from the rest, but due to newly learned information I have some entertaining things to share.
Now that we got this out of the way, allow me to introduce Junia. Well, actually it's Junius since appparently she's a FtM tranny. Her life goals are to shit in diapers, and scream about how the alt right furfags need to be exterminated: http://archive.is/V08Pg
Not that I care much about this, but seems I myself got in too deep due to being the only one expressing my entertainment on twitter and apparently now a part of this shit.
I'd babble more like a faggot, but I have not slept in 24 hours, so I'm just gonna post every archive I can.
Current FA: http://archive.is/cHI0m
Old FA:https://archive.is/ggUUq
Same Old FA, but even older: https://archive.is/O3dpB
Weasyl: https://archive.is/HGQgO
Steam: https://archive.is/lVqPS
WikiFur: http://en.wikifur.com/wiki/Junius_Arrakis
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/user/BlizzardtheWolf97
Google+: https://archive.is/EHk2m
Old Twitter: https://archive.is/q6Pjk
Oh shit, look who it is!
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I am out of the loop slightly with the furfag drama so I'm not really familiar with this person.
By the way, I am retarded and should've not asked for the merge, but fuck it too late.
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Oh trust me I know. She's not very happy about me right now.
EDIT: https://twitter.com/JUNIUS_64/status/908682975407218688
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Gotta love how these tards think we only observe far left idiots. They'd probably feel quite at home on the threads making fun of the alt right or right wing figures like our featured thread on Ian Miles Cheong right now.
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They do, I heard about how Len's dox was being thrown about twitter by the leftyfurfags.
But they won't post here. Gee I wonder why.
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She's not mad at all about the thread. Can't you see she's not mad? She's so not mad that you couldn't even smell it.
https://archive.is/XNStp
And on the subject of the babyfur stuff,
https://archive.is/SWtSD
lol
https://archive.is/XNStp
And on the subject of the babyfur stuff,
https://archive.is/SWtSD
lol
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Holy shit I found their F-List.
https://www.f-list.net/c/junius/
https://archiveofourown.org/users/junius/profile
https://www.f-list.net/c/junius/
https://archiveofourown.org/users/junius/profile
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CIA Nigger
Not a fed, just a random object on the street.
Retired Staff
True & Honest Fan
kiwifarms.net
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My biggest question is why is zoophilia under "Yes"?
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You ask this question as if you don't know the answer already.
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im more confused by "Ageplay" in favs yet "cubs/young characters" in No.
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ageplay
That's why. They don't want to fuck kids. They want to fuck adults PRETENDING to be kids.
UPDATE EDIT:
Junius has changed its kink list. Currently checking for differences but turns out Non Sapient Ferals were added.
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I would like to share with you the F-list Definition of Zoophilia.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ageplay
That's why. They don't want to fuck kids. They want to fuck adults PRETENDING to be kids.
UPDATE EDIT:
Junius has changed its kink list. Currently checking for differences but turns out Non Sapient Ferals were added.
CIA Nigger
Not a fed, just a random object on the street.
Retired Staff
True & Honest Fan
kiwifarms.net
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While my dox post has caused controversy with Chipfox going into hiding over it, turns out Chip had been Twitter suspended for posting personal information on others:
Archive:
https://archive.fo/K7oZ9
Archive:
https://archive.fo/K7oZ9
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gracious bobbly bits
kiwifarms.net
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Fash bash fursona fantasy
https://twitter.com/xurnami/status/881928062660624384
https://tweetsave.com/xurnami/status/881928062660624384
Trans fat reality behind the fursona
https://tweetsave.com/xurnami/status/874668711017201664
https://twitter.com/xurnami/status/874668711017201664
Once again we see that antifa furries are not capable of fighting anyone in real life so they have to fantasise about it online.
Crossover with Allie Leal
https://twitter.com/BinaryVixen899/status/881985720352555009
https://tweetsave.com/binaryvixen899/status/881985720352555009
https://twitter.com/xurnami/status/881928062660624384
https://tweetsave.com/xurnami/status/881928062660624384
Trans fat reality behind the fursona
https://tweetsave.com/xurnami/status/874668711017201664
https://twitter.com/xurnami/status/874668711017201664
Once again we see that antifa furries are not capable of fighting anyone in real life so they have to fantasise about it online.
Crossover with Allie Leal
https://twitter.com/BinaryVixen899/status/881985720352555009
https://tweetsave.com/binaryvixen899/status/881985720352555009
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That character's species is Troonosaurus Cucks.
Uhhhhhh...