Hi all, got pointed to this thread from another, dunno if anyone else here actually knew this person some years back, (still skimming the thread, wanted to put out a post before I forgot) but I hung out in her (I'll be using female pronouns partially as old habit here) general circle for a time. Still do, just the far FAR fringes that don't have anything to really do with her that consisted of prior friends.
To sum up my story from the previous thread, I met her via an incredibly pointless "video analysis" of the very first teaser for DOOM 2016, and figured it'd be worth it to chat with this person (due to her utter lack of any attempt to change her voice I honestly was confused as to if this was a man or woman, so person is most correct) at the time she seemed relatively normal, but give it a couple weeks and things started showing, the irrational obsession with Nico Yazawa and Miku Idontfuckingremember was my first weirdness, now, what I saw, she LEGIT wanted to believe Nico and her common ship partner Maki were trans for some reason. Like she totally wanted this to be fact and anybody saying otherwise got yelled at/mocked/both and blocked. I legit can't tell about the thing for the vaguely loli-type characters, I swear I remember her saying she thought lolicons were all pedophiles or something, but honestly I saw enough posts of that sort at the time I knew her I can't keep track. For reference, I believe your porn preferences and your irl sex preferences can be very different and separate, though people like her don't seem to draw this line very well and it's
Worrying
Next subject, one you may guess I'm invested in is her crusade against the term "trap"
Without turning into a history lesson, the proper and generally intended use is for male character drawn to seem female to the uneducated observer. Some mid-transition or genuinely androdgynous people do adopt the term for themselves, but usually, I think IRL use would be against the fake trans people like her who make no real effort to do anything about their male characteristic yet call themselves totally cute grils. I actually knew her when this was a hot topic, and I stand by this previous statement to my grave if need be. I don't need my subgenre/fetish getting made problematic, it's fucking stupid, fuck off.
I was also present for the FE:Fates debacle. To the end all I remember her doing was pushing the original narrative, and never backing down, backpedalling, or at least admitting being wrong to the end. Probably still believes that was the original version to this day, who knows. Now here's something I didn't see in the OP, her patented freak outs (Read: attention whoring) where she thinks up something to be panicking about, usually related to how her supposed transgender treatments have made no progress in a long time, then deleting her twitter for a time, and coming back like nothing happened waiting for asspats. I can remember at LEAST four of these during the matter of months I associated with her, there's probably more I just ignored because I have an actual life and really don't wanna go back into that hellhole again.
Haven't seen mention of how for about a month or two she called herself a "sex worker" and uploaded two horrible videos to some obscure clip selling site of her jerking off or something, I know I saw them and I wish I didn't. Yes, she charged for these, and presumably never did more because she made eff all from it. To my knowledge at the time I knew her, she had no real job, either she just lived with family and they paid for everything or she got unemployment pay or whatever Sweden has. To reiterate, she 200% definitely spent her money on stuff bullshit, such as a full Nico cosplay to go to some anime convention, possibly even multiple times! All I remember is when I saw she had she then went on about how available housing they had (apparently Swedish conventions offer at venue housing???) didn't accomadate her group's weird bullshit and wait on them hand and foot.
As far as her "rape" thing
Only story I saw at the time was her claiming to have been raped by a past girlfriend or something. Oh also, I distinctly remember her sharing a video she made in a highschool weeb club or something where she looked near fucking identical to now, after coming out or whatever. Make of that what you will
Beyond that… dunno what else I can personally add? I cut all contact years ago, blocked/muted on twitter, didn't use other social media she was on at the time so didn't need to do anything else. Worryingly, as I still hang out in the circle that led me to her, I believe she may be part of the Final Fantasy 14 guild I'm in. Though it shows how I either went under the radar or how self centered she is that she doesn't recognize me. To wrap up the post: knowing her for possibly round a year, she just as bad if not worse than people here say, I couldn't be happier to have cut this drama queen out of my life.
