DOCTOR’S APPOINTMENT | MOMENT OF TRUTH - 3/4/2018

[C3PBRO]

 

[Orth]

Why does she have to touch everything?

 

[UncleFezziesPantsPuppet]

Why does she have to touch everything?

Because :autism:

 

[melissarendato]

she has this all wrong. she doesn't overeat, act like a shut-in sloth, and have shitty sleeping habits because she's depressed.

she's depressed BECAUSE she overeats, lives like a shut-in sloth, and has shitty sleeping habits. a pill won't fix all that.

if she structured her life where she had a real job to go to every single day, a little purpose in her life besides Wal-Mart, boardgames and movies, then she wouldn't be depressed.

at the end she's crying about how evil the haters are and how people want bad things to happen to her and she "has to read that."

actually, no, you don't have to read that. if you had a real job that wasn't Youtube, you wouldn't have to put yourself out there on the internet and no one would bother you lol. she's so deluded.

she also said she would rather get paid less if "haters stopped watching" her. you wouldn't get paid LESS honey, you'd get paid NOTHING because you have like 2 actual supporters. we watch because you're a trainwreck.

 

[Fatblackpussy]

She is so manipulative. She loves special attention and she loves being sick. She uses her depression as a asspat, oooh poor aamberlynn she can't do things because she is depressed. Bitch, your depressed because you are 500lbs with no family, true friends, a job, your pussy stank, and you ride electric scooters at 27 years old. She loves having a crutch to lean on that will eliminate her accountability. She got her results back 4 days ago and no word from her. I would think she would be rejoicing and rubbing her healthy results in our faces. Also they blogged at the doctor , but didn't vlog her getting weighed. I have been telling her forever thst she has a weak liver, that's why her period lasted only a few hours.
Also Becky is so young and she has no gallbladder, high blood pressure, a heart problem, breathing issues, irregular periods, and no neck...jesus

 

[C3PBRO]

she's depressed BECAUSE she overeats, lives like a shut-in sloth, and has shitty sleeping habits. a pill won't fix all that.

I agree. The reason depression pills sometimes don't work (or make things seem worse) is because they lift that "haze" of depression so you can see your life more clearly and rationally, and restores a little self-awareness. Now imagine a haze was lifted from you, and it turns out you're a near-30 super morbidly obese woman-baby with no education, no skills, no family, and no prospects.

Depression medication has its' uses. But no amount of pills will solve that problem. She needs therapy. But I believe the therapy will go the way of the vet-spaying-phone-tag saga.

 

[Ero Aphana]

Another sob story featuring our gorl Hamberlynn

 

[Shallow_Hal]

Here AL, explains your situation perfectly.

 

[angelicbitch]

but the hate comments r funny guize

 

[C3PBRO]

The same "PROUD OF YOU!!!" crew who rained asspats on AL for starting a weight loss journey, something she spectacularly failed, are now asspatting her for going to the doctor.

They should all be put into camps.

 

[EH 110]

I couldn't watch more than 5 minutes. "Blah, blah, me, ME, my depression, me, me." She ignored her health for 10 years and ate everything in sight, but she's hoping for the best. Okay. LOL

 

[89elbees]

Some real tea for our gorl, since I assume she reads here every so often.

Amberlynn, no one on Kiwi wishes you harm. I'm sure you get some vile YT comments, but every youtuber does. I've even seen candle reviewers get death threats. It's fucked up, but it's the reality you deal with when you decide to put your life out there on the internet. Don't take those comments so personally.

I'm not going to speculate on anyone's mental health. I'm sure you deal with a degree of depression, and maybe you would even if you were a normal weight and lived a normal, productive life. But here's the thing: the lifestyle you've imposed upon yourself has made it worse, if it's not the sole cause of your depression. First off, you're 500+ pounds and the consequences of that are so obvious that I won't bother listing them. Even if you were thin, your diet is shit, and that has an impact on your mental well being at a certain point. You're not giving your body the fuel it needs to support itself. You have no job, no schedule, and no real purpose in your life. Your vlogs, day in and day out, are Walmart, board games, and restaurants. That's a huge detriment to your mental health. People weren't meant to live that way. You would be amazed at how much a routine and a purpose would improve the symptoms of your depression. You mentioned you like to read and watch movies as a distraction. Imagine if you had something to keep you distracted for hours at a time almost every day?

Finally - and this is the part I'm sure you'll like the least - youtube is not good for you. Your views are almost entirely from haters. The few supporters you had started watching you because they wanted to support your weight loss journey, and you've let them down time and time again. You've single-handedly converted them from fans to haters. Reading hate comments would take a toll on anyone, but you don't have to do it. It's entirely self-imposed at this point.

TL;DR, quit youtube, eat a vegetable, get a job. Your depression will improve drastically. Honest to god advice from one of your more haters. It won't solve everything, but it'll solve a whole hell of a lot.

 

[Bashful Bunny]

This video was one giant pity party. Her depression and health problems are largely self imposed. So is the fact that the majority of her audience doesn't like her since she constantly lies and never shuts up about losing weight while simultaneously piling on the pounds.


That said, most people don't want to see bad things happen to her. Most people speculate and aren't surprised when bad things happen to her because of the choices she makes for herself. I personally would like to see her turn her life around and stop being an idiot, but I don't have high hopes for her. No doctor or therapist or pill is going to be able to fix her problems, she has to do most of the work for herself. I can't imagine being 500 pounds and nearing immobility. It will require some serious commitment to make a dent in that. Of course she's depressed, who wouldn't be when their life consists of junk food, board games and Walmart while trapped in a self made 500 pound prison?

 

[Rotogravure]

That was a whole hell of a lot of a pity party blaming everything on da twolls. I get that it has to suck seeing negativity (and her definition of negativity fluctuates wildly) all the time, but the simple solution is either turn off your comments -- which she can't do because she'd be deprived of sweet, sweet asspats or stop Youtubing, which she won't do because its her income.

If she's serious about helping herself the absolute best thing she can do is get the fuck off Youtube.

 

[Long time lurker]

- 6 ads
- last night (which was almost a week ago in real life) Amber had anxiety. She knows it because "my insides shake and I just like (Amberism of the day) trumble".
- Becky is so good to her. She spent the night talking to Amber, calming her down and watching movies with her so that Amber could take her mind off her life for a minute (which, if you ask me, it an amazing achievement)
- Amber tells us that one of the reasons she likes to read is so that she can focus on someone else (I suspect, life. Although she mostly reads fiction. Whatever, I'm trying to make sense where there is none). Now we know she doesn't really read - focusing on herself is one of her favorite hobbies.
- Reminds us she doesn't have insurance and is paying out of pocket, so she plans to make the most out of it (is it just me, or is that a weird thing to say about a doctor's visit? Also, I doubt she asked many pertinent questions, if any)
- She knows it isn't going to be good, but hopes it isn't as bad it could be
- Holy fuck! There is a pile of games at least 2 feet tall in the den. 2:29

(We interrupt this for a thought. Amber is addicted to shopping, no news there, but seeing how many games are being piled around the den, it got me thinking that this is the way Amber found to restart her hoarding in the boys' house.
Them assigning the den to Amber was, to me, a clear sign they didn't want her nick-knacks spread throughout the house, but since they like board games, she found a way to keep on wasting money on something they'll tolerate all over the house.)

- So, like I said back on the Valentine day vlog, Becky didn't get a TV. Amber's TV is now in their bedroom and Becky's old one was moved to the den.
- she shows Rarity and talks about her as we are presented with an ever-growing pile of shit in the den. Amber is proud of her baby because the cat is...walking? Behaving like a cat? Don't know, don't care. If you can't tell, I've been skipping
- Nitpicking, but I'd throw a huge fit if I lived in that house and had to see the amount of crap Amber accumulated in the den alone. 4 and a half minutes in and Becky walks in - the crap is spreading out.
- In the doctor's office, finally. It only took 5:30 minutes of filler to get to it. Amber shows a form about depression. The name on the top is Amber Reid. Of course, she marked everything, but one question as the worse possible. Because no one has ever suffered as much as Amber you guise.
- She's talking like she's in a library. Gone is the loud, obnoxious gurl.
- Hand on chin for "another update". they are going to put her on "depression medicine". She's doing "labs" today because technically she's been fasting. (also known as "I haven eaten anything today" aka "I just woke up")
- "I'm going to be able to look at my liver". In relation to getting her blood tested. She has a way with words, doesn't she? No Amber, you won't be able to look at your liver. Trust me, you don't want to look at your liver, and even if the test results were sent to you, you wouldn't be able to tell anything. Hell, some doctors need cheat sheets to be able to interpret the results of a lab test. Drop the "we" already.
- Another Amberism "my expince over all was soooooo good. I'm the person of person I go off on vibes. I'm a very viby person"
- Amber is talking about the doctor's visit and say they didn't focus on one thing and cared about everything. Well, if the last time one went to a doctor was a decade ago and, at the ripe age of 27 the patient present signs of problems normally present in senior patients, they have no choice but to look at everything.
- She claims she asked them a lot of questions, but I have a sinking feeling she isn't going to tell us what those questions were. Maybe because there is a possibility, small - I admit, that Amber lied (shocking, I know) and didn't ask anything.
- Something I wasn't expecting. A moment of lucidity from Amber. She admits that she expects a call from the doctor to tell her something is wrong because it's impossible for her to be this heavy and not have health problems.
-According to the video she would be getting the call at the latest on Wednesday (that would had been last Wednesday). If that is correct, she already knows the results by the time she posted this video. Does anyone who checks on other places she posts knows if she mentioned more tests?

(Another interruption. This first blood sample was a "catch all" kind of lab test, and others would be necessary to pinpoint problems.)

- Claims to not have high blood pressure. I say: "hmmmmmmm". Says her doctor is calling a therapist and that the therapist will call her. Where have we heard this one before? My bet: we'll see a replay of the castration saga, now with more Amber.
- 9:04 Holds a pill bottle (I think) like a baby, shakes it up and down while covering the whole thing with her hand. She's trying to hide her name - "I'm trying not to show like my name or anything". Monkey see, monkey does. Amber has seen people doing that before but has no idea why, but mimics it anyway. What is the point of hiding her name on a label when she uses her full name on her channel?
- "My depression is really bad and I've been living with it silently". Give me a minute, I need to wipe tears off my eyes.
- "When I talked to the doctor today I was very eye opened". She's being so generous with the Amberisms in this video...
- Amber MD has just solved all of her problems. It's all because of the depression.
- I'm sorry, I have to skip. Amber seems to be reading from a script, but is doing a terrible job and going on and on about...nothing.
- I skipped a little and she's now saying she has suicidal thoughts all the while trying really hard to cry. It isn't working.
- Skipped some more. Blah, blah, blah depression, yadda, yadda, yadda, I'm scared...I cried...You don't know me!...I do stuff off camera...
- Oh MY GOD!!!!!! 13 minutes in and she's still talking about how much she suffers. And the haters, and the pain, and, and... I pity Becky and the boys. Can you imagine living day in and day out with that? Poor Ricky.
- Fuck you Amber! You're a fucking attention whore and now your fee fees are hurt because people are paying attention to you?! If you don't want the attention get off the internet.
- Please hadurz, stop watching me. And I (long time lurker) quit watching this shit show.
- I lied (my curiosity got the best of me). There is one last segment with Amber in the kitchen saying it's 3 A.M.

 

[Empress of Lucite]

She won't last on the wellbutrin. Give her a week or two and she'll be complaining about the "symptoms" of the pills and how it's just not for her, gorl. That being said, she's supposed to take it twice a day with food - might be hard for Amberlynn to walk away from such a convenient excuse to eat.

The monologue at the end of the video about comments from haters shows how much energy she's been putting into the troll narrative in the house. This is obviously working very well for her considering how much Becky and Eric join in whenever they bitch about the hayderz, but it's all gonna blow up in her face when she sees that therapist and they immediately tell her to get a job and get off youtube.

 

[Dr.Research]

That thumbnail. Can she actually smile or is that stretched mouth all she can do anymore? It's like she's trying to gurn but failing.

 

[FeedMeLobsterNow]

- 6 ads
- last night (which was almost a week ago in real life) Amber had anxiety. She knows it because "my insides shake and I just like (Amberism of the day) trumble".
- Becky is so good to her. She spent the night talking to Amber, calming her down and watching movies with her so that Amber could take her mind off her life for a minute (which, if you ask me, it an amazing achievement)
- Amber tells us that one of the reasons she likes to read is so that she can focus on someone else (I suspect, life. Although she mostly reads fiction. Whatever, I'm trying to make sense where there is none). Now we know she doesn't really read - focusing on herself is one of her favorite hobbies.
- Reminds us she doesn't have insurance and is paying out of pocket, so she plans to make the most out of it (is it just me, or is that a weird thing to say about a doctor's visit? Also, I doubt she asked many pertinent questions, if any)
- She knows it isn't going to be good, but hopes it isn't as bad it could be
- Holy fuck! There is a pile of games at least 2 feet tall in the den. 2:29

(We interrupt this for a thought. Amber is addicted to shopping, no news there, but seeing how many games are being piled around the den, it got me thinking that this is the way Amber found to restart her hoarding in the boys' house.
Them assigning the den to Amber was, to me, a clear sign they didn't want her nick-knacks spread throughout the house, but since they like board games, she found a way to keep on wasting money on something they'll tolerate all over the house.)

- So, like I said back on the Valentine day vlog, Becky didn't get a TV. Amber's TV is now in their bedroom and Becky's old one was moved to the den.
- she shows Rarity and talks about her as we are presented with an ever-growing pile of shit in the den. Amber is proud of her baby because the cat is...walking? Behaving like a cat? Don't know, don't care. If you can't tell, I've been skipping
- Nitpicking, but I'd throw a huge fit if I lived in that house and had to see the amount of crap Amber accumulated in the den alone. 4 and a half minutes in and Becky walks in - the crap is spreading out.
- In the doctor's office, finally. It only took 5:30 minutes of filler to get to it. Amber shows a form about depression. The name on the top is Amber Reid. Of course, she marked everything, but one question as the worse possible. Because no one has ever suffered as much as Amber you guise.
- She's talking like she's in a library. Gone is the loud, obnoxious gurl.
- Hand on chin for "another update". they are going to put her on "depression medicine". She's doing "labs" today because technically she's been fasting. (also known as "I haven eaten anything today" aka "I just woke up")
- "I'm going to be able to look at my liver". In relation to getting her blood tested. She has a way with words, doesn't she? No Amber, you won't be able to look at your liver. Trust me, you don't want to look at your liver, and even if the test results were sent to you, you wouldn't be able to tell anything. Hell, some doctors need cheat sheets to be able to interpret the results of a lab test. Drop the "we" already.
- Another Amberism "my expince over all was soooooo good. I'm the person of person I go off on vibes. I'm a very viby person"
- Amber is talking about the doctor's visit and say they didn't focus on one thing and cared about everything. Well, if the last time one went to a doctor was a decade ago and, at the ripe age of 27 the patient present signs of problems normally present in senior patients, they have no choice but to look at everything.
- She claims she asked them a lot of questions, but I have a sinking feeling she isn't going to tell us what those questions were. Maybe because there is a possibility, small - I admit, that Amber lied (shocking, I know) and didn't ask anything.
- Something I wasn't expecting. A moment of lucidity from Amber. She admits that she expects a call from the doctor to tell her something is wrong because it's impossible for her to be this heavy and not have health problems.
-According to the video she would be getting the call at the latest on Wednesday (that would had been last Wednesday). If that is correct, she already knows the results by the time she posted this video. Does anyone who checks on other places she posts knows if she mentioned more tests?

(Another interruption. This first blood sample was a "catch all" kind of lab test, and others would be necessary to pinpoint problems.)

- Claims to not have high blood pressure. I say: "hmmmmmmm". Says her doctor is calling a therapist and that the therapist will call her. Where have we heard this one before? My bet: we'll see a replay of the castration saga, now with more Amber.
- 9:04 Holds a pill bottle (I think) like a baby, shakes it up and down while covering the whole thing with her hand. She's trying to hide her name - "I'm trying not to show like my name or anything". Monkey see, monkey does. Amber has seen people doing that before but has no idea why, but mimics it anyway. What is the point of hiding her name on a label when she uses her full name on her channel?
- "My depression is really bad and I've been living with it silently". Give me a minute, I need to wipe tears off my eyes.
- "When I talked to the doctor today I was very eye opened". She's being so generous with the Amberisms in this video...
- Amber MD has just solved all of her problems. It's all because of the depression.
- I'm sorry, I have to skip. Amber seems to be reading from a script, but is doing a terrible job and going on and on about...nothing.
- I skipped a little and she's now saying she has suicidal thoughts all the while trying really hard to cry. It isn't working.
- Skipped some more. Blah, blah, blah depression, yadda, yadda, yadda, I'm scared...I cried...You don't know me!...I do stuff off camera...
- Oh MY GOD!!!!!! 13 minutes in and she's still talking about how much she suffers. And the haters, and the pain, and, and... I pity Becky and the boys. Can you imagine living day in and day out with that? Poor Ricky.
- Fuck you Amber! You're a fucking attention whore and now your fee fees are hurt because people are paying attention to you?! If you don't want the attention get off the internet.
- Please hadurz, stop watching me. And I (long time lurker) quit watching this shit show.
- I lied (my curiosity got the best of me). There is one last segment with Amber in the kitchen saying it's 3 A.M.

I pray the "therapist " she goes to isn't some dope that can't spot a narc when they see one
'cause she's gonna play that depression card for all it's worth. She doesn't do all the "things " she does (whether we see them or not) just from depression. She does them because she's got a nasty personality disorder.

 

[497]

Some real tea for our gorl, since I assume she reads here every so often.

Amberlynn, no one on Kiwi wishes you harm. I'm sure you get some vile YT comments, but every youtuber does. I've even seen candle reviewers get death threats. It's fucked up, but it's the reality you deal with when you decide to put your life out there on the internet. Don't take those comments so personally.

Makes me think AL might have a hard time dealing with the real world. People will be assholes in real life. maybe not as much on youtube comments since it's anonymous but people can have a shitty boss, coworkers, a grouchy cashier at Walmart, if she ever drove she'll have to deal with jerks cutting her off... just basically you a have to deal with people wherever you go.

She brings on alot of the haters as well when people kept telling her to sign up for health insurance, fix her cat, etc and she'd give snide comments like she doesn't have diabetes or cats will go extinct if they all got fixed. People asking about her weigh ins, weight loss... I guess that's the depression making it hard to get along with people and just be honest with them.

 

[Octomet]

Talk about miiiiillllkking this thing dry by stretching it out for them views. She could have included any test results and caught her vlog up by a few days.