this is my reality..

[CindyChafe]

She's just going to say something to the effect of:

"You guys wanted to see a binge so I showed you a binge and you're still not happy!!"
"You guys want me to lose weight and you're not happy with how I eat on my diet!!"
"I can't please everyone so I need to start getting this under control by not mentioning anything about food on my channel. My channel is more than diet/weight loss you know!!"

Then more Walmart shopping videos til Becky gives up on her around Christmas... who knows where she will be living this time next year.

 

[dramatingting]

I've got a feeling that her 'black out' during a binge months ago was actually an excuse she came up with for the way she was behaving and abusing Becky during a fight/episode of hers. She didn't ever really black out. I bet she was so heated she wasn't entirely aware of how awful she was being - but has Amberlynn ever been self aware? She was most likely just acting like an abusive food-obsessed monster and afterwards needed a way to dismiss her behavior so she related it to her self-diagnosed BED and made herself the victim. She's proven that the narrative regarding her BED changes depending on what kinda mood she's in or what point she's trying to prove.

Slightly related to the 'black out' excuse for being abusive but I've noticed at 'tougher' times in Ambers life (most recently it was Destiny leaving for Florida/drama around her neglecting Becky on Valentines) she claims to have had her period. We all know that an actual period from her is highly unlikely. I'm starting to believe this is another excuse she pulls out when she has been acting awful to those around her. I may be remembering wrong but I'm sure around the time she claimed her 'black out' she also claimed she had a period that only lasted a few hours. My bet is that she had another couple hour long tantrum and needed something to blame it on.

 

[CindyChafe]

Amberlynn Reid saw the episode of Breaking Bad where Walter White pulled off (epically might I add) that he was in that fugue state and got everyone to pity him even though he was just being selfish and an asshole.

Ergo, Amberlynn has come up with this "blackout state" during her binges.

Amberlynn Reid = W.W. ???

She is the one who Knocks. (Snacks?)

They're minerals, Becky.

:autism::dumb: Sorry...

 

[allergictoscrambledeggs]

Hello all, I'm new here
Some lovely gems I found within 30 seconds of the video starting.
1. A hole in Amber's pants.
2. Her coldsore is bleeding.

 

[NobleGreyHorse]

Maybe it's just my monitor but Amber's diabetic raccoon eyes look green in that cap. Like either Becky or Ricky (or a whole host of people she's pissed off... take your pick) hauled off and socked her in the closer eye.

 

[Croissants]

Possibly fftopic: but I hate how cluttered their kitchen is. They have so much crap, at least put that crockpot away. Who keeps that on their counter 24/7?

There is zero space to do fucking anything.

 

[hambeerlyingnreed]

I may be remembering wrong but I'm sure around the time she claimed her 'black out' she also claimed she had a period that only lasted a few hours. My bet is that she had another couple hour long tantrum and needed something to blame it on.

She probably hasn't had her period in so long, she can't remember how many *days* it is supposed to last for.

I wish my rag only lasted a few hours, but if that meant being like Hamber, I'll prefer to suffer in bed with my meds and heating pad.

 

[Octomet]

So yeah, once again, her being "real and raw" is just filled with lies, lies, lies.

She's as real and raw as that precooked bacon.

 

[FitBitch]

The whole "Guiz I have BED and no one understands me" shtick was the worst self pity-party ever. She mentions she needs to see a therapist for it like she knows what she has to do but won't do it. She talks about how she blacks out and loses control and then films what she's going to eat and lays out her process... just like someone who has no control. She doesn't have a binge disorder, she has a crutch she' s desperately leaning on to excuse her own responsibility.

Also: *puts camera in sick Becky's face."
Sick and so-done Becky: "I look like shit."
*keeps camera in Becky's face*

Becky looks more and more checked out of this shit with each new upload and it's sad af.

 

[Xenomorph]

Becky admitted that she initially felt bad for Hamber and thought she was going to "kill herself", this is what initiated her speaking to Hamber.
I think now Necky is finally seeing exactly why Dustin and Krystal got her the fuck out of their lives.

 

[plant boy]

Becky admitted that she initially felt bad for Hamber and thought she was going to "kill herself", this is what initiated her speaking to Hamber.
I think now Necky is finally seeing exactly why Dustin and Krystal got her the fuck out of their lives.

It’s sad. Becky will be emotionally manipulated into staying with amber as long as AL knows she can claim she “needs” her.

“I’ll kill myself if you leave”
“I need you to make me happy”
“You’re all I have”
“Don’t you love me?”

Sounds like being trapped in a fucking nightmare.

 

[LightEmittingDiode]

It kind of tugged at my heartstrings when all Becky could say was "I look like shit". Migraines suck enough without having a wheezing, shrieking, 500lb overgrown tween shoving an iPhone camera in your face.
Becky, cut your losses and kick her to the curb. Get your life back.

 

[Wilford Brimley]

IMHO, AL is very self aware. She knows exactly what she's doing. It goes hand in hand with being manipulative as fuck.

 

[497]

Possibly fftopic: but I hate how cluttered their kitchen is. They have so much crap, at least put that crockpot away. Who keeps that on their counter 24/7?

There is zero space to do fucking anything.
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It's mostly crap and gadgets AL bought for her weight loss journey. The Keurig and the stand for the pods . Then she has the Ninja blender. Eventually the Grockbot will be forgotten about because she doesn't know how to cook with it like the airfryer she didn't know how to cook with. All stuff she never uses.

 

[Long time lurker]

But she's being more REALISTIC as to what she is actually consuming. Even a lie that is less untrue than another lie is being "honest" for Amber lynn.

There isn't such a thing as more realistic in this case. We aren't talking about a movie, this is Amber's real life. Amber can either be honest or not - there is no in-between - and she chose to be dishonest.

What I mean by accountability: If she kept a video log of herself eating what she truly eats (not a highly edited video like today,) It would be far more difficult to deny the decline in her physical and mental health.

All she needs to do is check her previous videos, which, in her defense, she's done before. The problem is, once she's done with looking at older videos and sighing for the camera, she shrugs and goes back to doing the same things that lead her to where she is right now. (this is lack of accountability)

Amber, better than anyone here, knows about her physical decline. She's the one living with that body. She won't do anything to change the status quo, though, because being a fat, "sassy" lesbian is all she is. Being a fat woman who tried (and fails) at losing weight on YT is what brings her money. If she lost the weight, what would she vlog about?

 

[FitBitch]

It kind of tugged at my heartstrings when all Becky could say was "I look like shit". Migraines suck enough without having a wheezing, shrieking, 500lb overgrown tween shoving an iPhone camera in your face.
Becky, cut your losses and kick her to the curb. Get your life back.

I feel so terrible for Becky here. When I get migraines my fiancee brings me water and pain medication and then leaves me quietly alone in our dark bedroom. If you love this person AL could you try to be even a little bit attentive to her needs? Becky isn't like your pets, she can leave you if you mistreat her.

 

[commandersalamander]

She claims Becky wasn't hungry, yet Becky prepared her own food. Can't really blame Becky for not wanting to eat that slop though. If AL manages to fuck up something as simple as scrambled eggs (that she totes didnt scramble b/c allergy fyi) that badly, I'm morbidly curious as to how well she'd do at frying raw bacon.

I cringed at AL for harping at Becky for not eating that grape. If it's fine then why didn't you eat it gorl? I wish she'd stop filming Becky when she doesn't want to be filmed. I also don't get why Becky doesn't encourage Amber to get her license. No grown ass adult that's capable of driving (too lazy to dig but AL has driven in past vlogs) should rely on someone to drive her everywhere, especially when her chauffeur isn't feeling well. FFS. She treats Becky like shit.

Regarding BED, I think most of us kiwis are as qualifed as Amber to make that call. Don't forget that she notoriously lies and leaves out details. I doubt there's enough information to know for sure. She clearly has an unstable relationship with food and body image, but the main issue is her lack of accountability. An accurate diagnois would simply be an excuse for her.

I didn't think it was possible but these videos are getting worse as they go on.

I've mentioned this before but her videos have gotten really stale. The Destiny era was my personal favorite. Amber worked and went out with friends so she actually had things to talk about. Destiny herself was incredibly entertaining and arguably the highlight of her vlogs. I've also noticed Amber seems to be hiding her :powerlevel: more and more to deflect criticism. Remember the days when she filmed mukbangs, rode a motorized scooter at Target, and posted footage of her enablers cleaning her beetus sores? Those are long gone.

I actually took a break from her videos for awhile because their entertainment value has drastically declined. if it weren't for her lies, god-awful cooking and animal abuse, I probably wouldn't even bother.

 

[AlabamaWhitman]

I also don't get why Becky doesn't encourage Amber to get her license. No grown ass adult that's capable of driving (too lazy to dig but AL has driven in past vlogs) should rely on someone to drive her everywhere, especially when her chauffeur isn't feeling well. FFS. She treats Becky like shit.

While I agree with this in principle, there's no way Amber would fit behind the wheel of their Hyundai. She drove in a vlog like 3 years and 100 pounds ago, and even then her stomach was touching the steering wheel. I don't think it's logistically possible at this point.

 

[commandersalamander]

While I agree with this in principle, there's no way Amber would fit behind the wheel of their Hyundai. She drove in a vlog like 3 years and 100 pounds ago, and even then her stomach was touching the steering wheel. I don't think it's logistically possible at this point.

Good point. I was wondering this myself. Too bad thin privileged people don't design cars for their HAES friends.

 

[nyankosensei]

Hey Hamber. *Powerlevel* I convinced myself mentally if I ate a specific 'trigger food' I'd die because I was allergic to it. Probably not the healthiest thing in the world but I'm now 100lbs less than before and not crying on YouTube about my binge eating.

this will not work with her cause she eat even food she is 'allergic' to lol , just imagine the quantity of eggs she'd eat by now if she wasn't allergic to them?