Stephanie Cianfriglia / Sapphire Crimson Claw / Yarrow Brown / the-ghost-fucker / transmascdruid / anarchoenby77 / darktwistedpussy / Druid of Endicot - Xe/xyr ghost-fucker, womb wizard, hand sanitizer sommelier, trans-boomer, violently abuses her elderly parents, has sexual fantasies about raping children

[FitBitch]

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Ok lemme try to tackle this one.
Pansensual: https://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=pansensual
Pansensuality is an identity in which someone is physically attracted to all types of people(or things,) though does not necessarily want to have sex with all or any of them. Pansensuality is implicit in the term Pansexuality, which does not necessarily differ from the above definition.
Dude, just cuz I'm pansensual does not mean I want to hook up with your sister. I'm not pan-dtf.

Panalterous: http://arospecawarenessweek.tumblr.com/post/121967525877/what-is-panalterous
Panalterous is a way to describe someone who experiences alterous attraction to all genders. In case you’re confused about what alterous attraction is, here’s our definition:
Alterous: experiences attraction that can only be described as a desire for emotional closeness because neither romantic or platonic attraction is accurate, is intended to be used in place of romantic or platonic.* for example someone may identify as bi-alterous, poly-alterous, homo-alterous, etc.

Panaesthetic: https://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=panaesthetic
Able to find anyone aesthetically pleasing, regardless of gender, without being sexually/romantically attracted to them.
"Damn, he's cute"

"Dude, aren't you straight?"

"I'm panaesthetic. I can find anyone attractive."

Basically, she doesn't feel actual sexual attraction to any one, so she is using made up words to make herself fell like less of a freak for having a low sex drive. Note: I am not saying she is a freak for her lack of sexual attraction, I am saying SHE feels like she is a freak for it. It is a pretty common thing for people to experience, she is just trying the make it seem ☆°☆SpEShUaL☆°☆ and☆《♡ UnIqUe♡》☆ when it isnt.

Anyone can find anyone attractive regardless of sexuality. I'm straight and there's lots of women I find attractive.

This is the least special thing in the world to apply a label to.

Okay editing forever later because I reread these definitions. How sad does your life have to be to need a label for wanting a friend? Panalterous is just wanting emotional closeness with someone you don't want to fuck? Do tumblrites not just... have friends they wouldn't fuck? I feel like I'm observing the customs of an alien species.

 

[Double Dee]

I feel like I'm observing the customs of an alien species.

Implying the extreme Tumblrites aren't an alien species already.

 

[FitBitch]

Implying the extreme Tumblrites aren't an alien species already.

Yeah but I at least expected them to be able to grasp a concept like "friendship" without having to apply a speshul label to it. It's like saying I have an eating disorder that makes me eat when I'm hungry, I'm a Eunivore.

Eu is a prefix meaning normal.

 

[NoFeline]

Yeah but I at least expected them to be able to grasp a concept like "friendship" without having to apply a speshul label to it..

She has "autistic symptoms" and probably never has a friend in her life; of course she doesn't grasp the concept of a friend.

 

[FitBitch]

She has "autistic symptoms" and probably never has a friend in her life; of course she doesn't grasp the concept of a friend.

That's a generous defense, I was just assuming they were that obsessed with labels to try and maintain a weak footing in the LGBT alphabet soup because being anything but normal is the life goal of someone who failed to function like an adult after their mid-twenties.

 

[NoFeline]

That's a generous defense, I was just assuming they were that obsessed with labels to try and maintain a weak footing in the LGBT alphabet soup because being anything but normal is the life goal of someone who failed to function like an adult after their mid-twenties.

They're obsessed with relabeling things because they're too exceptional to understand them as normal human beings do. The same way they can't comprehend being a man or a woman that doesn't fit the strictest stereotypical definition of such but also need a name for everything. If your only examples of what a friend is come from an autist's perspective of other people's relationships you get a very warped picture of what a friend is, powerlevel, take it from someone who was NOT a well adjusted teen. They either don't consider friends as friends (for not doing enough or doing "more" ie physical closeness) and/or let ""friends"" abuse them because Borderline Bestie technically ticks all the checkboxes in their head.

 

[takemetoyourgrave]

At one point she "interviewed" (Read: roleplayed) her spirit companions leading to a small controversy.

Spoiler: "Jay"

Interviewing my ghosts: Jay

As I’ve said before, I can see/hear them perfectly, but I asked him these telepathically.

You were murdered, making you having the most traumatic death of all the four. Tell me what it was like.

I don’t remember much. It was twenty years ago or more, after all. I just remember the blinding pain, and daring him to finish me off because I didn’t care. There was a period of darkness, and then I saw my grandmother. I knew what it meant, so I followed her. I guess that’s the moment I moved on. I still feel as if I don’t deserve it.

Speak on that. You’re also the only companion of mine who isn’t earthbound.

I don’t know what you want me to say. It didn’t feel like all that much. Everyone has the idea of what heaven is like. The Bible says it’s a place of love, but I didn’t experience that. There’s no clouds or gates. You just walk into the light and the next thing you know, you’re in a room. You’re lucky if the room has been designed in some way.

So it’s true what they say, that “heaven” is whatever our consciousness makes it.

Ohhh, yes. You’re completely in control of what you see. If people see fields of flowers and Jesus Christ, then that’s what they see. Like I said, I never experienced that. I saw my grandmother’s living room. Her cat was there. Then, after a while, my mother showed up.

How do you feel your “life” has changed since finding us?

It’s a lot less boring. I love the things we’ve done and the places we’ve gone. My grandmother and mother tried to make me ignore who I really was. I guess they did it to try and help me heal, but it did just the opposite. Repressing is no use, it’s better to face yourself for who you are, even the ugly parts.

Are you happier now?

Definitely. I don’t think I’ll ever be completely happy. I don’t deserve true happiness. But it’s better than I think I’ve ever known.

Is that mostly to do with your relationships?

Yes. I love Peter so very much, I would never hurt him. Those days are behind me now.

How does it feel being in a queerplatonic relationship with me?

It’s great. I never had such a good friend. I know it’s more than that, but I mean, I have actual human connections now, which I never experienced in life. It’s a really different thing.

Would more relationships like ours help more ghosts come to terms with their deaths, you think?

I can’t speak for anyone else, but it’s helped me. I can tell it’s helped the others, too.

Spoiler: "Rick"

Interviewing my ghosts: Rick

I’ve saved the best for last!

I can see/hear ghosts as if they were still alive. We did this telepathically.

Let’s get this out of the way first since I know it will make you grumpy.

You did some bad things in life. Do you regret them?

Naaaahh.

No, be serious.

Sometimes.

Do you like your freedom?

Anything beats San Quentin, man. Even hell was better.

You chose to go to hell when you died. Why?

Because I love Satan. It wasn’t what I expected, though. Big and empty and boring.

So you’re happier back on Earth?

Yeah.

Let’s address the elephant in the room: you were very homophobic while alive, but now you’re actually in a relationship with another man. (Peter)

I’m only interested in him, though.

Yeah, well, you made quite the stink when I let you log onto my main blog and you dropped the f-slur.

People too sensitive on this site, man. (He does have a point there)

But really, it’s just him. He’s someone special.

What do you love the most about him?

He gets me.

What about us?

Well, what about us? You love Satan, too, and you’re my type. That’s all there is to say.

Do you actually like it better being dead?

Eh, I miss some stuff. But now I can go places.

Anything else you’d like to add?

Yeah, you know, people on this site should fuck off about making fun of me. It makes me want to stab them, if I could.

You’re always so acting so tough, but you’re secretly a marshmallow.

(He just laughs)

Well, thanks for taking time to do this with me.

De nada. Sabes que te amo. (Don’t mention it. You know I love you.)

Spoiler: "Peter"

Interviewing my ghosts: Peter

I can see/hear ghosts, so talking to them is like talking to a living person.

I asked him these things telepathically.

Tell me about your life.

Well, you know pretty much everything. I was a poor kid in a family of nine. We made it and the rest is history.

But that’s what everyone knows. Show your secret side.

People think they knew me. Even some people in my life didn’t know the real me. Sometimes because of my past I’m very afraid of people. Other times, I loved people a bit too much. I trusted too easily. But then sometimes I didn’t trust enough. I should’ve told more people about how confused I felt inside.

You mean your gender/sexuality?

Yeah. When you get abused, everything gets all screwed up. I didn’t know what I was. I could never tell anyone, because they would start asking questions and then blame me. I don’t know, maybe not. But I never felt like I understood myself, until after I passed and I met you. (Peter is genderfluid, polysexual, and quoiromantic)

You went through a lot of pain and trauma. People misunderstanding you made it worse. Who did you feel understood you best?

I had very few true friends. I mostly felt understood by people who lost their childhoods, or had painful childhoods. That’s why I’m so in love with Jay and Rick.

So you’re happy being polyamorous? Do you think you would have been happier if you’d done that in life?

Yes, I do. I was really constrained by the ideas instilled in me from the church. I had to be a certain way in order to be loved, and nothing was more important to me than feeling loved.

While alive, you said your greatest joys were fatherhood and music. Do you miss them?

I try my best to keep them a part of me. I can’t share my music anymore, but that’s okay, because as long as it still flows in my heart, I’m okay. And I still go and see my children. They’re so big now. They make me proud.

Anything else you’d like to add?

For anyone reading this, believe in your dreams, believe in yourself, and believe that you can heal the world. Because God, does it ever need it.

Spoiler: "Jim"

Interviewing my ghosts: Jim

I can see/hear ghosts, so talking to them is like talking to a living person.

I asked him these things telepathically.

What were you like alive?

Hyperactive. I had to keep going, going, going. My friends couldn’t believe I could wake up at fucking five am and then want to go out and party that night.

Were you healthy?

Depends upon what you mean by that. I smoked shit, ate bad shit, drank too much. I probably was bipolar but never did anything about it.

Something about you that you never told anyone while alive:

You know about the girl who forced herself onto me, I’d rather not rehash that. But something different, I once had a friend who said he saw a UFO. Out over the ocean.

What happened after you died?

You know the story. I sulked in my apartment for months. I cried for my dad, I cried for my daughter, I went half insane. People came in with recorders and tried to talk to me. (He means paranormal investigators)

And when did you finally leave?

I wandered around a bit. But I never left it for good til I met you. November, whenever it was. (It was 200

It’s been almost 10 years since you died. Have you come to terms with it?

Yes and no. I want to try and get back to who I was some more. I obviously can’t take pictures, but I miss photography. I miss directing shit. I miss surfing. I miss eating, burgers.

Anything you look forward to?

We’re finally tying the knot.

And I told him thanks, Goober.

Hey, yeah. Sure.

Now allegedly at some point she "let peter log on" to her account and he "used AAVE" which is short hand for African American Vernacular English (Ebonics). She promptly boohooed and became a martyr. She also points out that "Rick" can be a bully and therefore any bullying from her is actually Rick.

Also delusions are in fact a rather large indicator of a mental disorder no matter what she says.

Spoiler: Peter is real he can talk!

I’ve made the decision…

NOT to delete this blog.

Their drama will be ignored.

This blog and the ideas/stories it puts forth are too important to shut down over a trio of losers who have nothing better to do than to stir up middle school rumors to try and get to me.

Rick goes too far sometimes. I’ll admit this, and because spirit energy floods my mind when I channel and type for them, I lose track of my better judgment. His anger towards those who try to wrong me is POWERFUL. I don’t know if I can resist it, so I won’t let him send anons unless he learns to keep a lid on things. For his actions, I am sorry.

But I will NOT apologize for Peter. He’s black, therefore he can use AAVE and whatever other language he deems fit. This does NOT mean that I am the one saying these words. As a white person, I am not entitled to them. Please do not get this confused or try to claim that I’ve invented a persona to get away with antiblackness.

These guys are real. I would not mention them to people in real life (not explaining that they’re dead, only a handful of close friends know that) if they were some vehicle of catfishing online. This has been accused of me since 2009, when the drama went from annoying to dangerous, going offline and proving dangerous to me in my personal life. In light of the stalking I experienced in real life, you think if this were fake, I would still be doing it? I was personally threatened and almost had my real-life reputation ruined. If this was a game, I would not have kept it going after that.

In addition to this, I was once in an inpatient psych hospital wherein a doctor tried to convince me that I was schizophrenic or bipolar because I claimed to see/hear spirits. I defiantly told him that I knew they were real, and that I did not fit any of the diagnostic criteria for either of those mental disorders. Again, in light of these events, what reason would I have to keep it going if it were a lie?

So TL;DR

Nobody can fucking stop me from sharing stories about my guys.

And I’m still accepting submissions for those of you out there who want to talk about your spirit relationships!

Nobody can call us ALL crazy as long as we band together.

 

[Maiden-TieJuan]

At one point she "interviewed" (Read: roleplayed) her spirit companions leading to a small controversy.

Spoiler: "Jay"

Interviewing my ghosts: Jay

As I’ve said before, I can see/hear them perfectly, but I asked him these telepathically.

You were murdered, making you having the most traumatic death of all the four. Tell me what it was like.

I don’t remember much. It was twenty years ago or more, after all. I just remember the blinding pain, and daring him to finish me off because I didn’t care. There was a period of darkness, and then I saw my grandmother. I knew what it meant, so I followed her. I guess that’s the moment I moved on. I still feel as if I don’t deserve it.

Speak on that. You’re also the only companion of mine who isn’t earthbound.

I don’t know what you want me to say. It didn’t feel like all that much. Everyone has the idea of what heaven is like. The Bible says it’s a place of love, but I didn’t experience that. There’s no clouds or gates. You just walk into the light and the next thing you know, you’re in a room. You’re lucky if the room has been designed in some way.

So it’s true what they say, that “heaven” is whatever our consciousness makes it.

Ohhh, yes. You’re completely in control of what you see. If people see fields of flowers and Jesus Christ, then that’s what they see. Like I said, I never experienced that. I saw my grandmother’s living room. Her cat was there. Then, after a while, my mother showed up.

How do you feel your “life” has changed since finding us?

It’s a lot less boring. I love the things we’ve done and the places we’ve gone. My grandmother and mother tried to make me ignore who I really was. I guess they did it to try and help me heal, but it did just the opposite. Repressing is no use, it’s better to face yourself for who you are, even the ugly parts.

Are you happier now?

Definitely. I don’t think I’ll ever be completely happy. I don’t deserve true happiness. But it’s better than I think I’ve ever known.

Is that mostly to do with your relationships?

Yes. I love Peter so very much, I would never hurt him. Those days are behind me now.

How does it feel being in a queerplatonic relationship with me?

It’s great. I never had such a good friend. I know it’s more than that, but I mean, I have actual human connections now, which I never experienced in life. It’s a really different thing.

Would more relationships like ours help more ghosts come to terms with their deaths, you think?

I can’t speak for anyone else, but it’s helped me. I can tell it’s helped the others, too.

Spoiler: "Rick"

Interviewing my ghosts: Rick

I’ve saved the best for last!

I can see/hear ghosts as if they were still alive. We did this telepathically.

Let’s get this out of the way first since I know it will make you grumpy.

You did some bad things in life. Do you regret them?

Naaaahh.

No, be serious.

Sometimes.

Do you like your freedom?

Anything beats San Quentin, man. Even hell was better.

You chose to go to hell when you died. Why?

Because I love Satan. It wasn’t what I expected, though. Big and empty and boring.

So you’re happier back on Earth?

Yeah.

Let’s address the elephant in the room: you were very homophobic while alive, but now you’re actually in a relationship with another man. (Peter)

I’m only interested in him, though.

Yeah, well, you made quite the stink when I let you log onto my main blog and you dropped the f-slur.

People too sensitive on this site, man. (He does have a point there)

But really, it’s just him. He’s someone special.

What do you love the most about him?

He gets me.

What about us?

Well, what about us? You love Satan, too, and you’re my type. That’s all there is to say.

Do you actually like it better being dead?

Eh, I miss some stuff. But now I can go places.

Anything else you’d like to add?

Yeah, you know, people on this site should fuck off about making fun of me. It makes me want to stab them, if I could.

You’re always so acting so tough, but you’re secretly a marshmallow.

(He just laughs)

Well, thanks for taking time to do this with me.

De nada. Sabes que te amo. (Don’t mention it. You know I love you.)

Spoiler: "Peter"

Interviewing my ghosts: Peter

I can see/hear ghosts, so talking to them is like talking to a living person.

I asked him these things telepathically.

Tell me about your life.

Well, you know pretty much everything. I was a poor kid in a family of nine. We made it and the rest is history.

But that’s what everyone knows. Show your secret side.

People think they knew me. Even some people in my life didn’t know the real me. Sometimes because of my past I’m very afraid of people. Other times, I loved people a bit too much. I trusted too easily. But then sometimes I didn’t trust enough. I should’ve told more people about how confused I felt inside.

You mean your gender/sexuality?

Yeah. When you get abused, everything gets all screwed up. I didn’t know what I was. I could never tell anyone, because they would start asking questions and then blame me. I don’t know, maybe not. But I never felt like I understood myself, until after I passed and I met you. (Peter is genderfluid, polysexual, and quoiromantic)

You went through a lot of pain and trauma. People misunderstanding you made it worse. Who did you feel understood you best?

I had very few true friends. I mostly felt understood by people who lost their childhoods, or had painful childhoods. That’s why I’m so in love with Jay and Rick.

So you’re happy being polyamorous? Do you think you would have been happier if you’d done that in life?

Yes, I do. I was really constrained by the ideas instilled in me from the church. I had to be a certain way in order to be loved, and nothing was more important to me than feeling loved.

While alive, you said your greatest joys were fatherhood and music. Do you miss them?

I try my best to keep them a part of me. I can’t share my music anymore, but that’s okay, because as long as it still flows in my heart, I’m okay. And I still go and see my children. They’re so big now. They make me proud.

Anything else you’d like to add?

For anyone reading this, believe in your dreams, believe in yourself, and believe that you can heal the world. Because God, does it ever need it.

Spoiler: "Jim"

Interviewing my ghosts: Jim

I can see/hear ghosts, so talking to them is like talking to a living person.

I asked him these things telepathically.

What were you like alive?

Hyperactive. I had to keep going, going, going. My friends couldn’t believe I could wake up at fucking five am and then want to go out and party that night.

Were you healthy?

Depends upon what you mean by that. I smoked shit, ate bad shit, drank too much. I probably was bipolar but never did anything about it.

Something about you that you never told anyone while alive:

You know about the girl who forced herself onto me, I’d rather not rehash that. But something different, I once had a friend who said he saw a UFO. Out over the ocean.

What happened after you died?

You know the story. I sulked in my apartment for months. I cried for my dad, I cried for my daughter, I went half insane. People came in with recorders and tried to talk to me. (He means paranormal investigators)

And when did you finally leave?

I wandered around a bit. But I never left it for good til I met you. November, whenever it was. (It was 200

It’s been almost 10 years since you died. Have you come to terms with it?

Yes and no. I want to try and get back to who I was some more. I obviously can’t take pictures, but I miss photography. I miss directing shit. I miss surfing. I miss eating, burgers.

Anything you look forward to?

We’re finally tying the knot.

And I told him thanks, Goober.

Hey, yeah. Sure.

Now allegedly at some point she "let peter log on" to her account and he "used AAVE" which is short hand for African American Vernacular English (Ebonics). She promptly boohooed and became a martyr. She also points out that "Rick" can be a bully and therefore any bullying from her is actually Rick.

Also delusions are in fact a rather large indicator of a mental disorder no matter what she says.

Spoiler: Peter is real he can talk!

I’ve made the decision…

NOT to delete this blog.

Their drama will be ignored.

This blog and the ideas/stories it puts forth are too important to shut down over a trio of losers who have nothing better to do than to stir up middle school rumors to try and get to me.

Rick goes too far sometimes. I’ll admit this, and because spirit energy floods my mind when I channel and type for them, I lose track of my better judgment. His anger towards those who try to wrong me is POWERFUL. I don’t know if I can resist it, so I won’t let him send anons unless he learns to keep a lid on things. For his actions, I am sorry.

But I will NOT apologize for Peter. He’s black, therefore he can use AAVE and whatever other language he deems fit. This does NOT mean that I am the one saying these words. As a white person, I am not entitled to them. Please do not get this confused or try to claim that I’ve invented a persona to get away with antiblackness.

These guys are real. I would not mention them to people in real life (not explaining that they’re dead, only a handful of close friends know that) if they were some vehicle of catfishing online. This has been accused of me since 2009, when the drama went from annoying to dangerous, going offline and proving dangerous to me in my personal life. In light of the stalking I experienced in real life, you think if this were fake, I would still be doing it? I was personally threatened and almost had my real-life reputation ruined. If this was a game, I would not have kept it going after that.

In addition to this, I was once in an inpatient psych hospital wherein a doctor tried to convince me that I was schizophrenic or bipolar because I claimed to see/hear spirits. I defiantly told him that I knew they were real, and that I did not fit any of the diagnostic criteria for either of those mental disorders. Again, in light of these events, what reason would I have to keep it going if it were a lie?

So TL;DR

Nobody can fucking stop me from sharing stories about my guys.

And I’m still accepting submissions for those of you out there who want to talk about your spirit relationships!

Nobody can call us ALL crazy as long as we band together.

Wait. Did Michael Jackson ever use AAVE outside of when he was in the Jackson 5? I remember him being wellspoken, very much "White spoken" as they say. I don't even remember him using AAVE at any point after the Jackson 5.

 

[AprilRains]

Wait. Did Michael Jackson ever use AAVE outside of when he was in the Jackson 5? I remember him being wellspoken, very much "White spoken" as they say. I don't even remember him using AAVE at any point after the Jackson 5.

Look, I hate to be the one to say it, but she's not really talking to Michael Jackson.

 

[JaneThough]

Do we know who Jim is yet? Jay is Dahmer, Rick is Ramirez and Peter is MJ, but who is Jim?

 

[Maiden-TieJuan]

Look, I hate to be the one to say it, but she's not really talking to Michael Jackson.

Well, duh. But I am just wonder what era she is basing HER Michael on. It shows that she didn't even bother to do the research on her own "kin" / lover. It is also interesting, if you think about it. Why is she claiming all this without doing the smallest bit of research? Why carry it this far if she doesn't even know her "lover" at All? Why choose him if she isn't interest in doing the legwork?

 

[AprilRains]

Because she's going for ego gratification, not plausibility.

Notice how none of these ghosts found love until she found them? Notice how they're all famous?

Doing her homework would only spoil the illusion.

 

[Maiden-TieJuan]

Do we know who Jim is yet? Jay is Dahmer, Rick is Ramirez and Peter is MJ, but who is Jim?

Ugh, I just spent an hour going thru a list of murderers (alphabetic by LAST name, so I had to Check all the lists. Ugh) and checking each likely candidate for date of death and couldn't find a single one that worked. Maybe Jim is a celebrity? Or James/Jim was a nickname or middle name? I am at a loss here.

Any other ideas?

 

[FitBitch]

Ugh, I just spent an hour going thru a list of murderers (alphabetic by LAST name, so I had to Check all the lists. Ugh) and checking each likely candidate for date of death and couldn't find a single one that worked. Maybe Jim is a celebrity? Or James/Jim was a nickname or middle name? I am at a loss here.

Any other ideas?

Maybe Jim is a real and true imaginary friend.

Or a celebrity instead of serial killer so you're looking in the wrong place.

 

[NoFeline]

She's not very good at roleplaying, is she? they either sound like her (read: typical autist syntax fuckery trying to sound smart or deep) or how a child thinks a badass talks. The rest is self-congratulatory+the ghosts agree on my worldview.

• >I just remember the blinding pain
• >I still feel as if I don’t deserve it.
• Speak on that.
• >You’re lucky if the room has been designed in some way.
• >Repressing is no use
• >true happiness.
• >I had very few true friends.
• >I love Peter so very much
• >Anything beats San Quentin, man. Even hell was better.
• you were very homophobic while alive
• >Yeah, you know, people on this site should fuck off about making fun of me. It makes me want to stab them, if I could.
• >When you get abused, everything gets all screwed up. (this one in particular is exactly like her spoken speech patterns)
• Show your secret side.
• >I should’ve told more people about how confused I felt inside.
• You mean your gender/sexuality?
• >But I never felt like I understood myself, until after I passed and I met you.
• (Peter is genderfluid, polysexual, and quoiromantic)
• You went through a lot of pain and trauma. People misunderstanding you made it worse.
• >I mostly felt understood by people who lost their childhoods, or had painful childhoods.
• >That’s why I’m so in love with Jay and Rick.
• So you’re happy being polyamorous?
• >People came in with recorders and tried to talk to me. (You have no idea how common this line is)

What about us?
>Well, what about us? You love Satan, too, and you’re my type.
How does it feel being in a queerplatonic relationship with me?
>I have actual human connections now, which I never experienced in life. It’s a really different thing.
Would more relationships like ours help more ghosts come to terms with their deaths, you think?
>I can’t speak for anyone else, but it’s helped me. I can tell it’s helped the others, too.
>But I never felt like I understood myself, until after I passed and I met you.
Well, thanks for taking time to do this with me.
>De nada. Sabes que te amo. (Don’t mention it. You know I love you.)

OK, Marissa-chan.
Does she even know how people in love talk?

"His anger towards those who try to wrong me is POWERFUL"
MY HUSBANDO JUST LUVS ME TOO MUCH NYA

• "But I will NOT apologize for Peter. He’s black, therefore he can use AAVE and whatever other language he deems fit."

Do we have caps of how she was speaking when it was supposedly MJ? I'm going to laugh my ass off if it's modern Black Twitter AAVE.

Also both heaven and hell are empty and boring. Ok.

 

[Maiden-TieJuan]

She's not very good at roleplaying, is she? they either sound like her (read: typical autist syntax fuckery trying to sound smart or deep) or how a child thinks a badass talks. The rest is self-congratulatory+the ghosts agree on my worldview.

• >I just remember the blinding pain
• >I still feel as if I don’t deserve it.
• Speak on that.
• >You’re lucky if the room has been designed in some way.
• >Repressing is no use
• >true happiness.
• >I had very few true friends.
• >I love Peter so very much
• >Anything beats San Quentin, man. Even hell was better.
• you were very homophobic while alive
• >Yeah, you know, people on this site should fuck off about making fun of me. It makes me want to stab them, if I could.
• >When you get abused, everything gets all screwed up. (this one in particular is exactly like her spoken speech patterns)
• Show your secret side.
• >I should’ve told more people about how confused I felt inside.
• You mean your gender/sexuality?
• >But I never felt like I understood myself, until after I passed and I met you.
• (Peter is genderfluid, polysexual, and quoiromantic)
• You went through a lot of pain and trauma. People misunderstanding you made it worse.
• >I mostly felt understood by people who lost their childhoods, or had painful childhoods.
• >That’s why I’m so in love with Jay and Rick.
• So you’re happy being polyamorous?
• >People came in with recorders and tried to talk to me. (You have no idea how common this line is)

OK, Marissa-chan.
Does she even know how people in love talk?

"His anger towards those who try to wrong me is POWERFUL"
MY HUSBANDO JUST LUVS ME TOO MUCH NYA

• "But I will NOT apologize for Peter. He’s black, therefore he can use AAVE and whatever other language he deems fit."

Do we have caps of how she was speaking when it was supposedly MJ? I'm going to laugh my ass off if it's modern Black Twitter AAVE.

Also both heaven and hell are empty and boring. Ok.

Maybe the Hell thing is based on the common church thing being "hell is just the absence of God". So her idea of hell is just boring and empty. Just a guess.

 

[Lady of the House]

I had the idea that Jim was Ted Bundy, but apparently she doesn't like him, so we can cross him out. I was guessing Jim Morrison based on the wild life style and drugs, but apparently "Jim" died in 2008 so that answer is also out of the question.

 

[Maiden-TieJuan]

Ok, I went thru her Spectrophiliaanon blah blah blah blog. Got some screens from it:

Spoiler: Some screens

Have fun!
Also here is the video that was posted on one of the shots

Enjoy. I will try to find more on the Twitter hashtag #sapphiregate as it may have some more there for us.

Edit: not much left on the Twitter hashtag

Found her "Foundation" page.

And her webnode : https://iamsapphirecrimsonclaw.webnode.com

 

[sheephead]

Well, the spirit shit seems to be real then if the only people that can vouch for her are her friends, a crazy person and two randoms.

 

[NoFeline]

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"look at all these people who can vouch for me! don't contact them tho."