Stephanie Cianfriglia / Sapphire Crimson Claw / Yarrow Brown / the-ghost-fucker / transmascdruid / anarchoenby77 / darktwistedpussy / Druid of Endicot - Xe/xyr ghost-fucker, womb wizard, hand sanitizer sommelier, trans-boomer, violently abuses her elderly parents, has sexual fantasies about raping children

I've said it once and I'll say it again. How much of this is her being enabled by her parents to have the body and "authority" of a 30 year old woman, yet the gullibility and brain of a 12 year old, and how much of this is fucked up genes from her parents?

I'm incredibly slow, but I just realized her birth mother is probably highly schizophrenic or psychotic in some way (explaining steph's "I'm totally a transdimensional demon in a repulsive body" and obsession with literally the worst people on earth, pedophiliac behavior, etc, etc, and Steph was probably forcibly removed by the state. If her birth mother isn't dead, she's either in a rundown apartment or a permanent resident of a nuthouse. Her adoptive parents just made it fucking worse, but I mean I guess they're trying to look out for her, God knows if she was left on her own she'd end up locked up for staring at kids or dead because she believed someone who said "I have a cat if you just follow me into this alleyway."

Despite the slightly terrifying cringe lols, I think the best thing her parents could do at this point is remove internet.

ETA: When a kid ends up this far off the deep end due purely to enabling and genetics, I think it's safe to say her birth father was probably not in good mental health either. No sources, but from every anecdotal case I've heard of children being removed because of mentally ill parents, it's almost always the mother. Not to mention that antipsychotics do have heavy pregnancy risks, so you have to stop taking them while pregnant, your delusions go overboard, and you'd be all but forced to take "poison" again after giving birth, which unfortunately rarely seems to happen.
 
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I've said it once and I'll say it again. How much of this is her being enabled by her parents to have the body and "authority" of a 30 year old woman, yet the gullibility and brain of a 12 year old, and how much of this is fucked up genes from her parents?

I'm incredibly slow, but I just realized her birth mother is probably highly schizophrenic or psychotic in some way (explaining steph's "I'm totally a transdimensional demon in a repulsive body" and obsession with literally the worst people on earth, pedophiliac behavior, etc, etc, and Steph was probably forcibly removed by the state. If her birth mother isn't dead, she's either in a rundown apartment or a permanent resident of a nuthouse. Her adoptive parents just made it fucking worse, but I mean I guess they're trying to look out for her, God knows if she was left on her own she'd end up locked up for staring at kids or dead because she believed someone who said "I have a cat if you just follow me into this alleyway."

Despite the slightly terrifying cringe lols, I think the best thing her parents could do at this point is remove internet.

ETA: When a kid ends up this far off the deep end due purely to enabling and genetics, I think it's safe to say her birth father was probably not in good mental health either. No sources, but from every anecdotal case I've heard of children being removed because of mentally ill parents, it's almost always the mother. Not to mention that antipsychotics do have heavy pregnancy risks, so you have to stop taking them while pregnant, your delusions go overboard, and you'd be all but forced to take "poison" again after giving birth, which unfortunately rarely seems to happen.
I don't think she's actually schizophrenic, just a bad case of "middle school syndrome" aka: just an idiot. Schizos just have a distinct air of crazy/delusional that I'm not picking up off steph.
 
I've said it once and I'll say it again. How much of this is her being enabled by her parents to have the body and "authority" of a 30 year old woman, yet the gullibility and brain of a 12 year old, and how much of this is fucked up genes from her parents?

I'm incredibly slow, but I just realized her birth mother is probably highly schizophrenic or psychotic in some way (explaining steph's "I'm totally a transdimensional demon in a repulsive body" and obsession with literally the worst people on earth, pedophiliac behavior, etc, etc, and Steph was probably forcibly removed by the state. If her birth mother isn't dead, she's either in a rundown apartment or a permanent resident of a nuthouse. Her adoptive parents just made it fucking worse, but I mean I guess they're trying to look out for her, God knows if she was left on her own she'd end up locked up for staring at kids or dead because she believed someone who said "I have a cat if you just follow me into this alleyway."

Despite the slightly terrifying cringe lols, I think the best thing her parents could do at this point is remove internet.

ETA: When a kid ends up this far off the deep end due purely to enabling and genetics, I think it's safe to say her birth father was probably not in good mental health either. No sources, but from every anecdotal case I've heard of children being removed because of mentally ill parents, it's almost always the mother. Not to mention that antipsychotics do have heavy pregnancy risks, so you have to stop taking them while pregnant, your delusions go overboard, and you'd be all but forced to take "poison" again after giving birth, which unfortunately rarely seems to happen.
Most people with schizophrenia can be working members of society, intelligent, and are actually nonviolent. Most are extremely passive and withdrawn due to auditory hallucinations and hallucinations in general. It's actually rare that they end up committing a violent crime.

They have a use and some are incredibly gifted in certain areas.

Steph... Isn't schizophrenic. She's just a moron who can't grow up and I think her parents know she's utterly useless to society and cave into her demands to keep her home because they don't want her to get hurt. She isn't ready to be independent and I don't think she'll ever be sadly. It's too late for her to really learn independent skills and if they just kicked her out of the nest she'd likely just fall to the harsh reality. She's just a big fucking baby.
 
Schizo and the tism actually have a lot of overlapping symptoms especially when it comes to social withdrawal, so bear that in mind. I think her parents enable her for sure and let her be a brat, but a lot of her outbursts and issues probably stem from her not understanding how to socialize. It’s just a huge cycle, she has a dumb outburst and then her parents bend over backwards for her to walk all over them. No wonder she doesn’t wanna change, I doubt they’ve ever disciplined her in her life.
 
No wonder she doesn’t wanna change, I doubt they’ve ever disciplined her in her life.

I think they try but it doesn't stick, she just screams that she's being abused and throws a destructive tantrum and they bow to her because they're old and frail and can't physically stop her the way they could when she sperged out as a child.

Honestly Staph belongs on a permanent residency spud farm, but that won't happen until her parents are either dead or legally deemed unable to care for her when she finally runs up against someone who follows through on calling the cops and she gets the New York equivalent of Baker Acted.
 
I don't think she's actually schizophrenic, just a bad case of "middle school syndrome" aka: just an idiot. Schizos just have a distinct air of crazy/delusional that I'm not picking up off steph.

I actually would not be surprised if her birth parents were severely mentally ill or drug addicts, though.

She's not schizo, but she's definitely not mentally sound.
 
I actually would not be surprised if her birth parents were severely mentally ill or drug addicts, though.

She's not schizo, but she's definitely not mentally sound.

Funny enough, she replied to an ask regarding this today. Take it as you will, Kiwis. (archived)

it’s not ableist if you’re legitimately delusional. get fucking real, seriously.

I’m not legitimately delusional. That would require a diagnosis. I have paranoid obsessions as part of my OCD, but I know they’re not real most of the time.

You are DEFINITELY mentally ill, in a way that very greatly affects your outward behavior in an incredibly negative way.

Yes, I know I’m mentally ill. I have OCD, anxiety, and PTSD. I act out 100x more on the internet then I do in real life. I’m trying to change this. If it looks like I’m not changing, it’s because recovery takes time. I’ve apologized for my former actions and as a matter of fact, I’ve got therapy tomorrow.

there’s no real message to get across beyond acknowledging what you already are and are in denial about being.

In denial about what? Being mentally ill? Having problems? I’m not.

I’ll repeat myself when I say the things you’re attempting to say are the reasons people criticize you and the ACTUAL reason people criticize you are not one in the same. this isn’t an attempt to psychoanalyze you, and I’m not some sort of hater boogeyman- you are simply absolutely fucking absurd in your behavior and assumptions on the SURFACE LEVEL.

*claps*

I’m not trying to insult you, I am responding to you being insulting.

I generally do act insulting towards random assholes sending me rude asks out of the blue.

in addition to being fucking delusional on the surface level, you really seem to have a delusion of grandeur as well.

Funny, my therapist doesn’t say so.

Please, get help, get educated, get fucked, and get over yourself.

I’m seeing a therapist. Y’all made a big deal over the fact I had “doxxed” her. I told her, I posted a pic of your business card online. She laughed and said, “that’s information publicly available on the internet.”
So it goes on for a bit more, but I don’t need to address it. It’s just someone who doesn’t know me mouthing off at how horrible of a person I am.
If people “care” so much about me, why do they armchair diagnose me with conditions I don’t have? Why don’t they just reach out to me privately? Why do they go behind my back and tell my therapist things that aren’t true?
Because they don’t care. They’re just in it for the spectacle. They think someone having bad symptoms related to their mental illness (rage, triggering myself, picking fights, etc) that I have fully acknowledged are troublesome and that I am trying to fix… is just for their entertainment.
Which makes them no better than the people I went to high school with.
 
Could she even benefit from a group home situation? She’s not violent by any means but she is annoying and acts dumb in general, so how long the others could put up with her is anyone’s guess. In the event her folks die I suspect she’ll piss away the money since she’s never had to budget a minute in her life, succumb to hoarding tenancies, and eventually be dragged from the downhill spiraling house and put into previously mentioned housing if she figures out how to get state benefits.
 
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At the very least in a group home she'll be highly supervised and won't be able to get away with her poor behavior and constant lying.
They'd also force her to see an actual psychologist, one that is qualified to make a diagnosis of what her problem really is and that she can't lie to because they'll see her antics up close, and closely monitored internet to keep her from threatening people/indulging her delusions/other such bad habits.
I definitely think Steph would benefit from a group home or at least be stopped from being such a goddamned disaster.
 
Funny enough, she replied to an ask regarding this today. Take it as you will, Kiwis. (archived)

it’s not ableist if you’re legitimately delusional. get fucking real, seriously.

I’m not legitimately delusional. That would require a diagnosis. I have paranoid obsessions as part of my OCD, but I know they’re not real most of the time.

You are DEFINITELY mentally ill, in a way that very greatly affects your outward behavior in an incredibly negative way.

Yes, I know I’m mentally ill. I have OCD, anxiety, and PTSD. I act out 100x more on the internet then I do in real life. I’m trying to change this. If it looks like I’m not changing, it’s because recovery takes time. I’ve apologized for my former actions and as a matter of fact, I’ve got therapy tomorrow.

there’s no real message to get across beyond acknowledging what you already are and are in denial about being.

In denial about what? Being mentally ill? Having problems? I’m not.

I’ll repeat myself when I say the things you’re attempting to say are the reasons people criticize you and the ACTUAL reason people criticize you are not one in the same. this isn’t an attempt to psychoanalyze you, and I’m not some sort of hater boogeyman- you are simply absolutely fucking absurd in your behavior and assumptions on the SURFACE LEVEL.

*claps*

I’m not trying to insult you, I am responding to you being insulting.

I generally do act insulting towards random assholes sending me rude asks out of the blue.

in addition to being fucking delusional on the surface level, you really seem to have a delusion of grandeur as well.

Funny, my therapist doesn’t say so.

Please, get help, get educated, get fucked, and get over yourself.

I’m seeing a therapist. Y’all made a big deal over the fact I had “doxxed” her. I told her, I posted a pic of your business card online. She laughed and said, “that’s information publicly available on the internet.”
So it goes on for a bit more, but I don’t need to address it. It’s just someone who doesn’t know me mouthing off at how horrible of a person I am.
If people “care” so much about me, why do they armchair diagnose me with conditions I don’t have? Why don’t they just reach out to me privately? Why do they go behind my back and tell my therapist things that aren’t true?
Because they don’t care. They’re just in it for the spectacle. They think someone having bad symptoms related to their mental illness (rage, triggering myself, picking fights, etc) that I have fully acknowledged are troublesome and that I am trying to fix… is just for their entertainment.
Which makes them no better than the people I went to high school with.

I read through all of that, and through all her excuses, she never explains her complete and total inability to talk about things that don't directly involve her. She injects herself into every conversation. If she likes something, she concocts some way to lay claim to it so that she can be a part of it; i.e., her fixation on her ghost husbandos. She name-drops people from her life and expects total strangers to know them, and she will not hesitate to try and throw out somebody higher on the progressive stack than her out to try and save her own skin. OCD, anxiety and PTSD do not explain those kinds of behaviors. That's some personality disorder shit right there.

Thing is, it's harder to get pity when you have a personality disorder, because it makes you behave in ways that alienate or hurt people. People don't heap pity on a person whose mental illness makes them a self-centered woman-child who only cares about looking like a benevolent person. It's why she has to publicly announce every time she puts a curse on somebody; it's the least amount of effort to make it look like she's affecting some kind of positive change.

The problem isn't that she's mentally ill and won't admit it. The problem is that she's mentally ill in a way that she would never admit to, and would never work on treating.
 
Whether she is mentally ill or not, whatever her problem, it's clear she doesn't want to get fixed.

You can only help those who want to be helped. And like many, she doesn't want help. She doesn't want to live inside adult world. She doesn't want to be responsible. She just wants to hole herself in at home (or in some flat mooching off of a flatmate so she can avoid daddy too) and live forever as both a tumblr pity fest and a super edgy satanist witch.
 
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Just because you've been picking less or not doing whatever else in real life doesn't mean you're going to stop actively engaging in arguments online. The cat most likely isn't going to stop you from doing that.

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...Have we ever actually taken content from their Facebook recently other than in the beginning of the thread?

Bonus, I guess?:

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Something funny and unrelated that jumped to mind, she's insistant that she's actually a sexy succubus trapped in a lardass body. But her grotesque appearance is only a piece of the whole package, imagining some conventionally attractive goth chick with a thin waist and giant boobs or whatever she images herself as that hordes her own earwax and says "peepepepepepepepeeeepeee pooooop" to herself all the time is like, almost funnier than what she actually is.

So even if she looked the way she wants to, she'd be just as much of a nasty loser, the rot is deep.
 
Funny enough, she replied to an ask regarding this today. Take it as you will, Kiwis. (archived)

it’s not ableist if you’re legitimately delusional. get fucking real, seriously.

I’m not legitimately delusional. That would require a diagnosis. I have paranoid obsessions as part of my OCD, but I know they’re not real most of the time.

You are DEFINITELY mentally ill, in a way that very greatly affects your outward behavior in an incredibly negative way.

Yes, I know I’m mentally ill. I have OCD, anxiety, and PTSD. I act out 100x more on the internet then I do in real life. I’m trying to change this. If it looks like I’m not changing, it’s because recovery takes time. I’ve apologized for my former actions and as a matter of fact, I’ve got therapy tomorrow.

there’s no real message to get across beyond acknowledging what you already are and are in denial about being.

In denial about what? Being mentally ill? Having problems? I’m not.

I’ll repeat myself when I say the things you’re attempting to say are the reasons people criticize you and the ACTUAL reason people criticize you are not one in the same. this isn’t an attempt to psychoanalyze you, and I’m not some sort of hater boogeyman- you are simply absolutely fucking absurd in your behavior and assumptions on the SURFACE LEVEL.

*claps*

I’m not trying to insult you, I am responding to you being insulting.

I generally do act insulting towards random assholes sending me rude asks out of the blue.

in addition to being fucking delusional on the surface level, you really seem to have a delusion of grandeur as well.

Funny, my therapist doesn’t say so.

Please, get help, get educated, get fucked, and get over yourself.

I’m seeing a therapist. Y’all made a big deal over the fact I had “doxxed” her. I told her, I posted a pic of your business card online. She laughed and said, “that’s information publicly available on the internet.”
So it goes on for a bit more, but I don’t need to address it. It’s just someone who doesn’t know me mouthing off at how horrible of a person I am.
If people “care” so much about me, why do they armchair diagnose me with conditions I don’t have? Why don’t they just reach out to me privately? Why do they go behind my back and tell my therapist things that aren’t true?
Because they don’t care. They’re just in it for the spectacle. They think someone having bad symptoms related to their mental illness (rage, triggering myself, picking fights, etc) that I have fully acknowledged are troublesome and that I am trying to fix… is just for their entertainment.
Which makes them no better than the people I went to high school with.


She said to have PTSD by thinking of getting raped, just because she got scolded by her dad. Keeps making more genders and curse people online.
Yeah, she's quite an spectacle :story:
 
She said to have PTSD by thinking of getting raped, just because she got scolded by her dad. Keeps making more genders and curse people online.
Yeah, she's quite an spectacle :story:

I thought they had PTSD from getting stalked in real life or something? I'm kind of confused.
 
I thought they had PTSD from getting stalked in real life or something? I'm kind of confused.
The ptsd I thought was from alleged cyber stalking, and the “p”ocd from failed attempts to chat up kiddies on deviantart? She can’t resist dumping her inane life’s most intimate and boring details so I’m sure it’s in here somewhere. It’s also safe to assume a large chunk of her illnesses are aggrandized in order for her to seem more interesting, like claiming to fuck dead serial killers, or having the ability to turn into a sexy succubus lady by cracking her fat egg body open like a fleshy Humpty Dumpty.
 
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