Secret Gamer Girl / SecretGamerGrrl / Googleshng / "Violet Hargrave" / Jacob Lawrence (Jake) Alley / Violet Cassandra Ocean - Delusional Zoe Quinn Stalker, Libelous Tweeter, Thirsty Gnome, Faux-Tranny Neckbeard Incel, Micropenis, "Known Troubled Person", Creator of "Massive vs the Masses", Self-Described "Noise Making Thing"; Lives in Niantic, CT

I'm also curious about why Jake needs money for "some significant upgrades to my personal security" when he repeatedly claims that no-one other than a few trusted friends knows his real life identity.

What does he even want? A few more hundred copies of his shitty, unsold game to use as barricades to stave off the Nazis who want to rape him?
 
What does he even want? A few more hundred copies of his shitty, unsold game to use as barricades to stave off the Nazis who want to rape him?

Good question.

Neither he nor Rebecca has even mentioned going to the police, despite both of them claiming to have received "credible threats".

Still waiting for Jake's evidence that Jesse Singal has "sexually exploited" at least a dozen trans women - without evidence, it's just another "whisper campaign". I really hope KiA notice that accusation.

Weird exchange in which Jake admits that he seeks out and enjoys extreme gore media.

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"Whisper networks are bad, I'm not scared to name names! P.S. I won't say her name because people might be mean to me, but PM me for deets on the altgames Rakshasa."

The only time Jake is unafraid to name names is when he knows it's a false accusation against a target who is unlikely to rise to the bait even enough to make fun of him in a tweet. He knows that even though he's falsely claimed "sexual exploitation of a dozen trans women" by evil fetishist Jesse Singal, no one is likely to come after him for doing it.
 
I'm also curious about why Jake needs money for "some significant upgrades to my personal security" when he repeatedly claims that no-one other than a few trusted friends knows his real life identity.
He’s really stepping his attention-seeking up. First the sexual assault claim, now someone is literally going to kill him. I reckon he’s going to follow in Phil’s footsteps and claim a drive-by next.
 
Googleshng sounds like it could be the name of one of the Elder Gods. “In his house at N’yantic, dead Googleshng waits dreaming, when he should be looking for a job.”
Jake would make a good sloth demon in a Rifts game. His power is to induce suicidal depression in anyone who makes the mistake of listening to his whining.
 
I saw the last tweet and then the first tweet of this Googleshng, which had come after a long period of silence and inactivity from Jake, and was expecting a Suicide Prevention Cat story or something similar. Instead, it's ebegging and a butthurt screed about how unfair women are for having support networks/safe spaces they use to talk to each other and warn one another about creeps like Jake.

First we have a cow crossover where Jake is triggered by the new Tomb Raider games supposedly having "huge emphasis on suffering" when you get killed.
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Jake is still trying to spam his dead Storify links, it's been what, 4 months since that site died and he still hasn't put them on Tumblr or something.
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On to the Googleshng.

On October 3rd and 4rh, Rebecca Gerber made a fake scandal based on misinterpreted information she had been told over Twitter DMs from a former Riot Games employee who also was a source used in the Kotaku attack articles and started mutually following Rebecca after that came out. Rebecca claimed that GDC had turned down "victims" of Riot Games who supposedly had submitted a panel about Riot, and further claimed that current Riot employees were doing diversity panels at GDC . Jessica "fired twice" Price was signal boosting Becky, and I think Jake was strangely quiet when this went down or you know he would have joined in.
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Rebecca deleted the majority of her tweets after her supposed scandal was quickly revealed to be untrue, she also apologized to GDC and blamed her "source" for supposedly lying to her and claimed the source was now supposedly backstabbing her and publicly dragging her name through the mud (there was no evidence this happened). In response to the lies being pushed by Rebecca, two former Riot "victims" made statements that they did submit a panel that was declined for this year's GDC, both women have said their submitted panel had nothing to do with Riot, but you can see why Rebecca twisted that into the lies she did. In a now-deleted tweet, Rebecca tried to claim her parents were getting "harassed" over this, which is something Rebecca has claimed without proof for 3-4 years in various Twitter slapfights and with various people and groups being blamed for supposedly doing it; over the years Rebecca has often admitted it wasn't whoever she was accusing and instead blamed it on an "ex-boyfriend" (again, with no evidence provided that any of it even happened). As you can tell, Rebecca is not a trustworthy individual and is prone to lying, so it is no surprise that Jake Alley has been using her as his replacement CHELSAY and it Is baffling that the other ex-Riot women have been DMing Rebecca with private info.
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After all that blew up in her face and she had spent the day being butthurt about it, Rebecca then claimed she had received a "credible threat" over email and announced she would be on Facebook instead of Twitter, because that makes sense. On that same night, her husband tweeted out a photo of her preparing to go to bed, because that makes sense to broadcast when she is going to be asleep if there was really a "credible threat."
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This brings us to Jake's Googleshng from today, October 6th. Jake seems to be attaching himself to the Rebecca drama and starts out with the most Jake Alley thing he could, by pointing out that anyone dumb enough to be following him on Twitter had far less bullshit to wade through for the past week due to Jake not being as active, a problem Jake intended to rectify by spewing out a Googleshng. He then claims that he and "several other people" have been getting "some increasingly serious threats from sources that seem positioned to actually make good on them," which is funny because Jake claims he isn't doxed, so how can anyone be threatening him? He then immediately starts ebegging, supposedly to "help [Jake] pay for some significant upgrades to [his] personal security" which again makes no sense since Jake claims he isn't doxed. It wouldn't be surprising if Jake and Becky arranged this to try to ebeg for Jake. http://archive.li/EnKow
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Jake immediately starts raging about "whisper networks" and how unfair it is that women look after each other and not a single woman has ever "pulled [Jake] aside to give [him] a heads up that any given man [he] might be about to meet or work with (or who [he already knows]) is a dangerous scumbag who [he] should stay the hell away from." Since Jake has been tard raging about "whisper campaigns" and being blocked on Twitter for at least three years, it is safe to say he is a "dangerous scumbag" that women warn each other about. I also like how he mentions browbeating "distraught" women and "pulling out" their story, and whining that actual women do not think Jake is a woman and do not want him in their women-only "whisper network" (this feels similar to the time Jake complained that Rob Marmolejo had not sexually harassed him). "rarest of unicorns" fuck off, Jake.
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Jake doesn't understand why none of the "trans women" aka mentally unstable men he knows aren't "patched in" to these women-only cliques. Now that is actually pretty interesting as the women Jake knows are obviously the super progressive types, and even they don't want creepy men who declare themselves to be a "glandular disorder" woman like Jake in their private safe spaces. Jake claims "at LEAST a dozen" troons all got "sexually exploited by one specific guy because nobody warned them." So why didn't the first troon (or the second, or the third, or the fourth, etc.) that got "sexually exploited" start warning others. why does Jake think the uninvolved women should be responsible for not only inviting troons into their safe spaces, but also warning them of someone Jake himself claims may just be a tranny chaser like himself and not have any negative experiences with normal women?
If I am reading this correctly, Jake then claims that JESSE SINGAL is the man who "sexually exploited" "at LEAST a dozen" troons. :story: He starts crying that Singal has a "whisper network," which in actuality was a JournoList/GameJournoPros style Google group for “'off-the-record discussion forum for left-of-center journalists, authors, academics and wonks.' According to the article Jake linked it has been around since at least 2010 and had 403 members including New York Times best-selling authors, Ivy League academics, magazine editors, and other public intellectuals. (Note that Jake misspelled Jesse as Jessie, possibly to try and baffle searches) "whisper networks are terrible" :story:
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And we're back to Jake being butthurt about women not wanting contact with him. He complains that "whisper networks" can be used to easily spread information that "totally innocent people are 'dangerous scumbag you should avoid'" and claims if it is being "whispered" it makes it seem more credible.
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He starts babbling about JESSE SINGAL again and how evil he is for supposedly "assuring an entire professional field" doesn't do any research on troonery like Jake's own claims that GID isn't real and he has a "glandular disorder," and Jake outright says he didn't even read the article he linked, because he "can't read all this hate again today" so everyone will have to listen and believe and naively trust that he isn't lying. Jake then claims that this the Google Group and JESSE SINGAL are the reason troons aren't seen writing in major publications.
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Jake is butthurt he doesn't have access to being able to whisper at "young cis women," and is upset because women warn each other about various troons being "bad news." Unsurprisingly, all the troons that women are warning each other about just happen to be Jake's 'friends.' We know Jake associates with several people who are toxic for al sorts of reasons, such as the liar and abusive dumpster fire CHELSAY herself, the serial harasser Nora Reed, the abusive, lying, harasser Rebecca Geber, the self-admitted pedophile Nicholas 'sarah' Nyberg, and the anti-GG/CON cliquesters who have harassed, attacked, and lied about numerous people over the years such as Aaron Simpson, James Corbett, Izzy Galvez, A Man in Black, and sexual harasser Rob Marmolejo.
Jake then tells everyone to go reread the first few posts, so I guess he is implying a "whisper network" is threatening himself, Rebecca, and "several others" and somehow is "positioned" to supposedly make good on their threats.
"Try to rid yourself of whisper networks" which translates from Googleshng into "Women shouldn't be allowed to talk to each other about creeps!"
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Jake ends this Googleshng by trying to imply women who talk to each other are evil bigots and racists who discriminate against others (with no evidence provided). His final tweet implores people to do the exact opposite of what Jake himself does and demands women stop using "circles of trust" and need to "speak out publicly" and "provide evidence" and "research" - all of which is opposite to how Jake himself operates. For instance, Jake himself has been waging a harassment campaign against Soha Kareem/Soha El-Sabaawi for over three years in which he provides no evidence but accuses her of being a "transphobe," of having an "anti-trans blocklist," and targeting him with "whisper campaigns," he has only directly named her on a handful of occasions despite making countless tweets and multiple Storifies and Tumblr posts about her (although he did use a racist dog whistle term to refer to her in the first year), people including myself did actually do research on this which only proved that Jake is a liar with a grudge who has been harassing Soha for years because she angered CHELSAY and dunked on the CON clique, and I can only assume this latest tantrum about "whisper networks" is related to him getting BTFO after he was caught lying about Soha while Stanning for Rebecca Gerber.
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"Stay safe."
"Unfortunately, I've been unable to do so for quite some time."
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:story: Jake refers to his insane, lie-filled, rambling Twitter and Tumblr screeds as "speeches." http://archive.fo/h6T3H
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Jesus, I posted too soon because I didn't check just how deep the rabbit hole goes. See that stuff in there where Jake tells people to look up "ryona"?
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Ryona (リョナ), which comes from ryonanī (リョナニー), portmanteau of ryōki (猟奇, bizarre) and onanī (オナニー, masturbation), is a Japanese term for a sexual complex where a female character is, usually sexually, attacked or tortured by either a man or another female character(s).

I think we've just found what Jake masturbates to, and by God I almost wish we hadn't.
EDIT: Ryona also has its own thread here already
https://kiwifarms.net/threads/ryona-community.23838/
Any brave volunteers want to find Jake's account on the ryona forum? You know he has one.
EDIT2: the forum is openly searchable by anyone, which also makes it so you don't have to wade through the actual content. Soooo...
 
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Quick, someone do a search for "yon".
That was literally the first thing I tried :lol: But it won't let you do 3-letter words.

EDIT: I'm thinking he doesn't have an account, at least not at undertow.club.
If he didn't post in the "Tabletop Gaming" subforum you know he's not there.
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Other searches tried: "damn near", "dozen", "kamen rider", "ranma", "trans" - but nothing relevant came up. Oh well.
 
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Jesus, I posted too soon because I didn't check just how deep the rabbit hole goes. See that stuff in there where Jake tells people to look up "ryona"?
http://thejgamers.blogspot.com/2013/04/is-ryona-real-thing.html



I think we've just found what Jake masturbates to, and by God I almost wish we hadn't.
EDIT: Ryona also has its own thread here already
https://kiwifarms.net/threads/ryona-community.23838/
Any brave volunteers want to find Jake's account on the ryona forum? You know he has one.
EDIT2: the forum is openly searchable by anyone, which also makes it so you don't have to wade through the actual content. Soooo...

Wait, Jakey browses this kind of content?

Oh my gentle Jesus that makes too much sense.
 
2012 post from TT about the ethics of enjoying porn games for the game part. Jake still playing the part of asexual. Thread. Linked because some people talking about the fetish specifically.
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Nothing says toxic masculinity like getting off on women being killed. I wanna see where SJWs draw the line on not kink shaming.

Edit: Jake is actually the OP of the thread about “Rape Games that are actually good” where he does a little review. Essentially he says “rape is such a minor part of the game, I barely noticed! 10/10 solid platformer.” Compare this to Jake “ironically” lets playing Neptunia to make fun of it because he’s afraid of women and would rather see them attacked. Would explain his year+ fixation on the troons beating up that elderly lady.
 
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It's honestly kind of more troubling someone would browse that stuff if they aren't doing it to whack off. People have all kinds of weird fetishes, whatever.

But if you don't get a sexual thrill from watching a depiction of helpless women suffering...what are you getting out of it? Why do you want to see it?
 
2012 post from TT about the ethics of enjoying porn games for the game part. Jake still playing the part of asexual. Thread. Linked because some people talking about the fetish specifically.
Nothing says toxic masculinity like getting off on women being killed. I wanna see where SJWs draw the line on not kink shaming.

Edit: Jake is actually the OP of the thread about “Rape Games that are actually good” where he does a little review. Essentially he says “rape is such a minor part of the game, I barely noticed! 10/10 solid platformer.” Compare this to Jake “ironically” lets playing Neptunia to make fun of it because he’s afraid of women and would rather see them attacked. Would explain his year+ fixation on the troons beating up that elderly lady.

That's been a weird fucking thing going on for years. Showing a bit of cleavage in a regular game, oh how dare you, men might see that and get unhealthy ideas about women and perpetuate rape culture. It really says something about people that don't see anything wrong with video-women showing cleavage... violent rape & torture games, that's a fine and a perfectly healthy sexual outlet though, it doesn't say anything about a person if they're obsessively into that.

In a regular game Chun-Li is problematic and nothing but an object of lust for dudes, it needs to be removed, but don't you dare try to shut down that patreon of someone drawing a semi-nude Chun-Li getting electro-tortured!

It's almost as if there's no coherency to their axioms.
 
I’m not at all surprised that he’s into that kind of fantasy. He’s a powerless dude whose life is controlled by women - his mother, Zoe, Becky, his grandma. He can’t get into relationships with women, he simultaneously wants and does not want to be a woman and he can’t even get a hooker. The SJW sphere won’t allow him to openly express his incel instincts. So it makes sense that his frustrations with women would bloom into a secret hatred that manifests in violent desires. Freudian as hell.
 
I’m not at all surprised that he’s into that kind of fantasy. He’s a powerless dude whose life is controlled by women - his mother, Zoe, Becky, his grandma. He can’t get into relationships with women, he simultaneously wants and does not want to be a woman and he can’t even get a hooker. The SJW sphere won’t allow him to openly express his incel instincts. So it makes sense that his frustrations with women would bloom into a secret hatred that manifests in violent desires. Freudian as hell.

It's like he tries to arrange for his own harem anime where he is the tsundere main character/boy/girl/anyone(I swear I don't watch anime). Just like Brianna Wu jerks off to that memory of being a sorority houseboy, if that even happened.

His idea that HRT would make him 18 again is actually disturbing, it points to him wanting to undo the choices he made after he left high school.
 
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