Gross Luna Slater / funeral1996 / rotten2thecore1996 / howl1996 / junkhun & Matthew Schumacher / Lurch - Heroin Addict, Discount Courtney Love, fucking grimy

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Should Luna be moved to Deathfats?

  • No, shes just big boned

    Votes: 293 45.4%
  • Yes, she has more rolls than a bakery

    Votes: 353 54.6%

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She is staying with her mother, in her mother's one-room gov't-subsidized housing, which she could lose at any time for allowing Luna and Matthew to become tenants.
 
Gee, to think if she got clean and ditched Lurch she could live in the lap of luxury with Daddy! :optimistic:

I give Luna a year, tops. The heroin in the Northeast is increasingly cut with crap, and she reminds me of a few white girl hipster ~artsy~ types from my old city social circles who ODd in recent years. One girl in particular was a near-clone of Luna, and I think she made it to 23 before she kicked the bucket ~3 yrs ago.
 
Gee, to think if she got clean and ditched Lurch she could live in the lap of luxury with Daddy! :optimistic:

I give Luna a year, tops. The heroin in the Northeast is increasingly cut with crap, and she reminds me of a few white girl hipster ~artsy~ types from my old city social circles who ODd in recent years. One girl in particular was a near-clone of Luna, and I think she made it to 23 before she kicked the bucket ~3 yrs ago.

I know it's on her to take the first step towards recovering, but this comment still made me a little sad.

Her kicking the bucket being that young is very depressing.
 
I know it's on her to take the first step towards recovering, but this comment still made me a little sad.

Her kicking the bucket being that young is very depressing.
Luna lives about 35 minutes from me; I can attest to the shit quality of heroin around here. In the past few years we've had at least 20 kids OD on shit cut with fentynal. I'd be surprised if Luna or Lurch survive the next couple years, especially if they try and get clean; people seem to OD right after.
 
She is staying with her mother, in her mother's one-room gov't-subsidized housing, which she could lose at any time for allowing Luna and Matthew to become tenants.
Instead of caring about the stress that this situation puts on her mother by getting a temporary job, doing commissions, asking her Dad for help, or trying to quit any number of substances she and Lurch are currently abusing, Luna continues to sad post on her instagram account in dirty lingerie.
Her mom is somewhat enabling her by housing her, but only Luna can legally commit herself to a program and physically decide to do anything.
 
Instead of caring about the stress that this situation puts on her mother by getting a temporary job, doing commissions, asking her Dad for help, or trying to quit any number of substances she and Lurch are currently abusing, Luna continues to sad post on her instagram account in dirty lingerie.
Her mom is somewhat enabling her by housing her, but only Luna can legally commit herself to a program and physically decide to do anything.
Luna + responsible decisions = very unlikely
 
So, regarding that long-sleeve mauve-pink shirt. How much longer before it's sentient? If I had to bet on what would happen first - Amberlynn's stomach rupturing and this shirt obtaining the power of speech - I'd have no idea where to place my money. Eventually she's gonna have to club it like a seal to be able to put it on. I imagine it scrabbling at the door of Luna's mom's apartment, frantically trying to get out, maybe even pretending to be one of the cats so Luna won't try to wear it. She has had it for two years and still has yet to wash it. Why couldn't it have been amongst all the many possessions she lost?
 
I'd be surprised if Luna or Lurch survive the next couple years, especially if they try and get clean; people seem to OD right after.
This is super common. When someone is using regularly, they build a tolerance and adjust their dose accordingly. Once they get clean, they forget that their tolerance has dropped significantly, and go straight back in as though they never stopped. High dose/low tolerance, OD ahoy.
 
I wonder if her friends/family would go as far as to try to get her on Intervention. Nowadays since it’s such a known show its become especially difficult to bamboozle addicts into believing they’re really in just a “documentary about addiction”, but it’d be really interesting to see her on it. And she’d get to go to a top tier quality and celebrity status comfort rehab center after parading her shitshow of a life on tv.
 
Luna has provided a slew of many updates for a second week, having escaped the crushing weight of The Sadness only to realize she still remains within the clutches of scarcity and semi or partial-homelessness. The combination of captions and photographs have become increasingly incongruous. The dinginess of her clothing continues to fade to a colour most like grey. Her cracked lips scream for water, the vertical split of her labium superius oris has become a permanent divide not even corpse-lilac lipsticks can conceal. Her eyes wander, unfocused, shrinking in size as the black wings she draws to bring out her off-centre squint grow and extend like so many uneven wings of an inky swan- always flapping but never taking flight.

She has changed her Tumblr URL from rotten2thecore1996.tumblr.com to heavenlykitten1996.tumblr.com
Her ingenious poetry has made a comeback, which can be read further down with the rest of her Tumblr updates.
She continues. She keeps on, filled with pride at the clearly meaningful patterns she continues fulfilling, mollified from being on the nod in her efforts to become well. Bless her angel heart.

She realized what is presently lacking from her life.
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Matthew made an appearance when she faithfully documented their visit to a buffet.
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She located yet another beloved treasure.
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Prior to the deletion of this post, an LCF anon captured Luna's defending of herself against a cruel, cruel follower commenting on the state of her youthful cupid's bow.
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Ever willing to better herself, she photographed a recently acquired addition to the hoard.
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Along with yet another lingerie appreciation post.
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As per usual, she arranged some of her trinkets for another special viewing.
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She decided her lingerie clearly needs viewing from a different angle.
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Our favourite Sad Girl™ really gave it to those doubting her severe mental state.
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She shared some of her favourite Tumblr memes.
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She posted and deleted another dead-eyed photographic update, but not before an LCF anon nabbed it.
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She braved the outdoors and made her way to her cruel, heartless, abusive, unforgivable father.
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Showing off recently acquired art supplies, Luna expressed an urge to create.
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She showed off the same tired merchandise of a dearly departed music artist she had used to snub has always loved.
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She showed clumsy appreciation for another gift from her sadistic father.
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She attempted to inspire her followers with some validation.
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She practised the art of divination.
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She hoped for a change of luck.
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Afterwards came the inevitable post displaying what doodles she has for sale.
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She hinted at recent Tumblr updates using old photographs of Kurt and Courtney.
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She provided her followers with compassionate encouragement.
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Craving praise and adoration, Luna came out with her newly selected Tumblr URL.
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She gave her followers a taste of daily life in her shoes faux fur slides.
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She felt sweet and lovable.
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She contemplated bringing a video game avatar to life.
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She arranged parts of her hoard in yet another mixed media collage, truly making good use of DBT notes she holds so dear. :story:
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She felt spiritual.
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She ventured to draw her Animal Crossing avatar using her very own unique style.
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She grew sullen at the bane of her existence.
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She reminded her followers of what she has for sale.
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She posted another tasteful selfie. :suffering:
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Smokey made more than one appearance this week.
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She evidently has felt great pride in her poetry.
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She shared a picture of the weakly screaming mouth of her poor Hello Kitty plush.
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She has taken recovery into her own hands.
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Even with recovery somewhere on the horizon :optimistic:, Luna always secures the opportunity to remind her followers of her great misfortune.
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She doodled her inner pain.
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She showed off another recent accomplishment.
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She experienced a moment of disappointment.
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She revealed another idiosyncratic source of inspiration only she was wise enough to cling to during the more tender days of her youth.
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She glowed with pride at yet another stunning accomplishment.
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She is growing to be excited for the birthday of a loved one.
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This afternoon, Animal Crossing has taken up much space in her mind.
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She misplaced her self awareness while feeling critical of her terrible mother.
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Tumblr updates.
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E-begging efforts; Clothing, footwear, accessories- the usual necessities Luna expects to receive from her followers.
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Poetry.
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Another poem.
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This week's final series of agonized whimpers transmitted to text.
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She revealed another idiosyncratic source of inspiration only she was wise enough to cling to during the more tender days of her youth.
A movie about a woman who selfishly commits several atrocities, yet because she is so glamorous and charismatic and pretty she is forgiven by everyone and becomes a celebrity for being so ~ tortured ~ and ~sad~.

Hm, I wonder why she likes Roxie.
 
I keep looking at those Kurt and Courtney pictures. Yeah, they're a pair of dirty drug users, but they look like they're having fun, they're vibrant and alive. Then I look at the buffet picture. Luna purses her lips and does her best to look smoll and sad, while Lurch stares with a cold, dead eye as he stuffs a food item into his mouth.
 
Yeah, they're a pair of dirty drug users, but they look like they're having fun, they're vibrant and alive. Then I look at the buffet picture. Luna purses her lips and does her best to look smoll and sad, while Lurch stares with a cold, dead eye as he stuffs a food item into his mouth.
It's because they had something to do with their days. They had music, junkie friends, careers, interests that weren't lying on the bed or trying to make the heroin chic style cool again.

Lurch and Luna only have each other, a poor cat (or is it two?), and a hoard of dirty stuff.
 
It's good she's getting any therapy at all, I guess, but this notebook exercises she's doing seem a little dumb? "Draw your emotion"? How is this supposed to help an adult person with anything?
I wonder if it is for her therapist to use that information to analyze on her mental health.
 
It's good she's getting any therapy at all, I guess, but this notebook exercises she's doing seem a little dumb? "Draw your emotion"? How is this supposed to help an adult person with anything?

It's not that unusual, the idea is trying to come to terms with, visualize, and then overcome. It might seem like a really trivial exercise, but part of DBT and CBT is being almost hyper aware of your illness in order for you to be able to notice the signs of an emotional downturn and react accordingly.
 
She doesn't have a therapist and she isn't attending therapy. The DBT material is from earlier in the year (or last year maybe; I am too lazy to look it up) where she was attending a DBT program and they gave her materials to help her work on stuff. She dropped out because 1) all the cool people stopped going, and 2) she didn't like the food they were serving.
 
It's because they had something to do with their days. They had music, junkie friends, careers, interests that weren't lying on the bed or trying to make the heroin chic style cool again.

Lurch and Luna only have each other, a poor cat (or is it two?), and a hoard of dirty stuff.

I think Smokey is their only actual cat, the rest are her family's cats or random cats in her neighborhood.

It's good she's getting any therapy at all, I guess, but this notebook exercises she's doing seem a little dumb? "Draw your emotion"? How is this supposed to help an adult person with anything?

:offtopic:All of DBT is pretty dumb imo, but according to the numbers it does help some people. Although, given psychiatry's historic and current inclination towards treatments which the numbers totally show work, until it turns out whoops they don't, maybe that isn't saying much.:offtopic:

Regardless, the thing with Luna is that she's been doing her workbooks and "trying" for years now with no results. Her sad addict aesthetic betrays itself with how dumb it is. If you're so sad and anxious that you're still sad and anxious even while on heroin... why are you using the heroin? Stop the workbooks, stop the xanax, and just lay on the couch as the sad lump you were always meant to be and even heavy drug use can't drag you out of.
 
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