VCR_WOLFE / Charles Vincent Wolfe / Raichel Wolfe - FTM furry tumblr colorblind artist / socjus / callout culture / fat / big hairy Transman clitoris

[Kled]

Jesus Christ please rip that carpet up. God.

 

[Bellsprout]

Second puberty does wonders for some people, and for others... well. Exhibit A, I guess.

 

[Lion]

Jesus Christ please rip that carpet up. God.

you would need an industrial weed wacker for that christ

 

[Hecate]

Acne in FtMs is a mess, and being on Testosterone does generally result in very saggy tits regardless of what they looked like before you were on it. One of the biggest problems with trans men is they don't really like regarding their breasts so washing away the acne caused by teen boy sweat from their chest is difficult, and the awkward skin type that it leaves you with makes it difficult to find skin products that don't make things worse. I guess with how "broke" VCR is, they "wouldn't have the money" to pay for acne medication which is sort of a last resort to begin with. And this isn't to say it's "okay" to be a fucking slob because you're trans, because anyone should know how to bathe themselves regardless of dysphoria, but it's just something that's difficult to treat for some because it's just an overall awkward thing to deal with.

I can forgive acne in trans men because it's a bitch to fix, but in this situation... it's hard not to believe VCR doesn't just do this out of laziness/slobbery than any actual issue with treating it. With how much they seem to revel and bask in their uglier features through art and personality, they rather enjoy looking disgusting and slovenly.

I guess I'm just happy they haven't grown a chinstrap beard that they refuse to groom. It's the little victories, I think.

Yeah, acnes a bitch but it's not a huge problem if you shower every day.

Given vcr's talk of the "expectations" of being a chick I don't doubt he likes being a dude simply because it's easier to write off being gross and lazy. That and the weird fetish he has for having acne

 

[Meowthkip]

Yeah, acnes a bitch but it's not a huge problem if you shower every day.

Given vcr's talk of the "expectations" of being a chick I don't doubt he likes being a dude simply because it's easier to write off being gross and lazy. That and the weird fetish he has for having acne

You think VCR watches zit-popping videos on YouTube?

 

[Windows 98]

Vent art in question is Here and archived. Original non archived post Here.

she posted this nightmare to deviantart too. scrolling through the comments:

"I HOPE YOU CAN LIKE, NOT LIKE, GET TRIGGERED UWU. I'M NOT DYSPHORIC BTW"

 

[Rapeman's Shellac]

And if you hate your second puberty, your third puberty is usually embalming fluid!

 

[Hecate]

sorry in advance for the dump, i had nothing better to do today

im going through a backup of wolfes' here
http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/
and theres some interesting stuff. im not gonna post everything but what is here is in chronological order.

Spoiler

http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1315176559.raichul_fat_and_sassy.png.html

"New characterrrrrrrr!
I'm making a story involving dinosaur anthros, and this gal has a lot to do with the main characters' pasts. She herself is a fat, black triceratops.
Anyways, she still needs to be named, so I'm trying to come up with the most ghetto black name ever.
And, oddly enough, I went against my usual policy of never giving breasts to non-mammal anthros. But uh, you know, a fat chick with no boobs looks REALLY AWKWARD."


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1316223941.raichul_scan0012resize.jpg.html

"Drew myself as Heavy from TF2. Oh God I look like such a man in this picture. Manly birdy lady. Pfffft."


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1317598465.raichul_hipster.png.html

"Uh, I jokingly styled my hair to be hipster-ish when I was skyping with DesrtOwl from deviantART. I looked like a man that day.
Uhhhh third picture is me being normal, of course. The first two are the HIPSTER CHARLIE pictures."


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1318020848.raichul_doof2resize.jpg.html

"Uhhhh the four main versions of yours truly.
Raichel: Me. No explanation necessary. You guys know the drill.
Ray Jay Yout: Birdsona, she's kinda just me as a bird. I draw her doing what I do when I feel the desire to do so. Yes I'm a furry. :I
Kiwi Ann Sully: New girl to the group, not much has been done with her yet other than character sketches. She'll grow on me and you soon enough though.
Charlie: My man-self. Basically me. As a guy. You should know him best from my Pokemon Black version, where I play as him, and he's made fun of and called a queer for all his shiny female Pokemon. Plus I'm making Haley's man-self, Harold, so....I guess Charlie really is a fag.
WAIT. Am I even a furry? Neither of my sonas have fur at all. Ray Jay has feathers....and Kiwi Ann....is a nudibranch.
What.
Also these are all drawn to scale. Charlie is a short guy."


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1318617934.raichul_10-12-2011_08_50_07pm42resize.jpg.html

"Because nudibranches are hermaphrodites.
I prefer to keep my anthros true to their species....
So I guess.
I'll just be a herm now.
Kiwi will be a female dominant herm or something.
I need to make a ref for her."


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1321158014.raichul_11-12-2011_08_39_21pm3resize.jpg.html

"Gasli likes to wear both feminine and masculine clothing. It's favorite things to wear though are just plain shirts and pants, but it likes to indulge in fancy summer dresses from time to time.
It doesn't really matter if you call it a boy or a girl, he or she, GÃsli doesn't mind one bit.
Gasli does mind however, when people are just utter jackasses to them, it's a pretty mellow guy, so it doesn't like conflict and such.
It is playful however, and sometimes gets a kick out of confusing others about what its gender really is."


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1321820216.raichul_frost_runner_flats_wip.png.html

"A WIP!
Ahhh, back to blues, there are so many more shades of blue than there are of red. That, or my vision is just fucked and I can really only pick up on subtleties in cooler colors rather than warmer ones.
But yeah, Reginleif flying though the tundra.
And yes, she is a female lusus, not a male."


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1324071052.raichul_12-16-2011_02_00_24pm3resize.jpg.html

"So yesterday I got into this big ol' discussion on someone's journal here. It was about gender and stuff, but it was really interesting! There was debate and disagreement, but overall it was incredibly peaceful and no one started any flame wars!
So when it was pretty much all over, I thought about things.
And then I kinda wanted to draw a little gender representation of myself.
Most of the time I am a neuter. I would say that I have fluid qualities though, as I can waver between masculinity and femininity quite easily, depending on current mood and hormonal levels. This doesn't happen every day though, and I in no way have control over these qualities.
I accept it though, because it seems normal enough to me! I don't play with gender, but it certainly likes to play with me when the time calls."


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1328139782.raichul_katapus_shit.png.html

"Okay so some doodles of me and Katapus being her usual GROSSLY OBESE self.
And then a couple doodles of Monater Rochol being...fake-stoned with her incense.
I swear to God, it's hilarious because my whole room is immolated forever with incense smoke, and my two default scents are either laundry detergent or strong incense.
It's even funnier when the stupid Mexican sophomores ask me when I'm high, when in actuality I am just extremely tired and would rather not grade their stupid papers. I just sort of give them this apathetic death glare"


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1329259080.raichul_02-12-2012_09_23_59am4resize.jpg.html

"Kata-SS is literally the most mentally corrupting friend I have ever had.
And I'm actually pretty okay with that.
So meh."


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1329526821.raichul_ray_jay_stuff.png.html

"Um, doodles of Ray Jay from today at school.
Working on them a bit I guess.
I am making them a new reference sheet for 2012.
I'm actually not really changing anything about Ray Jay, character-wise and such.
The only real thing I am officially changing is their gender, which will now be set to none.
So when it comes to pronouns, any will work, so long as it is used respectfully towards them.
To those of you guys who've been around me, and to an extent, Ray Jay as a character, I do not mind if you still call them a girl still. If that makes you comfortable hahah.
But yeah! I'm really excited to get working on their ref."

Up until this point all of the posts to furaffinity where nice enough (though a bit whiny) but this post is when the some rants and genital stuff start lol

Spoiler: some nsfw in under this spoiler

http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1338175134.raichul_help_me_jesus_in_heaven.png.html

"This truly started out innocently enough.
Me and pikomikk were talking about how the both of us had taken pictures of ourselves in our underwear as reference for our fursonas' body types.
We talked about awkwardness involving boobs and dicks and he made a joke about taking my breasts and turning them into his eyes, until I said he should take them and transform himself into a hermaphrodite.
And so he said, that this would be Ray Jay's demon form, which I later named 'STAAN' due to a typo.
I.
I really cannot even begin to explain my distaste for genitals. I truly cannot. My asexuality is so intense, bro.
I'm actually very disturbed by this kind of stuff.
Which brings in the parody aspect.
STAAN-Ray Jay is a parody of all those fUCKING STUPID HERM FURRIES. I mean, Jesus H Christ you fucking morons do you even know what a hermaphrodite is? You don't go fucking slapping a dick and boobs on some fucking-ass furry and call it a herm. SHIT DON'T WORK THAT WAY.
I am incredibly passionate about hermaphroditic lifeforms, and how their biology works, and it's fucking retarded and disgusting to see all of these so-called 'herms' that are nothing more than mere pleasure toys.
BUT THEN AGAIN, what would you expect from furries?
/end rant/
No amount of 'I'm sorry's will ever atone for this abomination that I have created.
No amount at all."


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1339871026.raichul_dante.png.html

"I felt really frisky a couple nights ago so I drew one of my oldest characters, Dante.
I made him when I was like 11 and he and the headworld he lives in with his companions have been around ever since as my precious little babies.
He's a dragon that looks like a gryphon, and his species are natural shape-shifters. His dragon form also has the most inconsistent design ever on the planet and I have never once been able to draw it with any semblance of consistency since I first made him. Okay, that's a lie, his general design and coloration has remained perfectly the same, it's just minor details like beak and ear structure, along with how his feathers work and look like along with the marking on his hindquarters which I didn't draw here whoops.
Also I really like him a lot because he eats people for food. And has a really cool process about it that involves hacking open the chest cavity with his dumb beak like a Titanis bird, so he can reach the vital organs of the heart and lungs. He likes hearts and lungs. In the headworld he's kind of earned himself the ghostly title of the Ax-head Killer due to the bodies he leaves behind having what look like ax wounds from his big stupid beak. Of course the police never really catch the non-human part, but they have a nice valiant effort to bring him to justice even though it's mainly unsuccessful.
Uh there's so much more to his story but I am lazy."


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1343176017.raichul_opal.png.html

"So you guys remember when I posted this guy, right? http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8202321/
Well this is his kawaii mate 4 lyfe, Opal. No seriously they're a mated pair.
I made her the same time I made Dante, back when I was stupid and a pre-teen.
And like her kawaii mate, she too is a dragon, even if she looks like a. Rabbit. Lynx. Thing. With T Rex teeth???
Even worse is that Dante and Opal belong to the same species wHOOPS.
I like to explain it by saying that this species of dragon is magic-based rather than my more 'scientific' breeds cuz ya know these guys shapeshift and other dumb gay things.
Uhm since they're the same species they have the same diets except Opal is a little pussy who doesn't like hurting anything that moves so she just gets her dinner pre-butchered and cured because she's a little snob. Who apparently is also the monarch of her people but whatever loool. Actually no she's not a snob she just likes her food not alive.
She's a dwarf for her species as well, so she's like. Really lettle and cute in her dragon form.
Also she has a son and I should draw him because he is adorable.
Lazy description yaaay"


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1349940866.raichul_it_begins.png.html

"So remember when I was all on Homestuck troll biology and stuff. I remember.
My old troll anatomy headcanon was actually a piece of shit that was hardly thought through at all so I rethought everything entirely and rewrote my headcanon.
And now it's all a terrible case of psycho-babel. No, really.
But first, I must give a super duper huge thanks to saladbomb for helping me with the visual conceptual art of the ovipositor and ovi-testes. For these doodles, I used a troll me and pikomikk recently created, a navyblooded individual who has a satyr motif. Also as a bonus I doodled his rabbit-motifed matesprit on the bottom oops.
uUUUH SO ANYWAYS I BASICALLY. Brought in a huge amount of speculative biology bullshit with the trolls.
There are two biological sexes in the species, the 'queens' and 'trolls', queens being the mother grubs and trolls being the obvious wow okay. The troll sex has a gradient within itself based on genetics but I'll get into that later.
Trolls are pretty much insectoid aliens from what we can tell. So in my basis, they are kind of like an ant colony. The mother grub produces the trolls for reproductive and working purposes and all that.
Now, unlike human biology and genetics, in which we are diploid organisms, trolls are triploid organisms. This is all rather important for breeding, as their sexes are very different from our own.
It could be said that trolls are hermaphrodites, probably. The have a singular gonad structure unlike humans that have two, testes and ovaries. Instead trolls have a sort of combined and somewhat vestigial structure that has attributes of both ovaries and testes. This combo of reproductive cells is what creates the slurry that trolls fill buckets with. The aesthetic difference between 'male' and 'female' trolls is simply due to how the genes and alleles and shit part themselves up into individuals, determining their slurry consistency. Male trolls tend to produce a higher ratio of sperm to eggs, female trolls produce a higher ratio of eggs to sperm. Trolls still produce both gametes, and all have the same reproductive organs. Some trolls may possibly be 'androgynous', having very stable and even genetics that push them towards neither male dominant or female dominant so much as in the center. A troll's lusus tends to pick a troll reflecting its own sex due to a simple preference in hormones and stuff.
Being triploid organisms, trolls cannot reproduce by their lonesome. if two trolls get together and combine their slurry, nothing will happen because only two out of the three sets of chromosomes are present. One troll alone cannot produce viable slurry either, as their genetic materials contain certain proteins and acids that will decay the slurry unless it is allowed to bond with another trolls slurry, hence the need to place it into buckets for collection.
The slurry itself can be roughly analogous to a crude look-alike of having a glob of jelly or jam with Aqua-Gems in it, the jelly being a mucous-like sperm and the Aqua-Gems being the eggs.
Once in the bucket these combined slurries can be brought to the mother grub, who contains the last third of the chromosomes in her own self. From these she can produce large quantities of eggs, I would say she lays a clutch every sweep or so and these clutches hatch together. So, technically, any trolls born and hatched from the same clutches are like brothers and sisters, in a vague sense. Things like ancestors and 'related' trolls like that are the product of strong dominant genes recurring in the gene pool that pop up in multiple clutches over the sweeps.
uHHH I AM FAIRLY CERTAIN THERE IS A LOT MORE BUT I REALLY CAN'T GET THIS ALL OUT OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD HUFFS AND SCREAMS A LOT.
But uhm yes you can clearly tell I am not well if I have put this much thought into a webcomic headcanon"


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1350353608.raichul_satan_children-erissa-colors.png.html

"Whoops so that happened! These are a sorta follow-up to the drawings here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9042801/
Today in my spare time I updated a couple of me and pikomikk's fantrolls to better fit the styles I'm playing with, things based more on actual shape and stylization rather than the more rounded, old-school Disney-esque semi-realism that I am prone to do.
Uhh anyways I fixed up the trolls Ophian Teroue, Merida Alamon, and Erissa Dicord. On Ophi and Merida I changed their nose shapes a lot, Ophi's nose used to be a lot more reduced and smaller, I made it more triangular and large. Merida used to have a rather large and substantial nose, and I've changed it to be more upturned, perky and delicate.
I've made Erissa tall and gawky but made sure to give her a slight enough feminine form so that she is still the most soft and gentle of the trio, whereas Ophi and Merida are wiry and muscularly built due to the high amounts of physical activity they are prone to.
Personality-wise, the dynamic between these guys is something I am highly fond of. Ophian and Merida are naturally moirails with one another, but are also annoying little shits who like to be "rebellious" and do such things as beating people up for fun and having extra-quadrant affairs. While being palemates they've had many black and red flings with one another as well as other random trolls who don't matter at all. Erissa is more normal, prim and proper and rather naive and oblivious to boot. Ophi and Merida hold a great interest in her due to this and more often than not will attempt to coax Erissa into filling a matespritship with the two of them together. most of the time these attempts fall extremely flat simply due to Erissa's inability to catch whatever drift and vibe the Satan Children send her way. Even if unrequited, the Satan Children still highly value Eri as a close friend and try their best to make sure nothing bad happens to her.
Which also fails since Erissa dies at the hands of her own moirail whOOPS.
uUUH LOOK AT ALL THAT TYPING WHOA.
If you're interested you can see the first drawings of Ophian and Merida I've done: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8184718/"


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1350674901.raichul_img_20121019_121741.jpg.html

"I'll use this as my ID or something.
But, a picture of me eating instant rice while trapped in an office cubicle corner.
This is basically my life every Friday."


http://5sm2vp55n6cxly6z.onion/fa/raichul/1352053952.raichul_img_20121104_1127159_2_.jpg.html

"Whoa!
Just got back from hackin' off my hair uhhh.
I like it. Of course now I'm gunna have to update Ray Jay so its hair matches mine, but I'm thinking of making it optional to have accurate hair or my old undercut style.
Lookit me being adorable I'm gunna cute you to death."

thats as far as im going, i could only make it to 2012-11-29 before I got sick of looking at gross troll genitals and gore.
consensus: homestuck, not even once

 

[NoFeline]

STAAN-Ray Jay is a parody of all those fUCKING STUPID HERM FURRIES. I mean, Jesus H Christ you fucking morons do you even know what a hermaphrodite is? You don't go fucking slapping a dick and boobs on some fucking-ass furry and call it a herm. SHIT DON'T WORK THAT WAY.
I am incredibly passionate about hermaphroditic lifeforms, and how their biology works, and it's fucking exceptional and disgusting to see all of these so-called 'herms' that are nothing more than mere pleasure toys.

I'm just imagining her angrily bashing out her virginal screeching about anatomies to horny artists drawing fantastical creatures that don't exist.

I'm sure she was also one of those pseudointellectual Dunning-Kreuger deviantartists who created her own subpar REALISTIC BOOBZ TUT talking down to the hypothetical "student" because she was lichrally. so disgusted. by people having toon artstyles. you guys thats just. not how boobs work irl? you know boobs don't look like that, right? you've never seen a boob in your lifes. stupid perverts. Probably left nasty comments on pics of herms just to yell about how much smarter she is than the artist.

 

[Centurion]

Lol I used to follow VCR wayyy back, eventually got tired of all the angry bashing at the evil cis ppl.

I remember this one time they went apeshit because some anon told them about being shunned by his peers since he lived in a very religious community and he was pro-LGBT.
https://vcr-wolfe.tumblr.com/post/142303232699/i-do-not-appreciate-your-act-of-ego-stroking-cis

I couldn't find the original ask which begs the question, did they realize how badly they overreacted to some dumb anon and just deleted it out of embarassment? Anyway even back in the day I was like wow

 

[Tardevoir]

Why is she so passionate about something people make purely to get their weird brand of fap material?
This is like complaining a macro character is offensive to people with Acromegaly.

 

[Windows 98]

Why is she so passionate about something people make purely to get their weird brand of fap material?
This is like complaining a macro character is offensive to people with Acromegaly.

it screams of deflection even back then in 2012 lol. she's not like those OTHER stupid furries that just want to jerk off to herms. she GETS it. it's science!

 

[Rapeman's Shellac]

They don't need testosterone, they need fluoride and a toothbrush.

 

[Lioness]

Vinny updated an image on dA to censor a nude transmasc character and to specify that he stays on HRT, perhaps after criticism from the trans community when posted elsewhere. While it's great to see some retroactive modesty, unfortunately it doesn't help this character's dignity much as the ref still displays him with censor bars resembling a bra and panties. I'm sure the transmasc community feel much less dysphoric and objectified by "beautiful long hair boy" now!

 

[Tardevoir]

Vinny updated an image on dA to censor a nude transmasc character and to specify that he stays on HRT, perhaps after criticism from the trans community when posted elsewhere. While it's great to see some retroactive modesty, unfortunately it doesn't help this character's dignity much as the ref still displays him with censor bars resembling a bra and panties. I'm sure the transmasc community feel much less dysphoric and objectified by "beautiful long hair boy" now!

You know, you really should archive anything you find, especially since now it's gone.
Kiwi Farms 101

 

[Lioness]

You know, you really should archive anything you find, especially since now it's gone.
Kiwi Farms 101

My link was just busted. Fixed. In case it gets another edit:

 

[NoFeline]

keep your nasty fetish away

 

[Tardevoir]

... what's with the term "trans masc?"

What, are men too eeevil to say "trans man?"

The design honestly isn't the worst one she's made, but he looks like one of those girls who shaves their hair and goes 'LOOK GUYS, I'M AUTOMATICALLY A UWU SOFT BOI"

Nothing wrong with men with long hair, but it's a little iffy, since hair is one of the things a lot of trans men face dysphoria over. The bra and panties are not helping VCR's case.

I would understand if it was explained he was closeted or something like that, but that's not the case.

 

[Sonya-chan]

... what's with the term "trans masc?"

What, are men too eeevil to say "trans man?"

That would erase the e N b I e S

 

[Lioness]

That would erase the e N b I e S

Don't forget the demiboys uwu