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- Jun 13, 2016
Agreed on all points about Chantal's stunning lack of shame, embarrassment, or propriety.
However, there is one thing she oddly is shamed by. She is shamed to the point of paranoia that someone in the parking lots of her fast food haunts will see her in her car, ramming food down her gullet. In her most recent video, this became an issue as she tried to hide her immense eggplant head behind the sun visor of her (Bibi's sister's?) car, barely getting it to swing past her fat forehead. Her shifty eyes dart right and left, she tries to conceal the food by holding it below the window, she'll mumble things like "get a life" under her breath to people innocently walking by. She has done these things in almost any of her parking lot binge videos. In her last video, she was especially self-conscious and embarrassed.
This is especially weird since she has no qualms about stuffing her piehole on camera in front of thousands of viewers. Most people in the parking lot are unlikely to even care what she is doing, and the sight of someone eating a burger in a car outside of a McDonald's is not the most startling thing in the world. Chantal's 400-pound appearance is startling, but that is true wherever she goes. I would think it would be more embarrassing to eat like a glutton in front of people who know you rather than in front of complete strangers, which is why it is so strange she is bothered by binging in the parking lot and not bothered by binging online.
She is a waddling mess of contradictions, as kookoo as Cocoa Puffs.
I do think this shows how nuts Chantal is or how she has no ability to think things through.
I would be ashamed to film myself loudly eating fast food in a car and upload it to 50,000 ppl. I’d even hate a photo being taken of me while eating. But I wouldn’t give two shits about a few randos seeing me eating in my car in public.
But Chantal who is so ashamed of pigging out in her car she drives to empty lots, eyes dart constantly, she curses at strangers who walk near her car; is just fine filming that same pig out session and posting it online for thousands of strangers to watch.
Her little comment the other day “it’s like you aren’t real” explains a lot. Chantal is scared of real people and how she appears to them, but she doesn’t consider the people online real so she shows zero shame pigging out and telling gross stories.
The lack of logic is amazing. If Chantal told her gross stories in a bar there would only be a handful of ppl in Canada would know of her toilet clogging habit. Only a few people would be aware of some super fat girl stuffing her face. None of that would matter or effect her at all. But Chantal has uploaded all those things in videos under her real name so people around the world will see her pigging out in her car, hear her gross stories and it’s all permanently preserved online under her legal name. She broadcasts behaviors she’s ashamed of strangers in a parking lot glimpsing, yet is fine with thousands of ppl watching every second of her gross eating, hearing every noise and laughing at her.
(ETA: She’s obviously has some serious social anxiety issues but they aren’t triggered by being online. So this is how Chantal would behave in public is she didn’t have social anxiety. Maybe we need to appreciate the benefits of social anxiety. Imagine what Canadians would be subjected to if Chantal didn’t have it. Then again without SA she probably wouldn’t have to need to upload videos humiliating herself. These videos are the only form of social interaction she’s comfortable with - totally controlled, one sided and no need to listen or respond to other people. No wonder no one IRL can stand her.)
Gorl truly is insane.
I also noticed that it’s pretty common among HAES fats to be super confident and positive on camera/by themselves and when they have a video out in the wild (e.g. torrid/Walmart in store try-on or whatever) they are super self conscious and tame.
A fat version of the classic internet tough guy? All macho and tough talking online, cowardly little shit IRL. Fatty is all confident and sassy online, but embarrassed and meek IRL.
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