listen to yourself.
NS(DAP)
you're not in 1930's germany.
you're not living in a post weimar republic.
you're not living in a time before digital computation.
you're not living in a time before mass communication.
there are no "REAL ns". It was Zeitgeist movement that modern people aspire towards.
Hitler's message is timeless and speaks to all people who yearn for that Zeitgeist (a time of rebirth and re-invigoration)
ultimately edgy exceptional individuals have sought out taboos such as satanism, self-harm, sexual deviances and latched on to National Socialism as a taboo.
the sad truth is even in 1930's germany these people would have been shunned by the NSDAP because of their clear anti-social behaviours and ended up getting gassed as "asocial elements".