Dramacow Alex Vidal / Alessandro Connor Vidal / AsrielDr33murr / Crayonization / CZation / Ashe826 - "Trans lesbian" wolfkin. Likes little girls' breasts and wishes he were "a cute virgin cis female". "I'm 150IQ"

[fishmonger]

This washed out troon needs the joys of Jordan B Peterson introduced into his life.

 

[HiImWolfette]

So first you claim you're a self hating gay man, then you assert you're a woman, then you claim you're a man who hates being male and that you're not attracted to men (lol), then suddenly you're a woman born in a man's body... Which one is it?View attachment 682931


If this whole "I'm a lesbian" charade is your way of coping with being a feminine homo/bisexual man, it doesn't seem to be working very well so far.

I've never said I was ever a self hating gay man. and yes, I do hate myself right now. But that's gender dysphoria, which is entirely separate from sexuality

 

[NoFeline]

I've never said I was ever a self hating gay man.

I literally fucking dislike being a gay man with every fiber of my being.

 

[HiImWolfette]

90% of the "trans experiences" you've posted pertain to sex, which is also a big indicator of it being fetishistic. You post about sex so much that it makes actual trans women in that sub uncomfortable- if that's not a red flag, I don't know what is.

Umm... 90%? Seriously?

Just what the fuck?

Look at all my reddit posts on r/mtf filtering out nsfw:

reddit.com: search results - subreddit:MtF+author:crayonization+nsfw:no

r/gaming: A subreddit for (almost) anything related to games - video games, board games, card games, etc. (but not sports).

www.reddit.com

PAGES UPON PAGES.

Now look at all my reddit posts on r/mtf that ARE NSFW:

reddit.com: search results - subreddit:MtF+author:crayonization+nsfw:yes

r/gaming: A subreddit for (almost) anything related to games - video games, board games, card games, etc. (but not sports).

www.reddit.com

Only 13, fucking 13, out of the thousands upon thousands of reddit posts that I've made, You're selectively ignoring things I've done to fit your narrative, and it's flagrantly fucking obvious. I don't ONLY want to be a woman in bed, I live full time as a woman. So stuff it. By the way, I came out as lesbian in the middle of July 2018, so stop bringing in posts from 2017 and earlier where I mention guys in a sexual context. I like furry femboys in hentai, so what? Doesn't mean I'll ever date a guy in real life, or even come anywhere near to fucking them. I don't even watch IRL gay porn, it disgusts me, the only time I've ever watched gay porn, I threw up blood. Last 3 times I had sex with men, I got raped and beaten. I'm never doing it again. I will get a circumcision if I have to, I wil intentionally take MORE meds to give me permanent erectile dysfunction. I will do fucking anything for you guys to understand that gender identity and sexuality are two completely unrelated things. Seriously tho, like fuck off, your ignorance is pedantic, and only relies on your flawed views of transgenderism....

Maybe because I'm a WOMAN. If someone forced you to be the opposite sex, would you be fucking happy?

I don't think so

 

[Tranhuviya]

Maybe because I'm a WOMAN. If someone forced you to be the opposite sex, would you be fucking happy?

Feminization porn exists.

 

[SJ 485]

I could be fed shit of my GF and it would taste like candy, as long as I really loved her.

Tell me more about your desire to eat gamer girl poop.

 

[NoFeline]

the only time I've ever watched gay porn, I threw up blood.

Behold, 150 IQ, smartest man woman in the room

 

[Bani]

There's a lot to unpack with this post, so I'm just going to tackle this one thing. The people calling you an AGP are calling you that because, and I can't emphasize this enough, you "discovered" you were "trans" after stealing your classmates' underwear and jizzing in it. That, not the thing about having boobs, is why people have flagged you as an AGP. That's not a normal trans awakening, that's being a disgusting creep.

Umm... 90%? Seriously?

Just what the fuck?

Look at all my reddit posts on r/mtf filtering out nsfw:

reddit.com: search results - subreddit:MtF+author:crayonization+nsfw:no

r/gaming: A subreddit for (almost) anything related to games - video games, board games, card games, etc. (but not sports).

www.reddit.com

PAGES UPON PAGES.

Now look at all my reddit posts on r/mtf that ARE NSFW:

reddit.com: search results - subreddit:MtF+author:crayonization+nsfw:yes

r/gaming: A subreddit for (almost) anything related to games - video games, board games, card games, etc. (but not sports).

www.reddit.com

Only 13, fucking 13, out of the thousands upon thousands of reddit posts that I've made, You're selectively ignoring things I've done to fit your narrative, and it's flagrantly fucking obvious. I don't ONLY want to be a woman in bed, I live full time as a woman. So stuff it. By the way, I came out as lesbian in the middle of July 2018, so stop bringing in posts from 2017 and earlier where I mention guys in a sexual context. I like furry femboys in hentai, so what? Doesn't mean I'll ever date a guy in real life, or even come anywhere near to fucking them. I don't even watch IRL gay porn, it disgusts me, the only time I've ever watched gay porn, I threw up blood. Last 3 times I had sex with men, I got raped and beaten. I'm never doing it again. I will get a circumcision if I have to, I wil intentionally take MORE meds to give me permanent erectile dysfunction. I will do fucking anything for you guys to understand that gender identity and sexuality are two completely unrelated things. Seriously tho, like fuck off, your ignorance is pedantic, and only relies on your flawed views of transgenderism....


Maybe because I'm a WOMAN. If someone forced you to be the opposite sex, would you be fucking happy?

I don't think so

I have more unanswered questions after reading this post than I did at the end of Prometheus.

You're literally dating and fucking a man right now. Are you trying to Jedi-mind-trick us into thinking that the dudebro in your posts is a chick? What the fuck does being circumcised have to do with disliking gay sex? What human being in the history of this planet has vomited blood as a result of watching gay porn? When the hell did you get "raped and beaten," and why haven't you mentioned it before? Why do you suddenly want HRT to give you ED when before you wanted HRT to give you "female orgasms"?

We're aware that gender identity and sexuality are two different things. Our point is that neither you nor your boyfriend are women, therefor neither of you are lesbians. That's why we're calling you a gay man.

Also, nice trick you did there with the links, hyperlinking to searches in the wrong subreddit. Of course results aren't going to come up if you're not even searching in the right place. The searches you linked were in /r/gaming, not /r/mtf. And in any case, we both know that your penchant for DFE-ing has made your reddit page unrepresentative of your actual post history.

Also quick aside, maybe you should stop looking at so much hentai and fur porn, because it's completely warped your perception of female bodies and healthy sex, among many other things. Maybe if you watched less yiff and hentai, you'd be a normal gay/bi man instead of an underwear-stealing, exhibitionist furry-NEET.

 

[Speakeasy Electric]

These people don't want to be women. They want to be girls.

Men in their twenties and older who think being a perpetually adolescent girl is an attainable reality, and everybody's too scared/eager to conform to do anything but nod and play along.

But it's not a fetish! Yeah, ok lol.

Your prior post history reads as pretty damn misogynistic.

You have indicated you only want to be a woman if you can be “a beautiful one,” and have no interest in being an ugly one; as if women who are not conventionally beautiful have no value.

Okay Alex, level with me.
Idc, you do whatever makes YOU happy... just as long as it isn't imposing on the rights of others.
Transition, don't transition, crossdress, cut your dick off, or don’t. Whatever. Nobody can tell you how to live your life.

Just bear in mind that you can never be female, and you have no right (even if you transition) to a place in women's spaces. You'd be surprised how many women would consider treating you like just another person when you don't claim science is wrong and try to force your way in spaces they fought hard for.

I would recommend adjusting your attitude about women, beauty standards, stop reading pro transition material, stop watching “shemale porn” and anime and finding a qualified therapist.

edit: Or massage your estrogen soaked boy tits for sum of that silky, creamy, delicious milk.

 

[HiImWolfette]

There's a lot to unpack with this post, so I'm just going to tackle this one thing. The people calling you an AGP are calling you that because, and I can't emphasize this enough, you "discovered" you were "trans" after stealing your classmates' underwear and jizzing in it. That, not the thing about having boobs, is why people have flagged you as an AGP. That's not a normal trans awakening, that's being a disgusting creep.

That wasn't how I discovered I was trans, it was a fetish I had for a while before transitioning. Now when I put on female clothes, I don't get a hard on from that anymore, it was only my pre-transition days. I don't do that anymore, and if I could, I'd apologize to the girls I stole clothes from. I wouldn't do that anymore to anyone, as back then, I was hella flawed. Past me was like CWC, I swear to you, now I'm way different than I was back then. You'd have wayyyy more of a field day with me back then...

What made me discover I was trans WAS NOT stealing panties. It was a wayyy more deliberate realization than that.

You're literally dating and fucking a man right now. Are you trying to Jedi-mind-trick us into thinking that the dudebro in your posts is a chick? What the fuck does being circumcised have to do with disliking gay sex? What human being in the history of this planet has vomited blood as a result of watching gay porn? When the hell did you get "raped and beaten," and why haven't you mentioned it before? Why do you suddenly want HRT to give you ED when before you wanted HRT to give you "female orgasms"?

A lot of you seem to be thinking this, and I'm just gonna say: THE MTF FRIEND FROM THAT ONE PICTURE IS NOT MY GIRLFRIEND. I don't even talk to her that much anymore.

and yes, I do want erectile dysfunction. You know why? because I have DYSPHORIA, erections make me uncomfortable. Honestly, I'd be fine if I had a limp noodle for the rest of my life and I got off with a wand vibrator, but erections bother me. I don't even want to penetrate anyone. I'd get a pussy if technology could give me one that isn't shit, but alas, the world isn't quite like that , and reassignment surgery is still as unrealistic as ever, and I'd rather have the functional set of genitals I have now, then to get a shoddily constructed fleshlight and LOSE ALL ABILITY to orgasm because of surgical complications.

 

[Death Grip]

Okay, let me set the stage. I NEVER had any satisfying sex for most of my life, EVER. From the moment puberty started and I was jacking it for the first few times, to the literal moment I had left my ex (which we obviously fucked a few times), I had never had sex that I liked. The reason I appreciate these "sexual things" so much, is because I never had them, and honestly, I should've been. Sex is literally in the top parts of Mazlow's Hierarchy of needs, which means that I SHOULD'VE been having satisfying and fulfilling sex for years, and yet I wasn't getting it.

Also, I'd like to say that it's perfectly natural for me to flaunt boobs and stuff that I never got to have growing up, and it's perfectly normal to want to be proud of my new body and what it can do, regardless of whether it's lewd or not.

Think of it this way:

Imagine that you're an avid gamer in the 8th generation of gaming, but you're stuck with only an N64 and a CRT display. Of course, you're jealous of all the people that have the new Xbox One: which can run games in HD, and has a lot more processing power to run better games, and has multiplayer for most of its game library. Naturally, you end up getting jealous, and feeling left out that you don't have the latest console, and that you aren't able to ever play it. You go years running on an overpowered console and feeling shitty about yourself... until suddenly, a relative you haven't heard from in over a decade randomly comes in and hands you a 4k TV and an Xbox One. You actually become proud of your new found console which is way more powerful and more efficient hardware wise; you start to take screenshots and flaunt to everybody how you can now play online and in 1080p, because your previous device was so goddamn underpowered that it could rarely handle more than a dozen polygons.

It's literally the same thing with me, just take the console allegory and replace the underpowered hardware with inadequacy comapred to cis women, and replace the N64 with my pre-transition body, and the Xbox One with my post transition body. Like every other human on the planet, I feel happy about a clear step in the right direction, and naturally, I tend to flaunt it.

I don't show off my boobs because I have a sick fetish and I get off to showing my boobs, I show my boobs because I'm finally happy that I can feel comfortable in my own skin, and to me, that's an accomplishment worth proudly proclaiming. And as far as the sexual encounters, can't you just let me have my cookie? If I've had trouble actually feeling satisfied in bed for most of my life, I've found a partner that can make me happy in bed, and transition can help me feel more comfortable in that situation... who are you to put me down? Yes, I talk about sexual things occasionally, but if you took a second to look at my post history on ALL trans subs, you'd see that the nsfw only makes up a small percentage of what I normally post, most of my other posts have very little, if no NSFW mentions. I more often talk about how I'm sad that I don't pass, and how I'm so depressed I don't care sometimes than "MY GIRLFRIEND SLOBBERED MY LADY COCK ;lsj'kgsaj'dsakdsaijfd;"

I'm not saying anyone's perfect, but it seems like this whole post portrayed more of my bad moments than my good ones, and really, it's a very thin line between laughing at someone on internet forms and launching a smear campaign against them...

You talk about Maslow's hierarchy of needs and how that justifies you enjoying sex and how you need that as justified by this.
What the heirarchy of needs mentions is intimacy which can include sex but is actually a completely different concept. Intimacy means having close personal relationships, it can signify something as simple as cuddling on the sofa while watching a movie.
No one deserves sex or indeed needs it to lead a happy productive life.

 

[Sonya-chan]

You're not feeling like a female because you're not. And also because you have absolutely no idea what being a female actually means. You "wish" you could be a girl/teenage girl, but what the fuck does that means? Do you even know how a female live her teenage life?

Spoiler: sperging

As soon as a girl starts to enter adolescence and puberty, she quickly undergoes the dictates of beauty, society force her to shave and be thin, she starts to hate her body for this reason. Women are more likely to have eating disorders, dysmorphophobia and they began to understand that they may be victims of sexual assault. While you came home quietly from school, girls were followed and insulted by perverts, while you were out late at night playing with your friends, girls use shortcuts and were discreets to be more quickly at home.

Girls did not masturbate at age 12 in front of porn, and when they did, they quickly understood that they should not do it, sexuality when you're a girl is complicated, you're judged, you do not have to be a slut, but you do not have to be prudish either, and it's even worse for those who are lesbian and forced to be with men.

A woman who has suffered all the things above from the age of 9 to 18 years old, you think that after that they remain unscathed? No. Some are broken forever, some have been raped, some will never be the same, but you on the other hand, the autogynephile, you want to live as a teenage girl? Why? To fuck lesbians? To become a slut? That's how you perceive women? It's all about sex?

You have a dirty, misogynistic and perverse vision of the life of women's sexuality and body.
How do you want us to believe you when you say that you are a woman and a lesbian? Nobody. Because you are a man.

 

[HiImWolfette]

You're not feeling like a female because you're not. And also because you have absolutely no idea what being a female actually means. You "wish" you could be a girl/teenage girl, but what the fuck does that means? Do you even know how a female live her teenage life?

Spoiler: sperging

As soon as a girl starts to enter adolescence and puberty, she quickly undergoes the dictates of beauty, society force her to shave and be thin, she starts to hate her body for this reason. Women are more likely to have eating disorders, dysmorphophobia and they began to understand that they may be victims of sexual assault. While you came home quietly from school, girls were followed and insulted by perverts, while you were out late at night playing with your friends, girls use shortcuts and were discreets to be more quickly at home.

Girls did not masturbate at age 12 in front of porn, and when they did, they quickly understood that they should not do it, sexuality when you're a girl is complicated, you're judged, you do not have to be a slut, but you do not have to be prudish either, and it's even worse for those who are lesbian and forced to be with men.

A woman who has suffered all the things above from the age of 9 to 18 years old, you think that after that they remain unscathed? No. Some are broken forever, some have been raped, some will never be the same, but you on the other hand, the autogynephile, you want to live as a teenage girl? Why? To fuck lesbians? To become a slut? That's how you perceive women? It's all about sex?

You have a dirty, misogynistic and perverse vision of the life of women's sexuality and body.
How do you want us to believe you when you say that you are a woman and a lesbian? Nobody. Because you are a man.

You think I don’t know the shit that women deal with? I have firsthand experience with all the shit you’re describing, including being raped/sexually assaulted. You don’t think that I was taught to hate my body? When I was younger, people always used to say I wasn’t muscular in the slightest, also that I “didn't Look much like a boy”, and numerous fucking comments about my hygiene too. I’ve been called ugly more times than most girls my age had been, and I was raped as early as 14 years old.

I regularly used to be bullied for my appearance IRL. I still have pictures of me from 2014, I still have the face that everyone snickered at. I still have the body that I was constantly told was “weak”, and “not good enough.” If I could’ve recorded all the shit my dad spewed at me about not being man enough back then, I’d send you that too; cause he did do that shit a lot, aside from telling me to start hardcore lifting weights every other day (despite me telling him I didn’t want that body type at all).

I know what it’s like to be bodyshamed, I know what it’s like to feel like an other. And I will start to know more as everybody but you lowlife transphobes will start to see me as female out in public. It’s happened before, I have passed to everyone, I haven’t gotten death stares for being who I am, and I haven’t been called a pervert for using the right bathroom. I mean, sure, I might not experience the childhood of a woman (not like my childhood was good anyway, it was all abuse, bullying, depression, and other sources of pain), but I will experience being a woman from here on.

 

[AprilRains]

I will experience being a woman from here on.

no you won't

 

[HiImWolfette]

These people don't want to be women. They want to be girls.

Men in their twenties and older who think being a perpetually adolescent girl is an attainable reality, and everybody's too scared/eager to conform to do anything but nod and play along.

But it's not a fetish! Yeah, ok lol.

Your prior post history reads as pretty damn misogynistic.

You have indicated you only want to be a woman if you can be “a beautiful one,” and have no interest in being an ugly one; as if women who are not conventionally beautiful have no value.

Okay Alex, level with me.
Idc, you do whatever makes YOU happy... just as long as it isn't imposing on the rights of others.
Transition, don't transition, crossdress, cut your dick off, or don’t. Whatever. Nobody can tell you how to live your life.

Just bear in mind that you can never be female, and you have no right (even if you transition) to a place in women's spaces. You'd be surprised how many women would consider treating you like just another person when you don't claim science is wrong and try to force your way in spaces they fought hard for.

I would recommend adjusting your attitude about women, beauty standards, stop reading pro transition material, stop watching “shemale porn” and anime and finding a qualified therapist.

edit: Or massage your estrogen soaked boy tits for sum of that silky, creamy, delicious tard cum.

One right-wing keyboard warrior like you isn’t gonna stop me from having to go in the wrong bathroom for the rest of my life. I already I’d pass at times, getting my gender marker changed soon enough too.

These people don't want to be women. They want to be girls.

Men in their twenties and older who think being a perpetually adolescent girl is an attainable reality, and everybody's too scared/eager to conform to do anything but nod and play along.

But it's not a fetish! Yeah, ok lol.

Your prior post history reads as pretty damn misogynistic.

You have indicated you only want to be a woman if you can be “a beautiful one,” and have no interest in being an ugly one; as if women who are not conventionally beautiful have no value.

Okay Alex, level with me.
Idc, you do whatever makes YOU happy... just as long as it isn't imposing on the rights of others.
Transition, don't transition, crossdress, cut your dick off, or don’t. Whatever. Nobody can tell you how to live your life.

Just bear in mind that you can never be female, and you have no right (even if you transition) to a place in women's spaces. You'd be surprised how many women would consider treating you like just another person when you don't claim science is wrong and try to force your way in spaces they fought hard for.

I would recommend adjusting your attitude about women, beauty standards, stop reading pro transition material, stop watching “shemale porn” and anime and finding a qualified therapist.

edit: Or massage your estrogen soaked boy tits for sum of that silky, creamy, delicious tard cum.

Yeahhh… no, I think you meant to post this in the Jonathan Yaniv thread. I’ll pass and go under the radar, I hate being seen as visibly trans. I’m not going in women’s bathrooms to rape them or do naughty shit, I’m going in there to pee just like anyone else.

One right-wing keyboard warrior like you won’t stop me from changing my gender marker, cause unlike you, the rest of society isn’t quite as bigoted.

no you won't

Yes I will, you think that if I look female, act female, and pass to everyone, that people will magically know I’m trans? No, once I pass to everyone in public, I’ll be assumed cis female and get the same treatment.

 

[AprilRains]

Yes I will, you think that if I look female, act female, and pass to everyone, that people will magically know I’m trans? No, once I pass to everyone in public, I’ll be assumed cis female and get the same treatment.

the world doesn't disappear when you close your eyes, dude

 

[NoFeline]

It’s happened before, I have passed to everyone,

No you haven't.

Even with filters that make your eyes huge and clear your skin you're still a greasy autist playing a sad game of dressup.

Question, why are you ALWAYS making that face? You got nasty teeth?

 

[Silence of the Troons]

It’s happened before, I have passed to everyone

Yet you posted this about a week ago https://old.reddit.com/r/TransyTalk...iving_up_not_detransitioning_just_not_caring/

Whatever your "girl"friend and possibly others have told you about you passing, they were either a) just being nice or b) just as drunk on the kool-aid as you. I mean, your idea of "presenting female" seems to boil down to going out in a hentai t-shirt and looking no different from your "pre-trans" self (save for the red colored hair and you being a few years older) https://old.reddit.com/r/MTFSelfieT..._outside_presenting_female_and_somehow_faced/

Spoiler: Lewd shirt

 

[chops]

Question, why are you ALWAYS making that face? You got nasty teeth?

It's frog in mouth syndrome.

 

[HiImWolfette]

View attachment 683998
No you haven't.

Even with filters that make your eyes huge and clear your skin you're still a greasy autist playing a sad game of dressup.
View attachment 683997

Question, why are you ALWAYS making that face? You got nasty teeth?

Those are OLD pictures. Literally the first one is from June and the Second one is from fucking April. Use pics from at least the current month if you’re gonna try to lie to my ass.

Yet you posted this about a week ago https://old.reddit.com/r/TransyTalk...iving_up_not_detransitioning_just_not_caring/
View attachment 684078
Whatever your "girl"friend and possibly others have told you about you passing, they were either a) just being nice or b) just as drunk on the kool-aid as you. I mean, your idea of "presenting female" seems to boil down to going out in a hentai t-shirt and looking no different from your "pre-trans" self (save for the red colored hair and you being a few years older) https://old.reddit.com/r/MTFSelfieT..._outside_presenting_female_and_somehow_faced/

Spoiler: Lewd shirt

View attachment 684087

I wasn’t clocked at Spec’s, soooo… yeah. If you actually see me in public and I’m presenting fully female and passing to everyone else, I dare you to call me a man in front of everyone. You probably won’t, cause outside of the keyboard is where your human interaction ceases to exist.