It’s pretty astounding to know Chantel reads here, and still understands so little about what we dislike about her and why we find her funny. . I guess her reading here is like picking out Netflix documentaries-she’ll only pick ones that already support her biases and here, despite much good advice, she just lumps us in as haters with no insight. She reads to hate us back, not to hear us.
The cycles are so clear that even she should be able to see them. The fake diets, the cunty plant-based, whole food lectures, then fast food mukbangs, then defensive anger, then sobby something is wrong with me-it’s so clear. All she’d have to do is go through her channel videos to see it. If she took that information to a psychiatrist or psychotherapist, she might get real help that would enable her to see the ways her mind is tricking her, and start to work on her physical health too. She really doesn’t have much time left. She’s short, another 50/100 pounds could be deadly. (Not a death threat!)
But she won’t hear anything coming from the farms, she only reads here because her brain needs the chaos. (A non-cow would just not read here). Yet, she says in her video she knows she has no time to spend on people she doesn’t like, so ...another contradiction.
So I expect a remorseful video blaming her upcoming birthday for her most recent temper tantrum. Of course, she wants to eat healthy so she’s going back on that diet and she’ll start shaking papers around and counting strawberries. . And she’ll do it for two days, will fail again, will pretend it’s still going until she says fuck it and does another mukbang. April 30th, cycle continues, we’ll be here again.
The most honest thing she could do is say fuck it, I don’t care if I die, fast food is worth it. Everest was a lie, cute summer clothes is a lie, and wanting to do anything but eat is a lie and then keep filming. But she won’t, she has to go back through the fake cycle. That’s the place to start mentally though.
