Holden meets Girl A online, afraid to meet up with her. Finally meets up with her, but gets so scared they can't even hold hands or anything for a few dates. Finally gets a hug, cries. Finally gets a kiss, flips a tit. BUT him and Girl A aren't doing so well. You see, he kinda gave off some mixed signals that he wasn't into her (he pulled away from the kiss twice because he was scared). So girl A kinda brushes him off and he thinks he has a girlfriend. Girl A tells him she doesn't have chemistry with him, he agrees, they 'break up'. He waits a while, finds Girl B also on the internet. Girl B and him talk for a while, she says she wants to meet him. They both had school so they couldn't meet up OR talk for a while (she sent nudes too guys). So while he couldn't talk to a sure thing like Girl B, he starts going back onto a dating chat room and meets Girl C. So, our dear
@Holden decided it was a grand idea to try and date two girls at one time instead of just choosing one. Cuz his 'calculations' told him he had better odds of getting sex this way. So Girl C is a girl he knows from Kindergarden, she knew his brother or something (yes guys, we can now ask how his brother's doing). Girl C had massive tits. He didn't wash his hair or pick out nice clothes when they met. He had the best date ever. They talked for 6 hours, she wanted to be his girlfriend. BUT the worst part guys, he still had to meet girl B. So he met girl B, but she was like ugly or something and he didn't like her. So he tells Girl C about Girl B, she cries, he tells her that he wants to be with her (Girl C) more. Girl C agrees to meet him again. He wouldn't kiss her. Then a couple days later they make out for hours.
Here's where things get totally rocky guys. So Girl C has to go out of town for like 50 days. Holden gets scared she'll cheat on him. He throws a hissy fit that she'll cheat on him with a 'bad boy'. Holden says he's too scared to commit so that makes Girl C more angry. Girl C says his bullshit can't fly anymore. She gets really mad. Still goes on vacation. They agree to be friends but Holden regrets it and starts spamming her with messages. Now, Girl B didn't know any of this shit. She's just been busy with life though so Holden's not really keeping her warm (if you know what i mean). Oh, and Holden sent a love song to Girl C EVERY DAY that she was gone. He asks to meet up with her when she comes back, she says no because they aren't together. Finally, MONTHS LATER, he tells Girl B about everything and asks her to meet up/be girlfriend. She says no too. She was never that into him anyway. Holden cried.
So now Girl B feels bad, offers to meet up and talk. Holden agrees. Then cancels. He's bored and heartbroken so he goes back to the dating sites. Met Girl D. Agrees to meet up with her but something fucks up; he gets drunks and then GOES TO GIRL C's HOUSE, in the middle of the damn night, and tries to talk to her. He doesn't tell us what happened with that part. But he goes into how he overslept his meeting with Girl D, she's mad, wants nothing to do with him. He says he'll never know if they were ment to be and it's, of course, her fault for not giving him a chance. Somehow Girl C is re-introduced and he's happy cuz he thinks it's bone-town. BUT she decided not to meet up with him. They plan it, she cancels. He calls her, tells her off, she says she doesn't want to be with him anymore. From the way the rest sounds, he kept in touch with her, messaged her more. She finally tells him she lost her v-card to some other guy and doesn't love him the way he loves her. They meet up again, they chat, he tells her about his life, she says she's happy with her new boyfriend. Holden's sad. Holden obsessed with girl B for the rest of the summer; and then he met ANOTHER girl, Girl E, on the dating site but scared her away after telling her his life story with Girl A-D.
It's unclear what girl it was, but Holden THEN wrote a long message on a forum/board about how he was going to kill "this girl" and himself. Admins were told, interpol was called. Holden regrets writing that because he could have gotten away with it if he hadn't used her name. Now we learn it was Girl C, because he says her boyfriend left her because he was scared of Holden's threats.
Few months later he meets another girl online, turns out, she's that Girl E. They meet, he says she's ugly. The date's ok, not as good as the best date ever. Holden admits she had a good personality, she was supportive, she was all these good things... but she was ugly so he didn't want to date her... but he didn't want to be alone either. He didn't want to, but he kissed her. Again, she was ugly to Holden, so he couldn't get it up to fuck her. But she was the most intelligent girl he's ever met. Eventually he tries, but they're both virgins and they freeze up. Some shit happens. She gets mad cuz he gets pushy for sex. He wants sex though. She says "ok" but then doesn't have sex. Holden's angry now! They fight. Holden's sad cuz she won't have sex. They drift apart.
Sad time happen. He meets a girl, she gets a boyfriend before they meet. THEN Holden meets Girl F, she's ugly and religious. They kiss. She's not a virgin. He is. She won't have sex with him and he doesn't get why. They go on sucky dates. Nothing else happens. Still a virgin with rage, He's walking down the street and sees Girl E. They talk for 2 hours, she still doesn't want him. He's sad and cries for days.
Goes on a different dating site months later. Finds Girl G. They meet, he tells his life story, She and him have Sex!! He lasted 30 seconds but she didn't care. But she has a boyfriend back home. She says she'll cheat on boyfriend for him. She breaks up with him after having sex twice because he's too clingy, whiny, and weak. Holden is angry.
During this time Holden has also been hitting up Girl H. She leaves her boyfriend for him, fucks him, tries to go back to her boyfriend but he's been with other girls and it makes her sad. Months later she hooks back up with Holden (big mistake). The fuck but Holden is forced to use a condom this time and it feels weird. He doesn't like it. She says he complicates things. This makes Holden mad. He's so mad that after she leaves he calls her, insults her, threatens her, and then posts her info and pictures all over his blog and other ones. Girl is scared and mad. Holden says he'll take down the pictures if she fucks him. Girl fucks him. He claims she liked it so much she stayed with him (really it was cuz he was blackmailing her). They lasted a couple months but she ended up breaking up with him because he would call her vain and cruel and Holden said she burdened him with her problems at home. Holden cried when they broke up, but not because of the girl, but because it was too late for him.
