With a title like this, this looks like a video worth savoring. Not that Chantal would know the definition of humility. I think she meant "humiliation"
She's wearing something floral instead of the usual nightgown, but she looks fatter than ever. There is noticeable bulging to her cheeks that was not present a few weeks ago. That bulbous third chin, or waddle thing, has grown larger and more ponderous. Ole fatso has been packing on the pounds.
She is using the soft "I'm sorry" voice she uses when she knows she done fucked up.
"This is why I wanted to do the daily videos to be held accountable", because she'd be binging every day.
Her fruits and vegetables are going bad, so she is gonna make that raw soup after all.
So now, she's gonna commit to the Medical Medium's 28 days (she is so fatigued, she said 21 at first) She has cancelled out of meeting friends because she didn't want to go out to eat. (I suspect she doesn't want her friends to see her in this state)
She needs to think of "alternative things to do" because all she thinks about is food and eating.
She is sad because she will always have this ghost following her around, this desire to eat. (Amberlynn has a binge monster and Chantal has a binge ghost, it seems)
She reaches over and apparently squeezes a mango off camera, and has a look of abject horror on her face. She then announces she'll eat the mangoes because they are ripe. The bananas are also ripe, so she'll have two of those, breaking off bananas from the bunch with her fat mitts. She will also eat a green-looking pear. She looks utterly miserable telling us this, as unenthusiastic as she could possibly be for "Day 1" of this historic diet. Contrast her look here to her glowing squeals of delight in her last mukbang,
"Just give me the 28 days", she bargains, acknowledging that a lot of viewers are "skeptical" She is gonna check in every day.
"It is pretty nice out", she says miserably. "Maybe I'll go for a drive" (obviously those delicious fruit aren't enough to keep her home. She clearly wants her fast food fix...) She then says she doesn't wanna do anything if it doesn't involve food. Like if she drives, she'll get "an ice coffee and something to eat", spitting out the last word resentfully.
"Just being honest", she says, before stalling for words entirely. She sneezes in the face of the viewers, wipes her nose.
She has been looking at her viewer numbers and come to the conclusion that mukbangs are not the way to go. Now she will do weight loss stuff, since that's where the real numbers are. She is worried her YouTube time has passed.
She first tries to end 6 minutes in, but she has 11 freakin' more minutes to go... She will see grandma today (I wonder if she'll borrow money?) and "help her with groceries" (Chantal will stock up, I am sure. Those fruits might make it to the graveyard after all,...)
Now she's thinking of "...going for a walk?" she asks, with a sick smile. "It is a nice day" she says, glancing back at the closed curtains, "but we'll see..." (so, no walk I guess) It's muddy outside anyway.
She is really focused on Jamaica.
CUT TO CAR:
Now, she is gasping, and says she is dizzy and doesn't feel right. She says she is outside of herself. She says it might be a side-effect of the medication. She thinks the medication is helping her moods though (lolol not based on evidence in this week's videos)
She confessed to grandma that she's messed up. She can't stand it if she can't EAT!
Something is going on in her life that she can't talk about with us.
She ate some bananas and dates, and the thought of more sugar makes her want to vomit. So now, she's NOT doing the Medical Medium plan (yes folks, this is the first time Day 1 did not even last one full video!!!) She will listen to viewers. Then she says, she will listen to the doctor. Then she shows us what she got at Farm Boy: a huge meal in which she names all the vegetables first, the mashed potatos next, and mentions the giant Swedish meatballs last... "I know I shouldn't eat meat"
She tried ending the video a second time at 11:45, but no dice, 6 more minutes of this shit...
Sticking to the doctor's plan and following up on her appointments is the plan now.
She says she had a really, really, really good job, but she sabotaged it. She wouldn't shower in the morning, she would just stare at the computer.
ANOTHER CUT: Now she apologizes for being an ass for asking for accountablity and then getting mad about it. "Definitely and sincerely" She sounds annoyed when she explains why she understands why people got upset at her content. She is totally eating crow, but doesn't really seem sincere. "I'm trying to find my way..." she tells us pathetically. "I was giving myself waaay too much credit."
She'll film whatever else she eats tonight. She keeps yawning and tells us she feels "blah". She is hoping this is a "side effect" and not a "permanent mood" for her.
Her plan is to lay in bed with her cats. She bitches about her headache, and admits she didn't take the walk "because I had no energy"
Tomorrow, she'll hop back on the doctor's plan (I notice she totally didn't do it today).
Monday, she'll call the eating disorder clinic and beg for admittance.
"It's humbling, begging for help"
And she ends the video for real.
Welp, there we have it. The world's fastest cycle, pretty much all in one video. Day 1 aborted in minutes. Lots of "woe is me", "I'm so sick", and "I have no energy". A lukewarm apology from behind her Elton specs. In other words, kind of a mess and it was presented out of normal sequence of her cycle; this should have preceded the last mukbang. She's even screwing that up...
