pinkbutterfly
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She also doesn't get that thinking about not eating or restricting like that is completely different to actually following through with it.She's conflating what she experiences after overeating (her experience is normal) to what a restricting-type ED patient experiences. But it's not even close. She's an idiot and still doesn't get it. Whether she realizes it or not, what she's saying is that she doesn't mind the eating part, she just wishes she didn't feel bad afterwards. It's the bad feels that are the problem, not her eating. Like Amberlynn she hates that there are consequences for her actions. She doesn't "hate" food she just hates that it has calories--that actions have consequences.
The cycle of restriction/binging is definitely real for a lot of people but I don't think she gets to claim she's experiencing that when 'restriction' never even lasts a day...
Edit: Take her example of 'other Youtubers' who do unhealthy mukbangs. According to her, they probably don't have EDs, because if they did they wouldn't be able to control it. Not once does she stop to think that maybe they actually do what she just fantasizes about - a lot of them probably don't eat for a while before and afterwards, some exercise a scary amount, and realistically some of them probably purge as well.
She's convinced she's a special case because she's determined to believe her ED is suuuper serious. (Despite never having made a serious attempt to fix it, ie. therapy). Newsflash for you Chantal, you're nothing compared to what goes on behind closed doors with genuinely uncontrollable BED or bulimia. They're just not filming it and uploading it for people to gawk at...
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