Plagued Weeaboos and other Japan spergs

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If you read manga online, you might have been affected by a recent slapfight between Mangadex and a couple of scan groups.
I think this is highly entertaining and seems like it'll only get increasingly funny.

Characters:
Bato.to: now-defunct site where most groups uploaded their translated scans
Mangadex: basically the new Batoto
Jaimini's Box: a scan group that does One Piece and other highly popular Shonen Jump titles
Other scan groups:
  • Hatigarm Scans
  • Meraki Scans
  • Facepalm
  • Other irrelevant characters
January 2018
Batoto announces that it's shutting down. I don't remember the explanation why, but it was probably something about money.
Mangadex is created. Uploaders flock to the site to replace the 7TB library that was formerly on Batoto.

March 2018
Jaimini's Box members complain to MD about how their scans were being uploaded without their permission (they previously did not upload to Batoto, they host their own site).
There is a shouting match, and eventually it is agreed that there would be a 2-week delay for their uploads, or all of their chapters are to be removed.
MD agrees, and although forum posters are assmad about the delay and insult JB for the delay (they could just go to any other aggregator website) things stay relatively stable.

January 2019
Facepalm starts competing with Hatigarm to release the same manga. Hatigarm formerly uploaded at a pace of one chapter a month, whereas Facepalm put out chapters every day, embarrassing Hatigarm's slow pace.

May 2019
Facepalm eventually amps up their antagonizing of Hatigarm Scans for taking donations [via Patreon], going as far as to call it a scam. It culminates in this image:
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Meraki Scans (friends with Hatigarm), gets butthurt, and starts complaining about 'toxic users', where MD forum hotpockets tell them to take it up with Facepalm instead of shitting up the forums.
Meraki and Hatigarm are furious. Both groups delete all of their chapters.

June 11 2019
There is a big post on the MD forums (archive) about various scan groups all deleting their chapters from MD. They cite ongoing harassment and point to screenshots that suggest that the MD site admin "wants to go legit like Crunchyroll and Fakku". This is touchy history about old big fan sites going legit and then going litigious on people. Some commenters lose their minds.
Several scan groups pull out:
  • Meraki
  • Hatigarm
  • Champion Scans (irrelevant to this garbage fire)
  • Jaimini's Box
  • some other irrelevant groups
The name that sticks out here is Jaimini's, because they are unaffiliated with the 2019 drama and MD had formerly assumed they had a functional working relationship.
This image gets posted, revealing a possible motivation for some of those groups to be pulling out:
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It turns out that every group that pulled out had a Patreon. Jaimini's in particular gets called out because their site also has crypto miners, as well as how they seemingly have conections in Japan to get the newest One Piece before the Japanese even get to read it. (Note that leaking One Piece is something that puts people in jail) They also note a cost of $55 per week for doing this even though a WSJ magazine costs less than $5.
All of these groups' chapters get pulled (supposedly comprising of less than 1% of the total MD library), and nothing really happens for 4 days.

Happening now: a flood of spam accounts that is basically a ddos. Wonder who the culprit is! 🤔
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Is everybody who uses Patreon part of one big rat king? Patreon, poorly disguised ulterior motives (butthurt), and gay ops seem to go hand-in-hand.
 
Is anyone else annoyed by weeaboos when they constantly screech about how better Japan is than America? As well as how as "Americans should be like the Japanese"!

Nobody seems to understand that anime is a subculture full of weird outcasts... or that modern Japan is the product of the nuclear bomb and McArthur's reforms.
 
Holy shit I found a big one.

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FUCKING LONG FUCKING PROFILE SERIOUSLY FUCKING LONG.
Fair Warnings : •

• My profile is a long one. I am a complex person and cannot be summarized into a brief paragraph or two. I tend to maintain a 'neutrally cautious' position towards new people, but also like to be honest and clear as possible for the sake of attempting not to let someone feel as if they have been mislead. This is the best way for me to share who I am for everyone in the most comfortable way without having to repeat myself to 1,000 different strangers. I have no intention to lead anyone on or to lie to them, since I gain nothing from it. I don't want there to be any surprises. I would rather give you as much clarity as I can, rather than to maintain some vague persona to keep you interested. If a long profile isn't your cup of tea, you don't have to read any further. This isn't all my depth, despite being as open as I am overall. I personally hate small pointless talk. I rather know about the deep and interesting things... Some people can conversate well on only fumes and ice breakers, but that isn't me. •

• You will have a better chance of me responding to your messages if you say more than 'Hey', 'What's up', 'You're beautiful', etc... I need more depth than that, *especially* if you don't have much content on your profile. If something about me caught your gaze- enough that it was worth messaging me over, wouldn't you prefer to catch my eyes instead of making me completely disinterested? Generic messages do not stand out- not in the least bit. I don't expect an essay... Just something meaningful or unique. •

• To be clear early on- I do not want to have casual sex, hook up with you, or have any other form of no-strings relationships. I'd like to find something real and organic- be it good conversation, true friendship, and if the chemistry is right- a relationship with love, dates, intimacy, sex and affection. Long term is preferable, but life is indeed messy and people may not work out, so medium-ish term is fine as well. I am not against actual friends with benefits situations, though- I don't actively look for this. It will only happen assuming it develops naturally over time or becomes a mutual interest after knowing each other for a while. Some people might think that means I'm okay with simply hooking up with someone I just met - I'm not. They are two entirely different things... There needs to be real trust and friendship there. •

• I do not send nudes, nor do I want yours. The only time I make any exceptions to this rule is if I'm in a serious relationship, and will only do it on my own terms if at all- I have to trust you. •

• I like to take my time getting to know people before giving them alternative contact information, so don't expect me to just give you my phone number... I'll let you know when I'm ready for that. •

• I am a human being, use respect and common sense, thanks. •

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: • Who is Destiny? • :

• I am a 21 year old spooky, cute goth woman who was born in September. •

• Things I am and can be: introverted, enigmatic, calm, reserved, strange, silly, sarcastic, apathetic, sweet, empathic, loyal, odd, thoughtful, displayer of affection and intimacy (hugging, hand holding, kissing, snuggling, etc), romantic, slightly hedonistic (in the sense that I feel everyone should chase their personal pleasures and enjoy them), eccentric, apprehensive, a storm cloud lingering in the distance, moralistic, passionate, misanthropic, not the type to do well to spread myself thin and someone who needs to recharge often (especially socially), hopeful, neutral good, deep, oddball, hot and cold, highly emotional, needy from time to time, a somewhat rigid thought process (never intentionally so- and I also never intend to come off mean or selfish, though that can be a real risk while others perceive my mind not knowing that I do struggle with those social / communication issues), all-or-none thinker, unaware, attached and intense with favorites, skeptical, bizarre, chaotic, slight homebody with a desire to travel, pessimistic realist, worried, devoted, a diamond in the rough, fun, weird, sensitive, eclectic, pensive, anti-social, closed off, over-thinker, skittish, shy, compassionate, bleeding heart, jaded (too many awful relationships), affectionate, a weak noodle, forgetful, individualistic (as in social theory of freedom of action-- it is my life to control and decide what's best for me), introspective, caring, kind, quiet, scared, intense, different, withdrawn, nerdy, helpless, brooding, ditzy, egalitarian, clingy, clumsy, literary, eternally suffering, stubborn, forever exhausted, always hungry (or never hungry at all), moody, loving, strange, playful, small, hyper, anxious, bubbly, unfocused, dreamy, dorky, unique, and awkward, among so many other things. •

• Some things I like to do or have enjoyed doing in the past: video games, anime, manga, reading, cooking, drawing, painting, watching shows and movies, baking, swimming, music, writing, camping, kayaking, watching storms and other types of scenery, calligraphy, make up, photography, crafting, sleeping whenever possible, singing, existing, memes, bowling, Netflix, thrift shops, garage sales, flea markets, Renaissance festival, travel, sightseeing, adventuring, going on walks on chilly, foggy, or rainy days through parks, planetariums, aquariums, science centers, cemeteries, woods and paths from time to time, bubble/regular tea shops, museums, amusement parks, and dancing from DDR, to cyber dancing, attempted hooping, and other forms of electro dance. I also love dressing up when I can! Stuff like... Lolita, kawaii, corsetry, grunge, vintage, swing, pin-up, rockabilly dresses (40's and 50's), victorian, cyber goth, goth, fetish goth, steam punk, pastel goth and cosplay. I haven't had much chance to dabble in some of this as much as I'd like to, so don't ask what my favorite cosplay was- I haven't even had the chance to do them yet! I love to do textual roleplay (RP), I just rarely have the opportunity to do it, as it is hard to find people with not only the interest or time to commit to the (at times) long events they can turn out to be. It is difficult as well for writing long detailed plots with two or more people. It can require some literary skill and imaginative style to do it
fairly well, as it not only can be hard to convey emotion and intent through such a medium, but in typing these massive stories this way with multiple people, it can be difficult to help express certain scenes without visual cues or other senses unless deeply expressed in deep detail in the words and the way the style of the words play out... I typically build plots based on what kind of story sounds appealing at the time, sometimes action, fantasy, adventure, or a romance. I prefer one-on-one, but small groups are fine, too. If you don't know what this is, it's sort of comparable to LARP or perhaps some aspects of D&D, but it is less physically involved and more computer/text based. •

: • Lifestyle and Sexuality • :

• I am demiromantic and demisexual, which means I typically do not experience romantic or sexual attraction until developing an emotional connection with the person first. •

• I am heteroflexible. This means that I am a large part straight, but not entirely. I am interested in men both romantically and sexually, but I am also interested in women- especially romantically, and sexually to a certain extent. Some form of gray asexuality fits into my interest with women- because while I love intimacy and minor sexual advances at times, I don't feel driven to have sex with women. I am also romantically and sexually attracted to pre-operation transgender women... I do not mean to come off rude or ignorant by expressing honesty, so I apologize in advance if I offended anyone at all. I only mean to have wholehearted respect and good intention by being open about this. I am aware that some people in the community do not like associating with cisgender people, and I respect that. With that being said, please message me first if you are interested! •

• I go into heavier detail later in my profile, but it's worth mentioning right away that I am mostly a submissive type. •

• I consider myself dominantly monogamous, however- I may be open to certain polyamorous situations with the right person / people in the future, such as me and a serious partner looking for someone to have fun with. I might be open to relationships, if things grow organically with time. However, I prefer if polyamory is not a necessity to my partner- that they could be content in a monogamous relationship. I can't tell the future and what might ultimately happen either way. •

• I am not a unicorn, I am not looking for any open relationships, and I am not looking for couples to hook up with or join. I don't have any interest in these things. •

• I do not want to become involved with people who have their own children or want to have them someday... I never want to have my own children. Kids are a huge deal breaker for me. I will never change my mind. Do not pursue me if you think that I am somehow incapable of making my own life choices. I intend on getting fixed as soon as I can, and use birth control and other preventative measures when in a relationship. So, If you want a womb to carry your genetic code or a stepmother, look elsewhere, because you aren't going to find that here. •

• I have two medium tattoos and one small one, but give me a few years- I'm planning on having two sleeves and plenty others on the rest of my body. I also currently have 7 piercings and intend on getting more. So I hope you like kissing pierced women! •

• My eyebrows are shaved and drawn on when I choose to have them. If you can't vibe with a lack of eyebrows at least half the time or if you don't like fake ones, I'm not the girl for you. •

• I'm 5'2 so I'm pretty short, and I weigh anywhere from 140-160 pounds roughly (I shift a lot), I'm not plus size, but I'm not a size zero, either. I'm curvy and chubby at the same time. If that's a problem and you can't accept a little bit of *squish* in the tummy, thighs and bum, then you should move on. I'm a little extra. Accept me, or accept that I want you out of my life. •

• My hair is about 3' long. It is thick, heavy, and naturally wavy-curly. I do tie my hair up in a lazy bun a good chunk of the time- especially in the summer. I used to bleach it and dye it unnatural colors, but these days I only dye it black to minimize damage... Yes, I still have the half shaved head. No, I don't plan on growing that out. •

• If real, flawed women aren't your thing, you might want to swipe left. I have stretch marks, scars, cystic acne, genetically missing teeth, dark circles under my eyes, prefer to keep short nails, and don't always do my makeup. I'm perfectly imperfect, I never claimed to be a model, after all. If you can't deal, then there's the door to leave. •

• I have a slight Fallout addiction.
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If you hate Fallout... I probably already hate you. 🙃💣💥

• I struggle with physical and mental illness, disabilities, and past trauma. It can be really hard to deal with me sometimes- I won't try to hide that truth from you. If you can't understand the complications of interacting with someone dealing with these issues (or are unwilling to), please refrain from messaging me. If that isn't you, though, just try your best to understand. Respect me. Listen. Be supportive. Stuff like that. I don't know everything about what is going on with me- it's a bit of a learning process right now, so I can't 100% define some of my problems, but they exist. It can be a little intense for some people since it's not just a couple of tiny problems, so consider this your forewarning. I believe it is only fair to be honest, and expect the same in return. If you have questions about any of my conditions- feel free to ask- just know I might not be comfortable to answer! •

• I am a pale vampire babe who despises the sun and feel it is the bane of my existence. I am photosensitive in both my eyes and skin for a blend of reasons, so I tend not to go outdoors much. If it's incredibly hot or sunny, fuck that. In the rare event that I do wander out of my cool dark vault, I tend to use parasols, long clothes and hoodies, so that I can enjoy my time in the summer blaze a little more. •

• I suffer with chronic physical pain and headaches, and for unknown reasons have randomly fainted and blacked out in the past. •

• I have hormonal problems and Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS). •

• I suffer from insomnia and PTSD related nightmares. •

• I am moderately asthmatic. Inhalers are sexy, right? 🤔 Running is basically a no-go for me, so don't expect a good zombie apocalypse partner. •

• I have PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder), SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder) GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), and MDD (Major Depressive Disorder). •

• I have been noted having some level of agoraphobia- a fear of places or situations that might cause panic, helplessness, or embarrassment. Basically, a fear of being in public- especially, alone. I will straight up cry or panic like a lost child if I lose someone in a crowd. •

• Fearer of spiders and sting-wings... But honey bees and bumble bees are nice, even though I'm still scared of them! I need someone who can be brave enough to take care of them for me if they come inside... And not torture me about it. •

• A self-proclaimed aquaphobic in deep and murky water. (I almost drowned as a child and one of my cousins died this way.) Don't take this the wrong way though- I love showers, baths, hot tubs and pools. Water doesn't completely terrify me- I just definitely have anxiety with most lakes, rivers, ponds, and super deep pools. I haven't been to the ocean so I can't confirm whether the fear extends to that. So far, the only lake I have ever genuinely enjoyed is lake Michigan. It has extremely clear, wavy, beautiful water, with long, soft sandy beaches, and a wonderful breezy wind! I love that place- it's hard to be scared there. •

• I have abandonment and trust issues pretty bad, but I feel I can keep it mostly in check if there is good consistency and trust within a relationship... Just don't give me any reasons to feel paranoid. Good communication and honesty helps minimize the chances for problems in the future. •

• I am partially blind in one eye, have astigmatism, and wear glasses. 🤓
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Yeah kinda figured that out by now.

OH YOU THOUGHT THE PROFILE WAS OVER? NO, LOL NO WHERE FUCKING NEAR IT.

• The takeaway from this is that I am perfectly imperfect, I can't help that I struggle with issues and illnesses. I have made a lot of progress through the years, and while I can be a handful from time to time, I have improved quite a lot. I have been told I can "pass as normal", Though this kind of isn't a compliment to tell someone with these issues, as it comes off as condescending. It sort of shames the fact that someone has the problems to begin with. It isn't easy and it takes a lot of energy and focus to mimic neurotypical behaviors. I'm just different, unique and quirky in my own ways. Do not message me if you can't tolerate any of this. If you feel I'm shooting myself by being honest, then clearly- I'm not the match for you. I don't believe any form of close relationships should hide this kind of information- especially if you want long term with them- and that's what I'm here for, so I plan on honesty and openness, if you don't, there's the door. •

• I can't drive. I don't have a car, license or permit. It brings me too much anxiety and it's not exactly easy for someone with all the problems that I have to drive peacefully. I'd like to drive someday, but for the time being it's just not realistic. In order to become involved with me you have to be alright with this. Understand that this makes me feel vulnerable so I tend to be cautious about meeting up. •

• I do not like cigarettes, as it bothers my asthma. I prefer people who don't smoke them, but I don't mind if you do, as long as you can attempt to be mindful in close proximity to me. I live with 3 smokers who smoke at least 2 or more packs per person each day indoors, so I really can't afford to mind ~that~ much, but I do try. •

• I am very 420 friendly. If you don't get along with those who regularly use, I'm simply not the right fit for you. I am always open to pot-ential (I'm lame, I know 😂) 420 friendly companions, so don't be afraid to say hello! It would also be nice if my future partner had at least an occasional interest in partaking... Or enjoys it altogether! •

• I am occasionally curious about trying certain drugs for the experience, but I am not currently a user of any of these. (magic mushrooms or LSD, for example.) I am not okay with using hard drugs, however- so don't ask. (meth or heroin, for example). I don't use the typical party drug, but I could be open to people who only occasionally use these. •

• I consider myself a rare social drinker- it's just never been my thing. (I'm getting a tattoo instead of going to a bar for my 21st, so if that's any indication...) If I do decide to drink, it's typically a hard soda, wine cooler or mixed drink on the holidays, with a close friend, or at the rare party I go to (which is like, never)- so if you like to drink regularly, don't expect me to drink with you. •

• I am an Atheist, and prefer like-minded individuals in my romantic relationships and close friendships. I am not militant or rude about my lack of belief- and feel people should believe whatever feels right to them without judgement so long as the respect goes both ways... I have some interest and at times naturally question and wonder about witchcraft, magic, Wicca, Paganism, Hellenism, Satanism, and Nordic gods- but I am ultimately still an Athiest. •

• I do question and wonder about some conspiracies neutrally, but I am not sure I consider myself a conspiracy theorist or not. Life is a big gray zone, anyways. •

• I believe there is other forms of life out there somewhere out in the vast outer space. I believe that we can't possibly be the only planet in the universe to have life. The discovery of new faraway planets always interests me! Astronomy seems so interesting! (If you know stuff about astronomy or are an astronomer, I'd love to listen!) •

• I believe in equality. •

• Disabled lives matter. •

• Student lives matter. •

• POC lives matter. •

• Homeless lives matter. •

• Transgender lives matter. •

• Physically abused lives matter. •

• Sexually abused lives matter. •

• Emotionally abused lives matter. •

• LGBTQ+ lives matter. •

• People just matter. And no I'm not the dickwad who says that to be rude. It would be foolish to assume everyone enjoys the same format of relationships, lifestyles, etc... OkCupid calls me apathetic- but I just think there isn't one right way to be or exist. If recognizing that everyone is different and not holding onto whether or not someone answers something the same way makes me apathetic- then alright- I'm apathetic. I just see the value in individualism. I value people being themselves and not giving into something else just because they tell you to, but this doesn't mean I am okay with hating others because of what you personally feel. Everyone has the right to be themselves and live the life that feels right to them. For example- you want to be a progressive kinkster with poly tendencies? Fantastic! You want to have a traditional monogamous relationship that doesn't focus on Sex? Cool! How about a blend of things? Awesome! Do you, be happy doing you, and live life! But don't try to tell someone their relationship type is bad just because you don't agree with or choose to have such a thing. You don't like smoking? Drinking? Drugs? Marijuana? Don't do them. Don't want kids? Don't have any. Don't agree with birth control? Sterilization? Abortion? Don't get them. Don't approve of meat? Don't eat it. Don't approve of tattoos? Piercings? Don't have them done.... It's not that hard to do what you want- while also not walking all over others and not telling them what they can and can't do. In my eyes, no human truly has more power over another in these situations- it's mainly just personal opinion and choice. So... my point is, If you think your opinion can be used to force someone to agree with your views, I'm sure you'll sit in compliance if someone does it to you, right? •

• I HAVE A LOT OF SASS FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN NEVER CHOOSE BAD KARMA DECISIONS IN VIDEO GAMES. •

• I lean towards a liberal / dem. / progressive / independent way of political thinking. I am not an extremist and I don't focus on these things 24/7. I can be passionate about my opinions, however. I prefer to talk to people with like-minded political / social / religious beliefs, as I am trying to make lasting friendships and relationships, and I rather not take a chance- I don't want to waste my time with people I feel don't fit what I really want or need. I prefer if you aren't republican or conservative. I do not favor extremists from either side, or those who believe others can't feel differently about something. While I have my own opinions and beliefs, I maintain a form of overall neutrality, believing anyone can have whatever opinion or belief that they want, as long as it does not hurt or affect others negatively (such as hate crimes, kidnap, sacrifice, murder, rape, etc.) To me, it's one thing to have an opinion or a preference and being civilized about it, another to hurt people who are different than you or blast out some seriously discriminatory/offensive stuff because you saw someone different. Don't assume I won't hang around these types of people because of my noted preference. I have conservative/republican leaning friends and family, as well as highly spiritual ones- and I love them with all my heart- I just prefer to meet more similar people, as I personally feel I don't know enough like minded people, and I'd like to feel strongly towards the new relationships I create here. •

• ***I am NOT looking for a debate or an argument with any of the topics I write about. I'm just trying to be open and honest so people know what I'm looking for and want in a relationship and friendship, thanks.*** •

• I believe in the use of birth control, condoms, emergency contraception, sterilization, and abortion. I am pro choice because it isn't anyone else's problem what someone else is doing with their own lives. •

• I am a bit of a Lolita/Lolicon with people I date- meaning I tend to prefer dating older than me- I feel uncomfortable with the idea of dating someone younger. I do have my limits though when it comes to being older, meaning if you are old enough to be my dad or mom or even older, I'm sorry but I'm not into that. I prefer to keep it in the late 20's and early 30's. •

: • What I'm Looking For • :

• Potential best friends. The kind who are real and serious and devoted. People to smoke with, have fun with, watch shows, go adventuring, have sleepovers, play games. Just do all sorts of stuff. I especially want some female friends. So if you live close or you can drive and you really need this connection too, please message me if you think we have potential! Male friends are great too, I still value the friendship of course!- but it's less relatable, I guess? •

• I prefer short(ish) distance relationships, but if you are amazing enough and we connect really well, long distance could possibly be fine too. I recognize that your soul mate could be anywhere, but I can dream, right? Why the preference? I've invested a lot of years into relationships that were LD just to be left completely disappointed. I always left my LD relationships feeling as though I never knew them, which is a pretty scary thing to think about. I don't want to invest so much time into someone I never get to see all that often or at all. •

• This isn't a list of things you MUST be or have, it's just a list of things I'd like or prefer to have, if given a choice. I understand that this isn't build-a-bitch-dot-com. •

• I'm looking for people that are empathic, sensitive, warm hearted, loving, sweet, giving, love spending time with their special person, are open minded, willing to do monogamy (but could be open to polyamory), romantic, will express feelings, thoughts and opinions honestly, loyal, caring, kind, understanding, kinky, kind dominant, a "caregiver" in personality. •

• If I had a "type" to describe that I like and would find interest in easier than the others- it would be the spooky, tattooed and/or pierced dark souls- the people who dye their hair colorfully or black, the ones who like to do neat haircuts- or choose to have long hair! Ones who wear dark clothes or neato graphic tees and awesome skinny jeans. Anything alternative pretty much. Size wise I love anything from thin, to average to husky! I like height in a partner, But my attraction mainly comes from an attraction to personality- so that means if you have a shit one- even if you are the tall spooky goth of my dreams- I won't like you anymore. •

• I'm looking for people who can respect me regardless of my level of success, job or income. I would not judge you- so it would be great if you did not judge me. I am at home most of my week. Looking at the positive of that, I guess all it means is that we can spend more time together because we aren't occupied when the other isn't! •

• I am looking for a leader, someone to help guide and support my childish, struggling soul. I am looking for someone emotionally strong. Someone stable and firm- someone who can weather the possible storms. I'm not necessarily looking for someone to financially support me, so don't mistake what I mean by this- I mean more just the mental/emotional support, though I will not lie and say that I am not interested in a "stay at home" lifestyle, so I am in a passively interested in a sort of neo-traditional relationship type- one with some old fashioned tendencies- yes, but also with many aspects of modern dating and life habits- meaning- I want my opinion and words to matter- I want to stand beside my partner, not behind- I am not an object or a pawn to control... Basically, those with naturally giving and care-taking personalities will thrive here. I feel I need someone who is intelligent, perceptive, aware (no- I don't expect you to read minds, but it would be nice if my significant other can notice and respond if I seem upset or seem bothered by something.) I need someone who can grow to truly understand me- all of my moods, feelings and the way I express things from emotions to physical affection to the way I speak about things like the back of their hand. I feel safer with someone who understands how to exist as an adult in this fucked up society, because I'm basically a child in an adult body. If you are least a little confident and have the ability to plan stuff out more than just winging everything, we should work out just fine. I just can't deal with people who just go with the flow with everything and always have sudden or last minute plans- it's so stressful to my introverted soul- I need to prepare at least some of the time! I feel I need someone patient and willing to teach me the things I don't know or don't understand, to help me even if I just don't. I don't expect perfect- I just want effort. I want us to support each other where we are flawed. I want us to be mature, to keep debates and 'arguments' calm and adult. It isn't me versus you- it's us versus the problem. I just need someone capable to be extremely supportive and someone "hands on" so to speak. I need someone who won't make false claims and promises just because it's what I'd want to hear. Someone who is devoted. I'm looking for a best friend within a lover. Someone who can respect all that I am and then some. Someone who is funny, and creative. Someone who just knows how to make things better. •

• Someone who completely relates to the lack of wanting children- but will be totally down with helping me care for my future service dog who will probably be a Gerberian Shepsky. (Siberian Husky and German Shepherd mix) cats, and even me, at times. •

• Someone perfectly content staying in to watch Netflix and cuddle in bed, maybe even smoke, but also completely willing to travel and go do things and have fun. •

• I just want something that makes us happy deep down, even though others don't understand it. •

• It would make things easier if they were open to my quirks, I feel these things are near non-negotiable... •

• Quirk 1. - I have to have a fan in rooms I spend a lot of time in and like to sleep in the cold (I keep my window open 95% of the time in the winter) partially because of asthma, the fact that I somehow can't seem to regulate temperature right so I overheat a lot, dead air kind of bothers me, and for my tinnitus. It is not something I believe will ever change as I have been living with these issues for most of my life. •

• Quirk 2. - Ideally- I want a partner who won't shit bricks if we have our own bedrooms if we ever get serious enough for it to matter. I'm not saying that because I don't want to sleep by you, but because it's actually more sensible than it seems- I am territorial and protective over my belongings and space, love to have my OWN space to retreat to (growing up sharing bedrooms always bothered me), and it helps the relationship, too. How? If someone is a neat freak and someone isn't, that can bring on annoyance. If they have their own space, I can't tell you how take care of your area, and you can't tell me how to care for mine. It makes it easier to compromise on the shared areas, and it helps by minimizing interruptions in sleep if someone has to set an alarm or leave, and some days you won't share a bed because you don't want to interrupt each other. It helps by eliminating compromises to things that help one fall asleep. I need to be in a damn near pitch black chilly room with a fairly loud fan, and a closed and locked door (doors make me anxious). I toss and turn a lot, stay up late (sometimes even all-nighters), talk nonsense and mutter and even shout out stuff in my sleep and jolt awake. I have been told I have unintentionally hit or kicked people in the past, even though it's rare. That's difficult to work with if you need the tv on, like it warm, fall asleep early, etc. I just want all of us to be comfortable. I can start to go crazy if I don't have my own little space. It can be detrimental to my mentality, but I can go crazy if alone too long, too. But, it's not like I'm telling you we will never sleep together or cuddle. No couple MUST merge bedrooms. The very idea that just because you are essentially best friends with intimate relations me and you have to throw away half of our stuff and share forever after having your own space at one point is just ridiculous, in my opinion. It's simply an antiquated idea. I've heard of quite a few couples who have successfully done this, and their relationship is stronger because of It- it doesn't mean that they aren't intimate with each other and don't have sex. •

• Quirk 3. - I need ice. All the time. If we don't have an automatic ice machine, expect stacks of ice trays and a whole bucket of it. If you use all my ice up, replace them! I have a super weird thing about it- I can't drink room temperature stuff. It bothers me. I don't know why... Cold stuff without ice is okay, but I feel as though the flavor or intensity is too strong or something, and- iced water or juice is the best. •

• Quirk 4. - Because of my autism, I need to regularly stim. I have habits that might be strange to you. I really don't want to go into detail until I connect with you, I'm very open and try to be as honest as I can be, but this is very personal to me. Just a forewarning. •

• Bonus Quirk 5: I sleep with stuffed animals still... I am a child at heart- I swear. (I love plushies and cute things!) also, a thousand pillows. •

• Bonus Not-Really Quirk 6: Outie belly buttons freak me out, I don't know why... •

• I desire to be loved for much more than simply how "gorgeous" I am to you. I never want to second guess whether or not you will stay for the long run based on the fact that I won't stay beautiful. I want to be wanted because you want me- the whole of me- not just bits and pieces... That doesn't mean I don't support the idea that people should feel attracted to their partner- if I'm not attracted to you- and not just your looks- but your personality and other things that make you- well, you, it probably won't work. I believe chemistry between people is a real thing- some just won't have it. •

: • The Sexual • :

• First and foremost, I am pretty serious about safewords, respect, honesty, consent (no means no), being of age (🔞), safety, cleanliness, and compromise. This means I expect 100% honesty and respect. •

• SAFE SEX ONLY, CLEAN PEOPLE ONLY. •

• If we become involved sexually, it does not mean that you own me or my body- regardless of what my interests might be. There will be times I won't want to have sex, and it doesn't matter what my reasons are. I'm a human and deserve respect. •

• I'm someone who is deeply in touch with my sexuality, kinks, and interests. With that being said, I don't mind if you choose to use (or don't for that matter): Porn, hentai, written erotica, magazines, toys, like sexy outfits, or masturbate, etc- I like many of these things myself, I have never once considered any of this cheating... So you'll have to be accepting of my involvement in some of this. On the reverse, I also respect if you don't want to have sex from time to time whatever your reason might be, and also indulge in self pleasure. However, I don't rely on alternate methods & self pleasure *ALL* the time and you shouldn't either. •

: • The Kinks • :

• I am fairly kink friendly, I have quite a wide array of interests, however overall I personally feel I am a bit inexperienced and would love to explore my kinks with a trusted and bonded person. •

• Please note that I give some background information and tend to be open minded for easier navigation of like-minded individuals. This does not mean it is okay for you to act like a creep or harass me- have some respect and be mature, or don't message me at all, thanks. •

• I'm not 24/7 with any of my interests, so if you are looking for forever pets, littles, subs, or someone to give everything up for you to control 24/7, that isn't me. •

• I would highly prefer someone who has a decent amount of experience, and already has some kind of past interest in these kinks. I do NOT want to train a vanilla, or have sex with virgins or people who are completely inexperienced. I want to feel secure with my partners. I don't have nearly as much experience as I would like to, and haven't been able to really do some of this stuff in serious levels, so it helps if my partner knows a thing or two about it already. •

• There are things I am just not all that interested in, don't like receiving, giving, or doing, unless my partner has that much of an interest in it, then I will be willing to compromise, but don't expect it all the time. I would expect the same from you for interests you don't like. •

• I partake in DD-LG. I identify as a little, middle or big depending on how I'm feeling. I call myself a light-switch little, because there's no telling when I might be in little or adult mode. My interest only goes so far, though, meaning infant play is a serious no-go for me- so: No diapers, baby food, nurseries, lack of speech, 24/7 lifestyles, etc. I do however, like mild stuff- such as bottles, sippy cups, onesies and binkies. The youngest "age" I identify with is 8, the oldest being 18. So, anything in between is fine- depending on my mood, of course. How I can be in little space depends on mood as well- I sometimes like to be sassy, innocent, bratty, low-key dirty, whiny, playful, clingy, loving, affectionate, sweet, creative, throw small cute fits when I don't get my way, can act adorable when I want something, but overall, I'm pretty well behaved. •

• I for the most part identify as a submissive, however, I will not stand for abusive, overly controlling dominants- I really love the kind hearted dominants and caregivers. I sometimes can enjoy minor power struggles. It is worth noting that I do like to have power even though I'm submissive- what I mean by that is- I like to have control enough for my opinions, needs, and feelings to matter. •

• A light mix between sadism and masochism (sadomasochism), but I do have my limits on both ends. •

• I can enjoy minor degradation from time to time. •

• I have some interest in pet play, primarily as a kitten, husky or wolf. •

• I like bondage and shibari, harnesses, gag balls, collars, ears, tails, body harnesses, lace, leather, vinyl, and dressing up (maid, nurse, school girl, cosplay, etc). •

• I like giving and receiving hickies, biting, and hair pulling •

• I like to be choked, but you NEED to be educated about it and know how to handle yourself in this situation before you put your hand on my throat. There is a right and wrong way, and I've actually had one too many close calls already. If you can't be aware or handle yourself in these moments, I won't allow you to do this, as it puts my life at risk, and can be a major buzzkill for both of us as well. •

• I have other kinks and interests, but I am a bit shy about them... Don't worry, it isn't anything gross and they shouldn't be any worse than the ones listed already. •

• If you are looking for gold showers, scat, fart, rim jobs, foot fetishes, or anything else like this- you need not apply. I'm not interested in anything gross or unsanitary. I don't want to come off as a kink shamer by saying this, but I am not interested in these things, thanks. •

• Goth does not equal dominatrix, so don't ask if I want to dominate you, I quite honestly don't. •
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One day, I would like to

• Go to Germany to stay there for a while, visit Leipzig to attend Wave Gotik Treffen, go to local Industrial concerts, travel around the city, enjoy authentic German food, and have a grand old time. •

• Go to Japan and stay there to visit real hot springs, eat authentic Japanese ramen, check out the awesome themed cafés, shop in the stores, see the Pokémon center and sanrio HQ, ride the train, eat at a sushi bar, see the cherry blossoms in bloom, watch the leaves lit up in the autumn, visit shrines and go up into the mountains, see the ocean, and travel around the city. •

• Go to the UK to travel the city, see the vibrant (and possibly rainy) countryside, and visit the ocean. •

• Go to Finland- in specific to visit Kiilopääntie- to stay at the Kakslauttanen Arctic Resort during the dark months to see the Aurora Borealis from a glass igloo, pick mushrooms and berries during the warm months and to go dog sledding through the snow. •

• Visit Norway, Italy, Sweden, and France... So basically, I'd like to travel around the world seeing beautiful sights, have fun, to experience something new everywhere we go- to see the world right beside someone I care deeply about. •
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I could probably beat you at

• If I'm being completely honest here... Probably being weird! •

• I literally just wanted to use this section for some favorite quotes though, enjoy. •

• "You want knives? You want them in your belly? No? Then you stop talking to Deeja." - Deeja •

• "I'm Daddy. No, I'm Daddy." (giggles)
"Ooh, marshmallow!"
"It's dancing, Daddy, dancing!"
"Unzip'm, Daddy!"
"Two times six is chicken, Mr. B!"
"Six times two is lemon..."
"I'm telling the other girls that I have the best Daddy!"
"Daddy! You always save me from the monsters!"
"You rescued me, Sir Bubbles!"
"Timeout! You got to timeout!"
"Don't dilly-dally Mr. Bubbles! Hurry."
"Skippy skip, Mr. B... Big Sister doesn't like slowpokes."
"Faster Mr. B, don't make me carry you!" - Little Sister, Bioshock 1 & 2 •

• "War. War Never changes." - Ron Perlman (Fallout) •

• "I hate you all."
"If I feel the need to suck on anything of yours, Alistair, you'll be the first to know."
"How odd. We now have a dog and Alistair is still the dumbest one in the party."
"Ah, the Chantry board. Yes, let us run errands for the betterment of mankind as well as a few coppers."
"Ah, look how they moan and wail and gnash their teeth. 'Tis sad to watch how helplessly they scurry about."
A: Why do you always go on about how stupid I am? I'm not stupid, am I?
M: "If you need to ask the question..."
A: Because it hurts my manly feelings, you know. All one of them.
M: "Then I'll be sure to write you an apology once all of this is over."
"How very fitting that they would build a prison for mages in the middle of a lake and make it look like a giant phallus." - Morrigan, Dragon's Age: Origins •

• "What a stupid bucket!" - Mei

• "You see those warriors from Hammerfell? They’ve got curved swords. Curved. Swords." - Guards •

• "I AM THE LIQOUR!!!" (R.I.P John Dunsworth.) "A liquor captain never abandons his sinking shit-ship." - Jim Lahey •

• "I am sworn to carry your burdens." - Lydia •

• "Humanity lost many things after the war. Methods of agriculture, techniques for survival. We took it upon ourselves to piece together this knowledge and bring it back to them. Other things weren't lost, but were blocked from our collective memory. Knowledge of what we're capable of, and how things spiral out of control. It's in our nature to want to forget truths that keep us awake at night. And for that reason it's all the more important that the followers walk the wastes to remind people of them." - Ignacio Rivas, 2281 •

• "I used to be an adventurer like you. Then I took an arrow in the knee." - Every single guard, everywhere •

• "Sweet mother, sweet mother, send your child unto me, for the sins of the unworthy must be baptized in blood and fear." - Black Sacrament •

• "I'm Mr. Meeseeks, look at me!" "Roses are red, this world is a lie, existence is pain, I just wanna die!" "Awww, bitch!" "Wubba lubba dub dub! Let's get riggity riggity wrecked, son!" "Aw, geez Rick..." "Ooo wee what about that existence being pain?" •

• "One does not simply walk into Mordor." - Boromir •

• "I don't trust a man that doesn't have something strange going on about him, cause it means he's hiding it from you. If a man's wearing his pants on his head or if he says his words backwards from time to time, you know it's all laid out there for you. But if he's friendly to strangers and keeps his home spick-and-span, more often than not he's done something even his own ma couldn't forgive." - No Bark Noonan, 2281 •

• "And to that I hold. I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone.
...It is mine to give to whom I will. Like my heart." - Arwen •

• "I roll with my kitties and I'm hard as fuck." - Bubbles •

• "The only thing I know for certain is that I don't know nothing." - Beatrix Russell*, 2281 (*Socrates) •

• "We Know" - 🖐🏻 (The Dark Brotherhood) •

• "Time you enjoyed wasting isn't wasted time." - Beatrix Russell*, 2281 (*Bertrand Russell) •

• "IT'S LIKE MY BRAIN IS SHORTCIRCULATING!" - Ricky •

• "I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS!" - Crona •

• "In what country is there a place for people like me?" - Andrew Ryan •


The first thing people notice about me
• My gray eyes •
• The fact that I'm goth •
• Wow you're weird / strange / awkward / different / unique •
• What a long profile •
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Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food

• Music •

• I'm into industrial, chill wave, harsh ebm, witch house, electro swing/swing, screamo, metal, gothic, heavy rock, Japanese rock and metal, and some soft stuff. My music taste seems to be really miscellaneous. I can listen to lame anime openings, to old music clear through the years, and suddenly want to blast dark industrial. There's no common theme that I stick to. •

• Grimes • Parov Stelar • SAM •
• H.EXE • Herzschlag • The Cure •
• FGFC820 • Marilyn Manson •
• Joy Division • Mr. Kitty • Origa •
• Crystal Castles • Tillian Pearson •
• Ministry • Nirvana • L.E.D. • Sana •
• Mindless Self Indulgence •
• KMFDM • Dance Gavin Dance •
• Hands Like Houses • Hocico •
• Mind Shredder • Slipknot •
• Kriminal Minds • Siouxsie ATB •
• Utada Hikaru • Falling In Reverse •
• Soman • Faderhead • Fractional •
• Plastic Nurse • XXYYXX •
• Animassacre • Coldworld •
• The Birthday Massacre •
• Awolnation • Rob Zombie •
• Psychic Rites • I See Stars •
• We Came As Romans • SITD •
• Skold • Arctic Monkeys • Cazzette •
• Breaking Benjamin • Studio Killers •
• Reaper • Fractured • Neurotech •
• Suicide Commando • Feindflug •
• Centhron • Breathe Carolina •
• Celldweller • God Module •
• Asphyxia • Manufactura • S3RL •
• Technikult Of Flesh • La Dispute •
• Tactical Sekt • Die Sektor •
• Emilie Autumn • Dresden Dolls •
• Assemblage 23 • Yade • Agonoize •
• Wynardtage • Kanon Wakeshima •
• Orange Range • Hitomi Takahashi •
• Jinn • Hyde • Uverworld • Younha •
• Volbeat • Gorillaz • Caravan Palace •
• Nurzery Rhymez • Peggy Suave •
• The Neighborhood • Green Day •
• The Pretty Reckless • Sleetgrout •
• The Ink Spots • Wumpscut •
• The Synthetic Dream Foundation •
• Sleep Dealer • Concorde • LORN •
• Alice Francis • Blutengel •
• Halestorm • Ayria • Angelspit •
• M83 • Skillet • In This Moment •
• Thousand Foot Krutch •
• Die Antwoord • Iambia •
• Slow Magic • Klimeks • Bonobo •
• Daughter • Vocaloid • Nachtmahr •
• Combichrist • Skinny Puppy •
• Fraunhofer Diffraction •
• Mariya Takeuchi • Moe Shop •
• Dance Or Die • System Of A Down •
• Kana Boon • Psyborg Corp •
• Daft Punk • Nujabes • Lady Gaga •
• X-RX • C/\T • Noisuf-X/X-Fusion •
• Melanie Martinez • G-Eazy •
• Clams Casino • øfdream • Grendel •
• CHVRCHES • Neuroticfish •
• Twenty-one Pilots • Eisenfunk •
• Alien Vampires • Rammestein •
• Evanescence • Starset • Attila •
• Lana Del Rey • Flatbush Zombies •
• Linkin Park • Three Days Grace •
• Paramore • Flyleaf • Anberlin •
• Bring Me The Horizon • Antic Cafe •
• Sleeping With Sirens • REOL •
• Babymetal • Apocalyptica •
• Nine Inch Nails • Studio-x •
• Jesse Valentine • Daughter •
• Terminal Choice • Dir En Grey •
• Asking Alexandria • Disturbed •
• TeddyLoyd • The Oral Cigarettes •
• Skillet • Limp Bizkit • Sick Puppies • • various video game soundracks (OST/BGM) • etc. •

• You Tubers •

• Jon Tron • Matthew Santoro •
• Pewdiepie • Shane Dawson •
• Daily Dose Of Internet • Ozzy Man • • Markiplier • Jack Septic Eye •
• Leafy Is Here • Toxic Tears •
• Various miniature cooking shows •
• Cyber 8 • Faceless Neil •
• Foamy the Squirrel •
• Akameru Kawaii •
• DEFI BRILATOR •
• How To Basic •
• Jaboody Dubs •
• The Backyard Scientist •
• The Living Tombstone •
• Filthy Frank •
• Seinfeldspitstain •
• Mary Quite Contrary / Mary Nine •
• Various meme makers, video game videos, satisfying videos, science videos, music videos, etc. •

• TV shows •

• The Walking Dead •
• Z Nation • Helix •
• Kenny VS. Spenny • Disjointed •
• Orange Is The New Black •
• Trailer Park Boys • Brickleberry •
• Rick And Morty • Futurama •
• Fringe • Gotham • Into The Badlands
• Bones • Investigation Discovery •
• CSI • Criminal Minds • Catfish •
• It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia •
• NCIS • Black Mirror • Big Mouth •
• Teen Titans • Ed Edd and Eddy •
• American Dad •
• Family Guy • Code Lyoko •
• Rave Master • The 100 •
• Courage The Cowardly Dog •
• Codename Kids Next Door •
• SpongeBob SquarePants •
• Invader Zim • Fairly Odd Parents •
• Bo-Bo-Bo Bo Bo-Bo-Bo •
• Ren and Stimpy • The Good Place •
• The Misdventures Of Flapjack •
• Steven Universe •
• Bee and Puppycat • Between •
• The Rain •
• Star Trek Voyager •
• The End of the Fucking World •
• Hemlock Grove
• The Amanda Show •
• American Horror Story • Chowder •
• History channel stuff (History is one of my favorite educational subjects) • • Most 90s-2000s cartoons • Most house rehab/love it or list it type shows • ANYTHING Gordon Ramsay • • Anthony Bourdain (Rest in peace) •
• Iron Chef • Chopped • Charmed •

• Anime/Manga •

• Attack on Titan • Tokyo Ghoul •
• Future Diary • Elfen Lied • Blood-C •
• Durarara • Death Parade •
• High School Of The Dead •
• Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni •
• School Days • Blood+ • Ajin •
• Trinity Blood • Vampire Knight •
• Inuyasha • Another • Soul Eater •
• Eureka 7 • Miyazaki/Ghibli Films •
• God Child • Black Butler • Ibitsu •
• Darker Than Black •
• Full Metal Alchemist • Junji Ito •
• Ghost In The Shell • Deltora Quest •
• Violet Evergarden • Chibi Vampire •
• Bleach • Deathnote • Naruto • DBZ •
• Emma: A Victorian Romance •
• Ouran High School Host Club •
• Kono Subarashii Sekai No Shukufuku Wo (KonoSuba: God's blessing on this wonderful world!) •
• How Not To Summon A Demon Lord • Fruits Basket • Kakegurui •
• Blend S • Devilman Crybaby • etc. •

• Books •

• I like anything surrounding murder and human psychology, non-garbage romance, fantasy, dark literature, addiction based books, dystopian societies, I also like manga and some comics. •

• Tim Burton • Lauren Kate •
• Ellen Hopkins • Ray Bradbury •
• Beatrice Sparks • Lewis Carroll •
• This one comic called Freak Angel •

• Food •

• Pad Thai • Sushi • Chinese •
• Japanese • Korean •
• Chocolate • Candy • Ice Cream •
• Soup • Pasta • Rice • Seafood •
• Steak • Burgers • Mushrooms •
• Cheese • Milk • Nuts • Fruit •
• Mac n Cheese • Tacos • Pizza • Potatoes • Coffee • Tea • Juice •
• Soda/Pop • Milkshakes • Pastries •
• Biscuits and Gravy • Mochi •
• Casseroles • Spaghetti •
• I cook really strange things that I throw together that often end up tasty as fuck despite being weird...
• ♡ But I can go for just about anything, I'm not picky, I just love tasty food ♡ •

• Movies •

• The Nightmare Before Christmas •
• Suckerpunch • Kubo • Beetlejuice •
• Big Hero 6 • The Craft •
• Suicide Squad •
• Lord Of The Rings •
• Gattaca • Chappie •
• The Gene Generation •
• Requiem For A Dream •
• The Covenant • Girl Interrupted •
• I Am Sam • The Other Sister •
• Corpse Bride • Brother's Grimm •
• James And The Giant Peach •
• What's Eating Gilbert Grape •
• Boys Don't Cry • Pulp Fiction •
• The Never-ending Story •
• The Dark Crystal •
• Pirates Of The Carribean •
• Shark Boy and Lava Girl • Spy Kids •
• Pan's Labrynth • Kill Bill • Big Fish •
• Wristcutters: A Love Story •
• Big Eyes • Mars Attacks! • 9 •
• Dark Shadows • Miss Peregrine's Home For Peculiar Children • Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant •
• Ace Ventura Pet Detective / When Nature Calls • The Water Boy • 50 First Dates • Shrek • Moana • Star Wars • Miyazaki/Ghibli Films •
• DC • Marvel • Titanic • Coyote Ugly • • Scott Pilgrim VS. The World •
• Zombieland • The Great Gatsby •
• Alice In Wonderland •
• Jim Henson's Labrynth • Tank Girl •
• Resident Evil • Underworld •
• The Indian in the Cupboard •
• The Matrix • The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus • Disney • Pixar •
• Harry Potter • The Happening •
• D'jango Unchained • (Anything with Leonardo DiCaprio, Johnny Depp, and Tim Burton) • The Mummy • etc. •

• Video Games •

• I have A LOT of games for my PS2. I have an N64, Xbox 360, Xbox One, Sega Genesis, and a Sega CD. I had a Game Cube and a Sega Saturn- I'm trying to get replacements. •

• Fallout • Bioshock • Skyrim •
• Sims • Borderlands •
• Dragon's Age Origins • Mad Max •
• State Of Decay • Metro Redux •
• 7 Days To Die • Silent Hill •
• Enchanted Arms • Bomber Man •
• Shadow Hearts • Stardew Valley •
• Star Ocean Until The End Of Time •
• Devil May Cry • NIER (The ORIGINAL one-- it is slightly disappointing how many fans there are for Automata, many of which never even heard of the first one at all... which is an incredibly beautifully crafted, fun, full-of-feels game that makes me cry everytime 😢.) •
• DOT.Hack//INFECTION •
• Anime based games • Chulip •
• Mystic Heroes • Jak And Daxter •
• Crash Bandicoot • Spyro • Popful Mail • Fable • Pokémon Colluseum •
• Albert Odyssey Legend Of Eldean •
• Legend Of Zelda • Banjo Kazooie •
• Pokémon Stadium • LUNAR •
• Diddy Kong Racing • Harvest Moon •
• Shin Megami Tensei Digital Devil Saga • Parasite Eve • The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt • Final Fantasy •
• Drakengard •
• Ys The Ark Of Napishtim •
• Orphen Scion Of Sorcery •
• Evergrace • Dishonored •
• Red Ninja End Of Honor •
• Oakage Shadow King •
• Dance Dance Revolution •
• Neopets The Darkest Fairy •
• Vexx • Dual Hearts • Rayman •
• Alice Madness Returns •
• SoulCalibur • Bullet Witch •
• Shining Tears • Wild Arms •
• Drakan The Ancient Gates •
• Jade Cocoon • Dark Cloud •
• Rogue Galaxy • Wild Woody •
• Dark Alliance 2 Baulders Gate •
• Hobbit • Dr Muto • Guitar Hero •
• Super Monkey Ball •
• Katamari Damacy •
• Mickey Mania • Etc, etc. •
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Six things I could never do without

• (In no specific order) •

• Music •

• Video games •

• Self expression •

• The Devil's lettuce •

• My bedroom •

• The theory and idealism of true lovers or soul mates trying to find each other in this intense and busy world... That could be you! I suppose we will just have to see in time. 🙂
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I spend a lot of time thinking about

• Where the hell my soulmate is. Did their life GPS malfunction? Get lost? Die in some sort of freak accident? Spontaneously explode? The world may never know. •

• I seem much more badass than I actually am. I'm pretty lame. Get on my level. 🙃

• Why can't I play 20 games at once? I want to play all the games... There are too many options! •

• What •

• Why •

• Oh my fuck, that's so stupid. •

• Fantasy worlds, that is all. •

• *Insert intrusive thoughts here* •

• FUS RO DAH! •

• DOGMEAT / REX / ED-E / BOONE / LILY / FAWKES / CAIT... NOOO! *re-loads last save point* •

• I would probably die in a really stupid way. Like tripping while carrying a kitchen knife and landing on it or cracking my head on the bathroom floor after a shower... I can see it now..."Oops I forgot to drink something... Hmmm what is this curious feeling?" *dies*💀😂

• *Deathclaw appears* OH SHIT, OH SHIT, OH SHIT... •

• *Facepalm* •

• Evan Peters •

• Lydia: "I've got a bad feeling about this..."
.Me: WELL OF COURSE YOU DO, LYDIA. YOU ALWAYS HAVE A BAD FEELING ABOUT /EVERYTHING/ WE DO. We always come out of it FINE though, and you damn well know it! •

• 10K (Nat Zang) •

• Jon Jafari... "Well if you can't beat em, join em." *bootleg bipedal lion dance* "Ech" "Seal your life with flextape!" •

• "Notice me senpai!"
...Senpai doesn't exist.
...Shit. •

• Spencer Reid •

• I'M A GODDESS, WHERE ARE MY OFFERINGS?! •

• UGH. •

• Cats! •

• Anastasia Baranova •

• Huskies! •

• Why can't I go to the college of Winterhold?! I wanna learn magic. •

• Baka. •

• Can I marry that anime character?
No? ...Damnit. •

• *Insert alchemy reagent here* Dragonborn: "YEAH THAT LOOKS TASTY, LET'S EAT IT." •

• I took that dichotomy test, and I'm not sure if I'm surprised or not. I figured I should add this here since I sometimes think about these sorts of things. •

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On a typical Friday night I am

• Errr... I hate to admit it, but my entire week is fairly dull... Including my Fridays. •

• My inner social circles are super small or long distance, so I don't really get to hang out with others all that much. •

• I'm single and haven't dated anyone for about two years now. •

• I rarely ever leave home... Do you want to change that? •

• I'm often found playing video games on my consoles, binging on Netflix, sketching something, coloring or cutting my hair, watching a YouTuber, or listening to music. •

• *(Note that I don't tend to play online with random people or in groups, so don't ask for my gamer tag. If we become close friends or start dating, I do play one on one, though- I'm somewhat of a private gamer.)* •
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SECRETS
If I were sent to jail, I'd be arrested for

1. Going batshit insane
2. Scowling around the wrong person
3. Laughing at an inappropriate time
4. Eating all the food
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DATING
You should message me if

• You actually respect boundaries. •

• You are not a catfish or fake account... Seriously- what do you gain by fucking over people who just want to find actual love and friendship? •

• You are not a minor... You can wait until you are 18 to join an 🔞 site, or you can join a dating app restricted only for the use of teens- they exist. Rules exist for a reason, and adults have them too, whether you want to believe that or not. •

• You don't mind a woman who swears fairly regularly. •

• You are 420 friendly. •

• You are open minded. •

• You are kink friendly. •

• You are either non-religious or subscribe to alternate religions like Paganism, Hellenism, Wicca, Satanism, etc. •

• You live nearby or within a reasonable distance. •

• You don't think my mental and physical health is a deal breaker for you in the slightest. (Don't attempt to date me if all you want to do is to try to "fix" me. If I wanted help, I'd make an appointment with my doctors.) •

• You are loyal, kind, honest, respectful, and compassionate. •

• You are not a liar, cheater, or bullshitter. (I'm sick of that shit). •
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MOVIES
The last movie I saw

Venom
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TATTOOS
My favorite style of tattoo art

Neo Traditional, pastel, bold, heavy black, blocky, floral, watercolor, I love a lot of kinds.

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FUCKING LONG FUCKING PROFILE SERIOUSLY FUCKING LONG.
Fair Warnings : •

• My profile is a long one. I am a complex person and cannot be summarized into a brief paragraph or two. I tend to maintain a 'neutrally cautious' position towards new people, but also like to be honest and clear as possible for the sake of attempting not to let someone feel as if they have been mislead. This is the best way for me to share who I am for everyone in the most comfortable way without having to repeat myself to 1,000 different strangers. I have no intention to lead anyone on or to lie to them, since I gain nothing from it. I don't want there to be any surprises. I would rather give you as much clarity as I can, rather than to maintain some vague persona to keep you interested. If a long profile isn't your cup of tea, you don't have to read any further. This isn't all my depth, despite being as open as I am overall. I personally hate small pointless talk. I rather know about the deep and interesting things... Some people can conversate well on only fumes and ice breakers, but that isn't me. •

• You will have a better chance of me responding to your messages if you say more than 'Hey', 'What's up', 'You're beautiful', etc... I need more depth than that, *especially* if you don't have much content on your profile. If something about me caught your gaze- enough that it was worth messaging me over, wouldn't you prefer to catch my eyes instead of making me completely disinterested? Generic messages do not stand out- not in the least bit. I don't expect an essay... Just something meaningful or unique. •

• To be clear early on- I do not want to have casual sex, hook up with you, or have any other form of no-strings relationships. I'd like to find something real and organic- be it good conversation, true friendship, and if the chemistry is right- a relationship with love, dates, intimacy, sex and affection. Long term is preferable, but life is indeed messy and people may not work out, so medium-ish term is fine as well. I am not against actual friends with benefits situations, though- I don't actively look for this. It will only happen assuming it develops naturally over time or becomes a mutual interest after knowing each other for a while. Some people might think that means I'm okay with simply hooking up with someone I just met - I'm not. They are two entirely different things... There needs to be real trust and friendship there. •

• I do not send nudes, nor do I want yours. The only time I make any exceptions to this rule is if I'm in a serious relationship, and will only do it on my own terms if at all- I have to trust you. •

• I like to take my time getting to know people before giving them alternative contact information, so don't expect me to just give you my phone number... I'll let you know when I'm ready for that. •

• I am a human being, use respect and common sense, thanks. •

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: • Who is Destiny? • :

• I am a 21 year old spooky, cute goth woman who was born in September. •

• Things I am and can be: introverted, enigmatic, calm, reserved, strange, silly, sarcastic, apathetic, sweet, empathic, loyal, odd, thoughtful, displayer of affection and intimacy (hugging, hand holding, kissing, snuggling, etc), romantic, slightly hedonistic (in the sense that I feel everyone should chase their personal pleasures and enjoy them), eccentric, apprehensive, a storm cloud lingering in the distance, moralistic, passionate, misanthropic, not the type to do well to spread myself thin and someone who needs to recharge often (especially socially), hopeful, neutral good, deep, oddball, hot and cold, highly emotional, needy from time to time, a somewhat rigid thought process (never intentionally so- and I also never intend to come off mean or selfish, though that can be a real risk while others perceive my mind not knowing that I do struggle with those social / communication issues), all-or-none thinker, unaware, attached and intense with favorites, skeptical, bizarre, chaotic, slight homebody with a desire to travel, pessimistic realist, worried, devoted, a diamond in the rough, fun, weird, sensitive, eclectic, pensive, anti-social, closed off, over-thinker, skittish, shy, compassionate, bleeding heart, jaded (too many awful relationships), affectionate, a weak noodle, forgetful, individualistic (as in social theory of freedom of action-- it is my life to control and decide what's best for me), introspective, caring, kind, quiet, scared, intense, different, withdrawn, nerdy, helpless, brooding, ditzy, egalitarian, clingy, clumsy, literary, eternally suffering, stubborn, forever exhausted, always hungry (or never hungry at all), moody, loving, strange, playful, small, hyper, anxious, bubbly, unfocused, dreamy, dorky, unique, and awkward, among so many other things. •

• Some things I like to do or have enjoyed doing in the past: video games, anime, manga, reading, cooking, drawing, painting, watching shows and movies, baking, swimming, music, writing, camping, kayaking, watching storms and other types of scenery, calligraphy, make up, photography, crafting, sleeping whenever possible, singing, existing, memes, bowling, Netflix, thrift shops, garage sales, flea markets, Renaissance festival, travel, sightseeing, adventuring, going on walks on chilly, foggy, or rainy days through parks, planetariums, aquariums, science centers, cemeteries, woods and paths from time to time, bubble/regular tea shops, museums, amusement parks, and dancing from DDR, to cyber dancing, attempted hooping, and other forms of electro dance. I also love dressing up when I can! Stuff like... Lolita, kawaii, corsetry, grunge, vintage, swing, pin-up, rockabilly dresses (40's and 50's), victorian, cyber goth, goth, fetish goth, steam punk, pastel goth and cosplay. I haven't had much chance to dabble in some of this as much as I'd like to, so don't ask what my favorite cosplay was- I haven't even had the chance to do them yet! I love to do textual roleplay (RP), I just rarely have the opportunity to do it, as it is hard to find people with not only the interest or time to commit to the (at times) long events they can turn out to be. It is difficult as well for writing long detailed plots with two or more people. It can require some literary skill and imaginative style to do it
fairly well, as it not only can be hard to convey emotion and intent through such a medium, but in typing these massive stories this way with multiple people, it can be difficult to help express certain scenes without visual cues or other senses unless deeply expressed in deep detail in the words and the way the style of the words play out... I typically build plots based on what kind of story sounds appealing at the time, sometimes action, fantasy, adventure, or a romance. I prefer one-on-one, but small groups are fine, too. If you don't know what this is, it's sort of comparable to LARP or perhaps some aspects of D&D, but it is less physically involved and more computer/text based. •

: • Lifestyle and Sexuality • :

• I am demiromantic and demisexual, which means I typically do not experience romantic or sexual attraction until developing an emotional connection with the person first. •

• I am heteroflexible. This means that I am a large part straight, but not entirely. I am interested in men both romantically and sexually, but I am also interested in women- especially romantically, and sexually to a certain extent. Some form of gray asexuality fits into my interest with women- because while I love intimacy and minor sexual advances at times, I don't feel driven to have sex with women. I am also romantically and sexually attracted to pre-operation transgender women... I do not mean to come off rude or ignorant by expressing honesty, so I apologize in advance if I offended anyone at all. I only mean to have wholehearted respect and good intention by being open about this. I am aware that some people in the community do not like associating with cisgender people, and I respect that. With that being said, please message me first if you are interested! •

• I go into heavier detail later in my profile, but it's worth mentioning right away that I am mostly a submissive type. •

• I consider myself dominantly monogamous, however- I may be open to certain polyamorous situations with the right person / people in the future, such as me and a serious partner looking for someone to have fun with. I might be open to relationships, if things grow organically with time. However, I prefer if polyamory is not a necessity to my partner- that they could be content in a monogamous relationship. I can't tell the future and what might ultimately happen either way. •

• I am not a unicorn, I am not looking for any open relationships, and I am not looking for couples to hook up with or join. I don't have any interest in these things. •

• I do not want to become involved with people who have their own children or want to have them someday... I never want to have my own children. Kids are a huge deal breaker for me. I will never change my mind. Do not pursue me if you think that I am somehow incapable of making my own life choices. I intend on getting fixed as soon as I can, and use birth control and other preventative measures when in a relationship. So, If you want a womb to carry your genetic code or a stepmother, look elsewhere, because you aren't going to find that here. •

• I have two medium tattoos and one small one, but give me a few years- I'm planning on having two sleeves and plenty others on the rest of my body. I also currently have 7 piercings and intend on getting more. So I hope you like kissing pierced women! •

• My eyebrows are shaved and drawn on when I choose to have them. If you can't vibe with a lack of eyebrows at least half the time or if you don't like fake ones, I'm not the girl for you. •

• I'm 5'2 so I'm pretty short, and I weigh anywhere from 140-160 pounds roughly (I shift a lot), I'm not plus size, but I'm not a size zero, either. I'm curvy and chubby at the same time. If that's a problem and you can't accept a little bit of *squish* in the tummy, thighs and bum, then you should move on. I'm a little extra. Accept me, or accept that I want you out of my life. •

• My hair is about 3' long. It is thick, heavy, and naturally wavy-curly. I do tie my hair up in a lazy bun a good chunk of the time- especially in the summer. I used to bleach it and dye it unnatural colors, but these days I only dye it black to minimize damage... Yes, I still have the half shaved head. No, I don't plan on growing that out. •

• If real, flawed women aren't your thing, you might want to swipe left. I have stretch marks, scars, cystic acne, genetically missing teeth, dark circles under my eyes, prefer to keep short nails, and don't always do my makeup. I'm perfectly imperfect, I never claimed to be a model, after all. If you can't deal, then there's the door to leave. •

• I have a slight Fallout addiction.
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If you hate Fallout... I probably already hate you. 🙃💣💥

• I struggle with physical and mental illness, disabilities, and past trauma. It can be really hard to deal with me sometimes- I won't try to hide that truth from you. If you can't understand the complications of interacting with someone dealing with these issues (or are unwilling to), please refrain from messaging me. If that isn't you, though, just try your best to understand. Respect me. Listen. Be supportive. Stuff like that. I don't know everything about what is going on with me- it's a bit of a learning process right now, so I can't 100% define some of my problems, but they exist. It can be a little intense for some people since it's not just a couple of tiny problems, so consider this your forewarning. I believe it is only fair to be honest, and expect the same in return. If you have questions about any of my conditions- feel free to ask- just know I might not be comfortable to answer! •

• I am a pale vampire babe who despises the sun and feel it is the bane of my existence. I am photosensitive in both my eyes and skin for a blend of reasons, so I tend not to go outdoors much. If it's incredibly hot or sunny, fuck that. In the rare event that I do wander out of my cool dark vault, I tend to use parasols, long clothes and hoodies, so that I can enjoy my time in the summer blaze a little more. •

• I suffer with chronic physical pain and headaches, and for unknown reasons have randomly fainted and blacked out in the past. •

• I have hormonal problems and Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS). •

• I suffer from insomnia and PTSD related nightmares. •

• I am moderately asthmatic. Inhalers are sexy, right? 🤔 Running is basically a no-go for me, so don't expect a good zombie apocalypse partner. •

• I have PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder), SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder) GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), and MDD (Major Depressive Disorder). •

• I have been noted having some level of agoraphobia- a fear of places or situations that might cause panic, helplessness, or embarrassment. Basically, a fear of being in public- especially, alone. I will straight up cry or panic like a lost child if I lose someone in a crowd. •

• Fearer of spiders and sting-wings... But honey bees and bumble bees are nice, even though I'm still scared of them! I need someone who can be brave enough to take care of them for me if they come inside... And not torture me about it. •

• A self-proclaimed aquaphobic in deep and murky water. (I almost drowned as a child and one of my cousins died this way.) Don't take this the wrong way though- I love showers, baths, hot tubs and pools. Water doesn't completely terrify me- I just definitely have anxiety with most lakes, rivers, ponds, and super deep pools. I haven't been to the ocean so I can't confirm whether the fear extends to that. So far, the only lake I have ever genuinely enjoyed is lake Michigan. It has extremely clear, wavy, beautiful water, with long, soft sandy beaches, and a wonderful breezy wind! I love that place- it's hard to be scared there. •

• I have abandonment and trust issues pretty bad, but I feel I can keep it mostly in check if there is good consistency and trust within a relationship... Just don't give me any reasons to feel paranoid. Good communication and honesty helps minimize the chances for problems in the future. •

• I am partially blind in one eye, have astigmatism, and wear glasses. 🤓
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OH YOU THOUGHT THE PROFILE WAS OVER? NO, LOL NO WHERE FUCKING NEAR IT.

• The takeaway from this is that I am perfectly imperfect, I can't help that I struggle with issues and illnesses. I have made a lot of progress through the years, and while I can be a handful from time to time, I have improved quite a lot. I have been told I can "pass as normal", Though this kind of isn't a compliment to tell someone with these issues, as it comes off as condescending. It sort of shames the fact that someone has the problems to begin with. It isn't easy and it takes a lot of energy and focus to mimic neurotypical behaviors. I'm just different, unique and quirky in my own ways. Do not message me if you can't tolerate any of this. If you feel I'm shooting myself by being honest, then clearly- I'm not the match for you. I don't believe any form of close relationships should hide this kind of information- especially if you want long term with them- and that's what I'm here for, so I plan on honesty and openness, if you don't, there's the door. •

• I can't drive. I don't have a car, license or permit. It brings me too much anxiety and it's not exactly easy for someone with all the problems that I have to drive peacefully. I'd like to drive someday, but for the time being it's just not realistic. In order to become involved with me you have to be alright with this. Understand that this makes me feel vulnerable so I tend to be cautious about meeting up. •

• I do not like cigarettes, as it bothers my asthma. I prefer people who don't smoke them, but I don't mind if you do, as long as you can attempt to be mindful in close proximity to me. I live with 3 smokers who smoke at least 2 or more packs per person each day indoors, so I really can't afford to mind ~that~ much, but I do try. •

• I am very 420 friendly. If you don't get along with those who regularly use, I'm simply not the right fit for you. I am always open to pot-ential (I'm lame, I know 😂) 420 friendly companions, so don't be afraid to say hello! It would also be nice if my future partner had at least an occasional interest in partaking... Or enjoys it altogether! •

• I am occasionally curious about trying certain drugs for the experience, but I am not currently a user of any of these. (magic mushrooms or LSD, for example.) I am not okay with using hard drugs, however- so don't ask. (meth or heroin, for example). I don't use the typical party drug, but I could be open to people who only occasionally use these. •

• I consider myself a rare social drinker- it's just never been my thing. (I'm getting a tattoo instead of going to a bar for my 21st, so if that's any indication...) If I do decide to drink, it's typically a hard soda, wine cooler or mixed drink on the holidays, with a close friend, or at the rare party I go to (which is like, never)- so if you like to drink regularly, don't expect me to drink with you. •

• I am an Atheist, and prefer like-minded individuals in my romantic relationships and close friendships. I am not militant or rude about my lack of belief- and feel people should believe whatever feels right to them without judgement so long as the respect goes both ways... I have some interest and at times naturally question and wonder about witchcraft, magic, Wicca, Paganism, Hellenism, Satanism, and Nordic gods- but I am ultimately still an Athiest. •

• I do question and wonder about some conspiracies neutrally, but I am not sure I consider myself a conspiracy theorist or not. Life is a big gray zone, anyways. •

• I believe there is other forms of life out there somewhere out in the vast outer space. I believe that we can't possibly be the only planet in the universe to have life. The discovery of new faraway planets always interests me! Astronomy seems so interesting! (If you know stuff about astronomy or are an astronomer, I'd love to listen!) •

• I believe in equality. •

• Disabled lives matter. •

• Student lives matter. •

• POC lives matter. •

• Homeless lives matter. •

• Transgender lives matter. •

• Physically abused lives matter. •

• Sexually abused lives matter. •

• Emotionally abused lives matter. •

• LGBTQ+ lives matter. •

• People just matter. And no I'm not the dickwad who says that to be rude. It would be foolish to assume everyone enjoys the same format of relationships, lifestyles, etc... OkCupid calls me apathetic- but I just think there isn't one right way to be or exist. If recognizing that everyone is different and not holding onto whether or not someone answers something the same way makes me apathetic- then alright- I'm apathetic. I just see the value in individualism. I value people being themselves and not giving into something else just because they tell you to, but this doesn't mean I am okay with hating others because of what you personally feel. Everyone has the right to be themselves and live the life that feels right to them. For example- you want to be a progressive kinkster with poly tendencies? Fantastic! You want to have a traditional monogamous relationship that doesn't focus on Sex? Cool! How about a blend of things? Awesome! Do you, be happy doing you, and live life! But don't try to tell someone their relationship type is bad just because you don't agree with or choose to have such a thing. You don't like smoking? Drinking? Drugs? Marijuana? Don't do them. Don't want kids? Don't have any. Don't agree with birth control? Sterilization? Abortion? Don't get them. Don't approve of meat? Don't eat it. Don't approve of tattoos? Piercings? Don't have them done.... It's not that hard to do what you want- while also not walking all over others and not telling them what they can and can't do. In my eyes, no human truly has more power over another in these situations- it's mainly just personal opinion and choice. So... my point is, If you think your opinion can be used to force someone to agree with your views, I'm sure you'll sit in compliance if someone does it to you, right? •

• I HAVE A LOT OF SASS FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN NEVER CHOOSE BAD KARMA DECISIONS IN VIDEO GAMES. •

• I lean towards a liberal / dem. / progressive / independent way of political thinking. I am not an extremist and I don't focus on these things 24/7. I can be passionate about my opinions, however. I prefer to talk to people with like-minded political / social / religious beliefs, as I am trying to make lasting friendships and relationships, and I rather not take a chance- I don't want to waste my time with people I feel don't fit what I really want or need. I prefer if you aren't republican or conservative. I do not favor extremists from either side, or those who believe others can't feel differently about something. While I have my own opinions and beliefs, I maintain a form of overall neutrality, believing anyone can have whatever opinion or belief that they want, as long as it does not hurt or affect others negatively (such as hate crimes, kidnap, sacrifice, murder, rape, etc.) To me, it's one thing to have an opinion or a preference and being civilized about it, another to hurt people who are different than you or blast out some seriously discriminatory/offensive stuff because you saw someone different. Don't assume I won't hang around these types of people because of my noted preference. I have conservative/republican leaning friends and family, as well as highly spiritual ones- and I love them with all my heart- I just prefer to meet more similar people, as I personally feel I don't know enough like minded people, and I'd like to feel strongly towards the new relationships I create here. •

• ***I am NOT looking for a debate or an argument with any of the topics I write about. I'm just trying to be open and honest so people know what I'm looking for and want in a relationship and friendship, thanks.*** •

• I believe in the use of birth control, condoms, emergency contraception, sterilization, and abortion. I am pro choice because it isn't anyone else's problem what someone else is doing with their own lives. •

• I am a bit of a Lolita/Lolicon with people I date- meaning I tend to prefer dating older than me- I feel uncomfortable with the idea of dating someone younger. I do have my limits though when it comes to being older, meaning if you are old enough to be my dad or mom or even older, I'm sorry but I'm not into that. I prefer to keep it in the late 20's and early 30's. •

: • What I'm Looking For • :

• Potential best friends. The kind who are real and serious and devoted. People to smoke with, have fun with, watch shows, go adventuring, have sleepovers, play games. Just do all sorts of stuff. I especially want some female friends. So if you live close or you can drive and you really need this connection too, please message me if you think we have potential! Male friends are great too, I still value the friendship of course!- but it's less relatable, I guess? •

• I prefer short(ish) distance relationships, but if you are amazing enough and we connect really well, long distance could possibly be fine too. I recognize that your soul mate could be anywhere, but I can dream, right? Why the preference? I've invested a lot of years into relationships that were LD just to be left completely disappointed. I always left my LD relationships feeling as though I never knew them, which is a pretty scary thing to think about. I don't want to invest so much time into someone I never get to see all that often or at all. •

• This isn't a list of things you MUST be or have, it's just a list of things I'd like or prefer to have, if given a choice. I understand that this isn't build-a-bitch-dot-com. •

• I'm looking for people that are empathic, sensitive, warm hearted, loving, sweet, giving, love spending time with their special person, are open minded, willing to do monogamy (but could be open to polyamory), romantic, will express feelings, thoughts and opinions honestly, loyal, caring, kind, understanding, kinky, kind dominant, a "caregiver" in personality. •

• If I had a "type" to describe that I like and would find interest in easier than the others- it would be the spooky, tattooed and/or pierced dark souls- the people who dye their hair colorfully or black, the ones who like to do neat haircuts- or choose to have long hair! Ones who wear dark clothes or neato graphic tees and awesome skinny jeans. Anything alternative pretty much. Size wise I love anything from thin, to average to husky! I like height in a partner, But my attraction mainly comes from an attraction to personality- so that means if you have a shit one- even if you are the tall spooky goth of my dreams- I won't like you anymore. •

• I'm looking for people who can respect me regardless of my level of success, job or income. I would not judge you- so it would be great if you did not judge me. I am at home most of my week. Looking at the positive of that, I guess all it means is that we can spend more time together because we aren't occupied when the other isn't! •

• I am looking for a leader, someone to help guide and support my childish, struggling soul. I am looking for someone emotionally strong. Someone stable and firm- someone who can weather the possible storms. I'm not necessarily looking for someone to financially support me, so don't mistake what I mean by this- I mean more just the mental/emotional support, though I will not lie and say that I am not interested in a "stay at home" lifestyle, so I am in a passively interested in a sort of neo-traditional relationship type- one with some old fashioned tendencies- yes, but also with many aspects of modern dating and life habits- meaning- I want my opinion and words to matter- I want to stand beside my partner, not behind- I am not an object or a pawn to control... Basically, those with naturally giving and care-taking personalities will thrive here. I feel I need someone who is intelligent, perceptive, aware (no- I don't expect you to read minds, but it would be nice if my significant other can notice and respond if I seem upset or seem bothered by something.) I need someone who can grow to truly understand me- all of my moods, feelings and the way I express things from emotions to physical affection to the way I speak about things like the back of their hand. I feel safer with someone who understands how to exist as an adult in this fucked up society, because I'm basically a child in an adult body. If you are least a little confident and have the ability to plan stuff out more than just winging everything, we should work out just fine. I just can't deal with people who just go with the flow with everything and always have sudden or last minute plans- it's so stressful to my introverted soul- I need to prepare at least some of the time! I feel I need someone patient and willing to teach me the things I don't know or don't understand, to help me even if I just don't. I don't expect perfect- I just want effort. I want us to support each other where we are flawed. I want us to be mature, to keep debates and 'arguments' calm and adult. It isn't me versus you- it's us versus the problem. I just need someone capable to be extremely supportive and someone "hands on" so to speak. I need someone who won't make false claims and promises just because it's what I'd want to hear. Someone who is devoted. I'm looking for a best friend within a lover. Someone who can respect all that I am and then some. Someone who is funny, and creative. Someone who just knows how to make things better. •

• Someone who completely relates to the lack of wanting children- but will be totally down with helping me care for my future service dog who will probably be a Gerberian Shepsky. (Siberian Husky and German Shepherd mix) cats, and even me, at times. •

• Someone perfectly content staying in to watch Netflix and cuddle in bed, maybe even smoke, but also completely willing to travel and go do things and have fun. •

• I just want something that makes us happy deep down, even though others don't understand it. •

• It would make things easier if they were open to my quirks, I feel these things are near non-negotiable... •

• Quirk 1. - I have to have a fan in rooms I spend a lot of time in and like to sleep in the cold (I keep my window open 95% of the time in the winter) partially because of asthma, the fact that I somehow can't seem to regulate temperature right so I overheat a lot, dead air kind of bothers me, and for my tinnitus. It is not something I believe will ever change as I have been living with these issues for most of my life. •

• Quirk 2. - Ideally- I want a partner who won't shit bricks if we have our own bedrooms if we ever get serious enough for it to matter. I'm not saying that because I don't want to sleep by you, but because it's actually more sensible than it seems- I am territorial and protective over my belongings and space, love to have my OWN space to retreat to (growing up sharing bedrooms always bothered me), and it helps the relationship, too. How? If someone is a neat freak and someone isn't, that can bring on annoyance. If they have their own space, I can't tell you how take care of your area, and you can't tell me how to care for mine. It makes it easier to compromise on the shared areas, and it helps by minimizing interruptions in sleep if someone has to set an alarm or leave, and some days you won't share a bed because you don't want to interrupt each other. It helps by eliminating compromises to things that help one fall asleep. I need to be in a damn near pitch black chilly room with a fairly loud fan, and a closed and locked door (doors make me anxious). I toss and turn a lot, stay up late (sometimes even all-nighters), talk nonsense and mutter and even shout out stuff in my sleep and jolt awake. I have been told I have unintentionally hit or kicked people in the past, even though it's rare. That's difficult to work with if you need the tv on, like it warm, fall asleep early, etc. I just want all of us to be comfortable. I can start to go crazy if I don't have my own little space. It can be detrimental to my mentality, but I can go crazy if alone too long, too. But, it's not like I'm telling you we will never sleep together or cuddle. No couple MUST merge bedrooms. The very idea that just because you are essentially best friends with intimate relations me and you have to throw away half of our stuff and share forever after having your own space at one point is just ridiculous, in my opinion. It's simply an antiquated idea. I've heard of quite a few couples who have successfully done this, and their relationship is stronger because of It- it doesn't mean that they aren't intimate with each other and don't have sex. •

• Quirk 3. - I need ice. All the time. If we don't have an automatic ice machine, expect stacks of ice trays and a whole bucket of it. If you use all my ice up, replace them! I have a super weird thing about it- I can't drink room temperature stuff. It bothers me. I don't know why... Cold stuff without ice is okay, but I feel as though the flavor or intensity is too strong or something, and- iced water or juice is the best. •

• Quirk 4. - Because of my autism, I need to regularly stim. I have habits that might be strange to you. I really don't want to go into detail until I connect with you, I'm very open and try to be as honest as I can be, but this is very personal to me. Just a forewarning. •

• Bonus Quirk 5: I sleep with stuffed animals still... I am a child at heart- I swear. (I love plushies and cute things!) also, a thousand pillows. •

• Bonus Not-Really Quirk 6: Outie belly buttons freak me out, I don't know why... •

• I desire to be loved for much more than simply how "gorgeous" I am to you. I never want to second guess whether or not you will stay for the long run based on the fact that I won't stay beautiful. I want to be wanted because you want me- the whole of me- not just bits and pieces... That doesn't mean I don't support the idea that people should feel attracted to their partner- if I'm not attracted to you- and not just your looks- but your personality and other things that make you- well, you, it probably won't work. I believe chemistry between people is a real thing- some just won't have it. •

: • The Sexual • :

• First and foremost, I am pretty serious about safewords, respect, honesty, consent (no means no), being of age (🔞), safety, cleanliness, and compromise. This means I expect 100% honesty and respect. •

• SAFE SEX ONLY, CLEAN PEOPLE ONLY. •

• If we become involved sexually, it does not mean that you own me or my body- regardless of what my interests might be. There will be times I won't want to have sex, and it doesn't matter what my reasons are. I'm a human and deserve respect. •

• I'm someone who is deeply in touch with my sexuality, kinks, and interests. With that being said, I don't mind if you choose to use (or don't for that matter): Porn, hentai, written erotica, magazines, toys, like sexy outfits, or masturbate, etc- I like many of these things myself, I have never once considered any of this cheating... So you'll have to be accepting of my involvement in some of this. On the reverse, I also respect if you don't want to have sex from time to time whatever your reason might be, and also indulge in self pleasure. However, I don't rely on alternate methods & self pleasure *ALL* the time and you shouldn't either. •

: • The Kinks • :

• I am fairly kink friendly, I have quite a wide array of interests, however overall I personally feel I am a bit inexperienced and would love to explore my kinks with a trusted and bonded person. •

• Please note that I give some background information and tend to be open minded for easier navigation of like-minded individuals. This does not mean it is okay for you to act like a creep or harass me- have some respect and be mature, or don't message me at all, thanks. •

• I'm not 24/7 with any of my interests, so if you are looking for forever pets, littles, subs, or someone to give everything up for you to control 24/7, that isn't me. •

• I would highly prefer someone who has a decent amount of experience, and already has some kind of past interest in these kinks. I do NOT want to train a vanilla, or have sex with virgins or people who are completely inexperienced. I want to feel secure with my partners. I don't have nearly as much experience as I would like to, and haven't been able to really do some of this stuff in serious levels, so it helps if my partner knows a thing or two about it already. •

• There are things I am just not all that interested in, don't like receiving, giving, or doing, unless my partner has that much of an interest in it, then I will be willing to compromise, but don't expect it all the time. I would expect the same from you for interests you don't like. •

• I partake in DD-LG. I identify as a little, middle or big depending on how I'm feeling. I call myself a light-switch little, because there's no telling when I might be in little or adult mode. My interest only goes so far, though, meaning infant play is a serious no-go for me- so: No diapers, baby food, nurseries, lack of speech, 24/7 lifestyles, etc. I do however, like mild stuff- such as bottles, sippy cups, onesies and binkies. The youngest "age" I identify with is 8, the oldest being 18. So, anything in between is fine- depending on my mood, of course. How I can be in little space depends on mood as well- I sometimes like to be sassy, innocent, bratty, low-key dirty, whiny, playful, clingy, loving, affectionate, sweet, creative, throw small cute fits when I don't get my way, can act adorable when I want something, but overall, I'm pretty well behaved. •

• I for the most part identify as a submissive, however, I will not stand for abusive, overly controlling dominants- I really love the kind hearted dominants and caregivers. I sometimes can enjoy minor power struggles. It is worth noting that I do like to have power even though I'm submissive- what I mean by that is- I like to have control enough for my opinions, needs, and feelings to matter. •

• A light mix between sadism and masochism (sadomasochism), but I do have my limits on both ends. •

• I can enjoy minor degradation from time to time. •

• I have some interest in pet play, primarily as a kitten, husky or wolf. •

• I like bondage and shibari, harnesses, gag balls, collars, ears, tails, body harnesses, lace, leather, vinyl, and dressing up (maid, nurse, school girl, cosplay, etc). •

• I like giving and receiving hickies, biting, and hair pulling •

• I like to be choked, but you NEED to be educated about it and know how to handle yourself in this situation before you put your hand on my throat. There is a right and wrong way, and I've actually had one too many close calls already. If you can't be aware or handle yourself in these moments, I won't allow you to do this, as it puts my life at risk, and can be a major buzzkill for both of us as well. •

• I have other kinks and interests, but I am a bit shy about them... Don't worry, it isn't anything gross and they shouldn't be any worse than the ones listed already. •

• If you are looking for gold showers, scat, fart, rim jobs, foot fetishes, or anything else like this- you need not apply. I'm not interested in anything gross or unsanitary. I don't want to come off as a kink shamer by saying this, but I am not interested in these things, thanks. •

• Goth does not equal dominatrix, so don't ask if I want to dominate you, I quite honestly don't. •
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One day, I would like to

• Go to Germany to stay there for a while, visit Leipzig to attend Wave Gotik Treffen, go to local Industrial concerts, travel around the city, enjoy authentic German food, and have a grand old time. •

• Go to Japan and stay there to visit real hot springs, eat authentic Japanese ramen, check out the awesome themed cafés, shop in the stores, see the Pokémon center and sanrio HQ, ride the train, eat at a sushi bar, see the cherry blossoms in bloom, watch the leaves lit up in the autumn, visit shrines and go up into the mountains, see the ocean, and travel around the city. •

• Go to the UK to travel the city, see the vibrant (and possibly rainy) countryside, and visit the ocean. •

• Go to Finland- in specific to visit Kiilopääntie- to stay at the Kakslauttanen Arctic Resort during the dark months to see the Aurora Borealis from a glass igloo, pick mushrooms and berries during the warm months and to go dog sledding through the snow. •

• Visit Norway, Italy, Sweden, and France... So basically, I'd like to travel around the world seeing beautiful sights, have fun, to experience something new everywhere we go- to see the world right beside someone I care deeply about. •
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I could probably beat you at

• If I'm being completely honest here... Probably being weird! •

• I literally just wanted to use this section for some favorite quotes though, enjoy. •

• "You want knives? You want them in your belly? No? Then you stop talking to Deeja." - Deeja •

• "I'm Daddy. No, I'm Daddy." (giggles)
"Ooh, marshmallow!"
"It's dancing, Daddy, dancing!"
"Unzip'm, Daddy!"
"Two times six is chicken, Mr. B!"
"Six times two is lemon..."
"I'm telling the other girls that I have the best Daddy!"
"Daddy! You always save me from the monsters!"
"You rescued me, Sir Bubbles!"
"Timeout! You got to timeout!"
"Don't dilly-dally Mr. Bubbles! Hurry."
"Skippy skip, Mr. B... Big Sister doesn't like slowpokes."
"Faster Mr. B, don't make me carry you!" - Little Sister, Bioshock 1 & 2 •

• "War. War Never changes." - Ron Perlman (Fallout) •

• "I hate you all."
"If I feel the need to suck on anything of yours, Alistair, you'll be the first to know."
"How odd. We now have a dog and Alistair is still the dumbest one in the party."
"Ah, the Chantry board. Yes, let us run errands for the betterment of mankind as well as a few coppers."
"Ah, look how they moan and wail and gnash their teeth. 'Tis sad to watch how helplessly they scurry about."
A: Why do you always go on about how stupid I am? I'm not stupid, am I?
M: "If you need to ask the question..."
A: Because it hurts my manly feelings, you know. All one of them.
M: "Then I'll be sure to write you an apology once all of this is over."
"How very fitting that they would build a prison for mages in the middle of a lake and make it look like a giant phallus." - Morrigan, Dragon's Age: Origins •

• "What a stupid bucket!" - Mei

• "You see those warriors from Hammerfell? They’ve got curved swords. Curved. Swords." - Guards •

• "I AM THE LIQOUR!!!" (R.I.P John Dunsworth.) "A liquor captain never abandons his sinking shit-ship." - Jim Lahey •

• "I am sworn to carry your burdens." - Lydia •

• "Humanity lost many things after the war. Methods of agriculture, techniques for survival. We took it upon ourselves to piece together this knowledge and bring it back to them. Other things weren't lost, but were blocked from our collective memory. Knowledge of what we're capable of, and how things spiral out of control. It's in our nature to want to forget truths that keep us awake at night. And for that reason it's all the more important that the followers walk the wastes to remind people of them." - Ignacio Rivas, 2281 •

• "I used to be an adventurer like you. Then I took an arrow in the knee." - Every single guard, everywhere •

• "Sweet mother, sweet mother, send your child unto me, for the sins of the unworthy must be baptized in blood and fear." - Black Sacrament •

• "I'm Mr. Meeseeks, look at me!" "Roses are red, this world is a lie, existence is pain, I just wanna die!" "Awww, bitch!" "Wubba lubba dub dub! Let's get riggity riggity wrecked, son!" "Aw, geez Rick..." "Ooo wee what about that existence being pain?" •

• "One does not simply walk into Mordor." - Boromir •

• "I don't trust a man that doesn't have something strange going on about him, cause it means he's hiding it from you. If a man's wearing his pants on his head or if he says his words backwards from time to time, you know it's all laid out there for you. But if he's friendly to strangers and keeps his home spick-and-span, more often than not he's done something even his own ma couldn't forgive." - No Bark Noonan, 2281 •

• "And to that I hold. I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone.
...It is mine to give to whom I will. Like my heart." - Arwen •

• "I roll with my kitties and I'm hard as fuck." - Bubbles •

• "The only thing I know for certain is that I don't know nothing." - Beatrix Russell*, 2281 (*Socrates) •

• "We Know" - 🖐🏻 (The Dark Brotherhood) •

• "Time you enjoyed wasting isn't wasted time." - Beatrix Russell*, 2281 (*Bertrand Russell) •

• "IT'S LIKE MY BRAIN IS SHORTCIRCULATING!" - Ricky •

• "I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS!" - Crona •

• "In what country is there a place for people like me?" - Andrew Ryan •


The first thing people notice about me
• My gray eyes •
• The fact that I'm goth •
• Wow you're weird / strange / awkward / different / unique •
• What a long profile •
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MEDIA
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food

• Music •

• I'm into industrial, chill wave, harsh ebm, witch house, electro swing/swing, screamo, metal, gothic, heavy rock, Japanese rock and metal, and some soft stuff. My music taste seems to be really miscellaneous. I can listen to lame anime openings, to old music clear through the years, and suddenly want to blast dark industrial. There's no common theme that I stick to. •

• Grimes • Parov Stelar • SAM •
• H.EXE • Herzschlag • The Cure •
• FGFC820 • Marilyn Manson •
• Joy Division • Mr. Kitty • Origa •
• Crystal Castles • Tillian Pearson •
• Ministry • Nirvana • L.E.D. • Sana •
• Mindless Self Indulgence •
• KMFDM • Dance Gavin Dance •
• Hands Like Houses • Hocico •
• Mind Shredder • Slipknot •
• Kriminal Minds • Siouxsie ATB •
• Utada Hikaru • Falling In Reverse •
• Soman • Faderhead • Fractional •
• Plastic Nurse • XXYYXX •
• Animassacre • Coldworld •
• The Birthday Massacre •
• Awolnation • Rob Zombie •
• Psychic Rites • I See Stars •
• We Came As Romans • SITD •
• Skold • Arctic Monkeys • Cazzette •
• Breaking Benjamin • Studio Killers •
• Reaper • Fractured • Neurotech •
• Suicide Commando • Feindflug •
• Centhron • Breathe Carolina •
• Celldweller • God Module •
• Asphyxia • Manufactura • S3RL •
• Technikult Of Flesh • La Dispute •
• Tactical Sekt • Die Sektor •
• Emilie Autumn • Dresden Dolls •
• Assemblage 23 • Yade • Agonoize •
• Wynardtage • Kanon Wakeshima •
• Orange Range • Hitomi Takahashi •
• Jinn • Hyde • Uverworld • Younha •
• Volbeat • Gorillaz • Caravan Palace •
• Nurzery Rhymez • Peggy Suave •
• The Neighborhood • Green Day •
• The Pretty Reckless • Sleetgrout •
• The Ink Spots • Wumpscut •
• The Synthetic Dream Foundation •
• Sleep Dealer • Concorde • LORN •
• Alice Francis • Blutengel •
• Halestorm • Ayria • Angelspit •
• M83 • Skillet • In This Moment •
• Thousand Foot Krutch •
• Die Antwoord • Iambia •
• Slow Magic • Klimeks • Bonobo •
• Daughter • Vocaloid • Nachtmahr •
• Combichrist • Skinny Puppy •
• Fraunhofer Diffraction •
• Mariya Takeuchi • Moe Shop •
• Dance Or Die • System Of A Down •
• Kana Boon • Psyborg Corp •
• Daft Punk • Nujabes • Lady Gaga •
• X-RX • C/\T • Noisuf-X/X-Fusion •
• Melanie Martinez • G-Eazy •
• Clams Casino • øfdream • Grendel •
• CHVRCHES • Neuroticfish •
• Twenty-one Pilots • Eisenfunk •
• Alien Vampires • Rammestein •
• Evanescence • Starset • Attila •
• Lana Del Rey • Flatbush Zombies •
• Linkin Park • Three Days Grace •
• Paramore • Flyleaf • Anberlin •
• Bring Me The Horizon • Antic Cafe •
• Sleeping With Sirens • REOL •
• Babymetal • Apocalyptica •
• Nine Inch Nails • Studio-x •
• Jesse Valentine • Daughter •
• Terminal Choice • Dir En Grey •
• Asking Alexandria • Disturbed •
• TeddyLoyd • The Oral Cigarettes •
• Skillet • Limp Bizkit • Sick Puppies • • various video game soundracks (OST/BGM) • etc. •

• You Tubers •

• Jon Tron • Matthew Santoro •
• Pewdiepie • Shane Dawson •
• Daily Dose Of Internet • Ozzy Man • • Markiplier • Jack Septic Eye •
• Leafy Is Here • Toxic Tears •
• Various miniature cooking shows •
• Cyber 8 • Faceless Neil •
• Foamy the Squirrel •
• Akameru Kawaii •
• DEFI BRILATOR •
• How To Basic •
• Jaboody Dubs •
• The Backyard Scientist •
• The Living Tombstone •
• Filthy Frank •
• Seinfeldspitstain •
• Mary Quite Contrary / Mary Nine •
• Various meme makers, video game videos, satisfying videos, science videos, music videos, etc. •

• TV shows •

• The Walking Dead •
• Z Nation • Helix •
• Kenny VS. Spenny • Disjointed •
• Orange Is The New Black •
• Trailer Park Boys • Brickleberry •
• Rick And Morty • Futurama •
• Fringe • Gotham • Into The Badlands
• Bones • Investigation Discovery •
• CSI • Criminal Minds • Catfish •
• It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia •
• NCIS • Black Mirror • Big Mouth •
• Teen Titans • Ed Edd and Eddy •
• American Dad •
• Family Guy • Code Lyoko •
• Rave Master • The 100 •
• Courage The Cowardly Dog •
• Codename Kids Next Door •
• SpongeBob SquarePants •
• Invader Zim • Fairly Odd Parents •
• Bo-Bo-Bo Bo Bo-Bo-Bo •
• Ren and Stimpy • The Good Place •
• The Misdventures Of Flapjack •
• Steven Universe •
• Bee and Puppycat • Between •
• The Rain •
• Star Trek Voyager •
• The End of the Fucking World •
• Hemlock Grove
• The Amanda Show •
• American Horror Story • Chowder •
• History channel stuff (History is one of my favorite educational subjects) • • Most 90s-2000s cartoons • Most house rehab/love it or list it type shows • ANYTHING Gordon Ramsay • • Anthony Bourdain (Rest in peace) •
• Iron Chef • Chopped • Charmed •

• Anime/Manga •

• Attack on Titan • Tokyo Ghoul •
• Future Diary • Elfen Lied • Blood-C •
• Durarara • Death Parade •
• High School Of The Dead •
• Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni •
• School Days • Blood+ • Ajin •
• Trinity Blood • Vampire Knight •
• Inuyasha • Another • Soul Eater •
• Eureka 7 • Miyazaki/Ghibli Films •
• God Child • Black Butler • Ibitsu •
• Darker Than Black •
• Full Metal Alchemist • Junji Ito •
• Ghost In The Shell • Deltora Quest •
• Violet Evergarden • Chibi Vampire •
• Bleach • Deathnote • Naruto • DBZ •
• Emma: A Victorian Romance •
• Ouran High School Host Club •
• Kono Subarashii Sekai No Shukufuku Wo (KonoSuba: God's blessing on this wonderful world!) •
• How Not To Summon A Demon Lord • Fruits Basket • Kakegurui •
• Blend S • Devilman Crybaby • etc. •

• Books •

• I like anything surrounding murder and human psychology, non-garbage romance, fantasy, dark literature, addiction based books, dystopian societies, I also like manga and some comics. •

• Tim Burton • Lauren Kate •
• Ellen Hopkins • Ray Bradbury •
• Beatrice Sparks • Lewis Carroll •
• This one comic called Freak Angel •

• Food •

• Pad Thai • Sushi • Chinese •
• Japanese • Korean •
• Chocolate • Candy • Ice Cream •
• Soup • Pasta • Rice • Seafood •
• Steak • Burgers • Mushrooms •
• Cheese • tard cum • Nuts • Fruit •
• Mac n Cheese • Tacos • Pizza • Potatoes • Coffee • Tea • Juice •
• Soda/Pop • Milkshakes • Pastries •
• Biscuits and Gravy • Mochi •
• Casseroles • Spaghetti •
• I cook really strange things that I throw together that often end up tasty as fuck despite being weird...
• ♡ But I can go for just about anything, I'm not picky, I just love tasty food ♡ •

• Movies •

• The Nightmare Before Christmas •
• Suckerpunch • Kubo • Beetlejuice •
• Big Hero 6 • The Craft •
• Suicide Squad •
• Lord Of The Rings •
• Gattaca • Chappie •
• The Gene Generation •
• Requiem For A Dream •
• The Covenant • Girl Interrupted •
• I Am Sam • The Other Sister •
• Corpse Bride • Brother's Grimm •
• James And The Giant Peach •
• What's Eating Gilbert Grape •
• Boys Don't Cry • Pulp Fiction •
• The Never-ending Story •
• The Dark Crystal •
• Pirates Of The Carribean •
• Shark Boy and Lava Girl • Spy Kids •
• Pan's Labrynth • Kill Bill • Big Fish •
• Wristcutters: A Love Story •
• Big Eyes • Mars Attacks! • 9 •
• Dark Shadows • Miss Peregrine's Home For Peculiar Children • Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant •
• Ace Ventura Pet Detective / When Nature Calls • The Water Boy • 50 First Dates • Shrek • Moana • Star Wars • Miyazaki/Ghibli Films •
• DC • Marvel • Titanic • Coyote Ugly • • Scott Pilgrim VS. The World •
• Zombieland • The Great Gatsby •
• Alice In Wonderland •
• Jim Henson's Labrynth • Tank Girl •
• Resident Evil • Underworld •
• The Indian in the Cupboard •
• The Matrix • The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus • Disney • Pixar •
• Harry Potter • The Happening •
• D'jango Unchained • (Anything with Leonardo DiCaprio, Johnny Depp, and Tim Burton) • The Mummy • etc. •

• Video Games •

• I have A LOT of games for my PS2. I have an N64, Xbox 360, Xbox One, Sega Genesis, and a Sega CD. I had a Game Cube and a Sega Saturn- I'm trying to get replacements. •

• Fallout • Bioshock • Skyrim •
• Sims • Borderlands •
• Dragon's Age Origins • Mad Max •
• State Of Decay • Metro Redux •
• 7 Days To Die • Silent Hill •
• Enchanted Arms • Bomber Man •
• Shadow Hearts • Stardew Valley •
• Star Ocean Until The End Of Time •
• Devil May Cry • NIER (The ORIGINAL one-- it is slightly disappointing how many fans there are for Automata, many of which never even heard of the first one at all... which is an incredibly beautifully crafted, fun, full-of-feels game that makes me cry everytime 😢.) •
• DOT.Hack//INFECTION •
• Anime based games • Chulip •
• Mystic Heroes • Jak And Daxter •
• Crash Bandicoot • Spyro • Popful Mail • Fable • Pokémon Colluseum •
• Albert Odyssey Legend Of Eldean •
• Legend Of Zelda • Banjo Kazooie •
• Pokémon Stadium • LUNAR •
• Diddy Kong Racing • Harvest Moon •
• Shin Megami Tensei Digital Devil Saga • Parasite Eve • The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt • Final Fantasy •
• Drakengard •
• Ys The Ark Of Napishtim •
• Orphen Scion Of Sorcery •
• Evergrace • Dishonored •
• Red Ninja End Of Honor •
• Oakage Shadow King •
• Dance Dance Revolution •
• Neopets The Darkest Fairy •
• Vexx • Dual Hearts • Rayman •
• Alice Madness Returns •
• SoulCalibur • Bullet Witch •
• Shining Tears • Wild Arms •
• Drakan The Ancient Gates •
• Jade Cocoon • Dark Cloud •
• Rogue Galaxy • Wild Woody •
• Dark Alliance 2 Baulders Gate •
• Hobbit • Dr Muto • Guitar Hero •
• Super Monkey Ball •
• Katamari Damacy •
• Mickey Mania • Etc, etc. •
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Six things I could never do without

• (In no specific order) •

• Music •

• Video games •

• Self expression •

• The Devil's lettuce •

• My bedroom •

• The theory and idealism of true lovers or soul mates trying to find each other in this intense and busy world... That could be you! I suppose we will just have to see in time. 🙂
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HOBBIES
I spend a lot of time thinking about

• Where the hell my soulmate is. Did their life GPS malfunction? Get lost? Die in some sort of freak accident? Spontaneously explode? The world may never know. •

• I seem much more badass than I actually am. I'm pretty lame. Get on my level. 🙃

• Why can't I play 20 games at once? I want to play all the games... There are too many options! •

• What •

• Why •

• Oh my fuck, that's so stupid. •

• Fantasy worlds, that is all. •

• *Insert intrusive thoughts here* •

• FUS RO DAH! •

• DOGMEAT / REX / ED-E / BOONE / LILY / FAWKES / CAIT... NOOO! *re-loads last save point* •

• I would probably die in a really stupid way. Like tripping while carrying a kitchen knife and landing on it or cracking my head on the bathroom floor after a shower... I can see it now..."Oops I forgot to drink something... Hmmm what is this curious feeling?" *dies*💀😂

• *Deathclaw appears* OH SHIT, OH SHIT, OH SHIT... •

• *Facepalm* •

• Evan Peters •

• Lydia: "I've got a bad feeling about this..."
.Me: WELL OF COURSE YOU DO, LYDIA. YOU ALWAYS HAVE A BAD FEELING ABOUT /EVERYTHING/ WE DO. We always come out of it FINE though, and you damn well know it! •

• 10K (Nat Zang) •

• Jon Jafari... "Well if you can't beat em, join em." *bootleg bipedal lion dance* "Ech" "Seal your life with flextape!" •

• "Notice me senpai!"
...Senpai doesn't exist.
...Shit. •

• Spencer Reid •

• I'M A GODDESS, WHERE ARE MY OFFERINGS?! •

• UGH. •

• Cats! •

• Anastasia Baranova •

• Huskies! •

• Why can't I go to the college of Winterhold?! I wanna learn magic. •

• Baka. •

• Can I marry that anime character?
No? ...Damnit. •

• *Insert alchemy reagent here* Dragonborn: "YEAH THAT LOOKS TASTY, LET'S EAT IT." •

• I took that dichotomy test, and I'm not sure if I'm surprised or not. I figured I should add this here since I sometimes think about these sorts of things. •

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On a typical Friday night I am

• Errr... I hate to admit it, but my entire week is fairly dull... Including my Fridays. •

• My inner social circles are super small or long distance, so I don't really get to hang out with others all that much. •

• I'm single and haven't dated anyone for about two years now. •

• I rarely ever leave home... Do you want to change that? •

• I'm often found playing video games on my consoles, binging on Netflix, sketching something, coloring or cutting my hair, watching a YouTuber, or listening to music. •

• *(Note that I don't tend to play online with random people or in groups, so don't ask for my gamer tag. If we become close friends or start dating, I do play one on one, though- I'm somewhat of a private gamer.)* •
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SECRETS
If I were sent to jail, I'd be arrested for

1. Going batshit insane
2. Scowling around the wrong person
3. Laughing at an inappropriate time
4. Eating all the food
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DATING
You should message me if

• You actually respect boundaries. •

• You are not a catfish or fake account... Seriously- what do you gain by fucking over people who just want to find actual love and friendship? •

• You are not a minor... You can wait until you are 18 to join an 🔞 site, or you can join a dating app restricted only for the use of teens- they exist. Rules exist for a reason, and adults have them too, whether you want to believe that or not. •

• You don't mind a woman who swears fairly regularly. •

• You are 420 friendly. •

• You are open minded. •

• You are kink friendly. •

• You are either non-religious or subscribe to alternate religions like Paganism, Hellenism, Wicca, Satanism, etc. •

• You live nearby or within a reasonable distance. •

• You don't think my mental and physical health is a deal breaker for you in the slightest. (Don't attempt to date me if all you want to do is to try to "fix" me. If I wanted help, I'd make an appointment with my doctors.) •

• You are loyal, kind, honest, respectful, and compassionate. •

• You are not a liar, cheater, or bullshitter. (I'm sick of that shit). •
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My favorite style of tattoo art

Neo Traditional, pastel, bold, heavy black, blocky, floral, watercolor, I love a lot of kinds.

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If Ebony Dar'kness Raven Dementia Way was created today...
 
Good part for Indonesians (and other SEAnigger weebs) is Japan is recruiting them to come be 80 hour a week wageslaves, so Indonesian weebs have it easy.
A lot of those people who come to Japan to work often have to face harassment at work by some old balding fuck who can’t keep his dick in his pants. Either that or get murdered by some weirdo nationalist NEET who murders Filipinas and keep their body in a freezer.
 
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FUCKING LONG FUCKING PROFILE SERIOUSLY FUCKING LONG.
Fair Warnings : •

• My profile is a long one. I am a complex person and cannot be summarized into a brief paragraph or two. I tend to maintain a 'neutrally cautious' position towards new people, but also like to be honest and clear as possible for the sake of attempting not to let someone feel as if they have been mislead. This is the best way for me to share who I am for everyone in the most comfortable way without having to repeat myself to 1,000 different strangers. I have no intention to lead anyone on or to lie to them, since I gain nothing from it. I don't want there to be any surprises. I would rather give you as much clarity as I can, rather than to maintain some vague persona to keep you interested. If a long profile isn't your cup of tea, you don't have to read any further. This isn't all my depth, despite being as open as I am overall. I personally hate small pointless talk. I rather know about the deep and interesting things... Some people can conversate well on only fumes and ice breakers, but that isn't me. •

• You will have a better chance of me responding to your messages if you say more than 'Hey', 'What's up', 'You're beautiful', etc... I need more depth than that, *especially* if you don't have much content on your profile. If something about me caught your gaze- enough that it was worth messaging me over, wouldn't you prefer to catch my eyes instead of making me completely disinterested? Generic messages do not stand out- not in the least bit. I don't expect an essay... Just something meaningful or unique. •

• To be clear early on- I do not want to have casual sex, hook up with you, or have any other form of no-strings relationships. I'd like to find something real and organic- be it good conversation, true friendship, and if the chemistry is right- a relationship with love, dates, intimacy, sex and affection. Long term is preferable, but life is indeed messy and people may not work out, so medium-ish term is fine as well. I am not against actual friends with benefits situations, though- I don't actively look for this. It will only happen assuming it develops naturally over time or becomes a mutual interest after knowing each other for a while. Some people might think that means I'm okay with simply hooking up with someone I just met - I'm not. They are two entirely different things... There needs to be real trust and friendship there. •

• I do not send nudes, nor do I want yours. The only time I make any exceptions to this rule is if I'm in a serious relationship, and will only do it on my own terms if at all- I have to trust you. •

• I like to take my time getting to know people before giving them alternative contact information, so don't expect me to just give you my phone number... I'll let you know when I'm ready for that. •

• I am a human being, use respect and common sense, thanks. •

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: • Who is Destiny? • :

• I am a 21 year old spooky, cute goth woman who was born in September. •

• Things I am and can be: introverted, enigmatic, calm, reserved, strange, silly, sarcastic, apathetic, sweet, empathic, loyal, odd, thoughtful, displayer of affection and intimacy (hugging, hand holding, kissing, snuggling, etc), romantic, slightly hedonistic (in the sense that I feel everyone should chase their personal pleasures and enjoy them), eccentric, apprehensive, a storm cloud lingering in the distance, moralistic, passionate, misanthropic, not the type to do well to spread myself thin and someone who needs to recharge often (especially socially), hopeful, neutral good, deep, oddball, hot and cold, highly emotional, needy from time to time, a somewhat rigid thought process (never intentionally so- and I also never intend to come off mean or selfish, though that can be a real risk while others perceive my mind not knowing that I do struggle with those social / communication issues), all-or-none thinker, unaware, attached and intense with favorites, skeptical, bizarre, chaotic, slight homebody with a desire to travel, pessimistic realist, worried, devoted, a diamond in the rough, fun, weird, sensitive, eclectic, pensive, anti-social, closed off, over-thinker, skittish, shy, compassionate, bleeding heart, jaded (too many awful relationships), affectionate, a weak noodle, forgetful, individualistic (as in social theory of freedom of action-- it is my life to control and decide what's best for me), introspective, caring, kind, quiet, scared, intense, different, withdrawn, nerdy, helpless, brooding, ditzy, egalitarian, clingy, clumsy, literary, eternally suffering, stubborn, forever exhausted, always hungry (or never hungry at all), moody, loving, strange, playful, small, hyper, anxious, bubbly, unfocused, dreamy, dorky, unique, and awkward, among so many other things. •

• Some things I like to do or have enjoyed doing in the past: video games, anime, manga, reading, cooking, drawing, painting, watching shows and movies, baking, swimming, music, writing, camping, kayaking, watching storms and other types of scenery, calligraphy, make up, photography, crafting, sleeping whenever possible, singing, existing, memes, bowling, Netflix, thrift shops, garage sales, flea markets, Renaissance festival, travel, sightseeing, adventuring, going on walks on chilly, foggy, or rainy days through parks, planetariums, aquariums, science centers, cemeteries, woods and paths from time to time, bubble/regular tea shops, museums, amusement parks, and dancing from DDR, to cyber dancing, attempted hooping, and other forms of electro dance. I also love dressing up when I can! Stuff like... Lolita, kawaii, corsetry, grunge, vintage, swing, pin-up, rockabilly dresses (40's and 50's), victorian, cyber goth, goth, fetish goth, steam punk, pastel goth and cosplay. I haven't had much chance to dabble in some of this as much as I'd like to, so don't ask what my favorite cosplay was- I haven't even had the chance to do them yet! I love to do textual roleplay (RP), I just rarely have the opportunity to do it, as it is hard to find people with not only the interest or time to commit to the (at times) long events they can turn out to be. It is difficult as well for writing long detailed plots with two or more people. It can require some literary skill and imaginative style to do it
fairly well, as it not only can be hard to convey emotion and intent through such a medium, but in typing these massive stories this way with multiple people, it can be difficult to help express certain scenes without visual cues or other senses unless deeply expressed in deep detail in the words and the way the style of the words play out... I typically build plots based on what kind of story sounds appealing at the time, sometimes action, fantasy, adventure, or a romance. I prefer one-on-one, but small groups are fine, too. If you don't know what this is, it's sort of comparable to LARP or perhaps some aspects of D&D, but it is less physically involved and more computer/text based. •

: • Lifestyle and Sexuality • :

• I am demiromantic and demisexual, which means I typically do not experience romantic or sexual attraction until developing an emotional connection with the person first. •

• I am heteroflexible. This means that I am a large part straight, but not entirely. I am interested in men both romantically and sexually, but I am also interested in women- especially romantically, and sexually to a certain extent. Some form of gray asexuality fits into my interest with women- because while I love intimacy and minor sexual advances at times, I don't feel driven to have sex with women. I am also romantically and sexually attracted to pre-operation transgender women... I do not mean to come off rude or ignorant by expressing honesty, so I apologize in advance if I offended anyone at all. I only mean to have wholehearted respect and good intention by being open about this. I am aware that some people in the community do not like associating with cisgender people, and I respect that. With that being said, please message me first if you are interested! •

• I go into heavier detail later in my profile, but it's worth mentioning right away that I am mostly a submissive type. •

• I consider myself dominantly monogamous, however- I may be open to certain polyamorous situations with the right person / people in the future, such as me and a serious partner looking for someone to have fun with. I might be open to relationships, if things grow organically with time. However, I prefer if polyamory is not a necessity to my partner- that they could be content in a monogamous relationship. I can't tell the future and what might ultimately happen either way. •

• I am not a unicorn, I am not looking for any open relationships, and I am not looking for couples to hook up with or join. I don't have any interest in these things. •

• I do not want to become involved with people who have their own children or want to have them someday... I never want to have my own children. Kids are a huge deal breaker for me. I will never change my mind. Do not pursue me if you think that I am somehow incapable of making my own life choices. I intend on getting fixed as soon as I can, and use birth control and other preventative measures when in a relationship. So, If you want a womb to carry your genetic code or a stepmother, look elsewhere, because you aren't going to find that here. •

• I have two medium tattoos and one small one, but give me a few years- I'm planning on having two sleeves and plenty others on the rest of my body. I also currently have 7 piercings and intend on getting more. So I hope you like kissing pierced women! •

• My eyebrows are shaved and drawn on when I choose to have them. If you can't vibe with a lack of eyebrows at least half the time or if you don't like fake ones, I'm not the girl for you. •

• I'm 5'2 so I'm pretty short, and I weigh anywhere from 140-160 pounds roughly (I shift a lot), I'm not plus size, but I'm not a size zero, either. I'm curvy and chubby at the same time. If that's a problem and you can't accept a little bit of *squish* in the tummy, thighs and bum, then you should move on. I'm a little extra. Accept me, or accept that I want you out of my life. •

• My hair is about 3' long. It is thick, heavy, and naturally wavy-curly. I do tie my hair up in a lazy bun a good chunk of the time- especially in the summer. I used to bleach it and dye it unnatural colors, but these days I only dye it black to minimize damage... Yes, I still have the half shaved head. No, I don't plan on growing that out. •

• If real, flawed women aren't your thing, you might want to swipe left. I have stretch marks, scars, cystic acne, genetically missing teeth, dark circles under my eyes, prefer to keep short nails, and don't always do my makeup. I'm perfectly imperfect, I never claimed to be a model, after all. If you can't deal, then there's the door to leave. •

• I have a slight Fallout addiction.
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If you hate Fallout... I probably already hate you. 🙃💣💥

• I struggle with physical and mental illness, disabilities, and past trauma. It can be really hard to deal with me sometimes- I won't try to hide that truth from you. If you can't understand the complications of interacting with someone dealing with these issues (or are unwilling to), please refrain from messaging me. If that isn't you, though, just try your best to understand. Respect me. Listen. Be supportive. Stuff like that. I don't know everything about what is going on with me- it's a bit of a learning process right now, so I can't 100% define some of my problems, but they exist. It can be a little intense for some people since it's not just a couple of tiny problems, so consider this your forewarning. I believe it is only fair to be honest, and expect the same in return. If you have questions about any of my conditions- feel free to ask- just know I might not be comfortable to answer! •

• I am a pale vampire babe who despises the sun and feel it is the bane of my existence. I am photosensitive in both my eyes and skin for a blend of reasons, so I tend not to go outdoors much. If it's incredibly hot or sunny, fuck that. In the rare event that I do wander out of my cool dark vault, I tend to use parasols, long clothes and hoodies, so that I can enjoy my time in the summer blaze a little more. •

• I suffer with chronic physical pain and headaches, and for unknown reasons have randomly fainted and blacked out in the past. •

• I have hormonal problems and Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS). •

• I suffer from insomnia and PTSD related nightmares. •

• I am moderately asthmatic. Inhalers are sexy, right? 🤔 Running is basically a no-go for me, so don't expect a good zombie apocalypse partner. •

• I have PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder), SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder) GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), and MDD (Major Depressive Disorder). •

• I have been noted having some level of agoraphobia- a fear of places or situations that might cause panic, helplessness, or embarrassment. Basically, a fear of being in public- especially, alone. I will straight up cry or panic like a lost child if I lose someone in a crowd. •

• Fearer of spiders and sting-wings... But honey bees and bumble bees are nice, even though I'm still scared of them! I need someone who can be brave enough to take care of them for me if they come inside... And not torture me about it. •

• A self-proclaimed aquaphobic in deep and murky water. (I almost drowned as a child and one of my cousins died this way.) Don't take this the wrong way though- I love showers, baths, hot tubs and pools. Water doesn't completely terrify me- I just definitely have anxiety with most lakes, rivers, ponds, and super deep pools. I haven't been to the ocean so I can't confirm whether the fear extends to that. So far, the only lake I have ever genuinely enjoyed is lake Michigan. It has extremely clear, wavy, beautiful water, with long, soft sandy beaches, and a wonderful breezy wind! I love that place- it's hard to be scared there. •

• I have abandonment and trust issues pretty bad, but I feel I can keep it mostly in check if there is good consistency and trust within a relationship... Just don't give me any reasons to feel paranoid. Good communication and honesty helps minimize the chances for problems in the future. •

• I am partially blind in one eye, have astigmatism, and wear glasses. 🤓
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OH YOU THOUGHT THE PROFILE WAS OVER? NO, LOL NO WHERE FUCKING NEAR IT.

• The takeaway from this is that I am perfectly imperfect, I can't help that I struggle with issues and illnesses. I have made a lot of progress through the years, and while I can be a handful from time to time, I have improved quite a lot. I have been told I can "pass as normal", Though this kind of isn't a compliment to tell someone with these issues, as it comes off as condescending. It sort of shames the fact that someone has the problems to begin with. It isn't easy and it takes a lot of energy and focus to mimic neurotypical behaviors. I'm just different, unique and quirky in my own ways. Do not message me if you can't tolerate any of this. If you feel I'm shooting myself by being honest, then clearly- I'm not the match for you. I don't believe any form of close relationships should hide this kind of information- especially if you want long term with them- and that's what I'm here for, so I plan on honesty and openness, if you don't, there's the door. •

• I can't drive. I don't have a car, license or permit. It brings me too much anxiety and it's not exactly easy for someone with all the problems that I have to drive peacefully. I'd like to drive someday, but for the time being it's just not realistic. In order to become involved with me you have to be alright with this. Understand that this makes me feel vulnerable so I tend to be cautious about meeting up. •

• I do not like cigarettes, as it bothers my asthma. I prefer people who don't smoke them, but I don't mind if you do, as long as you can attempt to be mindful in close proximity to me. I live with 3 smokers who smoke at least 2 or more packs per person each day indoors, so I really can't afford to mind ~that~ much, but I do try. •

• I am very 420 friendly. If you don't get along with those who regularly use, I'm simply not the right fit for you. I am always open to pot-ential (I'm lame, I know 😂) 420 friendly companions, so don't be afraid to say hello! It would also be nice if my future partner had at least an occasional interest in partaking... Or enjoys it altogether! •

• I am occasionally curious about trying certain drugs for the experience, but I am not currently a user of any of these. (magic mushrooms or LSD, for example.) I am not okay with using hard drugs, however- so don't ask. (meth or heroin, for example). I don't use the typical party drug, but I could be open to people who only occasionally use these. •

• I consider myself a rare social drinker- it's just never been my thing. (I'm getting a tattoo instead of going to a bar for my 21st, so if that's any indication...) If I do decide to drink, it's typically a hard soda, wine cooler or mixed drink on the holidays, with a close friend, or at the rare party I go to (which is like, never)- so if you like to drink regularly, don't expect me to drink with you. •

• I am an Atheist, and prefer like-minded individuals in my romantic relationships and close friendships. I am not militant or rude about my lack of belief- and feel people should believe whatever feels right to them without judgement so long as the respect goes both ways... I have some interest and at times naturally question and wonder about witchcraft, magic, Wicca, Paganism, Hellenism, Satanism, and Nordic gods- but I am ultimately still an Athiest. •

• I do question and wonder about some conspiracies neutrally, but I am not sure I consider myself a conspiracy theorist or not. Life is a big gray zone, anyways. •

• I believe there is other forms of life out there somewhere out in the vast outer space. I believe that we can't possibly be the only planet in the universe to have life. The discovery of new faraway planets always interests me! Astronomy seems so interesting! (If you know stuff about astronomy or are an astronomer, I'd love to listen!) •

• I believe in equality. •

• Disabled lives matter. •

• Student lives matter. •

• POC lives matter. •

• Homeless lives matter. •

• Transgender lives matter. •

• Physically abused lives matter. •

• Sexually abused lives matter. •

• Emotionally abused lives matter. •

• LGBTQ+ lives matter. •

• People just matter. And no I'm not the dickwad who says that to be rude. It would be foolish to assume everyone enjoys the same format of relationships, lifestyles, etc... OkCupid calls me apathetic- but I just think there isn't one right way to be or exist. If recognizing that everyone is different and not holding onto whether or not someone answers something the same way makes me apathetic- then alright- I'm apathetic. I just see the value in individualism. I value people being themselves and not giving into something else just because they tell you to, but this doesn't mean I am okay with hating others because of what you personally feel. Everyone has the right to be themselves and live the life that feels right to them. For example- you want to be a progressive kinkster with poly tendencies? Fantastic! You want to have a traditional monogamous relationship that doesn't focus on Sex? Cool! How about a blend of things? Awesome! Do you, be happy doing you, and live life! But don't try to tell someone their relationship type is bad just because you don't agree with or choose to have such a thing. You don't like smoking? Drinking? Drugs? Marijuana? Don't do them. Don't want kids? Don't have any. Don't agree with birth control? Sterilization? Abortion? Don't get them. Don't approve of meat? Don't eat it. Don't approve of tattoos? Piercings? Don't have them done.... It's not that hard to do what you want- while also not walking all over others and not telling them what they can and can't do. In my eyes, no human truly has more power over another in these situations- it's mainly just personal opinion and choice. So... my point is, If you think your opinion can be used to force someone to agree with your views, I'm sure you'll sit in compliance if someone does it to you, right? •

• I HAVE A LOT OF SASS FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN NEVER CHOOSE BAD KARMA DECISIONS IN VIDEO GAMES. •

• I lean towards a liberal / dem. / progressive / independent way of political thinking. I am not an extremist and I don't focus on these things 24/7. I can be passionate about my opinions, however. I prefer to talk to people with like-minded political / social / religious beliefs, as I am trying to make lasting friendships and relationships, and I rather not take a chance- I don't want to waste my time with people I feel don't fit what I really want or need. I prefer if you aren't republican or conservative. I do not favor extremists from either side, or those who believe others can't feel differently about something. While I have my own opinions and beliefs, I maintain a form of overall neutrality, believing anyone can have whatever opinion or belief that they want, as long as it does not hurt or affect others negatively (such as hate crimes, kidnap, sacrifice, murder, rape, etc.) To me, it's one thing to have an opinion or a preference and being civilized about it, another to hurt people who are different than you or blast out some seriously discriminatory/offensive stuff because you saw someone different. Don't assume I won't hang around these types of people because of my noted preference. I have conservative/republican leaning friends and family, as well as highly spiritual ones- and I love them with all my heart- I just prefer to meet more similar people, as I personally feel I don't know enough like minded people, and I'd like to feel strongly towards the new relationships I create here. •

• ***I am NOT looking for a debate or an argument with any of the topics I write about. I'm just trying to be open and honest so people know what I'm looking for and want in a relationship and friendship, thanks.*** •

• I believe in the use of birth control, condoms, emergency contraception, sterilization, and abortion. I am pro choice because it isn't anyone else's problem what someone else is doing with their own lives. •

• I am a bit of a Lolita/Lolicon with people I date- meaning I tend to prefer dating older than me- I feel uncomfortable with the idea of dating someone younger. I do have my limits though when it comes to being older, meaning if you are old enough to be my dad or mom or even older, I'm sorry but I'm not into that. I prefer to keep it in the late 20's and early 30's. •

: • What I'm Looking For • :

• Potential best friends. The kind who are real and serious and devoted. People to smoke with, have fun with, watch shows, go adventuring, have sleepovers, play games. Just do all sorts of stuff. I especially want some female friends. So if you live close or you can drive and you really need this connection too, please message me if you think we have potential! Male friends are great too, I still value the friendship of course!- but it's less relatable, I guess? •

• I prefer short(ish) distance relationships, but if you are amazing enough and we connect really well, long distance could possibly be fine too. I recognize that your soul mate could be anywhere, but I can dream, right? Why the preference? I've invested a lot of years into relationships that were LD just to be left completely disappointed. I always left my LD relationships feeling as though I never knew them, which is a pretty scary thing to think about. I don't want to invest so much time into someone I never get to see all that often or at all. •

• This isn't a list of things you MUST be or have, it's just a list of things I'd like or prefer to have, if given a choice. I understand that this isn't build-a-bitch-dot-com. •

• I'm looking for people that are empathic, sensitive, warm hearted, loving, sweet, giving, love spending time with their special person, are open minded, willing to do monogamy (but could be open to polyamory), romantic, will express feelings, thoughts and opinions honestly, loyal, caring, kind, understanding, kinky, kind dominant, a "caregiver" in personality. •

• If I had a "type" to describe that I like and would find interest in easier than the others- it would be the spooky, tattooed and/or pierced dark souls- the people who dye their hair colorfully or black, the ones who like to do neat haircuts- or choose to have long hair! Ones who wear dark clothes or neato graphic tees and awesome skinny jeans. Anything alternative pretty much. Size wise I love anything from thin, to average to husky! I like height in a partner, But my attraction mainly comes from an attraction to personality- so that means if you have a shit one- even if you are the tall spooky goth of my dreams- I won't like you anymore. •

• I'm looking for people who can respect me regardless of my level of success, job or income. I would not judge you- so it would be great if you did not judge me. I am at home most of my week. Looking at the positive of that, I guess all it means is that we can spend more time together because we aren't occupied when the other isn't! •

• I am looking for a leader, someone to help guide and support my childish, struggling soul. I am looking for someone emotionally strong. Someone stable and firm- someone who can weather the possible storms. I'm not necessarily looking for someone to financially support me, so don't mistake what I mean by this- I mean more just the mental/emotional support, though I will not lie and say that I am not interested in a "stay at home" lifestyle, so I am in a passively interested in a sort of neo-traditional relationship type- one with some old fashioned tendencies- yes, but also with many aspects of modern dating and life habits- meaning- I want my opinion and words to matter- I want to stand beside my partner, not behind- I am not an object or a pawn to control... Basically, those with naturally giving and care-taking personalities will thrive here. I feel I need someone who is intelligent, perceptive, aware (no- I don't expect you to read minds, but it would be nice if my significant other can notice and respond if I seem upset or seem bothered by something.) I need someone who can grow to truly understand me- all of my moods, feelings and the way I express things from emotions to physical affection to the way I speak about things like the back of their hand. I feel safer with someone who understands how to exist as an adult in this fucked up society, because I'm basically a child in an adult body. If you are least a little confident and have the ability to plan stuff out more than just winging everything, we should work out just fine. I just can't deal with people who just go with the flow with everything and always have sudden or last minute plans- it's so stressful to my introverted soul- I need to prepare at least some of the time! I feel I need someone patient and willing to teach me the things I don't know or don't understand, to help me even if I just don't. I don't expect perfect- I just want effort. I want us to support each other where we are flawed. I want us to be mature, to keep debates and 'arguments' calm and adult. It isn't me versus you- it's us versus the problem. I just need someone capable to be extremely supportive and someone "hands on" so to speak. I need someone who won't make false claims and promises just because it's what I'd want to hear. Someone who is devoted. I'm looking for a best friend within a lover. Someone who can respect all that I am and then some. Someone who is funny, and creative. Someone who just knows how to make things better. •

• Someone who completely relates to the lack of wanting children- but will be totally down with helping me care for my future service dog who will probably be a Gerberian Shepsky. (Siberian Husky and German Shepherd mix) cats, and even me, at times. •

• Someone perfectly content staying in to watch Netflix and cuddle in bed, maybe even smoke, but also completely willing to travel and go do things and have fun. •

• I just want something that makes us happy deep down, even though others don't understand it. •

• It would make things easier if they were open to my quirks, I feel these things are near non-negotiable... •

• Quirk 1. - I have to have a fan in rooms I spend a lot of time in and like to sleep in the cold (I keep my window open 95% of the time in the winter) partially because of asthma, the fact that I somehow can't seem to regulate temperature right so I overheat a lot, dead air kind of bothers me, and for my tinnitus. It is not something I believe will ever change as I have been living with these issues for most of my life. •

• Quirk 2. - Ideally- I want a partner who won't shit bricks if we have our own bedrooms if we ever get serious enough for it to matter. I'm not saying that because I don't want to sleep by you, but because it's actually more sensible than it seems- I am territorial and protective over my belongings and space, love to have my OWN space to retreat to (growing up sharing bedrooms always bothered me), and it helps the relationship, too. How? If someone is a neat freak and someone isn't, that can bring on annoyance. If they have their own space, I can't tell you how take care of your area, and you can't tell me how to care for mine. It makes it easier to compromise on the shared areas, and it helps by minimizing interruptions in sleep if someone has to set an alarm or leave, and some days you won't share a bed because you don't want to interrupt each other. It helps by eliminating compromises to things that help one fall asleep. I need to be in a damn near pitch black chilly room with a fairly loud fan, and a closed and locked door (doors make me anxious). I toss and turn a lot, stay up late (sometimes even all-nighters), talk nonsense and mutter and even shout out stuff in my sleep and jolt awake. I have been told I have unintentionally hit or kicked people in the past, even though it's rare. That's difficult to work with if you need the tv on, like it warm, fall asleep early, etc. I just want all of us to be comfortable. I can start to go crazy if I don't have my own little space. It can be detrimental to my mentality, but I can go crazy if alone too long, too. But, it's not like I'm telling you we will never sleep together or cuddle. No couple MUST merge bedrooms. The very idea that just because you are essentially best friends with intimate relations me and you have to throw away half of our stuff and share forever after having your own space at one point is just ridiculous, in my opinion. It's simply an antiquated idea. I've heard of quite a few couples who have successfully done this, and their relationship is stronger because of It- it doesn't mean that they aren't intimate with each other and don't have sex. •

• Quirk 3. - I need ice. All the time. If we don't have an automatic ice machine, expect stacks of ice trays and a whole bucket of it. If you use all my ice up, replace them! I have a super weird thing about it- I can't drink room temperature stuff. It bothers me. I don't know why... Cold stuff without ice is okay, but I feel as though the flavor or intensity is too strong or something, and- iced water or juice is the best. •

• Quirk 4. - Because of my autism, I need to regularly stim. I have habits that might be strange to you. I really don't want to go into detail until I connect with you, I'm very open and try to be as honest as I can be, but this is very personal to me. Just a forewarning. •

• Bonus Quirk 5: I sleep with stuffed animals still... I am a child at heart- I swear. (I love plushies and cute things!) also, a thousand pillows. •

• Bonus Not-Really Quirk 6: Outie belly buttons freak me out, I don't know why... •

• I desire to be loved for much more than simply how "gorgeous" I am to you. I never want to second guess whether or not you will stay for the long run based on the fact that I won't stay beautiful. I want to be wanted because you want me- the whole of me- not just bits and pieces... That doesn't mean I don't support the idea that people should feel attracted to their partner- if I'm not attracted to you- and not just your looks- but your personality and other things that make you- well, you, it probably won't work. I believe chemistry between people is a real thing- some just won't have it. •

: • The Sexual • :

• First and foremost, I am pretty serious about safewords, respect, honesty, consent (no means no), being of age (🔞), safety, cleanliness, and compromise. This means I expect 100% honesty and respect. •

• SAFE SEX ONLY, CLEAN PEOPLE ONLY. •

• If we become involved sexually, it does not mean that you own me or my body- regardless of what my interests might be. There will be times I won't want to have sex, and it doesn't matter what my reasons are. I'm a human and deserve respect. •

• I'm someone who is deeply in touch with my sexuality, kinks, and interests. With that being said, I don't mind if you choose to use (or don't for that matter): Porn, hentai, written erotica, magazines, toys, like sexy outfits, or masturbate, etc- I like many of these things myself, I have never once considered any of this cheating... So you'll have to be accepting of my involvement in some of this. On the reverse, I also respect if you don't want to have sex from time to time whatever your reason might be, and also indulge in self pleasure. However, I don't rely on alternate methods & self pleasure *ALL* the time and you shouldn't either. •

: • The Kinks • :

• I am fairly kink friendly, I have quite a wide array of interests, however overall I personally feel I am a bit inexperienced and would love to explore my kinks with a trusted and bonded person. •

• Please note that I give some background information and tend to be open minded for easier navigation of like-minded individuals. This does not mean it is okay for you to act like a creep or harass me- have some respect and be mature, or don't message me at all, thanks. •

• I'm not 24/7 with any of my interests, so if you are looking for forever pets, littles, subs, or someone to give everything up for you to control 24/7, that isn't me. •

• I would highly prefer someone who has a decent amount of experience, and already has some kind of past interest in these kinks. I do NOT want to train a vanilla, or have sex with virgins or people who are completely inexperienced. I want to feel secure with my partners. I don't have nearly as much experience as I would like to, and haven't been able to really do some of this stuff in serious levels, so it helps if my partner knows a thing or two about it already. •

• There are things I am just not all that interested in, don't like receiving, giving, or doing, unless my partner has that much of an interest in it, then I will be willing to compromise, but don't expect it all the time. I would expect the same from you for interests you don't like. •

• I partake in DD-LG. I identify as a little, middle or big depending on how I'm feeling. I call myself a light-switch little, because there's no telling when I might be in little or adult mode. My interest only goes so far, though, meaning infant play is a serious no-go for me- so: No diapers, baby food, nurseries, lack of speech, 24/7 lifestyles, etc. I do however, like mild stuff- such as bottles, sippy cups, onesies and binkies. The youngest "age" I identify with is 8, the oldest being 18. So, anything in between is fine- depending on my mood, of course. How I can be in little space depends on mood as well- I sometimes like to be sassy, innocent, bratty, low-key dirty, whiny, playful, clingy, loving, affectionate, sweet, creative, throw small cute fits when I don't get my way, can act adorable when I want something, but overall, I'm pretty well behaved. •

• I for the most part identify as a submissive, however, I will not stand for abusive, overly controlling dominants- I really love the kind hearted dominants and caregivers. I sometimes can enjoy minor power struggles. It is worth noting that I do like to have power even though I'm submissive- what I mean by that is- I like to have control enough for my opinions, needs, and feelings to matter. •

• A light mix between sadism and masochism (sadomasochism), but I do have my limits on both ends. •

• I can enjoy minor degradation from time to time. •

• I have some interest in pet play, primarily as a kitten, husky or wolf. •

• I like bondage and shibari, harnesses, gag balls, collars, ears, tails, body harnesses, lace, leather, vinyl, and dressing up (maid, nurse, school girl, cosplay, etc). •

• I like giving and receiving hickies, biting, and hair pulling •

• I like to be choked, but you NEED to be educated about it and know how to handle yourself in this situation before you put your hand on my throat. There is a right and wrong way, and I've actually had one too many close calls already. If you can't be aware or handle yourself in these moments, I won't allow you to do this, as it puts my life at risk, and can be a major buzzkill for both of us as well. •

• I have other kinks and interests, but I am a bit shy about them... Don't worry, it isn't anything gross and they shouldn't be any worse than the ones listed already. •

• If you are looking for gold showers, scat, fart, rim jobs, foot fetishes, or anything else like this- you need not apply. I'm not interested in anything gross or unsanitary. I don't want to come off as a kink shamer by saying this, but I am not interested in these things, thanks. •

• Goth does not equal dominatrix, so don't ask if I want to dominate you, I quite honestly don't. •
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One day, I would like to

• Go to Germany to stay there for a while, visit Leipzig to attend Wave Gotik Treffen, go to local Industrial concerts, travel around the city, enjoy authentic German food, and have a grand old time. •

• Go to Japan and stay there to visit real hot springs, eat authentic Japanese ramen, check out the awesome themed cafés, shop in the stores, see the Pokémon center and sanrio HQ, ride the train, eat at a sushi bar, see the cherry blossoms in bloom, watch the leaves lit up in the autumn, visit shrines and go up into the mountains, see the ocean, and travel around the city. •

• Go to the UK to travel the city, see the vibrant (and possibly rainy) countryside, and visit the ocean. •

• Go to Finland- in specific to visit Kiilopääntie- to stay at the Kakslauttanen Arctic Resort during the dark months to see the Aurora Borealis from a glass igloo, pick mushrooms and berries during the warm months and to go dog sledding through the snow. •

• Visit Norway, Italy, Sweden, and France... So basically, I'd like to travel around the world seeing beautiful sights, have fun, to experience something new everywhere we go- to see the world right beside someone I care deeply about. •
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TALENT
I could probably beat you at

• If I'm being completely honest here... Probably being weird! •

• I literally just wanted to use this section for some favorite quotes though, enjoy. •

• "You want knives? You want them in your belly? No? Then you stop talking to Deeja." - Deeja •

• "I'm Daddy. No, I'm Daddy." (giggles)
"Ooh, marshmallow!"
"It's dancing, Daddy, dancing!"
"Unzip'm, Daddy!"
"Two times six is chicken, Mr. B!"
"Six times two is lemon..."
"I'm telling the other girls that I have the best Daddy!"
"Daddy! You always save me from the monsters!"
"You rescued me, Sir Bubbles!"
"Timeout! You got to timeout!"
"Don't dilly-dally Mr. Bubbles! Hurry."
"Skippy skip, Mr. B... Big Sister doesn't like slowpokes."
"Faster Mr. B, don't make me carry you!" - Little Sister, Bioshock 1 & 2 •

• "War. War Never changes." - Ron Perlman (Fallout) •

• "I hate you all."
"If I feel the need to suck on anything of yours, Alistair, you'll be the first to know."
"How odd. We now have a dog and Alistair is still the dumbest one in the party."
"Ah, the Chantry board. Yes, let us run errands for the betterment of mankind as well as a few coppers."
"Ah, look how they moan and wail and gnash their teeth. 'Tis sad to watch how helplessly they scurry about."
A: Why do you always go on about how stupid I am? I'm not stupid, am I?
M: "If you need to ask the question..."
A: Because it hurts my manly feelings, you know. All one of them.
M: "Then I'll be sure to write you an apology once all of this is over."
"How very fitting that they would build a prison for mages in the middle of a lake and make it look like a giant phallus." - Morrigan, Dragon's Age: Origins •

• "What a stupid bucket!" - Mei

• "You see those warriors from Hammerfell? They’ve got curved swords. Curved. Swords." - Guards •

• "I AM THE LIQOUR!!!" (R.I.P John Dunsworth.) "A liquor captain never abandons his sinking shit-ship." - Jim Lahey •

• "I am sworn to carry your burdens." - Lydia •

• "Humanity lost many things after the war. Methods of agriculture, techniques for survival. We took it upon ourselves to piece together this knowledge and bring it back to them. Other things weren't lost, but were blocked from our collective memory. Knowledge of what we're capable of, and how things spiral out of control. It's in our nature to want to forget truths that keep us awake at night. And for that reason it's all the more important that the followers walk the wastes to remind people of them." - Ignacio Rivas, 2281 •

• "I used to be an adventurer like you. Then I took an arrow in the knee." - Every single guard, everywhere •

• "Sweet mother, sweet mother, send your child unto me, for the sins of the unworthy must be baptized in blood and fear." - Black Sacrament •

• "I'm Mr. Meeseeks, look at me!" "Roses are red, this world is a lie, existence is pain, I just wanna die!" "Awww, bitch!" "Wubba lubba dub dub! Let's get riggity riggity wrecked, son!" "Aw, geez Rick..." "Ooo wee what about that existence being pain?" •

• "One does not simply walk into Mordor." - Boromir •

• "I don't trust a man that doesn't have something strange going on about him, cause it means he's hiding it from you. If a man's wearing his pants on his head or if he says his words backwards from time to time, you know it's all laid out there for you. But if he's friendly to strangers and keeps his home spick-and-span, more often than not he's done something even his own ma couldn't forgive." - No Bark Noonan, 2281 •

• "And to that I hold. I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone.
...It is mine to give to whom I will. Like my heart." - Arwen •

• "I roll with my kitties and I'm hard as fuck." - Bubbles •

• "The only thing I know for certain is that I don't know nothing." - Beatrix Russell*, 2281 (*Socrates) •

• "We Know" - 🖐🏻 (The Dark Brotherhood) •

• "Time you enjoyed wasting isn't wasted time." - Beatrix Russell*, 2281 (*Bertrand Russell) •

• "IT'S LIKE MY BRAIN IS SHORTCIRCULATING!" - Ricky •

• "I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS!" - Crona •

• "In what country is there a place for people like me?" - Andrew Ryan •


The first thing people notice about me
• My gray eyes •
• The fact that I'm goth •
• Wow you're weird / strange / awkward / different / unique •
• What a long profile •
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MEDIA
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food

• Music •

• I'm into industrial, chill wave, harsh ebm, witch house, electro swing/swing, screamo, metal, gothic, heavy rock, Japanese rock and metal, and some soft stuff. My music taste seems to be really miscellaneous. I can listen to lame anime openings, to old music clear through the years, and suddenly want to blast dark industrial. There's no common theme that I stick to. •

• Grimes • Parov Stelar • SAM •
• H.EXE • Herzschlag • The Cure •
• FGFC820 • Marilyn Manson •
• Joy Division • Mr. Kitty • Origa •
• Crystal Castles • Tillian Pearson •
• Ministry • Nirvana • L.E.D. • Sana •
• Mindless Self Indulgence •
• KMFDM • Dance Gavin Dance •
• Hands Like Houses • Hocico •
• Mind Shredder • Slipknot •
• Kriminal Minds • Siouxsie ATB •
• Utada Hikaru • Falling In Reverse •
• Soman • Faderhead • Fractional •
• Plastic Nurse • XXYYXX •
• Animassacre • Coldworld •
• The Birthday Massacre •
• Awolnation • Rob Zombie •
• Psychic Rites • I See Stars •
• We Came As Romans • SITD •
• Skold • Arctic Monkeys • Cazzette •
• Breaking Benjamin • Studio Killers •
• Reaper • Fractured • Neurotech •
• Suicide Commando • Feindflug •
• Centhron • Breathe Carolina •
• Celldweller • God Module •
• Asphyxia • Manufactura • S3RL •
• Technikult Of Flesh • La Dispute •
• Tactical Sekt • Die Sektor •
• Emilie Autumn • Dresden Dolls •
• Assemblage 23 • Yade • Agonoize •
• Wynardtage • Kanon Wakeshima •
• Orange Range • Hitomi Takahashi •
• Jinn • Hyde • Uverworld • Younha •
• Volbeat • Gorillaz • Caravan Palace •
• Nurzery Rhymez • Peggy Suave •
• The Neighborhood • Green Day •
• The Pretty Reckless • Sleetgrout •
• The Ink Spots • Wumpscut •
• The Synthetic Dream Foundation •
• Sleep Dealer • Concorde • LORN •
• Alice Francis • Blutengel •
• Halestorm • Ayria • Angelspit •
• M83 • Skillet • In This Moment •
• Thousand Foot Krutch •
• Die Antwoord • Iambia •
• Slow Magic • Klimeks • Bonobo •
• Daughter • Vocaloid • Nachtmahr •
• Combichrist • Skinny Puppy •
• Fraunhofer Diffraction •
• Mariya Takeuchi • Moe Shop •
• Dance Or Die • System Of A Down •
• Kana Boon • Psyborg Corp •
• Daft Punk • Nujabes • Lady Gaga •
• X-RX • C/\T • Noisuf-X/X-Fusion •
• Melanie Martinez • G-Eazy •
• Clams Casino • øfdream • Grendel •
• CHVRCHES • Neuroticfish •
• Twenty-one Pilots • Eisenfunk •
• Alien Vampires • Rammestein •
• Evanescence • Starset • Attila •
• Lana Del Rey • Flatbush Zombies •
• Linkin Park • Three Days Grace •
• Paramore • Flyleaf • Anberlin •
• Bring Me The Horizon • Antic Cafe •
• Sleeping With Sirens • REOL •
• Babymetal • Apocalyptica •
• Nine Inch Nails • Studio-x •
• Jesse Valentine • Daughter •
• Terminal Choice • Dir En Grey •
• Asking Alexandria • Disturbed •
• TeddyLoyd • The Oral Cigarettes •
• Skillet • Limp Bizkit • Sick Puppies • • various video game soundracks (OST/BGM) • etc. •

• You Tubers •

• Jon Tron • Matthew Santoro •
• Pewdiepie • Shane Dawson •
• Daily Dose Of Internet • Ozzy Man • • Markiplier • Jack Septic Eye •
• Leafy Is Here • Toxic Tears •
• Various miniature cooking shows •
• Cyber 8 • Faceless Neil •
• Foamy the Squirrel •
• Akameru Kawaii •
• DEFI BRILATOR •
• How To Basic •
• Jaboody Dubs •
• The Backyard Scientist •
• The Living Tombstone •
• Filthy Frank •
• Seinfeldspitstain •
• Mary Quite Contrary / Mary Nine •
• Various meme makers, video game videos, satisfying videos, science videos, music videos, etc. •

• TV shows •

• The Walking Dead •
• Z Nation • Helix •
• Kenny VS. Spenny • Disjointed •
• Orange Is The New Black •
• Trailer Park Boys • Brickleberry •
• Rick And Morty • Futurama •
• Fringe • Gotham • Into The Badlands
• Bones • Investigation Discovery •
• CSI • Criminal Minds • Catfish •
• It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia •
• NCIS • Black Mirror • Big Mouth •
• Teen Titans • Ed Edd and Eddy •
• American Dad •
• Family Guy • Code Lyoko •
• Rave Master • The 100 •
• Courage The Cowardly Dog •
• Codename Kids Next Door •
• SpongeBob SquarePants •
• Invader Zim • Fairly Odd Parents •
• Bo-Bo-Bo Bo Bo-Bo-Bo •
• Ren and Stimpy • The Good Place •
• The Misdventures Of Flapjack •
• Steven Universe •
• Bee and Puppycat • Between •
• The Rain •
• Star Trek Voyager •
• The End of the Fucking World •
• Hemlock Grove
• The Amanda Show •
• American Horror Story • Chowder •
• History channel stuff (History is one of my favorite educational subjects) • • Most 90s-2000s cartoons • Most house rehab/love it or list it type shows • ANYTHING Gordon Ramsay • • Anthony Bourdain (Rest in peace) •
• Iron Chef • Chopped • Charmed •

• Anime/Manga •

• Attack on Titan • Tokyo Ghoul •
• Future Diary • Elfen Lied • Blood-C •
• Durarara • Death Parade •
• High School Of The Dead •
• Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni •
• School Days • Blood+ • Ajin •
• Trinity Blood • Vampire Knight •
• Inuyasha • Another • Soul Eater •
• Eureka 7 • Miyazaki/Ghibli Films •
• God Child • Black Butler • Ibitsu •
• Darker Than Black •
• Full Metal Alchemist • Junji Ito •
• Ghost In The Shell • Deltora Quest •
• Violet Evergarden • Chibi Vampire •
• Bleach • Deathnote • Naruto • DBZ •
• Emma: A Victorian Romance •
• Ouran High School Host Club •
• Kono Subarashii Sekai No Shukufuku Wo (KonoSuba: God's blessing on this wonderful world!) •
• How Not To Summon A Demon Lord • Fruits Basket • Kakegurui •
• Blend S • Devilman Crybaby • etc. •

• Books •

• I like anything surrounding murder and human psychology, non-garbage romance, fantasy, dark literature, addiction based books, dystopian societies, I also like manga and some comics. •

• Tim Burton • Lauren Kate •
• Ellen Hopkins • Ray Bradbury •
• Beatrice Sparks • Lewis Carroll •
• This one comic called Freak Angel •

• Food •

• Pad Thai • Sushi • Chinese •
• Japanese • Korean •
• Chocolate • Candy • Ice Cream •
• Soup • Pasta • Rice • Seafood •
• Steak • Burgers • Mushrooms •
• Cheese • tard cum • Nuts • Fruit •
• Mac n Cheese • Tacos • Pizza • Potatoes • Coffee • Tea • Juice •
• Soda/Pop • Milkshakes • Pastries •
• Biscuits and Gravy • Mochi •
• Casseroles • Spaghetti •
• I cook really strange things that I throw together that often end up tasty as fuck despite being weird...
• ♡ But I can go for just about anything, I'm not picky, I just love tasty food ♡ •

• Movies •

• The Nightmare Before Christmas •
• Suckerpunch • Kubo • Beetlejuice •
• Big Hero 6 • The Craft •
• Suicide Squad •
• Lord Of The Rings •
• Gattaca • Chappie •
• The Gene Generation •
• Requiem For A Dream •
• The Covenant • Girl Interrupted •
• I Am Sam • The Other Sister •
• Corpse Bride • Brother's Grimm •
• James And The Giant Peach •
• What's Eating Gilbert Grape •
• Boys Don't Cry • Pulp Fiction •
• The Never-ending Story •
• The Dark Crystal •
• Pirates Of The Carribean •
• Shark Boy and Lava Girl • Spy Kids •
• Pan's Labrynth • Kill Bill • Big Fish •
• Wristcutters: A Love Story •
• Big Eyes • Mars Attacks! • 9 •
• Dark Shadows • Miss Peregrine's Home For Peculiar Children • Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant •
• Ace Ventura Pet Detective / When Nature Calls • The Water Boy • 50 First Dates • Shrek • Moana • Star Wars • Miyazaki/Ghibli Films •
• DC • Marvel • Titanic • Coyote Ugly • • Scott Pilgrim VS. The World •
• Zombieland • The Great Gatsby •
• Alice In Wonderland •
• Jim Henson's Labrynth • Tank Girl •
• Resident Evil • Underworld •
• The Indian in the Cupboard •
• The Matrix • The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus • Disney • Pixar •
• Harry Potter • The Happening •
• D'jango Unchained • (Anything with Leonardo DiCaprio, Johnny Depp, and Tim Burton) • The Mummy • etc. •

• Video Games •

• I have A LOT of games for my PS2. I have an N64, Xbox 360, Xbox One, Sega Genesis, and a Sega CD. I had a Game Cube and a Sega Saturn- I'm trying to get replacements. •

• Fallout • Bioshock • Skyrim •
• Sims • Borderlands •
• Dragon's Age Origins • Mad Max •
• State Of Decay • Metro Redux •
• 7 Days To Die • Silent Hill •
• Enchanted Arms • Bomber Man •
• Shadow Hearts • Stardew Valley •
• Star Ocean Until The End Of Time •
• Devil May Cry • NIER (The ORIGINAL one-- it is slightly disappointing how many fans there are for Automata, many of which never even heard of the first one at all... which is an incredibly beautifully crafted, fun, full-of-feels game that makes me cry everytime 😢.) •
• DOT.Hack//INFECTION •
• Anime based games • Chulip •
• Mystic Heroes • Jak And Daxter •
• Crash Bandicoot • Spyro • Popful Mail • Fable • Pokémon Colluseum •
• Albert Odyssey Legend Of Eldean •
• Legend Of Zelda • Banjo Kazooie •
• Pokémon Stadium • LUNAR •
• Diddy Kong Racing • Harvest Moon •
• Shin Megami Tensei Digital Devil Saga • Parasite Eve • The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt • Final Fantasy •
• Drakengard •
• Ys The Ark Of Napishtim •
• Orphen Scion Of Sorcery •
• Evergrace • Dishonored •
• Red Ninja End Of Honor •
• Oakage Shadow King •
• Dance Dance Revolution •
• Neopets The Darkest Fairy •
• Vexx • Dual Hearts • Rayman •
• Alice Madness Returns •
• SoulCalibur • Bullet Witch •
• Shining Tears • Wild Arms •
• Drakan The Ancient Gates •
• Jade Cocoon • Dark Cloud •
• Rogue Galaxy • Wild Woody •
• Dark Alliance 2 Baulders Gate •
• Hobbit • Dr Muto • Guitar Hero •
• Super Monkey Ball •
• Katamari Damacy •
• Mickey Mania • Etc, etc. •
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Six things I could never do without

• (In no specific order) •

• Music •

• Video games •

• Self expression •

• The Devil's lettuce •

• My bedroom •

• The theory and idealism of true lovers or soul mates trying to find each other in this intense and busy world... That could be you! I suppose we will just have to see in time. 🙂
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HOBBIES
I spend a lot of time thinking about

• Where the hell my soulmate is. Did their life GPS malfunction? Get lost? Die in some sort of freak accident? Spontaneously explode? The world may never know. •

• I seem much more badass than I actually am. I'm pretty lame. Get on my level. 🙃

• Why can't I play 20 games at once? I want to play all the games... There are too many options! •

• What •

• Why •

• Oh my fuck, that's so stupid. •

• Fantasy worlds, that is all. •

• *Insert intrusive thoughts here* •

• FUS RO DAH! •

• DOGMEAT / REX / ED-E / BOONE / LILY / FAWKES / CAIT... NOOO! *re-loads last save point* •

• I would probably die in a really stupid way. Like tripping while carrying a kitchen knife and landing on it or cracking my head on the bathroom floor after a shower... I can see it now..."Oops I forgot to drink something... Hmmm what is this curious feeling?" *dies*💀😂

• *Deathclaw appears* OH SHIT, OH SHIT, OH SHIT... •

• *Facepalm* •

• Evan Peters •

• Lydia: "I've got a bad feeling about this..."
.Me: WELL OF COURSE YOU DO, LYDIA. YOU ALWAYS HAVE A BAD FEELING ABOUT /EVERYTHING/ WE DO. We always come out of it FINE though, and you damn well know it! •

• 10K (Nat Zang) •

• Jon Jafari... "Well if you can't beat em, join em." *bootleg bipedal lion dance* "Ech" "Seal your life with flextape!" •

• "Notice me senpai!"
...Senpai doesn't exist.
...Shit. •

• Spencer Reid •

• I'M A GODDESS, WHERE ARE MY OFFERINGS?! •

• UGH. •

• Cats! •

• Anastasia Baranova •

• Huskies! •

• Why can't I go to the college of Winterhold?! I wanna learn magic. •

• Baka. •

• Can I marry that anime character?
No? ...Damnit. •

• *Insert alchemy reagent here* Dragonborn: "YEAH THAT LOOKS TASTY, LET'S EAT IT." •

• I took that dichotomy test, and I'm not sure if I'm surprised or not. I figured I should add this here since I sometimes think about these sorts of things. •

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MOMENTS
On a typical Friday night I am

• Errr... I hate to admit it, but my entire week is fairly dull... Including my Fridays. •

• My inner social circles are super small or long distance, so I don't really get to hang out with others all that much. •

• I'm single and haven't dated anyone for about two years now. •

• I rarely ever leave home... Do you want to change that? •

• I'm often found playing video games on my consoles, binging on Netflix, sketching something, coloring or cutting my hair, watching a YouTuber, or listening to music. •

• *(Note that I don't tend to play online with random people or in groups, so don't ask for my gamer tag. If we become close friends or start dating, I do play one on one, though- I'm somewhat of a private gamer.)* •
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SECRETS
If I were sent to jail, I'd be arrested for

1. Going batshit insane
2. Scowling around the wrong person
3. Laughing at an inappropriate time
4. Eating all the food
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DATING
You should message me if

• You actually respect boundaries. •

• You are not a catfish or fake account... Seriously- what do you gain by fucking over people who just want to find actual love and friendship? •

• You are not a minor... You can wait until you are 18 to join an 🔞 site, or you can join a dating app restricted only for the use of teens- they exist. Rules exist for a reason, and adults have them too, whether you want to believe that or not. •

• You don't mind a woman who swears fairly regularly. •

• You are 420 friendly. •

• You are open minded. •

• You are kink friendly. •

• You are either non-religious or subscribe to alternate religions like Paganism, Hellenism, Wicca, Satanism, etc. •

• You live nearby or within a reasonable distance. •

• You don't think my mental and physical health is a deal breaker for you in the slightest. (Don't attempt to date me if all you want to do is to try to "fix" me. If I wanted help, I'd make an appointment with my doctors.) •

• You are loyal, kind, honest, respectful, and compassionate. •

• You are not a liar, cheater, or bullshitter. (I'm sick of that shit). •
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MOVIES
The last movie I saw

Venom
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TATTOOS
My favorite style of tattoo art

Neo Traditional, pastel, bold, heavy black, blocky, floral, watercolor, I love a lot of kinds.

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Just fucking christ what the fuck...
She says so much to describe how little personality she has.
 
Holy shit I found a big one.

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FUCKING LONG FUCKING PROFILE SERIOUSLY FUCKING LONG.
Fair Warnings : •

• My profile is a long one. I am a complex person and cannot be summarized into a brief paragraph or two. I tend to maintain a 'neutrally cautious' position towards new people, but also like to be honest and clear as possible for the sake of attempting not to let someone feel as if they have been mislead. This is the best way for me to share who I am for everyone in the most comfortable way without having to repeat myself to 1,000 different strangers. I have no intention to lead anyone on or to lie to them, since I gain nothing from it. I don't want there to be any surprises. I would rather give you as much clarity as I can, rather than to maintain some vague persona to keep you interested. If a long profile isn't your cup of tea, you don't have to read any further. This isn't all my depth, despite being as open as I am overall. I personally hate small pointless talk. I rather know about the deep and interesting things... Some people can conversate well on only fumes and ice breakers, but that isn't me. •

• You will have a better chance of me responding to your messages if you say more than 'Hey', 'What's up', 'You're beautiful', etc... I need more depth than that, *especially* if you don't have much content on your profile. If something about me caught your gaze- enough that it was worth messaging me over, wouldn't you prefer to catch my eyes instead of making me completely disinterested? Generic messages do not stand out- not in the least bit. I don't expect an essay... Just something meaningful or unique. •

• To be clear early on- I do not want to have casual sex, hook up with you, or have any other form of no-strings relationships. I'd like to find something real and organic- be it good conversation, true friendship, and if the chemistry is right- a relationship with love, dates, intimacy, sex and affection. Long term is preferable, but life is indeed messy and people may not work out, so medium-ish term is fine as well. I am not against actual friends with benefits situations, though- I don't actively look for this. It will only happen assuming it develops naturally over time or becomes a mutual interest after knowing each other for a while. Some people might think that means I'm okay with simply hooking up with someone I just met - I'm not. They are two entirely different things... There needs to be real trust and friendship there. •

• I do not send nudes, nor do I want yours. The only time I make any exceptions to this rule is if I'm in a serious relationship, and will only do it on my own terms if at all- I have to trust you. •

• I like to take my time getting to know people before giving them alternative contact information, so don't expect me to just give you my phone number... I'll let you know when I'm ready for that. •

• I am a human being, use respect and common sense, thanks. •

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: • Who is Destiny? • :

• I am a 21 year old spooky, cute goth woman who was born in September. •

• Things I am and can be: introverted, enigmatic, calm, reserved, strange, silly, sarcastic, apathetic, sweet, empathic, loyal, odd, thoughtful, displayer of affection and intimacy (hugging, hand holding, kissing, snuggling, etc), romantic, slightly hedonistic (in the sense that I feel everyone should chase their personal pleasures and enjoy them), eccentric, apprehensive, a storm cloud lingering in the distance, moralistic, passionate, misanthropic, not the type to do well to spread myself thin and someone who needs to recharge often (especially socially), hopeful, neutral good, deep, oddball, hot and cold, highly emotional, needy from time to time, a somewhat rigid thought process (never intentionally so- and I also never intend to come off mean or selfish, though that can be a real risk while others perceive my mind not knowing that I do struggle with those social / communication issues), all-or-none thinker, unaware, attached and intense with favorites, skeptical, bizarre, chaotic, slight homebody with a desire to travel, pessimistic realist, worried, devoted, a diamond in the rough, fun, weird, sensitive, eclectic, pensive, anti-social, closed off, over-thinker, skittish, shy, compassionate, bleeding heart, jaded (too many awful relationships), affectionate, a weak noodle, forgetful, individualistic (as in social theory of freedom of action-- it is my life to control and decide what's best for me), introspective, caring, kind, quiet, scared, intense, different, withdrawn, nerdy, helpless, brooding, ditzy, egalitarian, clingy, clumsy, literary, eternally suffering, stubborn, forever exhausted, always hungry (or never hungry at all), moody, loving, strange, playful, small, hyper, anxious, bubbly, unfocused, dreamy, dorky, unique, and awkward, among so many other things. •

• Some things I like to do or have enjoyed doing in the past: video games, anime, manga, reading, cooking, drawing, painting, watching shows and movies, baking, swimming, music, writing, camping, kayaking, watching storms and other types of scenery, calligraphy, make up, photography, crafting, sleeping whenever possible, singing, existing, memes, bowling, Netflix, thrift shops, garage sales, flea markets, Renaissance festival, travel, sightseeing, adventuring, going on walks on chilly, foggy, or rainy days through parks, planetariums, aquariums, science centers, cemeteries, woods and paths from time to time, bubble/regular tea shops, museums, amusement parks, and dancing from DDR, to cyber dancing, attempted hooping, and other forms of electro dance. I also love dressing up when I can! Stuff like... Lolita, kawaii, corsetry, grunge, vintage, swing, pin-up, rockabilly dresses (40's and 50's), victorian, cyber goth, goth, fetish goth, steam punk, pastel goth and cosplay. I haven't had much chance to dabble in some of this as much as I'd like to, so don't ask what my favorite cosplay was- I haven't even had the chance to do them yet! I love to do textual roleplay (RP), I just rarely have the opportunity to do it, as it is hard to find people with not only the interest or time to commit to the (at times) long events they can turn out to be. It is difficult as well for writing long detailed plots with two or more people. It can require some literary skill and imaginative style to do it
fairly well, as it not only can be hard to convey emotion and intent through such a medium, but in typing these massive stories this way with multiple people, it can be difficult to help express certain scenes without visual cues or other senses unless deeply expressed in deep detail in the words and the way the style of the words play out... I typically build plots based on what kind of story sounds appealing at the time, sometimes action, fantasy, adventure, or a romance. I prefer one-on-one, but small groups are fine, too. If you don't know what this is, it's sort of comparable to LARP or perhaps some aspects of D&D, but it is less physically involved and more computer/text based. •

: • Lifestyle and Sexuality • :

• I am demiromantic and demisexual, which means I typically do not experience romantic or sexual attraction until developing an emotional connection with the person first. •

• I am heteroflexible. This means that I am a large part straight, but not entirely. I am interested in men both romantically and sexually, but I am also interested in women- especially romantically, and sexually to a certain extent. Some form of gray asexuality fits into my interest with women- because while I love intimacy and minor sexual advances at times, I don't feel driven to have sex with women. I am also romantically and sexually attracted to pre-operation transgender women... I do not mean to come off rude or ignorant by expressing honesty, so I apologize in advance if I offended anyone at all. I only mean to have wholehearted respect and good intention by being open about this. I am aware that some people in the community do not like associating with cisgender people, and I respect that. With that being said, please message me first if you are interested! •

• I go into heavier detail later in my profile, but it's worth mentioning right away that I am mostly a submissive type. •

• I consider myself dominantly monogamous, however- I may be open to certain polyamorous situations with the right person / people in the future, such as me and a serious partner looking for someone to have fun with. I might be open to relationships, if things grow organically with time. However, I prefer if polyamory is not a necessity to my partner- that they could be content in a monogamous relationship. I can't tell the future and what might ultimately happen either way. •

• I am not a unicorn, I am not looking for any open relationships, and I am not looking for couples to hook up with or join. I don't have any interest in these things. •

• I do not want to become involved with people who have their own children or want to have them someday... I never want to have my own children. Kids are a huge deal breaker for me. I will never change my mind. Do not pursue me if you think that I am somehow incapable of making my own life choices. I intend on getting fixed as soon as I can, and use birth control and other preventative measures when in a relationship. So, If you want a womb to carry your genetic code or a stepmother, look elsewhere, because you aren't going to find that here. •

• I have two medium tattoos and one small one, but give me a few years- I'm planning on having two sleeves and plenty others on the rest of my body. I also currently have 7 piercings and intend on getting more. So I hope you like kissing pierced women! •

• My eyebrows are shaved and drawn on when I choose to have them. If you can't vibe with a lack of eyebrows at least half the time or if you don't like fake ones, I'm not the girl for you. •

• I'm 5'2 so I'm pretty short, and I weigh anywhere from 140-160 pounds roughly (I shift a lot), I'm not plus size, but I'm not a size zero, either. I'm curvy and chubby at the same time. If that's a problem and you can't accept a little bit of *squish* in the tummy, thighs and bum, then you should move on. I'm a little extra. Accept me, or accept that I want you out of my life. •

• My hair is about 3' long. It is thick, heavy, and naturally wavy-curly. I do tie my hair up in a lazy bun a good chunk of the time- especially in the summer. I used to bleach it and dye it unnatural colors, but these days I only dye it black to minimize damage... Yes, I still have the half shaved head. No, I don't plan on growing that out. •

• If real, flawed women aren't your thing, you might want to swipe left. I have stretch marks, scars, cystic acne, genetically missing teeth, dark circles under my eyes, prefer to keep short nails, and don't always do my makeup. I'm perfectly imperfect, I never claimed to be a model, after all. If you can't deal, then there's the door to leave. •

• I have a slight Fallout addiction.
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If you hate Fallout... I probably already hate you. 🙃💣💥

• I struggle with physical and mental illness, disabilities, and past trauma. It can be really hard to deal with me sometimes- I won't try to hide that truth from you. If you can't understand the complications of interacting with someone dealing with these issues (or are unwilling to), please refrain from messaging me. If that isn't you, though, just try your best to understand. Respect me. Listen. Be supportive. Stuff like that. I don't know everything about what is going on with me- it's a bit of a learning process right now, so I can't 100% define some of my problems, but they exist. It can be a little intense for some people since it's not just a couple of tiny problems, so consider this your forewarning. I believe it is only fair to be honest, and expect the same in return. If you have questions about any of my conditions- feel free to ask- just know I might not be comfortable to answer! •

• I am a pale vampire babe who despises the sun and feel it is the bane of my existence. I am photosensitive in both my eyes and skin for a blend of reasons, so I tend not to go outdoors much. If it's incredibly hot or sunny, fuck that. In the rare event that I do wander out of my cool dark vault, I tend to use parasols, long clothes and hoodies, so that I can enjoy my time in the summer blaze a little more. •

• I suffer with chronic physical pain and headaches, and for unknown reasons have randomly fainted and blacked out in the past. •

• I have hormonal problems and Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS). •

• I suffer from insomnia and PTSD related nightmares. •

• I am moderately asthmatic. Inhalers are sexy, right? 🤔 Running is basically a no-go for me, so don't expect a good zombie apocalypse partner. •

• I have PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder), SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder) GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), and MDD (Major Depressive Disorder). •

• I have been noted having some level of agoraphobia- a fear of places or situations that might cause panic, helplessness, or embarrassment. Basically, a fear of being in public- especially, alone. I will straight up cry or panic like a lost child if I lose someone in a crowd. •

• Fearer of spiders and sting-wings... But honey bees and bumble bees are nice, even though I'm still scared of them! I need someone who can be brave enough to take care of them for me if they come inside... And not torture me about it. •

• A self-proclaimed aquaphobic in deep and murky water. (I almost drowned as a child and one of my cousins died this way.) Don't take this the wrong way though- I love showers, baths, hot tubs and pools. Water doesn't completely terrify me- I just definitely have anxiety with most lakes, rivers, ponds, and super deep pools. I haven't been to the ocean so I can't confirm whether the fear extends to that. So far, the only lake I have ever genuinely enjoyed is lake Michigan. It has extremely clear, wavy, beautiful water, with long, soft sandy beaches, and a wonderful breezy wind! I love that place- it's hard to be scared there. •

• I have abandonment and trust issues pretty bad, but I feel I can keep it mostly in check if there is good consistency and trust within a relationship... Just don't give me any reasons to feel paranoid. Good communication and honesty helps minimize the chances for problems in the future. •

• I am partially blind in one eye, have astigmatism, and wear glasses. 🤓
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OH YOU THOUGHT THE PROFILE WAS OVER? NO, LOL NO WHERE FUCKING NEAR IT.

• The takeaway from this is that I am perfectly imperfect, I can't help that I struggle with issues and illnesses. I have made a lot of progress through the years, and while I can be a handful from time to time, I have improved quite a lot. I have been told I can "pass as normal", Though this kind of isn't a compliment to tell someone with these issues, as it comes off as condescending. It sort of shames the fact that someone has the problems to begin with. It isn't easy and it takes a lot of energy and focus to mimic neurotypical behaviors. I'm just different, unique and quirky in my own ways. Do not message me if you can't tolerate any of this. If you feel I'm shooting myself by being honest, then clearly- I'm not the match for you. I don't believe any form of close relationships should hide this kind of information- especially if you want long term with them- and that's what I'm here for, so I plan on honesty and openness, if you don't, there's the door. •

• I can't drive. I don't have a car, license or permit. It brings me too much anxiety and it's not exactly easy for someone with all the problems that I have to drive peacefully. I'd like to drive someday, but for the time being it's just not realistic. In order to become involved with me you have to be alright with this. Understand that this makes me feel vulnerable so I tend to be cautious about meeting up. •

• I do not like cigarettes, as it bothers my asthma. I prefer people who don't smoke them, but I don't mind if you do, as long as you can attempt to be mindful in close proximity to me. I live with 3 smokers who smoke at least 2 or more packs per person each day indoors, so I really can't afford to mind ~that~ much, but I do try. •

• I am very 420 friendly. If you don't get along with those who regularly use, I'm simply not the right fit for you. I am always open to pot-ential (I'm lame, I know 😂) 420 friendly companions, so don't be afraid to say hello! It would also be nice if my future partner had at least an occasional interest in partaking... Or enjoys it altogether! •

• I am occasionally curious about trying certain drugs for the experience, but I am not currently a user of any of these. (magic mushrooms or LSD, for example.) I am not okay with using hard drugs, however- so don't ask. (meth or heroin, for example). I don't use the typical party drug, but I could be open to people who only occasionally use these. •

• I consider myself a rare social drinker- it's just never been my thing. (I'm getting a tattoo instead of going to a bar for my 21st, so if that's any indication...) If I do decide to drink, it's typically a hard soda, wine cooler or mixed drink on the holidays, with a close friend, or at the rare party I go to (which is like, never)- so if you like to drink regularly, don't expect me to drink with you. •

• I am an Atheist, and prefer like-minded individuals in my romantic relationships and close friendships. I am not militant or rude about my lack of belief- and feel people should believe whatever feels right to them without judgement so long as the respect goes both ways... I have some interest and at times naturally question and wonder about witchcraft, magic, Wicca, Paganism, Hellenism, Satanism, and Nordic gods- but I am ultimately still an Athiest. •

• I do question and wonder about some conspiracies neutrally, but I am not sure I consider myself a conspiracy theorist or not. Life is a big gray zone, anyways. •

• I believe there is other forms of life out there somewhere out in the vast outer space. I believe that we can't possibly be the only planet in the universe to have life. The discovery of new faraway planets always interests me! Astronomy seems so interesting! (If you know stuff about astronomy or are an astronomer, I'd love to listen!) •

• I believe in equality. •

• Disabled lives matter. •

• Student lives matter. •

• POC lives matter. •

• Homeless lives matter. •

• Transgender lives matter. •

• Physically abused lives matter. •

• Sexually abused lives matter. •

• Emotionally abused lives matter. •

• LGBTQ+ lives matter. •

• People just matter. And no I'm not the dickwad who says that to be rude. It would be foolish to assume everyone enjoys the same format of relationships, lifestyles, etc... OkCupid calls me apathetic- but I just think there isn't one right way to be or exist. If recognizing that everyone is different and not holding onto whether or not someone answers something the same way makes me apathetic- then alright- I'm apathetic. I just see the value in individualism. I value people being themselves and not giving into something else just because they tell you to, but this doesn't mean I am okay with hating others because of what you personally feel. Everyone has the right to be themselves and live the life that feels right to them. For example- you want to be a progressive kinkster with poly tendencies? Fantastic! You want to have a traditional monogamous relationship that doesn't focus on Sex? Cool! How about a blend of things? Awesome! Do you, be happy doing you, and live life! But don't try to tell someone their relationship type is bad just because you don't agree with or choose to have such a thing. You don't like smoking? Drinking? Drugs? Marijuana? Don't do them. Don't want kids? Don't have any. Don't agree with birth control? Sterilization? Abortion? Don't get them. Don't approve of meat? Don't eat it. Don't approve of tattoos? Piercings? Don't have them done.... It's not that hard to do what you want- while also not walking all over others and not telling them what they can and can't do. In my eyes, no human truly has more power over another in these situations- it's mainly just personal opinion and choice. So... my point is, If you think your opinion can be used to force someone to agree with your views, I'm sure you'll sit in compliance if someone does it to you, right? •

• I HAVE A LOT OF SASS FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN NEVER CHOOSE BAD KARMA DECISIONS IN VIDEO GAMES. •

• I lean towards a liberal / dem. / progressive / independent way of political thinking. I am not an extremist and I don't focus on these things 24/7. I can be passionate about my opinions, however. I prefer to talk to people with like-minded political / social / religious beliefs, as I am trying to make lasting friendships and relationships, and I rather not take a chance- I don't want to waste my time with people I feel don't fit what I really want or need. I prefer if you aren't republican or conservative. I do not favor extremists from either side, or those who believe others can't feel differently about something. While I have my own opinions and beliefs, I maintain a form of overall neutrality, believing anyone can have whatever opinion or belief that they want, as long as it does not hurt or affect others negatively (such as hate crimes, kidnap, sacrifice, murder, rape, etc.) To me, it's one thing to have an opinion or a preference and being civilized about it, another to hurt people who are different than you or blast out some seriously discriminatory/offensive stuff because you saw someone different. Don't assume I won't hang around these types of people because of my noted preference. I have conservative/republican leaning friends and family, as well as highly spiritual ones- and I love them with all my heart- I just prefer to meet more similar people, as I personally feel I don't know enough like minded people, and I'd like to feel strongly towards the new relationships I create here. •

• ***I am NOT looking for a debate or an argument with any of the topics I write about. I'm just trying to be open and honest so people know what I'm looking for and want in a relationship and friendship, thanks.*** •

• I believe in the use of birth control, condoms, emergency contraception, sterilization, and abortion. I am pro choice because it isn't anyone else's problem what someone else is doing with their own lives. •

• I am a bit of a Lolita/Lolicon with people I date- meaning I tend to prefer dating older than me- I feel uncomfortable with the idea of dating someone younger. I do have my limits though when it comes to being older, meaning if you are old enough to be my dad or mom or even older, I'm sorry but I'm not into that. I prefer to keep it in the late 20's and early 30's. •

: • What I'm Looking For • :

• Potential best friends. The kind who are real and serious and devoted. People to smoke with, have fun with, watch shows, go adventuring, have sleepovers, play games. Just do all sorts of stuff. I especially want some female friends. So if you live close or you can drive and you really need this connection too, please message me if you think we have potential! Male friends are great too, I still value the friendship of course!- but it's less relatable, I guess? •

• I prefer short(ish) distance relationships, but if you are amazing enough and we connect really well, long distance could possibly be fine too. I recognize that your soul mate could be anywhere, but I can dream, right? Why the preference? I've invested a lot of years into relationships that were LD just to be left completely disappointed. I always left my LD relationships feeling as though I never knew them, which is a pretty scary thing to think about. I don't want to invest so much time into someone I never get to see all that often or at all. •

• This isn't a list of things you MUST be or have, it's just a list of things I'd like or prefer to have, if given a choice. I understand that this isn't build-a-bitch-dot-com. •

• I'm looking for people that are empathic, sensitive, warm hearted, loving, sweet, giving, love spending time with their special person, are open minded, willing to do monogamy (but could be open to polyamory), romantic, will express feelings, thoughts and opinions honestly, loyal, caring, kind, understanding, kinky, kind dominant, a "caregiver" in personality. •

• If I had a "type" to describe that I like and would find interest in easier than the others- it would be the spooky, tattooed and/or pierced dark souls- the people who dye their hair colorfully or black, the ones who like to do neat haircuts- or choose to have long hair! Ones who wear dark clothes or neato graphic tees and awesome skinny jeans. Anything alternative pretty much. Size wise I love anything from thin, to average to husky! I like height in a partner, But my attraction mainly comes from an attraction to personality- so that means if you have a shit one- even if you are the tall spooky goth of my dreams- I won't like you anymore. •

• I'm looking for people who can respect me regardless of my level of success, job or income. I would not judge you- so it would be great if you did not judge me. I am at home most of my week. Looking at the positive of that, I guess all it means is that we can spend more time together because we aren't occupied when the other isn't! •

• I am looking for a leader, someone to help guide and support my childish, struggling soul. I am looking for someone emotionally strong. Someone stable and firm- someone who can weather the possible storms. I'm not necessarily looking for someone to financially support me, so don't mistake what I mean by this- I mean more just the mental/emotional support, though I will not lie and say that I am not interested in a "stay at home" lifestyle, so I am in a passively interested in a sort of neo-traditional relationship type- one with some old fashioned tendencies- yes, but also with many aspects of modern dating and life habits- meaning- I want my opinion and words to matter- I want to stand beside my partner, not behind- I am not an object or a pawn to control... Basically, those with naturally giving and care-taking personalities will thrive here. I feel I need someone who is intelligent, perceptive, aware (no- I don't expect you to read minds, but it would be nice if my significant other can notice and respond if I seem upset or seem bothered by something.) I need someone who can grow to truly understand me- all of my moods, feelings and the way I express things from emotions to physical affection to the way I speak about things like the back of their hand. I feel safer with someone who understands how to exist as an adult in this fucked up society, because I'm basically a child in an adult body. If you are least a little confident and have the ability to plan stuff out more than just winging everything, we should work out just fine. I just can't deal with people who just go with the flow with everything and always have sudden or last minute plans- it's so stressful to my introverted soul- I need to prepare at least some of the time! I feel I need someone patient and willing to teach me the things I don't know or don't understand, to help me even if I just don't. I don't expect perfect- I just want effort. I want us to support each other where we are flawed. I want us to be mature, to keep debates and 'arguments' calm and adult. It isn't me versus you- it's us versus the problem. I just need someone capable to be extremely supportive and someone "hands on" so to speak. I need someone who won't make false claims and promises just because it's what I'd want to hear. Someone who is devoted. I'm looking for a best friend within a lover. Someone who can respect all that I am and then some. Someone who is funny, and creative. Someone who just knows how to make things better. •

• Someone who completely relates to the lack of wanting children- but will be totally down with helping me care for my future service dog who will probably be a Gerberian Shepsky. (Siberian Husky and German Shepherd mix) cats, and even me, at times. •

• Someone perfectly content staying in to watch Netflix and cuddle in bed, maybe even smoke, but also completely willing to travel and go do things and have fun. •

• I just want something that makes us happy deep down, even though others don't understand it. •

• It would make things easier if they were open to my quirks, I feel these things are near non-negotiable... •

• Quirk 1. - I have to have a fan in rooms I spend a lot of time in and like to sleep in the cold (I keep my window open 95% of the time in the winter) partially because of asthma, the fact that I somehow can't seem to regulate temperature right so I overheat a lot, dead air kind of bothers me, and for my tinnitus. It is not something I believe will ever change as I have been living with these issues for most of my life. •

• Quirk 2. - Ideally- I want a partner who won't shit bricks if we have our own bedrooms if we ever get serious enough for it to matter. I'm not saying that because I don't want to sleep by you, but because it's actually more sensible than it seems- I am territorial and protective over my belongings and space, love to have my OWN space to retreat to (growing up sharing bedrooms always bothered me), and it helps the relationship, too. How? If someone is a neat freak and someone isn't, that can bring on annoyance. If they have their own space, I can't tell you how take care of your area, and you can't tell me how to care for mine. It makes it easier to compromise on the shared areas, and it helps by minimizing interruptions in sleep if someone has to set an alarm or leave, and some days you won't share a bed because you don't want to interrupt each other. It helps by eliminating compromises to things that help one fall asleep. I need to be in a damn near pitch black chilly room with a fairly loud fan, and a closed and locked door (doors make me anxious). I toss and turn a lot, stay up late (sometimes even all-nighters), talk nonsense and mutter and even shout out stuff in my sleep and jolt awake. I have been told I have unintentionally hit or kicked people in the past, even though it's rare. That's difficult to work with if you need the tv on, like it warm, fall asleep early, etc. I just want all of us to be comfortable. I can start to go crazy if I don't have my own little space. It can be detrimental to my mentality, but I can go crazy if alone too long, too. But, it's not like I'm telling you we will never sleep together or cuddle. No couple MUST merge bedrooms. The very idea that just because you are essentially best friends with intimate relations me and you have to throw away half of our stuff and share forever after having your own space at one point is just ridiculous, in my opinion. It's simply an antiquated idea. I've heard of quite a few couples who have successfully done this, and their relationship is stronger because of It- it doesn't mean that they aren't intimate with each other and don't have sex. •

• Quirk 3. - I need ice. All the time. If we don't have an automatic ice machine, expect stacks of ice trays and a whole bucket of it. If you use all my ice up, replace them! I have a super weird thing about it- I can't drink room temperature stuff. It bothers me. I don't know why... Cold stuff without ice is okay, but I feel as though the flavor or intensity is too strong or something, and- iced water or juice is the best. •

• Quirk 4. - Because of my autism, I need to regularly stim. I have habits that might be strange to you. I really don't want to go into detail until I connect with you, I'm very open and try to be as honest as I can be, but this is very personal to me. Just a forewarning. •

• Bonus Quirk 5: I sleep with stuffed animals still... I am a child at heart- I swear. (I love plushies and cute things!) also, a thousand pillows. •

• Bonus Not-Really Quirk 6: Outie belly buttons freak me out, I don't know why... •

• I desire to be loved for much more than simply how "gorgeous" I am to you. I never want to second guess whether or not you will stay for the long run based on the fact that I won't stay beautiful. I want to be wanted because you want me- the whole of me- not just bits and pieces... That doesn't mean I don't support the idea that people should feel attracted to their partner- if I'm not attracted to you- and not just your looks- but your personality and other things that make you- well, you, it probably won't work. I believe chemistry between people is a real thing- some just won't have it. •

: • The Sexual • :

• First and foremost, I am pretty serious about safewords, respect, honesty, consent (no means no), being of age (🔞), safety, cleanliness, and compromise. This means I expect 100% honesty and respect. •

• SAFE SEX ONLY, CLEAN PEOPLE ONLY. •

• If we become involved sexually, it does not mean that you own me or my body- regardless of what my interests might be. There will be times I won't want to have sex, and it doesn't matter what my reasons are. I'm a human and deserve respect. •

• I'm someone who is deeply in touch with my sexuality, kinks, and interests. With that being said, I don't mind if you choose to use (or don't for that matter): Porn, hentai, written erotica, magazines, toys, like sexy outfits, or masturbate, etc- I like many of these things myself, I have never once considered any of this cheating... So you'll have to be accepting of my involvement in some of this. On the reverse, I also respect if you don't want to have sex from time to time whatever your reason might be, and also indulge in self pleasure. However, I don't rely on alternate methods & self pleasure *ALL* the time and you shouldn't either. •

: • The Kinks • :

• I am fairly kink friendly, I have quite a wide array of interests, however overall I personally feel I am a bit inexperienced and would love to explore my kinks with a trusted and bonded person. •

• Please note that I give some background information and tend to be open minded for easier navigation of like-minded individuals. This does not mean it is okay for you to act like a creep or harass me- have some respect and be mature, or don't message me at all, thanks. •

• I'm not 24/7 with any of my interests, so if you are looking for forever pets, littles, subs, or someone to give everything up for you to control 24/7, that isn't me. •

• I would highly prefer someone who has a decent amount of experience, and already has some kind of past interest in these kinks. I do NOT want to train a vanilla, or have sex with virgins or people who are completely inexperienced. I want to feel secure with my partners. I don't have nearly as much experience as I would like to, and haven't been able to really do some of this stuff in serious levels, so it helps if my partner knows a thing or two about it already. •

• There are things I am just not all that interested in, don't like receiving, giving, or doing, unless my partner has that much of an interest in it, then I will be willing to compromise, but don't expect it all the time. I would expect the same from you for interests you don't like. •

• I partake in DD-LG. I identify as a little, middle or big depending on how I'm feeling. I call myself a light-switch little, because there's no telling when I might be in little or adult mode. My interest only goes so far, though, meaning infant play is a serious no-go for me- so: No diapers, baby food, nurseries, lack of speech, 24/7 lifestyles, etc. I do however, like mild stuff- such as bottles, sippy cups, onesies and binkies. The youngest "age" I identify with is 8, the oldest being 18. So, anything in between is fine- depending on my mood, of course. How I can be in little space depends on mood as well- I sometimes like to be sassy, innocent, bratty, low-key dirty, whiny, playful, clingy, loving, affectionate, sweet, creative, throw small cute fits when I don't get my way, can act adorable when I want something, but overall, I'm pretty well behaved. •

• I for the most part identify as a submissive, however, I will not stand for abusive, overly controlling dominants- I really love the kind hearted dominants and caregivers. I sometimes can enjoy minor power struggles. It is worth noting that I do like to have power even though I'm submissive- what I mean by that is- I like to have control enough for my opinions, needs, and feelings to matter. •

• A light mix between sadism and masochism (sadomasochism), but I do have my limits on both ends. •

• I can enjoy minor degradation from time to time. •

• I have some interest in pet play, primarily as a kitten, husky or wolf. •

• I like bondage and shibari, harnesses, gag balls, collars, ears, tails, body harnesses, lace, leather, vinyl, and dressing up (maid, nurse, school girl, cosplay, etc). •

• I like giving and receiving hickies, biting, and hair pulling •

• I like to be choked, but you NEED to be educated about it and know how to handle yourself in this situation before you put your hand on my throat. There is a right and wrong way, and I've actually had one too many close calls already. If you can't be aware or handle yourself in these moments, I won't allow you to do this, as it puts my life at risk, and can be a major buzzkill for both of us as well. •

• I have other kinks and interests, but I am a bit shy about them... Don't worry, it isn't anything gross and they shouldn't be any worse than the ones listed already. •

• If you are looking for gold showers, scat, fart, rim jobs, foot fetishes, or anything else like this- you need not apply. I'm not interested in anything gross or unsanitary. I don't want to come off as a kink shamer by saying this, but I am not interested in these things, thanks. •

• Goth does not equal dominatrix, so don't ask if I want to dominate you, I quite honestly don't. •
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One day, I would like to

• Go to Germany to stay there for a while, visit Leipzig to attend Wave Gotik Treffen, go to local Industrial concerts, travel around the city, enjoy authentic German food, and have a grand old time. •

• Go to Japan and stay there to visit real hot springs, eat authentic Japanese ramen, check out the awesome themed cafés, shop in the stores, see the Pokémon center and sanrio HQ, ride the train, eat at a sushi bar, see the cherry blossoms in bloom, watch the leaves lit up in the autumn, visit shrines and go up into the mountains, see the ocean, and travel around the city. •

• Go to the UK to travel the city, see the vibrant (and possibly rainy) countryside, and visit the ocean. •

• Go to Finland- in specific to visit Kiilopääntie- to stay at the Kakslauttanen Arctic Resort during the dark months to see the Aurora Borealis from a glass igloo, pick mushrooms and berries during the warm months and to go dog sledding through the snow. •

• Visit Norway, Italy, Sweden, and France... So basically, I'd like to travel around the world seeing beautiful sights, have fun, to experience something new everywhere we go- to see the world right beside someone I care deeply about. •
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I could probably beat you at

• If I'm being completely honest here... Probably being weird! •

• I literally just wanted to use this section for some favorite quotes though, enjoy. •

• "You want knives? You want them in your belly? No? Then you stop talking to Deeja." - Deeja •

• "I'm Daddy. No, I'm Daddy." (giggles)
"Ooh, marshmallow!"
"It's dancing, Daddy, dancing!"
"Unzip'm, Daddy!"
"Two times six is chicken, Mr. B!"
"Six times two is lemon..."
"I'm telling the other girls that I have the best Daddy!"
"Daddy! You always save me from the monsters!"
"You rescued me, Sir Bubbles!"
"Timeout! You got to timeout!"
"Don't dilly-dally Mr. Bubbles! Hurry."
"Skippy skip, Mr. B... Big Sister doesn't like slowpokes."
"Faster Mr. B, don't make me carry you!" - Little Sister, Bioshock 1 & 2 •

• "War. War Never changes." - Ron Perlman (Fallout) •

• "I hate you all."
"If I feel the need to suck on anything of yours, Alistair, you'll be the first to know."
"How odd. We now have a dog and Alistair is still the dumbest one in the party."
"Ah, the Chantry board. Yes, let us run errands for the betterment of mankind as well as a few coppers."
"Ah, look how they moan and wail and gnash their teeth. 'Tis sad to watch how helplessly they scurry about."
A: Why do you always go on about how stupid I am? I'm not stupid, am I?
M: "If you need to ask the question..."
A: Because it hurts my manly feelings, you know. All one of them.
M: "Then I'll be sure to write you an apology once all of this is over."
"How very fitting that they would build a prison for mages in the middle of a lake and make it look like a giant phallus." - Morrigan, Dragon's Age: Origins •

• "What a stupid bucket!" - Mei

• "You see those warriors from Hammerfell? They’ve got curved swords. Curved. Swords." - Guards •

• "I AM THE LIQOUR!!!" (R.I.P John Dunsworth.) "A liquor captain never abandons his sinking shit-ship." - Jim Lahey •

• "I am sworn to carry your burdens." - Lydia •

• "Humanity lost many things after the war. Methods of agriculture, techniques for survival. We took it upon ourselves to piece together this knowledge and bring it back to them. Other things weren't lost, but were blocked from our collective memory. Knowledge of what we're capable of, and how things spiral out of control. It's in our nature to want to forget truths that keep us awake at night. And for that reason it's all the more important that the followers walk the wastes to remind people of them." - Ignacio Rivas, 2281 •

• "I used to be an adventurer like you. Then I took an arrow in the knee." - Every single guard, everywhere •

• "Sweet mother, sweet mother, send your child unto me, for the sins of the unworthy must be baptized in blood and fear." - Black Sacrament •

• "I'm Mr. Meeseeks, look at me!" "Roses are red, this world is a lie, existence is pain, I just wanna die!" "Awww, bitch!" "Wubba lubba dub dub! Let's get riggity riggity wrecked, son!" "Aw, geez Rick..." "Ooo wee what about that existence being pain?" •

• "One does not simply walk into Mordor." - Boromir •

• "I don't trust a man that doesn't have something strange going on about him, cause it means he's hiding it from you. If a man's wearing his pants on his head or if he says his words backwards from time to time, you know it's all laid out there for you. But if he's friendly to strangers and keeps his home spick-and-span, more often than not he's done something even his own ma couldn't forgive." - No Bark Noonan, 2281 •

• "And to that I hold. I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone.
...It is mine to give to whom I will. Like my heart." - Arwen •

• "I roll with my kitties and I'm hard as fuck." - Bubbles •

• "The only thing I know for certain is that I don't know nothing." - Beatrix Russell*, 2281 (*Socrates) •

• "We Know" - 🖐🏻 (The Dark Brotherhood) •

• "Time you enjoyed wasting isn't wasted time." - Beatrix Russell*, 2281 (*Bertrand Russell) •

• "IT'S LIKE MY BRAIN IS SHORTCIRCULATING!" - Ricky •

• "I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS!" - Crona •

• "In what country is there a place for people like me?" - Andrew Ryan •


The first thing people notice about me
• My gray eyes •
• The fact that I'm goth •
• Wow you're weird / strange / awkward / different / unique •
• What a long profile •
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MEDIA
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food

• Music •

• I'm into industrial, chill wave, harsh ebm, witch house, electro swing/swing, screamo, metal, gothic, heavy rock, Japanese rock and metal, and some soft stuff. My music taste seems to be really miscellaneous. I can listen to lame anime openings, to old music clear through the years, and suddenly want to blast dark industrial. There's no common theme that I stick to. •

• Grimes • Parov Stelar • SAM •
• H.EXE • Herzschlag • The Cure •
• FGFC820 • Marilyn Manson •
• Joy Division • Mr. Kitty • Origa •
• Crystal Castles • Tillian Pearson •
• Ministry • Nirvana • L.E.D. • Sana •
• Mindless Self Indulgence •
• KMFDM • Dance Gavin Dance •
• Hands Like Houses • Hocico •
• Mind Shredder • Slipknot •
• Kriminal Minds • Siouxsie ATB •
• Utada Hikaru • Falling In Reverse •
• Soman • Faderhead • Fractional •
• Plastic Nurse • XXYYXX •
• Animassacre • Coldworld •
• The Birthday Massacre •
• Awolnation • Rob Zombie •
• Psychic Rites • I See Stars •
• We Came As Romans • SITD •
• Skold • Arctic Monkeys • Cazzette •
• Breaking Benjamin • Studio Killers •
• Reaper • Fractured • Neurotech •
• Suicide Commando • Feindflug •
• Centhron • Breathe Carolina •
• Celldweller • God Module •
• Asphyxia • Manufactura • S3RL •
• Technikult Of Flesh • La Dispute •
• Tactical Sekt • Die Sektor •
• Emilie Autumn • Dresden Dolls •
• Assemblage 23 • Yade • Agonoize •
• Wynardtage • Kanon Wakeshima •
• Orange Range • Hitomi Takahashi •
• Jinn • Hyde • Uverworld • Younha •
• Volbeat • Gorillaz • Caravan Palace •
• Nurzery Rhymez • Peggy Suave •
• The Neighborhood • Green Day •
• The Pretty Reckless • Sleetgrout •
• The Ink Spots • Wumpscut •
• The Synthetic Dream Foundation •
• Sleep Dealer • Concorde • LORN •
• Alice Francis • Blutengel •
• Halestorm • Ayria • Angelspit •
• M83 • Skillet • In This Moment •
• Thousand Foot Krutch •
• Die Antwoord • Iambia •
• Slow Magic • Klimeks • Bonobo •
• Daughter • Vocaloid • Nachtmahr •
• Combichrist • Skinny Puppy •
• Fraunhofer Diffraction •
• Mariya Takeuchi • Moe Shop •
• Dance Or Die • System Of A Down •
• Kana Boon • Psyborg Corp •
• Daft Punk • Nujabes • Lady Gaga •
• X-RX • C/\T • Noisuf-X/X-Fusion •
• Melanie Martinez • G-Eazy •
• Clams Casino • øfdream • Grendel •
• CHVRCHES • Neuroticfish •
• Twenty-one Pilots • Eisenfunk •
• Alien Vampires • Rammestein •
• Evanescence • Starset • Attila •
• Lana Del Rey • Flatbush Zombies •
• Linkin Park • Three Days Grace •
• Paramore • Flyleaf • Anberlin •
• Bring Me The Horizon • Antic Cafe •
• Sleeping With Sirens • REOL •
• Babymetal • Apocalyptica •
• Nine Inch Nails • Studio-x •
• Jesse Valentine • Daughter •
• Terminal Choice • Dir En Grey •
• Asking Alexandria • Disturbed •
• TeddyLoyd • The Oral Cigarettes •
• Skillet • Limp Bizkit • Sick Puppies • • various video game soundracks (OST/BGM) • etc. •

• You Tubers •

• Jon Tron • Matthew Santoro •
• Pewdiepie • Shane Dawson •
• Daily Dose Of Internet • Ozzy Man • • Markiplier • Jack Septic Eye •
• Leafy Is Here • Toxic Tears •
• Various miniature cooking shows •
• Cyber 8 • Faceless Neil •
• Foamy the Squirrel •
• Akameru Kawaii •
• DEFI BRILATOR •
• How To Basic •
• Jaboody Dubs •
• The Backyard Scientist •
• The Living Tombstone •
• Filthy Frank •
• Seinfeldspitstain •
• Mary Quite Contrary / Mary Nine •
• Various meme makers, video game videos, satisfying videos, science videos, music videos, etc. •

• TV shows •

• The Walking Dead •
• Z Nation • Helix •
• Kenny VS. Spenny • Disjointed •
• Orange Is The New Black •
• Trailer Park Boys • Brickleberry •
• Rick And Morty • Futurama •
• Fringe • Gotham • Into The Badlands
• Bones • Investigation Discovery •
• CSI • Criminal Minds • Catfish •
• It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia •
• NCIS • Black Mirror • Big Mouth •
• Teen Titans • Ed Edd and Eddy •
• American Dad •
• Family Guy • Code Lyoko •
• Rave Master • The 100 •
• Courage The Cowardly Dog •
• Codename Kids Next Door •
• SpongeBob SquarePants •
• Invader Zim • Fairly Odd Parents •
• Bo-Bo-Bo Bo Bo-Bo-Bo •
• Ren and Stimpy • The Good Place •
• The Misdventures Of Flapjack •
• Steven Universe •
• Bee and Puppycat • Between •
• The Rain •
• Star Trek Voyager •
• The End of the Fucking World •
• Hemlock Grove
• The Amanda Show •
• American Horror Story • Chowder •
• History channel stuff (History is one of my favorite educational subjects) • • Most 90s-2000s cartoons • Most house rehab/love it or list it type shows • ANYTHING Gordon Ramsay • • Anthony Bourdain (Rest in peace) •
• Iron Chef • Chopped • Charmed •

• Anime/Manga •

• Attack on Titan • Tokyo Ghoul •
• Future Diary • Elfen Lied • Blood-C •
• Durarara • Death Parade •
• High School Of The Dead •
• Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni •
• School Days • Blood+ • Ajin •
• Trinity Blood • Vampire Knight •
• Inuyasha • Another • Soul Eater •
• Eureka 7 • Miyazaki/Ghibli Films •
• God Child • Black Butler • Ibitsu •
• Darker Than Black •
• Full Metal Alchemist • Junji Ito •
• Ghost In The Shell • Deltora Quest •
• Violet Evergarden • Chibi Vampire •
• Bleach • Deathnote • Naruto • DBZ •
• Emma: A Victorian Romance •
• Ouran High School Host Club •
• Kono Subarashii Sekai No Shukufuku Wo (KonoSuba: God's blessing on this wonderful world!) •
• How Not To Summon A Demon Lord • Fruits Basket • Kakegurui •
• Blend S • Devilman Crybaby • etc. •

• Books •

• I like anything surrounding murder and human psychology, non-garbage romance, fantasy, dark literature, addiction based books, dystopian societies, I also like manga and some comics. •

• Tim Burton • Lauren Kate •
• Ellen Hopkins • Ray Bradbury •
• Beatrice Sparks • Lewis Carroll •
• This one comic called Freak Angel •

• Food •

• Pad Thai • Sushi • Chinese •
• Japanese • Korean •
• Chocolate • Candy • Ice Cream •
• Soup • Pasta • Rice • Seafood •
• Steak • Burgers • Mushrooms •
• Cheese • tard cum • Nuts • Fruit •
• Mac n Cheese • Tacos • Pizza • Potatoes • Coffee • Tea • Juice •
• Soda/Pop • Milkshakes • Pastries •
• Biscuits and Gravy • Mochi •
• Casseroles • Spaghetti •
• I cook really strange things that I throw together that often end up tasty as fuck despite being weird...
• ♡ But I can go for just about anything, I'm not picky, I just love tasty food ♡ •

• Movies •

• The Nightmare Before Christmas •
• Suckerpunch • Kubo • Beetlejuice •
• Big Hero 6 • The Craft •
• Suicide Squad •
• Lord Of The Rings •
• Gattaca • Chappie •
• The Gene Generation •
• Requiem For A Dream •
• The Covenant • Girl Interrupted •
• I Am Sam • The Other Sister •
• Corpse Bride • Brother's Grimm •
• James And The Giant Peach •
• What's Eating Gilbert Grape •
• Boys Don't Cry • Pulp Fiction •
• The Never-ending Story •
• The Dark Crystal •
• Pirates Of The Carribean •
• Shark Boy and Lava Girl • Spy Kids •
• Pan's Labrynth • Kill Bill • Big Fish •
• Wristcutters: A Love Story •
• Big Eyes • Mars Attacks! • 9 •
• Dark Shadows • Miss Peregrine's Home For Peculiar Children • Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant •
• Ace Ventura Pet Detective / When Nature Calls • The Water Boy • 50 First Dates • Shrek • Moana • Star Wars • Miyazaki/Ghibli Films •
• DC • Marvel • Titanic • Coyote Ugly • • Scott Pilgrim VS. The World •
• Zombieland • The Great Gatsby •
• Alice In Wonderland •
• Jim Henson's Labrynth • Tank Girl •
• Resident Evil • Underworld •
• The Indian in the Cupboard •
• The Matrix • The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus • Disney • Pixar •
• Harry Potter • The Happening •
• D'jango Unchained • (Anything with Leonardo DiCaprio, Johnny Depp, and Tim Burton) • The Mummy • etc. •

• Video Games •

• I have A LOT of games for my PS2. I have an N64, Xbox 360, Xbox One, Sega Genesis, and a Sega CD. I had a Game Cube and a Sega Saturn- I'm trying to get replacements. •

• Fallout • Bioshock • Skyrim •
• Sims • Borderlands •
• Dragon's Age Origins • Mad Max •
• State Of Decay • Metro Redux •
• 7 Days To Die • Silent Hill •
• Enchanted Arms • Bomber Man •
• Shadow Hearts • Stardew Valley •
• Star Ocean Until The End Of Time •
• Devil May Cry • NIER (The ORIGINAL one-- it is slightly disappointing how many fans there are for Automata, many of which never even heard of the first one at all... which is an incredibly beautifully crafted, fun, full-of-feels game that makes me cry everytime 😢.) •
• DOT.Hack//INFECTION •
• Anime based games • Chulip •
• Mystic Heroes • Jak And Daxter •
• Crash Bandicoot • Spyro • Popful Mail • Fable • Pokémon Colluseum •
• Albert Odyssey Legend Of Eldean •
• Legend Of Zelda • Banjo Kazooie •
• Pokémon Stadium • LUNAR •
• Diddy Kong Racing • Harvest Moon •
• Shin Megami Tensei Digital Devil Saga • Parasite Eve • The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt • Final Fantasy •
• Drakengard •
• Ys The Ark Of Napishtim •
• Orphen Scion Of Sorcery •
• Evergrace • Dishonored •
• Red Ninja End Of Honor •
• Oakage Shadow King •
• Dance Dance Revolution •
• Neopets The Darkest Fairy •
• Vexx • Dual Hearts • Rayman •
• Alice Madness Returns •
• SoulCalibur • Bullet Witch •
• Shining Tears • Wild Arms •
• Drakan The Ancient Gates •
• Jade Cocoon • Dark Cloud •
• Rogue Galaxy • Wild Woody •
• Dark Alliance 2 Baulders Gate •
• Hobbit • Dr Muto • Guitar Hero •
• Super Monkey Ball •
• Katamari Damacy •
• Mickey Mania • Etc, etc. •
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Six things I could never do without

• (In no specific order) •

• Music •

• Video games •

• Self expression •

• The Devil's lettuce •

• My bedroom •

• The theory and idealism of true lovers or soul mates trying to find each other in this intense and busy world... That could be you! I suppose we will just have to see in time. 🙂
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I spend a lot of time thinking about

• Where the hell my soulmate is. Did their life GPS malfunction? Get lost? Die in some sort of freak accident? Spontaneously explode? The world may never know. •

• I seem much more badass than I actually am. I'm pretty lame. Get on my level. 🙃

• Why can't I play 20 games at once? I want to play all the games... There are too many options! •

• What •

• Why •

• Oh my fuck, that's so stupid. •

• Fantasy worlds, that is all. •

• *Insert intrusive thoughts here* •

• FUS RO DAH! •

• DOGMEAT / REX / ED-E / BOONE / LILY / FAWKES / CAIT... NOOO! *re-loads last save point* •

• I would probably die in a really stupid way. Like tripping while carrying a kitchen knife and landing on it or cracking my head on the bathroom floor after a shower... I can see it now..."Oops I forgot to drink something... Hmmm what is this curious feeling?" *dies*💀😂

• *Deathclaw appears* OH SHIT, OH SHIT, OH SHIT... •

• *Facepalm* •

• Evan Peters •

• Lydia: "I've got a bad feeling about this..."
.Me: WELL OF COURSE YOU DO, LYDIA. YOU ALWAYS HAVE A BAD FEELING ABOUT /EVERYTHING/ WE DO. We always come out of it FINE though, and you damn well know it! •

• 10K (Nat Zang) •

• Jon Jafari... "Well if you can't beat em, join em." *bootleg bipedal lion dance* "Ech" "Seal your life with flextape!" •

• "Notice me senpai!"
...Senpai doesn't exist.
...Shit. •

• Spencer Reid •

• I'M A GODDESS, WHERE ARE MY OFFERINGS?! •

• UGH. •

• Cats! •

• Anastasia Baranova •

• Huskies! •

• Why can't I go to the college of Winterhold?! I wanna learn magic. •

• Baka. •

• Can I marry that anime character?
No? ...Damnit. •

• *Insert alchemy reagent here* Dragonborn: "YEAH THAT LOOKS TASTY, LET'S EAT IT." •

• I took that dichotomy test, and I'm not sure if I'm surprised or not. I figured I should add this here since I sometimes think about these sorts of things. •

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On a typical Friday night I am

• Errr... I hate to admit it, but my entire week is fairly dull... Including my Fridays. •

• My inner social circles are super small or long distance, so I don't really get to hang out with others all that much. •

• I'm single and haven't dated anyone for about two years now. •

• I rarely ever leave home... Do you want to change that? •

• I'm often found playing video games on my consoles, binging on Netflix, sketching something, coloring or cutting my hair, watching a YouTuber, or listening to music. •

• *(Note that I don't tend to play online with random people or in groups, so don't ask for my gamer tag. If we become close friends or start dating, I do play one on one, though- I'm somewhat of a private gamer.)* •
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If I were sent to jail, I'd be arrested for

1. Going batshit insane
2. Scowling around the wrong person
3. Laughing at an inappropriate time
4. Eating all the food
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DATING
You should message me if

• You actually respect boundaries. •

• You are not a catfish or fake account... Seriously- what do you gain by fucking over people who just want to find actual love and friendship? •

• You are not a minor... You can wait until you are 18 to join an 🔞 site, or you can join a dating app restricted only for the use of teens- they exist. Rules exist for a reason, and adults have them too, whether you want to believe that or not. •

• You don't mind a woman who swears fairly regularly. •

• You are 420 friendly. •

• You are open minded. •

• You are kink friendly. •

• You are either non-religious or subscribe to alternate religions like Paganism, Hellenism, Wicca, Satanism, etc. •

• You live nearby or within a reasonable distance. •

• You don't think my mental and physical health is a deal breaker for you in the slightest. (Don't attempt to date me if all you want to do is to try to "fix" me. If I wanted help, I'd make an appointment with my doctors.) •

• You are loyal, kind, honest, respectful, and compassionate. •

• You are not a liar, cheater, or bullshitter. (I'm sick of that shit). •
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The last movie I saw

Venom
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My favorite style of tattoo art

Neo Traditional, pastel, bold, heavy black, blocky, floral, watercolor, I love a lot of kinds.

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Just fucking christ what the fuck...
I agree thats one big ugly Fish
 
The big titted goth wannabe gf is probably going to be a lonely cat lady. Somewhere down the line guy's want a family. Her dating options are lowered significantly also all of the tumlerina crap is gonna be a turn off for common sense people or dudes who are out of her league who she probably wants to date.
 
Actual Japanese artist tried to help beginner artists by providing tutorials for how to draw anatomy, Tumblr goblins decided to harrass them for using the word 'beginner', or because they felt his Google translated feedback was rude.

Manga Materials (@MangaMaterials)
Do I look down beginners? Definitely NO. No benefit. I always try choosing the words how people can understand but mostly have no energy left when I check the translation. Reading Engish is hard. Translator did great work. It is my mistake. Sorry for the mess.
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Followup:
https://twitter.com/Drewbiepie/status/1143763321557962752 http://archive.li/vvfqw
Andyface @ Drewbiepie
In light of sensei MangaMaterials' recent harassment by ingrates, here are the culprits who can't handle being "beginners". You've cost artists some of the most helpful and accessible resources available. The discipline as a whole suffers because of your ego.
Let the games begin

Andyface @ Drewbiepie
Was informed today that some folks felt the need to resort to death threats, and that’s straight fucked up. Attacking someone’s integrity/character and threatening to physically attack them are not one and the same. I’m angry too, but don’t do them worse than they deserve.
What were you expecting???
[I'll take a wild guess and assume most of those messages were 'kill yours elves', ie literally nothing]
 
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I feel sorry for the Japanese. They're nice enough to spend their time providing tutorials for free, and in English, albeit somewhat broken (most Japanese can't do proper English).

And then, there's this ungrateful fuckwad. Complaining just because the Japanese called them "beginner". And what the fuck with being humble, but don't like people telling you what's good and not. Actually I've met this kind of weebs a few times, that, regardless of their quality of drawing, went defensive when criticized. The most common excuses they spout are "this is my drawing style!", "my (weeb) friends said it's fine!", "Like you can draw better than me!" etc.

Fine, you may have your own drawing "style", but if your drawing is bad, then it's bad, no excuses. You won't get anywhere if you can't even take criticism and get out of your damn comfort zone. Just look at Chris-chan for example.
 
I see this one is subscribed to Alex Mahan's school of criticism. This exact thing happened with Eva showed the dude that made Skullgirls iirc that godawful demo he made, expected praise and act like a sped when someone tell him how he should improve. These people doesn't do shit out of passion for the crafts, all they want is praise.
 
it's okay to be a weeabo but there are some who take it to far i remeber there was this sub elitist harraisng dub voice actors for not being good enough
i absolutely despise those kind of weeabos.
 
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FUCKING LONG FUCKING PROFILE SERIOUSLY FUCKING LONG.
Fair Warnings : •

• My profile is a long one. I am a complex person and cannot be summarized into a brief paragraph or two. I tend to maintain a 'neutrally cautious' position towards new people, but also like to be honest and clear as possible for the sake of attempting not to let someone feel as if they have been mislead. This is the best way for me to share who I am for everyone in the most comfortable way without having to repeat myself to 1,000 different strangers. I have no intention to lead anyone on or to lie to them, since I gain nothing from it. I don't want there to be any surprises. I would rather give you as much clarity as I can, rather than to maintain some vague persona to keep you interested. If a long profile isn't your cup of tea, you don't have to read any further. This isn't all my depth, despite being as open as I am overall. I personally hate small pointless talk. I rather know about the deep and interesting things... Some people can conversate well on only fumes and ice breakers, but that isn't me. •

• You will have a better chance of me responding to your messages if you say more than 'Hey', 'What's up', 'You're beautiful', etc... I need more depth than that, *especially* if you don't have much content on your profile. If something about me caught your gaze- enough that it was worth messaging me over, wouldn't you prefer to catch my eyes instead of making me completely disinterested? Generic messages do not stand out- not in the least bit. I don't expect an essay... Just something meaningful or unique. •

• To be clear early on- I do not want to have casual sex, hook up with you, or have any other form of no-strings relationships. I'd like to find something real and organic- be it good conversation, true friendship, and if the chemistry is right- a relationship with love, dates, intimacy, sex and affection. Long term is preferable, but life is indeed messy and people may not work out, so medium-ish term is fine as well. I am not against actual friends with benefits situations, though- I don't actively look for this. It will only happen assuming it develops naturally over time or becomes a mutual interest after knowing each other for a while. Some people might think that means I'm okay with simply hooking up with someone I just met - I'm not. They are two entirely different things... There needs to be real trust and friendship there. •

• I do not send nudes, nor do I want yours. The only time I make any exceptions to this rule is if I'm in a serious relationship, and will only do it on my own terms if at all- I have to trust you. •

• I like to take my time getting to know people before giving them alternative contact information, so don't expect me to just give you my phone number... I'll let you know when I'm ready for that. •

• I am a human being, use respect and common sense, thanks. •

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: • Who is Destiny? • :

• I am a 21 year old spooky, cute goth woman who was born in September. •

• Things I am and can be: introverted, enigmatic, calm, reserved, strange, silly, sarcastic, apathetic, sweet, empathic, loyal, odd, thoughtful, displayer of affection and intimacy (hugging, hand holding, kissing, snuggling, etc), romantic, slightly hedonistic (in the sense that I feel everyone should chase their personal pleasures and enjoy them), eccentric, apprehensive, a storm cloud lingering in the distance, moralistic, passionate, misanthropic, not the type to do well to spread myself thin and someone who needs to recharge often (especially socially), hopeful, neutral good, deep, oddball, hot and cold, highly emotional, needy from time to time, a somewhat rigid thought process (never intentionally so- and I also never intend to come off mean or selfish, though that can be a real risk while others perceive my mind not knowing that I do struggle with those social / communication issues), all-or-none thinker, unaware, attached and intense with favorites, skeptical, bizarre, chaotic, slight homebody with a desire to travel, pessimistic realist, worried, devoted, a diamond in the rough, fun, weird, sensitive, eclectic, pensive, anti-social, closed off, over-thinker, skittish, shy, compassionate, bleeding heart, jaded (too many awful relationships), affectionate, a weak noodle, forgetful, individualistic (as in social theory of freedom of action-- it is my life to control and decide what's best for me), introspective, caring, kind, quiet, scared, intense, different, withdrawn, nerdy, helpless, brooding, ditzy, egalitarian, clingy, clumsy, literary, eternally suffering, stubborn, forever exhausted, always hungry (or never hungry at all), moody, loving, strange, playful, small, hyper, anxious, bubbly, unfocused, dreamy, dorky, unique, and awkward, among so many other things. •

• Some things I like to do or have enjoyed doing in the past: video games, anime, manga, reading, cooking, drawing, painting, watching shows and movies, baking, swimming, music, writing, camping, kayaking, watching storms and other types of scenery, calligraphy, make up, photography, crafting, sleeping whenever possible, singing, existing, memes, bowling, Netflix, thrift shops, garage sales, flea markets, Renaissance festival, travel, sightseeing, adventuring, going on walks on chilly, foggy, or rainy days through parks, planetariums, aquariums, science centers, cemeteries, woods and paths from time to time, bubble/regular tea shops, museums, amusement parks, and dancing from DDR, to cyber dancing, attempted hooping, and other forms of electro dance. I also love dressing up when I can! Stuff like... Lolita, kawaii, corsetry, grunge, vintage, swing, pin-up, rockabilly dresses (40's and 50's), victorian, cyber goth, goth, fetish goth, steam punk, pastel goth and cosplay. I haven't had much chance to dabble in some of this as much as I'd like to, so don't ask what my favorite cosplay was- I haven't even had the chance to do them yet! I love to do textual roleplay (RP), I just rarely have the opportunity to do it, as it is hard to find people with not only the interest or time to commit to the (at times) long events they can turn out to be. It is difficult as well for writing long detailed plots with two or more people. It can require some literary skill and imaginative style to do it
fairly well, as it not only can be hard to convey emotion and intent through such a medium, but in typing these massive stories this way with multiple people, it can be difficult to help express certain scenes without visual cues or other senses unless deeply expressed in deep detail in the words and the way the style of the words play out... I typically build plots based on what kind of story sounds appealing at the time, sometimes action, fantasy, adventure, or a romance. I prefer one-on-one, but small groups are fine, too. If you don't know what this is, it's sort of comparable to LARP or perhaps some aspects of D&D, but it is less physically involved and more computer/text based. •

: • Lifestyle and Sexuality • :

• I am demiromantic and demisexual, which means I typically do not experience romantic or sexual attraction until developing an emotional connection with the person first. •

• I am heteroflexible. This means that I am a large part straight, but not entirely. I am interested in men both romantically and sexually, but I am also interested in women- especially romantically, and sexually to a certain extent. Some form of gray asexuality fits into my interest with women- because while I love intimacy and minor sexual advances at times, I don't feel driven to have sex with women. I am also romantically and sexually attracted to pre-operation transgender women... I do not mean to come off rude or ignorant by expressing honesty, so I apologize in advance if I offended anyone at all. I only mean to have wholehearted respect and good intention by being open about this. I am aware that some people in the community do not like associating with cisgender people, and I respect that. With that being said, please message me first if you are interested! •

• I go into heavier detail later in my profile, but it's worth mentioning right away that I am mostly a submissive type. •

• I consider myself dominantly monogamous, however- I may be open to certain polyamorous situations with the right person / people in the future, such as me and a serious partner looking for someone to have fun with. I might be open to relationships, if things grow organically with time. However, I prefer if polyamory is not a necessity to my partner- that they could be content in a monogamous relationship. I can't tell the future and what might ultimately happen either way. •

• I am not a unicorn, I am not looking for any open relationships, and I am not looking for couples to hook up with or join. I don't have any interest in these things. •

• I do not want to become involved with people who have their own children or want to have them someday... I never want to have my own children. Kids are a huge deal breaker for me. I will never change my mind. Do not pursue me if you think that I am somehow incapable of making my own life choices. I intend on getting fixed as soon as I can, and use birth control and other preventative measures when in a relationship. So, If you want a womb to carry your genetic code or a stepmother, look elsewhere, because you aren't going to find that here. •

• I have two medium tattoos and one small one, but give me a few years- I'm planning on having two sleeves and plenty others on the rest of my body. I also currently have 7 piercings and intend on getting more. So I hope you like kissing pierced women! •

• My eyebrows are shaved and drawn on when I choose to have them. If you can't vibe with a lack of eyebrows at least half the time or if you don't like fake ones, I'm not the girl for you. •

• I'm 5'2 so I'm pretty short, and I weigh anywhere from 140-160 pounds roughly (I shift a lot), I'm not plus size, but I'm not a size zero, either. I'm curvy and chubby at the same time. If that's a problem and you can't accept a little bit of *squish* in the tummy, thighs and bum, then you should move on. I'm a little extra. Accept me, or accept that I want you out of my life. •

• My hair is about 3' long. It is thick, heavy, and naturally wavy-curly. I do tie my hair up in a lazy bun a good chunk of the time- especially in the summer. I used to bleach it and dye it unnatural colors, but these days I only dye it black to minimize damage... Yes, I still have the half shaved head. No, I don't plan on growing that out. •

• If real, flawed women aren't your thing, you might want to swipe left. I have stretch marks, scars, cystic acne, genetically missing teeth, dark circles under my eyes, prefer to keep short nails, and don't always do my makeup. I'm perfectly imperfect, I never claimed to be a model, after all. If you can't deal, then there's the door to leave. •

• I have a slight Fallout addiction.
☢ 🏚🏛 ☢ 🏚🎰 ☢ 🏚⚾
If you hate Fallout... I probably already hate you. 🙃💣💥

• I struggle with physical and mental illness, disabilities, and past trauma. It can be really hard to deal with me sometimes- I won't try to hide that truth from you. If you can't understand the complications of interacting with someone dealing with these issues (or are unwilling to), please refrain from messaging me. If that isn't you, though, just try your best to understand. Respect me. Listen. Be supportive. Stuff like that. I don't know everything about what is going on with me- it's a bit of a learning process right now, so I can't 100% define some of my problems, but they exist. It can be a little intense for some people since it's not just a couple of tiny problems, so consider this your forewarning. I believe it is only fair to be honest, and expect the same in return. If you have questions about any of my conditions- feel free to ask- just know I might not be comfortable to answer! •

• I am a pale vampire babe who despises the sun and feel it is the bane of my existence. I am photosensitive in both my eyes and skin for a blend of reasons, so I tend not to go outdoors much. If it's incredibly hot or sunny, fuck that. In the rare event that I do wander out of my cool dark vault, I tend to use parasols, long clothes and hoodies, so that I can enjoy my time in the summer blaze a little more. •

• I suffer with chronic physical pain and headaches, and for unknown reasons have randomly fainted and blacked out in the past. •

• I have hormonal problems and Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS). •

• I suffer from insomnia and PTSD related nightmares. •

• I am moderately asthmatic. Inhalers are sexy, right? 🤔 Running is basically a no-go for me, so don't expect a good zombie apocalypse partner. •

• I have PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder), SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder) GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), and MDD (Major Depressive Disorder). •

• I have been noted having some level of agoraphobia- a fear of places or situations that might cause panic, helplessness, or embarrassment. Basically, a fear of being in public- especially, alone. I will straight up cry or panic like a lost child if I lose someone in a crowd. •

• Fearer of spiders and sting-wings... But honey bees and bumble bees are nice, even though I'm still scared of them! I need someone who can be brave enough to take care of them for me if they come inside... And not torture me about it. •

• A self-proclaimed aquaphobic in deep and murky water. (I almost drowned as a child and one of my cousins died this way.) Don't take this the wrong way though- I love showers, baths, hot tubs and pools. Water doesn't completely terrify me- I just definitely have anxiety with most lakes, rivers, ponds, and super deep pools. I haven't been to the ocean so I can't confirm whether the fear extends to that. So far, the only lake I have ever genuinely enjoyed is lake Michigan. It has extremely clear, wavy, beautiful water, with long, soft sandy beaches, and a wonderful breezy wind! I love that place- it's hard to be scared there. •

• I have abandonment and trust issues pretty bad, but I feel I can keep it mostly in check if there is good consistency and trust within a relationship... Just don't give me any reasons to feel paranoid. Good communication and honesty helps minimize the chances for problems in the future. •

• I am partially blind in one eye, have astigmatism, and wear glasses. 🤓
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OH YOU THOUGHT THE PROFILE WAS OVER? NO, LOL NO WHERE FUCKING NEAR IT.

• The takeaway from this is that I am perfectly imperfect, I can't help that I struggle with issues and illnesses. I have made a lot of progress through the years, and while I can be a handful from time to time, I have improved quite a lot. I have been told I can "pass as normal", Though this kind of isn't a compliment to tell someone with these issues, as it comes off as condescending. It sort of shames the fact that someone has the problems to begin with. It isn't easy and it takes a lot of energy and focus to mimic neurotypical behaviors. I'm just different, unique and quirky in my own ways. Do not message me if you can't tolerate any of this. If you feel I'm shooting myself by being honest, then clearly- I'm not the match for you. I don't believe any form of close relationships should hide this kind of information- especially if you want long term with them- and that's what I'm here for, so I plan on honesty and openness, if you don't, there's the door. •

• I can't drive. I don't have a car, license or permit. It brings me too much anxiety and it's not exactly easy for someone with all the problems that I have to drive peacefully. I'd like to drive someday, but for the time being it's just not realistic. In order to become involved with me you have to be alright with this. Understand that this makes me feel vulnerable so I tend to be cautious about meeting up. •

• I do not like cigarettes, as it bothers my asthma. I prefer people who don't smoke them, but I don't mind if you do, as long as you can attempt to be mindful in close proximity to me. I live with 3 smokers who smoke at least 2 or more packs per person each day indoors, so I really can't afford to mind ~that~ much, but I do try. •

• I am very 420 friendly. If you don't get along with those who regularly use, I'm simply not the right fit for you. I am always open to pot-ential (I'm lame, I know 😂) 420 friendly companions, so don't be afraid to say hello! It would also be nice if my future partner had at least an occasional interest in partaking... Or enjoys it altogether! •

• I am occasionally curious about trying certain drugs for the experience, but I am not currently a user of any of these. (magic mushrooms or LSD, for example.) I am not okay with using hard drugs, however- so don't ask. (meth or heroin, for example). I don't use the typical party drug, but I could be open to people who only occasionally use these. •

• I consider myself a rare social drinker- it's just never been my thing. (I'm getting a tattoo instead of going to a bar for my 21st, so if that's any indication...) If I do decide to drink, it's typically a hard soda, wine cooler or mixed drink on the holidays, with a close friend, or at the rare party I go to (which is like, never)- so if you like to drink regularly, don't expect me to drink with you. •

• I am an Atheist, and prefer like-minded individuals in my romantic relationships and close friendships. I am not militant or rude about my lack of belief- and feel people should believe whatever feels right to them without judgement so long as the respect goes both ways... I have some interest and at times naturally question and wonder about witchcraft, magic, Wicca, Paganism, Hellenism, Satanism, and Nordic gods- but I am ultimately still an Athiest. •

• I do question and wonder about some conspiracies neutrally, but I am not sure I consider myself a conspiracy theorist or not. Life is a big gray zone, anyways. •

• I believe there is other forms of life out there somewhere out in the vast outer space. I believe that we can't possibly be the only planet in the universe to have life. The discovery of new faraway planets always interests me! Astronomy seems so interesting! (If you know stuff about astronomy or are an astronomer, I'd love to listen!) •

• I believe in equality. •

• Disabled lives matter. •

• Student lives matter. •

• POC lives matter. •

• Homeless lives matter. •

• Transgender lives matter. •

• Physically abused lives matter. •

• Sexually abused lives matter. •

• Emotionally abused lives matter. •

• LGBTQ+ lives matter. •

• People just matter. And no I'm not the dickwad who says that to be rude. It would be foolish to assume everyone enjoys the same format of relationships, lifestyles, etc... OkCupid calls me apathetic- but I just think there isn't one right way to be or exist. If recognizing that everyone is different and not holding onto whether or not someone answers something the same way makes me apathetic- then alright- I'm apathetic. I just see the value in individualism. I value people being themselves and not giving into something else just because they tell you to, but this doesn't mean I am okay with hating others because of what you personally feel. Everyone has the right to be themselves and live the life that feels right to them. For example- you want to be a progressive kinkster with poly tendencies? Fantastic! You want to have a traditional monogamous relationship that doesn't focus on Sex? Cool! How about a blend of things? Awesome! Do you, be happy doing you, and live life! But don't try to tell someone their relationship type is bad just because you don't agree with or choose to have such a thing. You don't like smoking? Drinking? Drugs? Marijuana? Don't do them. Don't want kids? Don't have any. Don't agree with birth control? Sterilization? Abortion? Don't get them. Don't approve of meat? Don't eat it. Don't approve of tattoos? Piercings? Don't have them done.... It's not that hard to do what you want- while also not walking all over others and not telling them what they can and can't do. In my eyes, no human truly has more power over another in these situations- it's mainly just personal opinion and choice. So... my point is, If you think your opinion can be used to force someone to agree with your views, I'm sure you'll sit in compliance if someone does it to you, right? •

• I HAVE A LOT OF SASS FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN NEVER CHOOSE BAD KARMA DECISIONS IN VIDEO GAMES. •

• I lean towards a liberal / dem. / progressive / independent way of political thinking. I am not an extremist and I don't focus on these things 24/7. I can be passionate about my opinions, however. I prefer to talk to people with like-minded political / social / religious beliefs, as I am trying to make lasting friendships and relationships, and I rather not take a chance- I don't want to waste my time with people I feel don't fit what I really want or need. I prefer if you aren't republican or conservative. I do not favor extremists from either side, or those who believe others can't feel differently about something. While I have my own opinions and beliefs, I maintain a form of overall neutrality, believing anyone can have whatever opinion or belief that they want, as long as it does not hurt or affect others negatively (such as hate crimes, kidnap, sacrifice, murder, rape, etc.) To me, it's one thing to have an opinion or a preference and being civilized about it, another to hurt people who are different than you or blast out some seriously discriminatory/offensive stuff because you saw someone different. Don't assume I won't hang around these types of people because of my noted preference. I have conservative/republican leaning friends and family, as well as highly spiritual ones- and I love them with all my heart- I just prefer to meet more similar people, as I personally feel I don't know enough like minded people, and I'd like to feel strongly towards the new relationships I create here. •

• ***I am NOT looking for a debate or an argument with any of the topics I write about. I'm just trying to be open and honest so people know what I'm looking for and want in a relationship and friendship, thanks.*** •

• I believe in the use of birth control, condoms, emergency contraception, sterilization, and abortion. I am pro choice because it isn't anyone else's problem what someone else is doing with their own lives. •

• I am a bit of a Lolita/Lolicon with people I date- meaning I tend to prefer dating older than me- I feel uncomfortable with the idea of dating someone younger. I do have my limits though when it comes to being older, meaning if you are old enough to be my dad or mom or even older, I'm sorry but I'm not into that. I prefer to keep it in the late 20's and early 30's. •

: • What I'm Looking For • :

• Potential best friends. The kind who are real and serious and devoted. People to smoke with, have fun with, watch shows, go adventuring, have sleepovers, play games. Just do all sorts of stuff. I especially want some female friends. So if you live close or you can drive and you really need this connection too, please message me if you think we have potential! Male friends are great too, I still value the friendship of course!- but it's less relatable, I guess? •

• I prefer short(ish) distance relationships, but if you are amazing enough and we connect really well, long distance could possibly be fine too. I recognize that your soul mate could be anywhere, but I can dream, right? Why the preference? I've invested a lot of years into relationships that were LD just to be left completely disappointed. I always left my LD relationships feeling as though I never knew them, which is a pretty scary thing to think about. I don't want to invest so much time into someone I never get to see all that often or at all. •

• This isn't a list of things you MUST be or have, it's just a list of things I'd like or prefer to have, if given a choice. I understand that this isn't build-a-bitch-dot-com. •

• I'm looking for people that are empathic, sensitive, warm hearted, loving, sweet, giving, love spending time with their special person, are open minded, willing to do monogamy (but could be open to polyamory), romantic, will express feelings, thoughts and opinions honestly, loyal, caring, kind, understanding, kinky, kind dominant, a "caregiver" in personality. •

• If I had a "type" to describe that I like and would find interest in easier than the others- it would be the spooky, tattooed and/or pierced dark souls- the people who dye their hair colorfully or black, the ones who like to do neat haircuts- or choose to have long hair! Ones who wear dark clothes or neato graphic tees and awesome skinny jeans. Anything alternative pretty much. Size wise I love anything from thin, to average to husky! I like height in a partner, But my attraction mainly comes from an attraction to personality- so that means if you have a shit one- even if you are the tall spooky goth of my dreams- I won't like you anymore. •

• I'm looking for people who can respect me regardless of my level of success, job or income. I would not judge you- so it would be great if you did not judge me. I am at home most of my week. Looking at the positive of that, I guess all it means is that we can spend more time together because we aren't occupied when the other isn't! •

• I am looking for a leader, someone to help guide and support my childish, struggling soul. I am looking for someone emotionally strong. Someone stable and firm- someone who can weather the possible storms. I'm not necessarily looking for someone to financially support me, so don't mistake what I mean by this- I mean more just the mental/emotional support, though I will not lie and say that I am not interested in a "stay at home" lifestyle, so I am in a passively interested in a sort of neo-traditional relationship type- one with some old fashioned tendencies- yes, but also with many aspects of modern dating and life habits- meaning- I want my opinion and words to matter- I want to stand beside my partner, not behind- I am not an object or a pawn to control... Basically, those with naturally giving and care-taking personalities will thrive here. I feel I need someone who is intelligent, perceptive, aware (no- I don't expect you to read minds, but it would be nice if my significant other can notice and respond if I seem upset or seem bothered by something.) I need someone who can grow to truly understand me- all of my moods, feelings and the way I express things from emotions to physical affection to the way I speak about things like the back of their hand. I feel safer with someone who understands how to exist as an adult in this fucked up society, because I'm basically a child in an adult body. If you are least a little confident and have the ability to plan stuff out more than just winging everything, we should work out just fine. I just can't deal with people who just go with the flow with everything and always have sudden or last minute plans- it's so stressful to my introverted soul- I need to prepare at least some of the time! I feel I need someone patient and willing to teach me the things I don't know or don't understand, to help me even if I just don't. I don't expect perfect- I just want effort. I want us to support each other where we are flawed. I want us to be mature, to keep debates and 'arguments' calm and adult. It isn't me versus you- it's us versus the problem. I just need someone capable to be extremely supportive and someone "hands on" so to speak. I need someone who won't make false claims and promises just because it's what I'd want to hear. Someone who is devoted. I'm looking for a best friend within a lover. Someone who can respect all that I am and then some. Someone who is funny, and creative. Someone who just knows how to make things better. •

• Someone who completely relates to the lack of wanting children- but will be totally down with helping me care for my future service dog who will probably be a Gerberian Shepsky. (Siberian Husky and German Shepherd mix) cats, and even me, at times. •

• Someone perfectly content staying in to watch Netflix and cuddle in bed, maybe even smoke, but also completely willing to travel and go do things and have fun. •

• I just want something that makes us happy deep down, even though others don't understand it. •

• It would make things easier if they were open to my quirks, I feel these things are near non-negotiable... •

• Quirk 1. - I have to have a fan in rooms I spend a lot of time in and like to sleep in the cold (I keep my window open 95% of the time in the winter) partially because of asthma, the fact that I somehow can't seem to regulate temperature right so I overheat a lot, dead air kind of bothers me, and for my tinnitus. It is not something I believe will ever change as I have been living with these issues for most of my life. •

• Quirk 2. - Ideally- I want a partner who won't shit bricks if we have our own bedrooms if we ever get serious enough for it to matter. I'm not saying that because I don't want to sleep by you, but because it's actually more sensible than it seems- I am territorial and protective over my belongings and space, love to have my OWN space to retreat to (growing up sharing bedrooms always bothered me), and it helps the relationship, too. How? If someone is a neat freak and someone isn't, that can bring on annoyance. If they have their own space, I can't tell you how take care of your area, and you can't tell me how to care for mine. It makes it easier to compromise on the shared areas, and it helps by minimizing interruptions in sleep if someone has to set an alarm or leave, and some days you won't share a bed because you don't want to interrupt each other. It helps by eliminating compromises to things that help one fall asleep. I need to be in a damn near pitch black chilly room with a fairly loud fan, and a closed and locked door (doors make me anxious). I toss and turn a lot, stay up late (sometimes even all-nighters), talk nonsense and mutter and even shout out stuff in my sleep and jolt awake. I have been told I have unintentionally hit or kicked people in the past, even though it's rare. That's difficult to work with if you need the tv on, like it warm, fall asleep early, etc. I just want all of us to be comfortable. I can start to go crazy if I don't have my own little space. It can be detrimental to my mentality, but I can go crazy if alone too long, too. But, it's not like I'm telling you we will never sleep together or cuddle. No couple MUST merge bedrooms. The very idea that just because you are essentially best friends with intimate relations me and you have to throw away half of our stuff and share forever after having your own space at one point is just ridiculous, in my opinion. It's simply an antiquated idea. I've heard of quite a few couples who have successfully done this, and their relationship is stronger because of It- it doesn't mean that they aren't intimate with each other and don't have sex. •

• Quirk 3. - I need ice. All the time. If we don't have an automatic ice machine, expect stacks of ice trays and a whole bucket of it. If you use all my ice up, replace them! I have a super weird thing about it- I can't drink room temperature stuff. It bothers me. I don't know why... Cold stuff without ice is okay, but I feel as though the flavor or intensity is too strong or something, and- iced water or juice is the best. •

• Quirk 4. - Because of my autism, I need to regularly stim. I have habits that might be strange to you. I really don't want to go into detail until I connect with you, I'm very open and try to be as honest as I can be, but this is very personal to me. Just a forewarning. •

• Bonus Quirk 5: I sleep with stuffed animals still... I am a child at heart- I swear. (I love plushies and cute things!) also, a thousand pillows. •

• Bonus Not-Really Quirk 6: Outie belly buttons freak me out, I don't know why... •

• I desire to be loved for much more than simply how "gorgeous" I am to you. I never want to second guess whether or not you will stay for the long run based on the fact that I won't stay beautiful. I want to be wanted because you want me- the whole of me- not just bits and pieces... That doesn't mean I don't support the idea that people should feel attracted to their partner- if I'm not attracted to you- and not just your looks- but your personality and other things that make you- well, you, it probably won't work. I believe chemistry between people is a real thing- some just won't have it. •

: • The Sexual • :

• First and foremost, I am pretty serious about safewords, respect, honesty, consent (no means no), being of age (🔞), safety, cleanliness, and compromise. This means I expect 100% honesty and respect. •

• SAFE SEX ONLY, CLEAN PEOPLE ONLY. •

• If we become involved sexually, it does not mean that you own me or my body- regardless of what my interests might be. There will be times I won't want to have sex, and it doesn't matter what my reasons are. I'm a human and deserve respect. •

• I'm someone who is deeply in touch with my sexuality, kinks, and interests. With that being said, I don't mind if you choose to use (or don't for that matter): Porn, hentai, written erotica, magazines, toys, like sexy outfits, or masturbate, etc- I like many of these things myself, I have never once considered any of this cheating... So you'll have to be accepting of my involvement in some of this. On the reverse, I also respect if you don't want to have sex from time to time whatever your reason might be, and also indulge in self pleasure. However, I don't rely on alternate methods & self pleasure *ALL* the time and you shouldn't either. •

: • The Kinks • :

• I am fairly kink friendly, I have quite a wide array of interests, however overall I personally feel I am a bit inexperienced and would love to explore my kinks with a trusted and bonded person. •

• Please note that I give some background information and tend to be open minded for easier navigation of like-minded individuals. This does not mean it is okay for you to act like a creep or harass me- have some respect and be mature, or don't message me at all, thanks. •

• I'm not 24/7 with any of my interests, so if you are looking for forever pets, littles, subs, or someone to give everything up for you to control 24/7, that isn't me. •

• I would highly prefer someone who has a decent amount of experience, and already has some kind of past interest in these kinks. I do NOT want to train a vanilla, or have sex with virgins or people who are completely inexperienced. I want to feel secure with my partners. I don't have nearly as much experience as I would like to, and haven't been able to really do some of this stuff in serious levels, so it helps if my partner knows a thing or two about it already. •

• There are things I am just not all that interested in, don't like receiving, giving, or doing, unless my partner has that much of an interest in it, then I will be willing to compromise, but don't expect it all the time. I would expect the same from you for interests you don't like. •

• I partake in DD-LG. I identify as a little, middle or big depending on how I'm feeling. I call myself a light-switch little, because there's no telling when I might be in little or adult mode. My interest only goes so far, though, meaning infant play is a serious no-go for me- so: No diapers, baby food, nurseries, lack of speech, 24/7 lifestyles, etc. I do however, like mild stuff- such as bottles, sippy cups, onesies and binkies. The youngest "age" I identify with is 8, the oldest being 18. So, anything in between is fine- depending on my mood, of course. How I can be in little space depends on mood as well- I sometimes like to be sassy, innocent, bratty, low-key dirty, whiny, playful, clingy, loving, affectionate, sweet, creative, throw small cute fits when I don't get my way, can act adorable when I want something, but overall, I'm pretty well behaved. •

• I for the most part identify as a submissive, however, I will not stand for abusive, overly controlling dominants- I really love the kind hearted dominants and caregivers. I sometimes can enjoy minor power struggles. It is worth noting that I do like to have power even though I'm submissive- what I mean by that is- I like to have control enough for my opinions, needs, and feelings to matter. •

• A light mix between sadism and masochism (sadomasochism), but I do have my limits on both ends. •

• I can enjoy minor degradation from time to time. •

• I have some interest in pet play, primarily as a kitten, husky or wolf. •

• I like bondage and shibari, harnesses, gag balls, collars, ears, tails, body harnesses, lace, leather, vinyl, and dressing up (maid, nurse, school girl, cosplay, etc). •

• I like giving and receiving hickies, biting, and hair pulling •

• I like to be choked, but you NEED to be educated about it and know how to handle yourself in this situation before you put your hand on my throat. There is a right and wrong way, and I've actually had one too many close calls already. If you can't be aware or handle yourself in these moments, I won't allow you to do this, as it puts my life at risk, and can be a major buzzkill for both of us as well. •

• I have other kinks and interests, but I am a bit shy about them... Don't worry, it isn't anything gross and they shouldn't be any worse than the ones listed already. •

• If you are looking for gold showers, scat, fart, rim jobs, foot fetishes, or anything else like this- you need not apply. I'm not interested in anything gross or unsanitary. I don't want to come off as a kink shamer by saying this, but I am not interested in these things, thanks. •

• Goth does not equal dominatrix, so don't ask if I want to dominate you, I quite honestly don't. •
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One day, I would like to

• Go to Germany to stay there for a while, visit Leipzig to attend Wave Gotik Treffen, go to local Industrial concerts, travel around the city, enjoy authentic German food, and have a grand old time. •

• Go to Japan and stay there to visit real hot springs, eat authentic Japanese ramen, check out the awesome themed cafés, shop in the stores, see the Pokémon center and sanrio HQ, ride the train, eat at a sushi bar, see the cherry blossoms in bloom, watch the leaves lit up in the autumn, visit shrines and go up into the mountains, see the ocean, and travel around the city. •

• Go to the UK to travel the city, see the vibrant (and possibly rainy) countryside, and visit the ocean. •

• Go to Finland- in specific to visit Kiilopääntie- to stay at the Kakslauttanen Arctic Resort during the dark months to see the Aurora Borealis from a glass igloo, pick mushrooms and berries during the warm months and to go dog sledding through the snow. •

• Visit Norway, Italy, Sweden, and France... So basically, I'd like to travel around the world seeing beautiful sights, have fun, to experience something new everywhere we go- to see the world right beside someone I care deeply about. •
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I could probably beat you at

• If I'm being completely honest here... Probably being weird! •

• I literally just wanted to use this section for some favorite quotes though, enjoy. •

• "You want knives? You want them in your belly? No? Then you stop talking to Deeja." - Deeja •

• "I'm Daddy. No, I'm Daddy." (giggles)
"Ooh, marshmallow!"
"It's dancing, Daddy, dancing!"
"Unzip'm, Daddy!"
"Two times six is chicken, Mr. B!"
"Six times two is lemon..."
"I'm telling the other girls that I have the best Daddy!"
"Daddy! You always save me from the monsters!"
"You rescued me, Sir Bubbles!"
"Timeout! You got to timeout!"
"Don't dilly-dally Mr. Bubbles! Hurry."
"Skippy skip, Mr. B... Big Sister doesn't like slowpokes."
"Faster Mr. B, don't make me carry you!" - Little Sister, Bioshock 1 & 2 •

• "War. War Never changes." - Ron Perlman (Fallout) •

• "I hate you all."
"If I feel the need to suck on anything of yours, Alistair, you'll be the first to know."
"How odd. We now have a dog and Alistair is still the dumbest one in the party."
"Ah, the Chantry board. Yes, let us run errands for the betterment of mankind as well as a few coppers."
"Ah, look how they moan and wail and gnash their teeth. 'Tis sad to watch how helplessly they scurry about."
A: Why do you always go on about how stupid I am? I'm not stupid, am I?
M: "If you need to ask the question..."
A: Because it hurts my manly feelings, you know. All one of them.
M: "Then I'll be sure to write you an apology once all of this is over."
"How very fitting that they would build a prison for mages in the middle of a lake and make it look like a giant phallus." - Morrigan, Dragon's Age: Origins •

• "What a stupid bucket!" - Mei

• "You see those warriors from Hammerfell? They’ve got curved swords. Curved. Swords." - Guards •

• "I AM THE LIQOUR!!!" (R.I.P John Dunsworth.) "A liquor captain never abandons his sinking shit-ship." - Jim Lahey •

• "I am sworn to carry your burdens." - Lydia •

• "Humanity lost many things after the war. Methods of agriculture, techniques for survival. We took it upon ourselves to piece together this knowledge and bring it back to them. Other things weren't lost, but were blocked from our collective memory. Knowledge of what we're capable of, and how things spiral out of control. It's in our nature to want to forget truths that keep us awake at night. And for that reason it's all the more important that the followers walk the wastes to remind people of them." - Ignacio Rivas, 2281 •

• "I used to be an adventurer like you. Then I took an arrow in the knee." - Every single guard, everywhere •

• "Sweet mother, sweet mother, send your child unto me, for the sins of the unworthy must be baptized in blood and fear." - Black Sacrament •

• "I'm Mr. Meeseeks, look at me!" "Roses are red, this world is a lie, existence is pain, I just wanna die!" "Awww, bitch!" "Wubba lubba dub dub! Let's get riggity riggity wrecked, son!" "Aw, geez Rick..." "Ooo wee what about that existence being pain?" •

• "One does not simply walk into Mordor." - Boromir •

• "I don't trust a man that doesn't have something strange going on about him, cause it means he's hiding it from you. If a man's wearing his pants on his head or if he says his words backwards from time to time, you know it's all laid out there for you. But if he's friendly to strangers and keeps his home spick-and-span, more often than not he's done something even his own ma couldn't forgive." - No Bark Noonan, 2281 •

• "And to that I hold. I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone.
...It is mine to give to whom I will. Like my heart." - Arwen •

• "I roll with my kitties and I'm hard as fuck." - Bubbles •

• "The only thing I know for certain is that I don't know nothing." - Beatrix Russell*, 2281 (*Socrates) •

• "We Know" - 🖐🏻 (The Dark Brotherhood) •

• "Time you enjoyed wasting isn't wasted time." - Beatrix Russell*, 2281 (*Bertrand Russell) •

• "IT'S LIKE MY BRAIN IS SHORTCIRCULATING!" - Ricky •

• "I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS!" - Crona •

• "In what country is there a place for people like me?" - Andrew Ryan •


The first thing people notice about me
• My gray eyes •
• The fact that I'm goth •
• Wow you're weird / strange / awkward / different / unique •
• What a long profile •
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MEDIA
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food

• Music •

• I'm into industrial, chill wave, harsh ebm, witch house, electro swing/swing, screamo, metal, gothic, heavy rock, Japanese rock and metal, and some soft stuff. My music taste seems to be really miscellaneous. I can listen to lame anime openings, to old music clear through the years, and suddenly want to blast dark industrial. There's no common theme that I stick to. •

• Grimes • Parov Stelar • SAM •
• H.EXE • Herzschlag • The Cure •
• FGFC820 • Marilyn Manson •
• Joy Division • Mr. Kitty • Origa •
• Crystal Castles • Tillian Pearson •
• Ministry • Nirvana • L.E.D. • Sana •
• Mindless Self Indulgence •
• KMFDM • Dance Gavin Dance •
• Hands Like Houses • Hocico •
• Mind Shredder • Slipknot •
• Kriminal Minds • Siouxsie ATB •
• Utada Hikaru • Falling In Reverse •
• Soman • Faderhead • Fractional •
• Plastic Nurse • XXYYXX •
• Animassacre • Coldworld •
• The Birthday Massacre •
• Awolnation • Rob Zombie •
• Psychic Rites • I See Stars •
• We Came As Romans • SITD •
• Skold • Arctic Monkeys • Cazzette •
• Breaking Benjamin • Studio Killers •
• Reaper • Fractured • Neurotech •
• Suicide Commando • Feindflug •
• Centhron • Breathe Carolina •
• Celldweller • God Module •
• Asphyxia • Manufactura • S3RL •
• Technikult Of Flesh • La Dispute •
• Tactical Sekt • Die Sektor •
• Emilie Autumn • Dresden Dolls •
• Assemblage 23 • Yade • Agonoize •
• Wynardtage • Kanon Wakeshima •
• Orange Range • Hitomi Takahashi •
• Jinn • Hyde • Uverworld • Younha •
• Volbeat • Gorillaz • Caravan Palace •
• Nurzery Rhymez • Peggy Suave •
• The Neighborhood • Green Day •
• The Pretty Reckless • Sleetgrout •
• The Ink Spots • Wumpscut •
• The Synthetic Dream Foundation •
• Sleep Dealer • Concorde • LORN •
• Alice Francis • Blutengel •
• Halestorm • Ayria • Angelspit •
• M83 • Skillet • In This Moment •
• Thousand Foot Krutch •
• Die Antwoord • Iambia •
• Slow Magic • Klimeks • Bonobo •
• Daughter • Vocaloid • Nachtmahr •
• Combichrist • Skinny Puppy •
• Fraunhofer Diffraction •
• Mariya Takeuchi • Moe Shop •
• Dance Or Die • System Of A Down •
• Kana Boon • Psyborg Corp •
• Daft Punk • Nujabes • Lady Gaga •
• X-RX • C/\T • Noisuf-X/X-Fusion •
• Melanie Martinez • G-Eazy •
• Clams Casino • øfdream • Grendel •
• CHVRCHES • Neuroticfish •
• Twenty-one Pilots • Eisenfunk •
• Alien Vampires • Rammestein •
• Evanescence • Starset • Attila •
• Lana Del Rey • Flatbush Zombies •
• Linkin Park • Three Days Grace •
• Paramore • Flyleaf • Anberlin •
• Bring Me The Horizon • Antic Cafe •
• Sleeping With Sirens • REOL •
• Babymetal • Apocalyptica •
• Nine Inch Nails • Studio-x •
• Jesse Valentine • Daughter •
• Terminal Choice • Dir En Grey •
• Asking Alexandria • Disturbed •
• TeddyLoyd • The Oral Cigarettes •
• Skillet • Limp Bizkit • Sick Puppies • • various video game soundracks (OST/BGM) • etc. •

• You Tubers •

• Jon Tron • Matthew Santoro •
• Pewdiepie • Shane Dawson •
• Daily Dose Of Internet • Ozzy Man • • Markiplier • Jack Septic Eye •
• Leafy Is Here • Toxic Tears •
• Various miniature cooking shows •
• Cyber 8 • Faceless Neil •
• Foamy the Squirrel •
• Akameru Kawaii •
• DEFI BRILATOR •
• How To Basic •
• Jaboody Dubs •
• The Backyard Scientist •
• The Living Tombstone •
• Filthy Frank •
• Seinfeldspitstain •
• Mary Quite Contrary / Mary Nine •
• Various meme makers, video game videos, satisfying videos, science videos, music videos, etc. •

• TV shows •

• The Walking Dead •
• Z Nation • Helix •
• Kenny VS. Spenny • Disjointed •
• Orange Is The New Black •
• Trailer Park Boys • Brickleberry •
• Rick And Morty • Futurama •
• Fringe • Gotham • Into The Badlands
• Bones • Investigation Discovery •
• CSI • Criminal Minds • Catfish •
• It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia •
• NCIS • Black Mirror • Big Mouth •
• Teen Titans • Ed Edd and Eddy •
• American Dad •
• Family Guy • Code Lyoko •
• Rave Master • The 100 •
• Courage The Cowardly Dog •
• Codename Kids Next Door •
• SpongeBob SquarePants •
• Invader Zim • Fairly Odd Parents •
• Bo-Bo-Bo Bo Bo-Bo-Bo •
• Ren and Stimpy • The Good Place •
• The Misdventures Of Flapjack •
• Steven Universe •
• Bee and Puppycat • Between •
• The Rain •
• Star Trek Voyager •
• The End of the Fucking World •
• Hemlock Grove
• The Amanda Show •
• American Horror Story • Chowder •
• History channel stuff (History is one of my favorite educational subjects) • • Most 90s-2000s cartoons • Most house rehab/love it or list it type shows • ANYTHING Gordon Ramsay • • Anthony Bourdain (Rest in peace) •
• Iron Chef • Chopped • Charmed •

• Anime/Manga •

• Attack on Titan • Tokyo Ghoul •
• Future Diary • Elfen Lied • Blood-C •
• Durarara • Death Parade •
• High School Of The Dead •
• Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni •
• School Days • Blood+ • Ajin •
• Trinity Blood • Vampire Knight •
• Inuyasha • Another • Soul Eater •
• Eureka 7 • Miyazaki/Ghibli Films •
• God Child • Black Butler • Ibitsu •
• Darker Than Black •
• Full Metal Alchemist • Junji Ito •
• Ghost In The Shell • Deltora Quest •
• Violet Evergarden • Chibi Vampire •
• Bleach • Deathnote • Naruto • DBZ •
• Emma: A Victorian Romance •
• Ouran High School Host Club •
• Kono Subarashii Sekai No Shukufuku Wo (KonoSuba: God's blessing on this wonderful world!) •
• How Not To Summon A Demon Lord • Fruits Basket • Kakegurui •
• Blend S • Devilman Crybaby • etc. •

• Books •

• I like anything surrounding murder and human psychology, non-garbage romance, fantasy, dark literature, addiction based books, dystopian societies, I also like manga and some comics. •

• Tim Burton • Lauren Kate •
• Ellen Hopkins • Ray Bradbury •
• Beatrice Sparks • Lewis Carroll •
• This one comic called Freak Angel •

• Food •

• Pad Thai • Sushi • Chinese •
• Japanese • Korean •
• Chocolate • Candy • Ice Cream •
• Soup • Pasta • Rice • Seafood •
• Steak • Burgers • Mushrooms •
• Cheese • tard cum • Nuts • Fruit •
• Mac n Cheese • Tacos • Pizza • Potatoes • Coffee • Tea • Juice •
• Soda/Pop • Milkshakes • Pastries •
• Biscuits and Gravy • Mochi •
• Casseroles • Spaghetti •
• I cook really strange things that I throw together that often end up tasty as fuck despite being weird...
• ♡ But I can go for just about anything, I'm not picky, I just love tasty food ♡ •

• Movies •

• The Nightmare Before Christmas •
• Suckerpunch • Kubo • Beetlejuice •
• Big Hero 6 • The Craft •
• Suicide Squad •
• Lord Of The Rings •
• Gattaca • Chappie •
• The Gene Generation •
• Requiem For A Dream •
• The Covenant • Girl Interrupted •
• I Am Sam • The Other Sister •
• Corpse Bride • Brother's Grimm •
• James And The Giant Peach •
• What's Eating Gilbert Grape •
• Boys Don't Cry • Pulp Fiction •
• The Never-ending Story •
• The Dark Crystal •
• Pirates Of The Carribean •
• Shark Boy and Lava Girl • Spy Kids •
• Pan's Labrynth • Kill Bill • Big Fish •
• Wristcutters: A Love Story •
• Big Eyes • Mars Attacks! • 9 •
• Dark Shadows • Miss Peregrine's Home For Peculiar Children • Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant •
• Ace Ventura Pet Detective / When Nature Calls • The Water Boy • 50 First Dates • Shrek • Moana • Star Wars • Miyazaki/Ghibli Films •
• DC • Marvel • Titanic • Coyote Ugly • • Scott Pilgrim VS. The World •
• Zombieland • The Great Gatsby •
• Alice In Wonderland •
• Jim Henson's Labrynth • Tank Girl •
• Resident Evil • Underworld •
• The Indian in the Cupboard •
• The Matrix • The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus • Disney • Pixar •
• Harry Potter • The Happening •
• D'jango Unchained • (Anything with Leonardo DiCaprio, Johnny Depp, and Tim Burton) • The Mummy • etc. •

• Video Games •

• I have A LOT of games for my PS2. I have an N64, Xbox 360, Xbox One, Sega Genesis, and a Sega CD. I had a Game Cube and a Sega Saturn- I'm trying to get replacements. •

• Fallout • Bioshock • Skyrim •
• Sims • Borderlands •
• Dragon's Age Origins • Mad Max •
• State Of Decay • Metro Redux •
• 7 Days To Die • Silent Hill •
• Enchanted Arms • Bomber Man •
• Shadow Hearts • Stardew Valley •
• Star Ocean Until The End Of Time •
• Devil May Cry • NIER (The ORIGINAL one-- it is slightly disappointing how many fans there are for Automata, many of which never even heard of the first one at all... which is an incredibly beautifully crafted, fun, full-of-feels game that makes me cry everytime 😢.) •
• DOT.Hack//INFECTION •
• Anime based games • Chulip •
• Mystic Heroes • Jak And Daxter •
• Crash Bandicoot • Spyro • Popful Mail • Fable • Pokémon Colluseum •
• Albert Odyssey Legend Of Eldean •
• Legend Of Zelda • Banjo Kazooie •
• Pokémon Stadium • LUNAR •
• Diddy Kong Racing • Harvest Moon •
• Shin Megami Tensei Digital Devil Saga • Parasite Eve • The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt • Final Fantasy •
• Drakengard •
• Ys The Ark Of Napishtim •
• Orphen Scion Of Sorcery •
• Evergrace • Dishonored •
• Red Ninja End Of Honor •
• Oakage Shadow King •
• Dance Dance Revolution •
• Neopets The Darkest Fairy •
• Vexx • Dual Hearts • Rayman •
• Alice Madness Returns •
• SoulCalibur • Bullet Witch •
• Shining Tears • Wild Arms •
• Drakan The Ancient Gates •
• Jade Cocoon • Dark Cloud •
• Rogue Galaxy • Wild Woody •
• Dark Alliance 2 Baulders Gate •
• Hobbit • Dr Muto • Guitar Hero •
• Super Monkey Ball •
• Katamari Damacy •
• Mickey Mania • Etc, etc. •
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Six things I could never do without

• (In no specific order) •

• Music •

• Video games •

• Self expression •

• The Devil's lettuce •

• My bedroom •

• The theory and idealism of true lovers or soul mates trying to find each other in this intense and busy world... That could be you! I suppose we will just have to see in time. 🙂
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I spend a lot of time thinking about

• Where the hell my soulmate is. Did their life GPS malfunction? Get lost? Die in some sort of freak accident? Spontaneously explode? The world may never know. •

• I seem much more badass than I actually am. I'm pretty lame. Get on my level. 🙃

• Why can't I play 20 games at once? I want to play all the games... There are too many options! •

• What •

• Why •

• Oh my fuck, that's so stupid. •

• Fantasy worlds, that is all. •

• *Insert intrusive thoughts here* •

• FUS RO DAH! •

• DOGMEAT / REX / ED-E / BOONE / LILY / FAWKES / CAIT... NOOO! *re-loads last save point* •

• I would probably die in a really stupid way. Like tripping while carrying a kitchen knife and landing on it or cracking my head on the bathroom floor after a shower... I can see it now..."Oops I forgot to drink something... Hmmm what is this curious feeling?" *dies*💀😂

• *Deathclaw appears* OH SHIT, OH SHIT, OH SHIT... •

• *Facepalm* •

• Evan Peters •

• Lydia: "I've got a bad feeling about this..."
.Me: WELL OF COURSE YOU DO, LYDIA. YOU ALWAYS HAVE A BAD FEELING ABOUT /EVERYTHING/ WE DO. We always come out of it FINE though, and you damn well know it! •

• 10K (Nat Zang) •

• Jon Jafari... "Well if you can't beat em, join em." *bootleg bipedal lion dance* "Ech" "Seal your life with flextape!" •

• "Notice me senpai!"
...Senpai doesn't exist.
...Shit. •

• Spencer Reid •

• I'M A GODDESS, WHERE ARE MY OFFERINGS?! •

• UGH. •

• Cats! •

• Anastasia Baranova •

• Huskies! •

• Why can't I go to the college of Winterhold?! I wanna learn magic. •

• Baka. •

• Can I marry that anime character?
No? ...Damnit. •

• *Insert alchemy reagent here* Dragonborn: "YEAH THAT LOOKS TASTY, LET'S EAT IT." •

• I took that dichotomy test, and I'm not sure if I'm surprised or not. I figured I should add this here since I sometimes think about these sorts of things. •

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On a typical Friday night I am

• Errr... I hate to admit it, but my entire week is fairly dull... Including my Fridays. •

• My inner social circles are super small or long distance, so I don't really get to hang out with others all that much. •

• I'm single and haven't dated anyone for about two years now. •

• I rarely ever leave home... Do you want to change that? •

• I'm often found playing video games on my consoles, binging on Netflix, sketching something, coloring or cutting my hair, watching a YouTuber, or listening to music. •

• *(Note that I don't tend to play online with random people or in groups, so don't ask for my gamer tag. If we become close friends or start dating, I do play one on one, though- I'm somewhat of a private gamer.)* •
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SECRETS
If I were sent to jail, I'd be arrested for

1. Going batshit insane
2. Scowling around the wrong person
3. Laughing at an inappropriate time
4. Eating all the food
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DATING
You should message me if

• You actually respect boundaries. •

• You are not a catfish or fake account... Seriously- what do you gain by fucking over people who just want to find actual love and friendship? •

• You are not a minor... You can wait until you are 18 to join an 🔞 site, or you can join a dating app restricted only for the use of teens- they exist. Rules exist for a reason, and adults have them too, whether you want to believe that or not. •

• You don't mind a woman who swears fairly regularly. •

• You are 420 friendly. •

• You are open minded. •

• You are kink friendly. •

• You are either non-religious or subscribe to alternate religions like Paganism, Hellenism, Wicca, Satanism, etc. •

• You live nearby or within a reasonable distance. •

• You don't think my mental and physical health is a deal breaker for you in the slightest. (Don't attempt to date me if all you want to do is to try to "fix" me. If I wanted help, I'd make an appointment with my doctors.) •

• You are loyal, kind, honest, respectful, and compassionate. •

• You are not a liar, cheater, or bullshitter. (I'm sick of that shit). •
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The last movie I saw

Venom
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TATTOOS
My favorite style of tattoo art

Neo Traditional, pastel, bold, heavy black, blocky, floral, watercolor, I love a lot of kinds.

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Just fucking christ what the fuck...

A: I feel like this account was just taken straight of out 2007 to be plopped in our laps.

B: Any dude that gets near this mess even for le big tit goff gf meme is a clueless dumbass who is prolly gonna end up with his dick cut off.

C: If we can dig up some more on her this chick might be worthy of a thread.

D: Surprised she is not a fujoshi as far as I can tell.
 
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A: I feel like this account was just taken straight of out 2007 it be plopped in our laps.

B: Any dude that gets near this mess even for le big tit goff gf meme is a clueless dumbass who is prolly gonna end up with his dick cut off.

C: If we can dig up some more on her this chick might be worthy of a thread.

D: Surprised she is not a fujoshi as far as I can tell.



I keep forgetting people are stupid enough to link their facebook to these things.

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Actual Japanese artist tried to help beginner artists by providing tutorials for how to draw anatomy, Tumblr goblins decided to harrass them for using the word 'beginner', or because they felt his Google translated feedback was rude.


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Followup:
https://twitter.com/Drewbiepie/status/1143763321557962752 http://archive.li/vvfqw

Let the games begin


What were you expecting???
[I'll take a wild guess and assume most of those messages were 'kill yours elves', ie literally nothing]

This is why Twitter never allows kids on their website, because autistic slapfights like this causes the good to leave.
 
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