Holden, you are seriously one of the stupidest motherfuckers (pun entirely intended) I've ever had the misfortune to come across. Every piece of word vomit that spews from your mouth makes no fucking sense and you contract yourself every two minutes. You insist on always being the victim and believe that you being unable to snag a girlfriend is proof that Western women despise Nice Guys. In reality, women hate you because you're a creepy, pro-rape, anti-women's rights, bigoted misogynist who can't go 60 seconds without decrying the state of modern women and how they're causing the downfall of society by having the audacity to work outside the home and pursue their dreams. Like I've said, the fact that you can't get a girlfriend doesn't reflect badly on the 3.5 billion women in the world. It reflects badly on you.
I'm not going to tell you to kill yourself because that's something I'd never say to another person. However, I recommend that you find a dense, relatively isolated forest, walk through it until you can't go any further, and then set up a nice shack for yourself. If you hate society so much, then being a forest hermit sounds perfect for you.