Snowflake Alyssa Waldrop / Vade / Scoutgender / AutisticLeafeon / SpiritLore / Zexper - Kiwi Farms' Favorite Otherkin Tumblrina

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FUCKING CALLED IT.
1. Jim Jones
2. Jabba the Hutt
3. Shadow the furfag Hedgehog
 
But... but you told people to leave you alone?

Vade's angry at people for doing what they asked them to? I just... wow.

You know what, I actually almost feel bad for Vade's cronies, because if this bullshit is a regular thing Vade must be absolutely fucking exhausting to deal with.

'Almost', because they could cut this loser out of their life if they really get sick of it. I had a 'friend' who was maybe half as bad as Vade and I cut them off because they were so fucking needy and self-centered. Based on my experiences with that whacko, surely even the risk of harassment from the asspat squad can't be as bad as dealing with Vade's bullshit.

As much time as Vade spends doing nothing online I'm surprised they haven't realized that sometimes people AFK without saying something.

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Well I must say I am glad to have kept one of my friends from associating with Vade + one of the cronies. They had initially saw Vade's callout on CB and failed to take it with a grain of salt as they didn't know Vade's abusive nature. Their heart's in the right place but sometimes they got led astray. So I shared the extensive receipts everyone's collected and thankfully realized just how scummy Vade is. Maybe they also dislike CB less? Hopefully so. :v

Now I'm just waiting for Vade to whine about it.
 
Well I must say I am glad to have kept one of my friends from associating with Vade + one of the cronies. They had initially saw Vade's callout on CB and failed to take it with a grain of salt as they didn't know Vade's abusive nature. Their heart's in the right place but sometimes they got led astray. So I shared the extensive receipts everyone's collected and thankfully realized just how scummy Vade is. Maybe they also dislike CB less? Hopefully so. :v

Now I'm just waiting for Vade to whine about it.

One less person under the influence of Vade makes a better internet for us all.
 
I haven't ranted about Vade's headmate situation before. Let me rectify that.

Snowflakes like Vade that have "headmates" and are "part of a multiple system" really piss me off. It's so beyond obvious that they're just playing pretend with their imaginary friends. For fuck's sake, Vade only ever lets her headmates "front" like once a month and that's only after she realizes that she hasn't done so in a while. And as we've established, all of her headmates type and act exactly like she does. The only time we ever know someone else is at the helm is when "Tero" goes on about hating humans more often than Vade does or when that annoying, fake-ass "happy" persona is perkier than Vade is. In reality, people with multiple personalities have very little in common between their identities; it really is like having separate people living in your head.

Schizophrenia and Dissociative Identity Disorder are not fucking jokes. They're some of the most severe and debilitating mental illnesses known to man. Most people who suffer from them spend their lives locked up in psych wards to prevent them from hurting themselves or others. DID in particular is very horrifying; the vast majority of people who have DID suffered extreme trauma in the past. DID is sometimes referred to as the mind's ultimate defense system; it suffers something so traumatic that the psyche literally splits itself in an attempt to dissociate from the memories. Think "repressed memories" times a hundred. Not only that, people with DID have (for the most part) no control over which identity takes over; it happens automatically and without warning. There's no "Oh, Fluffles is gonna front for a while, see you later!" It just happens. A lot of people with DID "wake up" in completely different places without any knowledge as to how they got there. That's pretty terrifying, if you ask me.

Schizophrenia is no walk in the park, either. People with schizophrenia can have auditory hallucinations, or voices in their heads. This is a pretty fucking serious issue. Oh, and nobody said anything about those voices being pleasant. More often than not, the voices are horribly abusive, frightening, and cruel; imagine hearing "Kill yourself, you worthless cunt" or "You're ugly, fat, disgusting, useless, and everyone hates you" in your own head for hours. There aren't friendly conversations about who's going to front, it's not a big party in your head, or anything like that. It's a horrible, disturbing, and painful existence. There's a reason why a ton of schizophrenic people attempt suicide. Quite a few of them succeed, too. They've lost touch with reality to the point where they'd rather end it all than keep going.

That's why "headmates" and "natural multiplicity" piss me off so much. DID and schizophrenia are some of the most misunderstood illnesses out there; DID hasn't really even been established as a "legitimate" mental disorder because it's so controversial. Vade and her ilk aren't helping at all. And like I said, Vade is so half-assed with her attempt at being "multiple" that it's a wonder that even her asspatters believe her. And honestly, I only think a handful of them actually do. In my opinion, the majority of them just humor her because they don't want to be seen as close-minded bigots.
 
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I've never had the 'different people living inside me' part of DID which most Tumblrinas just assume is all it is. I mainly suffer from the damage to the hippocampus from trauma that brought along DID, because like you said, most experts are sure you aren't born with DID and it's not hereditary like other disorders such as bipolar (thanks, dad), it comes from trauma and your brain running all of its defense mechanisms. This means I have problems with my short-term memory; nothing like Dory from Finding Nemo but rather I could put something in the microwave and forget it's in there until it beeps. I've left the stove on, once, I've forgotten to lock the front door or I even left the HOUSE KEYS still in the door. Just basic stuff that doesn't mess too badly with me, but it's a constant annoyance so I write down notes everywhere for little things like to call my mom or go and pick up stuff at the pharmacy.

It is also hallucinatory to where I will see familiar beings or basically characters at different times with different things. I can have a full-blown conversation with some things as if that character is really there, which is crazy because everything else around me will still feel and look like normal. One of the characters actually told me none of them were real and that it was just me talking to myself, so that's when I decided it was time for therapy, and I found medication that helped keep that stuff down, especially the darker days when I'm having a bad episode. You cannot choose when a character (my therapist calls them fragments because they are different parts of my personality basically) is going to come up, you cannot control what they will do, and you definitely do NOT feel all quirky and peppy about having them answer questions on a goddamn internet blog. I have used them when I can because I cannot stop them from happening, but instead try to manage them so they can help me with things like writing out my characters because it will look to me like I am legitimately interviewing that character or asking them what they would do in a scene. I'd go more into it but this isn't the place.

I'm just giving details like this about DID because I want to compare how Tumblr thinks of it as to show how ignorant and fake all these people are. Vade has never had another being, let alone a retarded concept like a fictional character, inside of her. Psychology 101 will tell you that any symptoms Tumblr people show are incorrect and completely false and are only based on the basic idea of a disorder, not anything about the actual struggle, behavioral issues, stress and mental/health defects they can cause.

Except when she's eating her own ass, I refuse to believe anything Vade claims to do or feel.
 
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