How many times do I have to say that I AM NOT MAD that he didn't marry me? I do not want to marry a 30-something who can't cook, lives with his parents, lies to his MANY partners. I LEFT HIM for his actions. I didn't have sex with him until he told me that we were in a monogamous relationship, so you can keep calling me a hoe, a whore. I know what I am and I wouldn't have pursued a relationship with him had I known his true intentions. He knew what my dreams and aspirations were, he used them to get what he wanted. But sure, I'm just a "mad hoe". "HOES MAD YA'LL!" SO MAD. Nah, b. I'm disappointed that you think I'm some degenerate filthy whore when I'm trying to tell you that TARL led me on like the fithy degenerate he is. He can try to change all he wants, but you don't just stop drinking 13+ glasses of wine a day, marry a foreign woman because your followers on YouTube asked you to, and think you're a changed man.
Apparently I can't talk about my past with him without it being /my/ fault for everything. "Maybe you should've played with his balls." "Maybe you shouldn't have been a whore." "You shouldn't have had unprotected sex with him." I was on birth control. I cooked breakfasts, baked goods, lunches or dinners nearly every day for him. I washed and folded his laundry. I believed we weren't married because he SAID wanted to buy a house for us first. Should I have sat on my ass and done nothing to appease him? No, what I should have done is moved the fuck out within weeks of meeting the guy.