User 'Nykytyne3' / Blinski / Joe Muchlinski rants about his own parents in random threads - Took DXM, broke his brain, now gibbering about pedo conspiracies.

Here’s an article that talks about the link between mental health and conspiratorial thinking. Apparently there’s a strong connection between stress, social isolation and being led down the rabbit hole towards conspiracies:

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The thing about Blinski’s particular conspiracy (and a lot of the better conspiracy theories in general) is that there are some elements of truth to the basic claims:
-pedophilia is sadly a real thing that happens
-the internet has been used by criminals to share this sort of content
-rich and powerful people have been known to be pedophiles, e.g. Epstein
-educated people have similarly been caught, e.g. doctors and lawyers
-child abuse is also sadly a thing that happens

Taken individually and broadly speaking, nothing Blinski says is particularly crazy. Where he goes full-blown #pizzagate though is when he starts trying to make a Freudian analysis for human homosexuality/transgenderism, as well as making wild claims that *everyone* is part of some shady cabal out to get him.

It seems to me that pedophilia is really just incidental in Blinski’s case. In other people, the subject of their manic obsession might be chem-trails or 911. Blinski’s mind is just working in overdrive trying to overlay an explanation that makes sense* (to him) for why he’s experiencing persecution.

I’m hoping that the psychiatrists take another approach with treating him this time around, though I’m unsure how one can force an adult to take their medication once he’s eventually released.

And btw Blinski, if you’re reading this, doctors prescribe plenty of medications for reasons other than their main stated purpose, e.g. the “antipsychotic” you were prescribed wasn’t because of you exhibiting psychosis; rather it was likely part of a drug cocktail meant to treat your bipolar symptoms. And yes, many psychiatric drugs have side effects that are uncomfortable at first, but if you stick with them for awhile eventually you’ll become acclimated and feel normal. Wouldn’t you rather stick with the treatment than end up involuntarily committed again in the future?
 
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bruh

Joe, I forgive you and I'm honestly extremely proud of you. I genuinely hope you stay safe.

This hit me right in the feels 😢

Joe, I’m so proud of you and I’m so glad you went back to treatment and got the help you needed. I wish you the best of luck and hope the future is a much brighter place for you. Good luck with everything 💜
 
















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I'm sorry Dad, I'm sorry Mother, I took your love and spat in it's eye
I took your goodwill and flicked it on over, and turned to accusations and lies
You raised me good, yeah you raised me right, you gave me all the good things in life
When I was down I was at your side and somehow you never tired
I've been a bad son, I've been a bad brother, I took for granted what you fought to have
I used you for housing, I used you for dollars, I never thought twice about the luck I had
You came on running when I cried for help, you never called me a "burden" or "weak"
God knows I was, and then something else, yet you were there still for me. So I'm sorry Dad and I'm sorry Mother, I took your love and spat in it's eye



Update: He reuploaded video "A Letter to Kiwi Farms and Others", but with about 50 seconds removed from the video. He removed the part about his suicidal thoughts.
 
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On the contrare Blinski, this is a happy ending. Sounds like you made it out of this situation mostly intact, relatively speaking. You have the sense to recognize where you were going wrong and what you need to do going forward, and I think your family having some distance for awhile is honestly the best thing for both parties. Time does heal, and while I'm sure you've been beating yourself up over things, this is by far NOT anywhere even *close* to being the worst thing that's ever happened in terms of domestic drama. Maintain some perspective here and realize that you *can* work through this with some effort. You're in a wayyyy better spot than a lot of people: you have a graduate degree, a roof over your head, family support, etc.

Working out is an excellent idea to keep yourself healthy and motivated, and also can be a decent way of meeting like-minded friends. Consider joining some other social groups, e.g. inter-mural sports, archery/shooting competition (since you already have some interest in firearms), and there are even some forms of gaming that can be social: various forms of CCGs, table top games, board games, etc. Anything that gets you out and interacting with people face-to-face is good. Keep working on your artistic pursuits too: you obviously have a talent with music and video production, and that's another area where you could potentially make some friends IRL.

I don't think you should give up on your channel, as I honestly believe you had some interesting approaches and production, so long as your thinking remains relatively grounded and doesn't get too conspiratorial.

And honestly, there's no shame in dealing with mental health. The brain is ultimately just an organ just like any other; we don't shame people for taking medication for a problem with other physical ailments; mental health similarly need not be stigmatized. Just be willing to work with a therapist/psychiatrist, as it may really benefit you in the long term. Best of luck to you in the future.
 

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