- Not quite at fake baby voice level of speech, but she's definitely talking like she's about to cry throughout the entire video--despite her eyes remaining 100% dry the whole time.
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"I just wanted to talk [...] a bit about how I'm feeling, and just be completely... real with you guys." (Hahaha fuck off Cuntal, you lie [badly] as easily as breathing and you're lying now.)
- In contrast to her assertions that she's living her best life while shoving gross food down her throat (and in the midst of threatening multiple reaction channels with reporting their videos for boolying), Cuntal sunk into an OMG SO DEEP DEPRESSION yesterday, wah wah.
- Says she's feeling alone. Acknowledges she's living with Bibi, but he
"doesn't understand mental illness" so she can't talk to him. Acknowledges she has friends (lol sure Jan), but for some mysterious reason she doesn't feel comfortable talking to said (imaginary) friends. She does feel comfortable talking to her family... buuuuut she also can't talk to them because doesn't want to worry them by letting them know how bad she's feeling! Which is of course why she's posting a video discussing her (narcissism induced) depression on a public forum like YouTube...
waitaminute.
- Blames her current (narcissism induced) depression on
"muh food addiction, which I deny having a lot of the time." (Bitch, when? You constantly pull the food addiction (or binge eating disorder) card out to shield yourself against criticism for you being unable to stick to a healthy diet for so much as a day. You never deny having that, you
rely on claiming you have that (despite NEVER being diagnosed with either) to play the victim to your own rampant gluttony.)
- Her self-diagnosed food addiction just keeps
"winning and winning" and she doesn't care a lot of the time.
- Bebejunes walks in front of the camera twice, Cuntal does not edit it out.
- She
"doesn't know how to get help for it". (LOL wut? How many doctors and therapists and support groups have you visited these past few years, Cuntal? You know exactly how to get help for your physical and mental health issues. You just reject all help because it feels like "punishment" and you can't stand being told what to do--even to save your own worthless life.)
- But she's totes trying you guys! She's being seen by a psychiatrist at "the Center for Eating Disorders"! (You haven't seen said psychiatrist since your first appointment last spring/summer and we all know it. If you had been continuing to see them, you wouldn't have been whinging about how you were going to try to find a therapist to see to get help during your recent brief "I want weight loss surgery" phase.)
- All the eating disorder specialists in her area focus on treating anorexia and bulimia, instead of her self-diagnosed eating disorder of the week. It's not her fault that she can't stop stuffing her face, the doctors don't understand her!
- How dare the doctors who perform WLS require you to go through mental health treatment to deal with the issues that cause you to overeat before they will do the surgery on you! Those doctors don't provide the therapy free, you have to get it on your own, and she claims that you can't get the therapy through the Canadian national health care system for--in her words--
"obesity-related eating disorders". (Canuck Kiwis, feel free to let us know if this is actually true or not, but I'm suspecting not?) It's so unfair! Fixing her self-created health issues should be 100% free dammit!
- More wah wah I feel so alone whining.
- Cuntal wants to reassure us that it's not that she CAN'T pay for therapy (though she admits she doesn't make a lot on YouTube, and most of that money goes right back into buying the food she shoves in her face on camera). But it's the PRINCIPLE of it! She acknowledges she doesn't have to pay for her medical appointments or her surgeries or anything like that and she's grateful--except she's not, because she deserves more free shit for eating herself into morbid obesity! It's unfair to expect her to bear any of the cost herself! (Cry us a fucking river, you privileged twat.)
- Wah wah
"I'm kinda alone in this!" wah wah
"There are times I feel alone... I know I've said that word a lot."
- Super shifty eyes, and two sudden jump cut edits in a row. Not sure what she was trying to hide, since she didn't bother to edit out her cat blocking the camera, and there's still zero evidence of tears.
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"On top of all that, I don't feel I've fully processed my emotions since my surgery." (I'm guessing it's more about how her surgery incision STILL hasn't healed and it's a constant reminder of the shit state of health she's gorged her body into.)
- Another jump cut, and then she goes into how she always said she didn't want children, but now suddenly she is SOOPER SAD U GAIS about the fact she can't have any since her hysterectomy.
"I'm grieving!"
- Claims this is why she had the big sads yesterday. (I'm pretty sure it was more your come-down from your latest fast food gorging high, but sure, Jan.)
- Another jump cut. Claims she filmed another McDonald's mukbang today, then she saw the poll results on her community page where weight loss won by a landslide and
got entitled deathfat triggered wants to totes talk about that.
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"I always go back to mukbangs because... I feel like... I see all these other people doing mukbangs and... a lot of them probably don't have the same issues with food that I do. And... I've--if I had never shared that part of my life with you guys, it probably wouldn't be the same. But I... kinda feel like a fool." (No shit Sherlock.)
"When I go back and edit my video, like, my McDonald's one... which I decided I'm not going to upload... 'cause I feel like a fool, with so many people knowing... what I'm really going through... and... sitting there, like, stuffing my face with McDonalds, with mayo all over my face... and I just feel like... like I've said this before." (Many, many times. It's part of your cycle!)
"So it's like, I know it's going to seem like rerun for you guys but... I feel like I need to go through this cycle until it finally, fully sinks in for me I guess?" (Yeah, because that's worked out so well for you the other ten dozen times, Cuntal.)
- Says she thinks it all comes back to her feeling guilt about knowing what she's doing is wrong, which is why she gets defensive about
"people being right about that part". (Gotta keep it vague, can't actually admit what people are right about!)
- Cuntal credits LifeByJen's recent video on her own self-diagnosed food addiction with this revelation. (Which will no doubt last as long as her revelation about WLS after watching Boogie's videos did, so 24 hours tops?)
- More jump cuts, more looking away from the camera.
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"Sometimes I don't know if I can handle being broken anymore." (Cry me a fucking river.)
- Lots more meandering around in circles about how sad she is and how she pushes everyone away, blah blah boring.
- Doesn't think it's just "trolls" who voted for weight loss on the poll.
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"Part of me just feels like it's just too late. Like, all I've ever known is being obsessed with food and surrounded by foods for probably, like, thirty years." (Tell us something we don't know, Jabba.)
- Acknowledges she's consumed by food (irony!) every single day, and she doesn't want it anymore. (So you'll be back to posting mukbangs by tomorrow, got it.)
- Acknowledges mukbangs are easy content and easy money.
- Clarifies she only feels bad doing
unhealthy mukbangs. Doesn't see anything wrong with sharing a healthy dinner. (That's always how her justifications start at this part of the cycle, isn't it? That she'll only do healthy mukbangs, or that she'll eat healthy the rest of the day and that will somehow cancel out eating 3,000+ calories in one meal?)
- After New Year's, she's totes going to go back to that weight loss doctor--you know, the one she screeched about telling her to eat a turkey pepperette as a snack and how he was trying to give her cancer? The one whose diet plan (which was accompanied by a literal workbook for babies and speds like her to help her follow it) she termed as "punishment"? Yeah, that one!
- Mentions LiesByJen and Amy's Fat Journey and their weight loss challenge, wishes them luck!
- Mentions therapy again, says opening up to other people makes her feel "icky". (Yet not showering or washing her hair for 2 months now doesn't!)
- Says she's waiting to see a new GP so she can be referred out for weight loss surgery. (I'm guessing this latest WLS resolution will last 48 hours tops, place your bets now!)
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"I'm sorry if I frustrate people with changing my mind constantly." (Until you change your mind tomorrow and tell your viewers you owe them nothing, right?)
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"My life is a mess." (That's putting it mildly.)
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"I'm not saying I'm never going to do mukbangs..." (She's already backpedalling 15 minutes into her 'new year new me' bullshit!)
- Talks about needing to clear out her apartment of all triggers. (We all know she'll never give up cheese, and she claims that's her biggest trigger, so this resolution is already doomed to fail.)
- Claims she's going to delete all her food ordering apps like UberEats. (Sure, Jan.)
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"I apologize if I've ever been defensive and just stubborn. I'm going to really try really hard to work on my character in the new year. (Double sure, Jan.)
Chinny wishes she has an ass like E. Honda. 
